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What a truly shitty week
#no offense to my bf he's been nothing but supportive#but god this is so fucking hard#i feel like I'm mourning but no one died#but I'm still mourning what I'm going to lose#no one will die but a chapter of my life will end#all ours talks of our dreams of things we wanted to do together#the things we wanted to do together here#but we can't stay here#she can't stay here#she needs to leave and I'm being left behind and#and it's slowly sinking in#I don't want this#but we can't do anything else#she can't do anything else#she has to go#this sucks so bad#it's so hard#I'm going to cry the moment i see her tomorrow#we'll both cry i know we will#we both didn't want this to end#this is all because of increased rent and i hate it#this sucks#I'm going to miss her#I'm going to miss the cat far more than anything probably#if#if I wasn't left completely alone I'd be better#but#it's just me#it'll just be me#with nothing but me
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If ya’ll know Madoka Magica you will understand how beautiful and haunting the art of the witches that show up on screen are.
LIKE
It’s gorgeous.
That unsettling feeling of seeing something beyond yourself, beyond your sense of consciousness and knowing that this could very well be your grave.
It’s a labyrinth of feelings, of misery, of regret, and wanting that traps its victims in a forever.
You know what else is unsettling?
Death.
Death and ghosts and everything beyond it.
So imagine with me then, that the Infinite Realms and those ecto-born and ecto-contaminated don’t see the ghosts the same way.
Amity Park and its residents see the invading ghosts as close to their real form in life as they are in death.
Those not touched by the Infinite?
They see them the same way as witches. Unnatural creatures that unsettles the mind and environment to allow the ghosts access to the living world.
Maybe that’s why Maddie and Jack Fenton do not see ghosts as sentient things. They have seen them as humans see them, things filled with misery and pain, stealing from those too foolish to wander in the Ghosts domain.
The GIW are much the same, seeing the ghosts as the ‘witches’ they are, not what they were.
Danny doesn’t realize how unsettling he truly is, no one in Amity Park baring the Fenton parents and the GIW do.
Not until he is summoned on his first official Kingly summon, unaware of the looming gaping horror that stood staring back down at the humans that lived outside of Amity Park.
#dpxdc#dp x dc#dc x dp#dcxdp#danny phantom#danny fenton#dp x dc crossover#batman#dp x dc prompt#puella magi madoka magica#witches#pmmm#ghosts are unsettling#I’m imagining Danny looking a little bit like Homura’s witch form since she’s partially skeletal#Constantine sees both forms#so does Marvel#so they both see this awkwardly floating teenager just slowly trying to sink into the ground#and they also see the looming imitation of what Danny’s ‘witch’ soul looks like along with the echos of his labyrinth#Batman is squinting cause he just sees human Danny#and everyone else is losing their minds#yes Gothamites are indeed SLIGHTLY liminal#by technicality they shouldn’t even be able to see Danny’s more human ghost form#but Gotham is its own crazy so they kinda just bulldoze past the witchy form and see Danny
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Casey had been listening to Uncle Tello, at first, taking great care to absorb all his lessons for a future without him in it. But as he did so, listening to this man who he had known and relied on his entire life, who had carried him around on his shoulders like he was weightless as a child, who he had once watched run a literal mile-long race with his brother just to end an argument (Casey had timed it himself,) this person who had always, without question, been strong and capable and confident and indestructible in Casey's eyes, even despite the world they lived in, in spite of everything... he came to a horrifying realization.
Looking at him now, Casey was quite certain that if he were to wrap his fingers around his thigh, his fingers would touch.
Based on the latest arc in @somerandomdudelmao Apocalypse Series. I am being very brave and choosing to trust them.
#youre killing me slowly cass i hope you know#i love donnie so much and this is destroying me#i tried rlly hard to emulate the original style but#alas#i am no cass#lol neway this realization was what made things truly sink in for me when my dad was in hospice#lets go lets go lets go lets go#rottmnt#tmnt#rottmnt bad future#rottmnt bad timeline#rottmnt movie#future donnie#future donatello#f!donnie#rise casey jr#rottmnt casey jr#rise casey junior#rottmnt casey junior#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#donatello hamato#angst
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none of these are still or in focus, so here's just the whole dump
#northern lights#ground isnt solid rn so nowhere to put the tripod where it wont sink slowly#cleared up a bit but colours had dimmed now#:(
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People don’t talk about MC needing to wear a magical ring to not accidentally yk cause NATURAL DISASTERS with their powers??? Not only accidentally but without realising???
