#and like it is all stuff that the guy has commented on himself so im like šŸ¤Ø owner never says that to my face that's funny
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skrunksthatwunk Ā· 9 days ago
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idk if i've discussed it before (i have certainly THOUGHT about it) but someone on my kuwa suffering ep 89 comp mentioned it and i just had to go off about it like. ok. sensui tells yusuke something along the lines of "you heard itsuki" when itsuki's inside the uraotoko, implying that not only can sensui hear those inside the uraotoko, but that he expects yusuke to be able to as well. which means that yusuke Almost Certainly Heard And Kind Of Ignored kuwabara's prolonged mental breakdown and wailing about how much he needs yusuke to live etc. which. guHHH i hate him yusuke you ass but also listen.
the only acknowledgement yusuke gives to this (if any) is when he says something like "sensui you're sooo fucking cooked this plan's going perfectly (my friends are going to get strong and kill you when i die)." he's trash talking to sensui, ignoring the others because, i think, he doesn't want to acknowledge what he's doing to them.
yusuke is explicitly recreating the experience he had with kuwabara's "death" at the hands of toguro, complete with the announcement of intent (and power) to kill, the inability to impede the threat in any way (barring a power-breakthrough), and the target in some way racing towards/volunteering for their death. yusuke learns through doing, and through tough love-style approaches. it's only effective if it hurts. watching kuwabara die like that was devastating to yusuke, but it sure as hell fucking worked. he beat toguro because of that maneuver. so even if he has to (re-)traumatize his friends in the process, this method will make his friends stronger, and he feels confident in that. but he never had to live with the consequences of kuwabara's death, not really. that's something hiei makes clear before they enter the cave as well, that there are no fake-outs ready to make him or anyone else stronger. the only deaths here will be real. the only power gained will come at a high, permanent cost. hiei's warning is an attempt to keep everyone alive, to keep yusuke from being stupid. and then yusuke decides to take that fatality into his own hands, but it's kind of his friends who would pay the price. he's going to make them live through the days, months, years without him, the actual permanency of loss (assuming they survive for that long), something he never experienced with kuwabara (a new facet of that traumatic scenario), AND he's escaping the emotional fallout of this choice through death. he doesn't have to see them mourn, won't get yelled at, won't watch them fail to move on. he's tapping out and choosing to believe they'll be fine.
but i think he feels guilty. just a little. i mean, yusuke couldn't even believe that people cared about him enough to want him alive in episode one. he's staked everything on his friends, which means he still kind of... doesn't value his own life, at least not compared to theirs. but he believes his friends love him and want him around, and we know that because he has to, or else he wouldn't make a plan that depends entirely on that love. he is actively leveraging the care he doesn't think he deserves, trying to hurt them in a way he is intimately familiar with (only worse), for.... what, exactly?
this is kind of my sticking point tbh. i don't think the answer is... super clear, but let's start with what it's not.
yusuke is not doing this because it is the most practical way to save all of humanity; that would be the mafukan, which he stopped. it could be a gamble to save all of his friends? the mafukan strategy would guarantee koenma's death/eternal imprisonment, whereas this strategy gambles all of humanity on the chance that his friends come out of the Easy Break Oven strong enough to avert the end of the world. if the sacrifice of even one friend is completely intolerable, perhaps he'd accept those slim odds and their steep consequences. yusuke tends to take risks like that, especially when he's got fight-induced tunnel vision. he doesn't think things through too much; his schemes are usually dependent on surprising his enemy enough to oneshot them. truthfully, i think this is the closest we'll get to an answer, and it's a more conventional one for this kind of story. but there is another layer i haven't been able to get from my mind.
i think yusuke is gifting each of his friends an honorable warrior's death.
so, in case it needs saying, yusuke, kuwabara, kurama, and hiei all (at least once, if not several times) exhibit a desire to die in combat in a way they deem noble to give their lives purpose (usually by self-sacrifice, but sometimes by another metric of honor, like hiei's duel with shigure and his desire to die in mutual defeat against an evenly matched opponent; or even kurama's decision to fight shigure in his human form, displaying a sort of passive suicidality via placing being true to himself in this (somewhat symbolic/inconsequential) way over survival). they need to make their lives count for something, because they feel guilty for being alive (kurama and hiei feel guilty for their past actions (hiei's is most evident in his distance from yukina, though that's not its primary reason), hiei, kuwabara, and yusuke have all been ostracized and made to feel like burdens on/unwanted by their caregivers and general society; all four of them have felt profound isolation even from their loved ones (yusuke and hiei are rather obvious; kurama can never tell his mother about the majority of his life nor what she truly means to him in the context of it; and kuwabara is separated from his peers for his spiritual awareness and his "stupidity" (plus his parents aren't around? and he is Desperate to define manhood/manliness through a broader pop cultural one which includes the warrior sacrifice thing bc he has no male role models BUT that's for another post) (i will admit kuwa's the most tenuous one here irt isolation)). they want to die for a cause so badly it's actually physically painful to me. it is passive suicidality, and they define their lives and identities by their relation to, engagement with, and skill at doing violence, etc. they live to die by the sword. anyway. nobody talks about it but i think it's very important to understanding what yusuke's doing here.
because i think he knows that about himself and his friends. they're kindred spirits. at the very least he knows this about kuwabara, who literally made a speech about this before diving into toguro's fingers In The Event That He Is Recreating Explicitly. he is dying nobly like they all want to on the chance that they'll get to break out and fight sensui rather than dying without even getting to take a swing. it's about his pride and theirs. but i don't think yusuke necessarily believes they'll win. he knows better than anyone how strong sensui is, and how wide the gap is between sensui and team urameshi. his stated position that humanity is doomed and that he doesn't care about its fate is, i think, not completely genuine, but if we take it at face value, he's not killing himself so that his friends can survive the end of the world. something's going to come around and kill them eventually. he's doing it so they can survive long enough to fight sensui. he needs them (specifically kuwabara) to be strong enough to free themselves to begin round two. but he's given up on their side winning, on humanity surviving, on his own victory---why should he think his friends are capable of winning? this could be another case of yusuke's fight-blinders. it could be another gamble, more blind faith put in his friends. but honestly it reads more to me that yusuke's giving them a chance to die together on the battlefield. them winning would be great, but it's not his goal. it's a pipe dream.
he knows he's going to be killed. they're probably going to be killed, too. but to make it so they last a little longer against sensui, to make the odds a little more even, so they are killed not like livestock, but like worthy fighters, he'd die a little faster. it's the best kind of death someone like them can have; and he'll deprive himself of it just to make their ends a little sweeter. even if the road to that is far more bitter.
but it's not like yusuke's friends know what he's thinking or agree to it, and he can't exactly make his case for it in the moment. he's making that choice for them. whatever his intentions, whatever odds he thinks they have of beating sensui, he's kind of sealing all of their fates. so how the hell is he supposed to acknowledge kuwabara screaming at him not to die, trying desperately to express what yusuke means to him in what could be their final moments together? this plan is going to hurt his friends terribly. it is already doing so, and he can hear it. his choices to stop koenma from using the mafukan and to die for his friends' strength are both selfish in some way, no matter how you read the scene. if yusuke comforts kuwabara, he might not get strong enough. if he twists the knife, well... how could he forgive himself? and either way by responding he would have to face them all and say yes, i'm doing this regardless of your feelings (with the intention of hurting you). so i think he does what he often does. he avoids it. he lets that emotion glance off him and his bravado and his one-liners so he doesn't have to deal with the fact that he's hurting people, that he's scared and guilty and unsure of himself. that he's about to die again, about to put kuwabara through the grief he saw at his wake again, only worse; about to put his quieter friends through something similar.
yusuke is confronted with the responsibility one has to the people who care for them, and he runs from it in an attempt to give them some small peace. just like when he died before and thought hey, at least my mom and keiko won't be burdened by me anymore. because the only thing he can really do for them is die.
#UGH. sick of this stupid show (<- pathologically obsessed with it (it's just on a downturn rn))#anyway hi welcome back to my terrible mind here's another excruciatingly long yyh meta post no one's gonna read that i should just make a#video essay because nobody wants to squint through all that text but MAYBE they'd listen to me read it out. anyway#i actually made and then abandoned another post comparing yusuke's sacrifice here to genkai's death by toguro if anyone's interested in tha#anyway yeah sorry if im rusty in uh talkking about these guys. they're still rattling around in here dw#that comment just fucking hijacked my brain. my first thought was to make an ep 89 yusuke pov fic but since that's Probably not#gonna ever Actually get done (sorry) i figured i'd put the analysis behind it here bc this fucking choice makes me want to rip my hair out#(in a good way in a painful way)#yeah this gets derailed. ugh i hope all that stuff about yusuke's motivation in this gambit makes sense bc i still don't feel 100% about my#reading of it. his ass IS very much an unreliable narrator. but in what way? ehhhhh it's hard to say for sure in this case. to me.#yyh#yu yu hakusho#yyh meta#yayyy#yusuke urameshi#literally wrote for so long the sun started rising (<- not impressive since you don't know when i began writing. but i can't tell you bc i#don't remember lol)#also: his relinquishing of this fight is very interesting to me. he loses his shit when raizen kills sensui and deprives him of that victor#and he tells the others to stand down once he returns. so clearly he still Cares about beating sensui himself#but when he thinks there's no other choice he's willing to settle for passing that torch to his friends#he's like well they've earned a good revenge killing. as a treat#the real answer is probably something like 'it would fuck with the pacing' but fuck that lol it's in the show i'm going to talk about it#and a lot of this still applies even if he Can't hear them bc he Has to expect the begging and crying bc 1. he's lived it via toguro 2. his#plan depends on it. even if he's only imagining his friends' heartbreak he's choosing to ignore it for the sake of his plan#ANYWAY the real answer for. pretty much everyone is to give up fighting and find something healthier to attach their worth to#which is why kuwa not being in the final arc is a good thing (as much as it hurts me not to see my boy)#yyh really said YOU HAVE TO BECOME WELL ADJUSTED. DYING WILL NOT GET YOU OUT OF IT#i only skimmed thru this once sorry if it's ass
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infizero Ā· 18 days ago
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stumbles out of we solved fnaf and we're not kidding covered inblood
#i watched all of matpat's reactions to it and i agree with his thoughts on it for the most part#i LOVE that that video exists i really admire people who are willing to start from scratch and reevaluate info the fandom has considered#set-in-stone bcuz i think esp with something like fnaf thats really important. to just take a step back and be like#''we all consider this canon at this point but is it actually? is there really no other explanation?''#and yeah i really admire that ability to just totally take a big swing and go against everything that's been considered well and done#its literally um. almost 6am (insert fnaf joke here) and i still havent gone to bed so. im not gonna write out all my thoughts#BUT. i think cassidy being the crying child is rlly interesting and simplifies things in a way i like while also making other things#way more complicated. so i dont really know. the michael being the vengeful spirit part i do NOT agree with#i get where they were going but a lot of their evidence isnt great and additionally i just dont like the idea bcuz it turns the ending#of pizzeria simulator and UCN from a bittersweet conclusion to a far less satisfying and more bummer ending where its just mike#torturing his dad forever and never getting to move on himself. like no that guy is chillin in the afterlife playing cards with henry#they did point out a lot of other cool stuff too that i hadnt really thought about before like michael in sister location being#stuffed into the same fredbear suit that he put the crying child into. thats soooooo fucking good and makes a lot of sense#again im not gonna go into every little thing but the one thing i disagreed with matpat on which the comment section also#mentioned repeatedly is him saying that he doesnt think william would send michael to his death. as everyone has pointed out#like....... he definitely would. hes like the worst father ever and michael is the scapegoat child who everything is blamed on#yes theres the question of why he would wait so long to ''punish'' michael. but its moreso just that william didnt CARE if michael lived#or died sending him to circus baby's. i really don't think that was a stretch considering william's horrible abusive behavior and literal#status as a serial killer. yeah its fucked up but its definitely not out of the realm of possibility#ANYWAYS. holy fuck i need to go to bed. wild life tomorrow. good night everyone#infizero.txt
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insomniacs-keyboard Ā· 7 months ago
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Bruh
#my newest hire was a cishet man which like great except everyone here is queer to some capacity#no big deal but uhhh the owner jumps at the chance to pay cis men more/give them more oppurtunities#like this guy STARTED at the same wage as my keyholder that's been here for a year (who the owner regularly forgets the name of)#the owner puts so much faith in cis men but the last THREE that have worked here have all left/been fired within months#bc they realize that they get paid mode than all the ā€œfemaleā€ staff and slack off within weeks of working here#like idk how many times I'm going to have to listen to a man say he respects me transitioning#and then doesnt respect my leadership at all#like I am the manager#I have been manager for nearly a year and before that I was assistant Manager for 7 months#I know how to do more in the internal systems than the owner himself does#do I get paid enough? no#(I mean none of us do it's ridiculous)#but like this man (new hire) is talking shit bc he went to an event with the owner yesterday and is 'spilling the tea' about things he said#and like it is all stuff that the guy has commented on himself so im like šŸ¤Ø owner never says that to my face that's funny#he even said 'J is great but don't fall into his leadership habits' like what the fuck does that mean?#I order for TWO of your stores#I am learning how to use the $5k coffee roaster you just bought when im used to a $600 because I OFFERED#I am loyal to everyone here and the customers I will always make nice with them and have countless connections through them including#to over a dozen restaurants/suppliers that buy in bulk from us that the owner DOESNT bc hes cocky and thinks he doesnt have to#but šŸ¤Ŗ I'm soooo lazy and don't do anything#we are the biggest location in the snobbiest part of this town I take entitlement in stride#but not if it's coming from a new hire who jokes 'maybe if you had a penis he'd like you more'#šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚ kill yourself homie I have more balls than you do
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konpeitonom Ā· 6 days ago
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hii can u do mw characters hallucinating their dead partner??:3thx btw love ur posts
tulpar crew hallucinating their dead partners.
sfwā€” lowercase intended ^_^
g/n reader (i think) ā€” content warning for self harm/substance abuse.. so sorry!!
requests are open and heavily encouraged, i write for every mw character ^.^
notes; i was super excited to do this request! finally got around to doing it. sorry if this a wee bit inaccurate, iā€™ve never had severe hallucinations like what im portraying here but i tried my best anyway. take this as a happy 100+ follower celebration! never written for all the cast before so this was really fun. i donā€™t rlly like this haha but hopefully u guys do
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curly
ā€” iā€™d break him. and i think he wouldnā€™t be able to work properly as captain if they were frequent. and heā€™d feel a lot of guilt about that. everyoneā€™s counting on him, he canā€™t be so hung up on the past.
