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darthraydor · 11 months ago

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you ever get caught up in a book that’s the wrong side of just okay but you feel like you have to finish it because you bought it, or is that just my broken brain?

#how is the dialogue too modern and too archaic at the same time???#and it’s first person??? ew #it is not good #so much wasted potential #but i spent twenty monies on it

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muckyschmuck · 1 month ago

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ultimately!

#ELIIIIIIII YOU CANT SAY THAT ELIIIIIIIIIIII #audiof from not even emily latest video go watch literally its so fuckingfunny #dont even ask me how eli fits in hance' 5'2 dad's clothes pls ok #my art #digital art #oc art #anthro art #not even gonna lie i thfought i wasnt gonan finish this but we pulled thru #if quality gets murdered i will cry #swhy are all my favorite drawings baby sugar and eliyah interacting #i like themb #i was gonna add fucking comical cartoon slipping noises when her antler popped off but imovie literalsly. it didnt work it wpuldnt let me #vid too biggy #also noahs ark esque announcement for ppl thta read my evil ramble tags i miiight nuke sanguinary univers bc i love my ocs too much to like #like i dont wanna marry my first idea and i love them too much to box them into a project I PERSONALLY FEEL LIKE I FUMBLED LIKE #OK LITERALLY NO INSULT WHATSOEVER TO ANYONE WHO MIGHT LIKE IT BUT IT WAS my firsy ever comic and i feeeeel like i can do betteeerrr a #meowweooww #like if it was small things i wanted to change i could juts panel edit but its like. major things like when i started chapter 1 i had #LITERALLY NO PLAN JUST MY nerdy vampire obsession. which is still present. giggle h #breaking news boygirl learns that they arent rlly proudof the writing in comic thye started when they were a teenager #ALSO I LITERALLY HAVE LORE THAT IVE. BEEN MAKING THAT CONTRADICTS THINGS (? PROBABLY) SO ok trust me ok just trust m #also yes this is what i’ve been working on except that animatsuon i mentioned with eli crying because priorities or someth #not except wtf i mean insyead or some other shit #also i just looked at this wall of text on mobile and like ew shut up little gay

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nabaath-areng · 3 months ago

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Orbital trajectory.

#ieeha grew up with horrible tall people hes not scared of anything (even when he should be. actually *especially* then.)#ieeha ''i will not be the bigger person i WILL drag you down to my level'' de verral #sincerely hes a pain in the ass LOL. hissy cat coded #he and magnai are so funny to me cause theyre both passionate and clueless #in ways that are similar but also different simultaneously #its a LONG road. i dont think bridging the gap even comes into question until EW *earliest*#but im running out of tag space thanks for coming to my shiptalk--#ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #ff14 #final fantasy 14 #hyur #midlander #magnai oronir #xaela #au ra #wolship #gpose #magnai oronir x warrior of light #wol #ffxiv screenshot #ieeha #ieeha de verral #nabaath-areng #ffxiv ship #ffxiv oc #and so they bicker a lot especially at first. and then dont know what to do once they grow closer

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emilys-mich · 5 months ago

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Something about Emily being called rude and harsh for the way she handled Eldon basically harassing her, before being guilt tripped for hurting his feelings and then pressured into going on a date with him.

Something about Emily trying to gain Amanda’s trust by pretending to turn against the team, having to to portray herself as incredibly cruel and selfish, and struggling to cope with how easily everyone believed it.

Something about Emily saying goodbye to Michelle, tears streaming down her face, admitting to thinking she’s not kind or compassionate enough on her own, and scared that she won’t be able to be a mentor and a role model without Michelle to guide her.

Something about being a good person at your core, but nobody ever acknowledges it so you don’t even know that you are.

Something about this character who, despite the countless number of times she’s felt it break, genuinely believes she might not have a heart.

