#and like... i dont FEEL like this person is using me
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the-mountain-flower · 21 hours ago
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#? this is what i ask myself on a daily basis#when i feel like being talked to like a toddler i ask my parents that#and they always say stuff like this.#YES I KNOW YOU THINK CANNIBALISM IS BAD#BUT WHY DO YOU#WHAT IS THAT FEELING BASED ON#others dont do this?#< prev's tags#I've actually wondered this myself#by my observation#it seems like it has something to do with the idea that when something is consumed it loses its previous identity via digestion#and the general discomfort around the idea of/avoidance towards knowing the animal being eaten#like short-lived animals don't always get the “don't name them don't get attached to them” thing just because they're going to die soon#but farm animals raised for their meat get that because no only are they going to die#but they're going to get killed for the purpose of consumption#and going 'hey that bacon you're eating used to be my beloved pet jeff and he loved playing in the mud and bonking my legs with his nose'#tends to put people off of the idea of eating it#it's the same reason stuff like dog meat is normal to some cultures and such a horrible idea to others bc doggos are our beloved friends#or why cow meat is normalized many places but a horrific affront in others due to cows being sacred#people that culturally have pigs or chickens were beloved pets would probably be horrified at the idea of pig or chicken meat as food#it really depends on the perception of the animal#and humans are Us. the idea of eating other humans is common so off-putting because that was A Person With An Entire Personality And A Life#which tends to be a lot more prevalent in our minds than it is for other animals#plus I think eating human meat that's actually viable to be very edible would require murder so............ yeah
So apparently I still have more to say on the subject so uh...
Trigger warnings for dehumanization, racism, and genocide
As you can probably tell I've thought a bit about human perception of ourselves and other animals and what really makes us different since I don't think sentience/sapience is a mark of species supremacy or whatever. Why murder is Very Bad but killing animals without good reason is Less Bad? Why we hold more love for some species of animals and contempt for others? Why do people find Pinocchio plots so compelling? Why getting hit by a car and surviving means doing our best to save them as mercy for humans, but 'putting them out of their misery' as mercy for animals? Why is senseless violence less bad when it comes to animals and atrocious when it comes to people? Why is killing bad but being omnivorous or carnivorous is morally neutral? Or why being called an 'animal' is supposed to be an insult (because younger me Did Not Understand that because animals aren't bad (and also categorically speaking humans are animals))?
One of those things is why people who try to excuse stuff like racism and genocide with (extremely racist language warning) calling their targets 'animals' or 'not fully human' or just straight-up 'not human' and why it's such a prevalent tool for the oppressor,
Because when you think about it logically it doesn't make sense. Even if they were doing these atrocities to actual non-human animals, that doesn't make it okay or right. Humans wiping out entire types of animals off the face of the Earth is most definitely A Bad Thing, both because of the unnecessary brutality and because it's really bad for ecosystems. So why does dehumanizing propaganda suddenly mean it seems okay to cause mass death and suffering? Why would anyone think either of those things (mass death to people or to animals) are okay?? Why is anyone so desensitized to such unreasonable violence??
And I think it has something to do with how a lot of humans perceive themselves and other humans. Because of the us vs. them mentality that I think is a result of evolutionary need to protect ourselves from the dangerous parts of nature. I think that's the thing that gets weaponized as "humans are superior because they're Us." That's what causes people to care less about other animals than they do other humans, because it's a lot harder to kill a predator in self-defense or to hunt animals for food, if you're grappling with empathy for that creature. I think a balance is necessary, like when a hunter pays respects to the animals they hunt, but that requires thought and consideration for something unlike yourself, and that tends to be a lot harder than just getting yourself to have complete apathy when hunting for self-preservation. And that lends itself to becoming very dangerous when justification for violence changes with what you perceive as necessary, and when your perception of 'us' changes. Because if killing animals is fine because they're not human, then what's to stop you from killing anything you see even if you don't need to just because they're not 'us'? And what's to stop you from seeing other humans as okay to kill because they're not like the conception of 'us' that you've built up in your head?
Justifying atrocities with dehumanization, in my observation at least, seems to be a result of human selfishness taken too far, of dismissing the unity and need for diversity that's absolutely necessary for survival and more, and of constructed apathy.
...Wow I didn't think I had that much to say on the subject but here you go I guess. To be fair, this has genuinely helped me unpack and unlearn a lot of harmful internalized stuff. Of course, I'm open to others' views and constructive criticism.
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satanxklaus · 2 days ago
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♥︎ 𝐛𝐨𝐲'𝐬 𝐚 𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫 | oscar piastri x singer!reader smau
✦ pairing : oscar piastri x singer!reader | ex!pierre gasly x reader ✦ summary : in which y/n soft launces her relationship with an F1 driver, fails miserably, and ends up hard launching with a lyric from her breakup song ✦ content warning : profanity, use of y/n, hate towards y/n ✦ faceclaim : pinkpantheress, girlies from pinterest, pairings on pinterest
a/n: hey guys. it's been 6 months since i last posted (yikes) im so sorry about that. i've been busy with working at the hospital and uni to top it all of. so here's a new one, its quite a long one. lmk what u think. enjoy! xx
𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 | 𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐒
y/ninstagram ✔
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y/ninstagram ✔boys a liar pt.2 out now neowwww on youtube with the one n only @/icespice 😍💋
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icespice ✔ princess treatment onlyyy grr rahh 💅🏼
user13 mama an ice spice behind YOU 💜
lilymhe ✔ song of the year!! love it xx
⤷ y/ninstagram ✔ love u babes muachhh 😘
user12 was not expecting this collab at all omg
lando ✔ oi mate quite the music video 🔥🔥 liked by author
⤷ user17 ariana what are you doing here
user14 literally the worst collab ever. imagine your whole personality being about your ex. embarrassing 🤮🤮
⤷ user20 imagine ruining your own relationship and then getting mad when the person profits off of it. embarrassing 2x
user15 i'd literally kms if i fumbled a bad bitch like y/n😭😭 she's so cunt love her sm
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user25 ⤷ OMG two lando post ??? ur not even hiding it girl 😏
⤷ lando ✔ so nice to have a fan at the paddock 🥰 ⤷ y/instagram ✔ wow fame changed you. suprised your head could fit into that ugly green helmet 🙄🙄 ⤷ lando ✔ leave my beautiful helmet alone u witch!!
