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are there any oliver jackson cohen fans on here? i feel so lonely
pls send asks about his roles i rlly wanna talk about his characters (if any ojc fans exist on here š)
#i rewatched wilderness help help#i hate his character in wilderness but š#im gonna rewatch surface too šŖ#and maybe hill house but idk#pls send asks tho i need to talk about him with someone#oliver jackson cohen#ojc
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a koi pond for your dash:
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#our pond thawed so i sat beside the water today and watched the fish#i wish everyone as beautiful and peaceful a moment as that today ā”#i dont have a koi pond btw judt a farm pond that a neighbor put goldish in like twenty years ago#they thrived tho and they're pretty like koi fish#im planning to add water lilies to it this year and maybe some other pretty ornamental plants around it idk#also a bench hopefully bc rn you have to sit in an uncomfy rock lol#anyway#still a nice place to hang out im just planning to make it nicer when i have the money for landscaping#im considering adding some actual koi to it bc i read they can coexist w goldfish really well bc they're both carp#but idk i assume they eat more so maybe they would outcompete the goldslfish#also they eat the baby goldfish so maybe not :(#they should crossbreed tho#i think#so maybe i'll just grt one or two koi and see what happens#anywayyy#they're so pretty and peaceful to watch š#my only complaint is its a bit of a hike to the pond#either like five minutes down a suuuuper steep hill or twice as long walking around the hill and back up by the road which is less steep#also you cant really see the pond from the house bc its far away and surrounded by dense brush#alas#these are good problems to have tho#and for safety reasons its good actually that the pond is far from the house and a bit annoying to get to#bc little kids could def have a terrible accident if it was just in the yard or something#bc its really deep#im not the best w these emojis but i wanted to make something cute
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Therapist #3: Dr. Rebecca Bennett
Dr. Bennett was contracted by Fazbear Ent. to provide therapy to employees who needed it.
She acquired more clients than she initially expected, but was doing rather well, given her predecessors' leaving under such mysterious circumstances.
Everything was working great. A lot of her clients were making good progress, she was even offered a (1) discounted birthday party for her son.
Too bad good things never last at Freddy's.
#Fnaf Security Breach#Gregory FNAF#Dr. Bennett#Rebecca Bennett#FNAF OC#theAngryComet ART#Headcannons#FNAF Gregory#Gregory is the son of the murdered therapist and I will die on this hill#We ignore the books in this house#Five Nights at Freddy's#Vanessa A.#Vanessa FNAF#Vanny#Vanessa is tall AF#she's nearly to Freddy's shoulder's in game and he can fit a small child inside his upperbody#Maybe adults are just really tall in FNAF idk#Therapist 3#Glamrock Kids
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Yea idk how I haven't shared them here yet but here's some doodles of Tabitha and "Apathy" (she ain't got a name yet), the two protags of my ghost story!
Grieving after the sudden loss of her grandmother, Apathy accidentally becomes bound to the spirit of Tabitha, a young girl who was murdered in the 1870s. Stuck together in unfamiliar circumstances, the two must discover how to send Tabitha on to the afterlife, and if they even can.
UPDATEEEEEEEEE Apathy's name is Naomi :)
#i draw tabitha all cheery usually but she has a very very rough time at the start#very vengeful and confused and inconsolable and angry#as one would be if they were murdered#the first drawing was a couple months ago but the last drawing was from maybe like a year and a half ago?#so they look a lil different#i change their designs slightly every time i draw them lol#but yea i imagine this as an animated series!#its a love letter to the PNW (my home baybey) as well as like. my attempt to utilize the vehicle of horror for character exploration#if u know i love midnight mass and haunting of hill house then the mike flanagan jumps out immediately lmao#tabitha bennett#naomi evans#ghost girl story#i dont have a name for any of my stories either#i thought maybe of calling it 'mortis operandi'#but idk what their usual way of doing things would be to make the modus operandi part of the title make sense lol#also the tagline would be something like 'life after death for those who have lost someone and those who were lost'#so then i thought of calling it something like 'those who were lost' but ghosts are kinda a rarity in this universe so#it feels like that shouldnt be the focus of the title#idk im REALLY bad with titles#i think the character writing for these lil dudes that currently only exists in my brain is some of the best ive done tho#grabs u by the shoulders: talk to me about the irony that tabitha teaches apathy how to feel alive again despite being the one who's dead#my art#ocs
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but you don't understand klck literally said bad things while she was seeking help and supposed to be protected by confidentiality :( she should have known that riz would steal jawbone's files and censored herself accordingly :( unforgivable behavior if we are all being honest!
