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foegoal · 7 months ago

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i really want to stay at rogers place || a love letter to the 2023/2024 season.

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active-mind-15 · 2 months ago

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I was in the mood to draw big bro Oreshi and baby bro Bokushi and thought it would be a perfect time to make them all cuddly (loosely based on this post). Hope it heals you as much as it healed me.

[Art related to my fic, Accidental Siblings.]

#you have no idea how cathartic this drawing was to make #baby boku deserves to get comfortable enough to be on the receiving end of physical affection #and i know seijuro will absolutely indulge him as their bond grows closer #again i say bokushi has yet to be put in a situation that requires any of this closeness in my fic but so help me god he WILL get there #also i was testing out the watercolor brush so that's why everything is paler than usual and why I'm using flat colors #but that doesnt matter so dont think about it too hard #i do like how the watercolor makes these drawings look like they came out of a storybook though #might use this brush whenever i just wanna make a quick piece of art #anyway hope you enjoyed friendos #kuroko no basket #knb fanart #my art #knb fanfic #my fanfic #accidental siblings #AS gallery #big bro oreshi #baby bokushi

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nezuchuuko · 2 years ago

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It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia: Season 13, Episode 10 - Mac Finds his Pride. 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈

“You don’t know what’s going on inside of me.” “I mean the struggle to be who I am.” “There’s like this storm inside of me and it’s been raging my whole life, and I’m down on my knees, and I’m looking for answers, and then God comes down to me and it’s a very hot chick and she pulls me up and we start dancing.”

“Wait, wait, wait…you’re gay, but you’re dancing with a hot chick, and she’s God?”

“Yes.”

“The Catholics really fucked you up.”

#iasip #video #s13e10 #it’s always sunny in philadelphia #frank reynolds #mac mcdonald #pride month #this is such a wonderful episode #and i know there are fans out there who were disappointed because of the lack of dennis and/or the rest of the gang BUT #i genuinely believe this was the most cathartic option the show and writers could have chosen #cause just focusing on mac and frank as he tries to help mac be proud of his gay identity makes the ep feel more intimate #also i believe it HAD to be frank because frank was the trigger that eventually led to mac coming out permanently #...by calling him the f-word...#also mac and frank rarely team up if at all because of how frank struggles to understand him especially after mac came out #plus prior to this point frank in some shape or form was like the dad to everyone in the gang BUT mac...#but when mac does his interpretive dance for his father to get his father to understand him...... mac's bio dad walks away #but you can't say that mac failed per se because it was frank finally got it and it was like in that moment that frank became mac's dad too #i get so emotional ;afjlkd

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variablejabberwocky · 2 months ago

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thank you fanfiction authors

i didn't think i was gonna even be capable of a smile much less laughter today

and yet...here we are

#personal shit #there's a life lesson in here somewhere #but im too borked to admit to it today #fandom #probably helps that it was fma fanfic #nothing quite so cathartic for today like a story where someone punches god in the face to stop a tyrannical fascist mass murderer #and his shit regime #fma

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defiledtomb · 2 years ago

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#ouroboros-if #interactive fiction #I've been deep in the trenches. Surviving on moss and dirt and the occasional grenade just to spice it up a bit #life has been very hectic with a (distant) death that im helping with #the second interview for a possible promotion #and work that eats my energy more than it really should (but I can't help to get invested in)#I have tried to keep to a higher standard of words written/edited and it is paying off; im hoping to show you this tomorrow in its entirety #writing id's 101 has been so emotionally draining :') theres these guttural emotions that I don't face often...#really cathartic once they are on page. But agonizing to write-- to live in that moment.#I hope you'll like it. I hope I can finish it quickly too #without devolving into melodrama or that impassive tone I hate #I guess we'll see! [crazy person laugh]#ouroboros spoilers

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bunnyboy-juice · 3 months ago

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spent the first hour and change at work deleting some old files and am having a grand ol time laughing at myself for not realizing i was a lesbian sooner