ā€” would confide in jimmy about it, and jimmy would make some comment about heā€™s not fit to work if heā€™s seeing hallucinations of his dead partner- maybe even shame him a little..
ā€” iā€™d freak him out every time iā€™d happen. heā€™d have to leave the room if someone else was there, to go cry somewhere private.
ā€” he already has issues sleeping, but iā€™d make it much worst. which would only make the hallucinations worst. he can never catch a break..
ā€” he knows heā€™d never get over your passing, especially if it was tragic/something he couldā€™ve prevented- but he didnā€™t think heā€™d go crazy like this.
jimmy
ā€” he would be pissed, seriously. heā€™d go mad. heā€™d resort to drinking or self harm if it was possible.
ā€” i only say self harm as a.. heā€™d stand right in front of you, cut himself and say stuff like.. ā€œyou wanted this, right? is that why youā€™re here? came back to fucking haunt me?ā€
ā€” heā€™s completely scummy, and would start blaming you. his view of you would be completely tainted. but then would start feeling upset about how heā€™s ruined even the image of you.
ā€” to ground himself, heā€™d just look at old pictures- maybe look at your old clothes if he got the chance. he doesnā€™t wanna ruin you, but he does. even in death, you canā€™t run from him.
ā€” all around a mess. haha. heā€™s confused, maybe a little scared- but still selfish old jimmy..
ā€” i mean, death is regular. it happens. people heā€™s known, been close to, have died. but for him to be seeing you? and so vividly too? thatā€™s not normal, not at all.
anya
ā€” anya would find a lot of comfort in it. she knows it isnā€™t healthy, but she canā€™t help but maybe enjoy it a little. itā€™s nice to know youā€™re always there, even if itā€™s just her mind playing tricks on her.
ā€” i think the first time it happened, sheā€™s very quick to pull herself together. and then sheā€™s very self aware of whatā€™s happening.
ā€” i think sheā€™d feel a lot of guilt.. youā€™ve passed, and you should rest easy- and here she is still clinging onto the past. youā€™d be upset if you saw her like this, which is the only reason sheā€™d try to push it away.
ā€” still though.. she canā€™t help it. you look so real, and whoā€™s it hurting? itā€™s not hurting her, thatā€™s for sure. it makes her happy.
ā€” would do anything to feel your presence once more, maybe staring at your photo as she cuddles with a pillow.. purposely not sleeping, so the chances of her hallucinating you are higher..
swansea
ā€” like jimmy, heā€™d go crazy. mentally, heā€™s struggled before, but not to the extent where heā€™s seeing vivid images of you. iā€™d scare the shit out of him.
ā€” would.. likely delve back into alcoholism. whatā€™s the point of being sober if his spouse isn't alive? not like theyā€™ll know anyway. heā€™d feel maybe a bit of guilt but not enough to stop.
ā€” he would not be able to work properly. maybe only with daisuke, as he knows he canā€™t break down infront of some kid. heā€™s old enough to know how to hold himself together.
ā€” maybe similar to anya, thereā€™s slight feelings of comfort. but he canā€™t do that to you, so he tries his best to move the fuck on over it.
daisuke
ā€” heā€™d be scared, severely. as the youngest of the crew, heā€™s constantly hearing things about how life is only gonna get worse as you grow older.. and he thinks, ā€˜thereā€™s things worse than hallucinating my dead partner in store for me?ā€™
ā€” would try to push through it. put on a happy face in front of his co-workers and parents, as you sit there in the back of his mind.
ā€” he wouldnā€™t know what to do. he doesnā€™t wanna bother anyone, doesnā€™t wanna be a burden. he wants people to look at him and think highly of him, not pity him.
ā€” spends a lot of his free time just.. laying in bed. distracting himself with his hobbies and interests no longer works as he canā€™t bring himself to care.
ā€” heā€™d draw often, i think. mostly you. only because he knows how upset youā€™d be if you found out heā€™d given up drawing.
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zombvic Ā· 6 months ago
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KISSES TO MY EXES (joĆ£o fĆ©lix x reader)
summary : in which y/n & joĆ£o soft launch their relationship as a response to their exes dating rumors
face claim : alexandra saint mleux (shes so gorgeous brooo)
notes : this idea came to me in a vision tbh like its so stupid im actually crying but hope you enjoy it. also no hate to magui shes so fine n stuff js her personality is irking me out xx
pairings : joĆ£o fĆ©lix x ex!norris!reader , smau
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It's safe to say both of them were screwed over by the two people who were now rumored to be dating.
Y/N L/N became a prominent figure in the sports industry even before she started dating the McLaren driver. She gained recognition in the Formula One community as Lando Norris's girlfriend. However, after their breakup, she became known as the one who was dumped by Lando Norrisā€”in a good way, though.
She used the publicity of being dumped to her advantage. Instead of sobbing over the breakup initiated by Lando, she became the best version of herself.
JoĆ£o FĆ©lix, on the other hand, took his "breakup" as a challenge. A challenge to see how many times he could get fucked over by the same girl. The Portuguese actress and model, Magui Corceiro, was like meth to him. He couldn't stop going back to her; he didn't even try to stop himself. People say that "third time's the charm." Well, for JoĆ£o, it was the fourth. After she fucked him over for the fourth time, he decided he was going to start his villain arc (breaking up with her).
JoĆ£o's transfer to Barcelona came with much more than just a new club and a new country to discover; it also brought a new relationship.
The two had bonded over their recent relationship endings and on a personal level, they were a match. As months went by, their bond grew until it turned into an actual relationship. As of June 2024, they had been together for about five months, agreeing to keep it low-key. However, the moment they saw their exes link up they decided to reveal it piece by piece.
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formulagossip uh, oh !! ex-wag / wag gossip here !! the ex-girlfriend of lando norris, y/n l/n, had attended a wimbledon match whilst her ex-boyfriend (lando) was there with his current girlfriend (?), magui corceiro. they havent interacted at all but neither of the three seem excited about meeting eachother here.
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formulagossip even more ex-wag gossip! it looks like the ex girlfriend of lando norris, y/n l/n, has arrived at the spanish grand prix. she lives in barcelona and is a long time formula one fan. she got invited by the ferrari f1 team to their garage šŸ‘€šŸ‘€
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formulagossip wave of exes this weekend šŸ‘€ joĆ£o fĆ©lix (portuguese fc barcelona player) also known as the ex-boyfriend of magui corceiro was spotted at the red bull garage.
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formulagossip y/n y/l, ex-girlfriend of lando norris liked our post regarding the portuguese fc barcelona player. the two have been following eachother for a few months and even spotted at some events together (via a fan who messaged to us!)
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formulagossip former wag of lando norris, y/n y/l, is seemingly soft launching her relationship with the portuguese football player, joĆ£o fĆ©lix. the two have been interacting both on and off social media for a while now and its not surprising theres possible romance going on !! y/n posted a picture of a pair of hands which match another picture of joaos hands. it also appears joao updated his instagram story with a picture of y/ns dog. what do you guys think?
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- joaofelix79 nuh uh .. ????
- francisca.cgomes YUH UHHHHHH
- pierregasly bruhhh ā˜¹ļøā˜¹ļø
- yourusername sorry mr baguette man
user IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW
user aaaaaaaaaaaaaah cuties
user anyone notice magui & lando have been quiet for a while
user talk about an upgrade
user anyone else find it funny that kika (maguis supposed best friend) is congratulating y/n for dating joao (maguis ex)
- user and not even a like for magui & lando
user i love the dynamic between pierre, joao, y/n & kika
user fav couple tbh
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chattttttttt this is sillyyyyy but yeah hope u liked it xx
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via-l0ve Ā· 1 year ago
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Dating Carlisle Cullen HCs!
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a/n: was the requested? absolutely not. am i a slut for daddy cullen? abso-fuckin-lutley
warnings: fluff, smut, swearing, im lowkey an edward hater in this iā€™m sorry, smut is fem!reader based!! dating daddy carlisle
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- when you guys hang out at night /alone heā€™s all over you
- he holds you, lays on your chest, plays with your hair while you sit inbetween his legs SHSSUWHEISN
- he plays with your fingers while you guys are around other people and he gets a little nervous
- like if your hanging out with friends heā€™ll play with your fingers and hands, twist around your bracelets and rings
- i love him heā€™s so soft
- he desperately tries to stop you from popping pimples and blackheads
- ā€œy/n sTOPā€
- sometimes youā€™ll laugh at stuff he says bc it sounds so old fashioned
- he attempts to make you food and most of the time itā€™s amazing but usually when you two cook it almost always ends up burnt or undercooked or missing an ingredient
- bc he gets distracted by your stupid jokes that sometimes result in a food fight
- carlisle would do anything for you
- literally one time you brought up wanting to go to disneyland because they do a mardi gras parade and he almost bought plane tickets right then and there
- ā€œwhatā€™re you doing?ā€
- ā€œbuying plane tickets.ā€
- ā€œwhat??? STOP-ā€œ
- he loves how you hate when he spends money on you
- it makes him want to do it more
- you both have multiple matching things
- bracelets, rings, necklaces, etc
- he bought you this EXPENSIVE bracelet once and you almost passed out on the spot
- it has your and carlisleā€™s initials engraved into it and itā€™s your favorite color
- he lets you paint his nails frequently
- he loves when you do little designs on them too
- he loves being the person you feel comfortable ranting to
- it breaks his heart when he opens his door and sees you with puffy eyes and a red nose, tears reminiscent on your face
- he lets you in and picks you up, speeding you to his bedroom
- he grabs you a big t-shirt and a pair of his boxers and tells you to shower or change before talking about it
- and then after that he does whatever you want
- sometimes heā€™ll comb your hair while you rant to him, or make you some tea on the kitchen island while you talk to him about what happened
- heā€™d totally sit you on the counter and cut up + feed you fruit and clean the juice from your chin. im sobbing
- 100% takes care of your stuffed animals
- he would love how you bond with his ā€œkidsā€
- you and emmett would totally play horror games together
- emmett and you are this clip:
https://youtube.com/clip/UgkxJdszrIKDCtmfnyVLdhVwf2sGqLcJ6NBU
- honestly either of you could be rhett/link and it would still make sense
- you lowkey make fun of edward ngl
- i feel like he plays games with you and emmett too and he sucks ass
- carlisle looses his shit when he hears you make a gooddamn good roast of him and you can hear him laughing from upstairs
- alice constantly tries to buy you clothes she thinks not only you, but also carlisle would like
- Rosalie would confide in you a lot
- tbh it took her a hot minute to warm up to you but when she saw how happy carlisle was with you she gave you a chance
- jasper loves you tbh
- he games w/ u and emmett and you guys kick ass in rocket league
- sometimes Carlisle will just stare at you for no reason
- youā€™ll catch him and he wonā€™t break eye contact and you get all flustered and look away
- and proceed to look back to see him still staring
- ā€œwhatā€™re you looking at?ā€
- ā€œjust you. :)ā€
- ā€œokay but whyā€
- ā€œyoure beautiful.ā€
- ā€œget a room!ā€ ~ emmett
- reminds your to take ur medication
- after meeting your family, heā€™s always down to babysit with you or go to family reunions or vacations
- if itā€™s a sunny place heā€™ll just busy himself with work inside
- always liking ur instagram posts
- he always comments on them too
- just a simple ā€œi love youā€ or ā€œgorgeousšŸ©·ā€
ā€”ā€”ā€” smut time
- respect and consent king
- wouldnā€™t dream of hurting you/degrading you ever
- he loves tits. sorry not sorry itā€™s true
- heā€™ll play w/ ur nipples and leave hickeys on ur boobs
- fucking looses it when you moan his name
- like, if you do that heā€™s giving you literally everything he has
- his fav position is missionary or when you ride him but you face him
- specifically if heā€™s sitting in his office chair and you get ontop of him and-
- makes your legs SHAKE
- he has his hands on your hips while you ride him bc thatā€™s hot
- literally adores your body
- he couldnā€™t care less of your stomach pokes out or if you have love handles or stretch marks
- he loves you for you
- PRAISE
- this man loves to make you blush and he knows exactly how to do it in bed
- master at giving you head
- literally knows exactly what to do and how you like it done
- fucking dies when you ride his face
- like itā€™s not a thing that he wants he NEEDS it
- he pays attention to your body movements and how you react to certain things
- heā€™s the typa guy to get on his knees and eat you out
- tongue around ur clit and fingers inside you pumping in and out and moving around inside to touch your g-spot
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scorpioriesling Ā· 2 months ago
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TikTok Thirst Traps
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Featuring: Rhysand, Cassian, Azriel, Lucien, Eris, & Tamlin
Warning(s): none
Summary: Nothing much, just the ACOTAR males as TikTok stereotypes / thirst traps.
