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i’ve been using my brain more than its used to

gonna think about gay mutant road trip hope my brain doesn’t explode
#i’m getting pissesed cause i keep missing words whenever i’m writing#i’m saying the sentence along in my head and my fingers glaze over words for some reason#i only notice the mistakes too late as well#since my brain hurts i’m gonna put that as a hc for charles#he had to keep going through his thesis trying to find the missing words#he gotta suffer with me#crying ughh#need to see cherik hold hands again#now i’m sad cause i remembered we could’ve had charles cradle erik as he died in his arms in dofp#your man is dying charles!#its still sweet the hand hold but 🙁#i need more expression in the hands they were giving me nothing#take the gloves off#gimme the same vibe as the one from god loves man kills#except they actually take eachothers hand#i’m using the last of my energy to ramble in the tags#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#x men#wish does not shut up
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#gojo just had to go and kill the hand that fingered him#gojo satoru#jjk#satosugu#geto suguru#jujutsu kaisen#sugusato#gego#IVE USED THIS PIC LIKE 10 TIMES BY NOW OML LMFAOOOOOO#BUT WHAT CAN WE SAY#I was gonna use the pic where he says his la words#but I had to do it RIGHT NOW and I’m on my phone so
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to be so passionate it takes your breath away
oh darling, love's gonna choke you out!!!!!!!!
#kaede akamatsu#drv3 kaede#danganronpa#danganronpa killing harmony#ndrv3#KAEDE MY BELOVED BEST FRIE KAEDE#i love you kaede akamatsu#to be so obsessed everything else falls to the wayside#its not that friendship sleep or food or rest or not destroying your back and hands *dont* matter#but compared to playing the piano?????????? life wilts before passion#because you can make people smile :)#and the loneliness and hunger and cold calloused fingers become worth it#piano freak.#<3#maiora draws
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it’s always “i want a stalker bf” until i start leaving love notes around your house and sneaking through ur window at night, then it’s “how did you find my address” and “put the knife down and please don’t hurt me🔪
#Something outside your window frightened you out of your sleep. Someone’s in my house you hear footsteps. Footsteps behind you. .#Right behind you. the sound echos through your ear I’m the one who wakes you up every night#making you fear I’ve been watching you lil mouse from the shadows#if only you knew how much I’m around you whispers. My name I suppose you will need to know that for when you scream it It’s Z.#Picks you up and slammed You the wall. I’m going to ruin you. as i run my fingers over your lips seeking entry#open your mouth i wont ask again and u push my fingers in.
“Suck” you do as you are told#suck on my two large fingers. Don’t you wish I would do that to your tight pussy?”growls Knife in my hand just above your chin#Kill you I wanna keep you wraps my around your throat your even more beautiful closer up oh I can assure you you will wanna that pussy a#personal throne for my face growls my dark eyes piercing your skin my grip getting tighter#bd/sm blog#bd/sm community#r@pe m3#r@pe threats#bd/sm daddy#bd/sm kink#bd/sm slave#cnc fr33use#cnc free use#cnc k!nk#cnc kidnapping#cnc somno#r@petoy#r@pe kink#rough cnc#rap3toy#r@pe play#rap3doll#bd/sm relationship#rap3 fantasy#molest k!nk
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i read a fic that changed my brain chemistry and now i can't stop thinking about a universe where amy works for eggman... and metamy ensues. naturally. you know the drill by now. also roboticized sonic theory because it makes it more deliciously potent.
DESERT ROSE: A prickly young girl with terrifying strength and a love for the finer things in life, like frilly dresses and deadly high-powered machinery. She thinks maintenance is a romantic couples activity. Not only is the "desert rose" highly poisonous, it can't really be considered a rose, can it…? However, its resilience means it could bloom even in a rusty scrapyard...
notes for the au under cut!