#vulnerable tag rambles ahead please be kind abt them i didnt intent to ramble this much but i dont wanna delete it eitehr #me to every single man i have ever dated after 6mo-1y: yeah hey this really isnt working out i dont really know why but i really hate mysel #and i dont want to blame you because i dont think you did anything inherently wrong here; i think this is something about me but i need #space to figure out why im feeling this way [every single one reacted by telling me No i wasnt allowed to leave btw]#i hold very complex feelings about these relationships esp bc of them ending in very violent/chaotic ways most of the time #but its interesting to look back at it all and realize ive left every man for the same reason (which is that ive hated myself Every Single #Time ive dated a man) and its funny bc i recognized the self hate pretty early on w/ cishet men but when it came to queer men it was #much more confusing (esp w/ nto knowing Any lesbians at that point in my life). im so happy im a lesbian tbh #i have a lot of issues w/ the racism fatphobia and transmisogyny present in lesbian groups #and also coming out as a lesbian really truly saved my life. before i met my wife i was quite literally in a 3yr abusive relationship that #definitely would have died in if i hadnt realzied i was a lesbian and ran from him #its also weird seeing liek the hard evidence of the things that happened to me btween 2016-2020 tbh #cause that was such a bad time of my life. i truly dont know how i survived it but im so glad i did #like the three major relationships in my life b4 meeting my wife was: guy who was in college when i was in HS who stalked me when i left;#guy who was a year younger than me who cheated on me the entire time while telling me he was being victimized (he wasnt; this was very mess #guy who saw the very messy toxic ldr i was in and helped me dump my ex then decided that meant we were in a relationship [insert 3 yrs here #and admittedly all 3 years with him werent the same level of abusive but it was definitely unhealthy from the start considering I Didnt Kno #we were together until he wanted to celebrate vday and got mad i didnt know our anniversary - and like this isnt including the other stuff #that happened between those Relatonships[tm] (cause ive never been monogamous; these were just the Major Relationships)#like i genuinely think if i hadnt come out i'd be dead rn given just how dangerous my relationships were/continued getting #i am also so tired now that ive seen all this cause like. fuck i can barely believe it and i not only lived it but have PTSD about it #i should write about my life sometime. i feel like it'd be cathartic to try and make a tangible timeline and stories from the years ang stu #anyway yeah. be nice about the tag rambles. dont message me with pity or curiosity or anything about this. i dont usually talk abt this stu #publicly bc i hate the ways ppl start tryign to baby me when they realize my life has been extremely fucked up until only a few years ago #n im still working on accepting kindness from others bc of [insert life traumas here] but its a long process so pls respect my need for jus #being heard rn w/o too much pressure< 3 (but ig if u do read this can u like it cause i feel a little crazy seeing all the evidence of the #stuff i experienced now also cause fuck ik logically it was but also i cant believe it was all real still yk)

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jasontoddenthusiastt · 1 year ago

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Jason never got to be 16. makes me sad.

Not to deny that Jason not being able to make it to 16 in his first life is sad, but I mean he did technically end up making it, and he made it to 17 and 18 and 21 and so on and so forth, it just happened "in round two" so to speak.

What I think is sadder though, is that depending on whether he was 15 or 14 years old when this happened:

There are one of two ways he would've spent his sixteenth year.

Option 1 (if he was 15 at the time of his ressurection):

(This is 1 year post initial hospitalization)

Or Option 2 (if he was 14 at the time of his ressurection):

(And this is 2 years post initial hospitalization, 1 year post escape from that facility)

Happy sweet 16th, Jason John Doe #265 :)