SRā€™s Note: Guys Iā€™m soooo sorry I swear Iā€™m working on Invisible String and THTH ā€” I have so much personal life stuff going on too and itā€™s been hard finding time to write! Anyways, hereā€™s a little sum sum in the meantime for you all. <3
Tags: @mellowmusings @rcarbo1 @lilah-asteria @kitsunetori @velarisdusk (inbox me or comment if you'd like to be added!)
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Rhysand
major businessman / entrepreneur vibes for rhysā€™ thirst traps
a man in a suit is justā€¦ *chefā€™s kiss*
he has money and he knows it and does not care to show it on social media
his page is definitely a dark colored theme, most of his attire is black, and he comes across super professional
however
he knows what the ladies like
occasionally his car will make an appearance, or what he would deem ā€œrisquĆ©ā€ (ahem, the middle inspiration photo)
doesnā€™t care too much about commentsā€¦ he actually finds that the women who frequently spam his page are a bit annoying more than anything
regardless, he would never say anything rude to anyone
keeps his pages mostly professional to avoid conflict in the workplace; but lets be honest, everyone in his office is down bad for this man, heā€™s not getting in any kind of trouble
genuinely couldnā€™t find just one that was a perfect fit for rhys, but his page comes very close if it were a bit darker themed and more luxurious / CEO-ish? is that a word? more suit content? you get the gist
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Cassian
i almost feel like itā€™s a given that his tik tok thirst traps would be the ā€œgym broā€ / hot guy workout videos
a lot of these are simply him working out, not necessarily trying to get girls attention or anything but simply provide content for his fitness account
to take this a step furtherā€” when the girlies start commenting on his posts with emojis and such, he gets a little flustered. he wasnā€™t expecting thisā€¦ he just lifts, thatā€™s all
but, he canā€™t complain
his page is chaotic; videos of him lifting, flexing, what he eats to stay in shape, and even some videos of self reflection
itā€™s the comments like, ā€œlet me come to the gym with you!ā€ or ā€œyou could lift me insteadā€ etc that he turns into videos of how to get into working out / body buildingā€¦ not realizing the girlies just like to look at him. lol
he would respond to just about every comment with something kind or positive, even if it was sexual / silly in nature heā€™d find a way to make light of it
best example i could find would be this man
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Azriel
i think we already know modern!az is a biker boy. there. i rest my case. thatā€™s all.
iā€™m kidding
he thrives off the attention from booktok ladies; he doesnā€™t respond much, but he secretly reads every comment / mention / dm and takes every suggestion seriously when considering new content to create
yes, he films a few with a scream mask on
again, i rest my case
of course he has a darker themed page, lots of slow bass music on his videos and many videos of him riding at night
heā€™s always in a tight tee to show off his body that heā€™s spend years honing ā€” and yes, he knows the girls love his arms too
not too much humor online from this guy. no full face reveal either.
however, when he reveals his smile for the first timeā€¦
letā€™s say his followers just about loose their minds
thereā€™s so many tik tok pages like this yall already know what im talking aboutā€¦ hereā€™s an example in case you donā€™t
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Lucien
at first, he didnā€™t follow trends or do any kind of thirst traps of any kind. he thought those were kind of dumb and mainly used the app to send funny videos to his friends
however
lucien is creative, and his outlet here is music
apparently being a sassy redhead wasnā€™t enough, so he started filming himself playing his guitar
shirtlessā€¦ of course.
the jump in followers may have prompted him to continue filming such contentā€¦ or maybe the types of comments he was getting to boost that ego of his HAHA
anyways, his vibe is more acoustic / beachy / peaceful and light, very beach boy vibes with him but he will dabble in the electric guitar all the same once he gets used to playing it
per mentioned previously, he used to not make many videos, but now that he does, he finds himself being very real on this app and a lot of times recording small snippets of his own songs and talking into the camera
he enjoys the comments that show he is clearly capable of snagging the attention of the ladies; however, he responds to a lot of the ones that pertain to his talent and are interested in more than just his pretty face <3
i like this example best, with a lighter / more beachy and acoustic aesthetic ā€¦ this may be more accurate
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Eris
iā€™m really hoping you guys understand what iā€™m going for with this oneā€¦ eris cooks.
like, very handsome, very demure, very good looking, cooking alone, but alsoā€¦ he knows what heā€™s doing and likes to play with his food, so to speak.
walk with me here.
he knows that a man with expensive taste already gets the ladies going. but a man with expensive taste AND in the kitchen? sir-
he will show every skill he has. baking, cooking, mixologyā€¦
and of course, some implied skills as well
he reads his comments ā€” especially the ones where the girlypops are horny on main. he doesnā€™t give af; he loves that shit. in fact, keep it coming
sensual music, low lighting, expensive clothesā€¦ heā€™s a man that gets it. he could get it. and he knows that.
i think his videos would be a combo of this page and this page if you can use your imagination
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Tamlin
tamlin is a hot ass, gentlemanly, mothafuckin cowboy and i will die on that hill ā€” donā€™t play with me
while some videos are very pg, very church-boy, very homegrownā€¦ there are also the shirtless, sweaty, pickup-truck ones
donā€™t lie. you know exactly what iā€™m talking about.
he is a built dude. he works all day in the sun, heā€™s very caring for his land and the animals that live on it, and when he realized the attention he got from filming himself doing simple things around the ranchā€¦
boy oh boy.
it started with simple things ā€” throwing hay bales, riding horseback, etcā€¦
but then he read his comments. people wanted more. the pretty ladies on the tik tok wanted more.
so he yanked off his shirt and jumped on the trends.
did he particularly like it? no. he didnā€™t like filming himself walking around his oversized pickup in just his jeans and boots, the sun kissing his skin over the rim of his hatā€¦
but what he did enjoy was the cuties in his DMs and all their sweet messages for him.
he was a countryman at heart, so naturally his page was filled with images of the great outdoors and him in it ā€” though many of his comments went unanswered. he was a bit shy, as social media wasnā€™t something he liked to use regularly
nonetheless, he did enjoy reading positive feedback after a long hard day of work
his feed would look a lil like this or THIS
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caeunot Ā· 1 year ago
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johnnie guilbert x reader
āž· breeding kink plus some fluff :3
PSA: the johnnie ive written about is the fictional version we all have in our minds, we truly don't know how he actually is and it's good to make a balance to avoid any uneasy or parasocial feelings when writing about a real person.
you and johnnie have been dating for around three years and you already decided that he is the man you are going to marry, you two are both almost 30 now which is terrifying but it also is making your baby feaver worsen.
you have always wanted kids and johnnie knows that, he never was fully against it but he always looked a bit awkward when you two would talk about it.
johnnie also knows that you have an extreme breeding kink, which has led to a lot of roleplay in the bed but you feel it's time to do something a bit more official.
when one of your friends asked to babysit their 17 month old baby you agreed! one part because you love kids and other so that you can give yourself and johnnie (mainly johnnie) a feel for how it's like to be a parent.
"thanks so much you guys! we haven't had an actual break for so long we need this.", "it's our pleasure I promise we will take good care of lil jess". your friend passes her into your arms and johnnie bends down and pokes her arm. "hey jess! I'm Johnny and I'll help look after you for the next few days :D"
you start unpacking all the baby stuff like diapers the toys and milk, johnnie watches you in awe and for almost every item asks you questions about it. "and what about this?" he says pointing to a cream. "that's for diaper rashes! their bums are super sensitive so it's important to add after changing a diaper". " so u gotta like.. rub it on and stuff...".
you laugh at him and he laughs back, but his laughing stops when you mention how he will have to try change her a few times himself. eventually you two settle everything in and you teach him the basics like how to feed them and how to make the bottles.
"okay can u put in microwave for 20 seconds! she prefers it warm". johnnie put the bottle in and started staring intensively into the microwave, you can't help but let out a laugh by accident making your hand immediately smack your mouth. "okay what was that for!! I thought I was doing this properly.." you walk over to him and put your arms around his waist. "I laughed because you looked so cute doing it baby, I'd love to make you a dad"
that comment made him turn his head to the side as his face went a bit red, you remove your hands from his waist and use it to guide his face to yours and you two share a deep kiss.
that night after putting jess to sleep in her fold out crib you and johnnie cuddled on the bed while watching some tv when johnnie turns to face you, "do you think I'd make a good dad?". " johnnie are you kidding?! you would make an amazing dad! you have such an sweet nature and you are the perfect mix of playful and serious, baby your the blueprint for a perfect dad" he let out a big gummy smile after that and pulled you on top of him and you two start making out for awhile before falling asleep in each other's arms.
at the end of the weekend you two had learned a lot, you learned that johnnie actually is really good with playing with babies.. not so much the unfun stuff like diapers and spit but that's something you get used to over time. and johnnie learned that there was nothing more than he wanted at that moment than to make you a mom, the way you were to gentle and sweet to the baby and the way you knew exactly how to do everything with her. honestly he found it really hot. that's why that night after jess went back home he took your hand and started to gently lead you to the bedroom.
"johnnie you weirdo what are you doing!" you say jokingly as he closes the bedroom door and pushes you onto the bed. he leans over you and whispers in your ear, "im ready" knowing you would know exactly what he ment. you immediately reached for his face and you two share a deep kiss and slipped tongue, he picked you up slowly to push you further onto the bed and immediately took off his shirt and pants as you do the same.
he crawls towards you like a hungry animal, while sitting on your thighs he starts kissing your belly and slowly gets higher and higher till he's finally kissing your face. in between the kisses you moan out, "fuck me johnnie, fuck a baby into me". you could see how much those words did something to him because with no hesitation he immediately starts pulling down your panties, but instead of what you expected he slipped his hand in between your legs. he slipped 2 fingers in making you shudder and hold the sheets as he went back and forth inside of you before letting one finger out and using it to rub your clit slowly.. enough to where it's making you go crazy but not enough to orgasam just yet
after a few minutes he takes his soaking fingers out and licks them, "are you ready darling?" he asks you in a sweet whisper without actually giving you time to answer as he slips it in almost instantly
he starts grinding back on forth inside of you and leans forward to start kissing you and grabbing your boobs to keep him steady, after a little bit of him going slow you decided to speed things up by pushing up your hips making his dick go deeper inside you, taking him off guard he let out an accidental whimper. this was enough to make him go harder and faster.
and harder and faster he did
the whole bed was screeching as you two rocked it back and forth, you have never seen johnnie like this before, he normally is really sweet and gentle but this time he's being really rough, he's digging his nails into your back and leaving bite marks all over your chest.
"after this your all mine y/n.. this is me claiming you" and as he says that he moans and grips onto you harder and you feel his warm seed filling you.
when he took it out he immediately stuck his finger back inside to make sure you don't loose any of the baby batter he gave you.
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bunniekittiee Ā· 1 year ago
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Shattered Ice- Bi-Han x Fem. Reader
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This is my first Bi-Han fic (besides headcanons) I promised you all, and I tried to get his characterization correct in the way I wanted it to be. Credits to @magic-schoolbusdropout ā€˜s post and their ideas! I did not base it solely on their idea but I incorporated it into the fic. I wanted to give it a shot.
It is not exactly proof-read so there may be errors!
CW: a lot of angst, bi-han going crazy, yea this is not the usual fluff stuff guys im sorry :(, also this is extremely long so like beware.
ā€œWhere are your brothers, Bi-Han?ā€ she asked so quietly, her voice barely reaching his ears. Like a little mouse squeaking.
ā€œThey have forsaken our clan.ā€ He rasped back. ā€œThey do not want the Lin Kuei to succeed. They want us to be at the hands of Liu Kang.ā€
Her heart dropped. Memories of the faces of the two brothers echoed in her head. Never to be seen again. ā€œYou haveā€¦ abandoned them?ā€
Jaw clenched, Bi-Hanā€™s eyes narrowed at his wife. ā€œAbandoned them? They have abandoned our clan. They made that decision when they did not follow me.ā€
ā€œBi-Han, they are your brothers-ā€
ā€œThey believe we should be shackled by Liu Kangā€™s rule.ā€ He interrupted her. ā€œThe Lin Kuei deserve much more than we receive, and the only way to accomplish that is by removing ourselves as Earthrealmā€™s protectors. Kuai Liang and Tomas have departed from us, they are banned from coming into our land.ā€
Her eyes watered. ā€œBi-Hanā€¦ this is not right. You have forsaken your brothers.ā€
ā€œDo not talk back to me in that tone.ā€ He said harshly. ā€œYou are my wife. Know your place.ā€
ā€œAbandoned your brothers for complete rule? Your father would be so devastated Bi-Han!ā€ She fought back against him. ā€œThe Lin Kuei are supposed to be Earthrealmā€™s protectors.ā€
He rolled his eyes. ā€œMy father was a foolish old man, he did not know how to truly rule the clan. Sektor has been advising the development of the Cyber Initiative with me. We will flourish.ā€ He was certainly proud of his decision, which made her feel worse.
ā€œI do not know who you are anymore, Bi-Han.ā€ She said, tears falling from her eyes as her wide (e/c) locking with his brown eyes. Eyes that were once soft to look at now held frigidness and irritation.
