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nolessthan7 · 3 days ago

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why isn't anyone noticing all the failures of double exposure that decknine have been doing all along vs dontnod? the economy of storytelling in dontnod is amazing. just look at the names.

chloe price - the price to pay for saving arcadia bay/arcadia bay is the cost for chloe

victoria chase - "victorious" popular dream chaser girl

mark jefferson - a seeming bastion leader and teacher with a disgusting intimate secret and french attitudes

kate marsh - lost in the marshes of the narrative, sunk in the mire of the plot without understanding

max caufield - catcher in the rye reference to a character that wants to save everyone, "supermax"

i'm not really sure about nathan and warren, but the economy and meaning here is incredible, allowing for a shorthand while planning the story so none of these major characters lose their core. especially in a high school story like this, where that simplicity is not just helpful but a staple of the genre.

whereas the major characters in double exposure like amanda, qwen, safi, moses... they're just names. and maybe deck nine tried to flesh them out with a character sheet, but that's not enough. nothing about them is tied to the narrative in a significant way. since decknine took the reigns they havent given the property the attention and care on a script level that earned its fans in the first place. really sad to see people making excuses for it because "max is back," but i see less and less of that except from paid sponsors and the game only just released

i was so excited because i thought maybe we'd have like the episodic release of the mystery like the first game, but alas those days are gone. maybe we will get it with lost records 🤞🏽

#life is strange #life is strange: double exposure #pricefield #chloe price #max caulfield

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maletomboy · 2 months ago

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it's true that men can only date or fuck other men because ive been bisexual like my whole life and ive only ever gotten with men (and ive been with um. kind of a lot of them)

#IM JK its because i look gay and i cant top #its not that i cant pull. i definitely can. im very cute and many have said so #and its not like i havent TRIED with girls #i made out with a girl once. once and then she ghosted me #girls do like me but only platonically like im their pet hamster. which is fine. i really love being friends with all genders fr #its just kinda funny #what am i even talking about. i think my edible just kicked in

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nashvillethotchicken · 6 months ago

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"Lestat would get woken up by the macarena" "No he'd get waken up by dubstep" "No he'd get waken up by Call Me Maybe" You fool's. You absolute fools. Lestat is buried/out in the dump of New Orleans, a city that's 60 percent black. He's getting woken up by Back That Azz Up by Juvenile

#go listen to back that azz up if you havent heard it its such a banger #also how have you not heard it (i know how but still)#like we can speculate on lestat and pop music but hes a musician living in NOLA with a black partner #lestat explicitly told louis he was a chocolate chaser and you think ms. jepsen gon get him out the ground get real #he hears those first strings and “cash money records taking over for the 99 and the 2000” and shot up out that coffin like superman #like i think people speculating about what wakes him up is so interesting cus i think it becomes contextless like #hes in new orleans. the blackest city in america where he used to play black music with black artists what is the white girl gon do?#and i think the rush to say lestat would surround himself with white music in this explicitly black space comes both from ms rice's love of #whiteness. both ontologically and physically. i think it also speaks to how white the fandom is #plus the thing that woke lestat up in the 80s was how innovative the electric guitar sounded (which if he wanted innovative he shouldve-#been woken up by johnnie guitar watson but thats neither here nor there #back that azz up is an extremely innovative and iconic song from new orleans like thats what lestat “i told my black partner i was chocolat #chasing before i tried to wife him“ de lioncourt #interview with the vampire #iwtv #amc iwtv #lestat de lioncourt #iwtv 2022 #like hes getting woken up by three six mafia or project pat #he need something with some bass rattling the windows

