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i love how much jack hates vault hunters and talks about how awful they are like babydoll YOU are a vault hunter do not forget your roots
#borderlands#handsome jack#like yeah we know you hate yourself next topic lets get this conversation moving#everytime he rants about how annoying vault hunters are i just look at him like '. .. .he KNOWS right?'#running bit between nisha and wilhelm on how long itll be before he realizes
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some men are textbook villains fr
#tw religion?#kinda need to rant.. kinda wanna explain what's going on#some ppl are part of humanity but don't know how to be humane... like the guy i started talking to almost 2 weeks ago#liked him a lot bc he was funny sickeningly sweet mature and understanding.. until he was not#tl dr version is that we somehow drifted to the topic religion and i told him im not too religious and don't believe in superstition much#i was extremely respectful and even when he said that he does believe a lot i was like 'thats cool!! different people believe in different#things!!' and at first it was a normal convo until man went all psycho on me (after one damn week!!!) and started talking about how#id have to be religious in a relationship with him.. my dude i barely know your fav food can we not talk about relationships yet#but he says he doesn't even need a woman who cooks/cleans just someone who believes.. n im like i get it but i can't change myself like that#and then guy moves to marriage and is all 'well my entire family is religious' n my mom and sister (who's 16) would be putting pressure on#you n force you to pray etc.. and I'm like???? who can force anyone to a thing like that are u kidding#things escalate and my absolute STUPID ass tells him about my deepest fkn trauma to explain what made me abandon religion bc#life just never got better and this trauma remained for yrs... and he gets so angry that he says he wants to stop talking to me just to spam#me all day next day.. he'd keep messaging me switching between 'i still want you we shouldn't throw this away i have feelings for you'#AFTER A WEEEEEEKKKK!!! and then goes back to 'i wasted my time with you you were so unnecessary im in a bad mood bc of you'#even said 'you'll never find a guy with a trauma and mindset like this. i will find a religious girl but no one will love you like that'#and the worst thing is that he told his friends and mom about the trauma i had just to spite me.. note that he promised to never tell anyone#(and then still asked for forgiveness and for me to rethink whether we want to end this after telling me 473626x he wanted to end it)#(nothing even ever started you bitchass)#also note that his mom knows my mom n basically most of my relatives.. so i was here trembling for days fearing they'd get to know about it#mom somehow convinced her to not tell anyone bc it's important to me and very very fucking personal..#but he harassed me all day - i wouldn't answer and he'd send 55 messages.. multiple missed calls like dude i got so fkn scared#my heart jumped whenever he texted he was so fkn aggressive and SO MEAN#'you just needed to adjust and we would've been okay' 'tell me are u gonna fkn be religious or not????' 'you ruined everything' kinda mean#i just :') it was the worst time and i don't think i've ever seen someone degrade me so much or make me feel this defective#but.. it's finally over. his mom called my mom and mine was like pls teach him some manners.. n since i couldn't and wouldn't text him back#and literally avoided whatsapp bc of him she ended it all for me and now it's hopefully done forever#anyway i saw jks gcf performance yday n him singing still with you put a genuine smile on my face.. ill stick to THAT boyfriend honestly lol#def gonna delete later#but ty for reading if u did <3
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The recent Eddy comment proves that Penny's suicide was just shock value and a cheap, easy way to make the fans cry.
#rwde#tw suicide#mkek stop shoving in sensitive topics into your bootleg anime for nefarious reasons then moving on to the next shiny new idea challenge#if you are not interested in exploring sensitive topics like suicide and racism then dont fucking include them in your story#or if you cant commit then dont
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I swear to god, if we get one more event about estero harbor, i'mma fucking combust
#dislyte#dislyte liam#dislyte hilda#dislyte norah#dislyte farrah#estero harbor#all the events are amazing#don't get me wrong#but like can we move to the next topic PLEASE#It should have stopped at hilda's event to be honest
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RED OUT | Kenshi Yonezu
鮮血煌めいて跳ねるスタインウェイ & サンズ
頭の中鳴り止まない砕けたバックビート
零コンマーで褪せてしまう情景
どうした地獄じゃあるまいに そんな目で見んな
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Blood glistens, and the Steinway & Sons bounces
A frenzied backbeat hammers in my head
A sight that blackens in 0.1 seconds
What’s with you?