ā€œI am still your husband.ā€
ā€œHardly.ā€ She choked out as she got up from her seat. ā€œYou are someone else, a stranger.ā€ She stormed away from him, his eyes still stuck onto her figure. His heart ached. In the worst ways possible. But he could not waste his time on making her understand. He had a lot to do, and he needed to work.
The coupleā€™s home was silent for many months. She avoided him at what chance she could, hardly interacting with Bi-Han when he came into their room. He did not make an effort to talk to her either. Bi-Han felt lonely in their large bed as her body was on the opposite side of him. She stopped cuddling with him like she used to. She stopped giving him her sleepy kisses that warmed his cold heart. It was as if she hated him. It hurt in ways Bi-Han thought it would not hurt, but he could not let his pain show. It was weak, and he was angry at himself for being so bothered.
She struggled sleeping. It was difficult to rest when her husband, an entirely different man, was so cruel. Leaving his brothers behind. The faces she loved like her own brothers, now gone due to Bi-Hanā€™s thirst for something more for the Lin Kuei that costed him his family. How much was it all worth? That, she did not know.
Dearly missing the brothers, she conspired. She loved Bi-Han very much. It was obvious as many commented on her look of infatuation and adoration when looking at him, but she was lonely. And deep inside of her, there was an intense feeling of terror building up as Bi-Hanā€™s personality began to change drastically. He was much more agitated and withdrawn. When their eyes met, he would quickly turn away from her. Sometimes, if he stared at her for too long, his once comforting brown eyes would shift to a blue hue. It ached deeply. She wanted the old Bi-Han to return back to her once more, but she was not so sure if that would ever be possible.
Bi-Han was always busy with Lin Kuei matters that he never discussed with her. Before, he would make time to come back and rest with her, or at least sleep with her during the nights. However, he was slowly stopping that. So she decided that it was the perfect time to try and find Bi-Hanā€™s brothers. It was a matter of slinking past the guards and others that roamed the grounds, but it was something she could manage.
She quickly packed a few things just in case she decided to stay with them for a few days. As much as she did not want to be with a tyrannical clan, she could not leave forever. And she could not leave Bi-Han, for he was her husband. They were tied together for the rest of their lives.
Bi-Han was not in bed by the time she decided to leave, so she carefully descended down the stairs of the palace and avoided the guards. He had taught her a few tricks to not be seen by others and she never thought she would need it, but here she was now. Her heart thumped loudly in her ears as her adrenaline rushed. She was terrified of being found by Bi-Han or even Sektor. Bi-Han had never raised a hand to her, but with his personality changes, she was not too sure anymore.
It was incredibly dark outside, the wind swaying the trees to a slight rustling. This enhanced her paranoia as she snuck in the shadows, hiding from more guards. The Lin Kuei were much more guarded now due to Bi-Han breaking away from Liu Kang. Whether it was due to the fact the Shirai Ryu were beginning to rise up or Bi-Han was trying to increase numbers, the areas were guarded heavily. It made her escape difficult.
After some time of slinking past the darkest parts of the Arctika, she let out a small breath as she quickly padded in the direction of the horsesā€™ stable. She knew that her journey would hardly be accomplished on foot, so having a way of transportation would grant her enough time to get away before Bi-Han realized she was missing. Whether it was the Godsā€™ way of helping her, the stables were not guarded. Luck must have been on her side tonight.
Quickly getting the gear on her horse, she frantically looked around to make sure no one would walk in on her. She could not be found out now. As she led her horse out of the stable, she looked around once more before lifting herself up onto her horse. She tried her best at being silent as she left, and the stables were on the outskirts of the Arctika. Once she hit the main pathway out, she looked down at the map she had stolen from Bi-Han of where the Shirai Ryu could possibly be at. It was in preparation for her trip. Her anxieties lessened as she increased her distance from the Lin Kuei, but guilt chewed her insides up. Bi-Han was going to be ravenous with revenge and fury.
Exhaustion hounded him like a starving stray dog. He had hardly slept for a while, the dark circles under his eyes darkening as he continued his bad habits. He craved the touch of his wife and her voice. Bi-Han missed her dearly. She had not taken the news of his new ruling well, and Bi-Han suspected that she was beginning to loathe him. But he tried to give her the benefit of the doubt.
ā€œFirefly,ā€ he whispered as he creaked their bedroom door open. ā€œI have missed you so.ā€ He entered the room, eyebrows scrunching at the sight of an empty bed. His mind wracked where she could possibly be at during this hour of the night. Jaw clenched, he turned away from the room and began to stomp around their home, asking his soldiers if they had seen her. They had not.
Panic ensued within him, however he did the best he could to compose himself in front of his clan. If they had not seen her, maybe Sektor had. He hunted him down rather quickly.
ā€œNo, I have not seen her.ā€ He replied back to the Grandmaster as he studied one of the cybers on the table. He looked up at Bi-Han. ā€œYou donā€™t think she left, do you?ā€
ā€œI do not know.ā€ Bi-Han snapped. He was extremely worried. His brain was running a million miles per hour thinking about where she could have went.
Sektor ignored his tone and thought over what could possibly be the reason why the Grandmasterā€™s wife had disappeared.
ā€œUnlessā€¦ you donā€™t think the Shirai Ryu could have possibly taken her?ā€ Sektor suggested.
Bi-Hanā€™s blood froze. He felt the room spin as his eyes widened and he thought deeply about Sektorā€™s suggestion. It made sense. But how did they sneak inside so easily? Bi-Han had it heavily overseen with troops. They were on lock down practically, but he did not put it past them to kidnap his one and only weakness.
His brown eyes began to slightly shift in color, beginning to turn blue as energy surged through him. ā€œWe have to infiltrate their base immediately.ā€ He said gruffly. ā€œWe cannot let them hurt her.ā€
She studied the map more as her horse carried her further away from her home. It had been at least eight hours with a few breaks in between for her horse and herself. At a galloping speed, she was able to get across more distance. She was cold, shivering from the wind. It reminded her of Bi-Hanā€™s cold body when he changed his body temperature. Sometimes if she had hot flashes or extreme high temperatures, he would simmer his own in order to give her relief. He would cuddle her close to him as he did so, making sure to not overdo it. Her heart hurt as she thought about their memories together. After his betrayal, he was not the same.
Glancing around at her surroundings, she heard rustling in the trees around her. Her paranoia had risen once more and her horse had heard the noises as well, ears standing on end. She swiveled her head to see if it was an animal or a person. The rustling quickened, and she dug her heels into the side of her companion to run. But she was not so lucky, as they were both caught in a net. Her horse stopped dead in his tracks, squealing angrily as they were both thrown to the ground by the force of the net. Surrounded by unknown soldiers who had wrapped rope around her horse, she screamed. Adrenaline coursed through her body as her fear made her nauseated. Bi-Han was not around to save her, and she had led herself straight into the jaws of death.
As she attempted to get up, she was tackled back down to the ground once more. Her forehead was painfully wounded as she struggled against her captor who was much stronger than she was. Blood blurring her vision, she could not see very well. The soldiers had tied her extremities and picked her off the ground, silently making their way back to where they came from before. She continued to scream and thrash her body around, until another solider roughly tied a gag around her mouth to shut her up. Tears ran down her face and she could not help but sob. Her heart felt like it was going to come out of her throat as she knew she was meeting her demise. Without ever saying good-bye to Bi-Han.
She saw the dirt ground turn into a pathway, but soon after she had seen a glimpse of it, her head was obscured by a burlap sack by the same soldier that gagged her. They must not want prisoners to know the layout of their land. That made sense to her, she had seen the Lin Kuei practice the same method. For a moment, a fleeting thought passed through her brain. Maybe this was the Shirai Ryu clan. That meant she was near Tomas and Kuai Liang.
But then again, she was not so sure. That made the anxiety in her stomach twist. If she was wrong, it meant it would cost her her life. After some time of walking, she assumed she was where she needed to be when she was tossed to the ground like a rag doll. Her body ached tremendously from the cold, as well as the rough state her body was in.
ā€œUnmask her.ā€ A familiar voice rang out, but it was muffled by the burlap sack and her stinging head wound that made her lightheaded and dizzy. The sack was violently torn off of her head as her eyes adjusted to the light that the torches gave off.
Looking up, her vision was blurry as she could barely make out the two figures that sat near her. ā€œBy the Gods! Untie her immediately!ā€ said one as he approached her fast. ā€œNow now!ā€
ā€œY/Nā€¦ā€ said the other who came near her form. ā€œIs it really you?ā€
Kuai Liang and Tomas engulfed her in a hug as she began to cry. From pain and relief. She found themā€¦
ā€œI have been searching for you both.ā€ she said, her words wavering. ā€œI am so grateful to have found you.ā€
ā€œWe need to take you to the medics, little sister.ā€ Kuai Liang said as Tomas gently picked her up off the ground. ā€œThat is a nasty head wound they gave you.ā€
ā€œMy horseā€¦ā€
ā€œThey will take care of him.ā€ Tomas said as Kuai ordered them to free her horse and put him in the stables. That was if they could avoid getting kicked in the face.
Reaching the medics, Tomas set her down on the bed as they began to work on her scrapes and wound. ā€œIf we had known it was you, we would have not allowed them to hurt you like that.ā€
She sighed quietly. ā€œIt is okay, Tomas. I was in your territory, a stranger. They were only doing what they were ordered to do.ā€
ā€œHow did you escape the Arctika?ā€ Kuai asked. ā€œI thought Bi-Han would have everything guarded heavily.ā€
ā€œWell, he does. I was able to sneak past the guards and get to the stables. They do not exactly have soldiers patrolling the stables, and since it is on the outskirts of the Arctika, it is easy to escape.ā€ She explained.
Tomas grabbed your hand gently. ā€œIf you have escaped, Bi-Han will not be that far behind you. He will go to the ends of the earth to find you.ā€
Looking down, she frowned. ā€œI justā€¦ missed you both very much. Bi-Han is not the man he once was. He is much more aggressive and distant. He is searching for the Shirai Ryu. I have barely interacted with him since his betrayal, and I cannot bring myself to stay in a place that does not bring me joy.ā€
ā€œDo not twist my words, I still love Bi-Han very much, but what he is doing is not what your father would have wanted. He has corrupted the Lin Kuei.ā€
Kuai Liang furrowed his eyebrows. ā€œI heard that he was following through with the Cyber Initiative. That is what Shang Tsung had promised him. I cannot believe that he is doing all of this.ā€
ā€œNeither can I. I wish he was easier to reason with, but he is very relentless on this matter. He believes you both have betrayed him, not the other way around.ā€ She explained while gripping Tomasā€™ hand. ā€œHe is blinded by his own anger.ā€
ā€œBi-Han was never one to master his own anger, that was always an issue he has struggled with.ā€ Kuai Liang replied. ā€œI do not see him having mercy, especially now that you are with us.ā€
ā€œBut do not fret,ā€ Tomas interjected. ā€œWe are happy to have you here until you recover. That is, if Bi-Han does not find you until then.ā€ He exchanged a worried look with Kuai Liang who only nodded his head. ā€œHe will not take it lightly that we have his wife.ā€
She understood. She knew how much they were risking letting her stay with them. Bi-Hanā€™s rage was not one to be in the crossfire of. She had hoped he would not find her just yet, she had barely reunited with the brothers and wanted to spend more time with them.
After cleaning her wounds up and bandaging her, the brothers led her out of the infirmary to walk to the temple. They talked about old memories of being together, the adventures they would go on. Tomas had asked how Jia was, which Jia was a little sad since the brothers were exiled. They were a part of her life since she was a kitten, it was not a surprise she carried melancholy since they had left. Many of their conversations were reminiscing as they did not want to talk about the present. It was saddening to know that they would never have the same bond they once did with Bi-Han, he would always crave for bloodshed. He already spilled Kuai Liangā€™s blood when he gave him that scar on his eye, he would continue his journey to spill more. Bi-Han did not see them as brothers anymore, they were enemies. Kuai Liang and Tomas understood that.
The brothers made sure she was fed and had a comfortable space to sleep. She was exhausted. She quickly fell asleep the minute her head hit the pillow, forgetting the events of her day in the dream state she entered.
However, Kuai Liang and Tomas were not so easily able to do the same as her. They stayed up, their anxieties chewing away at them.
ā€œIf Bi-Han finds her here, he will assume we took her.ā€ Kuai Liang said while he brushed his hair. ā€œHe is not one for reasoning while he is angry.ā€
ā€œBelieve me,ā€ Tomas replied. ā€œI know he will be wrathful. There will be no way of explaining anything to him. He will ignore it.ā€
Kuai sighed. ā€œAs much as I am happy she is here, it also created a disaster in the long run. I just hope that Bi-Han will not be able to find her, at least for some time.ā€
ā€œBut if he already had a map developed of where we are at, then he will not take long.ā€ said Tomas. ā€œOnce he is on a mission, he will never get side tracked.ā€
ā€œYou are right, brother.ā€
The glaring sun bore through the window near her bed, making her shift her body and scrunch her face up. She was not used to this as the Arctika did not have much sunlight coming through in the mornings. But where the Shirai Ryu were, there were lots of lighting. Eventually, it woke her up.
Blinking slowly, she remembered her journey that she had taken to get here. Her breathing increased when she remembered Bi-Han, and how he was going to eventually find her. It scared her. She did not know what he would do once he found her with his brothers. Maybe he would kill her? Keep her prisoner? Leave her to stay with the Shirai Ryu? The possibilities were endless, and Bi-Han was not exactly predictable like he used to be.
