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Does anyone remember reading panchatantra in childhood?
Has anyone read panchatantra in childhood?
For me it is the first memory of reading books and stories. My mother used to recite me and my brother stories from it for dinner time. The book was so pretty, so intriguing. I can still remember how the book cover looked like.
Looking back, now I understand that Panchatantra and other books like it is what made me love reading books.
#also books like champak#or chacha chaudhary#and many others I can't remember now#they are like a childhood treasure#books#desiblr#desi tumblr#bookblr
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When in doubt, Soup it out.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan wangji#a-yuan.#wei wuxian#Yes I am skipping over LWJ's panic at WWX joking about giving birth to A-Yuan. It's funny bit but there are many more to come!#The last time these two sat down together the tensions were so high. The peace is nothing more than a layer of cold fat on the surface.#It's not 'really' them coming to see eye to eye. It's them not having the energy to say what they really want anymore.#LWJ is very defined by his jealousy and the conflict it creates with his need to put his feelings aside for the perceived greater good.#To live a life where you are always second and never ever allowing yourself to be first...#If other people can be at peace and happy - it has to be worth it right?#If he orders a plate of food that he will struggle to eat but is the favourite thing of the person sitting across from him#Is it not worth the sacrifice?#But remember! You can't take anything for yourself ever. No matter how much you want it.#He did it once before and he regrets it so much. So all he can do is accommodate.#And WWX? Well. You can't let anyone in if there isn't enough water to splash around in.#Keep things shallow and they just move on. Even if you'll miss them when they go - this is just how things are now.#No more teasing and trying to pull a reaction from LWJ anymore. You'll never be more than someone he can't stand so what's the point.
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Little bright colored outfit with a fun vest ~
(shoes from ebay like 10 years ago. everything else is thrifted)
#ootd#jfashion#fashion#fantasy fashion#mori kei#....like... adjacent... lol#no idea what style this would be lol.. makes me think of like whimsical vaguely fantasy themed childrens book character#finally posting one of my aforementioned seven million drafts of actual outfits and costumes i have finished and edited#the photos for but just never feel like posting lol..#I need to find one of those people whos like 'omg i am ADDICTED to social media ugh i wish i could get off of it#im just browsing and posting like 60 times a daaaaay!!!' and take a little magical bottle and suck some of the social media#enthusiasim out of them. for moi. In exchange they can have some of my 'literally just never in the mood to post or interact with the#outside world ever' energy. We can balance each other. huzzah and so on#Though I think maybe it's part of the general thing I've heard of like.. I can't remember if it was in reference to adhd or just some sort#of general execcutive functioning issue type of thing - but the idea that things have to be ''just right'' before you do something. like#'oh i need to do this task. but i have to wait until XYZ first' or 'oh i can do this but only if X specific condition is met' or etc#The fact that I even have to be in a Specific Mindset to post. or sometimes will delay posting on social media because like 'oh well#I'm going somewhere tomorrow. somehow this matters. i cannot spend 5 minuts posting TONIGHT. clearly it will interfere#somehow schedule wise with the doctor appointment i have 15 hours from now. yes. yes. i must wait until my appointment is over#tomorrow afternoon. THEN i shall post' or etc. etc. lol. NOT even taking into account the many days#I just genuinely and physically sick and it's not even a mental thing. I just physically dont feel like sitting at the computer lol..#ANYWAY.. trying to get back into it. trying to get a business bank account.. make a proper paypal so i can start selling sculptures again.#selling clothes and sculptures.. posting about such things then of course as one must. etc... chanting to hype up and motivate myself lol#But yes. this is my favorite outfit out of the bunch so I am posting it first I guess.. maybe others later..#Also the purple dress says its from shein. which I've heard is bad fast fashion stuff. but maybe okay since its second hand? I havent#been to the bins since like 2020 or late 2019 even. and I think stuff like shein and temu has only become poular in the past few years#but I bet if I went to the bins now I might would find a good handfull of that stuff. Probably now not much different than what you#find in a walmart or a forever 21 or actual physical stores you can go to though. I hear quality of clothing is down everywhere no matter#where you get it or whatnot. What bountiful joys unfettered capitalism and exploitation bestows upon us (<being sarcastic).#Wearing one of my favorite little vests though. I love the texture of it and the clasps on it
