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siffrins-therapist · 1 year ago

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Packed up my box of razors first so I can't use them but since I'm too busy to write or even read rn I feel like everything's just building up without any outlet 🙃🫠🫠

#i was feeling better but then #i looked at my bank account and felt suicidal again 🫠🫠#I'll be fine i saw this coming i had to write a big ass check for the deposit and was #trying to mentally prepare #i'm going to pick up what i need and make a pot of sinigang with extra greens #and maybe i'll calm down #mom says beef bones aren't good but the store doesn't sell pork bones #and i don't feel like cooking fish rn #so beef broth it is!!!

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woolysstuff · 1 year ago

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I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM

Evil!Sun my beloved (Edit// This Evil!Sun is from TSAMS and is not an AU of mine guys)

Bonus doodle

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mblue-art · 1 month ago

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"—matsukawa, quit pushing me down, asshat!" "nah." "i will kick your shins bro do not test me—"

alt. ver. before the redraw (bc i still kinda like this 😔)

#a silly !#yumeship #matsukawa issei #haikyuu oc #hanamaki takahiro #haikyuu #mblue art #self insert #ocsona #seijohbros au #<— will b using this tag to refer to these shenanigans w my haikyuu ocsona for now 🫶#maybe in the near future i'll make a (tentative?) ref sheet for this new lil guy <3 #(i say that knowing i havent made new/official ref sheets for my own utmv sonas lmfaooo 😔💔)#also yeah um dont mind the shading! or any anatomy mistake! i wanted this out of my head asap and move on to the next doodle</3 #edit i redrew the guys; something in me said smt jst aint right so i changed their angles to be as close to my initial vision as possible--#--and the brain seemed to calm down after that lolz orz #idk if i conveyed it well but mattsun is supposed to look like he's really towering over my ocsona due to the camera angle lol #(ngl that little curve on mattsun's mouth was for the simp in me 😔--#--he was gonna have his usual :/ pout thing but that braincell won and took over /silly)#(ngl every time i look at matsukawa in this i get hit w 1-2hp dmg.)#(hes staring right at the camera/viewer. he looks. soft and . pogi. like cute-handsome. clutches my hair)#(gawddam bestfriends to lovers trope i can never escape from you shakes my fist)

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deoidesign · 6 months ago

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oouuuuuuu I love my guyyyy ohhhhh I love himmmm I love drawing him 100 million times every single day

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javierduffy · 19 days ago

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sry for disappearing the depression got me (it will happen again) here's some thoughts from my head

#these look awful but i wanted to draw today #tried to use it to calm me down and i'm not super happy w the outcome but i'm glad i drew either way #maybe i'll redraw this idea better some day idk #for now i'll let it rot in my drafts jic LOL #i don't want to tag this rlly but i will ... i will #also the smiling onje i saw a video of him smiling/laughing at a joke andim abt to start my period and it made me BAWL #like unitonically i started crying so jard he's so cute #i can't take this anymote i need to draw him smiling more because he's so cute]#he literally just bares his fangs . he snarls and calls it a smile ouuuhhhhh can anyone hear me i neeed to draw this and prove my point #anyway i have a date so k should be leaving now #bye ily guys #places this here gently like a cat leaving a dead bird at ur doorstep #rdr2 #red dead redemption 2 #javier escuella #image #art #hero draws sometimes

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jmdbjk · 5 months ago

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Venting...

Photo card albums with 20 versions is bullshit. That's not music, its junk. I am by no means a Billboard stan whatsoever (holy jesus never) but if they're going to make rules there needs to be some god damn correlation between sales and streams.

That piece of shit album's streams were a fraction of their sales. And that's because their title single was a piece of shit recycled trope that BTS did YEARS ago and did it BETTER!!

Their sales were driven by stupid ass PHOTO CARDS that have no business being legitimized by any music industry!

Shit like that is what brings the reputation of kpop down to the bottom of the pit and then they wonder how come the western industry doesn't take them seriously.

And then it indirectly impacts BTS because the xenophobic, close-minded assholes who make up the western music industry take every opportunity to shove BTS in that box and slam the lid on them. BTS DO NOT belong in the kpop category!

I don't care if photo cards are collectible. I have nothing against that. But to create enough versions of an album to drive the sales of an album is NOT FAIR TO REAL MUSIC ARTISTS WHO CREATE ACTUAL REAL MUSIC!

I am mad. I will never respect that group. They are a farce. If this makes you unfollow me then we weren't ever on the same page to begin with.