She crawled out of bed and made her way outside to enjoy the sunshine. The Arctika did not have sunshine with this amount of intensity, so she decided to embrace it as much as she could before she would have to leave. She sat down in a spot with direct sunlight, sighing with such peace as she closed her eyes. The sun felt good on her skin as the morning dew created a refreshing feeling.
Hearing the crunching of footsteps, she opened her eyes and saw the brothers approaching her. She smiled at them. ā€œGood morning, brothers.ā€
They nodded their heads. ā€œGood morning, sister.ā€ They both said as they sat down next to her.
ā€œIt is a beautiful morning.ā€ She said with a small smile on her lips. ā€œMuch better than the ones at home.ā€
Kuai Liang chuckled. ā€œDefinitely. The sun feels great out here.ā€
ā€œI can see why Syzoth enjoys it, although he is a reptile, so it makes sense.ā€ Tomas said. ā€œIt makes you feel good.ā€
They sat in a comfortable silence. However, they all had the same thoughts in the back of their mind. It always lead back up to Bi-Han no matter what. The worries of him arriving soon had nagged at Tomas and Kuai Liang. They could not abandon Bi-Hanā€™s wife, as she was like a sister to them, and they knew they had to take care of her. But they knew they had to prepare for war. Bi-Han could arrive at any time, and they knew that.
ā€œWe came to greet you, but we must be on our way. Sorry, little sister.ā€ Kuai Liang said as he placed a hand on her shoulder. ā€œWe have to prepare for war as a precaution. I hope you understand.ā€
Smiling sadly, she nodded solemnly. ā€œI understand. I am very sorry.ā€
ā€œDonā€™t ever be sorry, we are glad we found you. We hate to let you go so soon.ā€ Tomas frowned. ā€œWe wish you could stay here forever, but your life is with Bi-Han. Heā€¦ā€
ā€œHe would not know what to do without you. It is better if you are with him, even if he is corrupt.ā€ Kuai Liang finished Tomasā€™ thought. ā€œBut we will not throw you out, of course.ā€
Nodding once again, she said her goodbyes to the brothers so they could tend to their duties and prepare for Bi-Hanā€™s arrival. She felt her eyes water, but she blinked her tears away. She could not allow herself to cry, not yet. She had nothing to cry over, until it was time.
Eyes ablaze with rage and distress, Bi-Han lead his army to where he speculated the Shirai Ryu were at. He did take notice of the map missing from his study, he had almost believed that his wife may have taken it, but he did not think so. Why would she scheme against him? His trustworthiness for her was beginning to diminish, but he could not let it go too far. He could be wrong.
After planning with Sektor and Cyrax, they gathered what they had of the cyber Lin Kuei and combined it with their human counterparts. They could overpower the Shirai Ryu. At least, that is what Sektor had promised him. All three of them were riding their horses in front of their army, the only sounds echoing around them being synchronized footsteps and the click-clack of the horsesā€™ hooves.
It was now sometime in the late afternoon to evening, and they had hardly taken any breaks. Cyrax was looking down at the map they had, thankful that Bi-Han had more than one map of the possible location of the Shirai Ryu. As he did this, Sektor was beginning to converse with Bi-Han.
ā€œGrandmaster, I do not want to worry you, but-ā€ he started.
ā€œWhat is it, Sektor?ā€ Bi-Han snapped as he was led out of his own thoughts.
Sektor raised his head a little higher and bit back his retaliation. ā€œWhen I went to get our horses from their stables, your wifeā€™s horse was gone.ā€
Bi-Han glowered. ā€œThere is no way of her horse walking out on its own, were any of the stable doors open.ā€
Sektor shook his head. ā€œNot at all, Grandmaster. In fact, some of the gear was missing as well. I do not want to assume she may have left on her own, but it would explain why her horse was missing.ā€ He carefully chose his words.
Bi-Han tightened his grip on his horseā€™s reins. ā€œWhy would she leave me like that? She has nowhere else to go. Besides the Shirai Ryu.ā€
ā€œEither way, it is still a positive sign to continue our journey.ā€ Sektor replied.
Sektorā€™s information did not ease Bi-Hanā€™s heart. He felt like it was going to shatter. Why would she betray him like this? It was bad enough that his own brothers did the same, but she? His own wife, the love of his life? His heart was beginning to harden after everything he had known. Why show her mercy if she was disloyal to him and the Lin Kuei?
ā€œHalt!ā€ Cyrax called out loud. ā€œThere is something on the ground.ā€
Bi-Han rolled his eyes. ā€œWhy are we stopping over something that pathetic?ā€
Cyrax hopped down from his horse as he approached the spot on the ground, studying it carefully. ā€œGrandmaster, it is blood.ā€
Narrowing his eyes, he let himself down from his horse as he approached him. ā€œBlood you say? Is there a chance it could be hers?ā€
Sektor had decided to leave his horse as well and study different parts of the area to find more clues.
ā€œI am not too sure, Grandmaster. It could be an animalā€™s but there is also a chance it could be hers. But this is not near the assumed location on the map.ā€
Sektor was studying some sharp branches closely. There was something off about them. Almost as if-
ā€œGrandmaster. Cyrax. I have found another clue!ā€ He said as he pointed at the clothing. Bi-Han quickly approached him. ā€œLook at the branches. There is clothing caught on them.ā€
ā€œThat is the colors of the Lin Kuei.ā€ Cyrax said in slight awe. ā€œYou have great eyesight, Sektor.ā€ Bi-Han reached forward and grabbed the cloth. He rubbed it between his fingers. It felt just like the clothing she wore. His eyes darkened as he glanced back at the blood and the clothing that was now pointing them into the right direction.
ā€œThey hurt her. They are where the cloth will take us, in that direction.ā€ Bi-Han said as he pointed. ā€œWe must act fast before they cause more harm again.ā€
Kuai Liang was meditating, taking a small break from the large amounts of preparing he and Tomas were doing. They had to get their soldiers ready for any threat, as well as their land guarded at every point possible. They had to stay on high alert of the Lin Kuei showing up. Kuai Liang knew it was coming no matter what.
His eyes widened as the hair on his arms stood on end. He had a sense of impending doom, a feeling all too familiar to him. From experience, his senses were hardly ever wrong. Getting up rather fast, he had to warn Tomas. Bi-Han was here and he was ready for warfare.
Bi-Hanā€™s lovely wife was resting due to her head wound causing her to feel dizzy. Tomas and Kuai Liang did not pressure her to leave her bed. They were already busy as it was due to her staying with them. It was only a matter of time before Bi-Han arrived like a bat out of hell. Eyes closed, she drifted off to an in between state of sleep and alertness. That was, until a solider of theirs stormed into her room. ā€œGrandmaster Bi-Hanā€™s wife,ā€ he said. ā€œWe need to put you into hiding, they are here.ā€
Her heart sank. She nodded, getting up from the bed and following the soldier to a spot underneath the floor where should could possibly be safe at. That was if Bi-Han did not find her. He was a very thorough man, there was a good chance he would.
Encased in mostly darkness, she sat on the dirt floor and pulled her knees to her chest. She could hear the footsteps of the Shirai Ryu overhead, and the approaching sounds of their rivals. It was only a matter of time before they were murdering each other. All because she left. She realized how much trouble she had caused for Kuai Liang and Tomas just by arriving at their home. She shouldnā€™t be hiding underneath the floor, she should be trying to reason with Bi-Han.
ā€œWhere is she, Kuai Liang?ā€ Bi-Han spat while placing a hand on the handle of his sword. ā€œGive me back my wife that you took from me!ā€
ā€œBrother, I did not do such a thing.ā€ Kuai Liang said, eyebrows scrunched. ā€œShe came here looking for us. We did not tread on your land.ā€
Bi-Han did not want to believe them. Why would his own wife betray him like that? ā€œYou defile her name, you speak lies, snake. Why have you hurt her? There is blood on the ground.ā€
Tomas internally cursed and looked sullen. ā€œBi-Han, it was an accident. They did not know who wandered into our territory.ā€
Gritting his teeth, Bi-Hanā€™s eyes glimmered with anger as he began to pull his sword out of its sheath. ā€œIncompetent. I do not expect anything less from either of you. Give her back to me, now. Before I rip apart your home.ā€
Tomas and Kuai exchanged a look before averting their eyes back to Bi-Han. ā€œOnly if you stop your mission to kill us. And you will leave her alone.ā€
Bi-Han signaled his soldiers to attack, not wanting to hear more out of his enemies. Kuai and Tomas knew it was going to come to this, so they wasted no time in lunging at Bi-Han to calm him down. Despite all he had done, they did not want to hurt their brother. But he was starting a war that neither side could not afford.
Curling into a ball, she felt terrified and lonely. She wondered when it would all be over, but then, their faces appeared in her head. Bi-Han had the chance to kill his brothers if he wanted to, all because she made the choice to leave. To find them. It was unfair, and she knew that. As she gained courage, she rummaged around the small space, trying to find anything she could to break out of the confinements. She had to reason with Bi-Han. It was the only way to get him to stop this.
She wrapped her hands around the handle of what she assumed was a broom and began to slam it into the trapdoor. Over and over. Continuously, until the floor began to somewhat break. She used her hands to strike at it as it was weak, and it eventually gave away. Pulling herself up, she squinted her eyes as she adjusted to the lighting. She could hear the yells of the soldiers much more clearer. With adrenaline rushing, she sprinted out one of the doors and whipped her head around. In her attempts to find Kuai Liang and Bi-Han. Back farther into the forest, she saw glimpses of smoke, fire, and ice. They must have taken their fight away from the Shirai Ryu Temple.
Avoiding as much as the bloodshed as possible, as well as the soldiers fighting to the death, she ran in the general direction she had seen the menā€™s powers. The soldiers were too occupied with one another to see her. Otherwise, the Lin Kuei would have immediately attacked her. The sight of the cybers increased her fear. That is what Bi-Han and Sektor were developing. It was horrifying.
As she got closer to where the brothers and her husband were at, the smell of blood stung her nostrils. Her worries almost came out of her mouth as bile, but she could not let herself be so weak in this moment. She needed to help them.
ā€œSurrender, and I will call off the Lin Kuei.ā€ Bi-Han rasped as he stared down Kuai Liang.
ā€œNow you lie, brother.ā€ Kuai replied as they paced around. ā€œYou will never call them off.ā€
Bi-Hanā€™s eyes narrowed in irritation. ā€œObey your Grandmaster and heed my orders!ā€
ā€œYou are not my Grandmaster no longer, brother.ā€ said Kuai as his emotions were written on his face. Sadness, betrayal, and grief. ā€œYou are not who you once were.ā€
ā€œAnd you are not my brother, a mere stranger to me.ā€ Bi-Han lunged forward at Kuai as their swords clashed together. Bi-Han stepped back once again.
ā€œBi-Han,ā€ said that sweet voice, one that brought him comfort, love, and warmth. ā€œBi-Han, you need to stop this!ā€
ā€œLittle sister!ā€ Tomas said as he went to her side. ā€œYou are not supposed to be here!ā€
ā€œGet away from her you fool!ā€ Bi-Han yelled at Tomas as he began to walk forward. Kuai pointed his sword out at Bi-Han to stop.
ā€œYou will not touch her,ā€ Kuai growled. ā€œYou leave her out of this, Bi-Han.ā€
ā€œI want my wife back, the one that was wrongfully taken from me!ā€
ā€œBi-Han, I made the decision to leave.ā€ She blurted. ā€œI left to find them. They did not take me away from you.ā€
Another blow to his heart. His beloved, his most cherished human being in his life, left him. To find the Shirai Ryu. Sektor was correct in his theory. ā€œYou betrayed me!ā€
ā€œYou betrayed them first, Bi-Han.ā€ She argued back. ā€œYou made that mistake.ā€
ā€œYou have forsaken all the Lin Kuei principles!ā€ His voice increased in loudness and raspiness. ā€œWhat have you done to me? You were supposed to rule beside me!ā€
ā€œI missed them, Bi-Han! You cannot blame me for my sadness, you brought it upon me and I had no other option but to accept it. You are not the same man you once were, and it shows. I wanted to see them again, Bi-Han.ā€
Jaw clenched, his eyes moved from his wife, to Kuai, to Tomas, and back to her again. ā€œAll three of you have abandoned the Lin Kuei. For your own selfish purposes. You all could have ruled beside me and witnessed us flourishing. Instead, you have betrayed me.ā€ His eyes began to shift in color, his arms beginning to turn icy and the nature around them as well. His feet created ice underneath them.
Kuai Liang took a step back as Bi-Hanā€™s rage was focused on him, his now blue eyes staring into his soul. Raising his hands, Bi-Han shot ice out of his hands, enough to give Kuai injuries and more. But, it did not hit Kuai Liang.
Body thudding the ground, her face paled quickly as the ice began to seep into her body and penetrate her blood. Bi-Hanā€™s eyes slowly moved down to her small form laying on the ground. It did not register in him that he hurt his own wife. The woman he promised to never hurt and always protect. Yet here she was, lying on the ground as her limbs encapsulated themselves in ice.
ā€œBi-Hanā€¦ā€
ā€œWhat have you done?ā€ Tomas said as he kneeled down next to her. ā€œKuai, we need your fire now.ā€
ā€œUnhand her now!ā€ Bi-Han said as he ripped her body away from Tomas. ā€œYouā€¦ will not touch her again.ā€
ā€œBi-Han, she needs immediate attention! She is going to die.ā€ Kuai said as he stepped towards Bi-Han.
