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[sysig]

Hello! I feel like rereading Vargas these days so, I'd like to request some Edgar, Scriabin interaction (maybe one of them being vulnerable), if that's okay?

Day 14 - Stop making your lack of imagination my problem ò///q

[tokagedreams]

EDGAR ALLAN POE RELATIONSHIP HEADCANONS

(a/n: i have soooo many more thoughts about poe bro i love him so much..anyway, fellow poe fans if you have poe requests i am begging you to drop them in my inbox)

pre-relationship

- the two of you met back in america years ago. you guys start out as ride-or-die best friends, you’re the inseparable duo that does everything together. when poe goes to yokohama with the guild, you go with him even if you’re not a guild member.

- you’re an infuriating case of ‘the two besties that are clearly in love with each other but would rather die than confess because they’re convinced their feelings are unrequited when they obviously aren’t’. you’ve basically been acting like a couple for at least a year but somehow you and poe are both convinced that it’s just a friendship to the other person and nothing more.

- both the guild and the ADA assumed you were already dating until poe referred to you as his ‘best friend’ and they’re just like are you fr right now?? 🤨 it’s literally so freaking obvious you two are head over heels in love to everyone except for you and poe. especially if you’re not even in the guild and you moved across the world just to be with poe 💀 ranpo (affectionately) hates you guys because you refuse to believe him when he tells you that your feelings are requited.

confession

- ranpo #1 wingman frfr!! at first he tries to make it happen naturally, but eventually he realizes that’s a lost cause..so he basically forces poe to confess to you because he’s so sick and tired of hearing poe lament about how you don’t love him back when you obviously do!! i could see ranpo being like “i’m not reading any of your new novels until you confess to (y/n) 😈” and that would be the final straw because poe is not about to throw away all his chances of ever beating his rival.

- i think we all agree that poe is a hopeless romantic, but i feel like he would just be too anxious to actually do anything fancy for a confession. he’s probably fantasized about the perfect confession a hundred times, but when he gets pressured to actually do it, all of those plans go out the window because he’s just freaking out lol.

- he’d tell you to come over because he needs to ‘show you something important’, he doesn’t make it obvious that he’s going to confess his feelings at all. so you get to his house and he tells you to wait on the couch while he gathers everything, and you’re starting to get anxious too because you’re like ummm wtf is he about to show me?? poe goes to his office and after a moment of ‘gathering’ (he actually already had his stuff sorted beforehand, he spent the entire time petting karl to muster up some courage), he brings you this giant stack of messy papers and just stands there awkwardly. and you’re so freaking confused until you start reading them and you realize that they’re all love letters and poems about you, written by poe himself. they’re all dated too so you can see that they range from today all the way back to like at least two years ago.

- poor poe is actually sitting there literally trembling while you read, anxiously waiting for you to respond. obviously you tell him you love him too, and he honestly looks like he doesn’t believe it or just can’t process it for a second, you have to kiss him on the cheek or something to get him to register the fact that you seriously love him. but after that he’s like the happiest you’ve ever seen him, he’s hugging you so hard, grabbing your hands and he might even excitedly kiss your face a couple times. this is genuinely a dream come true for him so he can go a little wild as a treat <3

- he owes ranpo so bad after this btw 💀

relationship

- since you and poe had been acting like a couple for a long while before officially getting together, it’s not that hard to get used to an actual relationship. now there’s just a lot less uncertainty and hesitance, you can comfortably do all of the things that you previously chickened out of because you didn’t want to ‘ruin your friendship’. your feelings aren’t a secret anymore, so you both have free reign to be as affectionate as you want to be.

- in terms of love language, i really feel like poe could appreciate any kind of love from you. he might be a little shy about physical affection, and he probably won’t want to do much of it in public, but in private i think he would secretly love it. his favorite type of love to receive from you would probably be words of affirmation, this man needs that praise and validation so badly!! in the beginning of your relationship, he doesn’t know how to handle your compliments, if you’re flirty he will simply explode. he eventually gets more accustomed to it, but he still blushes like crazy and gets all bashful every time you praise him. his favorite type of love to give to you is probably acts of service, just look at how much he bends over backwards to do favors for ranpo in canon lol. he will do literally anything for you!! with his absurd salary and spending habits, you can count on being showered in gifts too, he just wants to spoil you!

- you and poe are definitely one of those couples that enjoys just chilling in the same room doing your own separate things. it will actually make him so happy if you just quietly sit in his office while he writes! maybe after you’ve been dating for a long time he might even have you sit on his lap sometimes.. 😳 since he spends so much time in there obsessively writing new novels to beat ranpo, it got really lonely with just him and karl, so having you there just makes everything better. he also probably doesn’t take very good care of himself when he’s really focused on writing, so he will be eternally thankful if you help make sure he eats, drinks and sleeps enough. he might be the type to say “just one more chapter..” every time you tell him to go to bed, but you can usually persuade him with the promise of cuddles and a kiss goodnight.

- speaking of cuddles when you go to sleep…i am convinced that poe would secretly love being the little spoon!! he’ll of course default to being the big spoon unless you’re somehow taller than him, because that’s kinda just the norm for tall people in most cases. he might even be hesitant at first if you ask him to swap places with you, because he’s likely never done that before, but when you hold him for the first time..it immediately becomes his new favorite thing. it makes him feel so safe and secure and loved, please hold this man!!

- you play with poe’s hair all the time, it’s something you both enjoy because damn he has a lot of hair and it’s really fluffy. you push his bangs back because you want to actually see his eyes for once!! it makes him so flustered because he lowkey feels exposed without his bangs, but if you tell him his eyes are pretty he’ll be like “omg really?? 🥺” and forget all about his embarrassment. it works every single time. when poe is stressed, he often just lays his head in your lap and lets you run your fingers through his hair, it’s very grounding and calming to him. he gets embarrassed if you catch him off guard and just randomly start petting his hair, he tells you to go pet karl instead 💀

- poe is 100% the type of guy to kiss your knuckles or your forehead all the time. he’ll kiss you on the lips too, but it can be kind of overwhelming, so he doesn’t initiate those kisses as often. i think he would like being kissed on the cheek by you a lot, something simple and sweet to brighten his mood. despite being your partner, he still gets nervous to ask you for kisses when he wants them, but he’s honestly pretty unintentionally obvious about it so you can usually tell lol.

- poe gets so embarrassed if you ever read his novels, he knows that you appreciate his writing, but your opinion is so important to him that he gets anxious about it. he usually doesn’t let you read books that he’s written to challenge ranpo until after he’s already shown them to the detective. but you always read them when he gets back home and he’s all mopey after ranpo has successfully solved another one of his mysteries. although he remains determined to continue trying, it’s always a major blow to his self esteem when he loses to ranpo again. so you read the books for yourself so that you can praise him about every specific detail and make him feel better about himself and his work. you may not be his rival or the greatest detective in the world, but you are poe’s partner, so your words are still very meaningful to him.

- poe would definitely call you lots of pet names if you’re comfortable with it. he calls you things like ‘my dearest’ and ‘my beloved’, but he’ll also call you things like ‘darling’ and ‘love’. if you have a nickname, he’ll typically use that in place of your full name because it feels more intimate to him. if you do the same to him, he’ll be so happy! he’s down with being called basically any term of endearment as long as it comes from you, but some may make him more flustered than others. if you shorten his name and call him ‘ed’ it makes him feel so much closer to you.