Batman Annual (1961-) #25

#edit: phrasing #if he got the chance to go back Jason very likely would have chosen to have never made it to 16 at all #he did mention this verbatim more than once in comics that postdate this one too #his imposter syndrome also appears to be getting more and more severe in each new comic #in conclusion what's sadder is both that he *did* make it to 16 and it was a fate worse than staying dead #*and* that it was never his choice #also part of why I love ditf-Jason so much. it’s about how downright suicidal he is in like every branch #kelseethe #as far as Jason is concerned he got hit by that car within moments of being pulverized exploded and buried #not six months #kinda crazy isn’t it #a bit off-topic but isn't it cathartic how Jason briefly brought stability and order to his beloved Gotham (via harm reduction methods)#after he lived a life full of instability uncertainty and chaos most of which started in Gotham #and Gotham immediately took what little stability he got back/still had away from him as soon as he faced Bruce (talking abt batman 650)#he's just in a constant cycle of trying to help gotham while gotham just cuts his legs out from underneath #<- anyway there's what you get when you send Kelsey an ask #a “mhm yeah anyway *I*-” response lol

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seventh-district · 3 months ago

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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.

#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it #asmr #audio roleplay #rp audio stuff #redacted audio #anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud #and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators #but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it #which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium #like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform #and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication #and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements #like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh #tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that #and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno #i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it #bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it #this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable #but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself #feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything #who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl #anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now #actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon #u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.

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girs-art · 3 months ago

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Sometimes he likes to taste his own blood

#Gir's Art #Connor #self harm #a bit of vent down here don't mind me #sometimes when i have intrusive thoughts drawing them out makes me feel a little less obsessive and helps me get over them #this in particular is based off one that's been haunting me for years and one I've almost acted upon #didn't intend to make Connor left handed in this piece but it's based on how i looked in the mirror that night exacto knife in hand #so this is less venting and more cathartic for me in a way #idk I'm still working on myself #all that aside Connor looks super hot in this too like damn

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hedonistbyheart · 1 year ago

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I have so many feelings about Pete letting himself be vulnerable with Miles. He realises that he can't do anything that's gonna make Miles think less of him at this point - Miles has already seen everything - so he opens up and of course Miles supports him.

#insomniac spider man #insomniac games #I relate very personally to Peter's feelings about May because it reminds me of losing my mother #so seeing him open up like this with Miles was so cathartic for me #miles having lost his own dad - with both jefferson and may just wanting to help people too - they really understand each other

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constellarcreator · 8 months ago

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Gritting my teeth. Clenching my fists. Openly sharing lore about an oc that is largely autobiographical as both a coping mechanism and genuine passionate storytelling is NOT the same as "trauma dumping". It's FINE I am FINE I am NOT oversharing on the internet NO SIR. HASHTAG AFFIRM.

#bat chatter #in all seriousness writing about estelle is so cathartic and helpful #getting all of my genuine real issues out “onto paper” (tumblr) is legit helping me do some introspection #and cope with all the things that are holding me back from healing #and i hope other people feel seen by his story too and feel for his struggles. that's why im sharing it #estelle hasn't gotten his happy ending and neither have i but that's ok. we're works in progress

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bitegore · 2 months ago

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ngl i think i kind of was a genius for being like 'yeah this character is a scary killyou cannibal scary killer who scary kills you' and then realizing that the way my worldbuilding works out is that there's a nonzero chance that if you leave literally any body parts over they can just come back, depending on what they believe in their heart of hearts can kill them. Of course she'd start eating her kills. She probably tried normal stuff first and then realized it didn't work and she had to try harder if she wanted to actually keep them dead.