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I'm not immune to listening to evanescence and thinking about my animanga phase when I was a teenager.... Man I was so free. What if I got back into manga, what then. (I won't, it's all too expensive now and all the shit I used to like is all old news)
#But I always do kinda forget there's nothing stopping me from revisiting old things#Cringe is dead etc etc#Maaan I was a total Bleach guy (manga only). And fmab.#And many many others I can't remember now. Death note I recall.#Was more into the manga than the animes cuz I loved the artwork most of all. Used to draw from them#But fmab is the best manga to anime adaption I think I've ever seen imo#I still have all my Bleach art books. Love his style so much. The way he draws men and fashion shaped me#Anyway just reminiscing
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Thinking about Out of Time, specifically the ending, which, in my opinion, is one of the best Rimmer scenes of the franchise. It's one of those moments- like his sacrifice for Nirvannah in Holoship or his insistence that Lister burn his soldiers in Marooned as a gesture of friendship- that hint at the potential that he has, deep down, of being noble, heroic, kind. What's particularly interesting about this scene, though, is that up to this point, Rimmer has often been shown as having a fascination with power, with militarism and fascist aesthetics. This is among his worst, most dangerous traits. You see the extreme outcome of it in Meltdown, what I think is Rimmer at his most abhorrent; he is the cause of the death of an entire group of people all because he wanted to live out his power fantasy of being a strategic military general, watching the battle at a distance like he describes in Marooned. Of course, as others have pointed out in their own posts, Rimmer's desire for/adoration of power likely comes more from his desire to be loved and prove he's deserving of love, but its consequences can be horrific. In Out of Time, when he encounters a version of himself that is an *actual* fascist sympathizer/apologist, he is disgusted. He is the one who wants to fight and who says, "Better dead than smeg." Whereas his future self says he would rather die than live like rats as the present crew do, our Rimmer would rather die fighting than live a life of ease and comfort while rubbing shoulders with bloodthirsty, power-crazed dictators.
And I think it's really interesting that the episode before this one is Rimmerworld. The aspect I often think about (that I wouldn't be surprised a lot of other fans also often think about) is Rimmer's 550+ years of imprisonment. It's such a disturbing concept, being kept in solitude for that inconceivably long, that its apparent dismissive treatment as a joke and lack of any real impact on Rimmer haunts me a little bit and I'm glad there are a few fics out there that explore the aftermath more thoroughly. But before he ends up in that situation, he 1. Abandons the others- the seemingly only people who have ever come close to caring about him- to die, leaving them to flee in an escape pod, and 2. Creates a civilization of clones of himself that he clearly bases off of the Roman Empire (a notable inspiration for many fascists). The first is significant because it shows the contrast between his cowardice in that situation and his lack of it in Out of Time. But the second point here, about the creation of his civilization, may show why that contrast happens between episodes, the reason for it. The civilization of Rimmerworld, based on an obsession with power, inspired by what we can assume is Rimmer's own idealized view of the Romans and empire in general, is the same that causes his centuries of suffering. So the next episode, when he sees another version of himself willing to get along with the kind of people like those who imprisoned him (who, albeit, were also versions of him)...I don't know, maybe the events of Rimmerworld did have some notable effect on him after all, at least for a while; maybe that's why he was so sure in his decision that the crew fight even though he knows they'll die trying.
Or maybe I'm just being ridiculous and overthinking things
#Sorry! having Thoughts and had to ramble about them#Also I'm blanking on if Rimmer still shows intetest in dictators and the like after series 6#There are still episodes about his admiration with authority (Officer Rimmer Mechocracy etc.)#But besides a comment in Timewave Kryten makes about him collecting figurines#I can't recall many others#Red Dwarf#Arnold Rimmer#Original Post#Oh wait! I remembered he has books listed on his revision timetable in The Beginning#can't recall who by though and I'm too lazy to look it up right now lol
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anyone interested in talking about the iconic 2000's middle-grade-bordering-on-ya book series gallagher girls??