omg anon ur so right. whenever i go to therapy i make sure that i present my irrational emotions in the most sanitized and palatable way possible because what if my enemies decided they needed to steal my confidential files : (
#asks#this will always be my hill to die on. hate klck all you want for her many problems#but you have to acknowledge like#SHE DIDNT SAY THAT TO RIZ'S FACE??? PEOPLE ACT LIKE SHE SAID IT TO HIS FACE???#THE FACT HE KNOWS IS INVASIVE#idk. maybe i also just got off of my weekly house md night and we just watched season 5 episode the social contract#and so ive been thinking a lot about themes and motifs << literally not at all similiar to klck i can just imagine anything
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in similar vein to reading watership down and being pleasantly surprised by how hopeful it was i have now finished reading haunting of hill house and have been kind of pleasantly surprised by how. sapphic. it was. i mean its a horror story and has left me with the correct sense of sort of quiet unease and like. im going to need to think about it for a while and like. damn. but it also was QUITE queer in ways i was not expecting going in. so thats fun! (said while thinking about houses and walls and unreliable narrators and dissolving sense of self)
#i shouldnt be surprised i saw this mentioned briefly but. i still am.#like the horrors are happening and are going to happen and thats what im here for but hey! gays. wow. crazy stuff#or maybe its just because i speed read half of verity and the amount of plot inextricably tied to the main character(s) being deeply in lov#w/ attracted to the leading man just makes this seem. refreshing. in comparison#like the gayness absolutely takes a backseat to the uhHhHhhhhH descent into madness and eleanor being consumed by(? merging into? returning#to? etc etc) the house. but. its also IN the backseat yk. like the obsession and the nature of the relationship with theo is an inextricabl#part of the story and its progression even if you choose not to read it as queer.#even if you dont percieve it as SAPPHIC per se its certainly. well. you know. its SOMETHING and IMPORTANT which is what i rlly fuck with#anyway. eleanor gets taken by the house and the walls and its all done using the maze in her mind or w/e. idk how to phrase any of my#thoughts abt this just yet but. fascinating. /fascinating/#sysreading#i guess#haunting of hill house#also theres a show? i knew bly manor was the . gay one but maybe? i should watch....? š§ horror show tho...#eleanor is so. flawed and so trapped in her own head and so much at the mercy of her own thinking. and it's hard to say how much of that is#the house influencing her vs the house simply using what is already there and amplifying#eleanor trapped- not just by the house but by her own thinking
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What's yall's favorite horror movies?
I've been working my way through watching as many as I can since I realized I like them, but there are so many great ones I'm sure i've missed some.