It’s not like this is hell
Don’t give me that look
#red out#米津玄師#kenshi yonezu#lost corner#音楽#gif#my gifs#tw flashing#ok moving on !#forget brat summer it's officially rabbit summer#according to the kings of j-pop/rock#although last love letter & this song have extremely different vibes aslkdflkslklsj#this song feels aggressive & frenetic by comparison#the crunchy bass & distorted vocals?#the build up of 消えろ especially the 2nd time around 😤#the segway into kick back !#i love that he opened with the idea of disordered thinking#something 'broken' to which he's desperately asking to go away#only to use the rest of the album to say#you know what?#it's ok to be broken#please stay right here just as you are#even if you don't feel like you're productive or that you're 'junk'#you have a right to exist#i think that's something that so many people need to hear#and i really admire him for making that one of the core messages of this album#OH#BTW#this is completely off topic BUT !!!!! WORLD TOUR ?!?!?!?!!!!!!!!#believe me when i say i WILL be in new york sometime next spring 🫡😭
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GIRL HELP MEMORIZING STUFF WITH ADHD WORKING MEMORY ISSUES IS HELL
if anyone has tips I am literally on my knees-
#aqua's ramblings#actually adhd#My exams are lurking and I'm trying so hard to study#but by the time I move onto the next topic I've forgotten the stuff I've studied previously???#what is this bullshit
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cant stress how obsessed i am with yamaguchis shirt
#snap chats#this is rgg related because i said so shut up ANYWAY#i DID steal this from twitter but i need to share it every with everyone so im not sorry#the person i stole this from rt'd a photoset from themselves and in it motomiya wearing The Silliest outfit ever#but ive already shared too much. ive already gone off topic too much we're moving on#i will bookmark it tho cause it makin me giggle#anyway if you cant read it. and id be so happy to type out what it says.#it says 'can't miss it!! you've got to go to nepal they have a big festival called Maha Shivaratri full moon night in february'#dont know why it makes me giggle it just does. like fuck man maybe i SHOULD go to nepal in february <- maha shivaratri is in march next yea#anyway everyone be nice to me today i have a spanish exam later and it Should be easy#but i was fighting god and the devil last night trying to sleep because my cramps decided to kick my ass EXTRA hard#I NEVER GET BAD CRAMPS WHYYYY DID IT HAVE TO BE BEFRE AN EXAM WHEN I NEED GOOD SLEEP !!!!!!#im lucky my spanish class is in the evening but god it was so painful#the last time i experienced pain as bad as that was when i was trying to sleep after busting my wrist#so awful.... i hurt a lil now but i'll get through it#ok bye let me study up just to reaffirm some Spanish Knowledge with myself
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#my dads back in ohio again so im back on my own. i still feel terrible but at least i have a plan#i have 2 weeks of this semester left. so i have to not fail my genomics exam and work on a group project plus grade a bunch#shouldnt be too hard but everything makes me so tired rn and i just feel this barrier between myself and everything else#even when my dad was here. i just dont kno how to feel happy. just varied levels of stress#but after the semester is over ill have to find a job for the summer. which super stresses me out bc i havent really had a real job outside#academia and im worried about how stressful ill find it bc im sure its gonna suck but at least i wont have to work on my project#i just think if i had a normal job that doesnt dominate every aspect of my life id feel a little less terrible. or at least i wouldnt send#myself spiralling so much. if i stay here i might not survive it#but what if ill just make myself miserable wherever i am? i dunno. but im gonna try to find a non academic job this summer with the epa or#maybe the usgs. i mean ive gota a bachelor's and a masters in environmental topics. that's gotta count for something#just get a government job. pray for a not terrible set of coworkers. and build something from there#it just sucks bc i feel like everythings falling apart and like i kno if i gave it my all i could pull thru and get my phd but im just so#tired of struggling against something everyone else can do. i just cant read at a level appropriate for what im doing#ugh. i dont wanna study for genomics. i just wanna sleep. i just wish i wasn't in this position#and now i a baby about it. i mean my sisters r in similar positions bc the youngest is currently looking for a teaching job. and my middle#sister is looking to move to new york city in the next 6 months and she'd be quitting her job for that. so we're all sorta in flux#i just wanna not be flailing. not watch my hopes and dreams collapse. be excited about anything. im just sad bc i have to make hard choices#even if i know theyre the right ones to make if i want to continue to exist. sometimes u cant have the things u wany.#and that sucks and i hate it. theme of the year: sometimes life sucks and theres nothing u can do abt it#unrelated
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You know what? I give up on this paper once and for all. I'm not even ashamed anymore
#okay I'm a little ashamed#it's another 5 points i have to catch up with next semester#but it's making me want to kill myself and i don't even know if the professor would still accept it#(the original deadline was in October. i got an official extension until November. i guess it'd be just rude#to ask if it was still okay to send it#especially since i haven't done any substantial work on it#it's just bad. i hate the topic. i hate the way the professor views the subject 'language and emotion'#so that i cannot write what i want but would have to tailor it towards her views because otherwise I'd fail#and also i cannot write in german. i simply can not do it. )#it's better to move on and focus on my last paper for last semester (official deadline is end of March#so I'm not behind for once)#and i should do the assignments for a module i should have finished 1 year ago#so i don't have to do that next semester#and i should start studying korean again so i don't make a complete fool of myself next semester#I have my first day of work in 2 weeks so I'll also have to focus on working (for money) from there on#I've been paralyzed by the thought of having to write this paper for way too long#the professor is not my boss anymore (i still have to work off some hours though) and even if she was#I'm so done being ashamed of myself for not being able to do certain things#i wanna give it my best from now on but not for this paper. it's done.#void screams
