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Packed up my box of razors first so I can't use them but since I'm too busy to write or even read rn I feel like everything's just building up without any outlet 🙃🫠🫠
#i was feeling better but then#i looked at my bank account and felt suicidal again 🫠🫠#I'll be fine i saw this coming i had to write a big ass check for the deposit and was#trying to mentally prepare#i'm going to pick up what i need and make a pot of sinigang with extra greens#and maybe i'll calm down#mom says beef bones aren't good but the store doesn't sell pork bones#and i don't feel like cooking fish rn#so beef broth it is!!!
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'Strong opinions about femininity and masculinity' moment
#kazuichi souda#mahiru koizumi#Kazukoi#What's their name...?#sdr2#super danganronpa 2#an art#Anyway. Mahiru stans women and Kaz is....not NOT a woman maybe he doesn't know it's kind of a huge mountain to scale#Mahiru is like. Aw jeez. Calm down I'll do your makeup and dress you up maybe then you'll feel better#I think! Mahiru is just a big sis in general to everyone. If you're a MAN she refuses to be your servant#But if you're anything else or if you're just generally nice. She likes the role. Patron saint of women-in-progress#Like washing Hiyoko. Girl has a problem literally taking a shower? No problem I'm on it. Dress her? Sure.#Never really GOT mahiru thanks a lot to her dying first. But I like the her alright#All this to say: I hate gender i don't get any of it it's intriguing but it doesn't grab me i wish it wasn't so huge
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I AM SO NORMAL ABOUT HIM
Evil!Sun my beloved (Edit// This Evil!Sun is from TSAMS and is not an AU of mine guys)
Bonus doodle
#NO NO LISTEN#I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR AN EVIL SUN DIMENSION FOR SO LONG#AND YOU BET I SCREAMED WHEN I SAW YESTERDAYS UPLOAD#AND I FUCKING LOVE HIM SO MUCH YOU DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND#alright i'm calming down now#I am totally normal about him guys haha (lie)#I really like the fact that he was actually like#really smart#maybe even smarter than moon#and I love how he just#doesn't give a shit#at all#euuuugh#he <3#/p#Honestly seemed more morally gray than evil if anything#and i feel like moon just kinda#started throwing insults at him#at random#like i'll be honest some of the things he called him didn't really make sense to me#but hey maybe that's just me#oh god this is getting kinda long uhm#wooly draws stuff#tsams#the sun and moon show#tsams spoilers#tsams sun#tsams evil sun#sundrop#wooly's stupid brainrot
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we gave up trying to solve the mystery of what the fuck happened to the well pump, but since there's no way for us the prove that it was warm in the pump house when the pump stopped working, and since the heater stopped working after the pump fucked up and the whole thing froze. we have no way to prove it didn't freeze first and then break. and freezing isn't covered by the warranty. so we just got the bill for replacing the whole thing from the guy who sold us the first one. 🙃
#original#maybe i'll get a tax refund this year that covers it (i won't)#self employment income always fucks me#thanks to my emergency fund it won't kill me but it's really not helping with my money superstitions#once mom calms down i'll probably email and see if he'll accept payments
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"—matsukawa, quit pushing me down, asshat!" "nah." "i will kick your shins bro do not test me—"
alt. ver. before the redraw (bc i still kinda like this 😔)
#a silly !#yumeship#matsukawa issei#haikyuu oc#hanamaki takahiro#haikyuu#mblue art#self insert#ocsona#seijohbros au#<— will b using this tag to refer to these shenanigans w my haikyuu ocsona for now 🫶#maybe in the near future i'll make a (tentative?) ref sheet for this new lil guy <3#(i say that knowing i havent made new/official ref sheets for my own utmv sonas lmfaooo 😔💔)#also yeah um dont mind the shading! or any anatomy mistake! i wanted this out of my head asap and move on to the next doodle</3#edit i redrew the guys; something in me said smt jst aint right so i changed their angles to be as close to my initial vision as possible--#--and the brain seemed to calm down after that lolz orz#idk if i conveyed it well but mattsun is supposed to look like he's really towering over my ocsona due to the camera angle lol#(ngl that little curve on mattsun's mouth was for the simp in me 😔--#--he was gonna have his usual :/ pout thing but that braincell won and took over /silly)#(ngl every time i look at matsukawa in this i get hit w 1-2hp dmg.)#(hes staring right at the camera/viewer. he looks. soft and . pogi. like cute-handsome. clutches my hair)#(gawddam bestfriends to lovers trope i can never escape from you shakes my fist)