#idk what my favorite is#its such a hard decision#maybe...#nope 2022#as far as individual movies#but if we get into movie series and tv shows...#haunting of hill house#fear street#the conjuring universe#and probably loads of others im forgetting xD#not all of the conjuring universe were great movies#but i love that series as a whole#ghost.txt
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Got bored made some blorbos and comfort characters on PonyTown :)
#spooky faves#thespookybean14#ellen ripley#clarice starling#victor frankenstein#frankensteinās monster#silence of the lambs#alien#frankenstein#velma dinkley#scooby doo#pony town#mlp#maybe iāll make Hill House characters#idk#gothic literature
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i kind of dislike that its like. focused on your sim being a landlord it seems (from surface level looking into it) But whatever
#iiii am going to use it so i can have a huge family living on the same lot without having to use mods to increase household size#bc it gets overwhelming having to control like 50 sims LMAO. this is awwwsome bc i legit just this morning got inspired to start a new#legacy save ik i always say that and then i barely even make it to 3 generations but listen. this ones going to be different bc i remembere#ghosts and i have a rly cool mod so that only certain sims (kids animals and some other sims) can see ghosts#so i think itd be swagalicious to have a ton of ghosts . idk why i said swagalicious sorry. butttt itd be so cool to have this huge old#house and split it into smaller apartments so i can have a big family living there :] and have little likee detached apartments..#im just kinda bummed that itll treat the extended family members as like. tenants. rather than family members#BUT this is exciting. i feel like i cn make something rly similar to my great grans house#where like. you had the main house my great grans house and then you have my uncle ronnies trailer in the front yard and then#my aunt brits/shaes (idr whos it actually was skull) trailer out back...#and this could also be like my grannys house Ill never be able to actually make my grannys house in ts4 its got like. a kind of weird layou#its not weird TO ME bc its normal. but its built into a hill so ts4 doesnt like it#same thing with my grans house. both of them r built into a hill so its just not doablee š unless they completely change the way they do#terrain + floor levels. bc the way my grannys house is like#the front door is ground level and then theres a little landing bit#and then you have a staircase upstairs and a staircase downstairs#and downstairs is Technically a basement but bc of the hill like. the back wall of the downstairs has a little patio. even tho the front is#likee. its not completely underground theres likee maybe 2ish feet above ground level and there s a window there peeking into a flowerbed#and the downstairs isnt like a normal basement bc its like. its got 3 bedrooms + a living room with fireplace and its own full bathroom. an#also the laundry room is down there#sigh.... so basically the house is like. its a very simple 2 story house but theres like. its just shifted so its a halfstory below ground.#i mighttt be able to do something with platforms ?? to make it work?? but i wouldnt be able to build it into the hill#my grans house is more straight forward like the basement is mostly underground aside from the very back wall which is also the garage#butttt its also got a little landing on the staircase that leads to the basement. and theres a door there that leads outside#it also has a bunch of random doors on the top floor (which is the floor you enter on but as you get further back into the house its like.#it kind of turns into a 2 story house)#this isnt my grans Now house she moved out yeah im upset abt it but whatever. but yeah its like that bc apparently the basement used to be#like. entirely underground but when the interstate was built they had to like. move the house ?? or move the hill at least. so yeah
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Dude in silent hill coming across a gorey strung up body: what's this? šÆ What is this? šÆ
#silent hill#idk his name so hes just dude#playing the first game. why are (old) dubs like this#dare i say even oblivion had better emotion had they did the scripts alphabetically#and they*#love the camerawork though as difficult as it can make it to walk#very spooky very cinematic#but also this is very different from the first silent hill i played??#are there two silent hill 1's?#cause in the other i had to save a lass from a burning house#maybe it was silent hill 2 and im misremembering idk