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If you watch the shit your friends recommend on Netflix or whatever you are a better friend than me
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its me and my inability to compromise against the world
#i hate it when plans are changed i fucking hate it so much#i desperately need to rant about this im having an awful time ..Augh#my dad lost his job and is selling his house. we have at MOST 3 weeks to get out of here#so wrre moving to the house next to my moms. my grandpa owned b4 he died. HOWEVER#i hate that house its dirty as hell. i cant live with my mom theres barely 2 rooms there and i currently sleep on a couch in the living roo#there are 3(?) bedrooms where my dad is moving and they are SIGNIFICANTLY smaller than. literally everything#so well have. not a lot of space. not to mention that all the rooms are shaped so fucking weird. shitty old house bonus#literally everything has the fucking landlord special cause my mom used to rent it except all of the tennants were jerks#so the house has A Vibe. /neg. and its a weird combo of dustu and sticky#Im getting off topic.#i was allowed to choose my room a while back and we all agreed on everything and made plans and thought everything was set in stone#the room i was supposed to get is small asf and has slanted walls. (attic room ig) but it was fine#but my mom was like noo! actually! your older brother is getting that room! we never agreed on anything!!#whicj is AWFUL#i HATE CHANGE#AND. i wish you could see the room im supposed to have now but im at My dad's rn#its so fucking small. the water heater is in there. there's a low hanging fucking duct pipe or whatever right by the door#its pink#it smells like shit#ots right next to the washer and dryer.#there is no light. i hate it so much#ITS SMALL. AND JUST FUCKING SUCKS#i might sound like a dick but everything is so stressful rn i dont want to move school starts in 2 weeks i dont know my schedule i don't#have anyone to talk to. we're all fucking broke as hell and my mom refuses to help my dad because. i dont even know why#sorry. btw#i need someone to talk to so bad#they won't get me a therapist because 1 its not covered by insurance and 2 my dad lost his job and said insurance#i can't get a job because i can't drive and am so mentally fucked up and its so hard for me to do literally anything#i cry at the most insignificant situations and im always on the verge of tears#i get overstimulated so easy i can't fucking do this
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uhh hi morro enjoyers i finally finishing crystalized and started dragons rising specifically euphrasias episode and morrotober is soon so i’m coming back. do you remember me
no color idk just in case the colors clash horrendously
#i’m getting DRAGGED right back#i know anon remembers me whoever you are. shoutout to you#most if not all my morro mutuals moved on to something else like i did but the general people in the morro tag seem to be the same#if not some new people#new program goes crazy my artstyle looks completely different#this is IMPROVEMENT#i hope#i didn’t spend too much time on this#right looks younger left looks older for some reason#maybe it’s the face shape#y’all sat through my first ever digital art era you guys get a medal tbh#i might participate in morrotober i joined tumblr literally end of september last year#bmc people i’m so serious block the morro tag right now#yes i used to exclusively post about this guy. what about it#this is gonna be the only thing i tweet about for the next week#i’ve wanted this for years fuck#what the fuck#ignore the colors i’m in the dark and i have eye protection mode on so i cba#i want to hype myself up for morrotober gimme things to draw#off topic but i recently got into epic the musical it’s SO GOOD#i’m so excited for the coming sagas#especially calypso and scylla#and the LAST ONE god the reunion song made me cry lowkey#ninjago#lego ninjago#morro wu#ninjago morro#morro ninjago#god i used to have these tags in my quick access#jellos scribbles
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i have a middle aged student who is lowkey a classic example of a boomer despite his age. the other day he went "that reminds me of a song by u2..... have you heard of them?" and i genuinely don't know how to communicate to him that everyday i open tumblr and see posts from people who want to fuck bruce springsteen or posts saying bob dylan is trans and half of my dash in general is just old music guys
i am a woman of culture, i know it all
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#god DAMMIIT if I'm judging my the topics of memes she sends me this girl is practically throwing herself at me#and I'm really into her too#but I'm not ready to date someone living 3000 miles away#(well 2986 but who's counting am I right?)#I do want to move back there anyway its just... fuck man#also I don't particularly want to ask her out over text#for the record next time I'm over there my plan is to invite her to the waterfront for ice cream around sunset#that's romantic right?#anyway it would be nice to adress it head on but my socially anxious ass ain't doing that#until we're face to face
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& when i did try microdosing on a lil romance i got a fearful avoidant tumblr man who was so nonchalant and indifferent to me that i started questioning if i was actually ugly or sumn lmao
#blud would react to every selfie i sent like this: 😐#''haha cool'' then move onto the next topic#................#shit that literally makes me wanna die lmao#personal
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I’m gonna miss prime SO much for it to end while I’m hyperfixating on it is just cruel
Me too, my dear. Me too… It was a good show❤️✨
Let’s turn the 11th into a big party!🎉
#That is my birthday wish—everyone make it a celebration party#Give it a forehead kiss and tell it thank you and then we move on to our next adventure#Sonic Prime#mystery anon#off topic#I’ve got 15 more Prime asks in my inbox. I’ll get to them asap
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