#i am having a lot of feelings about emily rn #i just rewatched michelles goodbye episode and this one part really stood out to me #she was like #‘i know i have this (*gestures to brain*) but i don’t know about this (*puts hand on heart*). everyone knows you cant survive without this’#and idk i was reminded of when the team votes for michelle as dance captain in s1 and emilys ‘does everyone really hate me that much?’#also in s1 when she was pressured/guilted into going on that first date with eldon when james (i think) said how mean she was being to #eldon and how much it upset him #which just…. ew #plus in s2 when she’s pretending to be mean to riley to turn the team against her and shes so upset by how easily everyone bought it #like i never realised until i rewatched the goodbye girl today but i think emily really internalised a lot of those moments and genuinely #worries that she’s a horrible person #……#this was heavier and angstier than i meant it to be lol sorry #thanks for reading if you made it this far haha #the next step #emily tns

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dropthedemiurge · 10 months ago

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I've seen things after SOTUS extreme actor harassment, I've been here through BMF "hate watching flashmob" and you know what, this year I will actually stop tolerating BL fans (at least on tumblr) who don't even have the decency to just ignore things they don't like and who think bullying someone is a good fandom sport, and start calling out. No matter if you believe clickbaits or you're a proud member of celebrity witchhunt or just don't believe people and situations can change, whatever, I really don't want to see KristSingto hate if - when - they will come back with another BL series.

Peraya fans have been waiting and hoping for KristSingto reunion for years, they wanted it themselves for so long as well, and we've unfortunately encountered way too many people who don't use their braincells and who encourage others to follow their footsteps when making derogatory comments about (mainly) Krist or Singto who they don't even know about, or their shows. For years. Some even go to talk shit and laugh right at his face. What the hell.

Maybe don't ruin someone else's parade and don't turn a nice community lake into a swamp. If you consider yourself a good person who can have an opinion "I just don't vibe with this person/show", watch it unbiased, be open minded and if you don't have a full picture, ask fans of the actual story or do research and read proper compilations about him instead of blindly stacking your opinions on repeated echoed insults from yt and tiktok. And if you aren't willing to be open minded and rational, well, let the fans celebrate and stick quietly to your swamp.

It's really no fun to gather around to discuss something and slip on poop piles thrown around for no reason. What happened to civil discussions?

#this might sound harsh #but i've watched many shows over the past few years and read a lot of opinions #and bl fans were vile for nothing about no other popular bl actor as much as Krist #all the snide remarks in metas and retold HoRriBle RuMoRs for someone who really does not deserve it #and who has been battling mental health for years already #it really became a popular witchhunt and the last year showed that people are still happy to engage in it #even when the extreme viewers pressure and harrassment is exactly what created an issue in the first place #people do deserve to be called out when they are being ugly to others #my heart still hurts for bmf tbh because it's a beautiful and well crafted meaningful show with good acting #but people ignored it because some popular accs decided to be bitch about it because Krist was in it #OR they wrote meta and excited fans had to read discussions enduring all the - ew considering Krist it is not too bad - posts #just ffs #why people still do it #there are amazing posts with explanations or updates or just showing how good of a person Krist is #why don't you read those first and form a proper opinion if you take time to hate on him anyway #kristsingto #krist perawat #singto prachaya #peraya

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wonder-worker · 9 months ago

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"[Elizabeth Woodville's] piety as queen seems to have been broadly conventional for a fifteenth-century royal, encompassing pilgrimages, membership of various fraternities, a particular devotion to her name saint, notable generosity to the Carthusians, and the foundation of a chantry at Westminster after her son was born there. ['On other occasions she supported planned religious foundations in London, […] made generous gifts to Eton College, and petitioned the pope to extend the circumstances in which indulgences could be acquired by observing the feast of the Visitation']. One possible indicator of a more personal, and more sophisticated, thread in her piety is a book of Hours of the Guardian Angel which Sutton and Visser-Fuchs have argued was commissioned for her, very possibly at her request."

-J.L. Laynesmith, "Elizabeth Woodville: The Knight's Widow", Later Plantagenet and Wars of the Roses Consorts: Power, Influence, Dynasty