- poe talks about you all the freaking time! he’s not above straight up bragging about how great his partner is, he constantly feels the need to tell everyone how great you are. hopefully ranpo likes you a lot because my guy has to listen to poe gushing about you constantly lol. if poe ever finds out that you’ve told your friends good things about him, it will warm his heart and make him feel so appreciated. he’s basically never prepared for you to match his extreme passion in your relationship, it shocks him every single time and he can’t believe he actually met someone who loves him as strongly as he loves them.

(a/n: thanks for reading my first fic on this account! i hope you guys like my theme lol, i just wanna be known as the tokage guy who writes bsd fics)

[pey-up]

Tell me about your OCs!!!

YIPPEEEEEEEEE

youre all going to regret this.

This is gonna be long so RANT UNDER CUT-

Okokok so i have multiple stories but ill spare yall and just give you the main one (or ig the most fleshed out one?)

It follows a teen girl Elora, who's a silly gal and by silly i mean autistic and would bite someone if pressed. She reallyyy likes big words, like you know those hyperspesfic words that describe super specific moments or feelings? She loves those. Being super specific is her Jam. Anyways, she's friends with two kids Edgar (has bit someone and would bite again) and Paige (would never bite someone. Allows affectionate biting.)

Theyre not vampires theyre just weird/aff

Elora's mom is named Bellaire, she's a single mom who works one job, loves her kid and never stops, we love Belle. Where is eloras dad you may be asking!? Doesnt exist. Pokemon style. (I have never played pokemon but ive seen enough delia x jesse art to know). I kinda leave the second parent up for interpretation because its fun to see what ppl come up with :3 (kinda like mrs. Afton? Literally built out of headcanons and dreams) Bellaire is a health IT worker and she loves it! It's why she moved to Pennsylvania in the first place! She kinda moved around a bit as a kid from france to italy to north carolina so good for her for staying put :3

Uh- okay so one thing about my stories is i do not care if its realistic for a Korean woman in 1987 to be working IT. The world in my stories is nicer. Doesnt mean bad stuff doesnt exist! It just means im going to pretend it can happen because she deserves for it to happen >:[

Belle and Elora are real close since theyre kinda the only family each other have, El has a tricky time expressing emotions and affection, whereas Belle is reallt outwordly affectionate so some miscommunication happens there :( boy itd be a shame if Someone were to not make it to the end of the story and theyd be unable to communicate properly (<- its not written yet.. i will be killing at least someone off though...)

Edgar and El have that "never met one of my parents" swag, Edgar in the form of my dad sucks (im not projecting youre projecting. What.) And his momma died when he was real young. His mom and Bellaire were reallll... close.

They were gay.

But yknow, she died so Ed's dad took over and cut belle out of edgars life, so poor baby ed has zero support systemUntil he meets elora on a rainy day when hes much older, about 12 or 13 id say?

Paige is significantly less traumatized, but she has the "i need to be suuper happy and a support system for everyone else because they obviously have it worse than i do" disorder :(

THERE IS A PLOT TO THIS I SWEAR!!! SORRY ITS KINDA WORD VOMIT RN-

Its more put together when i write it i swear (two chapters r in my pinned post, ill write more when school starts and i get settled in my creative writing class again :3 gimmie a week or so hehe)

Heres some doodles i did of them! The placeholder title is currently Aberrant so its tagged under that (and then specific characters of their names, Elora Carpenter, Paige Madden, Edgar, etc)

Thanks very very much for the ask!!!!!

[siilverwiitch]

Chapter 3: Tertium (Third)

Fandom: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs

Relationships: Edogawa Ranpo/Edgar Allan Poe

Characters: Edogawa Ranpo, Edgar Allan Poe & Karl

Language: English

Words: 756

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The morning sun filtered through the curtains, casting a soft glow across the room. Edgar stirred, feeling the warmth of the sunlight on his face. He blinked his eyes open and found himself in a cozy, unfamiliar bed. For a moment, confusion clouded his mind until he saw Ranpo, still peacefully asleep beside him. The events of the previous day rushed back to him, and a tender smile spread across his face.

Edgar took a moment to savour the sight of Ranpo. The gentle rise and fall of his chest, the way his hair fell softly across his forehead, and the serene expression that seemed so different from his usual energetic demeanour. It was a side of Ranpo that few ever got to see, and Edgar felt a swell of gratitude that he was one of those lucky few.

Careful not to wake him, Edgar slipped out of bed and padded quietly to the kitchen. He decided to make breakfast, something simple yet thoughtful. As he rummaged through the cupboards, he found eggs, bread, and some fresh fruit. He set to work, the rhythmic clatter of utensils filling the quiet apartment.

As the smell of freshly cooked food wafted through the air, Ranpo began to stir. He sat up, rubbing his eyes and looking around with a sleepy confusion. When he saw Edgar in the kitchen, a smile broke across his face.

"Good morning," Ranpo called out, his voice still heavy with sleep.

Edgar turned, his face lighting up at the sight of Ranpo awake. "Good morning, sleepyhead. I hope you like omelettes."

Ranpo got out of bed, stretching and making his way to the kitchen. He wrapped his arms around Edgar from behind, resting his chin on his shoulder. "I love whatever you make," he murmured, placing a soft kiss on Edgar's neck.

Edgar chuckled, his heart fluttering at the affectionate gesture. "Well, I hope this meets your high standards then."

They ate breakfast together, sharing quiet conversation and enjoying each other's company. It felt so natural, so right. Edgar couldn't help but marvel at how seamlessly their relationship had transitioned from friends and rivals to something deeper, something more intimate.

After breakfast, they decided to spend the day exploring the city. There was a sense of freedom in their steps, a joy that came from simply being together without the usual pretences. They visited art galleries, strolled through bustling markets, and even took a boat ride on the river.

As they walked hand in hand along the riverside, Ranpo suddenly stopped, pulling Edgar to a halt. "You know," he began, looking out over the water, "I've always thought that relationships were complicated, messy even. But with you, everything feels so...simple. Like it's meant to be."

Edgar squeezed his hand, his heart swelling with emotion. "I feel the same way. It's like all the pieces just fit together."

Ranpo turned to face him, a serious expression on his face. "Edgar, I want to make a promise to you. No matter what happens, no matter where life takes us, I want you to know that I'll always be by your side. I'll always love you."

Edgar felt a lump in his throat, overwhelmed by the sincerity in Ranpo's eyes. "And I promise you the same, Ranpo. You're my everything."

They sealed their promises with a kiss, a tender, heartfelt moment that spoke volumes more than words ever could. As they pulled away, Edgar rested his forehead against Ranpo's, their breaths mingling in the cool air.

The rest of the day was spent in a blissful haze, each moment a testament to their deepening bond. They laughed, they talked, and they simply enjoyed being together. It was a day that neither of them would ever forget, a day that marked the beginning of a new chapter in their lives.

As evening fell and the city lights began to twinkle, they found themselves back at the apartment, exhausted but happy. They settled on the couch, Ranpo nestled against Edgar's side.

"You know," Ranpo said softly, "today was perfect."

Edgar kissed the top of his head. "It was. And I have a feeling there are many more perfect days ahead."

Ranpo looked up at him, his eyes shining with love and contentment. "As long as we're together, every day will be perfect."

Edgar smiled, feeling a deep sense of peace. "Together, always."

And with that unspoken promise hanging in the air, they drifted off to sleep, wrapped in each other's arms, ready to face whatever the future held.