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user9 ⤷ homie hopper 🤢🤢
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y/ninstagram ✔ one day, i just wanna hear you say, "i like you" 💗💘
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user20 mother is serving face at the paddock
user15 BODY IS TEA
user19 oscar in the likes,, pierre being messy again 👀👀
lando ✔ thx for the support babes 🧡
⤷ y/ninstagram ✔ log off for me ur so annoying ⤷ user10 bro bagged a baddie idk if i wanna be lando or y/n😭😭 ⤷ user27 are they dating?
user15 NOT PIERRE LIKING THIS PLS BE SERIOUS
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user81 ⤷ PAUSE who is that
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⤷ y/instagram ✔ OH so you're getting right into it huh ⤷ oscarpiastri ✔ i'm a man of my word, babe ⤷ y/instagram ✔ cheeky 😘
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⤷ lando ✔ damn you're fast, fast ⤷ oscarpiastri ✔ you're the one that gave me her number, mate
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user22 ⤷ oscar "private piastri" finally giving us crumbs??? HISTORIC
user11 ⤷ i have a feeling this is y/n.....🤔
user76 ⤷ if this isn't y/n, i'll eat my mclaren merch
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⤷ lilymhe ✔ bitch you are NOT slick 🤣🤣 ⤷ lilymhe ✔ ok miss "just instagram likes" ⤷ y/ninstagram ✔ omg kys 😭😫 ⤷ lilymhe ✔ just hard launch already. everybodyyy knows ⤷ y/ninstagram ✔ log awffff
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⤷ oscarpiastri ✔ i'm not getting that hoodie back, am i? 😌 ⤷ y/ninstagram ✔ what do u mean ?? it's literally mine ⤷ oscarpiastri ✔ haha what's mine is yours, darling 🧡
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user16 ⤷ SOFT LAUNCH?? girl we know thats oscar 😭😭
user11 ⤷ that hoodie is a big giveaway queen... but issokay love that for u
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y/ninstagram ✔ i'm obsessed with you in the way i can't believe 💗😍
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lando ✔ LMAO finally
⤷ user22 lando is living for the drama, i just know it ⤷ user15 so... wrong papaya then 💀
user15 oscarpiastri in the likes.. bro didn't even try to play it cool 💀💀💀
user19 not even a soft launch at this point 😭 this is a full press release
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mclaren ✔ your honor i love them so much 🧡🥺
lando ✔ I'M FREE !! about damn time 😔😔
y/ninstagram ✔ took you long enough, piastri. love you <3 💋🧡
user55 this boy is not a liar, alright periodd
user33 oscar piastri, i owe you an apology, i wasn't familiar with your game🤩
lilymhe ✔ STREAM BOY'S A LIAR PT.2 FOR CLEAR SKIN AND HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP. CLAIM NOW!!
⤷ y/ninstagram ✔ I LUV U GORGEOUS GORGEOUS GIRL xx 💋 ⤷ lilymhe ✔ ugh im on my knees for u plsss ⤷ oscarpiastri ✔ thats funny cuz she's my gf ??? @/alex_albon come and get your girl please ⤷ alex_albon ✔ i need a vacation...
user16 THREW MY FOOD JUST TO GIVE YOU A STANDING OVATION 👏👏👏
user10 nooo a white man got to herr 😭😭
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⚠ 𝐑𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 ⚠ : 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐥𝐨𝐠 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧, 𝐩𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐩𝐚𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐲. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐝𝐮𝐚𝐥𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐩𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞.
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whatifitis · 6 hours ago
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♡ 150 reasons - LN 4 ♡
Summary: 150 reasons why lando loves you
Author's note: idk i thought it'd be nice
CW: literally just fluff
Hi baby!! :D
I saw this trend on tiktok just now and wanted to do it for you. I love you a lot and you know how hard it is for me to show it sometimes. I thought this could be a nice small way to at least show you a bit of how much I love you. My love for you knows no boundaries. <3
P.S. if there’s any misspelings dont say shit cause im dyslexic and you know that :(
Your smile
Your eyes
The way your eyes sparekl all the time
Your rosy cheeks
Your wavy hair (you hate it but u love it)
Your heart
Your brain
Your patience with evrything (including me)
Your honesty
Your inteligence
Your humor
The way you’re always there for anyone. Doesnt mater if u know them well or not
You always listen to people and help them when they need it even if your tired
You challenge me and help me become a better person
You never judge me
You make me feel safe
You believe in me, even when idont
You inspire me everyday whether it’s work related or just life in general
You’ve seen teh good and the bad in me and you still love me
You laugh at all my jokes even if they suck
You’re my best friend (🎶you can hear it in the silence🎶)
You respect my space when i need it, even if i go about it awfully (when writing ‘about it’ i accidentally wrote ‘tit’ :I)
You give the best fucking hugs 
When i get anxious, you always help me, even if it’s just when you sit with me and help me breathe 
You took the time to learn about me and my mental struggles so that you could help me better
You make life so much more better 
You remind me that i’m worth more than i think i do
You chose me
You make me blush and happy
Your music taste is amazing as well (btw i got us tickets to see Noah Kahan)
You’re like my personal google and dictionary
You get along with my family
My mum loves you (i think she loves u more than she loves me ngl)
You get along with max and you mock sometimes and it makes me laugh so much
You stay even if im mean and dont deserve it
You sacrifice a lot
You always put others before you 
You don’t mind my gaming (even when i keep you up late with my screaming)
You always listen to me talk about the things i like 
You hold my hand in public (it sounds stupid but it makes sense ok so shut it) <3
You never give up on me
You bring out the best in me
Max said he hadn’t seen me so happy until i met you
You make me feel lucky to have u
You support my career and stuff even though it gets really hard sometimes
You make the bad days better
You make everyday better as well, not just the bad ones
You never make me feel bad or ashamed about feeling certain ways
You always validate me when i need it
You never lie to me
You always tell me straight up when im the one in the wrong
The way you smell
The way you look when u see me
The way you hold me tight even if i’ve just raced singapore and am sweating out of every crevise
You stay strong for the both of us
Your attitude
Your kisses
You’re always down to play video games with me (IM SORRY FOR IT TAKES TWO I DIDNT KNOW IT WAS HARD)
The way you call me your love
You stand up for me even when im not deserving of it
Your cooking skills
The way you play with my hair
How we’re able to joke with eachother
The way you tell stories
The way you talk in general
How funny you were when telling me about work and snot shot out of my nose 
You match my freak
Your singing (even if its off key sometimes)
You never doubt me
U dont mind my clinginess (sorry about scaring u in the shower the other day as well)
You never tell me to go away
You always communicate with me
You plan things for our future
When you send me vlogs when im away (or even when im home but youre at work)