rose believes metal sonic when he says he is the original. he hasn't told her what happened. that he failed to save her. that he failed to save everyone. that there was a time when he was organic like she is. he just said "the other sonic is the copy" and she said "okay! let's kill him :)"
metal sonic is constantly torn between guilt and adoration at who rose has grown into. she became so much stronger. strong enough to protect herself - strong enough, even, to protect him (if he ever let her, that is. he might not be a hero any more but it's burned into his core forever that > KEEP AMY ROSE SAFE is a KEY goal.) on the other hand... he feels like he remembers someone different. a girl who loved animals and flowers and sunshine. who would give her life to protect everything she's now destroying. but his memories are so fuzzy...
i'm not so sure that amy would be big on programming and constructing machines herself, but she's always eager to "test" them... and it goes without saying she is frankly terrifying when she wants to be and is a beast on the battlefield
what a helpful young lady! im so glad i didn't just kill her!! - eggman probably.
"wait if rose calls metal sonic 'sonic' then. what does she call sonic" -> she calls him faker. copycat. knockoff. off-brand. etc. in short, she doesn't acknowledge him by name
i have the feeling that metal sonic is a bit more... enthusiastic? i guess? about his mission in this universe. it's not "ME VS. EVERYONE WHO COULD HAVE LOVED ME HAD I NOT FAILED" its "ROSE AND I VS. THEM" don't get me wrong he's furious and undead and vengeful and jealous and still insane. but. i think rose helps jog the vaguest of memories of who he used to be? unfortunately the person he used to be is a hero so i also imagine he's ever so slightly more conflicted in this universe... ("the old amy wouldn't have liked this, would the old me feel the same?")
codependence is my favorite flavor so i imagine metal really, really, REALLY appreciates having rose around. someone who is kind to him. someone who believes that he used to be more than this, and treats him like maybe he isn't worth less after all... i imagine if sonic ever tried recruiting amy, metal would go BALLISTIC. "YOU ALREADY HAVE EVERYTHING ELSE. YOU CAN'T HAVE HER TOO." she's mine -> she's my (partner) she's my (memory) she's my (friend) she's my (tether) she's my (hope) she's my (rose)
metal sonic is. (gestures) metal. and he lives in a metal box on a metal ship surrounded by metal debris. but down the hall there is a single remaining rose. and in this state she is perfectly preserved. nothing can hurt her. eggman can't hurt her if she's on his payroll, huh...?
i can't put it into words properly (and ive tried) but the idea of "killer metal robot (whose objective is to destroy natural life) falls in love with a gentle girl named rose" makes me start frothing at the mouth. just shut up. why don't you hold his hand too. and he can't FEEL it like he should . and it hurts. and it's infuriating. but he Can tell that her pulse is higher than average and the temperature of her cheeks are strangely high. and he supposes that can comfort him for now.
i feel a little "if i had to choose between the world and sonic i would choose sonic" vibe.
this took me so incredibly long so if it flops im dropping out of college.
i wanna update these designs later, these are just the beginning concepts for the au :)
#sonic the hedgehog#metal sonic#amy rose#sonic#metamy#this took me so long. i spent two nights up until 6 or 7 am working until my hands started shaking. but its done. worth#i... truly cant say much more rn#ive got another comic sketched out but i cant draw any moere tonight i can barely type i eed to go to slepe#toxic metamy . toxic metamy. toxic for everyone else i mean theyre fine'#probably mostly.#i miss queue#my nyart#if this flops ill cry and kill myself forever. /j#btw the idea came from the fic... but these concepts r my own#of course eggho/gs going around inspired me a bit too wink wonk.#hha almost forgot the binary text in the bg of img 3 is:#'this is super self indulgent.'#heheheh#desert rose au#If you call him “Metal Sonic” in front of Rose she'll break your fingers. After all he is the original Sonic the Hedgehog!#<- from the notes but didnt fit so eh
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Little reference sheet thing for Zane because I physically cannot draw characters without adding a ton of extra details that just don’t exist
Alt with my doodles under the cut