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oouuuuuuu I love my guyyyy ohhhhh I love himmmm I love drawing him 100 million times every single day
#me trying to calm down HAHAHAH#like ok steve. get your shirt off.#ALMAOALKGJLKGMGAGASKGSAGJLGKMGLK#sketches#steve#time and time again#ttawebcomic#also I dont like being TOO SERIOUS TOO MUCH IN A ROW...#back to posting normal style#art zone#sketch zone#we going sketch mode#doing this so that I can focus on work I've got a few things I have to pick between doing#enjoy#I love him so much#maybe later I'll make like a steve apreciation post if I remember#or something idfk#you could too#if you wanted#me literally like begging people to make fanart and fan posts about my comic#PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE#I'm talking to myself over here you gotta help me out
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just fyi I revisit old comics of yours like once a week bc they make me laugh so much. I now associate “THATS MY OPINIONNN” more with Connor than with the real housewives. Thought u should know !
!!!! AA!!! that makes me so, so, so unbelievably happy, thank you for letting me know! <3 but... old? wdym i posted that like, last week, right? right???? (bore head explosion emoji). sorry im messing around, i know what you mean :''^D
every time i saw that vine my bones would vibrate with how hankandconnor it was, the real housemates (or Connor is more a house invader at that point) of detroit are more real than any housewives
#ALso sorry i am getting to my messages now. had a strange week#you've just reminded me of something i drew but never posted in the context of that comic. i'll go post it in a bit if its not too abysmal#but god the scene in hank's bathroom is so funny when you pick the most aggressive options#when Connor's like ''lieutenant anderson if you dont cooperate ill have to inform your superiors!!!'' or something#and Hank just suddenly yells ''GO AHEAD TELL THEM I DONT GIVE A SHIT!!!!" and then immediately calms back down#and then after all that they share a little tender smile in the hallway then leave for the crime scene arms linked#maybe they dont link arms but they might as well have done#theyre so silly
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sry for disappearing the depression got me (it will happen again) here's some thoughts from my head
#these look awful but i wanted to draw today#tried to use it to calm me down and i'm not super happy w the outcome but i'm glad i drew either way#maybe i'll redraw this idea better some day idk#for now i'll let it rot in my drafts jic LOL#i don't want to tag this rlly but i will ... i will#also the smiling onje i saw a video of him smiling/laughing at a joke andim abt to start my period and it made me BAWL#like unitonically i started crying so jard he's so cute#i can't take this anymote i need to draw him smiling more because he's so cute]#he literally just bares his fangs . he snarls and calls it a smile ouuuhhhhh can anyone hear me i neeed to draw this and prove my point#anyway i have a date so k should be leaving now#bye ily guys#places this here gently like a cat leaving a dead bird at ur doorstep#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#javier escuella#image#art#hero draws sometimes
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Venting...
Photo card albums with 20 versions is bullshit. That's not music, its junk. I am by no means a Billboard stan whatsoever (holy jesus never) but if they're going to make rules there needs to be some god damn correlation between sales and streams.
That piece of shit album's streams were a fraction of their sales. And that's because their title single was a piece of shit recycled trope that BTS did YEARS ago and did it BETTER!!
Their sales were driven by stupid ass PHOTO CARDS that have no business being legitimized by any music industry!
Shit like that is what brings the reputation of kpop down to the bottom of the pit and then they wonder how come the western industry doesn't take them seriously.
And then it indirectly impacts BTS because the xenophobic, close-minded assholes who make up the western music industry take every opportunity to shove BTS in that box and slam the lid on them. BTS DO NOT belong in the kpop category!
