#and it tells me i’ve gotten a little bit better as an artist that not only could i recognize that but also fix it to said angle
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“lemme try some of that ichiro!!!!”
kuukou week day 2: food
#kuko harai#ichiro yamada#naughty busters#hypmic#hypnosis mic#karaage and the shrimp he apparently likes so much in arb lol#this one was an interesting one because this one was redrawn completely lol#i finished my first work of this concept and wound up hating it like a week after it was done lmao#it was a perspective thing like kuukou wasn’t quite at the angle i wanted him to be in#and it tells me i’ve gotten a little bit better as an artist that not only could i recognize that but also fix it to said angle#progress *hifumi voice* yippee!!#vee is arting
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“Alright, I think your fever rose again a bit… So, get some more sleep. I’m not going anywhere.”
“Okay… Thank you…. Dad.” Yuma yawned then fell asleep with his hands curled by his cheek smiling.
Yakou looked bewildered by that last statement. “Yeesh. That’s some delirium… What the heck was in that medicine?”
Are those lines familiar to any of you? Well they should be. Because today marks a full year that I shared my first RainCode Fanfiction Home Is Where The Heart Is to the world on AO3 for the first time. Its the anniversary of my first Raincode fic!✨
Rambling below
This fanfiction was my first real first step into getting noticed by the RainCode community. I usually made sickfics for any of my fixations and when I wrote it the community was still fresh and new. I was really nervous to share it due to me still being pretty shy about my guilty passion at first...💦
But this fanfiction, was what really got me recognized in the community. Sure my sprite edits were something as well, but this story is one of the most read in the community along with many others. This fic showed what I was truly capable of in my skills as a writer and as a illness/sickfic enthusiast. 🌡️
In a way this fic got me a little more confident in trying to focus more on my gp and honestly its made me so happy. Happier than I’ve been in a LONG time. It’s thanks to people’s love for this story that I was able to get this far and get to know the community. And to be known for my gp and not be judged, but instead admired by others?? It really is such a dream come true for me… 🥹 Drawing for it and for this series is truly my calling as a fan artist.
Happy Anniversary HIWTHI. One full year since I truly began to spread my wings as a Raincode and illness whump creator. I decided to try my hand at making an anniversary art for it. Tbh back when I wrote the story, I had little to no confidence in my art skills at all. But now that I’ve gotten better, I drew something for it. I do worry the pose is rather boring because it’s the same as 2 other images that were made for me… xD But come on, you know its the cutest scene in the story 🥰 (and ugh yakou was a pain to draw AS USUAL ><)
Yuma’s home is truly with the NDA. The illustration shows him still sick but happy. Laying his head in the lap of his trusted chief covered in his dirty but cozy bed’s duvet, and surrounded by all the stuff his friends got for him to help him to recover~💊
I hope you like the picture. And to celebrate this story’s 1 year anniversary, feel free to tell me your favorite part if you have read it! 💕✨ And if you haven’t, I hope you do sometime!! 💜
#whumpcode#rain code#master detective archives: rain code#yuma kokohead#yakou furio#pixeldoodles#my art#sick comfort#sick character#fanfiction#fanfiction art#I’m so glad I got this done on time#im actually on a trip rn and this was the first art I drew away from home#this story means so much to me#even though I wrote it lol#i actually wanted to draw this for a long time#but I wanted to get better w art first ;w;#this pose was so tricky… ><#but I think it looks decent enough#happy hiwthi day 💜🌡️
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♡~A Mother Always Knows~♡
~I’ve been reading a ton of sad books recently, so I needed something fluffy to get myself back together. So, here’s a completely self-indulgent fic I felt needed to exist. Fair warning, I haven’t seriously written in a few weeks, so this might suck. If you’re still here, I hope you Enjoy!~
Lee: Miles
Ler: Rio
Summary: Miles’s job as Spider-Man has been weighing heavier on him, and school and the Spider-Verse isn't helping. Rio notices almost instantly, and while she may not know what's causing her baby to feel so stuck, she knows exactly how to give him a little boost.
Warnings: none! This is a tickle fic, so if you don’t like that, scroll away!!
THIS IS NOT A SHIP! IT'S A MOTHER LOVING HER SON! DON'T BE WEIRD!