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faaun · 3 months ago

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ok let's catch up quickly

#so i went on a few dates w this guy. long hair beautiful face kinda looked like a girl (good) said yes ma'am when i told him to do smth #(also good) film student great at photography including candids. made a sheath of leather for a sword pin i have . et cetera.#he asked to cuddle and i was like iggg and then i felt Nothing and i was like ohhh yh ok ok yep lesbian #like he meets almost all my criteria but. yeahhh no . also at the end of that date he had some weird takes. anyway broke up w him and told #him actually im p sure im a lesbian (again) and he was like yk thats the second time this has happened to me this week but its ok bc ive #fallen for this girl from berlin. and then we cooked together. anyway . met a beautiful butch lowk in love w her. weve been on (1) date.#have two exams in a few days havent studied enough going to like end it all basically. my research partner kicked me off our research #(expected(it was always skinda sketchy)) which was devastating + it happened in a lidl 15 hours into a journey from bordeaux #to go back to the UK. my friends were kinda busy paying for baguettes but also they heard this whole exchange and are kinda mad at him #my friend of 10+ years is coming over in a few days. my evil ex situationship person that i decided to stay friends w because i kept #insisting they are a good friend and not evil and also extremely beautiful? turns out shockingly enough they were evil. tried to fix them #and then i realised due to their entire friendship group being ppl like me (Every Single One of their friends are ppl they met on dating #apps then led on then dumped and proposed staying friends w) and are collectively extremely attracted to them and not over them they #keep validating the most diabolical shit they say/do to hace a chance w them. they broke up w their ex and the way they keep leading #this poor girl on and making her heartbeeak worse and saying that they want more power over her and want her to beg for them back etc...MY #JAW HAD DROPPED esp bc i didnt even know the ex was in the picture BECAUSE ME AND ONE OF OUR FRIENDS (that they also dated) HAD JUSR SLEPT #NAKED TOGETHER IN THEIR BED W THEM. GIRL. anyway that is the least of the diabolical stuff they said but no we are moving onnn #this was b4 the beautiful butch btw. anyways . i have a mitski concert tmrw i think?? idek anymore #i used to have a crush on this guy very briefly and then it disappeared and then i realised if he fundementally changed everything abt #himself then maybe id like him but ofc i didnt tell him that but i still think abt it sometimes but anyway thats irrelevant now bc 99% sure #even if he did id still not find him attractive (lesbianism). please recommend good overnight moisturisers btw i have super dry skin #right. the friend of 10 yrs. we had a hard convo abt why she essentially bullied me in year 8 and it made me highly bitter but i also love #her and ik things are diff now its been like . Many Years . and shes going to stay a while I HAVE TWO EXAMS I DONT HAVE TIME but i love her #its fine. i think i might just switch into medicine and do the whole become a neurosurgeon thing (which was my plan B) bc plan A is looking #kinda impossible rn. I WANNA TALK MORE ABT WHAT THE EX SITUATIONSHIP PERSON SAID but i wont bc i dont wanna be too mean but also . MY GOD #i had a conversation w a philosopher friend about whether i have a moral responsibility to try to fix them bc unleashing this on society #feels wrong and he said 'probably but...run' so yeah im not talking to them atm. second date w beautiful butch on monday btw IDK WHAT TO #WEAR. she said she likes fems. im just gonna wear the shortest ralph lauren skirt i have w the cute leg warmers and hope 4 the best #its 1:15 AM im abt to drink coffee and start studying bc what the FUCK man. also almost finished watching the boys its very good #one of my best friends is struggling rn it is breaking my heart i want to take the burden from her i miss her very much

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socksandbuttons · 1 year ago

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oh i read this fanfiction!

#and the sequel where she has toast #no longer u can find this fic but i remember it #anyway her parents arent terrible. her mom actually admits giving her kids what they want #cause SHE didnt get anything when she was younger. which is... super nice of her #kukis dad is just a bit of a perfectionist but not the worst.#how they ground mushi tho for like what was it again??? a long time??? mushis evil tho so technically not her parents fault #i havent watched it i just got vivid memory of that one fic and how terrible inaccurate it was #also sonia died in that???? im mad about that still #but the sequel..... LORD THE SEQUEL #never over the joke about toast and numbuh 2 #knd talk #absolutely no called for a knd post but i just #TOXIC OPTIMISMMMM I CANNOTTTT #that is such title im like???? 'so u didnt watch the show'#kuki being optimistic and carefree and (pretending) to be a little airheaded #that girl is feirce AND smart when she needs to be and tries to be fun #its not until mushi basically betrays her that she goes 'hmn.... wait a minute'#ALSO ALSO MUSHI WAS ALREADY FAKING BEFORE THE DINNER EPISODES #WE KNOW THIS. IN OP I THINKE IT WAS OP SPACE #THE ONE WITH THEM TRYING TO SAVE SOME PILOTS AND CREE WAS ON BOARD #yeyeyeyey mushi was already geared up to be dasterdly #anyway ANYWAY enough of knd rambling

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musubiki · 8 months ago

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how was playing hsr? was there anything that you liked in the game and the story?

ITS BEEN AMAZING AS EXPECTED!!!!!!!!! i actually havent played genshin in a while since starting it, i have no motivation to do the filler event while a perfectly good star rail is sitting there waiting to be played :')

but for mechanics, i love they have auto battle so you dont have to nessecarily sit there and invest in every little battle you gotta do....and i love that the resin (resin??) system is a lot more forgiving with a higher cap, lower cost, and allow for overflow...thats nice...i also love that the mc and starter units are very useful. im so emotionally attatched to the star rail crew so im glad they never have to leave my team !!!!

storywise im LOVING IT SO FAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i started playing it at the beginning of spring break 2 weeks ago and im almost all caught up!!! i went through belabog and penacony and now im just doing those leftover intermission main quests which im only now realizing i shouldve done before going to penacony LMAO

and of course.....danmarch....im so soft for them......and also i love sampo i cant wait to see what they do with him