[idv-sunsxin3]

hi! are you doing requests? if you do, do you mind if you do poly relationships for VALE ( victor, Andrew, Egder and Luca ) with a S/O that love them very much! ❤😍

Also have an amazing day❤(づ￣ ³￣)づ❤

Pins// Yep, I’m alright doing requests! Have a wonderful day as well (/nwn)/✨💕

Poly Relationship with VALE

Header edit by me :3 (Official art credited to NetTease)

{Headcanons/Scenarios}

Gender Neutral! S/O

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Having a relationship with these four was complicated at first… 😅

Edgar hissing at you all like a tsundere, Luca causing mischievous troubles, Andrew being anxious for all of you 15/7 (9 hours for sleeping-), and Victor being a sweetheart but then turns into some satan if something bad happens to you all-

The four do get along with one another, as long as you don’t let Luca be in the same room as Edgar…. (If you don’t want to see the room getting turned into a debate court as you hear them argue about whether science is art or not-)

The four boys noticed that you tend to cling on one of them like a koala or get affectionate towards them. Edgar was the first one to notice and brutally got honest about it. (meaning that he pointed it out with a blank look).

He apologized after a couple of days of realizing that he hurt your feelings without knowing :’)

He never felt so ashamed of himself in his life until that happened- he even offered to make it up by setting his paintbrush aside and give all his time for you. He did. 😔✨

At some random moments, you like to boop Victor’s nose or squish his soft cheeks. Even whispering to him how much you love him so much.

(*E-Eh? 0///0*)

He gets very flustered at first, but slowly learned that it becomes your habit in your relationship. He low-key loves the attention, he still gets so flustered due to not being used to your sweet words. uwu 💕

He wanted to return the same pleasant feeling you gave him. So in the next day, you’ll find your bedroom floor piled with letters near the door and sticky notes all over your desk from Victor, giving you heart-warming compliments about you.

He also like to Intertwine fingers with your hand in his and kissed them gently at some moment, his eye lashes tickling your knuckles… He would chuckle happily once he sees you carrying Wick affectionately as if he’s your son- 🥺💕

Andrew couldn’t accept the fact that you love him so much like the others in the beginning, he always felt insecure of his appearance and his identity. That’s when you start to remind him that he’s loved every morning and night by kissing his eyelids gently while caressing his hair, whispering a lot of ‘I love you’s’ as you let him lay his head on your chest.

“Y-Y/N… ú///ù”

His head was like ‘OH GOODNESS- OH GOODNESS- I’M LEANING ON THEIR CHEST- I’M SO CLOSE TO THEM- PLEASE GIVE ME MERCY, MY LORD- >///<‘.

Every time you do that, his ears get colored in red and his pale face gets warmer than before- He sometimes pulls away out of instinct and apologizes for the sudden movement. Once he is in a room alone, he would start praying and hoping that he won’t faint from your love and attention.

He felt indebted to you once he starts receiving a lot of sweet gestures from you, though he’s honestly going to do things for you voluntarily. He would help you hand objects you need from high shelves. He also would lightly wrap your arms around you or carefully place his coat on you when you’re cold. He is still shy to make more intimate actions, but he starts to feel secure in kissing your forehead when having your consent. 😭💕

Luca is quite the most dense one out of the group, he waved off your compliments in a modest way as possible and didn’t noticed about the many times you hold his hand.

But when you start trailing kisses on his neck, and do more intimate touches as you tell him you love him so much- That’s when he starts getting flustered.

“HaHAHaha…! Y-Y/N, please stop tickling me! You’ll leave me breathless! >///<”

He starts to look forward on having small lipstick marks on his face and neck whenever you put a reddish lipstick on your lips.

Luca wanted to make your ‘amount of romantic, physical-contact’ even, so he became more touch-starved and affectionate with you.

He would start doing tickle hugs on you into the floor whenever you both see each other in the halls. He always misses you despite that you have seen each other 5 minutes ago. x’3

Whenever you get out from a match exhausted, Luca would hold your head gently as he leans his forehead on yours with a sigh, feeling relief that you came back less injured than him.

Edgar’s self-esteem goes up whenever you compliment him and give those lightening remarks about his view through his paintings, it somehow made him feel as if he can take over the world by just listening your words.

“Keep saying those words, and I won’t stop myself from kissing you until you faint-”

He appreciates your genuine love by doing small things for you; giving you a kiss on the cheek whenever you’re both alone, hold hands under the dining table, sending paintings of you in front of your room’s door, and cook some simple meals for you at lunch.

No matter how much PDA Andrew and Edgar never show in public, everyone in the manor already know you five are dating- just by witnessing the four boys (ft. Wick 🥺) walking with you like bodyguards and treating you like some god or goddess in the halls, in the dining room, in the matches, almost everywhere-

Edgar opening doors for you, Luka always giving you a chair before him, Victor serving tea or drinks for you, and Andrew carrying heavy objects for you-

Which makes you feel like there’s some playful competition among you all on who shows their love and respect the most, and trying to get each other flustered-

[theincompetentgenius]

hi ! could i request a life generator for ikerev please ? im v shy when i first meet people but v outgoing once we’re friends! i have a great sense of humour n im generally quite sarcastic ppl can never tell if i mean what im saying. im v protective n affectionate of ppl im close to & i absolutely adore sweets & animals ! my friends say im vv smart bc i never study and get good grades. i like learning new languages & i pick skills up v quickly ! in my free time i prefer to spend time alone (1)

Omg I’m SO SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG. I wanted to give this one some time so that it didn’t feel rushed but I never found the perfect time to start. So I hope this was good enough!

Thank you for your interest in the world of Dangerous Fellows. You will be reborn shortly. The simulation will start in 3…….. 2…… 1……..

B A C K G R O U N D

You stood in front of the mirror, placing the gold graduation cap on your head. It was a bittersweet moment-- you were happy to leave college, but you would miss the experiences that came with it.

At 22 years old, you held a 3.9 GPA while taking the most challenging courses and leading some of the most successful clubs at a high-tier university. Despite all your responsibilities, you managed to read your favorite books and watch the best television shows. In the end, you always balanced your time to get the most for the least amount of time.  But it would all come to an end today because you were going to graduate.

You left your dorm, calling you family to let them know that you were on your way to meet them. They were ecstatic to see you after four years of separation (despite meetings during breaks). Suddenly, a small white rabbit trotted down your path. It limped. Something tugged at your chest as you watched the rabbit stumble through the grass. Although it was injured, it wouldn’t stop running towards the flower field. It clearly wanted to be there.

“Don’t strain yourself. I’ll help you.” You scooped the rabbit in the palm of your hands and walked to the field. The rabbit squeaked, but you assumed it was aimless chatter.

Once you arrived at the flower bed, you placed the rabbit onto the grass.

“Goodbye, I hope you find your way.”

Its beady eyes followed as you stepped in the direction you had come from. As you walked, your foot collided with a large rock. You fell over as all your weight had been shifted to the injured leg. Although you braced yourself for the soft grass, your body never hit the ground. Instead, the wind rushed to your face and your hair flew in different directions. Once you opened your eyes, you realized that you were falling from the sky.

F R I E N D

Kyle Ash

The next set of events all happened in a blur. You landed in the arms of the Black Army King, somehow encountered and angered the red army, found out that you held magic-repellant properties, and were stuck here until the next full moon. Currently, you were wondering in the middle of a dimly-lit alleyway. It was a lot to take in.

