#and my grandma probably is too
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I got bored just now doing my devising log (or more accurately. This bit got too hard. And I got distracted) and took an adhd test. Idk if it’s an accurate one or not but yeah
#tbh the one for developmentental delays could be much higher#I just don’t know if I actually struggled with balance and stuff as a kid or if adults were concerned WAIT#yeah#the developmental delays one would be higher if I had remembered when I was taking the quiz#that I was so bad at balance and kept bumping into things when I was a kid#that my mum thought I might have some kind of cancer#and the doctors booked me in for blood tests#because I was also suffering extreme headaches#and had just suddenly developed psoriasis#but I didn’t have headaches#i probably have undiagnosed adhd#adhd#neurodiversity#my brother is adhd#and my grandma probably is too#glitter speaks
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pitter patter
remembering one time when i was little, i ask whether the harvest moon protagonist is okay running around in the rain like that
#not me telling you to imagine that alex lost his mother initially from a simple cold or fever#and that's why he --#sdv#stardew valley#sdv alex#stardew alex#sdv farmer#stardew farmer#stardew valley alex#stardew valley farmer#fanart#rain#raining#i was to make him shy instead like youuu knoow there's my grandma and my grandpa who worries about you#but i feel like he is more daring than that#tho i feel like this scenario is fitting a certain grumpy someone too#people would get crazy probably if i drew this as him#the care beneath grumpiness could be very irresistible#but as i main this guy i will draw my scenario as him#even tho he is not basedly grumpy#he has his reason to be
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Theres something sad about the way i imagine michael shelley being such a people pleaser, someone who doesnt push against the line and just trusts and goes with what people says... i dont think he really indulged in his more colorful fashion taste beyond a fun shirt or pair of socks. and how in contrast i imagine the distortion being *so* colorful, *so* bright. Michael is gone but in some ways he still clings to Michael
#neil moment#tma#michael shelley#more on my take about michael shelley#i agree that he probably has a wonderfully colorful taste#but i think that boy wanted to make grandma gertrude proud and tried to look 'put together'#which was probably far too formal for the archives but grandma-mode gertrude said he looked like a fine young man
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I-na knowing Da-hae’s plan to scam her family and deciding to not snitch just because she wants grandma to get what she deserves??? Lowkey an icon
#I too would be praying on my grandma’s downfall if she deemed me less than just bc I don’t display a superpower#and tbh her dad too bc what has he done for her in her 13 years alive???#she probably sympathized with Dahae when she saw her reasons for scamming the other two lol#Bok I-na#Bok Ina#the atypical family
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My birthday is coming up, and every year for my birthday* I try to make a thing just because I want to but this year I am not sure what I want to make. Like, zero ideas. Well, I mean I always have ideas, but none that appeal more than others? I'm not sure if I should ask for suggestions or just make a series of polls leading up to my birthday to narrow it down, what do you think? *within a few weeks of my birthday, I am bad at time
#the person behind the yarn#got sidetracked and vented about stress in the tags feel free to skip none of it is relevant to this post#lotta stressors this time of year#and this year has more than usual with multiple significant anniversaries#plus work stress and getting an MRI this week#I'm hoping after the MRI is done my stress level goes down#but there's another hurricane forming and I am a bit concerned about that#it's not supposed to come north but neither was the other one#and even if it doesn't come north it's going to hit where my grandma lives#idk. my older brother has a birthday not too long after mine#and wants to do a joint birthday thing somewhere#but I have no idea what to do. it would have to be outside because he 'doesn't believe in covid' and while I could probably get him to mask#his kids wouldn't (they are too little) and I am stressed about that#I am honestly not a fan of my birthday. I got sick with the thing that disabled me right before I turned 18#and my family always wants to get together for my birthday but historically are not good at respecting my boundaries#around my birthday and I have walked out of more than one of my own birthday parties#anyway! lotta stress!#going to keep making baby blankets and try not to think about it until at least after the MRI
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#hyunjin#skz#stray kids#fantaken#i realize this coat is probably like worth my four month rent or smth#but it’s like#my grandmas old couch.. it was green but the pattern was exactly this#it was comfy tho maybe i can use u as a nap place too hm
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Broppy kids Broppy kids Broppy kids
Coral uses she/her and is like 10 or so years and Fig uses they/them and is 15-17 ish
#my art#my voice claim for Fig is Jeremy Shada#which is funny because Fig sounds a lot like Finn honestly#and no they don’t wear a shirt under their shawl they’ve got top surgery scars under there#and Coral has JD’s square face- so it probably comes from one of Branch’s parents#she also has Peppy’s ears which I thought was fun. The sharp teeth I’d like to think are also from Poppy’s family#my ocs#OC: Fig#OC: Coral#DreamWorks trolls#DreamWorks trolls fanart#Broppy#Broppy fan child#Fig’s longer tail is from Branch’s family too#and they’ve got grandma Rosie Puff’s nose- which is also Floyd’s nose!#And the ears are pretty obvious where they come from
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okay i think i finally know what my great grandpa did during the civil war. he writes it a bit confusingly (i think there's a bit of self sabotage there) but for what i have gathered. he was chosen as the administrative director of the textile collective workshops (talleres colectivos del vestir) in albacete. i looked it up and i didn't really found many information on it, most of it just led back to this wikipedia article on the social revolution of 1936? it probably has some marxist stuff in there, the CGT was involved, but in his writing he doesn't really make it clear how involved he was, he just says it happened without him knowing why (again. i feel he might be purpusefully not writing the reason here).