His eyes began to glow which did not settle right with Tomas and Kuai. They had never seen him do this before. ā€œI do not need your help. Leave it to me, now.ā€
ā€œBrother-ā€
ā€œSilence!ā€ He screamed, breathing unevenly and placing his hands gently on her pale face.
"Bi-Han, she will die if she does not-"
Their vision was immediately obscured by white, ears ringing as the whistling of the winds began to pick up. They were surrounded by snow and snowflakes. They squinted their eyes at attempts to find Bi-Han and his wife, but they could not see very much.
"Kuai Liang!" Tomas yelled over the whistling wind. "I think he created a blizzard!"
"I did not know he was capable of doing so!" he replied as he grabbed onto Tomas. "He will be easily angered in this form, I do not see him reasoning with us."
"We need to help her! If she does not get the help she needs, she will die!" Tomas yelled again. The look of defeat crossed their faces. They were not going to have much power to reason with Bi-Han to accept their help.
Bi-Han felt his word shatter as he stared at her limp form. Her heart beat was still there but it was rather faint. Her lips were beginning to turn blue from being surrounded by cold and ice. Bi-Han's eyes were still glowing as the winds increased more, as well as the snow fall. Picking them both off the ground, Bi-Han began to walk in the general direction he assumed where the Shirai Ryu were at. He had to leave now. They had to make it back to the Arctika before she gave up on them. He could not rely on the Shirai Ryu to help, as they would only use it as leverage. And Bi-Han knew that he could not bite his pride back and let them help her.
The blizzard Bi-Han created followed the Lin Kuei all the way back home to the Arctika. They had difficulty navigating back because of how heavy the snowfall and winds were. It only seemed to get worse as they approached their home. Bi-Han attempted to keep his wife warm with many blankets as possible as Sektor kept track of her heart rate, but her condition did not improve much. Bi-Han felt hopeless, his moods taking a turn for the worst. He was distraught as he felt many emotions he did not think he could feel. He was hurt. His heart hurt so much. How could she do this to him? How much did she tell Kuai and Tomas? He was not sure, and he almost did not want to ask. He felt like he could not trust the only person who he loved so much, for she had taken his trust and ran with it.
But Bi-Han loved her. He loved her so much and he knew he could not stop loving her no matter what. Could he stop trusting her? Yes, yes he could, but stop loving her? That was impossible as much as he wished he did not turn soft. For many hours of their trip, Bi-Han continued to monitor her closely as they were far from their home. Any moment Sektor's facial expression somewhat changed when he listened to her heart rate was another stab into his heart.
After many grueling hours, the Lin Kuei and their Grandmaster made it home. The blizzard was at its peak, but the soldiers hurried inside the confinements of their home. Sektor and Cyrax instantly began to prepare the infirmary for the Grandmaster's wife. Bi-Han was relieved to be home, but his anxiety was not at ease. It made him nauseated. He felt out of control, it was not normal for Bi-Han.
He waited impatiently, pacing and rubbing his face constantly as Cyrax and Sektor began to work on her hypothermia. No matter how much warmth they used, she did not improve. They knew it would take time, but telling the Grandmaster that was as if they were telling him she was going to die. Cyrax and Sektor exchanged small, concerned glances as they continued their work. Bi-Han was not acting normal, in fact, it seemed as if his defenses were down.
"Grandmaster, we can give you a moment alone if you want." Cyrax said to him, noticing how pained he looked. Bi-Han did not reply as he got up which signaled to them to leave. Closing the door on the way out, Bi-Han sat next to his wife, gently cradling her freezing hand between his own. If anyone had seen Bi-Han, it would look as if he was in mourning. His dark circles were extremely dark, his eyes bloodshot and containing no glimmer of hope. His lips were pulled into a tight line, whether it was to prevent himself from showing any other emotions or another reason, it was unknown.
"Firefly," he said softly. "Never underestimate how much I love you. You have to be strong, you are Lin Kuei. Lin Kuei fight their battles well, no matter if it is in physical battle or in health. Do not give up." He did not know if she could hear him, but a small part of him wished she did. His eyes scanned her face while his grip began to slowly increase. She was alive, a fact that put his certain worries at ease, but she was lying on her death bed. That he put her on. It was his fault, he had lost control and was not disciplined enough to master his own powers apparently. That was evident to Bi-Han.
Lowering his head, he continued to hold her hand as he closed his eyes. All the fighting and long nights were beginning to hit him all at once. He could not help but feel himself drift off to sleep. It was not peaceful, that was something he could not argue against.
Drowsily opening her eyes, her teeth chattered immensely at the freezing cold that pricked at her body. She was covered in multiple blankets and had some sort of heaters around her, but it was not able to fight against the cold that made her body convulse. She looked over and her mouth opened agape. Bi-Han was sitting next to her with his eyes closed, holding her hand in his large one. She felt her fear consume her, as she began to move away from Bi-Hanā€™s figure. She could hardly move her limbs, it was as if they were frozen.
Bi-Han heard her struggles and awoke fast. He got up on his feet, now awake and registering his own wife moving away from him. He placed a hand onto her. ā€œFirefly-ā€
ā€œGet away from me!ā€ She croaked. Bi-Han retreated his hand, as if he had touched a red, hot knife. ā€œStay away from me, Bi-Han.ā€
ā€œYou should know I never meant to hurt you.ā€ He replied solemnly. ā€œIt was meant for Kuai Liang.ā€
She felt herself tear up. ā€œHurting me or your brothers will not help your cause. Get away from me, Bi-Han.ā€ She tried to say this sternly but she could not help the few cracks in her voice. ā€œYou frighten me.ā€
It anguished him to hear her sharp words. The pit of his stomach fizzled with nausea and bile, his chest felt that broken, horrifyingly warm feeling as his vision blurred and his ears began to ring. His breathing increased. ā€œMy beloved, you do not understand.ā€
ā€œUnderstand what? That you are a monster?ā€
He gritted his teeth. ā€œIt was you that left me. Had you not left me, this would have never happened.ā€
ā€œWell, it happened, didnā€™t it? All for what? So you could get the upper hand against the Shirai Ryu?ā€ She spat back, bringing her knees to her chest as she cuddled against the blankets. ā€œYou were going to hurt your brothers.ā€
ā€œThey are not my brothers no more. You of all people should know that.ā€ His irritation was beginning to increase. ā€œYou have betrayed me. I cannot trust you.ā€
ā€œI canā€™t trust you either. Now I am going to be fearful if you will hurt me again or cover me in ice.ā€ She replied with venom dripping off her words. ā€œYou are a cruel man, Bi-Han. Leave me alone. I cannot bear to be around you.ā€
With her last words, Bi-Han stormed out of the room. He did not spare her a passing glance. She let herself cry, sobs wracking her body as she pulled the blankets closer to her and tried to warm herself up. But she could not. She craved Bi-Hanā€™s warmth and touch, but she could not be held by him. He was corrupted.
Sektor and Cyrax recommended lots of bed rest, warm foods, and extra warmth to help her condition. She was eventually moved from the infirmary to the comfort of her and Bi-Hanā€™s bedroom. Servants gave her what she needed, and they gave her warm baths in order to ease the aching cold. But it was hardly improving much. It was as if Bi-Han had given her a deadly frost bite.
Ever since their last argument, Bi-Han had avoided her like she was an illness. She had not seen him since. But little did she know, Bi-Han did see her. He was check in on her when she was asleep to see if she was still breathing. She was just as beautiful as the day he married her. He wanted to crawl into bed with her and hold her close to him. Give her warmth. But he had to listen to her orders to stay away. It was for her own good. He could not bear to hurt her again like he did. She was even lucky to still be alive.
He occupied himself with work and overworked himself in large amounts. He had to oversee the production of the Cyber Initiative as he had taken some to battle the Shirai Ryu. They found out their weaknesses and made the cybers stronger. Soon, they would be unstoppable.
Yet his achievements did not make him feel any better. He missed his wife dearly. He wanted to hear from her how proud she was of him, and how the Lin Kuei would never have to be servants again. Instead, he felt like a monster living within human flesh. The blizzards hardly faltered since that day she had gotten hurt. The weather conditions were horrible on the Arctika due to this. Bi-Han did not know he was capable of such a powerful weapon, but he had concluded that he could only do so when he was agonized.
In dire need of seeing his wife once again, Bi-Han had risen from his chair and decided to take a stroll and find her in their room. That was where she mainly stayed at due to medical orders. Cyrax made sure she did not disobey these orders, as she had already broken Bi-Hanā€™s trust.
His feet carried him to their room while he was deep in thought. It felt as if he had teleported his way to their sanctuary. His hand turning the door knob quietly, he peered inside and was taken aback. She was not asleep like usual, she was awake. Her head swiveled to him, their eyes locking together as they stared at one another. Bi-Han entered the room and she began to flinch away from him. She moved her body further away, and it tugged at Bi-Hanā€™s heartstrings. She was afraid.
ā€œWhat do you want?ā€ She asked him, still looking at him.
ā€œI came to see you.ā€ He breathed quietly. ā€œI always do when you are asleep.ā€
She felt her heart beat faster at his words. Despite how much they were hurting, he still came to see her. It warmed her heart, but she could not bring herself to forgive him just yet.
ā€œI know I hurt you.ā€ He said with his arms crossed. ā€œI am truly sorry. I never meant to hurt you.ā€
ā€œIt is hard to believe you. With your behavior changes and what you have done.ā€ She frowned at him and felt herself begin to tear up.
Bi-Han started to approach her but she scooted back quickly. ā€œPlease stay away, Bi-Han.ā€
He stopped where he stood and put his arms behind his back. ā€œI am sorry, my beloved. I never wanted this to happen.ā€
As much as she craved his touch, she could not trust him. Just as he could not trust her. ā€œWe both need time, Bi-Han. It is too soon.ā€
He nodded his head. ā€œUnderstood. We both do.ā€
Many months had passed since her accident. Bi-Han tried to keep his distance away from her, but here and there she warmed up to his advances. They had not made love for almost a year, although Bi-Han was not a fiend for such an act, he still wished they could divulge in it with her. He missed being so close to her and her body. But he knew she needed time to trust him, just as he needed time to trust her once again.
ā€œBi-Han,ā€ she spoke softly.
He raised his head up. ā€œYes, my firefly?ā€
She stepped closer to him. ā€œPlease hold me, Bi-Han.ā€
This was a huge step for them, but Bi-Han did not want this opportunity to slip from his hands. He gently wrapped his arms around her waist as he brought her closer to him. He felt her arms wrap around his body. He breathed in her scent deeply. She smelled wonderful. It was comforting to Bi-Han.
He wondered if their relationship would recover fully from what had happened. It felt that these wounds were partially healed, but Bi-Han did not want them to re-open. His brown eyes started to tear up as he held her close to him, but he blinked them away. He wanted to stay like this forever.
ā€œI love you, Bi-Han.ā€ She said as she closed her eyes.
ā€œI love you much more, my sweet firefly.ā€
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Ė‹ "just bored, nothing else" ąæą¾‚ ā€āž· kim sunoo x reader genre : bro is your bestfriend, bestfriends to lovers (kinda..), inspired by that one sunoo live LOL, not proofread, kiss kiss kiss w/c : ~2.1k cly's note : finally back with something! god guys i'm so fucking sorry for being so inactive. i know i promised that i'd release my hyunjin fic very soon but i just had to write something else to get me back to writing altogether yknow? i hope you guys like this one, im insanely rusty and my kissing scenes are NAWT IT, but regardless hope ya'll enjoy it. wrote this all in one sitting, my ass hurts, if you enjoyed it, please do reblog like and comment! ANYWAYS GN.
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The doorbell rang and you raised your eyebrows, looking at everything in sight as you patiently wait for the door to swing open. And it does after a while, and your bestfriend was heavily panting, his posture slightly slouched as he processed that you were here. "You're.. here," he managed to voice out through his heavy panting and you give him a small smile while your eyes lit up at him, "I am".
"Come in, kept you waitin', sorry," he spoke in short sentences, his voice still breathless as he stepped aside from the door, making space for you to walk in and you nod, stepping foot into his house and now being hit with the unfamiliar scent of his apartment. His new apartment. Sunoo had recently moved, and he invited you over because he wanted to show you around his house, catch up with you, y'know, stuff like that.
He was your best friend for a while, a few years, and as much as you admire him as a friend, you also wanted him real bad. Like reeal bad. He has stolen your heart since the first time you saw it and the boy's completely clueless about it, everything he does to you leaving you to question if he did it on purpose to hint something or if he was just being clueless.
He'd always invited you over to his house to hang, play games, stuff like that, but with him moving and his academic workload accumulating, he had been busy and had lesser time to see you, and today was finally the day you could see him after a few weeks. You glanced at the boy who watched you walk in and took the opportunity to ruffle his golden hair, voicing out a "How have you been?".
He smiles at you and slowly closes the front door behind you and locking it. "Good, just been a bit stressful lately, 'bout you?". You turned back to the sight of his new apartment, the same paintings that were hung on a different wall and old furniture that blended in with some new furniture you've never seen before.
"Great. Seems like you've finished moving in, how's it like so far?" you question, walking in more towards the living room, now setting yourself on the couch and looking at the light that was hanging above you.