#red rambles #im working on a character who i made up years and years ago and wasnt even happy with then because he didnt seem to have enough like #interior thoughts he was just like a guy who killed people when he was stressed and his life was constantly stressful and then he killed on #person too many and they were like 'this is fucking untenable and he has to die' and then they killed him #which is soooooooooo absolutely nothing honestly. Like it works as a barebones summary but i want to stress there was actually straight up #nothing else there. the entire rest of his whole whatnot was just being entangled with Haven who is a different character who at the time #ALSO felt unsatisfyingly lacking in interiority but at lesat he had really complex motivations and action flowcharts. that werent just 'i #get grumpy and i just go kill some random person with no regard for what the consequences will be and then i am so mean and i kill you'#now theres a lot more happening. i really didnt. like.#okay so i had a Backstory worked out but it was vague because i didnt know what the fuck he WANTEDDDDDDD right like. i had no motivations a #literally all except 'oohhh i kill people ooohhh i like killing people ooohhh im erratic i kill people' and the background i HAD was like.#Upper class scion of some rich family whose family honest to god just did not like him very much and also [gestures vaguely] i guess he #maybe kicked dogs or something and then he ??nebulous timeline meets haven and then kills his sister or kills his sister and very quickly #thereafter meets haven but i usually lean toward the former because haven LOVES convincing people to kill their whole families its like #cathartic for him because he would love to kill his entire family but physically cannot do it. but like kind of the implications of this #as far as i was concerned given this is set in the mid 1800s was like. ehhh he's getting away with this because he's rich white and male an #it pays to turn a blind eye to his indiscretions or w/e. a genderswap means that she'd be subject to a lot more scrutiny on basis of like #misogyny. LOL. and i already had the preexisting 'hates half sibling' (i genderswapped the sister into a brother because why not) and 'hate #parents' and 'parents strongly dislike her' and 'unsettling' and it worked nicely to start giving me actual fucking. Literally anything to #work with there. because it means that by going off with Haven she walks out of one situation where she has like 0 agency into another one #and like to be clear i respect anyone who is sitting around in haven's general vicinity for snapping and just starting to kill people. me t #but this works. SOOOOOOOOOO much better for real #im still working the kinks out but like also this means that she wins. she wins like multiple times actually. she comes closer to killing #haven than anyone since he learned what fucking species he was and causes him more trouble in the interest of getting the FUCK out of there #than anyone else has and then she fucking gets what she was going for against literally every effort haven could've made over ~five decades #get owned loser.#every time i draw her i cant help it i write some shit like PLEASE JUST GET DIVORCED on it even though i wrote the fucking narrative i know #it will never fucking happen and thats why she does all this shit instead #in another world she'd be like the wildly capable owner of Raytheon 2 or some other shit like that. like she'd never be a nice or good #person but she wouldn't be dead. god she could be in charge of a country or some shit. Alas. Please get divorced.

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electoons · 3 months ago

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my psychiatrist was trying to explain that a lot of my depression and anxiety probably stems from my trying to force myself into a (neurotypical/allistic) mold that i wasn't made for and that it's nothing to be ashamed of and she listed elon musk and bill gates as my fellow autists and that made me cry harder

#mia.txt #i wasnt like crying bc i was diagnosed with ASD it was more just crying cause i cry all the time now and it was a cathartic session #oh i forgot to mention it but god i cant even describe the weird feeling of being told im actually autistic (UNPROMPTED)#after like. wondering for so many years but being too scared to bring it up to any psychiatrist #so i was just like well maybe i am or maybe i just have adhd. thats ok im not too worried about it :)#and then i was just like talking about my sensory issues being exacerbated by my meds #and then she started asking me more questions abt my sensory issues and social problems and then she pointed out that i #had been rocking back and forth the entire time. which i genuinely dont even notice anymore like i was like oh shit i sure am doing that #and she basically went through the whole questionnaire and was like has no one really ever brought up the possibility that you were #on the spectrum. because you definitely are #and i was like 🤷🏻‍♀️ idk! im not sure #but it was probably pretty damning that the one other time i had gotten tested he literally gave up bc the questions were too vague #oh but anyway like no that doesnt help actually 😔#i really don't think its shame-based like i KNOW im Different(TM) thats not shocking to me #but i do expend an insane amount of mental and emotional energy trying to be Normal and pretend i am not autistic #the masking that is causing me so much stress is the very thing that prevented me from being diagnosed earlier lmfaooo

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billpottsismygf · 3 months ago