#historicwomendaily #elizabeth woodville #my post #friendly reminder that there's nothing indicating that Elizabeth was exceptionally pious or that her piety was 'beyond purely conventional'#(something first claimed by Anne Crawford who simultaneously claimed that Elizabeth was 'grasping and totally lacking in scruple' so...)#EW's piety as queen may have stood out compared to former 15th century predecessors and definitely stood out compared to her husband #but her actions in themselves were not especially novel or 'beyond normal' and by themselves don't indicate unusual piety on her part #As Laynesmith's more recent research observes they seem to have been 'broadly conventional'#A conclusion arrived at Derek Neal as well who also points out that in general queens and elite noblewomen simply had wider means #of 'visible material expression of [their] personal devotion' - and also emphasizes how we should look at their wider circumstances #to understand their actions (eg: the death of Elizabeth's son George in 1479 as a motivating factor)#It's nice that we know a bit about Elizabeth's more personal piety - for eg she seems to have developed an attachment to Westminster Abbey #It's possible her (outward) piety increased across her queenship - she undertook most of her religious projects in later years #But again - none of them indicate the *level* of her piety (ie: they don't indicate that she was beyond conventionally pious)#By 1475 it seems that contemporaries identified Cecily Neville as the most personally devout from the Yorkist family #(though Elizabeth and even Cecily's sons were far greater patrons)#I think people also assume this because of her retirement to Westminster post 1485 #which doesn't work because 1) we don't actually know when she retired? as Laynesmith says there is no actual evidence for the traditional #date of 12 February 1487 #2) she had very secular reasons for retiring (grief over the death of her children? her lack of dower lands or estates which most other #widows had? her options were very limited; choosing to reside in the abbey is not particularly surprising. it's a massive and unneeded jump #to claim that it was motivated solely by piety (especially because it wasn't a complete 'retirement' in the way people assume it was)#I think historians have a habit of using her piety as a GOTCHA!' point against her vilification - which is a flawed and stupid argument #Elizabeth could be the most pious individual in the world and still be the pantomime villain Ricardians/Yorkists claim she was #They're not mutually exclusive; this line of thinking is useless #I think this also stems from the fact that we simply know very little about Elizabeth as an individual (ie: her hobbies/interests)#certainly far less than we do for other prominent women Margaret of Anjou; Elizabeth of York;; Cecily Neville or Margaret Beaufort #and I think rather than emphasizing that gap of knowledge her historians merely try to fill it up with 'she was pious!'#which is ... an incredibly lackluster take. I think it's better to just acknowledge that we don't know much about this historical figure #ie: I do wish that her piety and patronage was emphasized more yes. but it shouldn't flip too far to the other side either.

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laugtherhyena · 10 months ago

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Akira and girlfriend/childhood friend that she bothers constantly (in a loving playful manner, of course)

#you see. Beni is like a cat in the sense that she'll hiss and scratch people when shown affection/hj #you get what i mean #and being a Kizuna spawn Akira tends to show physical affection to the people she likes quite often #tho generally not in a flirty way. she's just hugging and spinning people around and resting her arm/head on their shoulders #what the hell is personal space #anyways #glasses girl is Benitsuru or Beni for short (Akira calls her Clover)#she's not a fankid per say? at least not in the same vein as Akira #she's Kanata's younger sister. as she's stated to have a younger sister an an older bother that are Hikaru's bio kids #she's an year and a half older than Akira and works in the Kisaragi foundation as a doctor's assistant #so she works with he dad there #I'll elaborate on her soon but for now you should know these two are essentially low energy and high energy couple #they met because Kizuna would bring Akira to Ando for check-up when she was kid and Beni was usually around him #so Akira would go talk to her even tho Beni wasn't very interested at first. sorta just saw her like “that kid that talks to her sometimes”#Beni is like. Ew people type introvert but she warmed up to her eventually #dra #danganronpa another #oc #fankid #Akira Tomori Hatano #benitsuru ando #hyena scribbles

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tyrantwombat · 2 years ago

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No, but seriously, can you imagine how utterly surreal it is to be Song Taewon and have two of the most unhinged people on the planet both decide to become intensely invested in your life and health after knowing you for like five seconds? One of them uses aggressive mob tactics to try and get you to let them chauffeur you around, the other is a little guy you could crush with your pinky on accident who hunts you down in the middle of a pit of monsters with a packed lunch convinced you will starve if he doesn’t personally feed you. You have to play an intense game of de-escalation at literally all times to keep this same random guy from calling and yelling at your boss about your sleep schedule, and this is still an improvement on that time you barely convinced him it wasn’t necessary to utterly annihilate your place of work to get you more vacation time. The other one has probably historically attempted to set your closet and/or you yourself on fire so he can buy you clothes.