#if anyone has more info please let me know!! i'll see if he goes more in detail later#the self sabotage thing is probably real#cause even nowadays#my grandma whispers every time she talks about the communist party or her father being a 'rojo'#like someone is going to shoot her for that#i imagine for him who was actually arrested for it that feeling was bigger#so yeah. i finally know the reason!#honestly it's not too far from what my grandma had always told us#that is that he went to prison for making clothes for the republican side#which. yeah
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post oc lore king/queen !!
😭 I don't really have lore tbh, mostly vibes. Everything is too underdeveloped for lore
I have vague ideas of what I want my ocs to be.
For example, I want to put these guys in a 'time travel' kinda situation, where a murder takes place (that phone guy, who was the only one who knew how to help them get back in their time).
The only thing worse than their designs are the names
#these are old pictures. I technically have reference sheets of them but they are at my house. if I remember I'll post them wg#*when I get back (cut myself there oops)#ask#anonymous#art#traditional art#oc#original character#Cay#Tor#amazing names not at all lazy or uncreative#some 'lore'. since Tor is based on a more modern piece of technology he is too out of place in the story#this really is a problem for them because they don't want to attract unwanted attention so Cay haves to be the 'leader' of the situation#this whole thing cane from me thinking of the plot twist in the end. so I'll probably never actually flesh the story out#it'll live in my head forever#but I will try to flesh Cay and Tor out#I was also thinking of giving Cay a bow tie instead of a regular tie. we'll see#the phone guy doesn't have a name yet#btw I'll probably draw more of that other new oc (the human with no name) and Trime#“king” “queen” nah. more like. more like “Monarch”#although in my head both queen and king are gender neutral somehow. like grandma and grandpa and dad etc#edit: I just saw 'haves' instead of 'has' because autocorect doesn't work on the tags for some reason (I changed the sentence midway through#I swear I know how to English)
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im just lookin thru my archive rn cuz ive been posting fairly actively since like. july. debating if i need to do another #mentalhealthbreak or nah….
its not that ive run outta post ideas or anything(cuz my brain never shuts tf up), its just been kinda hard lately to keep up with the community aspect i think. i dunno. maybe im getting a bit burnt out again too
this is kinda the longest ive ever held a fixation consistantly, but the fear of slipping back into the Nothing Era where i got nothing to keep my brain occupied has me hanging on ig. i feel like im not done yet either like waiiiitttttt ive still got piles of wipssssssss i gotta make gay people realllllllll sigh
im only human im a messed up human blablah it makes good practice for adderall at least(not that its really been working) i just dont wanna be in a state where it feels like a chore yknow? like im not an influencer im a gay lil tumblr.com blog ffs
another dramatic emotion filled sigh………im gonna be staying out in the middle of the canadian sticks(farmland n woods n a couple beaches nearby) this winter for awhile, so maybe i’ll be able to figure out how to get some good chill time. or go more insane. (likely get more insane)
#(pic is from marvel comics presents 97 btw)(nice logan design in that one)#on one hand i hate how my brain never stops talking. the whole psychosis thing doesnt really help with that either.#on the other..my adhd makes it so its hard to hold my attention long enough to distract myself#so i dont really got a choice#i dont really socialize that often either. theres people i dm back n forth with but im not really a talk first kinda guy#or reach out kinda guy in general. got that Whats The Point style depression#and its probably my autism too lol#apparently i wouldnt be entirely isolated where im gonna be staying tho. maybe.#cuz my grandma mentioned that one of the nearby farmers kids is around my age#(gonna be staying in a room at my grandmas place)#and he recently moved back in after having some struggles. we got that in common ig.#they got like 6 kids and hes the only one that didnt wanna be a farmer#it’d be a miracle if i ever interacted with the guy tho#one of his younger brothers walks the dogs near the house sometimes so i could try talking to him ig#kind of a bitch to try to find friends after highschool..#4 fuckin years after highschool……
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My grandma is coming over to do a bit of my hair. I'm sooo tempted to bring my tablet with me so I can work on my kyosaya drafts while she does it, but if she happens to look over my shoulder like the NOSY MF SHE IS she's def gonna notice the homoromanticism goin on there if she looks at the wrong time. am I willing to risk that.........