#i'm mad #might delete this later after i cool off #or not #god dammit i'm mad #ommmmm #i'll be ok now that i've vented #maybe #breathes into a paperbag to calm down #that doesnt really work though #screams instead #throws a tantrum for jimin because he can't #not that he would #sorry for all the swear words

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notonlymice · 5 months ago

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Emilie de Ravin as Ally Craig in Remember me (2010) [part 5]

#emilie de ravin #ally craig #remember me 2010 #not only mice but also gifs #my things #okay i think i've calmed down with Ally gifs x)#or maybe i'll make one more part where i don't try to pretend that robert pattinson isn't there x))#(though to be fair the first time (when it was released several lifetimes ago lol) I watched it only because of him😅)#remember me

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stellaluna33 · 6 months ago

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Me: "I have a theory that's probably going to be pretty unpopular..."

Me when there's backlash: 😮

#😂😭#ANYWAY... If I've been a little quiet since then this is why #Most people have been very nice to me and I really appreciate it #I ALSO really appreciate everyone who thinks I'm full of crap and either patted me on the head or politely ignored me #But I've been feeling pretty low for the past day or so nevertheless #Whatever. I'll be ok. I'll calm down eventually and maybe even feel brave enough to express an opinion again some time. Peace.

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nedlittle · 13 days ago

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can anyone fucking hear me lol

#i have a whopping two (2) real life friends and neither of them are in any position to help/within hours of me #i just feel so bad #want 2 have a bath 2 calm down but afraid i'll drown myself #at least i have finally convinced myself to eat food. maybe

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varietysky · 4 months ago

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my bbc ghosts fixation is knocking at the back of my brain waittttt

#still have yet to rewatch season 5 hhhhh #now that i'm done dying- i mean done with grad school maybe i'll feel more relaxed to dive back in #esp to calm me down while i'm dying again- i mean job hunting #bbc ghosts #ghosts bbc #mia posts a thing

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crowleys-bentley-and-plants · 7 days ago

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There is something so calming about stabbing something a thousand times

#ive started an embroidery project!!!!#ive had a Hankering for months now #i finally started it recently and i really like itt hehe #it's a cross stitch pattern bc that's my favourite one #it's just so. satisfying idk how else to explain #anyway #ive been a bit absent i knowwww but things are starting to calm down a bit so maybe I'll be more active heh #ramble gamble

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no-thanks-bro · 1 month ago

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what if i just cry every day of my life forever and ever

#im TRYING ok #and I need help but then i ask for it and maybe I just don't express it right because I always get told it's really not as bad as it seems #and I believe it in the moment because it isn't really! but then I get like this and I can't calm down and I know i'll be fine in like an #hour or something but nothing works well enough and all my little 'skills' feel useless #I just can't stop procrastinating and it's like wrestling a fucking badger trying to not do it sometimes #and this isn't helping because giving a name to it makes it worse #but all the reasons and solutions online are already things I know or have been trying and AGHFDGHGH #just overemotional I guess lolol always got something to tear up about. life's a bitch i guess

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s4pphic-sh3nan1gans · 22 days ago

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my mental health support worker referred me to my local area's community mental health support group and I'm going there for the first time tomorrow aaaaand I'm really nervous 😟 apparently it's super nice there, there's not too many people and some of them are young like me, and you get to do crafts and stuff... but idk ajksjdkdh I don't know anyone there and meeting new people is scaryyyy 😭 hopefully it will be okay? and maybe I'll make a friend???

#orrrr maybe I'll be super nervous and barely talk to anyone which is the more likely option here 😭 I'll try though #it's within walking distance from me so hopefully taking a walk there will also help calm me down beforehand #because I find buses and public transport veeeery stressful #..........okay I'm totally overthinking this anhsjshsj can you tell? 😭#I'm sure it will be fine. I'll make a nice bracelet there or something 🥰#and take full advantage of the free tea I've heard they offer... 👀#personal

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teathattast · 6 months ago

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Maybe on a sunny day

You might have some things to say

But if you don't, that's okay

What a way to go out

Something this town will forever talk about

The two kids who were laying down

And struck by lightning in front of your house

#love notes #sara keys #struck by lightning #maybe when the storm dies down #we can walk around and check it out #you're my calm when the thunder starts to pound #remember i'll be there when it's pouring down

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orcelito · 8 months ago

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Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍

#speculation nation #i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭#but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn...#see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts #but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing'#so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool #then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling #and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥#but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most.#the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling.#anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot #the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350 #so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running #which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke.#i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment.#it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke.#and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting.#calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling.#it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now.#i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol #the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters.#so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most...#maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine...#😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard

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openphrase123 · 1 month ago

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id5 news later today. beautiful isat ballet art. how am i supposed to get any work done today i'm vibrating in my chair

#time to watch the act 3 kitri variation from don quixote four fucking times and then maybe i'll calm down

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