#Yippieeee I have finished one of my 17 billion works in progress#WI love adding unnecessary stuff to characters designs just because I can#I WILL make the design 2x more complicated to draw and I WILL suffer the consequences#On one hand I really wanna draw like the Lego characters with fingers and such so I can use them for poses#But it still looks weird to me#I think it’s because I don’t normally do three fingers on any characters#But I wanted to#hermmm#I love changing my art style every time I decide to actually finish an art thing#i am at it again#ninjago#art#digital art#ninjago dragons rising#zane julien#I broke my streak of only drawing ice emperor stuff#Looks at literally every other unfinished drawing/animation I have knowing full well that I have not in fact broken that streak#Yippiiieeeee!!!#Please don’t kill the quality tumblr I am begging you
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Max Verstappen following the sprint race at the 2024 Austrian Grand Prix | By Mark Thompson
#my post#max verstappen#austria24#his giant hands. his long fingers. HIS TITTIES. kill me#max body#max hands
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happy guillotines day or something ft. the jentry magma

i Will make everything about kit and the biyiniao trust
(i have never drawn with this kind of brush before thats why it sucks and definitely not because i cannot draw)
#only two things could get me to do valentines stuff#kit and chinese mythology#its supposed to be a wing in the backgroung btw it just really looks like a tree because i cant draw#also finger drawing this on my tiny ass phone in the dark killed both my hands and my eyes#dont be like me turn some damn lights on#jentry chau vs the underworld#jentry chau#jcvtu#kit jcvtu#jcvtu kit#kit jentry chau#valentines day#the alchemist draws
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yeah no the idea of getting matching tats on our hipbones with suguru has actually ruined me woowwwwww
#he would be so smug about it#the thought of him kissing it.. before looking up at me...#kill me just kill me now#him tracing his fingers over it all the time..#like i'm just brushing my teeth whatever whatever and he comes to stand behind me#sneaks a hand under my shirt while resting his head on my shoulder#KILLLLL MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#misu
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Shinomori is cute. Here's a post.
He is so baby-faced. He hasn't changed at all since he was 22, to when he died of "old age" at 40


(Old age? With a face like that? 40 years old?? Gimme that kind of youth and hotness Shinomori-)
He has tiny eyebrows. Like a puppy's (rottweiler's, for example). So cute and tiny and fuffy

He naturally frowns. Look at him and his mouth and his lil nose

He has a thing about keeping his arms near his chest. He sits with his arms crossed, introduces himself with his hands over his torso, and even walks with his arms crossed toward Midoriya
He has such clear skin for someone who lived the rest of his life in a forest??? Why do Hikage and Yoichi have such nice skin despite living in terrible environments? (forest and vault + abandoned streets respectively)
Is easily scared

They knew their Quirks could be used, but Shinomori got scared of it when it happened. Even though he gave Midoriya his support and access to his Quirk beforehand. Depending on the translation; "it startled me", "you scared me", "it surprised me"
I'm not going to hold running from AFO against him because he knew he was running for his life. Who wouldn't run for their life when it's in danger? Shinomori was being chased by the strongest person in the country (and likely the world)
His sense of self-preservation is probably heightened by the nature of his Quirk to keep him out of danger too. Which makes him all the more sensitive and jumpy to danger and anything that startles him, especially when he has no warning
He's actually extremely tall, but is so socially inept and jumpy it's adorable. He's taller than Bruce.

Bruce is as tall as a vault door that the 2m AFO used.

(Meanwhile Kudo is down there-)
He has such a bad sense of humor that it's cute (his puns off Danger Sense)
It's also adorable how Shinomori just doesn't understand social conventions sometimes. He lived in a forest, so it made sense, but also— Midoriya shows up in the void to the vestige platform for the first time. He has no mouth, no clothes—and Shinomori's first idea is to stand in front of him menacingly and go: "I shall explain. I am Shinomori Hikage." SIRRRR
This.
His Ability is basically like glorified anxiety. What if something is coming to hurt him? If something can hurt him? What if that tree falls while he's under it? And the ideas come so hard they hurt (although yes, it does detect ill intent and that's what sets it off)
He talks weirdly. Formal? Old-fashioned? Listening to him speak Japanese compared to others, it just sounds a bit different. (Translated subs don't show it very well, it's the voice itself methinks)
"This too, is destiny." *about Midoriya having OFA*
Kinda wise or sage-y. He did spend his life in solitude in the forests so he definitely spent a lot of time with his own thoughts. Maybe he found the meaning of life in a centipede or something one day
For someone so cute, he is also such. A fine. Specimen???