#I HONESTLY KINDA WANT TO#bcz I was only able to work on like. one draft yesterday#WHICH TBF WAS MY HIGHEST PRIORITY BUT I STILL GOTTA REWRITE SOME OF IT ANYWAY BCZ MY IDEAS FOR IT CHANGED#and I wanna get it done before today and idk how long it'll take my grandma to do my hair#(my mom SAYS it won't take long but she says that abt a lot of things that usually end up taking forever)#and she might be too busy chatting with my mom to care abt what I'm writing#BUT I'M STILL SCARED BCZ IF I'M UNLUCKY AND SHE LOOKS IT'S GONNA BE TOUGH EXPLAINING THAT#I probably won't after all.sigh......#I'll just bring my vita with me so I can play project diva while she does it !!!#I'll just hope it's done quickly and then start working on the draft as soon as I'm done#even if I can't finish it before tomorrow I still wanna get some of it done#kokarambles
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The consequences of my poor financial decisions are here!!
#blame Kat for this lmao. she got the Yangchen novels first and I very easily give in to peer pressure (that wasn't exerted. but whatever)#three days earlier than scheduled too. which worked out perfectly bc I picked them up on the way home from grandma's#and carried them for 2 km. 2 hardcover books + the thick cardboard boxset they're in#+ the backpack full of food my grandma gave me#in the rain#I nearly fucking died#I'm not made for this level of physical exercise 😅#okay moving on#nia stop calling things like this poor financial decisions challenge#it cost like. the equivalent of 40 bucks#I have 30 times as much hidden away in my sock drawer#and I am usually responsible with my spending. I'm allowed a slightly more expensive treat every once in a while#also my dad doesn't know but I'm sure if I would him 'hey I spent 3.8k on a pair of books is that okay'#he'd be like 'why tf are you asking when have I ever said no to you spending money'#but again. I do try to be mindful#which is why as much as I want the lok art books and could probably ask for money for them. I won't#bc they cost an arm and a leg and I cannot morally allow myself to spend that kind of money#anyway. getting distracted again#do you know how hard it was to get these? I checked like 3 marketplaces before I did#and I was fully ready to get them in russian because non-classical english books are impossible to come by here#sanctions and all that. but somehow I did. and it only cost half the money in my bank account#I don't even know if Russian editions exist. these books were written before the war and before the gay propaganda ban but still#I didn't find them when I looked. maybe they don't sell them now that the law is in place or smth#I don't really care enough to look it up#the point is. I now own the books and can happily read about best girl kyoshi whenever I want#if the stress for an upcoming event doesn't kill me. that is#also I have read rok before but it was 3 years ago so my memory is vague. and I just realised how much thinner sok is?#I'll have to check the page count later
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@katkastrofa, circa 40-ish hours ago: Hey, what if our newest bunch of OCs adopted a baby from one of the other brothel girls who knew she couldn’t afford to raise one? That would make for some fun shenanigans :D
Me, with a notoriously non existent sleep schedule, instinct of self preservation or concern for my poor wrist: Alright, bet. Watch how fast I can make you fall in love with this hypothetical baby >:)
Daneli as a gentle and loving caretaker-turned-adoptive-mother is something that can be So Personal, actually, and originally I was going to leave it at this quick sketch, but then I got carried away thinking about what this child will grow up to be like raised by this little gang of misfits, so…
Here she is!! A little older and so, so beautiful, I need more of her in my life immediately, she’s way too precious
And, because I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t also add a sapphic element to this absolute cinnamon roll, a small crack ship that I’m only half serious about for when she’s a little older still:
All in all, we may be getting impossibly far from canon, but I for one already cannot get enough of sweet darling Kumisai <3