Diavolo or smthn is asking too much of MC or being a bit too annoying and their other hand slowly drifts towards the ring and they hold onto it while maintaining dead eye contact. Like continue to piss me off hoe I’ll blink and blow a hole in your castle idk
Obv they never do it (or do they?) but the threat is there and it’s a risk dia (or whoever but I’m using dia) can’t take
#‘MC it’s your turn to take the trash out!’#*slowly reaches for the ring*#‘on second thought-‘#type beat#no cause why have I not seen ANYONE talk about how MCs magic is so strong they were GETTING RID OF PONDS in the celestial realm#and CREATING SINK HOLES in the devildom#I’ve also heard they were causing Natural disasters in the human world but I don’t remember if that was canon or not#imagine an MC that has sensory issues that means they struggle to wear rings to sleep#or just the DENT MC would get on their fingers from it😭#uf it was lucifers ring then it might not even fit on most fingers if your MC is small. like#new toe ring just dropped ig? gotta go on the thumb dude#obey me#obey me solmare#obey me!#obey me shall we date#btw if ur seeing this#are you guys getting tired of these low effort posts that just revise the canon in joke form#because I’m just being lazy and I can try putting in more effort and writing more full five if u want💔#I have a fic and some ideas in my drafts but i can never seem to put my motivation towards writing#always art#which I don’t even post 99%#and when I do it’s basically never on this acc it’s my art/oc one#so this acc gets neglected#these tags are too long peace out chat
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good morning and happy fridayayayayyyyy !!!! it’s pretty much the weekend and i’m supa excited (ㅅ´ ˘ `) ! i hope everyone has a good day and you find something that makes ya smile ^_^ 🤍
aren’t they sweet ( ྀི o̴̶̷᷄ o̴̶̷̥᷅ ) . . ෆ
#need someone to convince me not to track down and buy this figure .#gripping the sink right now i need it so bad#look at their smiles#LOOK.#UGHHHHHFHDHDHDHHDHD#ok#well i might be chronically online today as it’s friday & im one of the only schmucks to actually go into the office#so i’m not gonna give it 110% shh…………#but i will get to some asks + shitpost ! so yay#tonight is going to be very interesting bc i’ve been slowly introducing my cats to my moms cat and tonight they might all get to meet#LOL.#i think it’ll be okay … i hope …. as long as they can tolerate each other by the holidays i’m good !!!!#i have a question id like to ponder but this yap is already getting long and i fear ppl may not see it so i shall ask the void later 🙂↕️🙂#ILUUUU HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY !! STAY AMAZEEEE ^_^#smooch.#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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blessings roll call!!!
#been far too quick to complain lately. I gotta remember to be thankful too so here goes:#thankful for the moderate weather and the rain!#and also my dark green raincoat with a giant hood and pockets#donuts at staff meeting this morning#my friend is getting me tea while she's out (and said she has a gift card so I don't have to pay her back. she's truly the sweetest)#changing my major is moving along sooo slowly but it is moving and maybe God is trying to teach me patience (again)#Christmas in July is tomorrow!#I have my Secret Santa gift all ready and just need to wrap it#also I think the girls in the activities I teach are having fun and learning things#and even though everyone on staff is so tired this week we are all pulling together and supporting one another#is it a perfect hunky dory time? no.#is it gonna be ok in the end? yes#is it worth it? also yes.#anyway feel free to join me in being thankful. it doesn't fix the problems but it does help obsess over them a lot less.#*gripping the sink* I WILL be grateful I WILL
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↠ Tim & Lucy scenes ↳ 5x10 - The List
#chenford#chenfordedit#the rookie#tim x lucy#tim and lucy#therookieedit#lucy x tim#jesuis assez edits: Chenford#jesuis assez edits: Chenford scenes#Tim was so nervous#When they reached their second date.. They were in their element. It was more them as opposed to the fancy setting.#He could breathe with ease. Just be there in the moment with her. They could just be them. Just Tim and Lucy.#He could melt into her the way he always does.#Whether that be in the form of a kiss / hug or a touch of any means.#or even gaze at her intently the way he did here in this scene [ok the whole episode. ] [ok just about every time he looks at her]#Even touching her with his fingertips brushing over her skin \ hearing her voice \ a single look that#communicates what words cannot say is enough to quieten the anxiety.#or the emotional storm raging within Tim. Even for a fleeting moment as they have done so before.#Tim has this way of giving Lucy his full and undivided attention. Listening to her attentively. He takes in every word she says to him#Hanging onto every word and holding a space for those words in the doorways of his mind. and allowing her influence to wash over him.#Because he values her opinion just as much as she values his. So when she expressed a [need] for him to reset his expectations#he switched on instantly to meet that need. He too wants for them to take their time and explore this slowly.#They're on mutual ground with this and maybe it's something Tim didn't realise he wanted until Lucy voiced it.#The way he begins to process what she is wanting from the relationship right now and needing from him#and how it sinks in that he wants that too#I think Tim could've been content to sit in silence with her all night despite the nerves bubbling up inside of him.#Just completely content with beaming at her all night. Content to admire her through tender eyes.
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Celebrating my silver jubilee (turning 25 today) with chill vibes and surrounded by stuff that gives me serotonin. Esp these two art nouveau-ish moustachioed gentleman candleholders that I got from a friend.