Groaning, Miles keysmashed on his laptop, trying and failing to generate ideas. He’d done everything: rewarding writing websites, the Comic Sans trick, drinking electrolyte-heavy beverages. Nothing was working.
His English teacher had assigned another essay, and he was completely stuck. Miles was an artist, not a writer; the creative essay assignments loved to kick his ass. That, coupled with the actual routine kicking of his ass from villains, left him all sorts of stressed out.
Deciding he needed a break from staring at the white screen, Miles got up and went to the kitchen. He had all weekend to complete the creative essay; unfortunately for him, that was prime villain attack time. He had barely gotten to sit down and work for a cumulative of two hours.
Rio had been noticing her son’s off behavior for almost the entire year he’d been Spider-Man. It was negligible at first: forgotten assignments, baggy eyes, messy appearances. Those were typical for teenagers going into High School.
So, when she saw him stumble into the kitchen while favoring his left side, her mama bear instincts kicked in.
Over time, however, it had progressed to very noticeable, very worrisome changes. While she hadn’t confronted Miles yet, Rio was definitely not oblivious.
After all, a mother always knows.
“Miles, siéntate ahora.” Her voice was loving, but undoubtedly stern; he’d be smart to listen, and listen he did. Miles sat down at the kitchen table, doing his best not to limp. It wasn’t enough.
Rio set a bowl of Cheez-Itz in front of him before sitting across from him. Miles could feel the heat grow beneath his collar; she was using her Mom Face. For a solid four minutes, she just sat there, watching him as he snacked. Just act natural, just be cool, just eat the damn crackers…
“You gonna tell me what’s going on, or are we just gonna sit here?” Yeesh, there was that tone. Miles knew there was zero way of getting out of there without some sort of conversation.
“Just…loaded up, Mami. I’ve got a lot on my plate with Visions, ya know?” He tried to pin it all on school, hoping that would be the end of it. It wasn’t technically a lie; he did have a lot of stress due to assignments, especially his English teacher.
Rio sighed a bit; that was true, sure, but not the entire story. It worried her to see her baby like that, even more so when he wouldn’t let her help. Still, she had to find a way to get him to de-stress, even if she didn’t know the full cause.
“Hmm. Couch,” she ordered, standing and heading to their living room. Sure, it was a short walk, but she could still be mysterious.
Miles knew better than to argue, setting the empty bowl in the sink before joining her. He was stiff, his mind spinning with all sorts of theories and questions. Was she gonna press the issue? Did she know, and was just trying to see how much he would lie to her? Was she gonna ground him indefinitely for not coming clean?
Instead of confirming her son’s fears, Rio just pulled him into a hug by the shoulders. Miles’s eyes widened, but he quickly relaxed, resting his head on his mom’s chest. Man, he was tired…
“I love you, Miles. I know something’s wrong, and I know it’s hard for you to tell me. Just…remember that I’m always here for you, okay?”
Miles felt his heart lift at her words. She…she really loved him. She knew he was lying, but she still loved him. He swallowed a small lump forming in his throat before nodding; he didn’t trust his voice.
Now that she’d gotten him nice and emotional, Rio decided he needed to cheer up a bit. Miles was so stressed and reserved most of the time. She missed the days where his bright, unapologetic smile would light up their home - especially his giggles. How Rio longed to see him happy like that again…
Oh. Lightbulb.
“Thank you, baby. You just seem so sad anymore. Me encantaría verte sonreír de nuevo.” Shifting her hand down Miles’s side, she tried to hide her growing smile. If she wanted to surprise her son, she had to be crafty.
Miles's brain lagged a bit as he translated her words. Smile again? What...why was his spider-sense going off?
"Lucky for you, I think I remember how to fix that," she crooned. Then, in a gentle and teasy way, she started wiggling her fingers into her son's side.
The teen's eyes shot wide open, a giggle slipping out. His mom was...tickling him? It wasn't something they'd done in a while, thanks to his constantly loaded schedule and isolating tendencies. It immediately made him giddy and lit his nerves on fire.
"M-Mahahahahahami! W-Whahahat?!" Miles was shocked, kicking his feet against the couch. How could just a few fingers tickle so much?