I don't care if photo cards are collectible. I have nothing against that. But to create enough versions of an album to drive the sales of an album is NOT FAIR TO REAL MUSIC ARTISTS WHO CREATE ACTUAL REAL MUSIC!
I am mad. I will never respect that group. They are a farce. If this makes you unfollow me then we weren't ever on the same page to begin with.
#i'm mad#might delete this later after i cool off#or not#god dammit i'm mad#ommmmm#i'll be ok now that i've vented#maybe#breathes into a paperbag to calm down#that doesnt really work though#screams instead#throws a tantrum for jimin because he can't#not that he would#sorry for all the swear words
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Emilie de Ravin as Ally Craig in Remember me (2010) [part 5]
#emilie de ravin#ally craig#remember me 2010#not only mice but also gifs#my things#okay i think i've calmed down with Ally gifs x)#or maybe i'll make one more part where i don't try to pretend that robert pattinson isn't there x))#(though to be fair the first time (when it was released several lifetimes ago lol) I watched it only because of him😅)#remember me
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Me: "I have a theory that's probably going to be pretty unpopular..."
Me when there's backlash: 😮
#😂😭#ANYWAY... If I've been a little quiet since then this is why#Most people have been very nice to me and I really appreciate it#I ALSO really appreciate everyone who thinks I'm full of crap and either patted me on the head or politely ignored me#But I've been feeling pretty low for the past day or so nevertheless#Whatever. I'll be ok. I'll calm down eventually and maybe even feel brave enough to express an opinion again some time. Peace.
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what if i just cry every day of my life forever and ever
#im TRYING ok#and I need help but then i ask for it and maybe I just don't express it right because I always get told it's really not as bad as it seems#and I believe it in the moment because it isn't really! but then I get like this and I can't calm down and I know i'll be fine in like an#hour or something but nothing works well enough and all my little 'skills' feel useless#I just can't stop procrastinating and it's like wrestling a fucking badger trying to not do it sometimes#and this isn't helping because giving a name to it makes it worse#but all the reasons and solutions online are already things I know or have been trying and AGHFDGHGH#just overemotional I guess lolol always got something to tear up about. life's a bitch i guess
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can anyone fucking hear me lol
#i have a whopping two (2) real life friends and neither of them are in any position to help/within hours of me#i just feel so bad#want 2 have a bath 2 calm down but afraid i'll drown myself#at least i have finally convinced myself to eat food. maybe
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my bbc ghosts fixation is knocking at the back of my brain waittttt
#still have yet to rewatch season 5 hhhhh#now that i'm done dying- i mean done with grad school maybe i'll feel more relaxed to dive back in#esp to calm me down while i'm dying again- i mean job hunting#bbc ghosts#ghosts bbc#mia posts a thing
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There is something so calming about stabbing something a thousand times
#ive started an embroidery project!!!!#ive had a Hankering for months now#i finally started it recently and i really like itt hehe#it's a cross stitch pattern bc that's my favourite one#it's just so. satisfying idk how else to explain#anyway#ive been a bit absent i knowwww but things are starting to calm down a bit so maybe I'll be more active heh#ramble gamble
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my mental health support worker referred me to my local area's community mental health support group and I'm going there for the first time tomorrow aaaaand I'm really nervous 😟 apparently it's super nice there, there's not too many people and some of them are young like me, and you get to do crafts and stuff... but idk ajksjdkdh I don't know anyone there and meeting new people is scaryyyy 😭 hopefully it will be okay? and maybe I'll make a friend???
#orrrr maybe I'll be super nervous and barely talk to anyone which is the more likely option here 😭 I'll try though#it's within walking distance from me so hopefully taking a walk there will also help calm me down beforehand#because I find buses and public transport veeeery stressful#..........okay I'm totally overthinking this anhsjshsj can you tell? 😭#I'm sure it will be fine. I'll make a nice bracelet there or something 🥰#and take full advantage of the free tea I've heard they offer... 👀#personal
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