You make my heart feel full
You’re consistent with loving me. Whether you’re sad or mad or happy or anything, you still love me the same
Youre never too busy for me
The way we can just sit in silence together and do nothing but still have fun
The way you help me pack when im getting ready to travel
The way you pack my favorite snacks for me when im going away for a while
We can share victories together, big or small (lol big or small, ya know, like dicks)
You never make me feel alone
You watch stupid ass movies with me all the time
You dont get mad at me when you try to teach me to play valorant (it’s fucking hard, csgo is better anyways)
The way your face lit up and you started talking faster when you were talking to me about your favorite artist
The way you speak to me so gently when i need it
The way you make a playlist for every mood possible
The way you make a playlist for every book you read, even if the book was bad
How you insist we don’t have enough driving playlists so we always make more
The way you introduce me to new things (i still wont try fish, screw that)
Youre adventurous
You put up with my shananigens
The way you made a million stickers on whatsapp
How you always say ‘i love you’ with the ‘i’
When you tell me goodmorning and goodnight even if youre mad at me
How you help me dress better
How u kiss me in a way that screws me up forever
How you always ask me about my day
How you always put your leg on mine
How you show me how forever feels
How you put up with my stupidity (I REALLY THOUGHT THE MATTRESS WAS GONNA HELP)
You’re gonna be an amazing mum someday
How you spam me with tiktoks
Your laugh is the best sound ive ever heard
Youre beautiful inside and out
How u were able to make me laugh even after i’d poked by hand with a knife when i tried cutting an avocado
How you helped me escape the bed sheet when we discovered my new found claustrophobia
How you always rep mclaren and quadrant merch
How you always make backed goods and make them healthy sometimes so i can still eat them
How when we’re out and you can tell im anxious
And when you realize it you find small ways to ground me like holding my hands or tapping my foot with yours
You love the pictures i put in the new digital frame (you cant lie and say u dont like yassified alonso)
If im hungry in the middle of the night, you join me in snacking or ordering a whole pizza
How you know you’re lactose intolerant but still eat dairy filled foods
And how you lock me out the room when you have to deal with the aftermath of eating dairy
How you're already naming our future children
How you laugh til you cry at 3 in the morning from watching tiktoks 
And waking me up to watch them with you
How you get so excited when talking to me about the last book you read 
How you tell me about the book theories you hear and your own theories (violet’s mom was definitely venin)
How when u find me snacking in the middle of the night, you don’t question it
How we have dance parties in the living room
How you quote random things all the time, especially tiktok sounds
Your love for musicals
How you say “me and boq” every 5 mins
Your unconditional love for not just me, but everyone 
Your love knowing no boundaries
The way you didn’t get scared away when faced with so much hate and shit when we first started dating
Your strength
How you learned the “wait, they dont love you like i love you” thing in different languages
Your high streak on duolingo
Your creativity
Your piano skills
Your love for celsius (although it’s not good for you and you should probably slow down on them :( try coffee instead)
How you and my mum go shopping together all the time
How you’re invited home more than i am…
Your dedication to work
Your work ethic (it’s not the same as the reason above)
Your vast knowledge of everything in Marvel
How you interact with the fans
How you show me off in every way possibel (i might've said this already)
How you help me with quadrant shit
How you give me a room tour anytime youre somewhere new
The light you emit
The way you make everything so much brighter
How you always try to learn new things (we should try tarot reading again, that one was fun and we can scare the shit out of max with it)
The way you never let go no matter what
The way you always give back to people
The way you live everyday like it’s the last
The way you love me and hold onto me
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im really envious of u. I like reading your writing and the stories you tell about sex and stuff and it sounds like u have a lot of fun. I don’t no if I will ever be able to live like that. im autistic and very inhibited is probably the best word. I find it hard to meet new people and go new places. a few times I have gone to local munches but been too introverted to say anything to people and I just sit there feeling self conscious and silly. they have been really nice. but I haven’t made any friends or anything. I feel like I need someone to take me under their wing kinda and give me an in. It seems like I’d really enjoy it a lot but don’t no how to make my way in. I don’t feel confident enough to just use apps and hook up. especially as im so new to it all and dont no what im doing really. I’ve read what you say about going to the social gatherings and stuff but what if im too shy to say anything? I don’t no how to be more uninhibited but I feel like that’s what I need.
please keep in mind that I was not doing any of this shit until I was like 32 years old. up until then I was in only a handful of relationships, mostly ones I had stumbled into through no agency of my own, and I had never really lived out any of my kinky desires. hell I had barely even gone out to a club or a concert or anything on my own, certainly not very often, let alone a sex club or something like that. I had to practice socializing on my own terms, and trying new things alone and scared and finding what was valuable in them despite those feelings a lot. like many many years a lot.
I didn't really venture out into the gay bath house or any of the cruising bars until I had a partner who was interested in taking me to them. that provided me with an in and an emotionally safe anchor with which to explore. I am also indebted to friends who showed me around places like steamworks and explained to me the nonverbals of cruising, which I then went ahead and put in my own cruising guide.
to this day I still have a much better time at events like puppy play night when I go with some homies and can spend some time joking around with them and using their support to help meet people before eventually breaking off and wandering into a back room to get laid. I still routinely have nights where I will go out on my own and do very little but sip from my drink and stand around awkwardly for four hours, maybe dance a bit, and go home.
cruising is an exercise in patience. you are never guaranteed any particular outcome or experience. you work with what nature gives you, and you learn to find some appreciation in simply being there and bearing witness. 9 times out of 10 you get turned down or there just isn't a spark. happens on the apps too.
shooting your shot and getting turned down is a successful consent negotiation. everybody has done everything correctly and it ended the only way that it should have. there's nothing to do but dust yourself off, not take it as some dramatic declaration of your life worth, and go at it again.