#okay incoming rant about this series#i read the first book when i was 10 or 11 and i was absolutely obssessed with it. i read it so many times i had the entire story memorized#the issue was that i could not find the rest of the series anywhere. it was either sold out or out of stock#and then i found out that only the first 3 books had been translated into my first language so at that point i kinda gave up on them#anyway#flashforward to a couple of weeks ago#i was re organizing my bookshelf and on the back i found LYKY (is this how y'all are abreviating it??)#and remembred how much i loved it#and since i'm now fluent in english and was stuck at home recovering from a surgery i decided to download the entire series and read it#to find out what the fuck happened afterwards#long story short i read all six books in 4 or 5 days#and i haven't stopped thinking about them since#it's actually so funny how little information we have in the first book#i went all of these years thinking it was mostly a silly series about a boarding school for spies when actually SO MUCH happens afterwards#i can't believe i went all of these years unaware of zach goode's existence#truly character of all time#but also i can't stop thinking about how interesting it would have been if zach had come to hate the circle and his mom during the series#rather than before#make it a true enemies to lovers#and have us witness that portion of his character developement in real time instead of being told about it#like him slowly realizing through cammie and his time at gallagher that maybe what they were doing is wrong#i think it would have been very interesting to read#although let's be real it took me until halfway through book four to trust him and he was fully one of the good guys so..#but yeah i have a lot more to say but these tags are long enough#gallagher girls#okay i just want to add another funny anecdote about my experience with this series#my copy of LYKY has an age warning in the back recomending that readers should be above 13 yo to read it#and i distinctly remember finishing it and thinking the warning was kind of dumb bcs besides a few mentions of death and other heavier topi#nothing really happened#and now i realize it was a warning for the rest of the series not just the first book because jesus fucking chirst everything after
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the decline of the kingdom hearts fandom needs to be studied 😭 as a former fan myself it's so funny to me how hyped everyone was 10 years ago and how no one cares about it nowadays
#personal#like nomura and his team really made their best to kill any hype left#it all started with kingdom hearts 3 and the birth of the mobile games#KH3 took AGES to release#and they kept showing the same damn trailers over and over again#I remember how agonising that era was#and by the time the game finally came out people were already tired#the game itself didn't deliver either#some people loved it of course#but in general it was received as an 'okay-ish' game#it was just so underwhelming considering it was supposed to close Xehanort's chapter#each of the trio's reunion felt cheap and too similar#characters acted OOC (Aqua not doing anything to help Ventus lol?)#VENTUS AND ROXAS STARING AT EACH OTHER WITHOUT SAYING A WORD? EVEN THOUGH THEY LOOKED IDENTICAL?#yeah it was UGH yeah 💀#and now all fans have is more mobile games!#how many has there been already like my god#there's another one coming out god knows when#and of course it'll be full of lore#and people who can't play it won't know what the fuck is going on in KH4#it's just so xD#what a way to kill your own series#there's also 0 gif-makers left#I see how people are reblogging my 10 year old gifs all the time#it is that crazy#rip KH I guess
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why is everyone in sonic boom divorced. which of the writers was going through it
#sonic and shadow obv but fr#the news reporter going 'and in other exciting news grass is green the sky is blue and my ex wife took the beach house in the divorce'#the comedy chimp had several divorce jokes#that walrus with two kids? where is their dad why doesn't he watch them#dave the intern says you can't tell me what to do you're not my mom's boyfriend#now that I'm actually thinking about it there are so many more than I remembered??#lol#sonic boom#sonic the hedgehog
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I'll never stop gushing about this because I don't think people realize just how cool it was to see Quackity, Roier, Bad, and Yangdding all hanging out last night (this morning?? Lol)
Being in the fandom for nearly a year, you get used to people speaking different languages and sometimes using the translator. And there are times when people just speak English when together instead because sometimes the translator doesn't pick up certain parts of the conversation, but last night, we just witnessed 4 people relying on the translator completely.
