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#(ignore please)#(or don't idk idrc i just wanted to ramble lol)#man. i feel like a blank canvas here#and it's been so refreshing tbh#i loved the other place and it did make me so happy but it's also been sullied by so much bullshit in the past six months#not all of it is even stuff that i experienced directly on the blog#most interactions i come across just seem so insincere and idk the vibes are so off#like damn. maybe it did become a popularity contest and *coughs* an ass kissing circle#:////#this is definitely bc my 2-year blogiversary is coming up and i'm reflecting lol#if you follow me on both blogs then you've probably noticed that i've been a lot more... idk comfortable here?#i'm still blissfully unaware of a lot of things here and i would like to keep it that way lmao#damn the most disappointing part over there is still the boatload of moots i thought were cool who just ended up jumping on their-#high horses the first chance they got lol. made vague posts that didn't even really say anything but other people just latched onto the-#buzzwords and clapped along like possessed sheep lmao#smh i miss tumblr back in 2022#tldr: jen is emo about the blogiversary#jen also kinda hates a lot of people over there lmao#jen rambles
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my sillies
#undescribed#danger days#party poison#show pony#jet star#danger days art#ttlotfk#the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#fan art#fanart#ttlotfk fan art#ttlotfk danger days#danger days fanart#jetpoisonpony#i haven't drawn them in so long#it's kind of refreshing tbh#i love them so much#and I've been wanting to make better designs for jet and party after i made ones for kobra show and ghoul#so i finally got to do ut :3#honestly it was really fun playing around with what i wanted Jet's hair to be#i think there's so much lost potential there for lots of people to design it differently than what ray had for the music videos#not that i think his hair wasn't already pretty but like i see so many people do fun things with the rest of the fab four's hair!!!!#so i wanted to switch it up a little#kerosene art
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One of the main reasons why I used to avoid Isekai’s, and fantasy works in general, like the plague is because of how over saturated they’d become with things that didn’t feel like they even belonged to the genre to begin with… it’s not too hard to find works that stand out but so much of those works have been pushed down and forgotten, it just sucks.
#one of the many reasons why fantasy in general outside of a few things has never stuck with me or have even been a go to genre to engage#with if it was simply just that and nothing else added to subvert the genres 🧍����♀️#at least enough for me to enjoy myself… and I’m an insanely picky person too so…#isekai’s really did get turned into incel shit and sm of them are pedo/incest pandering as well#the amount of times I’ve run into an isekai where the warrior ends up marrying his daughter at the end of the series-#never got over that one where the son was falling in love with his mom bro that series could’ve been so fun#and a lot of the scenes with them would have them almost appearing as though they were a couple… the Romantic scene on the beach 💩…#kms rn-#and sm fantasty stuff is full of assault as well because they want to be like berserk so badly uhhh#it’s kinda crazy#rambling#I’m mostly desensitized to a lot of this stuff in fiction depending on how they’re presented but I usual usually scroll by/read the things#as quickly as possible just to get done with it#I don’t rly skip most things tbh :(#DM is refreshing though it’s very charming and colorful#I don’t have much to say for frieren since I never really cared to get into it but I’m sure it’s endearing for most
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a Rocky from the other day :]
#forgot to put this one here xd#the pilot release got me right back in a lackadaisy mood so i've been rereading the comics#was high time i did that anyway bc i havent read them in a WHILE so i have a lot of refreshing and catching up to do#if u dont know the webcomic i can highly recommend it!! used to be a huge inspiration for me art wise (and still is tbh)#lackadaisy#my art#proportions are way off but w/e#he is very fun to draw!!
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maybe it's to maintain a sense of tension & turmoil that would eventually reach an explosive peak, a sense of tug-of-war, a back-and-forth to hammer home the ideals they want to deliver and for the viewers to chew on, but although these arguments regarding hiroshi & his stance as a man torn between his loyalty for his country & the loyalty for his Filipino friends and lover is of course important, how they write these scenes & the points they present from this week alone is getting too repetitive...? literally the argument scenes from last night & tonight between adelina & hiroshi is basically the same; the ideas were the same, the dynamics were the same: the aggressive, radical adelina, bristling rage and fear over the injustices she's seen thus far, and the cautious, inspiriting hiroshi, all hopefulness and reassurance one moment as a lover, defensiveness and sternness as a japanese soldier in another. this debate will be ever-present ofc, it is one of the series' biggest conflicts, but it is unfortunately so easy to tell when it is a.) being pulled up as a main topic to move the plot along / be a necessary conflict for character development/introspection / be the conflict to deliver the morals & messages the writers want to send to their viewers, or b.) when it is being pulled up only for the drama and filler to pass the time. like watching the characters sit down to argue for 10 minutes, do other things for the plot for 2 minutes, then sit down again to argue for the next 20 minutes. lol.