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Whyyyyyy is it so earlyyy
#charlie's diary#I just want somone to hold me#I was dreaming the most insane shit last night#I was hunted by magic or justa beast#And then i stole the children who were in the house w me (siblings? No.. i think i was staying w a friend and i took those kids#Becasue their mom was trying to kill me#So was runnign away n the cops were chasing me but i ran into the woods#I think i met a guy there? I dont know when i met him but he was really sweet#i dont think he talked? Or maybe he just rarely spoke? Like ferb? Idk#Anyway he was literally the best and nnngngngrnfnfn#Anyway...#We all like.. went to an outdoor party on a hill ( think like... fourth of july? People were there. But nothing was really happening#There were lights like at disney or something and there was a full on bog in front of us)#And there was this girl there that either i or the guy knew and she needed us to buy food? For her ? Whith her money#She was just preoccupied at the moment#So we went to the vending machine#But on the way there#There were so so many cats and i had to pet them man#Not like. Piles of cats. But they were just sprawled out on the hill#Man they were so cute#Then we finally got to the vending machine and thw guy was like.just fucking around#Like he was buying random ass shit and i was like. Dude what. And he was like. Nahh cmon its like fine. Theni conceded cuz like.#yolo i guess#Uhm and thwn there was this weird ass scene where i apologized to him for taking advantage of him and then. I like.#Said we had a super creepy age gap .#Of one year. What the fuck#Who is y/n cuz its not me??#And then the dream ended. Huh#Oh also#He had me on a leash for most of the dream but thats unrelated
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but also maybe i just find haunted of hill house (series) boring bc i lived through the mold room always house nightmares
#tad talks#idk guys grow up in a mold room with a mold pillow and then spend months having reoccurring dreams in which are you trapped in a house#and in each room there is something that is going to kill you it is unique#but repeating. if you get out of the room into the hall you can predoct the rooms by recognising the doors#and the rooms dont have to be rooms they can be anything but you always die and end up back in the hallway#and you die and you wake up and youre back in the house the next time you sleep#until its been months of dying and you stop knowing when your awake#and then maybe youll be like oh hill house? nah boring breathe more mold maybe youll get it
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this is a good question. I hope it's not rhetorical because I have thoughts and time on my hands š
Like okay is it just "all the girls in Gosho's works" or "all the girls that are dating or want to date the Gosho Boys" or a secret third thing?
in my heart it's all the girls you listed plus Sonoko but looking at other people's fan art and stuff... it kind of seems like "gosho girls" means Ran and whoever else people feel like including :V Usually Kazuha and Aoko, and recently Sera seems to be the popular 4th girl.
Also, Aoko totally has her own friends* and doesn't live near Kazuha or Ran. Is Aoko included just because Kaito is in the Gosho Boys? and if so, do the Gosho Girls exist as a group to be paired 1:1 with the Gosho Boys?
*I guess it's fair to say Keiko isn't a super popular character, but she does exist. And Aoko had a birthday party with lots of unnamed friends in that one episode!
if we say that "gosho girls" means every recurring teenage female character in the show, should we add Makoto to the gosho boys? That doesn't feel right either. I guess you could say that the Gosho Boys are "Detectives and Kid who are into the Gosho Girls" but honestly by that metric Sera fits in with them better than with the girls. Is it just the more original characters then, the ones who have been around since season 1? actually, that wouldn't even include Hattori... Season 2, then? Does that include Kaito and Hakuba? ... Season 3?
also i have to say HakuAka doesn't appeal as a ship for a multitude of reasons mostly because i think whatever they have going on has gotta be much weirder.