I recommend visiting cruising spaces with a friend. and just going purely for voyeuristic and anthropological reasons the first couple times. The only way you become a person who can do this stuff is by doing it, a fuck ton of times. message a lot of people. Go to a lot of events.
at some point you have to find the very act of going to be motivating and enjoyable in some way. thankfully I am fascinated by humans, enjoy dancing, like having a little drink or an edible and wandering around, and treat it all as very valuable writing fodder. you have to find what set of motivations work for you. because it's not about instant success or gratification ever. It is always a lot of waiting and watching and wondering what the night is going to bring, and making peace that often it will bring nothing at all except for being alive amongst others.
keep at it though. start really small. I am so glad that I got to this point, because yeah my life is really interesting and sexually gratifying and fun. but it also is entire weekends of just standing around nursing a drink and doing nothing and looking like an NPC. happens to the best of us
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rins-batcave · 7 hours ago
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“I have nothing to hide” Asks
(For those daring enough to reblog)
1. What are 4 tabs that you have open on your browser right now?
discord, youtube, gmail, tumblr
2. Have you ever thought about seriously harming someone?
probably
3. How are you feeling emotionally right now?   
profound
4. What type of place(Like building) are you in right now?       
house, 2 floors
5. Does anyone know your deepest, darkest secret?
no? i dont think i know it either
6. Have you ever tried to feign mental illness for personal gain?
what
7. Do you have any enemies?
maybe
8. Do you have any people you only pretend to like?
yeah a lot of people irl
9. What is one item that you never let anyone besides yourself look at or in?
my writing. only i have ever read my writing. maybe my thoughts? my feelings? some of my poerty.
10. Do you have any talents that people say you have but you don’t believe you actually have?
like public speaking? idk writing? math? design? poetry? i odnt think im very good at many of those but people tell me that a lot
11. Something you like that other people generally do not like?
really strong tea
13. Is there anyone that your grandma would hate that you are subscribed to on youtube?
lots of queer people
14. Introvert or extrovert?
introvert
15. What is the most used application on your device?
notes app, firefox, youtube, tumblr
16. How much fan fiction have you actually read?
like at least 500 fics, prob more
17. Worst Fears?
spiders needles storms i have trypophobia
18. Biggest mistake you’ve ever made?
idk
19. Worst lie you’ve ever told?
idk
20. Do you consider yourself a trustworthy person?
yeah i htink so
“I have nothing to hide” Asks
(For those daring enough to reblog)
1. What are 4 tabs that you have open on your browser right now?
2. Have you ever thought about seriously harming someone?
3. How are you feeling emotionally right now?   
4. What type of place(Like building) are you in right now?       
5. Does anyone know your deepest, darkest secret?
6. Have you ever tried to feign mental illness for personal gain?
7. Do you have any enemies?
8. Do you have any people you only pretend to like?
9. What is one item that you never let anyone besides yourself look at or in?
10. Do you have any talents that people say you have but you don’t believe you actually have?
11. Something you like that other people generally do not like?
12. Are you a Virgin?  
13. Is there anyone that your grandma would hate that you are subscribed to on youtube?
14. Introvert or extrovert?
15. What is the most used application on your device?
16. How much fan fiction have you actually read?
17. Worst Fears?
18. Biggest mistake you’ve ever made?
19. Worst lie you’ve ever told?
20. Do you consider yourself a trustworthy person?
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burreauxsss · 16 hours ago
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shiestys comet
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background: y/n a wag for the chiefs who is dating travis kelce of 3 years finds out he cheated on her. she assures herself that she'd never watch the nfl nor date another nfl player, until a convincing quarterback hits her dms.
joe flies y/n out to cincy which turns heads, and hearts.
(all pics from pinterest/ all tweets are fake this is a 2 part series fyi)
notes: bengals are 2-1 in this scenario. oh yeah ive been up when i cant sleep to add more to this, so i hope i satisfied everyone. i also added a song playlist to this series under here. (i used spotify because not everyone has apple music.
joe burrow x reader x ex!kelce smau
y/n_handle posted a story 📍kansas city int. airport
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joeyb_9
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Liked by: y/n_handle lahjay_10 lsufootball and others
joeyb_9: keep going, tough.
username_1: thats my qb!!
username_2: hes so fine i swear
username_3: villain arc story for 9.
username_4: he had me holding my breath during this play and screaming at my tv to get up..
username_5: joe being happier than ever during that presser... either bro got laid the night before somehow or hes just happy that travis kelce isnt talking about him.
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y/n_handle 📍cincinnati ohio
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Liked by: joeyb_9 yourbsf and others y/n_handle: i had someone tell me i fell off, i needed that.
username_6: joe i actually never were familiar with your game.
username_7: noww why is she in cincy y/n_handle: dont worry about it.
username_8: pretty girl!!
username_9: i wish i was her y/n_handle: i wish i was you, you're so beautiful too ml.
username_10: workout routine? y/n_handle: dropping soon my loves.
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bengals
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Liked by: joeyb_9, lahjay_10 y/n_handle and others bengals: "blinders on, goal oriented."- joeyb_9
username_11: y/n in these likes...
username_12: okay we might win and keep our playoff spot.
username_13: joe stop hiding y/n!
username_14: the panthers are in the actual queen city.
username_15: y/n downgrading as usual.
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Liked by: y/n_handle bengals and others joeyb_9: king of the queen city.
username_16: whos the queen then?
username_17: its y/n, we're not dumb.
username_18: hes gotten so much better since the chiefs game when he got his helmet mauled off of him.
username_19: this pic has to be insane!!
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Liked by: tmz and others duexmoi: another blind alert! according to a insta anon, ex chiefs wag y/n y/ln is hooking up with cincinnati bengals quarterback joe burrow! who has been well known to slide into multiple girls dms and encourage them to catch a flight to cincy according to another anon.
username_20: joe... out of all men in her dms?
username_21: no girl not burrow..
username_22: as long as shes happy.
username_23: some of yall are actually obsessed.
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caption: she loves it over here 😶‍🌫️
y/n_handle
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Liked by: joeyb_9 lahjay_10 yourbsf and others y/n_handle: yeah i love it over here! joeyb_9
lahjay_10: shiesty get tf in here 🤨
joeyb_9: wdym?
lahjay_10: you're one evil man for going for travis's ex
yourbsf: joe you had one job and you suceeded.
username_24: joe this isnt you.
username_25: so this is why he didnt answer my dms... shes mediocre y/n_handle: yeah because he was too busy putting me through the mattress after beating your favorite team, try harder.
username_26: im just gonna pretend i NEVER saw her reply to that other comment.
username_27: as a chiefs fan you're a horrible person.. y/n_handle: this is coming from the same team that uses black magic to win games.
username_28: just wait for travis's little podcast traviskelce: nothings little over here. y/n_handle: traviskelce firstly idek why you're in my comments, secondly something is tiny and its not your podcast.
username_29: in shock right now
username_30: ms shiesty did not-
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y/n_handle 📍cincinnati oh
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Liked by: joeyb_9 e! lahjay_10 and others y/n_handle: life update.