However, you had injured your foot. It seemed that the rabbit had transferred his limp over to you, making you wonder if you could’ve avoided the whole mess if you had ignored the rabbit. You stomped your foot to assess the pain. All was well until a painful tingle crawled up your toes. The sudden pain caused you to stumble. It wasn’t terrible, but you hadn’t expected it to hurt that much.

“You alright there?”

You hopped around, trying to keep your toes in the air. The 7 of Hearts, Kyle Ash, stood at the ends of the alleyway.

“Yeah, I’m good,” You waved him off. But your hopping and pained smile gave it away.

“Don’t worry. I’m not going to drag you to the Red Army. I just want to see your injury and make sure it’s nothing too serious.”

“I don’t have any reason to be suspicious of you. It’s not like the King, Queen, and Jack of the Red Army were trying to cut my head off earlier.”

Kyle shrugged. “That’s their duty. But my duty as the doctor is to ensure that everyone is safe and healthy. It doesn’t matter who you are or where you’re from.”

After a moment of debating in your head, you realize that it would be difficult to continue walking with your pained toes. You peel off your shoes. The toes were swollen with large bumps of redness. Kyle stepped closer, inspecting the shape of each toe. You were uncomfortable with his closeness, but he didn’t notice.

“You have some bruising, but nothing seems broken. However, you can come with me to the Red Army to get that double-checked.”

“No thanks, I’m good.”

Other friends: Fenrir Godspeed, Zero

L O V E R

Edgar Bright

As you limped around the street, you realized that you needed a permanent place to stay. Your instinct was to find the Black Army. Ever since you arrived, they had been extremely kind and supportive of you. Besides, their protection ensured that the Red Army wouldn’t be able to harm you. You wandered around, looking for anyone who could guide you to the Black Army, but the streets were empty. Only the rustling trees kept you company.

“You look a little lost,” A soft voice spoke.

You jumped and turned around. It was the Jack of Hearts, who was probably trying to kidnap you. You thought about running, but your bruised toes pulsed in pain, reminding you that you were in no position to run.

He took a step closer. His right hand was stretched outwards while his left hand gripped his crested sword. The moonlight illuminated half of his face in a soft glow, while the other half was engulfed by the shadows of the night. Although there was a smile on his face, there was something wrong with it. Angelic but sinister.

“Do you need some help? I can show you the way back,” Edgar said.

You decided to talk. There was nothing else you could do but delay the inevitable.

“Actually, I do. Would you mind reopening the portal to another universe and send me back home? That way you guys don’t have to worry about me destroying the Red Army and I won’t have to worry about an army trying to kill me.”

“Is that how you got here Alice? Well, I suppose I could see if the King of Hearts could arrange that. Although we could provide you with a place to stay for the time being.”

You looked around. Although you couldn’t see anything, you were sure that there were soldiers stationed at every corner. It was the only thing keeping you from limping your way out of the town.

“Right. As if you guys aren’t going to lock me in a dungeon and torture me.”

Edgar’s smile widens. “I can’t guarantee that.”

“I don’t have much of a choice, do I?”

F A T E

After Edgar brought you into the Red Army, you tried to run away twice. However, it was none other than Edgar himself who had caught you each time. While he never told anyone about your attempts, you were always worried that he’d tell someone. So you’d try your best to appear as likable towards him as possible. But as time went on, your facade turned into a genuine friendship and romantic feelings.

You ended up working with Kyle at the infirmary. Your sharp skills and quick thinking made you a perfect candidate for helping out the Red Army’s doctor (although Edgar thought you would make an excellent swordswoman). At first, it was difficult dealing with the goriness, but you learned to adapt to stressful situations. With practice and time, you became known for your work as Kyle’s assistant.

When the full moon came around, you were placed with a difficult decision. Although you had grown to love the Cradle, you know that the real world had endless opportunities for you. You hadn’t worked so hard to be the best student at your college just to throw it away for a few magical men, so you asked the Red Army to send you back. Edgar decided to escort you there as his final goodbye.

As you stood in front of the portal, your old memories rushed back to you. Laughter with your friends, smiles with your family, and the excitement of your upcoming graduation. But when you turned back to say goodbye to Edgar, your mouth wouldn’t open. There were just as many wonderful memories with him. If you turned your back on him, this would be the end of it all.

So you turned around and ran towards Edgar. You wrapped him in your arms and felt tears rush down your face. The feeling was bittersweet, but you had made up your mind.

You were going to stay.

[feraldavestrider]

i never check my mentions apparently @alpacalmond and @uiyutrentasei tagged me in a GTKM thing so im gonna do it oh uhhhh 2 weeks later LOL because i cant sleep and i hate myself

i tag @hal-strider if they didnt do it? and @noctiilucent, @kiyumiarashi, @whimsicmimic and @ataliaf uwu and anyone else who wants to do it!!

how tall are you: this is a cryptid question. i get a different result every time i try to measure myself and ive never asked anyone else to do it for me. some people tell me im very short, others have told me im average height for someone who is afab. im gonna hazard a guess at 5′5 tho.

what colour are your eyes: very dark brown

do you wear contacts and/or glasses: glasses. i literally CANNOT see without them. i mean like 2 inches from my glasses-less face is so blurry its unbelievable. i get super triggered by eye stuff tho so contacts are a no go ALSO i look weird w/o glasses anyway.

do you wear braces: no my teeth r p good actually. one is a bit wonky but thats life

what is your fashion style: i mean 90% panties and a sweaty 4 day tshirt because i just spend all day in my room like a goblin. BUT when i actually go out im ur basic ass post-emo trans dude with skinny jeans, converse and a too-big graphic tee. sometimes i spice it up with a plaid shirt because im fuckin GAY.

when were you born: october 12th 1999, babey

how old are you: 18 motherfucker flashes my titties and gulps a bottle of vodka im an ADULT

do you have any siblings: yes. a younger brother and hes a cunt

what school/college do you go to: im at sixth form rn (last yr of highschool technically if ur american but im not and hs finishes at 16 yrs old here deal with it). im going uni next yr tho and this years almost over for me academically since we go on study leave soon for our final exams. uwu overshares

what kind of student are you: the asshole who never studies for tests and does homework at 5am the morning before and still manages to pull straight As to everyones anger. im also the adhd class clown who makes random noises and cant concentrate half the time. ik i hate myself too im so annoying irl even more so than online.

what are your favorite subjects: in terms of actual content of the subject, english lit fs. in terms of classmates/teachers/general atmosphere DEFFO drama we spend half of our time eating cake, singing random shit and just losing our minds while filming it on snapchat which shouldnt at all be allowed.

what are your favorite movies: god idek. um. fuck. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i cant think of a single movie. ok ok ok i got it: white chicks, premium rush, scott pilgrim vs the world, the cornetto triology too i just love edgar hes such a great director. i like a lot of the marvel movies esp the spiderman hc and thor ragnorok and both gotg were p good. i love a lot of movies my brains just a void that sucks memories up into its fat gob and steals them from me forever.

what are your pastimes: sleeping, crying, used to be rping but i gave up on that, playing overwatch way too much and getting tilted because im shit, reading fanfictions did i say sleeping

do you have many regrets: dude. my guy. come in close. let me whisper in ur ear. are you close? no, closer. ok. 