#gianttiny#giant tiny#giant/tiny#sfwgt#niart#terri#also i've been talking about how i want an absinth fountain and glasses and spoons and alas mom got me a bottle of absinth asjdajsgdhj#nice#slowly sinking into my obsession with late 1800's early 1900's aesthetics#also found these perfectly fitting wool pants from a flea market yesterday#v happy about them#less happy about my attempt to dye my hair silver again#bleach? perfect got it so evenly that even i was surprised#the silver colour? holy hell what happened why is it so blotchy aaaaaa#gonna have to go buy another package tomorrow and fix it up#anyway huzzahh is me borth
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Something that will never not be funny to me is how Harlan writes dialogue for John and then realizes how fucking romantic it sounds so he has to follow up every interaction in which he talk to anyone ABOUT Arthur with a “friend” at the end lmao.
“My king, I respect the affection and care you bestow upon your very dear FRIEND”
“He’s meat”
“Yeas but he’s my meat- MY FRIEND”
“Why does he chose you and not me?”
“Because I love him.
And he loves me. That’s FRIENDSHIP”
Sir, just stop.
Are you doing this to mess with us or are you doing this to yourself and we are all just going along with it for the feels?
(And, just to clarify, this is not a “they are clearly in love with each other” post, but me saying that (whether read as platonic or romantic) it felt like Harlan realizing how beautifully he wrote a piece of dialogue and then having to throw 3 “friends” for good measure in the next sentence, lest the fandom bursts into flames. And that’s seemed a little funny to me)
#malevolent#I just listened to the witch and GOOD GOD#I can usually suspend my disbelief but last episode it got to the point of just sounding like a silly gag instead of actual dialog lmao xD#malevolent podcast#arthur lester#malevolent john#malevolent pod#john doe#malevolent spoilers#and yk what?#I usually vibe with the unhinged aromantics so much but rn#rn I’m just in a ‘nah bro they definitely look at eachother with love in their eye’#usually they are my emotional support unghinged esoterical qpr#but rn I’m living from reading John as#a tragically pinning gay dumbass who is slowly choosing the man who does not reciprocate his feelings over his immortality over and over yk#I’m not ok#I’ll probably go back to reading them as bffs who would kill and die with and for eachother#like probably next episode or the moment they have a tender moment again like it usually happens yk?#but dayum is Harlan not doing himself anyfavours to beat the shipping allegations#mans the captain of his own ship and he is purposefully sinking it wth man?#Well??? can they kiss? as friends??? like I feel they would both benefit from kissing eachother… as friends of course
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Me and my irrelevant space blorbo
#star wars#mara jade#mara jade skywalker#star wars legends#blorbo#I'll never let go#I whisper as the legends content slowly freezes to death and sinks into the depths of the ocean
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had a rough day but inking is like getting free therapy
don't look too hard at the arm haha yeah it's way too long, that's what I get for not sketching first lol
anyway this was way more fun to make than I anticipated even if it turned out kinda janky :D the crosshatching on the bottom of his robe and the details in his head are probably my fav parts
#rain world#fun little story in the tags here folks#five pebbles#rain world art#anyway somebody get this guy some chemo#artists on tumblr#art#riantart#rw five pebbles#5 pebbles#rain world fanart#body horror#maybe?#tw body horror#traditional art#the real tragedy is when i was cleaning my pen nibs after i finished#see i was scrubbing them in the bathroom sink#and managed to drop the main one i use down the drain#so now i gotta go to the storeeee#slowly working on another rw comic which i kiiiiinda need working pens for lol
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i'm extremely normal
#kazehiki#utau#utauloid#vocaloid#<- UM HE'S A VOCALOID NOW SO IT COUNTS RIGHT#my art#ms paint#shoutout to my mutuals for slowly making me sink into kazehiki brainrot#i think him and nurse robot type t are my top favourite utaus now#such a coincidence how THEY SOUND SO SIMILAR and are both twisted cycle paths#i love him so much.........he's just a Guy
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Being an ashrym and doriax and imogearne and fearniture guy is hard work but someone’s gotta do it
#critical role#cr spoilers#ashrym#doriax#I’m stuck on all these ships that are slowly sinking#imogearne#fearniture
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toji fushiguro your chronic depression and trauma response has bewitched me body and soul
#thinking about him today#just . how wellwritten he is ………#how he was sinking so deeply but refused to drag megumi with him#i think the common motif of like . the sea as a metaphor for depression#is soooo fitting for toji and megumi#(sugu most of all but this isnt abt him)#like . megumi literally sinking into a sea of grief#and toji slowly deteriorating and sinking into his grief#…. now that i think about it . that works so well for maki and mai too#hhhhh i just feel emotional :’) love this old broken man so dearly#ari noises ✩
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It just occured to me that Ryan called the ghost hunt basically a date. And Shane reaches out to him to hold his hand on camera many times this year. And they want to do ghost files forever. They are really in love huh.
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