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Liked by: e! people duexmoi and others tmz: on the new heights podcast earlier today, travis kelce shares his own opinion on the public launch of his ex y/n y/ln with cincinnati bengals quarterback joe burrow.
travis says "she knows whos better, i could care less that she downgraded. the world fortunately doesnt revolve around y/n. yes i was wrong for cheating but her getting with burrow is just childish"
y/n y/ln and travis were together for 3 years, with the engagement rumors when she fount out the cheating happened over the course of two months. y/ln made her relationship with burrow public recently after pinning her posts in cincy.
duexmoi: 🍵
username_31: isnt he coming to cincy for a show too?
username_32: i fear his ex ate though.
username_33: joe shiesty steals girls is what im hearing.
username_34: heres a idea travis, maybe she was tired of you??
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note: part 3 (the finale) boutta be petty 😶‍🌫️ anyways stay tuned.
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sexybread-png · 2 days ago
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just elaborating on the previous ask
no, it is not because she “has a bush” and no it is not transphobic or misogynist to point out that you specifically drew her hairier than any other character when she is the darkest black women you have drawn or portrayed ESPECIALLY when you are portraying a real cis black actress who does not have the arm hair you are putting into your artwork.
women can and do have hair i am not saying that, but black women in particular have a long history of being forced into a realm of masculinity that is purely because of their skin color, maybe look into that instead of an article on “women and hair” if you are trying to show that you listen to criticism
hello again anon
to reiterate, i do want this to be a conversation, im not trying to shut you down or downplay your concerns by bringing my own. i do feel its relevant to inform you that you bringing up the fact that cynthia is a cis woman and should thus have less hair IS breeding grounds for those concerns.
on that note, i am NOT portraying the real life person cynthia erivo in my drawings, but elphaba thropp the fictional character. elphaba, if u didnt know, is not cis. shes intersex, as stated in the books. i do understand that using cynthia's likeness makes elphaba a black woman and so i have been careful abt my portrayal of her, but elphaba is not cynthia erivo. its important to make a distinction between the actress and the character
further, if the arm hair ur speaking of is the armpit hair, cynthia probably does have arm hair and chooses to shave it. i just dont think elphaba the character would be the type to shave.
if ur talking abt this drawing though i will point out that this is an alternate universe in which elphaba is a werewolf, as stated in the post, which is why she is so hairy. if i drew galinda as a werewolf, id draw her just as hairy! (which is smth ive done in the past, drawing white ppl / non black ppl as hairy werewolves.)
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my goal isnt to draw black women more masculine than non black women. my goal is to just draw women, all kinds of them, and it includes hairy black women bc i believe women being hairy does not make them more masculine. my intention shows in my drawings too: im not drawing elphaba less of a person or less pretty than galinda bc shes hairier. she just is hairier
in an effort to have a wider perspective on the subject, i did talk about this with my friend. shes an indigenous woman so to clarify shes not trying to compare her experiences to black women's, just offer her own perspective and she means all of it in good faith. i asked if i could show what she told me bc i felt like she explained things in a really thoughtful and intelligible way
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vonbabbitt · 1 day ago
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My Final Statement on Discord Drama (Why I'm Not a Mean & Evil For Turning Away Discord Asks)
hello jason. we are going to discuss this one final time and then never again.
from now on, i will be giving zero attention whatsoever to discord drama asks. i will not be posting about them or replying to them in any way. since people are sending me asks now acknowledging that they arent supposed to be sending me discord drama asks but are doing it anyway, i want to make a statement on this explaining myself so people dont just think im being mean and avoiding responsibility for moderating my discord server. please hear me out on my reasoning.
this is my personal blog! this is the first thing i always say when this comes up so lets keep it that way! this is my personal blog, regardless of how much tetro content i engage with here. when im on my personal blog enjoying personal time, i dont want to be dealing with work. you can call that me avoiding responsibility, but i dont think its unreasonable to want time to myself outside of work where i dont have to deal with the tetro discord server. this is exactly why we have a ticket system!
we have a ticket system! the server has a ticket system. this is THE ONLY PLACE to report discord server drama, because this is the only place the whole moderation team can access your complaint! there is no reason that i specifically have to be the one to review your complaint and not a different moderator. we have a moderation team for a reason. you do not know me, i do not know you, and there is no reason you need to bring your complaint to me PERSONALLY. if you think there is, and theres a specific reason it needs to be ME who answers your complaint, there is a solution: ask for me specifically when you open your ticket!
if you go outside of the ticket system, we cannot discuss anything with you. im not having a conversation about moderation on my public blog where everyone can see it, especially if youre naming specific people in your complaint. its unprofessional and invasive. if you go through the ticket system, we can talk! i can let you know what came of your complaint and what we're doing as a team to help. the ask i got this morning was complaining about an issue that has already been discussed with the parties involved, which they would know if they had gone through the ticket system instead of my ask box.
i encourage you to try just communicating with each other. ive received so many complaints in my ask box from people who i know for a fact have made no attempt to discuss their issue with the parties involved. i know im a kindergarten teacher, but we are not toddlers! in fact, even in my kindergarten class, when my kids come up to me and tell me another kid is doing something they dont like, i tell them to tell the other kid they dont like it! and this is the same advice i will give to you! talk your issue out with the parties involved! "but von babbitt, im afraid of confrontation." im sorry to hear that, but im not such a fan of confrontation myself! this is why ive got a moderation team and a ticket system! and when i have to do my job, i do it anyway. with all due bluntness: i think its inconsiderate and irresponsible to come running to my personal ask box and demand i fight your battles for you without making any attempt to do anything on your own, including any attempt to use the server ticket system, which we have set up for the exact purpose of solving your problems for you.
im allowed to just say no! the main issue is the fact that ive already asked people to stop and theyre still doing it anyway. i said no, and that means stop. its a very very very very simple ask. stop sending me discord drama asks. ive asked you to stop. if you know it makes me upset, and you choose to do it anyway while acknowledging it makes me upset, why would i want to help you??? why would i feel inclined to break server rules and go out of my way for you??? youre being purposefully rude and inconsiderate towards me.