"What? It's kinda obvious, Miles. I'm tickling you!" Her other hand joins the fray, pulling her son against her. While Miles was a helluva lot stronger than her, he couldn't risk overdoing it. So, like a true man, he giggled his heart out.
"Dohohon't sahay thahahat! Mohom!" Right as Miles tried to pry her hand off, Rio started to scribble on his belly. His giggles shot up for a moment, turning to adorable belly laughter.
"HEHEHEhehey! C'mohohon!" Two hands was just being mean. Rio was loving all the giggles, and she could feel the tenseness in his shoulders melting away against her. There was no way she could stop at that point.
"Don't say what, papa? Tickle? How about this? Cosquillas cosquillas cosquillas~" Rio quickly whispered the words in his ear, loving the squeak she got in return. Her son was just the cutest, even when he was trying to be all macho.
The teasing fried his brain, leaving him a squirming mess of nonsensical babbling and giggles. The t-word in one language was bad enough, but two? And in his ear? His mom was killing him!
Deciding to be cruel, Rio suddenly jammed both her hands into his underarms. Miles was tired, so she had to hit the sweet spots quickly.
"NAHAHAHA! *snort* MOHOHOHOHOM!" Miles shrieked and thrashed, absolutely losing his shit when his mom targeted his worst spot. Her nails were torturous, far worse than Hobie's lanky fingers or Pav's loving squishes. It shot ticklish lightning zipping across his skin, sending him into near hysterics.
Rio cooed at her son's near manic reaction, giggling as he snorted. Miles was always trying to act tough, but he just couldn't get any cuter.
Miles was sort of exploding inside. He was already tired from patrols, and now he was laughing his ass off; the boy was ready to crash. His mind was a goopy mess of flustered joy and giggles, rendering him unable to speak. Still, he could feel his stress melting away, leaving him in a stupidly happy, ticklish bliss.
Still, it tickled like crazy, and he couldn't last forever.
"MOHOHOHO- *snort* OHOM! IHIHI CAHAHAN'T!" Small tears of mirth pricked at the corners of his eyes as he tapped out. Rio stopped as soon as he said that, moving to pet his hair and rub his shoulder soothingly.
"Te tengo, Miles. Take a breath." She held him close, trying to help him regain his composure.
Miles was still reeling, giggling off the phantom tickles. After that lovely attack, he was completely drained. Thanks to his mother's gentle pets, he was on the verge of passing out right then and there.
"Ohoho crap... Whyhy?" Miles failed to stifle a yawn and rubbed his sides as he asked. His mother chuckled at his attempt before answering. "Because you needed to relax, Miles. You're too stressed anymore."
He rolled his eyes, but she wasn't wrong; he was practically limp against her. "Ihi...yeah, I guess. Still though, that was overkill."
She chuckled and booped his nose, making him grunt. "Maybe a bit. Now, do yourself a favor and take a nap."
Miles begrudgingly closed his eyes, mumbling something about not being a baby anymore. Still, thanks to her gentle head pats and his exhaustion, he was nodding off in seconds.
"Te quiero, Miles. Sleep tight."
Rio couldn't help but smile at the sight. Her son was finally relaxed; she couldn't find a trace of the earlier stress on his face. After he relaxed, she'd work on the essay with him. It might not get far, but they'd struggle together. That was what mattered, especially to her. She kissed the top of his head with a small, happy sigh.
#atsv tickle#lee!miles#ler!rio#ticklish!miles#sfw tickling community#tickle#tickle fic#across the spiderverse tickle#sfw tickle fic#spiderman tickle#familial tickles
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This week’s writer spotlight feature is: Penny00Dreadful! @penny00dreadful has 29 fics in the Stranger Things fandom with 25 of them being in the Steddie Tag!
@hbyrde36 recommends the following works by @penny00dreadful:
Crossroads
Cat and Mouse
I'll Tell You My Sins and You Can Sharpen Your Knife
And They Were Roommates!
The Parting Glass
Sam, on top of being an absolutely amazing writer (AND artist!), is one of the brightest lights in this fandom (in my humble opinion). She is incredibly kind and encouraging, always ready to uplift other authors in the Steddie and ST fanfic worlds. I have had the incredible pleasure of being her beta reader for quite some time now, and am consistently blown away by her talent. There isn't a single one of her works that I wouldn't recommend, they are all fantastic reads. -- @hbyrde36
Below the cut, @penny00dreadful answered some questions about their writing process and some of their recommended work!