#lots of things i wish they would soon improve but this 1 bothered me tonight..stopped watching halfway thru#these scenes would be like excellent breaks for when we need to take a breather to digest what's been going on#but at the slow pace they've set it it's just...nothing's been going on since like...4 days ago#except for eduardo's plot#it's just arguments..everywhere....all the time....over the same repetitive things#no progress nothing new to chew on despite there being drastic changes to their situation...? same vibes from the time they weren't occupie#yet lol. same dynamics mostly#only new points of debate is regarding hiroshi & his country vs friends conflict#& carmela being desperate to go back to comfort & luxury vs her family standing as firm as they could against the occupation#ahhh i am sooo not eloquent enough to express my full thoughts but like!!! fellow viewers if y'all r here u understand me right lmfoskadhsg#finding it hard to criticize bc i'm trying to make sense of where they r coming from#a.) seeing as unlike mcai this is a complete original story it's hard to see what direction they'd like to take it to#b.) fil shows really find it hard to break away from their normal formulas of family dramas & bastard children & love triangles :'))))#god the opportunity to tell a refreshing diff story but this is like gma show 67627627th but set in the japanese era....then mixed with 50%#of the mcai show feel#the editing the visuals the acting = good. 60% of the story line = can be compared to the hundreds of gma shows we've seen be4#anywy going off on a tangent...#c.) i can understand the slow pacing as them trying to establish the settings & the feel of that era so that the more intense tragedies-#later on would hit harder#but again. few scenes feel like they're dragging on for too long. some scenes & themes r too repetitive#need to see something differenttt something fresh something developing. something moving & feeling & connecting w/the audience#need to see more of the Philippines & the Filipino people in the 40s!! not the same afternoon prime drama shot in intramuros#need to see their messages staring into our souls instead of just being words uttered in tears#all this to say....flop era this week tbh sorry#EXCEPT FOR MAX COLLINS & HER LIKE. 3 MINS SCREEN TIME. MAX COLLINS I LOVE U QUEEN#rambles#pulang araw#putting this in the main tag i KNOW some ppl out there would feel the same & can explain this better lol i swear????
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"While my Guitar Gently Weeps" sung by Mr. Pepper heals the soul.
#me rambling#ive been so caught up watching scary movies i havent listened to my guys in a long time#its kinda refreshing tbh (im insane)#floyd pepper
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i go to sleep thinking about dragon age and i wake up thinking about dragon age
#refreshing after a year of astarion brain tbh#still love him so much forever but bg3 has been ruling my life so it's nice to have something new to look forward to
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catching up on slmccl's qsmp shit is so fun bc like. you can tell that he actually enjoys this server.
#stfulee.txt#slimecicle#probably not the best idea to talk in tags but#its v refreshing to see him actually enjoy being in a server even if he's still not the most active#afaik he's been in 5 servers and he's only been ACTIVE active in 2 of them#**6 servers i am dumb. anw.#< 2 being smpl and qsmp#d smp he rlly only came on to fuck around a couple times and then after that he only came on to do lore for q#epicsmp immediately died off bc (as fun as it was for a bit) it was obv just a ploy to try and capitalize off the minecraft hype of d smp#theres technically smp earth but tbh it occupies the same space in my brain that smpl does.#and osmp was already kinda inactive as is so like. didnt expect much from that.#maybe this is parasocial idk
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this is so funny because "i can always kill myself" has been my motto for 15 years and like i planned it out meticulously. and now i know that i cant kill myself. call it cowardice call in anything but like now I'm pretty sure that i cant actually for real kill myself because at this point i thought it out and planned it all like every last detail is very real to me and i simply know that i cant do it. might make a killer book one day if I'm being honest.