You just want to live your corporate slave life and resist the dark yearnings of your soul in PEACE but instead you’re having to dodge two very powerful men who both desperately want to take care of you.

#song taewon #reading sctir #obviously this is only like microscoping in on one thin layer of their relationship but it's a really funny one #let's also talk about how this would be hilarious if stw really WERE the Just Some Guy he desperately wants to be #but he's turning up at yoojin's home with bloody sleeves and yoojin's housekey he violently extracted from a potential home invader who is #also his coworker #like he's just returning tupperware but also as a subtle threat to express his mild annoyance #infamously choking him out a little at their very first meeting out of concern #shj wants to give stw nice things and also pry his ribs open with his bare hands and stw is like #'ew'#but only about one of those things #hint: it's NOT the violent intense and personal death option #like it would be funny enough if stw really were just some guy yes but instead he's like THIS and that makes it even better #and all three of them would have a lovely time on the lake learning to fish under shj's watch #and aLL OF THOSE THINGS EXIST SIMULTANEOUSLY #or at least that's the impression I get I'm only like a quarter through the novel so far #it's great though I love it #like look I've mentioned before how book!yoojin is totally obsessed with taking care of song taewon but I canNOT overstate enough how #OBSESSED he is with taking care of song taewon #it weirds stw out a little bit and it's amazing #he gets pretty intense about it at one point and I love that whole scene but I. I shouldn't continue. I won't stop.#and shj flat out admits at one point that he made a similar offer to stw that he makes to yoojin - the whole credit card deal thing #and when stw turned him down shj responded by going 'oh so I need to try harder?'#song taewon existing and having morals has the same effect on hyj and shj as birds at a bird feeder on the other side of the window from #a couple cats #enrichment in the enclosure or something lol #okay I'm accepting I will never actually stop rambling about this you don't even KNOW how many tags I deleted here #okay I'm done #not really

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gothteddiesdotcom · 6 months ago

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oh my god re: your recent post... the 'girl dinner' shit. omfg. idc if it's 'not that deep' you're still reinforcing terrible shit!!! and also the like 'boys when they see a stick/cool rock' and 'girls when they time travel vs boys when they time travel' wojaks. the gender-fication of barbie vs. oppenheimer. why the fuck is the recent internet zeitgeist hyper stereotypical cisnormativity. like. i thought we had collectively outgrown this.

exactly. And that’s all just some parts of it too. People pretend they’re so on top of things but it’s just because they don’t want to seem out of touch and offensive. It’s wild watching people barf out gender binaries with new terms and new ways to categorize trans people as not their gender and new ways to reinforce the same gender roles on ourselves but in “good” ways now. It’s just….really frustrating and pretty terrifying at the same time

#asked and answered #anon #I don’t know bad example but like.#feminism when I was growing up was gender equality #getting rid of gender roles and stopping gender based discrimination #and it feels like at some point we lost that track #and went straight from that to Girls Rule Boys Drool arguments wrapped in new language and memes #like. when i was a kid #i remember people saying shit about how its okay if a woman asks for a date first or if a woman proposes instead of a man #and yes those arent the most progressive things in the world and those actions are not the most important thing women need to be allowed to #do. but…thats kind of my point. those arent groundbreaking actions.#and if you tried to spoonfeed a BASIC idea about destroying gender roles like that to the online community today #youd get slammed with people saying no woman should ever stoop to beg a man #or that a guy should always propose because dating a woman is a privilege so men should earn it #or how ‘maybe its just me personally but i could never propose to a man like ew thats cringe my man better have enough balls to do it!’#or ‘me personally i could never let my girl propose id feel like i failed her as a man if she had to do that’#or just. on and on and on and on and on #like. we somehow circled all the way back to the ORIGINAL gender roles we were supposed to have broken by now #and its getting worse snd the social media companies are fueling it #have you SEEN instagram and tik tok comment sections lately???#people are just. insanely obsessed over gender and enforcing how they see each group and constantly posting about it online #go outside smell some fucking flowers and recognize your internal biases #like maybe breaking gender roles like thst iis uncomfortable not because you hate men #but because you have gender roles engrained in your BEING from the moment you could walk and you just wrapped them up with a new progressive #bow while not making any changes #anyways.#rant over