Why do you write Steddie?
Opposites attract has always been a major draw for me, especially in my fandoms. Every pairing I’ve ever gotten into in every fandom I’ve been in have all been opposites attract and I’m not going to lie to you, I did not make that realization until this question. 😅 I had a very “Huh… that tracks” moment about it. 🤣 So the opposites attract factor is definitely big for me and while I suppose you could say that’s true for many, many pairings in fandom, there’s something about the complete opposite of both Steve and Eddie that is just enrapturing. From their aesthetic, to their personalities, to their upbringing, it creates such incredibly interesting parallels and options for building stories around them. On top of that, the two of them are so compelling as characters. Their various hang ups and traumas, their loves and hates, the time period and the genre of work they originated in all coalesce into something so captivating. I adore the two of them so much, they’re so fascinating. I think everyone can find a little bit of themselves in either one of them, but especially with the addition of Eddie into the series we got a character who was ‘other’, in the same way so many of us feel and are seen, he speaks to us on such a personal level. So, yeah. I love them.
What’s your favorite trope to READ?
Oh boy. There are so many. Enemies to lovers, hurt/comfort, fluff. But if I had to pick one that has been my longest standing love, it would have to be a slow burn. Like, when it hits, it hits. And it hits hard.
What’s your favorite trope to WRITE?
I looooove writing some tasty hurt/comfort. There’s just something so addictive about someone needing to be taken care of after something bad or traumatic happens or they’ve just had a really shitty day. It’s so cathartic. And also, I cannot like, I love getting comments screaming at me that I’ve made people hurt or cry or feel things because I know I’m going to make it better, I’m gonna give them that comfort. And it’s such an incredible compliment from people when they tell me that my writing has made them feel feelings. Like it is the highest praise possible that I could induce that in someone. It feels amazing.
What’s your favorite Steddie fic?
Oh my god, that is such a difficult question to answer. I have read so many that have left a permanent mark on my heart or completely rewired my brain. I had to go look through my bookmarks to narrow it down because my god, there are so many talented people in this fandom and even then I was attempted to just give a list of all my top ones because, god they make me feel so many things, people are so fucking talented, I love them. But I would say if I had to choose one, there’s one that lives rent free in my brain. I think of it all the time, it is so god damn special to me and if I’m being honest with myself, it’s the first one that came to mind, It would have to be wouldn’t it be nice (if we could wake up) by kissesforcas kissesforcas I have talked about this fic on my blog before but it just hits me in the right way every time I read it, it’s absolutely magical. I can’t recommend it enough, please go read it. It changed me completely. There’s so many beautiful moments in it, the two boys are so protective of each other in it, but they also adore their found family and will defend them at any cost, the two of them feel real, their communication feels genuine and honest and realistic while also being true to their characters, I just adore it.
Is there a trope you’re excited to explore in a future work but haven’t yet?
YES. FANTASY. It is wild to me that I have not done a fully fledged fantasy AU at all yet. Like I adore fantasy, what gives? Why have I not done it yet? Omg ALSO, historical. Like a lot of my special interests are historical based, WHY have I not done that yet?? AND, AND horror maybe? Like a psychological or zombie or paranormal/supernatural or slasher. So many things I haven’t explored that I want to do, and I can’t wait!
What is your writing process like?
Okay, so first things first, I get an idea. Kind of obvious, I know, but yeah, the idea stage. Usually it’ll be something that hit out of nowhere, I’ll write down one line in the ideas doc and then pretend I won’t be thinking of it for the rest of the day. Then when I admit to myself I want to expand on it, I’ll take all of the brain worms attached to that idea and put them in their own doc. It’ll all be VERY disjointed at this stage, just a stream of consciousness of different situations/conversations/plot bunnies that popped into my head. Once I feel like I have enough of a concept through that, I begin to put them in order, maybe add a few more. Then I outline. I’m an outline kinda gal. Over a page or two I’ll give a bare bones outline of what the fic will be, almost like it’s a short story? But still very rough. Then I’ll start writing, usually in chronological order, I find that makes it easier to plant seeds and foreshadow and create consistency with the voice of the fic. Sometimes I will jump ahead if I’m really excited about a particular part of the fic, I’ll get it out before I lose steam on it. HOWEVER, I find that I almost ALWAYS diverge from the outline. If, as I’m writing, things start going in a different direction, I go with the flow, I don’t fight it. Fighting it, I feel is detrimental to my writing, trying to force myself into a box and hey, going with the flow has been working out pretty well for me so far. 🤣
Do you have any writing quirks?
