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would y’all be mad at me if I was and have been working on a fankid sth AU project
#this is a project I’ve had for years#and I mean YEARS#and its gone through many many changes#especially with the main character#which is or was a sonadow fanchild#they’re kinda still a sonadow fanchild but there isn’t really any sonadow to speak of#the other kids have changed a lot AND I MEAN ALOT#there aren’t many couples in this#one I can think of is metamy#the kids in question are#a sonadow child a knuxouge child a metamy child a jetxoc child a blazexoc children and an eclipse child#might be more dialogue/writing based with art sprinkled in then doodle/drawing based#but that’s just because I don’t think I can make a full thing about these guys in art form#we’ll see tho I might change my mind#anyways if I do end up posting/making more about it#it’s called chaos child#I’m very creative with names if you can’t tell#if ya wanna know more about them I can tell y’all#tho I’ll probably do it anyway#my stuffy stuff#🐛my stories🦋#sth
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scenes i loved from Real Enough to Get Me Through by @marriedzukka <333 [ids in alt]
#zukka#zukka fanart#sokka#sokka fanart#zuko#zuko fanart#atla#atla fanart#avatar the last airbender#zukka fic rec#myart#yall. yall. dani. this FIC#first off it made me cry twice. not like 'oh im crying' internet speak no. like. eyes are too blurry to read let me stop this for a sec#it is SO GOOD#your prose? amazing#your insights on grief? life changing#THEM??? THEM their relationship and trust#'zuko looked at him and his world shifted on its axis'#ive been thinking about that line for WEEKS STRAIGHT#i can't tell you how many passages i screenshot just because of how beautiful or cute they were#the moment of seeing the painting of sokka's mom? how did you manage to make it so telling character wise--so sweet so PAINful AND so#cute with their relationship?!!?!#'oh so you think i'm beautiful too'#GOD#i had so many scenes i wanted to draw it was crazy#also#'Our loved ones leave impressions on us that can still impact our decisions and feelings even after they're gone'#fuck. had me crying AGAIN#seriously this fic is so wonderful and not just through a zukka lens. truly life changing you're an AMAZING writer#the fandom is so lucky to have you and i can't Believe it took me so long to get around to reading this masterpiece
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taco and mephone have fascinating parallels more people could explore if taco haters weren't biased cowards
#meeple.txt#inanimate insanity#ii taco#ii mephone4#dare i maintag this. watever#like taco haters r obsessed with the idea that taco is ruining herself worse and dragging everyone down with her#when shes literally just doing the challenge mephone created and even changes her intentions on hosting the challenge partway through#bc shes REALIZING how badly everyones been affected by the show just as she was#and she uses the attention she now has and urges them to leave and escape because she doesnt want anyone to end up like her#she believes shes past saving Yes#but thats exactly why shes trying to help the others avoid getting to the extent shes gone#meanwhile even when getting his wrongdoings slapped in his face mephone doubles down bc thats all he knows#thats all he feels safe with. he cant let himself trust and be vulnerable and its ruining his life and all his relationships along with him#it says SO MUCH about both mephones and tacos arcs that MEPAD. the one whos been inseparable to mephone from the Start#is seeing more hope of improvement in TACO than mephone#taco the infamous villain to everyone since s1. since before mepad was ever conscious#if anything mephone is the one ruining himself in denial and hurting others in the process#and im not saying that to vilify mephone either !!!! before you 0 nuance bitches come in#if it wasnt obvious from my entire page i LOVE mephone and i LOVE where theyre taking his character. make that man Worse ❤️#but i feel like so many ppl are just projecting mephones arc onto taco bc they dont wanna admit mephone has Issues
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Absolutely gorgeous commission I got from @deannamb
I've been staring at this all week and I'm still speechless at how beautiful this turned out.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 oc#gale of waterdeep#gale dekarios#gale x tav#gale x oc#commissioned art#erellindra khalazza#theyre so cuuute#and its so sad for those that know :3#also realizing how many changes Els gone through since august
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GIGGLES ref + bonus info from its art fight page yayyyyy
#⚠️#pardon the weird font on mobile on ny art fight. on laptop its comic sans#my silliest silly thats been with me forever. theyve gone through sooooo many design changes ots crazy#alton towers#the smiler#alton humans
