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i hate not having any energy! i really need to make sure i'm eating enough 'cause that's why i can't do shit...too bad i don't get paid until thursday :/
#i got literal cents in my bank account#tinytrashkid#and it's depressing af#rent takes up 70% of my paycheck#i gotta find somewhere else to work#there's a carpenter apprentice#there's a carpenter apprentice job that pays well#it would get me out of retail!#and i still might be able to get parts for things 'cause i would have more money!#and once badger helps me pay my rent#we should be good!
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High-ish quality scans of the Silco & Vander pages from the artbook
#the passage abt how Silco was the only one willing to do anything to not be treated like he was dirty#UGH vander being the only person that didn't think of him that way and then trying to drown him in the lake like an animal#in trying to earn himself respect he lost the only person who didn't see him like something dirty#also on a less depressing note he was fruity af looking bye#arcane#arcane artbook#arcane season 2#arcane spoilers#silco#vander#silco arcane#vander arcane#zaundads#vanco
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#im tryin so hard#im trying#im sad as fuck#im useless#im crying#and heartbreak image#heartbreak#depressing quotes#tw depressing stuff#depressing shit#sadcore#depressing life#sad thoughts#im tryin my best#want you back#come back to me#tell me#everything is fine#sad aesthetic#sad af#i need therapy#i need heeeeelp#life is unfair#life suuuuucks#life sukcs
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Nothing I do matters
#bpd mood#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#girl interupted syndrome#vent#bpd feels#depressing shit#girlcore#April2nd2025#12:25am#bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff#sorry for being depressing#sad af#sadgirl#sad thoughts#tumblr girls#girlhood#girly stuff#manic pixie dream girl#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl blogger#girlbloger#girlblogging
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wow thanks lloyd
original idea: fluff (milkbreadtoast on twitter)
standalone and blank,,, go nuts!!!
"lynn why is his hair that long-" BEHOLD!
#tged#the greatest estate developer#the greatest estate designer#lloyd frontera#tged lloyd#lynn's art#if i had a nickel for every time i went all out on a SHITPOST. i'd have two nickels. and counting#dont know why i do that to myself but hey it's good practice!#practice for what? hell if i know!#lloyd with his hair down always makes me insane btw god i wanna see more of it#pleeaaasee kim hyunsoo-nim pleeeassseee more lloyd w his hair down. lloyd looking MESSY AF. please.#give me ONE panel of his hair down in the manhwa and MY LIFE IS YOURS!!!#TAG EDIT: I JUST REMEMBERED HIS DEPRESSION ARC NEVERMIND HE HAS HAD HIS HAIR DOWN. WE BALL!!! YAHOO
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former inquisitor telithal lavellan goth slay cyberpunk era concept
#dragon age#da#inquisitor lavellan#in all honesty in his incurable Depression era#but alas gotta get up do ur makeup and feel like it's your personal task to save the world forever. probably#looking forward to what the game says inky has been up to but i've tentatively hc'd he probably moved to minrathous at some point#also glasses at last..<3 man went thru inquisition & trespasser refusing to get any even though he's blind af without them#maybe he eventually gave in#they can also have a little tint. as a treat#also there's no way you can see stars there but i wanted some for the pic. lol
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Ummm why are the Kidz depressed???

This is also followed by “i told you so”……..so are the kids going “I TOLD YOU YOUD BE DEPRESSED IDIOT” like goddamn
#chappell roan#good luck babe#kidz bop#depressing shit#they didnt need to get real on me like damn#savage kids??#salty af#toxic as hell
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One day I am gonna grow wings —————— Hysterical and useless
#Crushed like a bug in the ground#I feel like it’s still last Friday#Everything is blurring together lately#Depression randomly acting up for no reason#Barely feel alive atp nothing feels real#Dr Stone au has been helpful if I’m being honest actually#It’s my tumblr blog and I get to rant in the tags#I blame it on lack of sleep#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#mithrun#Sketched this out rq before bed it was lowkey hard af bc my hands been shaky#let down radiohead
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343rd Company led by Captain Kiss
More trans clones, or just the same ones and the art i made for them bc now they r my little rotten soldier and i will b making a whole ass trilogy in my head for them
#clone wars#star wars clone wars#clone trooper oc#m art#trans#cloneshipping#also saw the sorry state that was london pride#and it was depressing af so#have some colourful clones#and kiss u so ur qpo#know ur not the only gay little gremlin out there and there is absolutely a place for u here if its not out there#captain kiss & company#oc#tw blood#trans t4t
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Scherbenloch
Kaltes Scherbenloch!
Es flüstert in dein Ohr
Die Scherbe hat gesprochen
#samsas traum#alexander kaschte#kalk#gothic#goth goth#hanneloreley#metal#metal girl#goth girl#bored af#alt girl#merch#gothgoth#alternative goth#grunge#lyrics#post concert depression#inked girls#sweater weather#goth#metalhead#black metal#avantgarde#girls with piercings#dark aesthetic#rainymood
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My grown ass reading Battle of the Labyrinth for the first time mood board








#why is the children’s series fucking me up#this is what happens when you don’t finish the books as a kid#and then pick them back up in your 20s#it’s depressing and stressful af#because the characters are like my sisters age or younger#so it registers different when you’re older than them then when you’re younger than/their age#:(#imagine having to let your family member who’s a literal child go and get themselves killed by mythical beings#percy jackson#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#pjo series
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#Trigun#Trimax#Trigun Maximum#Listen my take from the Trimax ending might be depressing af#BUT THIS IS WHAT HE DESERVES
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Thorki AU where Thor and Loki start a band when they're teens but it's mostly just the two of them because they're messy little fuckers who constantly butt heads and no one can stand to be around them for too long. Somehow, they're still really good and end up getting picked up by a record label and become a hit. This, of course, makes them even messier fuckers and their constant drama makes them an even bigger draw to more people. They manage to find a small team of people who are (mostly) willing to stick it out with them and make a few hit albums and get through a few tours. (They just barely manage to get through them by the skin of their teeth, but still!)