Quirks? I dunno about that. I think I’m a pretty standard writer, but I do end up writing across three devices a lot of the time depending on where’s more comfortable. PC, tablet and phone. I’ll always stick to writing whatever my brain is focusing on at that time, but if I know I need to get a fic out and I’m not really feeling the inspo anymore, I’ll give myself an extra boost by watching movies with similar themes, listening to music related to it, or even just searching the trope on Pinterest can help me generate excitement about it again.Also do yourself a favor and get yourself a Bluetooth keyboard. It’s a game changer for writing on your phone.
Do you prefer posting when you’ve finished writing or on a schedule?
I’ve done both and I much prefer posting on a set schedule. I always try to get the fic at least 50% finished before I start posting to give myself a nice cushion. Yeah, the immediate endorphin hit of posting once I’m done is great, but I much prefer the option to have a fic mostly or completely done before I post, so I can go back in and tweak things to make a theme hit harder or stick in a tad more foreshadowing or even just to edit.
Which fic are you most proud of?
I love all of my works, honestly. I write for me. I write the things I want to read. I think it would be difficult to narrow down a fic that I am the most proud of. Like I’m actually having a really difficult time picking one and saying “This one. This is the one I am most proud of.” Because I am proud of all of them and it’s for each of their own reasons. Like, some are very, very personal to me, some are stories that made me feel completely unhinged and obsessed(affectionately) and some are stories that touched people in very real ways, or made them feel safe and seen and that is so incredibly special to me. It’s a bit of a cop out to say that I can’t pick one, I can’t choose between my children, but I really can’t, they’re all so special, at least to me, in their own ways.
How did you get the idea for Crossroads?
So I have never seen the movie The Old Guard, but I have heard of it and while I know that reincarnation is not an aspect of that movie, I was struck with the idea of someone going through life over, and over, and over again, just to be close to the one they love the most. Like that kind of time bending devotion. And I had a brain worm of various historical ways of dying and I couldn’t figure out a way to write all of them into one fic before the idea of reincarnation hit. The very first image I had in my head of Eddie dying was being burned at the stake, so I had to work my way up to that time period and beyond. I knew I didn’t want it to be something that had only happened a few times over a couple of hundred years. I knew I wanted it to be an ancient, centuries spanning kind of devoted love which is what led me to Ancient Greece, and in leading me there, I had to figure out why this was happening. Why Steve was traversing time just to be next to his boy again. Hecate appeared out of the mist and invaded my brain and it all kind of spilled out onto the page after that.
When writing Cat and Mouse, what was something you didn’t expect?
I gotta be honest, the whole fic was unexpected. 😅 It was one of those stories when I originally thought of it, it was only gonna be a short little thing, maybe one or two chapters. By the end of it we were at 16 chapters and over 70K. Apparently I have no idea how to write anything short. But I think what also took me by surprise was how feral the two of them were for each other even though they didn't actually get together until later. I knew I wanted to have them being snappy and flirtatious for the whole thing and it evolved into the two of them being so dedicated to each other after only meeting a few times. I also didn’t expect the wild reaction I got to the fic, people loved it and were chomping for more and I was floored by it, it made me so incandescently happy!
What inspired Cat and Mouse?
So, the short answer is I saw this post from steddielations and it burrowed so deep into my brain, I had to get it out! Long answer is it was a mix of that post, and then a bit of Mr & Mrs. Smith mixed in along with John Wick. I just loved the idea of two deadly people being so soft for each other they’d be willing to burn the world for each other, do anything at any cost to keep the other safe.
What was your favorite part to write from And They Were Roommates!?
Oh my god, the banter. The banter was loaded with bitching and queerspeak and jabs, it was so much fun. I hadn’t really seen a story where the steddie boys had been bitchy queers before, like leaning into it and I just had to, I had to. It was too good of an opportunity to pass up and I could have gone on for ages just the two of them biting back and forth.