holds head what does gosho girls even mean
gosho boys i understand cuz the quartet is originally known as 3/4 gang. gosho boys is just what EN fandom calls them
following gosho boys lineup it would be ran, kazuha, aoko, akako but this comes with a few caveat:
haibara and sera not being included is a personal offense to me
i refuse to acknowledge HakuAka. to me magic kaito is a kuroba kaito harem romcom or NOTHING
drawing 5+ people is self infillicted misery
#okay but i do like pairing haibara and akako#they're both very confident and capable women in their fields but since one is science and one is magic there ought to be initial resistanc#but if they realized they had to put their differences aside and work together to create a cure for apotoxin...#coming to understand each other's work better as they went along...#and eventually come to understand each other...#it would still be like two cats living together tbh like i don't envision a great romance or any sex really#i just want the two of them to live together in a house on the hill idk#what were we talking about?#oh yeah the thing is with hakuba apparently taking an interest in akako#i think it's more fun if he's interested in her as a Magical Creature#like if he wanted to study her because he's a hunter and a nerd#maybe he thought Kid was supernatural at first but then he confirms that it's just Kaito being Kaito#and that's why he's satisfied with having evidence that Kid is Kaito but doesn't show it to the police#but he's hanging out in Japan sometimes still just to get more information on a greater variety of supernatural stuff - from akako?#okay also aoko and akako is another ship i don't really see if i'm honest#it feels like a pair the spares thing more than an interest in their chemistry#i would happily let someone convince me otherwise tho#okay also Sera is fine but#at first she felt like a replacement to that ātomboyish detectiveā from the Detective Koshien#Natsuki Koshimizu#and I kind of felt like I liked Natsuki more. not that she's objectively better just personally#and now I feel like Sera kind of elbows out Sonoko in fan art and my nostalgia says no...#anyway those are alllll my thoughts sorry <3#long post#dcmk
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Admittedly im no hardcore tartaglia fan so idk what kind of discussions you guys are having over there but i feel like i always see people talk about his traumatic past in the abyss or the fatui but what about his childhood. What about the fact that he is basically just some country bumpkin in the fatui. I like to think that the first āweaponā his father made him learn how to āwieldā was an axe, not to fight people, but for chopping wood for heat fuel for the house at The Grown Age Of 6 Years Old. I dont know much about the climate in snezhnaya so i cant tell you if theyāre able to grow a lot of crops in the summer or if it really is just an everlasting snowstorm there but i can feel it in my bones that whenever his mother was gardening he was called outside to help her weed out the crops (is that what you call that process in english???). Do you think his favourite dessert was kissel or something, or maybe those sugar rooster lollipops they would sell at markets. Do you think he ever slid down a snowy hill so fast he crashed into a tree. Do you think he would beg his mom to bake him a honey cake each year for his birthday (with his help, of course). Do you think when he first arrived at the capital in snezhnaya he got lost and confused because he just did not know how to navigate a big city. Do you thin
#i like thinking about the more peaceful lives characters might have lived when everything didnt go wrong#oooughhh ajax kabukimono rosalyne how i think about you#whenever childe is visiting sumeru or natlan and the heat is getting to him he whips out his second specialty dish:#cold beetroot soup his mama taught him how to cook#mmmmmmm cold beetroot soup š¤¤#im so hungry rn. goodbye.#tartaglia#tartaglia genshin impact#childe#childe genshin impact#genshin impact#genshin
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okay but what about slasher!konig and a haunted house?
idk iām in love with your halloween posts with him
The house on the hill was haunted. Or, this is what people were saying. And you tend to listen to people rambling about curses and ghosts and demons. Especially when the gossips were so scary. People said that the guy who once used to live in that house killed his whole family. Mom, dad, younger brother - just returned from deployment and shot everyone in their beds. Mangled the bodies, made them unrecognizable. Sewed his mom and dad together, threw the remains in the well - and never got caught. Just vanished from the crime scene. People were saying the guy had just returned from a deployment to find his family mangled and torn to shreds - he went crazy and disappeared right after. Probably flee the city. Maybe got eaten by demons who killed his entire family. Demons, your ass. None of the rumors were saying that the guy is very much alive - none of the rumors said that he is still out for blood. What foreign soil couldn't do to his itch, the locals did - and young people disappearing one by one. Mostly tourists, some people from other cities and even provinces. Never enough evidence. Well, not that lack of evidence is squeezing your throat. Big, meaty, muscular hand is squeezing your windpipe, making sure you're not doing anything dumb - not calling for help, for example. You can only cough and moan as the urban legend was fucking your pussy with a vigor that no legend should have. You just wanted to check out if this haunted house was really haunted - check your courage, maybe try for something cool like taking a trophy. Now you feel like a trophy - butterfly, captured and pinned. Correction - penetrated. Guy isn't a demon - you could say this much, at least. He was incredibly weird, yes, but nothing criminal. Nothing too bad. Probably could have been much worse - but even with his hood, he kinda looked hot. Almost cool. You could forget that this not-a-ghost is fucking you - almost could, really. You try to call for help again, but your screams are muffled as he chokes you again. Squeezes your throat, making you light-headed and dizzy. You whimper, crying in his hold. He fucking laughs - not a ghostly sound either. Just creepy. Turns out, this place is still haunted - just when this guy is out of deployments. Fucking hell.