YES

what is your dream job: whoo boy. im do indecisive and i think a LOT of jobs seem super cool that id never do i.e. be an actor or be in a band. my dream job since i was like 8 was to be a writer which is unlikely since i cant even finish a pwp oneshot. but thatd be cool. id also like to write plays and direct them but thats also wild and v dream > reality. 

would you like to get married: honestly. marriage as an institution? angers me. i dont like a lot of things about it. BUT. part of the reason i hate it is honestly if ur in a long long term relationship with someone ur better off married than not in terms of the benefits so. id happily get married if the other person wanted and/or we felt like it was the right thing to do, i just dont really care about being married or having a wedding tbh.

do you want kids? how many if so: no. hard pass. i might adopt if im long-term with someone who SUPER wants kids but that likely wont happen because i dont want to get into a long-term relationship with someone so desperate for kids since i dont have that same enthusiasm. sorry. ill be ur uncle gabe but im not having my own children im just not well equipped to literally have a full time job of making sure little idiots (meant affectionately) who dont know fuck from shit dont just straight up die. i can barely do that for myself.

how many countries have you visited: shit dude actually ive only visited like... uh... 4??? a lot of my holidays tend to be to the same countries (portugal/america) so i dont have that much experience like i feel like i do.

what was your scariest dream: hmmmm. when i was a kid i had these recurring dreams where i worked at this like. “zoo” where these MASSIVE, i mean ABSOLUTELY MASSIVE string rays that were also pancakes were like. hooked up to make electricity? anyway i hated the job because we all abused the rays super bad to make them generate the power and it sucked and it was all dystopian. there was stuff where like we had to kill the baby rays and stuff. anyway one day it went all planet of the apes and they broke out somehow and could fly and they killed loads of people and i had to go into hiding because they were super clever and could id who had worked at the zoo plant and wanted revenge. its super weird ik but this is pretty tame for my dreams they go HARD and BIZARRE and this one always made me wake up feeling super sick and scared idk. ur welcome.

do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/significant other: no im lonely but its ok because i need to work on me 

put your playlist on shuffle and without skipping the first 15 songs: ok so i dont really have a “playlist” per se so im just gonna use my top 100 2017 songs on spotify which ignores a lot of my non-spotify non-2017 bangers but whatever.

1) ‘My Songs Know What You Did In The Dark’ by FOB

2) ‘Tuxford Fall’ - Vasudeva

3) ‘Our Lawyer Made Us Change The Name Of This Song So We Wouldn’t Get Sued’ - FOB

4) ‘Fried Noodles: Getter Remix’ - Pink Guy, Getter (listen ive never watched any filthy frank he weirds me out but this is a banger)

5) ‘Brick By Boring Brick’ - Paramore

6) ‘Thnks Fr Th Mmrs’ - FOB (i really dont listen to this much fob this is crazy)

7) ‘Death Note L’s Theme Goes Metal’ - Charlie Parra del Riego (theres no defence for this)

8) ‘Turnstile’ - Vasudeva

9) ‘Idle Worship’ - Paramore

10) ‘Monster’ - Paramore

11) ‘Miss Missing You’ - FOB

12) ‘The City’ - Madeon

13) ‘Far Too Young To Die’ - P!ATD

14) ‘Don’t Stop’ - Nothing More (really this is the band i listen to much smh these results are so skewed)

15) ‘Smile Like You Mean It’ - The Killers

[stargleeksil-blog]

Criminal Minds s04e14 Cold Comfort - or more aptly named, another episode that gave me the willies. BAH.

Episode 14 – Cold Comfort

Hey guys! So today I’m marathoning the shit out of Criminal Minds till I have to get to work, so let’s dive into it.

I don’t like the title, I hope it’s not to do with freezing people. Ugh.

Let’s see what happens.

What the fuck is going on?

So this lady took evidence to get some weirdo to ‘vibe’ the necklace? Oh god.

“Current influences should turn this day into one with plenty of potential, but avoid the trap of trying too hard. Know your strengths. Rely on them. Confidence, real or pretend, is your magic ingredient.”

Is Penelope seriously reading Lynch the Bitch’s horoscope? Ugh.

“Come on, guys, you don’t think there’s actually anything to that stuff, do you?”

THANK YOU!

And how can you sit in front of your baby girl without slapping the shit out of Lynch the Bitch.

“It’s gibberish.”

“Thank you.”

“Oh, you are just jealous because you don’t have the magic ingredient.”

Hey!

“I have the magic ingredient. It’s called Splenda.”

Ha! I love Prentiss!

“All right, skeptic, what’s your sign?”

Shut up, Bitch.

“Uh-oh.”

“Reid, we need a d.o.b. on Prentiss.”

“Ah, 7:12 am, October 12th, 19 …” “Hey!”

Ha, I love it that she doesn’t want them to know her age.

“Libra … I should have known.”

“A romantic opportunity may experience a slight hitch thanks to the pesky lunar influence which could have you dipping into a rather chilly mood. If being demonstrative and warm is difficulty, then neutralize the temporary cold front with a simple but affectionate gesture.”

“I have a simple gesture.”

Oh no they didn’t!

Oh boy, Derek just saluted JJ, I love that goofball.

I love JJ’s new haircut.

Yikes. The bodies were embalmed? Fuck.

Edgar Allan Poe: “And so, all the night tide I lay down by the side of my darling, my darling, my life and my bride, in the sepulcher there by the sea, in her tomb by the sounding sea.” Di dhtey really have to quote the king of the macabre? Yeesh. Doesn’t bode well.

“A nurse, technician, somebody with a background in mortuary sciences.”

“Now there’s a major they didn’t offer at my school.”

Was that a joke, Derek?

“Some people like to look good for their funeral.”

Did he just say that?

“I just want to be cremated.”

Ew.

Why is he again in that hot leather jacket of his? Not fair.

“He cares for them.”

Ugh.

So the guy the lady went to see about finding her daughter was a psychic? Oh boy.

And she went on TV without consulting JJ, oh honey.

“I guess you’ve worked with psychics before?”

“Yeah, not by choice.”

Oh god, you can HEAR the resentment in his voice. I love you, Rossi!

Oh boy, Rossi is really aggressive towards psychics. I love learning about my superheroes.

How are you guys not throwing up? I’m about to hurl all over my computer.

“They were alive when they were embalmed?” EW

“You’re saying it may have been consensual?” oh god.

“She’s saying they were dead.”

Oh god. Necrophilia.

God, I have a bad feeling about this one.

Sorry, I’m going to focus on Matthew and Shemar’s sexiness in this one so I don’t end up upturning my stomach. Okay? So for you Spencer and Derek fans out there, you’re welcome

And Derek holding a swab kit shouldn’t be hot.

Derek. In the rain. Oh my god.

“So if you want to prove your innocence, all you gotta do is say ‘ahh’.” OH MY GOD!

I just died here.

“His victims are just your type. Blond hair, blue skin.” Damn, Prentiss.

“He was slipping her tranquilizers and having sex with her while she slept.”

Ew.

“Oh, wait! Emily, maybe this is the romantic encounter your horoscope foretold.”

Oh I love this lady.

And for all you curious cats, I hate horoscopes. It’s a load of dung.

Why would Rossi tell her that Usher was a liar? I’m not really getting it. I mean, I get it, you hate psychics, I’m with you. But come on!

So he’s trying to turn her into his old girlfriend? Oh boy.

So the guy they thought was the sick asshole isn’t that, he just has a fetish. Ew.

Wait. They stole two pairs of earrings? Why?