"Been amazing so far! It gets tough without mama sometimes, but I can cope," he follows you but stands in front of you instead of sitting himself down, "Could I get you anything? Apple juice, orange, water". He remains silent before continuing, "Probably an apple juice right? Your favourite."
Your gaze fixates on him from the hanging lights, the image of him in your brain being refreshed as you took view of his facial features, his blonde hair slightly messy and his lips looking plump and kissable as ever. His lips slightly agape as he eventually started to catch his breath and his eyes looking down on you. You gulp at this sight of him, you almost forgot how beautiful looked and before you could go into a daze about how attractive he looked, you slowly nodded your head, a small smile forming on your face as he recalled your favourite joke, even if it was normal for best friends to remember these types of things.
"Okay, gotcha." was the last thing he said before walking towards his refrigerator. Your eyes followed his every move, the way he opened the refrigerator door, the way he pulled out a carton and closing the refrigerator before pouring the drink into a glass up that was conveniently placed on the counter near him. Your eyes lingered onto the magnets on his refrigerator when he closed it, recognising a photo that was nicely placed in the centre with 2 magnets at opposite corners.
"You still have that?" you pointed at the photo, and Sunoo turned his head over his shoulder, glancing at you before following where you were pointing to, and his eyes land on the photo. The corners of his mouth curl up before he placed the carton down, "Yeah, why wouldn't I?".
It was a photo of you and him in a party, sitting on a couch while posing with peace signs on both hands. It was when you two had first met when people had introduced you to each other or when you practically begged people to introduce you to him . The way you two clicked so fast is quite scary, and from then on you two were quite inseperable.
"I just think it's surprising," you reply, "Out of all the photos we have, you decide to put that one, y'know?".
"It's a special day," he instantly replies, turning his back with a cup of apple juice in his hand. He made his way to you and you raise your eyebrows at his response, "Special?". Your heart fluttered at the thought of him considering a day with you special, and you almost gave it away by putting the most stupid smile on your face, but it took every ounce of self-control inside you not to do so.
"It is the day we met after all," he sat beside you, offering you the cup of apple juice that you had requested. Your eyes slightly widened, and a small smile creeping onto your face as you register what he said. You hastily took the cup into your hand, "You care about those types of things? Like, first days, first meetings, stuff like that?". Everytime you meet him, he always seems to surprise you with something new with no fail, and that's one part you like so much about him.
He hummed, his approving sound accompanied with a small nod and you took a sip of the apple juice. The sweetness immediately hit your taste bud and you quickly swallowed, voicing out a quick 'Ahh' after the refreshing sip. Your eyes look at him and you realise he was already looking at you and it made your heart skip a beat.
"Why're you looking at me like that?" you chuckled, lowering the cup from your face as you flash him a grin. He quickly looked away, a faint smile on his face, "Just missed you".
There he goes again, saying things like that. Is he doing that with a purpose? Like to flirt with you, or is the boy just being genuine? Clueless?
You choked on your drink, his response being the last thing you expected and you shot him a bewildered look. He laughs at you choking, probably enjoying how he managed to get a reaction out of you and you glared at him.
"Are you just teasing me or what?" you questioned, placing your glass cup on the small coffee table in frornt of you.
"I am," he giggled, "I'm kinda bored so it's quite funny to tease you".
Oh yeah?
"Hey," you call out to him, your tone suddenly serious and his laughs die down, his eyes slowly moving to you "I'm bored too".
His eyebrows raised, feeling confused as to where this was going.
"Since we're bored, should we kiss?"
He chokes on the air, his hand flying to his mouth as he looked away from you. You gently patted his back as if you weren't the one who just dropped a 'let's-kiss' bomb on him, a smirk forming on your lips. Once he stopped coughing, he looked back at you, his cheeks a bright tint of pink and his eyes slightly widened, "W-what did you say?".
You looked at him with an amused expression, "I said, let's kiss." You honestly have no idea where this ounce of confidence came from, but if he wanna tease you, he can only get the taste of his own medicine right?
He started to stutter, his gaze being everywhere but on you as he started to scratch his neck, the way he was so flustered being so painfully obvious as you chuckle.
"I'm just kidding," you said. As much as you wanted to kiss him, your intentions were only to tease him back. Upon hearing you, his eyes shot to you, his eyes showing that he was slightly disappointed, "Why?".
"What do you mean?" you questioned. "Why were you 'just kidding'?" "What, do you want an actual kiss or something?" "Yeah.. Yeah, I do."
Now it was your turn to be flustered. You looked at him with widened eyes, your jaw quite literally dropping as you stared at him, taking a moment to process his reply. Sunoo wanted a kiss? And he just openly admitted it?
"Sunoo, quit the teasing, it's not funny at this point." "Who says I'm teasing? I'm being serious, Y/N".
Fucking hell, no fucking way Sunoo admitted that he wanted to kiss you. "O-okay wait, so you're serious about wanting a kiss from me, right?" you questioned, wanting confirmation and that you weren't just dreaming.
"Yes, I want a kiss from you, a kiss from your lips Y/N".
You blink at him repetitively before unconsciously standing up to your feet from the couch, your eyes still fixated on him.
"This feels so wrong," you nervously bit your lip and he sat up and reached out to gently hold your wrist, slightly pulling you towards him, "It isn't, don't worry".
"Do you really want this, Nu?" you spat out, suddenly feeling doubtful about everything and anxiety grew inside you. He gently tugged at your arm, causing you to look at him and he replied, "Been wanting this since forever".
If you said that your heart wasn't going to explode, you'd be lying. Your breathing rate picked up as your chest rises up and down hastily, and your gaze fall on his lips that were slightly parted. You looked back up at his eyes and you immediately notice his eyes on your lips. Your free hand cups his cheek, and you quickly voice out "Me too, Nu" before leaning in and closing the distance between the two of you.
His hand immediately released your wrist, his hands immediately finding comfort on your waist as he pulled you closer. The kiss was slow, passionate as both of your mouths moved in the same rhythm. You could feel him smile during the kiss and you slightly tilt his head to help you get more access to his mouth. Butterflies filled your stomach as you finally process that you were kissing your bestfriend, you were kissing Sunoo. The kiss was so passionate, and it was now evident that you two have been dying for this moment. The longing for each other added fuel to the fire, and your hands gradually make way to his hair, lightly pulling on it.
The surroundings around the two of you slowly start to seem non-existent as you both increasingly melt into each other. At this point of time, only you and Sunoo mattered, nothing else. He nibbled on your bottom lip, causing you to gasp and he took the opportunity to slip his tongue inside your mouth, exploring your mouth as much as he can. Both of your tongues fought a fiery battle for dominance, and to no surprise, he won. The kiss was becoming so heated and intense, and before things could escalate, your hands quickly trail down to his chest and you slightly push him backwards, pulling away from the kiss.
Both of your chests rise up rapidly as your foreheads rest on each other. Eye contact was maintained as you both looked into each other's eyes. "Did.. did that just happen?" you question, still trying to catch your breath as you remain in shock as to what just happened.
"Fuck yeah, been wanting that for so long you don't even know," he confessed. A smirk forms on his lips as his eyes quickly flicker to your lips then back to your eyes. You chuckle as you close your eyes, your head leaning on him even more.
You pull away completely to sit on the spot beside him on the couch, your eyes still on him and you shook your head, "How long exactly?"
"Since I first met you." he responded, his answer once again never failing to surprise you.
"Mutual feeling then," you confessed, your breathing slowing down as you finally manage to catch your breath. He seemed shocked by the fact, but he definitely wasn't complaining.
"Since you care about first's so much, then consider that our first kiss, yeah?" you chuckled. "Sure thing, just know it won't be our last."
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freckliedan Ā· 9 months ago
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omgomg What hornyposting have they done - same anon :3c
check out my fuck energy tag for receipts on varying levels of overtly horny moments to things that ping for me but possibly not universally. but also, an in depth but not exhaustive list:
they have a bondage bar on their bed which dan has flippantly replied to a tweet about
sister daniel video
the april fools nude
dan probably agrees that phil is naturally ginger despite his hair color being an auburny brown at best due to pube color. sorry that i said it out loud rather than keeping it implied.
interactive introverts shock buzzers shown im witl were bought from an online sex store, dan told us on twitter
halloween pumpkin carving video has "so horny they're stupid" energy, dan's in a mesh shirt
this ii era liveshow in australia; the next video on the gaming channel was of the dumber ways to die mobile app.
ii era "getting that d vitamin" shirtless dan selfie ft clothes in the bushes behind him. photo taken on a brief break from touring when dnp + martyn and cornelia were spending a few days on vacation. "lapping up the d vitamin" comments about phil as well in a liveshow afterwards
phil's ii era side to side by ariana grande insta story
phil's mysterious white stain on his costume shirt insta story from the lead up to ii
"please be gentle with the handcuffs, i have sensitive skin" from witl/iiā€”sensitive skin is usually about like.. being sensitive to scented soaps and stuff. this is not an intuitive connection to make. it leads me to believe that's knowledge they have from experience
when the ii dvd was released, the bbc rated it whatever it rated it (can't remember) because of a couple engaging in erotic roleplay (amongst other reasons) which dan acknowledged on twitter and did not disagree with at all
dan's horny attitude about dentist visits
handcuffs and videogames sims moment
dan's kinky tumblr reblogs from the era when it was normal to rb softcore porn on here, including a fair amount of horny qbout blood posts
in that light: dan wrote and published the urge
phil bringing up mpreg as often as he does pings as horny for me; the hand falls into this category in a deeply bizzare manner imo
phil recognizing a delivery guy from gay emo porn
dan hogtied in christmas garland on their breakfast bar in manchester
dan's 2009 nakedboothsā€”nudes posted largely to flirt with phil. particularly the nakedbooth dan posted of himself in phil's bedroom where phil's holding lion in frame to censor dan's dick
phil's "milk" dailybooth
dan's "i WANT you to tie me up" dailybooth comment on phil holding up a belt
dan on formspring answering whether he swallows or spits
dan replying to someone in the comments of a phil vid pointing out hickies he had after dan visited him in 2009
uma thurman tweet
formspring answers about cherry & piƱa colada lube + cherry reference in the vday vid + sleuths online spotting specific lube in one of their suitcases at one point
phil used to post constant thirst traps before dan came into the picture have you SEEN ry @dnphobe's emo boy edit?? have you seen phil's check yes juliet and toxic vids????
thank you for coming to my ted talk, i know i'm missing loads.
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a/n: hi lovelies! look its my first smau/fic (on this acc) and since i love making them here we are :))) hope you enjoy <3 sorry if this is too long btw. i need a grayson guys... maybe a possible series?!?!
grayson hawthorne was bored okay? he was bored, and for a man like him to be bored literally nothing must be happening. so how i hear you ask did he end up on the youtube page of a very popular booktuber? he blames xander, for watching her on the tv curled up with max earlier today. something about you.. intrigued him.
he stared at the account for the longest time before finally, finally clicking on your latest video about your fall tbr. and once he heard your voice it was like he was in a trance. the calmness of the video, your narration and the way you spoke to the viewers made him feel as if he was sitting there next to you on your bed.
he never watched this type of thing. he never really watched stuff at all. but suddenly here he was binge watching every single one of your videos. it was as if he had no control over himself and he just wanted to continue to watch them for the rest of the day.
by the time he had realised how late it was, it was dark out and the time read 6:43am. it must've been the delusion that made him type out the comment, or the fact that he hadn't actually slept yet. but either way he made a comment and that, that was the beginning of the start of everything.
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you screamed. you actually screamed when you saw the comment on you post. grayson hawthorne??? the grayson hawthorne had watched your video? holy mother of-
the hawthorne's were notorious, all of them were, but grayson, he had the largest fanbase. the most obsessive one. the one with the girls that go crazy over anything and everything about him. its insane to think that he had commented on your video.
you thought it might've been just a once off. y'know he was just scrolling on youtube - yeah right thats not believable at all - and he happened to stumble across your video?
or maybe it was xander, he's followed you for a while actually, occasionally commenting and flirting with max in the comments. maybe he put grayson up to it. a once off.
so grayson commenting on your video really meant nothing - lies it meant everything - nothing, it meant nothing. who even cares? you definitely don't.
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yn.books what are you reading right now? (psst the book of the month is divine rivals by rebecca ross!)
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user1 the book queen posted!!!
user2 i bought divine rivals yesterday can't wait until my copy comes!!
user3 i died when i read the end šŸ˜­ roman and iris my babies
user4 OH OH OH GRAYSON HAWTHORNE IN THE LIKES??????
user5 RIGHT AND AFTER HE COMMENTED ON HER VIDEO A FEW WEEKS AGO
graysonhawthorne would you recommend divine rivals?
yn.books yes 100% its such a lovely read i definitely recommend you read it!
user6 GRAYSON??????????? GRAYSON??????
user7 GRAYSON HAWTHORNE WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?????
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"you bitch!" your best friend's voice fills your apartment as she rushes inside and stops dead in the living room. "why am i only now just finding out that grayson hawthorne comment on your posts?"
the murderous look on her face has you siting up quickly putting your book down on the couch. "...because i didn't tell you?"
"its the grayson hawthorne. i cannot believe that grayson hawthorne is commenting on your posts!" alya's harsh look turns gleeful as she rushes towards you and jumps on the couch - careful not to land on your book - and sidle up next to you to gossip.
"so why do we think he's interested in you all of a sudden?"
"he's not interested in me, alys."