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I’M BACK FROM HIKE ‼️ ‼️ IT WAS SO GOOD GUYS. ACTUALLY SO WONDERFUL I LOVED IT SO SO MUCH
#(also did tumblr change its layout again…)#ANYWAY HIKE WAS INCREDIBLE!!#one of our leaders was this awesome guy who was a theatre kid and gay and incredibly nice and chill#hes friends with some ppl involved in the current west end production of rocky horror which is cool… AND HE KNEW AMERICAN#OSYCHO THE MUSICAL!!!! which was SO AWESOME#and i spent the whole 6 days with 7 of my friends and we made so many stupid jokes (sososo many terrible hawk tuah jokes. it was great)#and it was just the most fantastic time ever#and the bush was so beautiful and interesting and it was tiring to hike through but so worth it#and we sung songs and saw a blue tongue lizard and a dead deer and many currawongs#and swum in the river and got water from there and cooked many mediocre meals and made inside jokes and gosh it was just so good#i have more to say but i need to shower. please tell me if anything super cray cray happened while i was gone
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I wish I could go back and tell younger me that I would in fact find that place one day full of people that I adore deeply and who I know love me in return. Who make me feel wanted and cared for and appreciated in a way I never thought would be possible. And none of it required hiding, or forcing myself to be a person I’m not. And I still have that space even though I’m aroace.
For the first time ever, I see a future where I’m not alone. And I wish I could go back and tell my younger self it would happen. It’s possible to not be constantly lonely.
#ravenpuff rambles#I’ve been lucky enough in my life to make amazing friends several times#several of whom are still in my life now#but it’s only been recently that I’ve felt like I truly found my place#I don’t know how to explain it#I guess up until now I have always gone into friendships expecting them to end and holding back just a little bit#and this is the first time I don’t feel like I have to run because I don’t feel like these people are going to leave me#maybe it’s just because one of them is also aroace and we’ve talked a lot about those similar feelings of being left behind#never had someone quite get that before#and maybe it’s just I feel more willing to open my heart#admittedly this group of ours went through some shit together and that’s how the friendships really started forming#and so maybe that helps#but it’s like#Have you ever met someone who is so much like you in so many ways that its like the joke of ‘#‘can I copy your homework?’ ‘yeah just be sure to change it so no one knows’#It’s a weird thing of feeling so completely and totally seen by somebody sometimes without having to say a word#anyways#I’m really happy with this little place I found and I wish I could tell younger me#and also tell xem that no it doesn’t look like a fanfic dream#no im not their person but yeah they’re kind of mine but that’s okay#its nothing and everything like I always thought of#and for the first time in my life I don’t feel a crush sense of loneliness#yes I wish I could see them in person#but I can be okay with everything I do get
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You have my attention, tell me more about this tragic roller coaster musical
Okay, so!!! Ride the Cyclone is a one act, 90 minute musical about the St. Cassian Chamber Choir, who have died on the Cyclone roller coaster after performing their senior concert at their local Fall Fair, including one Jane Doe who lost her head in the accident and remains unidentified. They get stuck in the Warehouse, a purgatory/limbo type space, and live out each of their life dreams in song-form, which also serve as their reasons for wanting to return to life. They're actually all competing for the grand prize, which is to return to life and live beyond the Cyclone Disaster. They are accompanied in the Warehouse by The Amazing Karnak, a sentient fortune-telling machine, and Virgil the Rat, his executioner.
Here is the most famous bootleg, which is from 2016! Since then, the show has had a couple script changes and also a different opening number (which you can find in the cast recording and more recent bootlegs (which are in a big google drive i can send if you're curious))
#rtc#my beloved besties#i loooooooove rtc. so very much#i know so much about this show#it has gone through so many changes. it was so so so different in its earliest runs
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New Rule!!
The last one, atm I don't believe I can write anything strictly romantic.
I don't know what has changed, what's wrong with me, but writing things that are strictly romantic make me uncomfortable at the moment.
If this changes in the future, the rule will be removed, but for now please don't request anything strictly romantic. And if you have requested smth like that please understand if I change it.