How do/did you feel writing I'll Tell You My Sins and You Can Sharpen Your Knife?
Conflicted, honestly. I was worried the POV I was writing from would be a little too out there, you know? There were a few times throughout writing where I thought I’d have to go back and change it out to be more of a standard fic but at the end of the day it felt so right to have the story told the way it was and it also felt very in line with Take Me To Church as well. It’s also the most poetic piece of writing I have done to date and while it’s not something I can see myself revisiting too often, it was a fantastic exercise in moving out of my comfort zone. It got me, right in the heart.
What was the most difficult part of writing The Parting Glass?
Oh boy. The whole fic was an exercise in catharsis. It was a way of processing my own grief after losing a family member and getting it all out into words was very, very helpful. I think the hardest part was just putting down into words how Eddie was feeling right in the aftermath, you know? Like grief is such a personal thing, everyone experiences it differently, so I wanted to try to figure out how Eddie would respond to it, especially considering it was the death of someone so important to him. So to have him looking around the trailer and it being empty but still with bits of Wayne dotted around like he was about to walk back through the door was probably the realest and most difficult part for me.
Do you have a favorite scene and/or line from any of your fics?
Oh god there’s so many! I could pick so many! But the first thing that came to mind is the small interaction between Eddie and Robin in Return of The King, when Steve is demonstrating his newly acquired vampire strength for the kids and Eddie has to hold onto Robin to keep himself from melting into a puddle: “Down boy.” She muttered. “Me next.” He practically whimpered right back. “Oh god, Robbie, I wanna be that stump. Tell him to do me next.” “You’re pathetic.” “What about it?” [...] Robin leaned in close to his ear but continued to stare at Steve. “If you two don’t calm the fuck down I’m going to get the hose.” Wet Steve. “Please get the hose.” I love Robin and Eddie together whenever I can get them snarking at each other, it’s just so entertaining.
Do you have any upcoming projects or fics you’d like to share/promote?
Oh yeah! A good few things. I’m coming back from my writing break and I’m going to be working on the final two fics for my anniversary event, Through The Valley and Devotion. I also have a Summer Exchange Fic in the works along with starting on my Steddie Big Bang piece that I am also signed up for as an artist, I’m so excited to start them!
Outside of these questions, Is there anything YOU would like to add?
I think I would just like to add that this blog, this concept is such a wonderful idea, you’re doing great work here to bring people and fics to new eyes and it has been an honor and a privilege to be put forward the way I have, I’m so so so thankful. 🖤
Thank you to our author, @penny00dreadful, and our nominator, @hbyrde36! See more of Penny00Dreadful's works featured on our page throughout the day!
Writer’s Spotlight is every Wednesday! Want to nominate an author? You can nominate them here!
#steddie#steddie fic recs#steve harrington#eddie munson#steve x eddie#stranger things#writer's wednesday#writer's spotlight
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Author: Danger Mouse
Group: Final
Prompts: Baby milestones. Panic, expect, ambition, compact. Treasure.
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Baby Steps
“Belle!”
Belle looked up at the sound of her own name and saw Snow White crossing the street, a huge smile on her face. When she arrived on the same side of the road she bent down, getting a better look into the stroller that Belle was pushing.
“And Gideon! Wow, I feel like it’s been forever since I last saw you. Look at how big you’ve gotten!”
“Yeah, he’s a little weed that’s for sure.” Belle smiled in return, looking down at her son. “Hey Gid, do you want to say hi to Snow?”
“Oh, is he talking now?” Snow looked up, then back at Gideon expectantly.
“Well, no. Not really.” Belle shrugged. “He babbles a lot, but nothing we can make out as actual words yet.”
“Ah, I remember that stage.” Snow nodded her head wryly. “Neal babbled ‘dada’ when he was six months old and David absolutely insisted it counted as his first word.”
“What was his actual first word?”
“Dada.” Snow laughed. “When he was ten months he pointed directly at David and said it, so I had to concede the point. He said ‘mama’ soon after though, so I didn’t feel too left out.”
“Rumple thinks that Gideon will say ‘mama’ first but I’m not so sure.”