LIKE. HOW AWESOME IS THAT???
A Korean speaker, an English speaker, and two Spanish speakers having fluent conversations in their native languages. And these conversations just flow so naturally that my sleep deprived ass didn't even fully register that they were speaking different languages.
The QSMP is truly revolutionary. I've seen people say it's like reverse Tower of Babel, but in Minecraft; and that's not an overstatement at all.
#qsmp#qsmp badboyhalo#qsmp yangdding#qsmp quackity#qsmp roier#I can't help but emphasize how cool this all is#Because this is only in Minecraft right now#But imagine if it expands to other gaming and streaming communities#People from all over the world collaborating on projects without necessarily speaking the same language#THATS WHAT ITS ALL ABOUT#+the qsmp may have many many many problems#but it's nice to just appreciate the the good things every once and a while and remember why this project was created#in the first place :D#(repost because tag broke this morning and tumblr hates me)
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I was tagged by @carcarrot to share 9 perfect road trip/travel albums! Yippee thank you ❤️
Tagging @become-a-robot @marrasmoon @find-your-way-from-here @crystalblast @where-did-the-groove-go and anyone else who wants to do this!
#now ofc some words of explanation. john henry is the ultimate road trip album for me so ofc that had to go first#for sparks i had some trouble choosing until i remembered about hippo and yeah. that's the one#with xtc i considered english settlement & drums and wires too but the big express def fits here best#i mean it's in the title and cover and everything else#tonight franz ferdinand is mostly really just. one of my many listens of that was on the train on the way to THEIR concert recently#which was such a great and memorable moment so yeah. can't wait to do the same things with spars & MAD! eventually#other than that. well i guess more than 'perfect' road trip albums i'd say these are just what came to mind first#when i think of something that puts me in that being in a car in summer mood truly so many things could fit just for the driving around only#because one of the important things about the last ~4 years and being a university student is that i drove around a lot#i got kinda sick of it in the last couple months but at least i listened to so much stuff during all those drives#and that's really one of the coolest memories i have all in all. plus i lean towards more upbeat music anyway#so most of it goes very well with moving around. and i'm saying all this as someone who doesn't even have a driver's license#i just love being the passenger or riding a train or anything like that lol#and putting on my headphones and zoning out and observing the world for the whole duration of that#well oops that's a lot of tags. me when there's music and travelling mentioned in the same sentence#tag game
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hey ho I just noticed that amongst many of your posts you have some pretty nasty things to say about yourself! As a concerned follower I am here to tell you that does you no good whatsoever, and have expierenced where it can lead you to! (Even when said in jest)
As an outside observer I have determined that exactly 0 of your negative statements are true, so don't believe the lies you tell yourself! Change statements like "my art sucks" to "my art is pretty neat!" (Because it is) "....just kill me" to ".... just give me shrimp" (or fav food/object) "I feel awful and lonely" to " I see the sun rise and its beautiful, I feel nice." And "I have more friends than i realise" ( notice something beautiful or do things you like and appreciate them, you'll start to feel better I promise!
Take a moment to slow down and just breathe and observe all the good things around you (go outside if you have to)
Heres a book that talks about changing your inner monologue for the better, "What to say when you talk to yourself" by Shad Helmstetter its definitely worth a read
I love you and sending a crushing bear hug to you! 🫂🫂💙💙💙
Unfortunately yes I have many bad things to say about myself (I am my biggest hater).
I've been around some pretty toxic people in the past (and present, most of them are my relatives, yikes) and I guess it's just easier to say negative things about me rather than hear them say things (behind my back).
I try to do better but when you don't fit into society the way other people do, it's kinda disheartening, makes me wanna give up.
Sometimes I wish I was like everyone else honestly, or have some confidence.