(btw i lose my mind in the tags if yall want to laugh at my pain and maybe give advice only if u want tho)
#choco psa#aroace questioning yay (help)#ISTG I HAVE NOT ALWAYS FELT THIS WAY#I can't tell if its the gender dysphoria or if im genuinely romance repulsed#HELP YALL IVE GONE THROUGH SO MANY GENDER AND SEXUALITY CRISIS I DON'T WANT ANOTHER#i put away the gender crisis and now the sexuality crisis body slammed me and is currently kicking me repeatedly#anyways i'll post smth in a bit but it just came to mind#that writing something strictly romantic is a little yuck#LIKE. EVEN STRICTLY ROMANTIC YAE X READER MAKES ME UNCOMFY???????#THAT'S NEVER BEEN THE CASE#I LOVE MIKO#WHAT'S HAPPENIGN????????#i think it might be the gender dysphoria bc i would still write tsaritsa x reader x darling#but also that's a poly relationship?? but also if it was just tsaritsa x reader would I do it??#I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING i might be on the ace spectrum#BUT I DIDN'T USED TO BE ON THE ACE SPECTRUM??#I WAS NEVER QUESTIONING THIS#what the hell changed#THIS IS TRAUMA RELATED 100% BUT ALSO CAN ASEXUALITY/AROMANTISICM BE TRAUMA-RELATED#maybe im healing#maybe ive realized that my love for miko stemmed from trauma i had with my mother and im healing from that#but also men gross me out#which might be the gender dysphoria talking bc men don't see me as a man#but also women don't see me as a man#which might also be why romance repulsed#BUT ALSO WHY HAVE I NEVER FELT THIS WAY BEFORE#i think im just fucking stupid#its the scaramouche pfp.#im taking the kinning him too far yall/hj
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Anyone else feeling the relentless march of time on this Saturday night
#sat on the bus going home from my second to last shift at this job#saw lots of people at work that used to know me for my old job that i absolutely loved and did for 6 years#and i was describing why i know all these people to my coworkers and i was like oh my god thats not me anymore#thats who i used to be what the fuck#and this is the same bus journey that ive been doing for three years#on the same bus ive taken since i started taking the bus#its the same journey but im so different#and im moving into a different phase of life again#how many times have i sat on this bus#how many times have i sat in this seat#how many times have i driven this route how many me's#I've literally moved to the big city and moved back and i am irrevocably changed and im looking at the same shops out of fo the window#everything is the same but so different#since i started taking this bus i have changed so much that i would not recognise myself in the mirror#my boss said 'dont be a stranger' sir i am a stranger to myself#how long can i not be a stranger#how long can you try and keep up with the dregs of your old life until it no longer fits#how long can you keep coming back until it becomes somewhere unrecognisable. or you become unrecognisable#how do you mourn losing something of yourself when it happens so slowly and you dont realise it until its been dead and buried for years#do you ever find yourself falling into old thought patterns and finding that you have no conviction#the you who started thinking that is gone. you dont feel this way. but you did#even just about a band you like. or a snack you always used to buy before school#one of my essays this term could have been about humes view that we dont have a concrete self#and i just thought how am i supposed to answer that#how am i supposed to say no hes right there is no continuous self. i know this because i am filled with ghosts#because i look in the mirror and part of me tries to look through the eyes of teenage me#just to wonder what they would think#and i cant do it. because we are so far apart that they are not me#i am clinging on to friends and places as though i am someone that i am not because rhe ghost of a child inside me demands it#even if the words are hollow and the feelings are long gone
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cringe is dead here is my ponysona in pony.town 🍎
#hes gone through so many changes... i started playing in 2017 and i still dont know how to make the fancy outlines etc#yes the hair is kind of a karen bob but ITS ALL I GOT#pony town#gif#ponysona#mlp oc
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rando q! but how long have you had this blog ?
omg so ive had this blog since january of 2013 so we have Officially surpassed 10 years 😂😂 WOW.
#asks#anonymous#this bad boy has been with me through it all though#ive crossed through so many fandoms with it and have gone through a few url changes to reflect that#ive done a lot with this account and posted a lot and have made so many friends through it!!#tumblr really is my baby like its a hellsite but its MY hellsite#its like the only bearable social media site these days to me lol i am rarely on anything else#i love it here and i have no plans on going anywhere else anytime soon#10 years down and 10 + more to go
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Ugh..narrator...
