#and it's really..... frustrating........... and disheartening
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lookingfts · 2 days ago
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I'm sorry to see that AO3 writers are struggling because of AI scraping. It's so frustrating. AI is destroying my industry and will probably eliminate my job within the next few years, if not sooner. Maybe one day I'll do a longer post about that, but for now: yeah. AI (specifically generative AI) is fucking terrible for so many reasons.
And if it makes you feel like you don't want to create because things will just be stolen, I get that. You have to do what's best for your peace of mind. But if it helps - I'm so happy to see that so many people hate having AI shoved down their throats. Being pushed to use it at my job (essentially training my replacement) is disheartening, but there are still so many people that want real art done by real people. That appreciate the love and sweat and tears and don't just think of art as a consumable product.
I've pretty much accepted that my career as I know it is over, and I'm on borrowed time. But that's all the more reason for me to write for my own enjoyment. Maybe there's no market for me as a professional copywriter anymore because AI can write a brochure or whatever, but I write fics because I love writing. No one can take that away from me. Even if they steal my work, they can't take away the fulfillment I experienced from writing it, or the way it touched the people who read it.
So all of this is to say, if you feel depressed by AI, I 100% get it. But real art, made by humans, still has a place. And giving up creativity because we think there's no point only leaves our own personal lives emptier and less interesting. I don't know if we can fight the machine, I really don't. But it sure as fuck doesn't make what you do worthless. I don't think human creativity can ever be extinguished, because as long as we have feelings, we'll make art to express them. Whether it's on AO3 or somewhere else, please don't give up. What you create still matters to me and to a lot of other people like me.
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monster-noises · 1 year ago
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I am experiencing... frustration.
#monster noises#why must the ideas you can see the clearest in your head be the hardest to capture?#I'm trying to make a new phone lock screen#(currently I'm using the drawing of laz and heis on the motorcycle and while I looove that image it's been there for a few years now)#and I have a very Precise Idea of what I want it to be#in the same style as I did my FaHI playlist cover#but I can't seem to get the thumbnail looking in anyway Correct#and it's really..... frustrating........... and disheartening#then when I try and like actually figure out what I need to Fix it's like my brain blanks out and I"m stumbling around completely clueless#and then I just start uselessly spiraling and just AUGH#why can't I have the kind of brain that hits a barrier and proceeds to problem-solve?#why do I have to have a brain that hits a barrier and just.. rolls over in defeat#not even a tantrum or a breakdown#just#0 resistance laying down and giving up#it's stupid and I'm mad about it but I still don't know what to do about it at all#I wish I could explain it in a way that would allow someone to maybe be able to help me actually#cause it seems every time I try there's always some fundamental misunderstanding about Which Step In The Process Is Challenging#like that one time I tried asking about it on twitter#asking if anyone had resources for How to be better at learning from and interpreting references/doing studies#or just learning for art purposes in general (in a way that won't cause me to Break Down)#and people linked a bunch of how-to's on how to Draw from Reference#and I know those /Sound/ like the same thing but they arrrrren't#and I know those people's heart's were in a good place but I know How to use a reference#I know How to do a life drawing or a study#I get it on a practical level#but there is something fundamental to the process of interpreting and understanding what exactly I'm doing that I just...#Don't Have#and That's really really Really hard to explain#it's like how I'm actually good at math I just can't do word problems because I can't glean what is required of me from a word problem.
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skitskatdacat63 · 6 months ago
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My favorite thing tumblr does is when it hides all of my most important art(and other posts) from my organizational tags. Like wow thank you. So glad I can easily find a random sketch I once posted, and not the art I spent hours on. Sick. Thank you.