Look at those back muscles, dang.

LOOK AT HIS CALVES AND ARMS DANG.
#i dont think shinomori was part of the resistance considering the resistance fought the society AFO was making#and shinomori wanted to avoid society and thus hid away#but i do think bruce knew shinomori because he gave him ofa before he went to fight AFO and die#and afo doesnt seem to know hikage. if he did he wouldve found and killed him. but hikage is never in afos memories#yknow what shinomori needs some appreciation too#vestiges need more attention#also i always put shinomori dealing with bruces remnants in my fics so he needs some appreciation for that#like the kids dumped on him#shinomori received OFA at 22 years old. he was around bruces age methinks#hes not some kid the resistance took in. the resistance didnt take in kids anyway#or at least we dont see them#well fic stuff banjo has the time of his life with en wrangling kid hermits that dont know what electricity is#mha#bnha#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#spoilers#hikage shinomori#ofa#one for all#ANYWAY hikage is ADORABLE and needs attention#just LOOK AT HIM#id have put this post out sooner but getting the pictures is always hard cuz popups or videos not working#i like shinomoris english voice actor. i dont stick around to hear anyone elses because i died when midoriya turned into a kid in the dub#i could probably make a list like this and bruces for the rest of the vestiges#yoichis small waist lovely skin and that he probably knows how to wrap kudo and bruce around his finger?#his “my heroes” and smiling as he goes “now now you two..”? kudos low voice and nice arms and SHORTNESS?#en going “senpai” and sitting on his chair like that? looking like he exudes gremlin energy? did he get carried around by banjo and nana?#it looks like he wouldve CMONN#i didnt include it in here cuz image limit but shinomori has big hands and feet (tag limit)
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I finally finished it. Behold: Father Kennedy in the Nun Fit™ ...ft. the demon.
WARNING: Suggestive, Blood
Non-Shaded Alt:
Umm umm giggles
Sorry it took so long idk what happened 2 me
#my stuff#dsaf#davesport#dsaf cult au#father kennedy can GET IT#tw suggestive#suggestive#cw suggestive#tw blood#blood#cw blood#demon dave is so so fun to draw . his huge six fingered hands kill me dead tho#he is also so so large i love him#father kennedy is my favorite manic pixie dream boy
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Like puzzle pieces
(We used to fit so well)
Drew for this thread give it a read 🥹
#anakin can't sit still and concentrate for meditation so Obi-Wan places him on his lap and holds his hands#obi wan is so used to it that even in The After he still meditates with his hands in the middle of his lap#as if waiting for another pair to place themselves on top of his#(in the privacy of his hyperbaric chamber Vader meditates with his palms down#fingers sometimes clenching as if he's trying to hold on to something)#they kill me#star wars#sw#star wars fanart#padawan anakin#young obi wan#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker#obi wan and anakin#obikin#my art
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Hello! I feel like rereading Vargas these days so, I'd like to request some Edgar, Scriabin interaction (maybe one of them being vulnerable), if that's okay?
Day 14 - Stop making your lack of imagination my problem ò///q
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Edgar#Scriabin#I gotta be honest - I was initially stumped by this prompt lol#Me! The one who pines constantly! Nuts about these two specifically! Lol#(It's because my brain was all in on Adventure Time when it came in lol)#But that actually turned out to my advantage ♪#If you've seen Fionna and Cake Episode 8 - you know#It's been enough of a bit since I gave the current song to them - I'll still occasionally stumble across a song to add to my Vargas playlis#But just the current earworm being gifted to them? It's been a bit! So I decided to give it a go for inspiration#Well if that scene already made me cry guess what giving the song to them did lol#Specifically ''I've seen worlds in you I didn't know how to dream'' like ugh kill me ♥#Everyone go listen to Everything In You and yearn! Yearn with me!! Haha#Drawing them vulnerable is still a favourite of mine ♪ I love when they're sweet to each other#Edgar being affectionate! Love when that happens <3#And a flustered Scriabin ♫ And yet they're not pushing each other they're just gently accepting each other <3 <3#Plus drawing Edgar's hand like that was fun haha ♪♫ Gently hold ♥#Fingers spread like that with his thumb on his cheek hhhhhh I can't not sweetness#Anyhow - enjoy your reread :D I'm still holding off so enjoy it for everyone if you would! Haha
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The new IWxPeter Rabbit collab is already killing me inside. I don’t know what it looks like beyond the few promo images but I want it so bad it hurts… and this is the order priority:

Sooooo anyway if anything will even be in stock by the time I get to order catch me sobbing into my keyboard on Dec 22 because either I won’t be able to get my beloved bunny or I will have given all my money to IW.

#adding all the images here in case anyone else is curious#I collect Peter Rabbit/Beatrix potter stuff btw like you guys have no idea how much I’m losing my mind over this#will be updating as more info comes out#I’d kill to go to that Christmas event#did you know bronze membership for IW involves spending 200000 yen a year with them#I don’t spend that much on lolita in a year total let alone new products…#but if you buy a lot of stuff new you could probably hit that with like 4-5 OP’s or JSKs so idk maybe I’m just cheap#fingers crossed I can get my hands on these pieces… or that they pop up on CC 😭🤞#peter rabbit#mine#my thoughts anyway I suppose
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sigh. i think i just do not like dogs very much lol
#just me hi#don't kill me but they are not for me#and i think our dog is alright :) but i am glad he's not mine jfshvh#i'm nervous and unsure about them every time i interact and i don't know why!#tried to tell my mother that at least and she just kinda brushes me off ? so i guess i'll just have to contend with this lol#he's still being trained but i dunno. don't think that kind of animal is for me#which sucks cuz i really did want to like them!! but they're confusing and a bit annoying and a decent sprinkling of scary#and he's a PUPPY. this is the goofiest problem ever jfsvhjfh#+ the dog at work still makes me nervous too.. this is a very Blahhh situation lol#'you've just gotta learn to stop being scared of them' but that Does mean that i have to interact with them more. and it seems#every time i do i just get more nervous ?? urgh#guess i'm not for dogs ! oh wells!#//and in other news why is it that every weekend i do not hesitate to obliterate my sleep schedule Lmfshvjfh#like without Fail it's actually crazy#//OH and it snowed a couple days ago too btw !! like almost a foot of snow i believe which is cool :D#i walked to work and it was fuuuun i enjoyed it :D#though i didn't get a chance to take pictures bc they'd plowed the road by the time i got out </3 it was so cool though !!#//oh also we were playing one of our story games last night w/ siblings :3#it's our longest-running one (it's been ongoing for maybe over a year or so! wild) and the amount of stuff that has Happened is so much Lol#i think last night they helped free half-a-town's worth of people from mine work (the mine turned out to be a crater from a Wish that hadn'#come true so they were mining the tiny shards of the wish-star bc they still have the chance to grant veeery small wishes!) and then also#got the guy that had kidnapped and enslaved them (for ransom + tax reasons) killed “by accident”#/they got into even more arguments with the other characters they're traveling with-#/OH chess also almost strangled one of those guys to death in the mine Lmaooo#there was a whole moment when he realized i was dying jfsvjgh#//yea though i have got to go get some thangs done though..#my dad used all the hot water so i'm just. waiting... stewing.... sauteeing...... gently marinating.............#ooeeoo#yea though !! hope i can work on some ideas i have today !! let's cross hands and hold fingers. wait#anywho Yea i'm gonna get on that 💥 CIAO
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a Kept Tarantula's Guide - K.P.
tags: @blondeandfivefeeteven @you-know-i-get-itt
#hello is this anything#my poetry#my prose really#i have a very loose definition for what poetry is#my writing#poetry#its just like#a person holding their pet tarantula and it bites them and it hurts but they dont kill it. they dont crush it. even though itd be easy.#they put it back down in its tank and then wash the blood off their fingers#and then with those same fingers they feed it handfuls of crickets. and tomorrow they will pick it up again.#and maybe that is love. who really knows?#not the tarantula
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