I'll definitely try to check out that book, thanks for the recommendation :)
Many hugs to you too anon 🫂🫂
#I'll say my art is pretty neat when that becomes true#honestly I don't always fit society's 'geed person' archetype so I guess that has settled deep in my bones#I have very low empathy(?) I rarely feel 'bad' for other people. sure I don't want anything bad to happen but I don't start crying when I#hear that someone I don't know died. or someone I know. I don't really cry actually. once or twice per 3 months#I have difficulties with expressing my emotions (and I feel like I don't feel fully. not like other people do)#I'm trying to take moments to appreciate life(?) but even life doesn't always feel real. like a chore you have to power through. most days#surprisingly I go outside almost every day for around an hour to walk. the city I live now has a harbor and I love the sea#there are too many people there tho... I don't like people. they're loud and don't pay attention to their surroundings#the times I've been almost ran over by bikes or cars is surreal#not art#text#ask#anonymous#I didn't mean to make you concerned about me. don't be. there really isn't anything you can do#one of my other negative traits is that I'm extremely stubborn. almost nothing can change my opinion about something#I try to do better but that unfortunately isn't always enough#society has failed me on many levels and it's hard to see the 'bright side' when a literal war is happening#and people you know will hate you for who you are#sometimes I use words like 'disheartening' and I can't remember if the translation I have in mind is for the actual word or something else#I don't mean to sound so depressing I just feel like I might actually jave depression. or autism. or just something wrong
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maybe you should doodle however many or few starcon/helix/damned characters as you like (in human or alien form) in cute halloween costumes! imagine... ZEX dressed up as Ariel thelittlemermaid...
Day 26 - "I hadn't realized humans also had aquatic subcultures!" "Oh, well, uhm..."
#My art#Requestober#SCII#Damned#DAX#ZEX#The Captain#You can't tempt me like this I'm too weak to it agh#I am sorely convinced that with a Slightly longer time frame to work on this I would've gone with my first idea#It was way overly-ambitious for a less-than-24-hour time limit but hhghhh I /do/ want to draw everyone in cute costumes!!!#Super doesn't help that I very broke my sleep schedule and like as soon as this came in I fell asleep for three hours lol#And was still tired!!! That's just not fair says I#But I still managed >:3c Because I limited my scope haha but that's important too!! And it still turned out cute!!!#I mean how couldn't it - ZEX as The Little Mermaid is just-#I'm enamoured it's so perfect for him..........what an excellent idea...........definitely not going to be thinking about this for A While#Funnily enough my immediate thought was actually angst haha - the mermaid has to give up her voice! What would ZEX give up?#That he hasn't already anyhow - and then thoughts of reviving Zelnick but selfishly I just hhghgh I love himm I love themmmm#For now the cutes tho!!!!#It tickles me so bad that a significant portion of Damned takes place in October hehe <3 ZEX arrived in November but still!#And then the Halloween event to get their canon outfits back fjdskalfjd ahhh!!!#I'm many many years too late lol but there's something very lovely about the theme continuing ahh <3 <3#Oh yeah and there's also two others in costume here lol - the Captain's was easy haha <3 Dashing prince! He suits it ♪#For DAX lol at first I considered Triton? But he's not quite That bad about ZEX's human infatuation#Not that he's as admissive or manipulative as Ursula either - at some point it might've just become ''I want to see him in it'' lol#He's so happy about it haha <3#Can you tell I had fun with ZEX's costume lol - sparklies!!! Had fun with the glitter on his shoes :D#I Will find a place to use my scale brush anywhere and everywhere and that's a threat#I wonder what ZEX would think of human animation haha - I only remember there being one movie night at the Institute!#Surely Disney would get the greenlight to be played in the Sun Room! ZEX having a transcendent ''seen'' experience aw <3
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UUUUGHGGHGHGHGH,,,,
#One my friend says that's what I look like when I talk about my hyperfixation.#They said I sounded like a maniac in one moment :[#I'll have to ask my other friends if I'm not boring them with my yapping-#-where I'm running from one detail to another trying to explain to them what I'm into#and also ask how I look when I talk about them.#And sorry about this post I'll make some normal art soon. I promise!!#I don't really hyperfix often. I can only remember the fnaf times that didn't leave me for years and now I fine....#...ok that fandom still haunts me and I can't stop watching what happens there.... but AHEM#And I never thought I'd hyperfix on anything again.#I thought I was finally free.#but now something's gone very wrong I don't know if it's normal. maybe I need help#I'm afraid it'll get to the point where I'll start telling my dad about it because it's going to be really weird.#now its funny to me because I thought I was only gonna post art on tumblr but ehehehEHEHEHAEHHASHAHFAHHAS#I think I'm getting off topic SO BYE.#.... and also there are TOO many tags IM SORRY#folli's thoughts#< - yeah this tag can be here#shitpost#digital art#doodle#ms paint#art#hyperfixation
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Decided it's time to let go/donate some of my books since my bookshelves are overflowing. Goodbye, parts 1-3 of JJ/BA. You were a great interest when I was 17-18, but those days have passed... Hopefully someone else can enjoy you!