(I fully drew three pieces from scratch in 9 hours I cannot feel my brain or my hands anymore send help)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#jinora#wow. nia drew a canon character? what is this?? who was I replaced by???#but joking aside. a small explanation for this crack ship#originally it was me editing my timeline and realising that Kumisai would be around 14/15 during book 4. the same age as Jinora#so my mind immediately went 👀👀👀 and I decided to go for it#since in sotrl I sorta implied Jinora had a gay awakening by watching Suiren. so.. why not go all out and make her another baby queer?#no offence to Kai. what they had was rather cute tbh. but it felt kinda out of nowhere and just added for the sake of parental drama#plus she was a young girl meeting someone her age for the first time. of course she got a crush#doesn’t mean she has to stick with it you know?#anyway. as for how they would meet. Midori could introduce them :D#Kumisai is Daneli’s daughter. who’s a friend of Summiya’s. who’s Zaheer’s sister. who’s Midori’s uncle. who’s friends with Jinora#and spirits know Jinora deserves to act her age a little more often. she has way too many responsibilities on her shoulders#so maybe Midori would think that a friend her age would do her some good#and don’t even try to tell me these two wouldn’t be absolutely adorable puppy crushing on each other. look how cute Jinora turned out here#might be the first time I’ve drawn her? not sure. maybe I did before but it was A LONG time ago. 2019 ish#but okay. enough rambling about Jinora. back to Kumisai#I don’t really have too many headcanons about her yet. but she’s probably rather happy and carefree#having a large support system as a result of being raised communally#I think she considers Daneli her mom and the others are her aunties. auntie Shezan in particular is a notoriously bad influence :)#and maybe one day she’d get to meet her bio mom. but only if that’s something both of them want. not sure yet#I feel like she’s rather disconnected from her water tribe heritage since everyone around her is Earth Kingdom. save Phailin who’s half FN#but she still has small hints of blue in her clothing. the colour matching her beautiful eyes. maybe she is curious about her bio dad a bit#since unlike with her bio mom no one knew him and can’t tell her anything. that’s bound to come as a natural curiosity at some point right?#maybe that can be part of her story when she’s an adult. trying to find her bio dad. but ultimately it doesn’t matter that much#because Daneli is her mom and the only parent she needs <3 I’m really just throwing out suggestions here to fill the tag space#kaaatttt come discuss all this stuff with me I waited all night for you to wake up >:) distract me from my grandma’s tv watching
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the anniversary of my princess’s passing is coming up so i’ve been looking at pictures of her as a baby. she was such a cute fluff ball 🥺
#Princess kitty#cats#kittens#I probably got her Way too early (my grandma got her from a cousin’s friend’s litter) but by god#she was an adorable fluff and i miss her every day
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Did i ever tell you guys how my grandpa loved my grandma so much he didn't want her to have just an ordinary grave so he -> made a mausoleum. Did the site drainage (he was civil engineer and specialized in reinforced concrete) and it still stands 26 years later and yes its still adorable.
#So you see how hard it is for me to be thrilled about anyone i meet like i've been surrounded by true love my whole life#if you wouldnt build me a mausoleum why are we even talking grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#he also missed her every single day i truly believe he died of heartache. i miss him so so sosoososo much#i never met my grandma i mean i did but she died exactly 1 month after i was born (on her bday.... )#anyway is this too much of oversharing for tumblr probably#tt
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Btw depending on whether or not I meet my grade boundaries, I may not be on here for a bit 🥲
#Results are tomorrow and it would be lying to say I haven’t been freaking out#I’ve had nose bleeds (every morning) & nightmares for the past 4 weeks it’s been pretty unbearable#In other news I’m seeing my friends today (yippeeeeeee)#And my sibling is back home and I missed them a lot#and my grandma is out of hospital and also my dad#and my cat seems to be getting better too so I can’t complain#Probably delete laterr
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