Oh god, that is so sick. Ugh.

Wait. So Abigail was his nanny? And they were on a cruise when Abby died? And Roderick was on his own? Oh god.

Wait. The letter was only addressed to the mother? Oh boy.

Why is JJ consulting with Usher? Ugh.

So the dad is funding the kid? Shit.

Finally they got something out of those two assholes. Ugh.

I hate this episode so freaking much.

“Some psychic this guy is. This place is as far from a rocky shoreline as you can get.”

And yet.

Lol.

I still don’t believe in psychics, just so you know.

Stuart Chase: “For those who believe, no proof is necessary. For those who don’t believe, no proof is possible.” Well, kinda. I mean, I do believe in certain things, but only those that are tangible and can be explained. Like dinosaurs, mammoths, the big bang. All those.

Oh honey, she saw a mother losing her kid, and she was desperate to find an answer, so she went to the stupid psychic. I can forgive desperation.

“Welcome back.”

Nuff said.

 Okay, so this episode was horrible on me, because necrophilia seriously gives me the creepsin ways you can’t even fathom. That was why I focused on my darlings being funny, rather than the awful bahhhh of the whoel situation. Extremely grateful that JJ is back for good. So happy.

All right, I’ll see you next time. I wanna get in the next one.

And hopefully cleanse my brain and retinas.

See you <3

[blackbutler-readerinsertsandjunk]

Could we see a list of the requests you got? Would that be okay?

Yeah, of course! Better to do that to make sure people can resend if their asks get eaten. c:

I’m actually super excited because I’m loving all the diversity, there’s some characters here I haven’t actually formally written yet!!

Ciel and reader having a prank war – whoever wins has to do whatever the other wants and reader wants Ciel to be her butler

college AU – Agni is a foreign exchange student and reader is his tutor

super sweet drabble of William meeting his S/O in the hospital – fluffy, angsty, or suggestive (or all three knowing me lol)

reader and delinquent (but gone soft) Ronald

scenario – Agni confessing to his crush

scenario – Gregory’s S/O likes to talk a lot but Gregory doesn’t mind

scenario – Wolfram’s first kiss

spicy Grell (fem pronouns) x Reaper!Reader – long day at the office and Grell is in the mood to play

fem Reader taking care of Gregory after the Music Hall debacle and they end up confessing to each other – super fluffy

pre-P4 Gregory with an overbearing but goodhearted older sister who encourages him to make friends at a school he’s dreading to go to

scenario – Lau confessing to his crush

scenario – Reaper!Undertaker falls in love with a woman he has to reap

Charles Grey, Cheslock, and Edgar with a really shy S/O

drunk reader (fem pronouns) questions Grell’s (male pronouns) love for her because he’s always flirting with every handsome guy he sees

Ash finding out his S/O is an angel, asking why she didn’t tell him earlier – she reveals a broken wing; he helps her tend to it and pesters her about what happened, she tells him it was a demon whose face she didn’t see

Reader comforting Soma after Agni’s death

headcanons – Alois and Soma trying to prove that their weird S/O is an alien

headcanons – Cheslock having a crush and confessing to them

Vincent arranges a marriage between Diedrich and his sister (reader) – at first they don’t like each other but then they fall in love

Herman with a S/O who did something similar to what he did for similar reasons

Joker x Reader – him doing reader’s makeup before their first show; reader’s nervous about performing so he gives them a pep talk

interaction with Mey Rin in the first day of her service, she hasn’t shaken her dark side yet

scenario – Undertaker and his S/O on Halloween

Soma’s lover telling him they’re pregnant

scenario – Edgar falling in love with a girl of a lower social class (maybe a maid?)

headcanons – relationship of Snake and a very quiet fellow ex-circus performer/Phantomhive servant

reader cooking with Agni and him trying to teach her how to make Indian dishes

scenario – Gregory’s S/O is a demon and she’s confessing it to him

headcanons (and possibly pics) – selfies with Ciel, Gregory, Sebastian, and Snake

Ash meeting his human S/O who’s very pure and caring

scenario – Soma’s S/O tries to comfort him after Agni’s death

scenario – Soma and his S/O naming their first child after Agni

headcanons – fluffy relationship with Agni and Soma

scenario – Soma seeing his S/O wearing his clothes (fluffy)

reactions – Beast, Hannah, and Mey Rin telling their male S/O they’re pregnant

Agni not knowing what French kissing is and the reader having to “demonstrate”

audio – Sebastian finds out his S/O is ticklish and teases them about it

first kiss (fluffy or spicy) with Cheslock, Edward, and Snake

audio – Grell finding out their S/O got seriously injured

headcanons – Edgar with a S/O who likes poetry and romance

Agni just after arriving in England, going to the marketplace with S/O who shows him around

audio – Undertaker and his S/O having a romantic cuddly day and he shows his eyes for the first time

scenario – Cheslock finds out a rebellious girl disguised herself as a boy in his dorm

audio – Charles Grey being calm and affectionate

scenario – Undertaker taking a bath with his chubby!S/O

scenario – Sebastian comes back to the manor after a long investigation with Ciel, is greeted by a tight hug from his S/O who’s become thinner and paler because she couldn’t sleep or eat while he was gone due to being so worried about him

Undertaker caught cheating on his S/O

Undertaker being nervous on his wedding day

reader with Stockholm Syndrome towards Aleister after having been kidnapped

reactions – Bravat, Cheslock, and Gregory with a S/O who gets snarky when she’s nervous and uncomfortable

reader doing something reckless and Agni getting worried, scolding them for it, leads to quiet, heartfelt angst

scenario – Soma and his S/O taking a bath together

headcanons – Charles Grey, Edward, and Soma with a S/O from Norway

Arthur Conan Doyle and sister!reader who wants to be a writer like him and frequently asks him for advice

audio – Finny talking to his baby in the middle of the night

audio – Soma asking and trying to convince his S/O to travel back to India to live with him

Sieglinde meeting the reader – an actual witch – who becomes her big sister; hilarity ensues when reader’s magic and Sieglinde’s science clash

Ronald with a S/O who’s William’s daughter

Alan, Eric, Grell, Othello, William, and Undertaker with children

Cheslock, Clayton, Edgar, Edward, Gregory, Herman, Joanne, Lawrence, and Soma taking care of their babies

scenario – poly relationship with Diedrich and Vincent

audio – S/O waking Snake up in the middle of the night because there are snakes all over the bed

reaction – Alan, Eric, Grell, Othello, William, and Undertaker finding out they have a teenage daughter who’s a goofball and a menace

reaction – Snake with a hybrid S/O (possibly human-Wendigo hybrid)

reaction – Claude and Sebastian finding out they have a teenage daughter from a human woman

reader comforting Herman because he feels guilty about what happened with Derrick and the other prefects

Joker with a shapeshifter S/O who changes into other humans which is their circus act

scenario – William finds out his S/O has terminal cancer that she’s kept hidden for almost a year and by the time she tells him, she only has a few weeks to live

fluffy Finny audio

Bard, Finny, Mey Rin, Sebastian, and Snake telling their S/O that they love them

Undertaker having a bad day and reader comforting him

platonic reader and Sebastian fawning over cats

spicy Vincent

Undertaker – enemies to lovers

Agni and Soma with their children

reaction – Agni with a S/O who got separated from him when he was going to be executed, when they reunite years later S/O has had Agni’s child, they’ve both changed but still love each other and just have to deal with the changes, their child, and dangers in London

scenario – Undertaker’s S/O is walking home at night and gets attacked, Undertaker steps in to protect her