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rant. this was a vent in response to the final chapter, but the anime reaching the heteromorph riot arc got me all whiny again. embarrassingly personal.
On "Peaceful Resolutions" + general heteromorph riot arc stuff
When I was in elementary school - I forget what age - there was a snow day. Children love snow days. Me, my younger sibling, and my grandmother went outside to play. We wanted to use the neighborhood hill to sled. Unfortunately, it was already being used by some older kids. Middle schoolers only a few years older than me?
They didn't want to share the hill. So they pushed and shoved us. They threw snowballs at us. When I cried for them to stop, they laughed. When my grandmother, who didn't know English, who spoke only Chinese, yelled at them to stop, they laughed, and mocked her. "Ching chong ching chong." After that, no matter what me or my sibling said in English, they pretended not to understand and just kept chanting slurs. There is nothing more frustrating than screaming out your pain that you know people can hear and understand, and having it fall on deaf ears; more than that, your pain is enjoyment for them.
Was this discriminatory incident resolved peacefully? Well, me, my sibling, and my grandmother cut our snow day short and went home. Our retreat was 'peaceful', but I guess the incident wasn't exactly resolved.
Would attacking them back helped? No, of course not. (And not that we could. We were two elementary kids and an elderly woman. Understand that bullies nearly always purposefully target those weaker than them, ones who can't fight back without negative consequences.) Indeed, things would've just escalated. But we didn't want to retaliate. We didn't want revenge. We just wanted them to stop.
Did we do anything about it? No, it was just some kids being mean. A very minor thing (even as the incident, only one among others, continues to destroy our perception that this neighborhood was ever safe for us, truly our home. But my town had an active neo-nazi gang that liked to vandalize houses and slip posters into newspapers, so it was never going to be safe.) We didn't know our neighbors well because of language barriers, because we stood out as a Chinese family in a largely white neighborhood and people didn't talk to us much either. We wouldn't know how to alert the parents of these kids. And we thought, even if we did complain - a non-violent method of action - they might just find us annoying. They might hate us more. What if the language barrier leads to more confusion and conflict? We didn't want to risk it. We kept our heads down and let the incident go. My family became more reluctant to go out, to let me and my sibling outside to play. We maintained the peace.
Understand that it doesn't really matter what an discriminated minority does to resist discrimination - the perpetrator can find any act of resistance inappropriate. That is their prerogative by being in the position of power.
Shoji saved a girl, gave the community peace by preventing them from having to grieve her death. His village then bashed his face with a hoe for daring to resist and break the norms of the village, for daring to touch the girl to save her life.
A third party, of course, can come and resolve the incident by de-escalating everything. But for my incident, it was not me that this third party needed to stop. We did not engage in violence. It was the older kids. And had I retaliated - idk how, as a child; tackle them? - to protect my grandmother, my younger sibling - that would be self defense, likely because I wanted the bullying to stop and had to resort to violence when nothing else worked; because I feared the violence they were about to do to us more than my fear and reluctance to engage in violence in the first place. Maybe self-defense is too strong a word here for schoolyard bullying, but the principle is the same.
(It wasn't just schoolyard bullying, obviously. There were other incidents, from when I was younger, when I'm much older. This incident is one that I feel is less revealing/personal/vulnerable to tell.)
There was no peace in that incident that wasn't broken by the perpetrator to begin with. Not that the peace was peaceful for us in the first place. Bringing about true peace is solely on stopping the perpetrator, and ultimately on dealing with the root cause.