#i put some other books in the donate box too but the JJ/BA collection filled most of it#it was all of parts 1 and 2 and part of part 3#now i'm out of boxes so i can't really set aside more for donation but when i get more i will#i really need to get a bigger bookcase#and/or reclaim my bigger bookcase from my office#that bookcase used to be in my room and has a lot more space in it. it's currently housing a bunch of books that-#-i should probably also donate#sometimes i DO want to hold onto books because i will reread them! but i' holding onto so many books from my childhood that-#-i really don't see myself reading again. so i should donate them so someone else can get some enjoyment out of them#erurandomness#i also want to donate some of my knickknacks#or throw them away if they're not in a condition someone would want them#i still have a harr/y pot/ter uh. time necklace thing. with a little holder. that my sister got me when i was in middle or high school#i actively don't want it. but do i donate it or just trash it? i both dont rly care about hp anymore and also dont like jkr#i think it shows how long it's been since i cared by the fact that i cant even remember the name of the time necklace anymore#my room is mostly empty for painting right now and it's the perfect time to get rid of stuff and rearrange what's left yknow#furniture and small things
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my idv hyperfixation was so bad that sometimes when i see it's 4:00 my brain STILL goes "oh shit duos is open". motherfucker it's been like 2 years. you're free. you don't have to. you don't have to play duos or ranked you can finally live your life
"shit it's 6:00, i have to go rank" "your idv fix has been dead for 2 years. you have to let it go"
#identity v survivor slash warrior here#worst hyperfix of my life#like okay i had good moments and good times#but oh my god i spent so much money#i think i had a gambling addiction#god i hate gacha games#and it's not even 100% gacha games it was like idv SPECIFICALLY#cuz i also used to play ovenbreak and i did NOT spend as much there#idv desensitized me to being called slurs#that's how terrible the community was#but anyway still. still had some good times on there#plus i was unironically REALLY good at hunter 😭#i was an a badge for so many hunters and almost an s badge for clerk and sw at one point#i mained like so many hunters. i was a soul weaver mad eyes clerk axe boy disciple main#and others that i can't remember right now#but alas. why would i ever willingly ever rank in anything ever again really
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My sincere apolocheese, I forgot to post these silly guys. Still unsure about them so I might give Tony a fucking identity crisis to compensate. <3
One of the handful of musical inspirations I recall I had for this was this and that and If I didn't tell anyone that I will implode.
#I can't decide on a name for the Coil-Head and Masked so those are tentatively placed as placeholders.#(Says me knowing I won't rename them entirely like I did with Erik and Robie)#Corkscrew's name is permanent though. I made them before this I think I haven't told y'all about him#yet.#I have so many plans I'm procrastinating to execute#LETHAL COMPANY#LETHAL COMPANY FANART#LETHAL COMPANY ART#LETHAL COMPANY MASKED#LETHAL COMPANY COIL HEAD#LETHAL COMPANY COIL-HEAD#LETHAL COMPANY NUTCRACKER#LETHAL COMPANY OC#My OCs#My Arto#Their (Moono and Corkzo) naming conventions are inspired off of other LC OCs of ppl I know. :³#eying Disco and Asin (My stupidly cryptic nicknames for said OCs)#I'm going to scamper off now I just remembered my friend confused Tony for Faux because fuckin' Masked OCs all look the same [joke#Okay I should really shut up I'm rambling now
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