"nope, he commented on your insta and your youtube, you're one step away from a marriage proposal now- hey, what type of wedding do you want?"
"we don't know, it could be xander's doing or even max's."
"nope you're gonna have kids together i can feel it."
"alya green-"
"OH MY GOD!!!!" she screeches jumping up and down. "OH MY GOD!!"
"WHAT? WHAT? WHAT?" you shriek back.
"LOOK!" she's grins shoving her phone into your hand
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user1 OOHHHHHHHHHHH
user2 im giggling so hard rn i love this man
ticking.time.bomb why the sudden interest in reading gray?? šŸ¤Ø i saw the divine rivals copy in your bag
thexanderhawthorne THIS IS WHY HE HAD THAT BOOK?? gray are you trying to steal my book girl?
maxine.liu.loo excuse me she's my book girlie. not yours i just let you borrow her
user3 oh he's obsessed
user4 wish that was me fr
user5 i want himmmm
user6 the book girlies and the grayson girlies really won today
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"grayson hawthorne," the sound of jameson's voice was never welcome in grayson's bedroom and clearly by the tone of his voice; this wasn't going to be good.
"when were you going to tell me that you picked up a fictional book? he paused. "even more so, when were you going to tell me that you got said fictional book from a 'book queen' of youtube."
grayson paused his reading and put down his copy of divine rivals, to look at a smirking jameson at his doorway.
"leave, jameson."
"okay gray, but let me know how your book goes, i hear it has a really shocking ending," jamie smiles and slowly walks away, calling out to xander to talk about books.
okay maybe his actions were a little out of character, but he wanted to understand what you were going to say in the next video. he wanted to be in the loop, to undertand what you were talking about.
he wanted to have something to talk to you about.
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@tornqdowarnings, @catapparently, @zenikswaffleshop, @off-to-th-r4aces, @emila07
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fckbatmanhiskidsareminenow Ā· 8 months ago
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i love the idea of damien being the most protective batkid.
like youā€™d think it was dick but nope itā€™s damien who was mostly raised by dick and has learnt to show his love and affection by worrying about and protecting his family in his own way. if u mess with any of his siblings be prepared to know why they call him demon brat.
when an old guy starts coughing up a lung at a gala while standing in front of an immunocompromised tim, damien immediately starts lecturing the guy about wearing a mask while simultaneously yoinking antibiotics out of timā€™s pockets and handing him a glass of water.
one time a villain makes dick cry (maybe itā€™s scarecrow) and yes while damian knows dick cries often when heā€™s happy or proud or sad or sometimes when heā€™s angry but he has never cried in fear before. and damien is pissed because how dare you make his big brother cry? he beats the shit out of the villain.
(iā€™m doing two for dick because while i love the above one i realised the rest of them are civilian ones so i decided to add this one)
someone making weird comments about dicks body, stuff like, ā€œwhat i would give to have him for a nightā€. damien is borderline murderous. ā€œyou know he has a name and Richard is not an object for you to use for your pleasure, heā€™s a person.ā€
someone says something ignorant about the people living in and around crime alley and before jason can even open his mouth damien is already going into how you should assume peoples living situations and how not everyone has the privilege the rich gothemites have.
someone says something weird and misogynistic about Steph? you already know damien is there defending all women and even bringing in points about why steph especially is incredible.
and you know if anyone said anything about any of his POC siblings ( dick, cass, duke) or himself heā€™s already on his ā€œwait until i tell father that you have such racist idealsā€ and recording prepared to ruin this guys life.
someone is fetishising or infantilising cass? he comes out of nowhere with ā€œshe can speak for herself.ā€ or ā€œsheā€™s not a work of art for you to stare and make comments about sheā€™s a human being.ā€
someone making comments about how duke doesnā€™t below among high society because he wasnā€™t born into it. damien is there defending him and saying how he has better manners than they do.
this is very ooc but the idea of damien using his vocabulary to just absolutely eat people up is so pleasant to me.
also u can tell i donā€™t know much about the less ā€œmainstreamā€ batfam members but im doing my research and writing what i find down in my hyperfixation book.
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lacesoflove Ā· 6 days ago
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okay i have to make a public service announcement because iā€™ve seen too many posts, especially from my mutuals, talking about being ashamed for writing fics. and iā€™ve felt this way too before and i just want any writer (specifically those who write smut) to read this and hope it resonates. first things first, the person, in question, hamzah does not gaf. he literally read a fic on the camping vlog, and iā€™d imagine to find that one specific fic for the video heā€™d have to go through others that are probably arguably worse.
and hamzah has to be aware of the more ā€œfreakyā€ (canā€™t think of a better word) members of the community because he ironically does stuff that ig you could consider makes notice of them. like that video he did of himself as a cop using a lana audio - which makes fun of the girls who always fantasise about older men or cops or just like looking at hot men with lana del ray audios and i know there are gonna be people who are like ā€œwell heā€™s laughing at the girls not with themā€ but imo šŸ˜­ if he was truly uncomfortable he wouldnā€™t be laughing at allā€¦?
also, letā€™s think about the editing community - the 2 sentence comments on hamzah edits are sometimes 10x more diabolical than an entire smut fic thatā€™s at least 1k words šŸ˜­
like honestly, i used to feel icky but then i remembered i enjoy writing, i enjoy writing smut! and smut has historically been a way for women (im speaking to female writers on this) to be an outlet for their sexuality! and, speaking for myself on this, i know iā€™m a good person who tries their best to respect peopleā€™s boundaries, so if hamzah is ever like ā€œidk man i feel weird that yā€™all keep writing freaky shit about meā€ iā€™m going to take it down, and itā€™s as simple as that, or iā€™m just going to pivot to writing sfw works only!
like i appreciate that the slushies on here are so considerate about the wellbeing of the person weā€™re writing about (especially coming from fandoms where the creator can refuse to have anything sexual written about them, and people will go as far as making secret tags to hide smut fics) - but itā€™s not that serious, at least not in the case where hamzah doesnā€™t gaf from what we have gathered.
please continue writing guys :) or donā€™t. if it truly makes you uncomfortable and youā€™re a person whoā€™s thinking about taking down your fics/not writing anymore/not wanting to post them, i canā€™t control that, i can only say that it will be a loss to the community
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etoileee Ā· 14 days ago
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OMG A BATFAM SHIFTER IM LOSING IT RN. This might be a weird thing to ask and idk if itā€™s gonna make sense but can you tell us a bit about how your brothers are in your dr but like how they speak and stuff? like introverted or extroverted? how are they like in conversation? I know this is a bit of a loaded question sorry šŸ˜…
donā€™t worry youā€™re good! Iā€™ll probably make posts about all of them individually going in depth but I hope I can answer your questions well enough to satisfy you! šŸ˜­
yā€™know, I call them assholes and dumbasses (as one does with their siblings) but Iā€™ll admit to the fact that they are actually very proper gentlemen when it counts. bruce has them MANNERED. lots of ā€œyes maā€™amā€ and ā€œyes sirā€ to anyone thatā€™s older, service workers, basically everyone else they arenā€™t close to.
I think the way Iā€™m going to go about this is give you some info about how they are, things they say, and in what context (hopefully all of this will make sense)
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ā€” RICHARD GRAYSON
out of all of them, heā€™s the most friendly and talkative, Iā€™d say. I donā€™t know if you guys will know what Iā€™m referencing but thereā€™s this video of the weeknd talking backstage with fans and heā€™s like SUPER friendly and chatting up a storm and everyone in the comments is like ā€œhis friendly ahhā€ and ā€œyou can tell bro is canadianā€ THATS WHAT DICK REMINDED ME OF WHEN I FIRST SHIFTED LMAO people are usually pretty in shocked about how well spoken all of them are. that and with dick they are amused at the fact that heā€™s actually a sweetheart
his sense of humor is making people laugh but if you donā€™t he takes it personally and starts to tweak out a bit
things that dick has said that I think about often;
ā€œā€¦I know that hurtsā€ *is watching me practice being en pointā€
*talking to a group of people and making them laugh*, *turns to look at me with a mischievous ass smile*, *mouths* ā€œIā€™m good at this shitā€
ā€œwhy are you so fucking negative all the time? gimmie a lil toothy grinā€ *he says to a very grumpy and sleepy jason before being slapped*
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ā€” JASON TODD
him and tim are the most introverted ones in my dr. one thing about jason is he donā€™t give a damn LMFAO
not to say that heā€™s rude, heā€™s not (not unprovoked) but if we are in a social setting he doesnā€™t really talk unless spoken to, simply because he probably doesnā€™t care and is not interested in what is happening and would rather zone out or talk to somebody he does know and is close with. of course if someone he doesnā€™t know very well speaks to him he will be very respectful but he wont force himself to be overly talkative and go out of his way to be very friendly (again heā€™s not rude, just only has enough social battery to be a gentleman most of the time.)
blunt, dry ass humor that I appreciate very much. one of my favorite things about him is HE SWEARS SO GOOD IT MAKES ME GIGGLE
things that jason has said that I think about often;
ā€œI didnā€™t give a fuck yesterday, I didnā€™t give a fuck today, and Iā€™m probably not gonna give a fuck tomorrowā€
*watches me, tim, and dick build the notre dame lego from the dark stairs in the foyer looking like a weirdo and menacing as hell* ā€œā€¦can I help?ā€
ā€œdonā€™t piss me offā€ - his favorite things to say
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ā€” TIM DRAKE
a true ambivert. as I mentioned he and jason are the most introverted but tim will talk to anyone that will listen tbh. he could go on and on about certain topics and honestly I really like to hear him speak because he is so well spoken and passionate about certain things. all of them are pretty well articulated but he is the most well articulated. heā€™s the more quiet sweetheart of the family thatā€™s also a NERD. if you do speak to him, just know he will absolutely give his heart and soul into that conversation
he has very clever humor (he kind of reminds me of like an english man) that you honestly might not get if you donā€™t know anyone like him and if you donā€™t understand what he said heā€™s like ā€œoh okayā€¦ā€ awkward as hell
things that tim has said that I think about often;
*us watching a korean movie together* ā€œdid you know that korean is one of the most isolated languages in the world?ā€
*Burce complimenting damian* ā€œyeah heā€™s got a face for radioā€ - tim
ā€œwhat the hell that have to do with the tea prices in china?ā€
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ā€” DAMIAN WAYNE
the most unserious, chaos causing mf EVER. heā€™s also one of the more extroverted people in the family up there with dick. dick is the more charming friendly one and damian is likeā€¦ I donā€™t even know. of course he is still respectful but heā€™s the least formal out of everyone. heā€™s more worried about having a fun conversation and not one with forced formal wording. for example if someone calls him ā€œmister wayneā€ heā€™s like ā€œew please call me damianā€. Iā€™ve also heard people say things like ā€œyou can tell heā€™s the youngest brotherā€ and yeah tbh heā€™s fun and annoying. what else could you want?
his humor is quoting spongebob
things that damian has said that I think about often;
ā€œTHIS IS SO LUXXXXā€ *he yells as he tries on bruces rolex*
*awkward ass silence anywhere* ā€œimagine all the peopleeeeeeā€ (he kinda serves vocals during this tbh)
ā€œMY DIET DOCTOR KELP?ā€ *damian yells in disbelief in the car since he didnā€™t get his doctor pepper from the drive thru*
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ezekiel13 Ā· 4 months ago
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Very important real talk.
How many of the Fallout companions can I transgender? (I will refer to them with the games pronouns for them you chose what flavour of transgender they are. Or I will maybe also.)
- Danse. I mean. He finds out he isnā€™t who everyone thought he was and is kicked out of his family? Transgender.
- Curie. Your quest for her is to find her a new body so she can live her life to the fullest? Trans.
- MacCready. Im a transmasc. So he is too. Thatā€™s all. Also idk he has the vibe?? Heā€™s trans to me no one can take that away
- Preston. I want him to be trans. Because Iā€™m trans. Heā€™s my husband. T4T (well I mean. Itā€™s more T4T4T4T4T etcā€¦)
- Deacon. He was canonically a woman for a period of time. Not cis. For sure.
- Piper. I think she should be trans because sheā€™s cool. So. Trans!! Also. Her name is the kinda thing that she would chose after already making a newspaper. Like ā€œhmmmā€¦ changing my name? Piper Wright!! Because I write on paper.ā€
- X6-88. I feel like heā€™s not cis. He sees himself as not human so like. Xenogender? Maybe.
- Cait. I donā€™t know very much about her but sheā€™s super iconic and she seems to have deep rooted issues with her physical form (I may be wrong here i only met her like twice. She doesnā€™t like helping settlements so Iā€™m kinda stuck on befriending her) So i say sheā€™s trans.
- Hancock. He took a drug which got him exiled from his family and home. I mean. Do I have to say more???
- Strong. Technically super mutants are genderless (they become physically asexual with FEV) and Strong chooses to be he/himā€™ed so. Thatā€™s not very cis.
- Nick Valentine (who I totally didnā€™t forget about and totally am not editing in). Heā€™s the older trans guy who uses different terms for it but is super important to everyone. Especially that heā€™s still around.
- Codsworth. Yeah idk anything about him but heā€™s like kinda British and I know a lot of transgender brits so. Someone who knows stuff about Codsworth please reblog with information about him!!
- Dogmeat. Heā€™s a dog. I think heā€™d bite transphobes. Heā€™s very small I love him.
- Porter Gage & Old Longfellow (if thatā€™s his name??) I donā€™t own either DLC so I canā€™t comment. Someone please tell me why theyā€™re trans
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