#slay princess spoilers in these tags alex don readdd#i should be sleeping rn but while i was work i couldnt stop thinking abt#how much i feel like the narrator relates to me in how ocd affects me#hes not just afraid of change hes afraid of possibility. but thats not what he thinks hes afraid of he justifies his fear as#wanting to protect the world from seein death ever again#but in truth he wants to kill the embodiment of change itself#my mind is hazy but like i can get it because so many times i just hope that#things just stop#because i think abt so many possibilities so bad that it hurts me a lot#only thinking about the bad possibitilies and the good possibilities never go through my mind#i think so much abt everything that could happen if i do anything that i try my best at avoiding it#and if i fall into not doing it feels empty and stagnant#its safe but it feels really bad and i feel bad abt my fear#and thats what the narrator wants for the full scope of the world cos he thinks that will be better for everyone#dont get me wrong hes very wrong lol but hes so human at the same time#it only gets more clear by his nightmare where he describes that every good moment in life is a short omen for something horrible to happen#next#thats so ocd to me man “oh fuck this is too good something bad will happen”#bitch should have gone to therapy instead of trapping the gods of reality itself trapped in a torture bubble lol#or he should have played satbk#sonic is always right#also i get a lot of ocd vibes from the cage but its slightly different#she thinks she already knows whats going to happen and doesnt try to test another possibility#the only way to save her is to prove to her that what she thinks will happen isnt set in stone. she cant know what will happen#even if her past trauma feels like enough proof that things will be the same- she cant know...#also how she thinks her body is acting on its own and that it has nothing to do with her but it does she just cant see it#cage....#also i love how she comes from prisoner. because prisoner is actually very reasonable in her distrust of you but she believes that her plan#will work#but it doesnt and it turns into the trsuma that turns her in cage cos every worry feels like its the truth
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I don't know how many of my followers are furries but we just lost one of ours.
He died because the medical industry in the US refused to help. He was murdered in a million little ways, with a million automated systems.
He was on bluesky no more than five hours ago, now he's gone.
Dragoneer ran FurAffinity, which is more or less the furry art site. It looks like its' from the early aughts, has no native pdf support, and has zero discoverability or algorithmic function. It's home to me, it's always been home.
No matter how often I moved or how often my life radically changed, there was FA. I met my husband on the forums. Through the majority of its' life, Dragoneer kept it running. He never sold us out, never tried to keep up with trends. It's a community.
And there is something bitter about losing someone who was key to keeping one of the relics of the internet before corporations took over.
We have our home, but it's lost its' keeper.
Good night, Neer. You kept the lights on.
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#yeah so I'm absolutely having a breakdown#which sucks because ive been doing alright for awhile#and it makes sense tbh#not to invalidate myself#so many things that are outside of my control have gone wrong recently#someone tried to steal my car again and I'm fixing it myself because I can't afford to bring it somewhere#and the job that would change my life keeps ghosting me#and I need to let my landlord know about renewing my lease yesterday (literally yesterday i was supposed to) but im waiting on this job#and money is tight#and my insurance is stalling on covering my migraine meds#to get a 3 day supply is >100$ through the lowest discount card#and to get a full month supply costs more than my rent at its cheapest#so I've been mostly in pain and lowkey confused as the drug works its way out of my system#and I'm on my period which destabilized because i had to come off my birth control for the first time in years (due to the migraines)#I watched a car flip the other night#and if that weren't enough I can't stop remembering the last time i saw a car flip and two people died on impact#and my dad was dragging bodies out of the car on fire#...we had been driving to the ER because I had tried to kill myself again#all I could think was that it should have been me#and I slept with a guy at work which was fine neither of us wanted it to be a thing#but now he's seeing this new girl that works with us and they're making my life hell about it#and I just don't have a single friend or anyone I feel is there for me#I never get to have that and I don't know why#literally no one gives a shit I could say I'm dying ij this room and it still wouldn't be as important as some guy so and so is pining after#I don't matter unless im useful#I feel like I'm screaming and no one can hear me#fuck this man we were doing so good there for a bit#Genuinely afraid im reaching a breaking point I'll never recover from
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not me when my friends are better at gendering my ocs than I am:
#tbf they've gone through so many changes and one of them only started using it/its this year and sometimes I just. forget#flowers.txt
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