#besides the star rail crew and sampo im not too attatched to anyone else #im very much a (what would happen in canon) type of player so the only units i REALLY want are himeko welt and imbibitor lunae #(and sampo)#everyone else i can go without #so this game is probably gonna be a lot better for my wallet #overall it just like it better than genshin minus the open world part #i like the story and characters...i like that you can play as bad guys while theyre still bad guys???? like blade and kafka???#cuz in genshin you always gotta redeem them somehow first before theyre playable #not here hueheuhe #also i love that they actually kill off playable characters #(spoilers from here on out)#i know were supposed to be all sad for fireflys death but honestly.......i didnt care about her too much LMAO #i was actually a little annoyed for the secret base part because her base was SO FUCKING DEEP IN ENEMY TERRITORY #i was like (damn bitch how far away is this shit??!)#that by the time we got to the emotional part i was just mad #i never liked characters where the game tries to like....force you to care about them #and its implied you have some super close relationship ESPECIALLY when you havent known them long #now if march died that would be a whole different story #but firefly??? i mean rip but i didnt really know her #im loving the penacony quest so far though #any setting where its like a place of mind tricks and gambling and spending money and sin is always so scary to me #especially the dream within a dream within a dream shit #the mind fuck aspect is always a good plot that i enjoy #i also love that theyre not afraid to upgrade units #like we have dan heng and the dragon dan heng #so characters arnt stagnent forever #everyday i hope we one day get to see a 5-star secret power march #cuz that girl has some shit going on i swear #i just did her luofu memory quest #and those fuckers in the garden of recollection............

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comradecowplant · 8 months ago

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so things are not going well with my new elderly socdem friend unfortunately.

#she said this RIGHT after talking about how bad yt misinfo is... which she followed up w SO I WAS WATCHING A YT DOC ABOUT WW2 & LEARNED THIS #youtube 'historians' are literally the most fascist breed of youtuber. avoid the vast majority like the plague lmao #i asked if the video was sourcing the hollow dahmer & the black book of communism & she didnt seem to know what those are lol #to her credit i told her straight up that she was incorrect & she at least faked being curious about doing more research but i am doubting #she also 'learned' that lenin killed trotsky lol get your propaganda right lenin was dead by then STALIN icepicked him <3 #anyway im making jokes bc the worst part was a different conversation where she spoke positively of israel #THAT'S gonna be the one to ruin our friendship. fuck you & your war tourist friend who fought in the 1960s landgrabs that youre now #telling me as if this is a cute story. nahhhh lmao i looked her straight in the eye & said i will NOT debate this #so she dropped it like the true enlightened centrist most socdem cowards are and i kept cleaning her house quietly #turns out You & Me We're the Only Ones Around Here Who Aren't Complete Fools was premature *kicks the poorly rendered gravel sadly*#shes otherwise a nice lady & i know i need to be more flexible in order to hopefully change ppls minds...#but also when people say awful & untrue things it makes me not want to talk to you 🤷‍♂️ srry 2 b a freak like that #also i know shes not transphobic but i havent sniffed her out well enough to know if shes safe to come out to #so its hours of misgendering (which isnt her fault she doesnt know) bc shes obsessed with neoliberal feminism and inappropriately brings #gender into conversations that it does not belong in #'did you know all the countries that handled covid best were ran by women?' 1) untrue 2) dont care finland still sucks #she also tried to tell me that european rich people learned to be nicer after the french rev & thats why europe is better than america...#girl shut up we learned how to be so good at racism and capitalism BECAUSE of europe. there is no such thing as a good rich person!!!#i pick my battles (genocide & anticommunist genocide revisionism) so i let her cook w that one & was not left convinced as you can imagine #ANYWAY rant about today's weird day done. gonna smoke weed & rim some skies 🥵 while listening to the Khrushchev Lied audiobook i found 😘

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conanssummerchild · 7 months ago

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fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

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sieglinde-freud · 4 months ago

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oooh for the ask...kagetsu perhaps

hi anon ty for the ask :) i miss this guy havent played engage in a SECOND wow…

How I feel about this character

i lovoovee this guy… of the non solm characters hes probably one of my favs probably right up there with like. alear. though i guess hes from solm by birth so maybe this isnt surprising in the slightest. he also carried me pretty hard along with the pan siblings in my first run and on my maddening run (that i. havent played in like a year) he was doing pretty well! we beef a little bit because he failed to dodge like five 20% hits in endgame but. whatever. also khoi dao was brilliant casting… i really like the guy as albedo (SORRY G*NSHIN MENTION I KNOW) and nils so it was nice to see him have a bigger fire emblem role :)

All the people I ship romantically with this character

im a BIGGGG fan of poly ivy/kagetsu/zelkov thats my favorite. but i’ll also take ivy/kagetsu or zelkov/kagetsu im really down with either. also there was this one fic with him and pandreo i thought was excellent and im actually really sad they never got supports… the potential was there!!!