#hilarious tbh. like my view on life literally changed over night because i realized i was too chicken shit#and i couldnt do it to my mum and my siblings#like i realized i just didnt have it in me#truly like i feel like a loser because of it but that's the truth so now I'm in my not killing myself era#very refreshing after FIFTEEN YEARS#suicide tw or whatever but like y'all have been following me for ages you know what you're getting yourself into
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thank you for bearing with my purgatory posting and i'm also glad to see i'm not the only one who still has this fungus eating away at my brain matter. seeing other purgatory posting in the tag makes me feel better lmfao.
i'm not done btw, posting will (probably) continue as i revisit vods. wanted to extend a thanks in the interim, since i know how contentious the event was in the moment. i kinda thought the general consensus was most people hated thinking about it, but there's been a weird amount of engagement and yknow other people talking. makes me happy to know i'm not alone here!
#qsmp#qsmp purgatory#shut up vic#block game brainrot#it also provides me the opportunity to get a new perspective on some moments as well#like watching the jaiden spawnkilling thing the first time i missed some nuance in bbh's tone when he offered to walk her to her body#rewatching i heard them :D#i'll probably rewatch his conversation with slime from the same day at some point to refresh my perspective on that#but i think i'll wait on that; that convo makes me super biased lmfao#i'm aware of my biases at least :D and dw i won't bring old discourse back#tbh i never rly posted discourse much to begin with? just that one list and analysis of time stamps LMFAO#but yea i won't be bringing that back to the tag even if it's back in my brain#i PINKY SWEAR; i'm not one to start fights on posts or blogs that aren't mine#i block and then if i REALLY have something to say i shittalk them into my bathroom mirror#bc i know neither of us are gonna snitch >:D#long tags#it's also nice to look at with the benefit of hindsight and reflection#bc i know everything that happened; i was there watching it live#bolas are unreliable narrators#i'll probably see about going through some of the other team's povs as well just to see#it's interesting is all! and i finally have the time to sink my teeth into it properly#since we aren't having to keep up with like six streams a day#it's been so long sinve this server took a proper breather i'm appreciating it for all it's worth#((yes i wish the circumstances were better but they aren't; we take what we can get lmao))#ok anyway love u byeeeeeeee purgatory posting will probably continue#i'll tag as appropriately as i can; lmk if there are further tags i should add#i prefer people don't block Me if they hate these; i'll make u a tag to block if u ask i promise <3
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i went to a con over the weekend and bought a bunch of stuff from a rock shop. love going to cons in this area bc it's like 25% fandom junk (and i dont rlly watch anime), 50% arts and crafts, and another 25% JUST for funko pops hdhfhd
already showed you Apple :]
also got this lil tree
some mushrooms to go with my bigger mushroom that i got at a different convention from different people jdgfkh
and... ROCK PIG !! he is wonderful and also very heavy
also bag update! got the heart pin at the con, everything else has just been added/moved/etc overtime lol. need to space it out better but im tired of stabbing myself so it's fine for now
also ark got me a beetle :D
#that is all i got at the con btw 😭#was hoping i'd see some splatoon stuff but this was the smallest con they've had yet#next con should be a bit more interesting#but i greatly enjoyed the rocks#i know ppl are wary of rock decorations like this bc they might be fake but#tbh i just like the way the look so i dont rlly care lmao#if my rock pig is actually made of Unknown Material that's okay 👍#the heart pin is the only one i didnt pick up at the rock booth#subtlest aro pin ever 👍👍👍 IM SO MAD THEY HAD A REALLY NICE RAINBOW PIN#BUT NO IM 23 AND STILL FORCED TO BE IN A GLASS CLOSET JHDKFJK#mom i know we both know can we just get it over with already 😭#also got to meet some exiled queer family down there and catch up talking YAYYYY their youngest added us on discord jdhdhk#it was so fucking refreshing. i thought the only other one in my family died... had no idea that was why we didnt talk to them anymore#anyways that's how my life has been sorry for the continued absence tjere's a lot hapwning rn 👍#and by a lot i mean nothing but i stay exhausted hdhfkj it's just been. [static] ya know#chat
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I’m glad your date was good😊 my week was ok, kinda busy but I made it through :)
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aww thank you 💕 I'm proud of you <3 you will be good for me and get some rest this week?