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curseofaphrodite · 6 months ago

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neil gaiman what the fuck

#neil gaiman #so happy to report my initial reaction was ew #not disappointment #just surprised and ew #the allegations ARE to be believed #“oh neil is just a good writer it shows through his work he wouldnt do this”#oh stfu if he was such a good person he wouldnt have dated 18-20 yr olds in his mid 40s in the first place

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scarlet-the-dragon · 2 years ago

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New art series…. STAINED GLASS WINDOWWWWSSSSS. I’m doing the albatrio cause hell yah. Part one, Jay Ferin!! What a queen!

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kruxton · 6 months ago

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who knew that coming out to the people that actually matter would be like. seriously life changing

#i havent been able to shut up abt this ever since i did it cause like???? omg i actually did it holy shit????#first time ive came out and didnt immediately feel like a freak #life is well #text #personal #ew.... krux being emotional on main????#yes unfortunately this is me now. do not be surprised if this keeps happening

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songmingisthighs · 1 year ago

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so there's a youtube content creator who has been dm-ing leez, maddox, eden, etc. on instagram ASKING THOSE PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT HONGJOONG TO HAVE HONGJOONG LISTEN TO THE MUSIC THEY WROTE

and... oh my god... it's... so wattpad adjacent and the people hyping this person on youtube for... trying to achieve a... "dream" ???? and the way this person introduced themself with "hi my ultimate group is ateez and xikers" and ended with "please show hongjoong this" with a link to a video they posted that has a cowboy hongjoong thumbnail like wh0t

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bangcakes · 1 year ago

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#really about to talk about this guy again. ive become That Girl. its fine JDJDDKDKD #anyway nothings happened Happened yet but i get more n more sire that its mutual #but im gonna be PATIENT. bc god... nothing good happens when its rushed #im just !!!!!! i like him so much 😭😭😭😭😭#like usually when i like a guy right. its from afar n the minute i talk to them im like ok ew actually i dont like u #but this guy... THISSS GUY.... first of all i cant get enough #and second we're like FRIENDS alright. when im at school we're almost always near each other or talking #and i am in BLISS. OK. JDJDDJDKKZKZ #idk... idk.... ive never felt like thism im both scared n excited at the same time JDJDJDJDJDJDJJDJD #like i'll be honest i never truly related to love songs this much in my life. like pls save me !!!¡!!!!!#n im not saying its love. but like JDJDJDJJDJD. i like him a LOT A LOT..... ya.....#personal

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wonder-worker · 11 months ago

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was Elizabeth Wydeville one of Margaret of Anjou's ladies in waiting?

Hi! No, she wasn't.

"The popular tradition that Elizabeth Woodville herself was one of [Margaret of Anjou's] ladies seems to have been pure invention. As long ago as 1935 Smith observed that the earliest reference to this was made in Thomas More's History of Richard III, and that attempts to identify her with the 'Isabelle Domine Grey' of Margaret's accounts are misguided given that this married lady was among those accompanying Margaret from France and thus could not be the 8-year-old Elizabeth Woodville. Moreover, the Elizabeth Grey 'daily attendant on the queen's person' was recorded in June 1445 as the widow of Sir Ralph Grey, and their son, a minor, was in the king's household." (X)

#ask #personally i like to think that they still met each other at court or otherwise - especially since Margaret was very fond of Jacquetta #and since Elizabeth's father and brother played a military role in the war #I think they would have liked each other <3 #also imo considering her first marriage and changing regimes i don't think EW would have had much practical experience at court #before she became queen #it's an element of her queenship (ie: lack of suitable status *and* lack of experience) that I wish was discussed more #elizabeth woodville #margaret of anjou #queue

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demonir · 3 months ago

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I feel like the age of the old men that I like keeps increasing by a full decade every 3 months or so and by 2025 I'm gonna be posting pics of a man in his 80's and going "guys hear me out"

#demos ramblings #at first I was like oh hes 29? ew #now im like oh hes 48? tell me more #his middle aged looks and cringe personality have captivated me #this is mostly a joke btw and only applies to fictional characters

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