āDiscriminatory incidentā is so vague. An incident can be anything. āPeaceful Resolutionā implies responsibility on all parties. What we're told isn't 'Shoji stops the bigots nonviolently'. (Also: The bigots are afforded this. Villains must be put down with violence, but not the people throwing rocks and spraying pesticides on children. I'm of course of the opinion that violence shouldn't be used to stop bigots or Villains except as a last resort, but the manga has demonstrated that no Hero ever stopped a bigot using the same methods they use on Villains. Why is that?) It isn't 'Shoji saves victims of hate crimes'. Judging by Shoji's own statements and how the heteromorph arc plays out, a peaceful resolution is stopping both the heteromorph victim (who may or may not be lashing out - in response to the hate crime) and perpetrator - If anything, more stopping the heteromorphs.
Iām going to suggest that rarely, heteromorphs ever actually retaliate with violence. True, the heteromorphs we see (Shoji, ordinary lady, Koda's mom) aren't part of the rioters but are we to believe all these rioters are people who react with violence every time, and it's their first solution? When they stopped the damn riot themselves because they didn't want to hurt the healthcare workers? (and even the riot wasnāt purposeless, indiscriminate violence - they were solely there to retrieve Kurogiri). Pig Nose guy says he's been beaten up for no reason, so he's already at the receiving end of violence that justifies self-defense, but we can assume he didn't actually lash out any of those times because he's the one who stops everyone, feeling so bad about just the idea of hurting someone.
I canāt say thatās 100% canon that none of the heteromorphs ever lashed out (and of course āstatisticallyā some of them must have), but overall, for most of them, itās a legitimate assumption to be made. The heteromorphs from the Jeda or 6/6 incidents were fully massacred. Shoji and Spinner were children - Shoji was on the ground, getting bashed in the face with a farming hoe wielded by an adult. Spinner got sprayed with pesticides for walking outside and became a hikikomori, saying that he accepted being a ālizard freakā, he was ready to give up. (And he only took action when the extraordinary moment of Stain getting on TV made him realized he hated this suffocating world where Heroes failed him, never protected him.) Ordinary Lady never lashed back out at her attackers. Kodaās mom had to be protected by Kodaās dad.
Even the PLF agitator - his wound is a long deep scar on his head - a head injury that wouldāve thoroughly incapacitated him, if not kill him. It is likely not the wound of someone hitting back with self-defense as if the PLF agitator was the one attacking someone and they were fighting back for their life.
These are the āDiscriminatory Incidentsā. What does a peaceful resolution look like, here?
The heteromorphs at the hospital arenāt there to get revenge. Theyāre there because theyāve been pushed into a corner and probably have become afraid for their lives, their future. During a national crisis where Heroes order civilians to go into hero-guarded shelters, these shelters had the audacity to refuse heteromorphs, leaving them out on the streets, vulnerable to the dangers of jailbreakers and lack of resources.
The peace was broken first by discrimination. The heteromorphs probably took Spinnerās call to action as a life preserver. Heroes had refused to protect them during the collapse of the state; and so they likely found truth in Spinnerās word that if Heroes win the day, nothing will change. They werenāt there to hurt anyone at the hospital - they were there to take back Kurogiri.
But Shoji framed the whole thing as revenge, as being avengers. He accused the heteromorphs of being violent and non-peaceful, without ever naming the first act of violence on the part of the non-heteromorphs. He didnāt want to risk the heteromorphsā hard-won reputation and status (āYouāll set us back 30 years.* Theyāll target your children.ā) He wanted the heteromorphs to do what my family did - kept our heads down and let the incident go. Maintained the peace.
Shoji said that those who hurt the heteromorphs werenāt justified, but he then says āthere has to be a better wayā. We never find out what this was, beyond the vague āShine brightā.