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smile-files · 6 days ago
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isn't lying to one's parents something most teenagers do? why do i feel like literal satan whenever i do it
#melonposting#i haven't told them about the thing on friday. it's not like i've been actively keeping it from them or anything#but i don't really have the natural tendency to tell them about such things even if they probably should know#because i deem it personal#and especially since it's too late for them to get tickets...!#i should tell them. i'm gonna email them. but i feel bad for not having told them before. it's a lie of omission or whatever#as it is i've admitted to my dad that i've lied to him several times because i'm worried he'd get angry at me for the truth#and that frustrated him. he said now he doesn't know whether to trust me whenever i say i've done something he's asked me to#(because that's what the lies are about)#which is fair enough i suppose#it's sort of disheartening though. i don't like the fact that i lie to him so much and i don't like the fact that it frustrates him#and yeah it's good i've eventually come around and owned up. that's better than keeping it up forever. but still#sighhh. he's gonna ask why i didn't tell him before about the thing on friday but i won't really know what to say#'i forgot' is true but not the whole truth#it's always the path of least resistance...#i always try to tell him whatever would generate the fewest questions i deem stressful or intrusive#which includes not telling him anything sometimes#i have a bad track record of being incapable of answering many personal questions. ask my dear friend max from high school#sighhhhh. sorry to my parents and sorry to max from high school#yesterday i lied to one of the showrunners of the performance just because the truth would generate a conversation i didn't want to have#sorry to kai as well then. i guess
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bonnieisaway · 2 years ago
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WHY did I fuckin forget to upload this dear god help me . anyway someone let these fuckers be happy they make me so miserable (/pos) I know the song isnt 100% accurate but I Needed this you do not Understand
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getvalentined · 1 year ago
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Thinking about finally throwing all my FF7 meta analysis and lore deep dive stuff onto a sideblog. It'd be reblogged from here, but I'd be able to organize it a little better, have a directory so people could find things more easily, and maybe it'd stop people from regurgitating things I say word-for-word for brownie points when they can just find and reblog the fucking original post(s).
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s0ckh3adstudios · 2 years ago
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i feel like i can relate a lot to Kieran from the Pokemon SV DLC but i feel like NOBODY understands his character correctly
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lorelune · 1 year ago
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biggest L of lorelune is for sure the diluc fic 😔 oh beloved one day i'll work on you again
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aparticularbandit · 7 months ago
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So.
Washed the pants for the Monokuma cosplay.
Was concerned about bleed - even though that didn't happen the first time I washed them - so turned them inside out. Figured this would keep ink from the legs from bleeding on anything else.
Which. was true.
Did not think about where the black part would be up against the white part.
So.
The bleed isn't too much. The back...looks...less great than it did.
Threw them back in the washer rightside out to see if that will get it out.
...it might make it worse.
-sighs-
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lctibule · 6 months ago
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tried to do some writing but i got all of like three sentences out before i got frustrated and gave up, so 🤷
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beatcroc · 2 years ago
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did the old tumblr live toggle actually work for yall? mine literally never has lmao
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agathabridgerton · 2 years ago
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“why did this set suddenly stop getting notes at a really low number” and then it’s because only 7.4% of the notes are reblogs.
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ivyloveheart · 1 year ago
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Yeah idk I guess I’m just gonna go back to just reblogging things idk. Not really too in the UTMV fandom anymore and I still can’t get many interactions.
#I still love Error and Fresh don’t get me wrong but like. that’s really all I care about now + I’m focused on other fandoms now#like Sparklecare and Pizza Tower#I tried the best I could here to get interactions#but people barely reblogged my art or sent asks/practiced reblog karma or anything#and not only that is kinda demotivating but the fact that the interactions basically came to a screeching halt bc one mutual had to leave#like. it was nice when I got interactions. but I’m kinda disappointed to see how they suddenly stopped because one person left it’s like. ok#and I don’t really know how or even if I can even bring them back. because I try to go out of my way to send asks n stuff#but like. I’ve rarely gotten it reciprocated#and it’s not always easy for me to answer asks because I’m slow at drawing#it’s also pretty disheartening to see how many meaningful interactions I’ve already gotten on Twitter when I haven’t even posted any of my a#art to Twitter yet but here I’ve been posting so much art and stuff and sending asks and everything but barely get anything.#in return.#like it’s just frustrating#why even bother with this anymore#like I’ll probably still occasionally post some of what I draw here but I think I might just switch to being mostly active on Twitter. which#is sad because I know how bad that place can get and I never wanted to move there in the first place#but art gets better traction and interactions there and people actually commission artists there#Ivy can speak
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roaringgheat · 2 years ago
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God I so badly wish gay characters and relationships were just as normal in videogames as straight characters are. I just wanna see myself in a game and have it not be like a single NPC you may or may not run into
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sgiansporran · 5 hours ago
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Due to the massive scraping incident that happened on AO3, I have decided to make my current fic as well as all of my future fanfics available to registered users only.
It's very unfortunate that this happened, especially when the Still Wakes the Deep fandom is so small. I love writing for this game, and I especially love writing for its characters.
To the many guests who've visited, read and enjoyed my work so far, please know that I haven't deleted my fic but have instead simply restricted access to it in hopes of protecting my work in the event that another scraping incident happens.
To everyone who's had their work scraped, you have my condolences. I'm so sorry your hard work, your very passion, was so shamelessly stolen and unethically used without your consent. I hope you can still find the inspiration to continue doing what you love, despite this ongoing threat to creativity. Rise above it and roar as you do.
I might reverse this decision later (especially if protection improves) or, more likely, I might occasionally unlock my work for a limited time.
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