“Well, I’m sure you won’t have to wait too long to find out. He’s what? Fourteen months now? How is he with walking? Has he taken his first steps yet?”
“No, not yet.” Belle kept her smile on her face with effort. “He crawls a bit, but generally prefers to stay put and play with whatever he has around him.”
“Consider yourself lucky.” Snow stood back up to her full height and addressed Belle directly. “Neal was an early walker and budding escape artist. I’d turn my back for half a second and he’d be gone. I longed for the days when I could set him down somewhere and know he’d stay put!”
“Sounds like he was a bit of a handful.”
“Very much so,” Snow agreed. “But totally worth it.”
“Oh, definitely.” Belle smiled down at Gideon fondly.
“Well, I’ve gotta run but it was great to see you.” Snow took a step back. “And I hope you’re coming to the Fourth of July celebrations tomorrow.”
“Oh, right.” Belle shook her head at herself. “I’d completely forgotten about that. But, sure, I’ll ask Rumple but I don’t think we have any plans.”
“Great! See you there!”
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When Rumplestiltskin returned from the shop that evening he smiled at the sound of the voices of his wife and child drifting through from the living room. Moving slowly he peeked around the door frame to see them both sat on the floor, Belle with a compact set of flashcards in her hand.
“Ooh, look at this one, Gideon. Camel. Ca-mel.”
“Ab-da! Ba!”
“And here’s a crocodile. Croc-o-dile.”
“La-do. Hee.” Gideon reached out to bat away the card.
“All right, not a fan of crocodiles I see. How about an armadillo? Can you say ‘armadillo’?”
“Lo!”
“Yes, armadillo!”
Rumplestiltskin decided now was a good time to make his presence known. “Expecting our son’s first word to be ‘armadillo’ is a tad ambitious, don’t you think?”
Belle and Gideon both turned to him, beaming smiles on their faces.
“Rumple! Hi, we didn’t hear you come in.” Belle pushed herself up on her knees enough to receive the kiss he leaned down to bestow on her lips as he walked up to her. “How was your day?”
“The usual.” He sat in the nearby armchair, close enough to reach out and stroke Gideon’s head, as Belle settled back down. “How about you two? Did you and Mama have a good day, Gideon?”
“We did, didn’t we?” Belle addressed Gideon before looking up at Rumplestilskin. “We went to the park and Gideon saw the ducks. Then on the way back we ran into Snow White.”
“Oh?” Rumplestiltskin kept his voice casual. He knew his wife well enough to pick up on the way her demeanour shifted slightly when she mentioned Snow’s name. “What did she want?”
“She was asking about Gideon. If he’s talking and walking yet and telling me how early Neal did both of those things.” Yes, there was a definite note of dejection in her voice now.
“She upset you,” Rumplestitlskin growled, thinking of all the ways he could make the princess’s life miserable.
“No!” Belle hurried to reassure him. “I mean, not on purpose. She just wanted to talk about babies with someone she felt could relate. And I get that, I do. I just worry about how long Gideon is taking to reach those milestones.”
“Hey.” His voice was soft as he stood, gently pulling her to her feet as well and holding her arms carefully. “Remember that veritable library of baby books you bought? I know you read every single one of them. What did they all say?”
“That all babies are different and develop at their own rate.”
“Exactly. It’s not a race, sweetheart. Gideon is doing fine.”
“I know. I know. I guess I just…”
“What? Expected him to be a genius who developed faster than all the other babies because he’s our son?”
“No! Well, maybe a little.” She turned away in embarrassment before meeting his eyes again, looking almost guilty. “But it’s not just that. Sometimes I wonder, what if it’s me? What if I’m not doing something I should be doing, or, or doing something wrong and stifling his development somehow?”
“Belle.” Rumplestiltskin stared intently into her eyes, wanting to make sure she was paying attention to what he was about to say. “Listen to me. You are a wonderful mother. Gideon is happy and healthy and that’s what matters. If he’s a bit late in developing then we’ll cross that bridge when we come to it, but we have plenty of time before that stage. He’s doing fine.”
They both turned to where Gideon was still sitting on the floor, babbling away to a couple of stuffed animals.
“You’re right.” Belle smiled in an obvious attempt to lighten the mood, before reaching down to pick up their son. “You’re doing fine, aren’t you Gid?”