(I shined bright, too. I was a straight-A student. I did extracurriculars - piano, viola, art, softball. As did my sibling. My family were hard-working citizens. My mom worked two jobs. I hate telling these details, because they don't matter. My worth as someone who doesnāt deserve to face discrimination does not and should not depend on my grades or trained skills, how pleasant or cool I seem to someone. None of that matters to the people who wanted to hurt us because they simply saw being visibly Asian American as the offense.)
We donāt find out how Shojiās better way works in the final chapter either. Just that he resolved the incidents āpeacefullyā. Because he wanted to solve discrimination peacefully. As do everyone, oppressors and the oppressed. But āpeaceā often means something different to oppressors, and something different to the oppressed.
(Did Shoji resolve the heteromorph riot peacefully? Not really. He shouted a lot to the crowd, but he also fought Spinner (ah, you might say - well, Spinner was using violence! Shoji has to react to that with punching as well! Yeah. That's what I mean.) Koda had birds shoved someone off a building.)
Shojiās better ways - I will assume itās stopping the blood cleansings. That is a noble goal. It is a necessary and vital goal. And so, how? How does he cover the large areas of rural land, so that heās there to stop these hate crimes? How does he know when something will happen? Is it a campaign and community-level action? Urarakaās tackling of Quirk Counseling is a āprojectā, widespread and implemented on a macro level. Shojiās efforts are on whatās implied to be individual incidents. But putting that aside for now, I will assume āresolvingā is talking down the perpetrator. I will assume itās protecting the victim while negotiating with the person holding the weapon.
Peaceful implies that he does so without violence (as he should! As a Hero Law Enforcement of the State!); but a blanket label of āpeacefulā also implies stopping the other party (the victim) asking them to stand down as well.
I just think - during my Discriminatory Incidents, how can anyone have me stand down, have stopped me, when I haven't done anything in the first place? And if I did have to be stopped from engaging in self-defense, that's not a resolution. That's a save. That's someone saving me from the violence, saving me from having to resort to violence.
Heroes save people. There's no question of 'peacefully' when they fight villains to save people. Thereās no framing of āpeacefullyā when they do so. But it seems heteromorphs are not allowed the same language of āpeacefullyā and 'save'.
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tl;dr. idk. the heteromorph mini-arcās writing and message is awful.
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*re: āset us back 30 years.ā I know we donāt know exactly what happened 30 years ago, but we can guess - and so I donāt think guessing one of the named massacres is too wild. From my own experiences, the murder of Vincent Chin was about 40 years ago. I grew up with Vincent Chin as a horror story.
Being told that, due to whatever actions I was doing, would set back all that progress Asian Americans made since then is just cruel and wrong and illogical in all ways. Vincent Chin didnāt deserve to be murdered whatever he did 40 years ago, and he deserved to have his murderers be brought to real justice. The sheer injustice of that case is objective. There is no way someone can tell me that Iām setting time back to when the murder of Vincent Chin happened, that I would be causing injustice like that again, Iām responsible for any more murders that happen, and have that be in any way true.
Relatedā On Bnha's apparent ideal of "a hero is someone who is willing to suffer in silence" and "we'll get it right next generation!"
From Asian American Dreams, by Helen Zia:
The reaction within the Detroit areaās small, scattered Asian American population was immediate and visceral. Suddenly people who had endured a lifetime of degrading treatment were wondering if their capacity to suffer in silence might no longer be a virtue, when even in death, after such a brutal, uncontested killing, they could be so disrespected.
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Vincent was part of an entire generation for whom the immigrant parents had suffered and sacrificed. Other Asian Americans also found a strong connection to the lives of Vincent, Lily, and David Chin. Theirs was the classic immigrant story of survival: work hard and sacrifice for the family, keep a low profile, donāt complain, and, perhaps in the next generation, attain the American dream. For Asian Americans, along with the dream came the hope of one day gaining acceptance in America. The injustice surrounding Vincentās slaying shattered the dream.
#nalslastworkingbraincell#i hate using personal anecdotes to argue a point#but can't help it this time
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