i hope this helps to clarify my stance a bit. im sorry if this comes off as harsh but im really really sick of this and id really like it to stop. ive put every measure in place to allow people to easily report things without coming to my personal blog. thank you for giving me the time of day and i hope this is at least something people will keep in mind
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lunachats · 12 hours ago
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im kinda ambivalent about a certain anti gender abolitionism argument that ive occasionally seen, esp. from & with regard to trans individuals. the idea basically being, so far as i understand, that some people aren't just trying to dress a certain way, or have a certain body, but actually enjoy the social category of "woman" (or "man"), and adhering to that category's norms, or participating in it successfully. yknow, maybe in our future civilization where we've broken down all of the societal norms that govern what men and women are expected to do, a lot of people would feel unanchored without the ability to experience the kind of gender euphoria that arises from fitting into a major established social category. or hell, maybe enacting gender abolitionism within our lifetimes could shift social norms in a way that set some people adrift!
i have some sympathy for this but like... i guess i dont really see individual attachment as a compelling reason for upholding a social institution that exists on such a massive scale & causes so much harm with its expectations. and i think the reason that people of today get so much validation from performing femininity or masculinity successfully is probably in large part 'cause the world that we've all grown up in has told us that those things are important. and i bet that in the glorious transhumanist or even post-gender utopian future other kinds of aesthetic cliques would spring up in absence of that enforced binary, esp if people need this type of thing to live full, happy lives. maybe there'd even be subcultures for today's traditional gender roles if theyre still in demand! and like if any of us live to see that day we'll probably find it really disorienting and even alienating. but thats true of any kind of cultural or technological shift & doesnt necessarily justify traditionalism. and ofc if i live to see that there thered still be nothing stopping gender boomers like me from hanging out with my 80 yo lesbian friends who grew up on turn-of-the-century online culture and enjoy performing the social role of "cute girl" with people who share the cultural context around that idea. but i dont think my aesthetic notions about femininity should be encoded in some kinda omnipresent binaristic social force... or personally, even something that defines me. they are particular to my time and place. just like tomagachis, amvs, or dial-up internet.
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lynnie-s3all · 2 days ago
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Yo wsg mootie!! I hope your doing well! Since you still have requests on I hope you wouldn’t mind if I sent another one in ^^ onto my request…!
May I request (romantic) Mafioso, 1x1x1x1, and John Doe with a Reader who’s an artist and is always seen drawing in their notebook whenever they can? and perhaps they even draw the characters I’ve mentioned and shows them?
Thank you! Have a good day or night!!! :-)
Edit: Yes this is Zyran in the morning because i did not do uhhhh stuff today. I'm getting breakfast for myself
You inspire me more than i do... my love.
Forsaken killers x Artist reader.
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While he would be busy hanging out with his other folks, you grabbed your notebook and decided to draw him in small doodles.
Not just those, you also drew his bunny <3
Whenever you're finished, you would come up to him and show it to him.
He was impressed by the details you drew on him, especially his coat, hat, almost every prominent feature he has on him. He loved the way you also drew his bunny too.
"that's actually lovely, princess. Keep drawing more. I would be so much proud looking at them each day."
Whenever you had a crashout, and maybe really feel upset to the point that you don't feel like drawing, he'll step in to help and comfort you.
"It's not horrendous, lovely... What makes you think it's bad? You know how i appreciate most of your little doodles on your notebook. Don't give up drawing. Maybe take a break if you need to."
You adore him so much.
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I don't really say he's the opposite for everything, but you know how he is when he's around people. Really annoyed.
Well, here's a catch. You doodled him while he was watching TV with you at home, he didn't really payed too much attention for you a lot.
As you draw the small details, he just looked at you, while you're silently drawing.
"Well, what are you doing in that book anyway? Reading...?
"No, I'm not reading, silly. I just wanted to show you something."
Well now he was curious.
Once you finished doodling, you gave him your notebook. He was pretty much astonished when you did draw him with his crown. even with that hair... Just how gorgeous it is.
"The details in this art, you did made me look pretty handsome."
"Not really good though..."
"Who says it doesn't, I'm going to check your other pages in here"
"NO 1X DONT-"
Well you two ended up arguing if he should check it or not, but he just refused to give it back and wants to see your other drawings too. Now you're left filled with embarrassment.
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John doe on the other hand...
He really adores your drawing so much.
He usually leaves your drawings on the wall with blood on the paper, I'm not sure why he decided to do that.
Uhm. there's a certain thing he wanted to do actually.
Since he likes to kill people, he told you to draw him with one of the victims... blood.
"What did you do this time John..."
"Please draw me with this person's blood."
You were concerned for him. But you fulfill his request anyway. Also because you don't want to question a lot on why.
"Alright sure..."
Once you finished drawing the art... Since human blood dries up a bit fast due to it evaporating, you had to take it for a bit faster pace, but you managed to make it look pretty.
You showed your drawing to him, you drew him with red roses too.
He was very happy.
TO THE POINT THAT YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY RIGHT AFTER YOU USED SOMEONE'S BLOOD TO DRAW.
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kings-highway · 3 days ago
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I’m kinda throwing up writing this because I’ve never done this before but I wanted to say I really really love reading your fics!! (>T~T)>❤️
I also wanted to ask: what are some of your headcannons when it comes to daichi’s home life? Personally I like to think his siblings are all wayyy younger than him, which makes him more of a third parent than an older brother. He laments the fact that he has to be the responsible reliable figure even at home, but he’d never hold it against those little rascals <3 His parents also do their best, but it’s hard splitting your attention 5 ways, and with him being so dependable, they tend to neglect him a little
Anyways, that’s all!! Hope this isn’t too weird or anything haha ;-;
Aaaaaaaa no worries no worries at all <3 I love receiving asks and I love talking about these characters so never feel bad for popping up being so kind :)
and I have a lot of headcanons for the Sawamura family! As a disclaimer, I tend to write whatever is needed for any given storyline, so dont hold me accountable in the future if I dont 100% hold to these lmao
I fully agree with his siblings being substantially younger than him. But personally I also love the idea of making Daichi an unplanned teenage pregnancy, making the parentification of him less a facet of "bad" parenting and more a result of kids who were just not ready for a baby. it also makes his very mature disposition a very nice contrast to the idea that he was a result of teenage mistakes. In this way, his younger siblings were his parents "chosen" kids, the kids they had once they were older and ready for it, and I think they were very good parents. unfortunately they were very good parents after Daichi had already grown up. in this you can push his age from his siblings anywhere from 8-15 years older than them. ((when I write, I try to maintain canon family dynamics unless it'll play a roll in the story, so I often give the age gap at 6 years for realism, because we know he has 4 siblings by 18 and you can only squeeze out so many 9 month pregnancies in so many years lmao.)