#love letters only#💌 asks#asks#🧎anon#Going to domme you into self care >:)#Thank you for asking about my date <3#We are in the process of scheduling a second date!! Have to coordinate >:)#She's worried bc she's older than me which is a green flag#she was v careful which was like refreshing tbh like when I went back to hers she texted me her addy and told me to send it to my friends#Which I would have done either way dw but it was nice to idk have someone look out for me#So I am trying to toe the line between coming off like ~oh I'm mature for my age~ which is obvi problematic and not how brains work#But also being v realistic that in the past couple years I have been through A Lot for someone in their early 20s
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⟢ highlight of the hour: see you in my 19th life [12/12] ⟣
past lives
#see you in my 19th life#korean drama#shin hye sun#ahn bo hyun#mygif#mmkfav#19thhoth#ahhh this drama's done#cant believe it's finished#there's just something thats bittersweet about a drama ending#premise was interesting and refreshing#good casting great cinematography nice music#i lowkey wanna see what happens to our characters :((#i wanna see what happens to our couple :((#this drama should have been 16 eps instead!!#the final ep was so heartwarming#like there were so many hoth-worthy moments tbh#also im reminded that these hoth posts are lowkey so tiring to make askdjfd#also can we get an abh sageuk pls?? PLS??
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playin around in strike + csp feat himeno
#chainsaw man#csm#himeno#himeno csm#nettillust#genuinely Do Not Like Her as a person but. she is here regardless. hi girl what's good#aside from Her though strike is SUCH a fun program to mess around with!!!!! feels very quick but playing with 1bit has been super gr8#process i've been using for it has been:#sketch + rough tones in strike > edit tones and tweak details in csp > adjustment layer fucking around til something sticks out 2 me#and then it's done!! tbh as someone who usually spends a lot of time on detailed color rendering and being as precise as possible it's like#ultra refreshing to just have somethin done in an hour or two. compared to my usual bullshit lol#anyways! u can find strike on itch.io and it runs for free in browser! go try it!#oh forgot 2 add Put In Image/Noise Textures to that process list lol but i do that with every painting i do so. ya#later gators! more coming soon!
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It's so funny how, unprompted, so many posts on my for you tab alternate between text posts saying "Nightheart is the best WC character I love him" and "Nightheart sucks, he's the worst, I want him dead." Idk what I did to make tumblr think Nightheart discourse is my hobby but I do find it a little entertaining.
#I'm nightheart-neutral for the record#i like some things about him but dislike how the narrative and other characters get warped around him to justify his thoughts#if that makes sense#i guess for me he lives in the category of characters with good potential who just don't go anywhere#so for people who love him and hate him i really understand both sides#but for the most part. i just don't care. idk#tbh i haven't been as attached to asc protags as i have for protags from other arcs#if i had to pick a favorite i guess I'd say frostpaw? i enjoy her character development the most (bc she actually has some lol)#but idk if anybody from asc would make it onto my favorites list. maybe that would change if i reread it though#it is strange that I'm not as attached to the characters bc the story itself is really quite good#i have zero thoughts about sunbeam unfortunately#beyond her parental situation being awfully relatable#but again. maybe i just need to reread these books#i probably will in the weeks leading up to star's release just to refresh my memory#pigeon mews#edit: oh god why did i make this post now tumblr is gonna recommend me MORE nightheart discourse lmao#edit 2: i forgot to say! although i don't have any strong feelings about nightheart in particular#i do really enjoy his friendship with frostpaw. it's sweet
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Actually the crumbs of Armand in this book have given me the strength I'll need to finish this shit show tomorrow
#twist rambles#vc posting#minus the Lestat killing a womans dad then telling her he did so and then smelling shes on her period and being like FUCK id like to slurp#that pad barely anything has happened. which was the highlight. and the armand appearances. as always. but my god im like 40 percent in and#it has been so insufferable the entire time tbh. all the highs from body thief are gone bc this is an exposition dump book#i did go back 2 read a couple pages from kh.aymans chapters in QOTD and that was so refreshing bc i miss him so mad#i miss actually enjoying the characters tbh like dora just feels like a repeat of Gretchen from last book+ roger was so boring and he did#not need a whole 30 pages of his in depth backstory. not joking abt this btw!! i think despite Armand being there next book im gonna be as#miserable given the content of TVA but we will persist. at least i have the crucifixion to look forward to
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