Sebastian and William accidentally making the reader cry

audio – William and a stressed/upset/anxious listener

audio – Ciel getting angry, yells at listener without meaning to and apologizes

Sieglinde and Lizzie becoming best friends

reaction – after becoming a Reaper, Sascha seeing their best friend attempting suicide

Bard x reader being reckless with fireworks on the 4th of July

scenario – Soma proposing to his female S/O and a bit of the wedding day

scenario – Mey Rin teaching her S/O how to shoot a gun

depressed reader witnesses Undertaker reaping someone, finds him beautiful and fascinating – meets him again and again, and he becomes a reason to live because they’ve fallen in love with him

headcanons – Bard as a single parent

Claude and a really stubborn S/O

modern AU – Agni isn’t a good fighter and gets cornered by xenophobic thugs, is saved by badass reader

modern AU – Agni was adopted by Soma’s family and goes on a journey to discover his heritage, ends up meeting the reader on the way who’s running away from her “pure blood” status

Agni survived the attack at the manor but has PTSD from it, one day has a bad panic attack and is comforted by reader

AU – Agni is a well-liked kindergarten teacher who’s married to the reader, a wealthy genius, and was ridiculed for not being “good enough” for her; he keeps it hidden until reader finds him crying one day and tries to get revenge on the culprits

modern college/university AU – Soma is Agni’s adopted brother/wingman and tries to push shy Agni to “just confess already!” to reader at a loud house party; reader ends up saving Agni from doing something embarrassing

Soma x reader – going sledding/sledging with Agni, Wolfram, and Sieglinde tagging along

funny (??) story with favorite OC (probably will be something with Nadya and Alois)

reaction – Sebastian’s S/O (not knowing he’s a demon) is REALLY excited for Halloween

comforting the reader after a death in the family – Sebastian and Undertaker

happy Knox family fluff w/ Ronnie still alive

any canon x OC story (this is like a blank check to me and y’all gonna regret it hAH)

Charles Grey noticing his crush at a ball and asking her to dance

headcanons – Edward, Finny, Snake, and Soma having a nightmare about losing their S/O

Agni and Soma with their new families visiting India again

Frances and child reader – reader looks up to her as a role model and wants to be like her in the future

Grell x depressed!reader – reader covers up their depression w/ sarcastic and self-deprecating comments

William x fem!Reaper!reader – reader had an abusive childhood before becoming a Reaper, she’s paranoid about other people and always defends herself w/ harsh remarks; William sometimes has to calm her down and reassure her that everyone’s not out to get her

Grell x reader – reader is a wallflower who hates big gatherings and social interaction

Alois, Ciel, Claude, Sebastian, and Undertaker’s favorite lingerie on their S/O

Agni w/ a badass S/O (and bonus tender moments)

headcanons – Sebastian discovers his S/O is an angel sent to protect Ciel’s soul

Grell x fem!Reaper!reader – reader hasn’t gotten sleep in ages b/c of overtime and paperwork

William and S/O having their first child

Sebastian having a love-hate relationship with his S/O

AU – Agni is selectively mute after a trauma and communicates w/ assisting devices and sign language; Soma drags him to a party where a famous singer falls for him, then helps him get access to better therapy so he can talk again; the singer is known to be cold and badass and them doing that is completely out of character

scenario – Soma’s S/O seeing him in his Funtom Five outfit for the first time

AU – Agni survives but the blood loss caused severe brain damage, leaving him aphasic and unable to perform a lot of basic daily functions, he has to be cared for by his S/O and needs assistance w/ simple things; one day has a frustrated breakdown after realizing he can’t hold a spoon steady and is comforted by S/O and Soma

modern AU – Agni is kidnapped and finds out that his lazy S/O is a feared ex Special Forces agent; they’re shorter than he is but can literally lift a car

AU with Agni being sensitive to spicy food while his S/O can eat it without a sweat; they try to convince him to do a spice challenge with them b/c they think his reactions are cute

Agni’s S/O recently passed away and he discovers she was a powerful sorceress b/c their daughter shows magical powers and the magical council comes to take her away to their world

scenario – Vincent and Diedrich encounter a sassy servant during a party and mistake her for a boy

Agni’s S/O became depressed after his death and saw his spirit who talked to her about missing her and Soma but promised to always protect them

Agni dealing w/ his one-year-old daughter who woke up her (tired, sleep-deprived, grumpy) mother – Agni has to keep both sides calm

vegetarian/vegan Agni trying to fool his hunter and carnivore S/O into eating fake meat and fails despite his cooking skill

Agni on a date w/ a S/O who’s the epitome of cold and calculating – at the end of the date, they sing to him in their beautiful voice a song about how he is like the sun

Agni has a kindergarten teacher

Agni being taken out by a S/O who’s wealthy and doesn’t know he grew up poor; he gets flustered and almost panics at being in such a high-end place, S/O eventually realizes, then apologizes and takes him to a more humble place

headcanons – poly ship w/ Beast and Joker

Agni w/ badass S/O

headcanons – relationship w/ Doll

Grell x Irene Diaz

Soma w/ badass S/O

Doll x reader – dancing

reader saves the circus members and nurses them back to health

Harathi and younger Agni

headcanons – Alois and Soma w/ their S/O who turns out to actually be an alien

modern AU – Harathi is alive and is one day visited by Agni’s S/O to ask for permission to marry Agni, bringing w/ them a sizable dowry; Agni is later proposed to w/ Harathi and Soma dancing happily in the background

Agni meets his betrothed, who he’s had a crush on since he saw her being badass and backflipping from a mango tree – he’s tall, awkward, flustered, while she’s small and chill

[beyondalice-rp]

Congratulations, Razmadi! Your application for your OC Loki Corvus has been accepted. This guy is definitely something alright. You know what to do!

AUTHOR INFORMATION

Name (or whatever you’d like to be called): Razmadi Age/Birthday: 19 Pronouns/Preference(s): she/her Timezone: CST Activity Level: better Anything else?: nope

BASIC CHARACTER INFORMATION

Desired Character’s Name: Loki Corvus Age: 30 Species: Were-horse Titles/Aliases: Blackie, Son of the Unicorn Home: The Woodland (Technically the Duke’s stables) Relationships:

Friend of Lily Hunt → Lily and Loki grew up together. Sometimes, he felt they were almost like siblings. When they ran from the battle together, they were separated. He hasn’t seen her since. Loki worries about her though and hopes she’s alright.

Unknown Tenant of Raven Edgar → Loki is currently living in the Duke’s stables. The stable hands think he’s just one of the Duke’s many horses. No one seems to have realized the truth yet and Loki would like to keep it that way.

Friend of Phoenix → Phoenix was the one to patch Loki up when he was separated from Lily. They formed a sort of friendship during the time it took Loki to heal. Loki drops by sometimes to visit and to keep his friend company. They seem to be alone too much for Loki’s liking.

Three sentences (min.) on their personality:

1) Loki has a playful personality. However he does have a habit of sticking his head where it doesn’t belong. The worst offender is his horse form, which has a lovely reputation for getting his head stuck in things. He is prone to playing with other animals and sometimes Wonderlanders in his horse form, though sometimes he has to be careful not to be too rough.