so daichi functions as a third parent by default because his parents never really saw him as part of the white-picket-fence planning process, those are the kids that came later. it doesnt mean they dont love him, but a lot of his foundational years, 0-8, were in the care of literally children. (Assuming a teenage pregnancy of like 17) And they just... Couldnt really handle raising a kid and it required him to create a lot of independence and self-soothing skills.
it also doesnt help that I think he takes pride in this. In the future, as an adult, he might have resentment towards his parents but in the timeline of him being in high school I imagine he sees his own role as a point of pride. he is being "mature" and "responsible" and "useful" and so clearly he's being a good person so he likes the roll he has in his family. he doesnt want them to treat him like a kid because kids are work and require effort and energy and cause problems and he is Better Than That. he's got a bit of a martyr complex in that way where he thinks its a good thing he acts and behaves this way.
i also believe 100% in any interpretation that his siblings absolutely, disgustingly, adore him. he might be the third parent but he's definitely their favourite parent. for all the resentment and anger that his parentification will cause in his adult years, for the inevitable divide growing between him and his parents, the emotional neglect, all of it, he is the person that his siblings will idolize as their greatest support. And even if he stops coming around as often and tries to rebuild a life that centres himself rather than other people, they will always think of him as their hero, and want to make him proud and seek his approval far more than they do their real parents.
theres like a million other little headcanons that contradict these ones - Im also especially fond (as anyone who reads my work knows) of the narrative that Daichi's absolutely a daddy's boy in his idolization of his father, and the father-son dynamic is one of my favourite to explore with him. the influence of family dynamics, bloodlines and obligations (real or imagined) is like... My #1 trope for him. i love giving him a larger than life bloodline and instead of everything I just described, making his martyr complex one born of a desperate desire to fill unreasonable large shoes left behind from whatever reason. in equal measure to the emotionally neglectful parents I love me a good "how am I supposed to live up to this?" story.
i could keep talking. im so fond of this stupid fucking man. But I will stop yapping and leave it as that. Thank you so much for the opportunity to ramble on about my main bitch 🤍🤍🤍
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owensbabygirl · 2 days ago
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summery: lust!matt is afraid about his life way, but also too scared to confess he did all those horrible things, si he gives lust!chris, his brother- as an example
-english is not my first language-
this is not that much of an angst one shot but I might turn this to an au if ppl will like it sooo.
matt's pov
"chris was always a night guy.
parties, drinks, and pretty girls. oh he loved them. seeing them walk around with those tight tops and low raised jeans, he was addicted.
chris is not sexuall harassing. but every girl who sits on his car, he throws her some "remark" about sex and smiles.
he's not touching her chest- but he puts a hand on her thigh. and then orders her two tequilas, maybe three- because chris don't want to get into your heart, only to your "company".
so he'll tell you about how he was hockeying in highschool and how he was rocking on the ice. he'll pay the bill- but you'll pay the price.
chris is not sexuall harassing, and he's not that horny too, but from time to time he feels empty. and every girl in the reduce turns an object. he forgot how to talk but knows how to flirt.
the end of the night is apparent, everything is in place and the path is traced. same bar same cocktail for a week ago, same topics of conversation- fidgeting some meaning for a tattoo.
until it works, he captures them. and the fact that he treats them respectfully doesn't mean that he respects them.
dont get me wrong, chris don't love women, it's deeper them that, he loves that women make him love himself.
chris has 5 girls on Instagram- same stories, same lame hook, something like:
"listen I'm not a person who hits girls usually, but with you? I decided to deviate from my norm"
it started in highschool as a way to impress man, but it now turned to a way to stick fractions since...well chris never acquired self-esteem, and the only moment he feels it is with you in the car.
chris is not sexuall harassing. he's just...sort of a murderer. and maybe I'm exaggerating I know, but chris is not that kind of a killer, he does it gently. not sneaking in the dark with a mask; he'll walk towards you with a smile, confident, and an bulge.
and what turns him to a murderer is that a woman for him is just a body. and when he used the potential, so bye.
the next day chris needs to satisfy his needs opening his phone, searching it in a swipe- tinder bumble and if that won't work so cupid, once a while.
he's not sexuall harassing but his relationship with sex is. because there's no way chris walks down the street without looking to the sides and say "fuck. she's mad hot."
shoots a glance back, checking her out. like a sniper puts the cross on the target. chris is never fine, but with a pretty girl? he's never bad as well. in the day he's were, at night he's a werewolf. when it's night time he's searching for a prey since he'll feel pain soon.
so he don't want woman, he wants them to want him. he'll cancel all his plans so they would go out with him.
let's say...the work on mornings? is going to trash. abandoning friends on their birthdays, chris plays dirty again.
and he never held himself back for any woman, yet he keeps sending them messages one after another. you don't need to sand a dick pic to act like one, chris is crosing targets he has fire in his eyes.
it's because he has grief carrying from home, between him and the man he's willing to be there's a gap that he still cant stick.
he just can't cast that spell, chris compels.
chris lies, chris flirts.
chris cums, chris regrets.
between love and lust chris gets confused. chris can't let himself be with no options, so chris mults. and chris dont want to give you nothing, he want to get.
chris is lost. what was cute at the age of 18 turned wired now when he's 30.
woman tells? it's not impressing.
chris is a thirty year old man, and never got to actually fall in love. only a love that invites, that always excites.
it's the same scenes, that one comes- the other one goes, and when chris closes the door and says goodbye...it's not his first winter alone with no one nearby.
chris knows well the loneliness, he knows it won't disappear if he won't let himself feel the emptiness. but he's not ready for it because how will he feel successed?
if he won't be with her, her, her, and probably with you too.
you need to understand this, chris don't want, he has to. a childhood full of lost created a lot of demons.
chris is not sexuall harassing but relationship with sex is. so he'll go for every girl even if she's not his type in the vibe or the right age, since he's in pain and it's friday night at the loud streets of LA. and that girl looks exactly like a painkiller.
and chris is afraid to see that under all these run away ways he's just an empty person.
and me? it scares that chris...is sort of...me."
matt paused himself after getting finished his little speech he said to himself, turning around from the pretty morning view out the window to see the random girl he already forgot her name, laying there in the bed. "nuh i need to dip" he spoke to himself again. grabbing his little bag and jacket before leaving the place.