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#psyching myself up to try and watch the new series of heartstopper #I don't make a lot of personal posts these days and it feels easier to talk about this in the tags for some reason now - like I'm whisperin #but series 2 absolutely wrecked me in a way that is not entirely healthy #isaac's storyline is just a bit too close to home for me and I became a bawling mess every single time he was on screen #and not in a cathartic way. in a like I am dredging up the trauma of growing up aroace without having fully come to terms with it yet way.#I've come such a long way with slowly starting to feel pride in being aroace even in just the last few months #that I wondered if I'd actually be fine with it this time. I even considered rewatching s2 in preparation. turns out I'm not fine.#I watched a recap of s2 to try and remember what happened and uhhhh that clip of isaac rejecting that love interest in the bookshop #(with the novel loveless blurry in the background) has already brought up emotions.#then I thought I'd scroll some spoilers in his character tag just to prepare myself for what would happen with him this season #and just reading posts (mild spoilers here) about him being proudly aroace have sent me into paroxysms of sobbing yet again so....#I've honestly come such a long way in the last few years and the last few months. I'm even talking about it on tumblr now.#but I guess most of my work on that front has been accepting the present and the future of not having or wanting a partner.#whereas there's still a lifetime of trauma from the way it made me feel in the past #both growing up feeling alienated and having no idea what was different about me and the extent to which I tried to make it not be true #for years after first having an inkling of it being a possibility. I would have done anything to make myself alloromantic.#(the realisation of asexuality came later and was more of a 'huh I guess that makes sense' thing lol)#and even though I no longer want to change this fact about who I am #I guess I'm more traumatised by it all than I consciously realised. genuinely thought I'd be fine at this point.#anyway ramble over. I'm actually not sure if I should watch the new season or not. will it be helpful to work through the emotions?#or just re-traumatise me? felt more like the latter last time so hmmm.#guess I'm going to have to think about it.#it feels ridiculous that such a fluffy show - in which the character in question is pretty minor - should provoke such a reaction #but there you go #mine #tag chat #personal

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thetwilightroadtonightfall · 6 months ago

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0 days since bringing myself to tears writing something for Overmorrow

#roadie rambles #(a LOT. the brainrot is winning today)#overmorrow tfs #project E #oh you beast of a project you. already causing me pain this early on…#sat down and hashed out a bunch of dialogue without really planning to today #since I write out of order I don’t always know what I’m gonna end up working on/having inspiration for #so I just let my head go at it #and whaddya know. it was one of the emotional scenes #I worked on some other parts too but this was a /very/ important scene so it was nice to get some of it down #so anyway I cried 💅 again 💅 which is really great bc I was so immersed I didn’t even realize how emotional it made me #(having the playlist on Did Not help)#I think this is the kinda story that needs to move me first before I can even think of showing it to anyone else #and by that I mean I need to pretend I didn’t write it and see if I’m able to feel the weight of it still #as long as it’s making me feel deeply and making me /think/ that’s my indicator that I’m on the right path #…then again. it doesn’t take much to make me feel and think so we’ll see if this idea of mine holds any merit 😅#did I mention that I. still don’t quite know what I’m doing #I’ve only got the pieces of this puzzle…but each day the picture becomes a lil clearer #okay that’s it for my word vomit; writing tumblr tags is so cathartic #thanks for reading! 🫶#overmorrow misc

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just-a-fragment · 2 years ago

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ORV SIDE STORY SPOILERS

SOMEONE SAID LHH WAS PONDERING WHETHER JHW'S TRAUMA WAS NECESSARY? YOOOO

#orv #orv spoilers #so real lhh #it was already very cathartic to witness how jhw's development went #from being a person who was robbed of her agency and even when she wanted to exercise justice it wasn't possible withoutthe help of a syste #one that she didn't agree with and have members(cough metatron) implied to be just as bad as those who aligned with evil #A SYSTEM THAT SHE BROKE FREE FROM BC IT BETRAYED HER AND SHE WAS FINALLY ABLE TO FULLY EXERCISE HER RIGHTEOUS ANGER #orv feminist novel indeed #i hope this implies that we're getting jhy side stories too #and a criticism of the novels' transphobia/transmisogynistic arcs #through the lens of another reader/writer/protagnist

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