Non-romantic OTP for this character

is it a cop out to say ivy trio again… i like them in anyway i can get them romantic platonic some secret third thing i dont really care theyre my favs… but i also like the idea of hortensia looking up to kagetsu. everyone in elusia is so fucking weird and sad all the time… lets go hang out with this guy whos physically incapable of frowning for a bit i think itd help her out. plus pre-canon kagetsu probably needs a friend

Unpopular opinion about this character

i tried wyvern rider for him for maddening and i didnt like it i think its a boring way to play him.

One thing I wish had happened in canon

sloppy makeout with pandreo

#asks #i havent touched engage in a bit but i might #i was hanging out w a friend the other day and we were like yas girls day out!#and then we got blasted by 112F heat and decided it wasnt worth it #so we stayed inside and she asked me to teach her how to play fire emblem so i handed her engage and let her go #her boyfriend and his friend tried to teach her with three houses but #listen i think three houses is a fantastic entry game. if you have played an RPG before.#but she has not and they were apparently directing her every action so its like #omfg bby girl here take this sparkly glitter game and go ham #she liked it :) but i was helping her through with some mechanics like explaining grid based combat and the engage system #and i was like DAMNNN this shit kinda peak wtf #so maybe…

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courviknight · 7 months ago

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today worst day ever 🥹🥹 so glad to be home

#god forbid. a person ik owes me money and im lowkey getting annoyed bc i feel she has it but wont give it to me 😞 i paid for sm of her food #and i felt like she kept interrupting my convos w ppl!! i need her to get off my back #like i dont understand why she asks me to go outside to get food?? if she doesnt order??? like ik i have a complicated money process and its #annoying af IM SORRYYY IM INCONVENIENT!!!! but also man. the app was down at an inconvenient time for two days #and i couldnt pay thru gcash 😞😞#so i 1) went out for NOTHING and 2) just felt so sad idk like ;((#when i came back i was just sad. like idk i felt ashamed to ask for money bc im so annoying or smth #some of my other band mates asked if i str and i just started to PISS MY EYES LIKE IM SORRY!!!!!#idk i feel like i just release stress out in bursts like that like why cant i express these things normally #like i have a past gripe bc i used to be so sensitive as a kid i wojld cry and ppl would just give me things #and like. idk. i dont want to come off as that like im not crying for attention you asked me How are uou Doing and the doing came out thru #pissing my eyes out. idk what else to say fellas #i got issues 😞 but im so grateful there were ppl looking out for me when i was feeling annoying and was broody #i feel like a lot of ppl ive met havent been able to handle that v well and its like oh man that explains why i try #not to cry in the first place!! hahaha okay!!!#but like yeah man. idk i am miffed w this girl bc like. it just always feels like she tries to ctrl what or who i talk to #i cant wait to not be classmates w her 😔#caw.txt #vent

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be-good-to-bugs · 2 years ago

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2023 / oh to be such a lesbian that your crush turns into a god and changes the laws of the universe itself in order to change your fate. meduka meguka you truly are like no other.

#madoka magica #pmmm #madoka kaname #magical girl #puella magi madoka magica #fanart #orbs art #anyway. these were quick lazy stuff but im very happy with them. trying very hard to change how i draw #i need to be more chill and silly about it. feeling to stiff and bleh about drawing lately. this was v good for me #i had wanted to shade this but itd take so much effort to shade the lineless and the lined its not really worth it #i think it looks good as is and ik id just get bored and then never finish this drawing ever if i tried to shade it #anyway. just rewatched this show and. its so good. it like. changed something in me when i first watched it 6 years ago #and not exaggerating. i have though about this show almost every single day since then. my brain ran with the whole concept #thats good though. its been 1 of 2 main focuses since i was 11. it means a whole lot to me. when i finally learned of and watched rebellion #my little brain was ecstatic. i hadnt felt joy love and inspiration like that in such a long time and i havent since.#idk. its my only main special interest that wasnt tainted by others thinking it was stupid. hell even my mo watched the show and loved it #anyway ill stop talking now uh. its 6am and im rambling. not that i wouldnt do that at 6pm too

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chiisana-lion · 8 months ago

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years ago got this super cute lilac long skirt that ive never worn since getting it but would really like to if only it werent for the fact id hate to be perceived anything remotely close to femininely. and Especially by my extended family who i just know for a fact are waiting for me to grow out of my "phase" and be able to say "see that? you're acting like a normal girl now"