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a-n: this came out way more poetic then I thought lmao, I love writing about lust!matt & lust!chris, also my friends told me it was a really good plot twist, but I wrote it was matts pov from the start so...hope you liked it♡ please support by reblogging! divider by @issysh3ll
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hyunpic · 2 days ago
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i feel sad hearing him say how he used to feel like he was afraid of using his voice. but at the same time im proud of him and i feel so happy how i have witnessed him to grow into the inspiring and lovely person that he is. im delighted that he has found his voice now and that i got to witness his growth and journey. the spark of passion he’s always had, has lit into a big fire and you can feel it in everything he does, every work of art, song, and performance he does.
im so glad i can see him shine confidently now and that he didn’t let those kind of people win who made him feel small and tried to take away his voice. ❤️‍🩹 i know i dont know him personally but i feel how genuine he is being and how he always tries to show us all kind of sides of him and isnt afraid of showing exactly how he’s feeling: whether its him goofing around or getting deeply sentimental with us at 3am when he can’t sleep.. and it fills me with so much love and i hope he feels that love the way i can also feel the love he has for us
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eimimiwq · 13 hours ago
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⿸﹒ㅤ➜ㅤ100 followers event !!
welcome welcome my dear editors !!! today im going to make my very first event !! im honestly sosososossooooo happy to see that there are a lot of plp who enjoys my edits, that motivates me a lot and im definitely not going to give up easily!!
if u are interested abt the event, check under cut
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♡⁠˖ㅤㅤ how it will work ?
is very simple !! there are gonna be 5 prompts for 5 days (1 per day) and u will have to edit based on the prompt (dont like the prompt? dw, there will always be a second option), if u post the prompts in these 5 days u will have big chances to win the prizes !!
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♡⁠˖ㅤㅤwhen it will start ?
it will start at feb 20th and end feb 28th (im posting this earlier so then u can have time to prepare urself!) (and i also added 3 more days for those who missed a day or two)
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♡⁠˖ㅤㅤhow do i participate ?
repost this post and, when u post ur edits for the event, dont forget to use the tag #eimimi100 and tag me !! and dont be shy to tag me again or send an ask in case that i didn't see ur edit
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♡⁠˖ㅤㅤwhat are the prizes ?
at the end of the event there are gonna be 3 winners, and their prizes will be ::
1st place :: 1-3 tumblr layouts (winner choose how much), 5 graphics & full decor set
2nd place :: 1-2 tumblr layouts (winner choose how much), 3 graphics & 3 web decor of their choose (stamps, buttons, blinkies, user boxes ...)
3rd place :: 1 tumblr layout, 3 graphics & 1 web decor of their choose (stamps, buttons, blinkies, user boxes ...)
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♡⁠˖ㅤㅤrules !!
• u can only post 1 prompt per day
• dont even try to participate if u fit in my dni !! (dni list in my pinned)
• u can make any type of edit as long it isnt disrespectful
• feel free to send an ask to me if u want any clarifier in any prompt!!
• dont use the edits for the event to cause drama
• if u get selected to be one of the winners but u didnt send an ask abt ur prices in 24h, im going to eliminate u and select a new winner to replace u
• the most important one .... have fun !! ^_^
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♡⁠˖ㅤㅤ prompts !!
DAY 1 :: edit with a aesthetic/fashion u identify with OR a aesthetic/fashion u wanted to
DAY 2 :: a monochrome edit OR a colorful edit
DAY 3 :: a edit with a character that u hc that has the same sexuality as u OR a character that u hc that has the same gender as u
DAY 4 :: edit (with) ur favorite sanrio character OR ur favorite vocaloid/utauloid/fanloid/etc
DAY 5 :: edit one of my favorite character (u can see them in my personal rentry) (the link is in my pinned post)
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♡⁠˖ㅤㅤtaglist !!
@sweetnusshoyo @solphoria @himeoutte @shinjirx @ethereabun @cutelvr @reimyuu @wish-grantzed @imbermagnvs @koebi @tomobugs @unagu @bytese @myuumei @metalbody @webslasherzz @lovarchnid @lavendergalactic @lacism @headl-ck @s-sanite @vvincian @xxrosemixx @nemuurin @normalsolutions @newgod ++ anyone who wants to reblog !! (dm me or send an ask to remove)
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I agree with your post about davrook fics getting buried so i dont want to derail it with an off topic question, but what makes laash a sapphic ship? as a trans person it feels like that goes against taash's feelings abt not being a woman but i dont know if i missed something
Oh this is a super fair question and thanks for asking! That’s actually why I used the term sapphic rather than f/f or lesbian but I am cis so let me try to explain and please correct me if this doesn’t come across! This is a discussion and I am open to feedback. I’m going to encourage my trans and non-binary mutuals to weigh in here as well if they want to! I’m by no means an expert I am going off of what I’ve learned from other trans and non-binary people.
A lot of afab or amab non-binary people still identify as lesbians or sapphics or both. The terms are often seen as interchangeable but they are separate from one another. I consider myself sapphic but not lesbian for example as a demisexual panromantic.
So commonly within my own queer communities you’ll see non-binary/female pairings or non-binary/non-binary pairings that are still considered sapphic coded even if neither partner identifies as a woman. Sapphic is also often used as the preferred term as it’s considered more inclusive of non-binary and intersex folks and also applies to pansexuals/bisexuals/asexuals etc. It’s also explicitly queer which is one reason it’s my go to. If I say it people are going to recognize my own queerness when I speak.
This is also me reading into what Shanthaam says about Taash being most often attracted to women and I did extrapolate from there. I don’t use sapphic to erase Taash’s identity but to be more incisive of it but I am also an American and that definitely colors how I approach the topic. One of my favorite parts of Taash’s character is that they are so staunchly non-binary and how explicit they are about it.
https://rvalibrary.org/shelf-respect/book-reviews/the-meaning-of-sapphic-unraveling-the-power-of-identity/
Here are some links! And please like I said this should be a conversation and I’m glad you asked! And please let me know if I’m missing anything I am always open on these subjects we all always have more room to learn! This is largely based off my own experience and friends’ experiences and just my own exploration and analysis of Taash’s character.
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your post about the wedding ring is so important to me
heyy there!! that literally brought me to tears eeee i love overanalysing stuff and the second thought that hit me during that scene was about why and how wilson had that ring personally i feel one night wilson would have gotten house shit face drunk and once house passed out he would have taken a tiny piece of string and measured the size then he would have carried that thread to the jewellers and said "hi, id like a silver band of *points at the thread* this size please"
aaand the fact that he used a silver band made me realise that he went and probably picked it up for house cos i dont think he would have a plain band lying around for no reason i loved your theory of wilson just winging it too, cos i can totally see that happening
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