Unfortunately, their latest album hasn't done as well critically or commercially and the tension between Thor and Loki has been at an all time high, which has really made touring unbearable for everyone involved. A particularly rough performance the night before ended up with Loki and Thor getting into a(nother) nasty little ruckus that had their manager calling up the front desk of the hotel with a preemptive "I'm sorry for whatever happens to that suite, we'll pay for the damages, please don't call the cops, thank you."
They show up to the tour bus the next morning and something's... different. Sure, usually after a bad argument they're a bit quiet and sulky until one of them cracks a joke that makes the other laugh and everything's good again until the next shitfit ensues, but this time they're real quiet and avoiding looking at each other(and everyone else) and everyone's getting worried that this might be the fight that finally breaks them up.
Except actually they had an angry fuck after Loki said 'We'Re NoT EvEn ReEeEeAl BrOtHeRs!!?!' for like, the 700th time and Thor was like 'FINE!' and smashed their mouths together. Things Happened and now they're a bit shell shocked and trying to figure how to feel about it. (And trying valiantly to convince themselves It Wasn't That Good.)
(It was That Good. Oops.)
#thorki#thorki want#Thor's the drummer/backup vocals#Loki's lead guitar/lead vocals/piano#and they co-write#which is how half their fights start#Thor's really good at coming up with a catchy af chorus#much to Loki's chagrin#he's come up with some nice bridges too#Loki wants to write deep artsy depression anthems#and Thor's like 'dude we need something people can listen to at a party'#and somehow they make it work#I also feel like they're Rich Homeschooled Kids#like Odin was Too Good to send his boys to public OR private school so they had a bunch of expensive tutors instead#and Frigga was into the arts so she got them into music#so they're Really Smart but REALLY weird#especially with each other lmao
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“if i asked you to modify my body, would you do it?” you ask, staring out of the window absentmindedly. there are green buds on the ends of the tree branches. spring has finally shown itself, but you can’t find it in you to really take it all in.
kashima looks up from his temporary work table—or well, it was supposed to be temporary, anyway, and he purposefully ignores the thought that he’s been here for far too long already— his hands stilling with the tools still in the device. “why would you even want that?” he asks, blinking slowly in confusion. he was proud of his modifications, he was; but surely someone such as yourself thought of him as a freak, a monster. nobody understands him, or why he’s done the things he did to himself; no one but master X, the only person he’s convinced could ever accept him for what he was.
you take too long to respond and so he returns to carefully adjusting the wiring he’d somehow messed up during the last trial of using this damned thing.
“well,” you start, but the words die on your tongue before you can attempt to say them, “just answer the question. would you?”
he pauses and looks at you; for the first time truly looks at you that day. kashima wouldn’t consider himself a good reader of people—not like master X is, anyway, but he quickly shakes off the thought because of the mixed feelings that climb their way up his throat. but when he looks at you that time, he finally notices the way your eyes are glazed over, and he swears for a moment the colour of your irises are less vibrant than they usually are. he sees lines of a frown lingering, footprints of an existence that leaves marks in the dirt.
ah. something clicks now. he adjusts his mask thoughtfully and turns back to his handiwork. the silence hangs in the air, covering the both of you, but it wasn’t uncomfortable. “i still feel pain, you know,” he says after a while. “not physical pain, no, but i’m not an unfeeling robot.”
he felt it even recently, the chill of that day in thailand clinging to his phantom limbs. his whole world had come crashing down not too long ago, and it still left a bittersweet taste in his mouth. kashima felt things strongly; but when facing others’ feelings, he felt at a loss.
glancing over at you briefly, he pursed his sewn lips underneath the warm mask. “hey. can you hold this for me?” he lifted a wire from the device until it went taut and tilted his head towards it. you got up without a word, your movements more languid than usual. “be very careful and hold it still like this. if you break it, i’ll kill you.”
like watching ice melt in realtime, the life reluctantly returned to your eyes. facial muscles relaxed one by one and the frown began to dissipate. “what are you working on anyway?” you mumbled, curiously looking into the thing.
“you don’t need to know,” was his answer before digging his hand into its open back. you also didn’t need to know that he would be cutting that wire later, either. sometimes all we need is to be given a purpose, after all.
i am so rusty holy hell but i feel like i have to start just posting random shit or i never will lmaooooooo
#dividers by zaldritzosrose#this shits so ass but whateverrrrr#i was depression posting really#character assassination af#it also doesn’t make sense but that’s ok#anyways#💭.musings#definitely not proofread btw i wrote this on a whim#sakamoto days x reader
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I thought I was late for the bus this morning/late for school and had forgotten to do my homework, immediately sick with anxiety, so familiar
I'm 28
#bpd mood#bpd problems#actually bpd#bpd splitting#bpd stuff#girl interupted syndrome#vent#bpd feels#depressing shit#girlcore#March14th2025#7:48am#bpd#bpd safe#bpd thoughts#bpd vent#girlhood#girly stuff#this is what makes us girls#trauma#sad thoughts#school trauma#manic pixie nightmare#mental illness#i have so many thoughts#sad af#sadgirl#sad poetry#tw depressing thoughts#tw depressing stuff
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