2) Living on the streets is difficult. Loki knows that, better than most. Earning money playing for tips isn’t exactly a high class job but it helps him get by. At first he barely made enough to survive, but the longer he worked the better he became. And with that improvement in skill came improvement in tips. Passerbys can count on his music greeting their ears each morning as they make their way to work. It’s elderly and the crippled that really count on him though. The Emerald King’s orphanage took care of the homeless children, and for that Loki is eternally grateful. But the elderly and the injured were offered no aid. So Loki splits his earnings every evening among them, he makes more than enough for a meal. In the early days, he’s survived on less. Sure it means he goes hungry some nights, but in the end it’s always worth it.

3) As much as Loki would like to pretend he’s infallible, it doesn’t really work that way all the time. Sure he’s got his fair share of a pompous attitude and finicky personality befitting his previous station, but he also picked something else up as well. Anxiety runs through a fair share of Loki’s personality, a rather vindictive aspect from watching his father get murdered in front of him. As much as he tries to pretend it doesn’t exist, ignoring it doesn’t always mean it goes away.

Face Claim: Gaspard Ulliel and his adorable face

Biography:

Not many people remember the White Queen and even fewer remember her daughter. Loki however, remembers them both and the battle that took both of them from him in excruciating detail. He was the son of the knights of the White Queen; his father titled the Unicorn for his white coat and swordsmanship prowess. But that couldn’t save him from the Red Queen’s Jabberwocky. Loki wasn’t supposed to be at the battle, but when he saw his father go down, he lunged forward to help. His mother however, had other ideas. She dragged him backwards and told him to run. He glanced back one last time to see his mother unsheathe a sword and charge the monster known as Jabberwocky. He ran into Lily as he fled the battlefield and together they bolted. He didn’t know where they were going, but his mother had said to run and run he did. Adrenaline was pumping to the beat of his fearful heart, forcing his legs to go faster, when his leg suddenly gave out. Confused, he glanced down and was graced with the sight of his very broken leg. It seemed his mother hadn’t grabbed him in time. He watched stranded, as Lily continued to run into the forest without him.

He never saw her again after that. Phoenix had been the one to find him, fevered and broken in the Tugley Woods. They had fixed the break and healed the fever. He stayed with Phoenix for a while; he was no bringer but doing little errands for them helped ease the pain of the loss. They taught him how to survive on his own. When his leg healed completely and the grief had ended they told him to go. They both knew Loki was never meant to stay. With the help from Phoenix he had enough talent and intellect to survive on the streets. He had been taught music by his tutors in the palace, so using the money he had been given, he bought a shamisen. Life as a musician was tough. The hunger was what wore down at him the most; he hardly made enough to survive and sometimes nothing at all. He often thought about resorting to stealing but in the end it came to nothing but a guilty conscience. Seasons passed, and as he got older and more skilled at his craft, he found himself giving away some of his earnings to the other street dwellers. He had more than enough to survive; giving some away wouldn’t hurt anything and a missed meal or two was hardly something to worry about. If it helped them survive longer, well it was obviously worth it. So he spent his days playing music in the square during the day, sometimes accompanied by a pretty crow and finding a place to sleep at night. One night, he ended up staying in some fancy stable, changing into horse form to blend in better. The stable hands never questioned it. And Loki never gave them a reason to.He didn’t know why he came back. Time and time again, he never used to sleep in one place repeatedly, but somehow he always kept coming back to the fancy stables. The stable hands were nice to him; they fed him and brushed him. And he liked that. He liked that a lot. They started to call him Blackie, what a horribly unoriginal name, but it made him even more willing to stay. For the first time in nearly twenty-two years he felt like he belonged. And maybe he was a little selfish, but he didn’t want to give that up. And maybe for once, he wouldn’t have to.

Birthday: December 27 Positive Traits: Playful, Affectionate, Compassionate Negative Traits: Anxious, Finicky, Pompous

PARA SAMPLE

It had been a long time since he was sick. You’d think after being homeless for twenty-two years one would’ve built up some immunity. He hadn’t been this sick since he was a child. However, it was here now and apparently didn’t plan on leaving any time soon. This entire thing probably could’ve been avoided if he had paid a visit to Phoenix when he first felt the dregs of it. It wouldn’t be the first time he had dropped by unannounced; though it probably would have been the first time he actually had something wrong with him. The worst part of the whole debacle was he was stuck in horse form too. Well, he wasn’t stuck in the physical sense of the word. He was just locked inside the stable. Usually he snuck out in the early mornings when the stable hands let all the horses out into the field, Loki included. But this time it was a no go, and he was pretty sure the stable hands were freaking out.

He was just lying down because his legs were tired. Or rather his whole body was tired and sluggish and all around – ok fine he felt awful. There he admitted it. Loki hated to spend a day away from his music. But it didn’t seem like he was going to be able to make it out to the square today. He felt terrible and he didn’t really want to get anybody else sick. It was a little lonely, but he was just going to have to tough it out today.

Loki considered trying to get up, perhaps that would entice the stable hands into letting him out, but something told him it wasn’t going to happen. So he just stayed down, it was comfier here anyway, they always filled the stalls with such nice floofy stuff, maybe he should have taken time to learn what it was, but it hardly ever mattered before…..

When he woke up, Horace, the only stable hand whose name he actually remembered was sitting in the stall with him. “You’re in a wretched state aren’t you Blackie. Poor boy, I know. Come on though; eat a little for Horace won’t you? You missed your breakfast this morning.” Horace murmured soothingly, stroking his face and neck. It felt nice, he liked Horace, and he was always giving him treats and brushes and pets. He liked pets and brushes and treats. But when Horace held out a handful of grain, his favorite kind no less, he found himself too tired to take it. He just wanted to go back to sleep. He wasn’t hungry anyway, what was one more skipped meal? It’s not like it mattered much.

Horace sighed, as Loki refused to take it and made to stand. “Ok, Blackie you gotta eat something soon, ok? So I’ll just leave you some food right down here where you can reach it, that sound good?” he asked, giving him one last pat before moving some grain into his feed bowl and shutting the stall door. Loki was fine, really, he was just achy and sore and miserable. Nothing that hadn’t happened before. There wasn’t really any reason to worry….

Someone was shaking him. He didn’t want to get up though; he was having such a nice dream. But the shaking was relentless and he snorted in protest trying to move away. “That’s it Blackie, come on wake up. We’re going to go for a little walk, get your blood flowing a little bit and see if you can eat something.” Loki tossed his head in refusal. He didn’t want to go on a walk. He wanted to lay here and sleep and wait the misery out. Was that too much to ask? Apparently so, as the new man put a halter on his face and began to guide him upwards. Loki wanted to resist, but the man was gently commanding and he really was too tired and miserable to refuse.

Getting up was just as nightmarish as he thought it would be. Now his head was pounding or perhaps it was before and standing just intensified it. To make matters worse, he felt shaky and unstable, like a newborn colt. He was supposed to be prancing around the field or better yet playing his shamisen in the square, not hobbling around like a broken thing, not pretty at all. But despite all Loki’s protests, the man continued to coerce him forward until Loki just gave in and followed him. The man kept talking to him though and that was nice, he liked his voice it was soothing, it made the headache more bearable.

They walked around for what felt like eternity to his protesting legs. But the new stable hand was insistent and the sun felt nice. But at the end of it all, Loki was still tired and sore, but maybe a little less miserable. And when the new stable hand offered an apple slice, he took it before going back to sleep. He didn’t see the smile on the new stable hand’s face as he closed the stall door.