“Ba-da!” He thrust the toy giraffe in his hand towards her face.
“For me?” Belle took it with a smile. “Thank you, Gideon.”
“Ahhh! Ba!” Gideon reached out and Belle handed the giraffe back to him.
“By the way, thanks for finding that.” Belle turned her head towards Rumplestiltskin. “Where was it in the end?”
“Hmm? Where was what?”
“His giraffe. I couldn’t find it anywhere yesterday morning, but he had it today. I thought you must have found it.”
“Not that I can recall, but then he does have a lot of toys.” He gestured at the cluttered living room. “It was probably just hidden under something else.”
“Maybe.” Belle frowned as she looked around . “I thought I checked though. Oh, before I forget, Snow wanted to know if we’re going to the Fourth of July celebrations tomorrow?”
Rumplestiltskin sighed. “Seems a strange thing to celebrate when we’re not even from this land.”
“Gideon is,” Belle pointed out. “And I think it would be fun for him. I can take him on my own if you’re not interested.”
“No, no. I’d much rather spend the day with you two. As long as you don’t expect me to engage in any activities.”
“I think you’ll be safe,” Belle laughed. “You can use Gideon as a handy excuse.”
*
The Fourth of July dawned warm and sunny. Rumplestiltskin watched in fond amusement as Belle slathered their son in SPF 50 before dressing him in a sun suit and floppy hat, then added two more bottles of sunscreen to her purse.
When they arrived at the celebrations, his wife made a bee-line for a picnic table under the shade of a large tree, claiming the whole area with the stroller and bags she had brought. Taking a seat facing outwards towards the square she held Gideon in her lap so he could watch the goings on around them.
“Hey, guys!” Ruby Lucas came bounding over once they had settled in, smiling widely at the family before focusing all her attention on Gideon. “And hey, little man! Great to see you! Will you be joining our treasure hunt today?”
She reached into the bucket she was carrying and produced a plastic golden doubloon, waving it in front of Gideon’s face, causing him to laugh in delight.
“What treasure hunt is this?” Belle asked.
“I’ve hidden a load of these around the square,” Ruby replied, handing the coin to Belle, “for the kids to find. They can exchange them at Granny’s stall for cookies and treats or save them up for bigger prizes.”
“Sounds fun,” Belle said, examining the coin while Gideon tried to grab it from her. “But I think Gideon would prefer to watch from the sidelines, wouldn’t you Gid?”
“Of course.” Ruby winked at them, taking the coin back. “Well I hope you have a good day, and enjoy the rest of the celebrations.”
Gideon reached out as she turned to leave, grumbling slightly.
“Aw, it’s all right, Gideon.” Belle bounced him softly. “You’ll see Auntie Ruby again soon.”
Gideon’s grumbling only increased, so Belle shifted him slightly to address Rumplestiltskin over his head. “He might be hungry. Can you grab his snacks from the back of the stroller?”
Rumplestiltskin nodded, doing as she asked, and looked up again in time to see her addressing a somewhat calmer Gideon.
“Here we go Gideon, are you hungry? Oh, what have you got there?” Her brow furrowed in confusion as she lifted his hand, finding a small gold coin clenched in his fist.
“Now where did that come from, hmm?” Belle asked as she gently prised it from his grip. “Did you take it from Auntie Ruby’s bucket when I wasn’t looking?”
“Ba!” Gideon smiled and reached out for it.
“Sorry, sweetheart, but I don’t want you putting that in your mouth. Here.” Belle put the coin down before reaching into the packet Rumplestiltskin handed her. “Would you like a yummy veggie straw instead?”
Gideon took the snack she offered and proceeded to throw it straight onto the ground.
“Guess not,” Belle laughed, leaning down to pick it up. “Bit wasteful there, Gideon… Wait, how did you get that again?”
The coin was back in his hand and Belle took it with a shake of her head. “I know I put that out of your reach.”
Rumplestiltskin winced, knowing his wife was not going to react well to what he had to say next.
“Sweetheart?” He paused, waiting for her to look at him. “Don’t be alarmed, but I think it’s possible that Gideon has been using magic.”
“What? No, he can’t. He’s…” Belle trailed off as she looked down in time to see the coin vanish from her hand and reappear in Gideon’s. “Oh.”
*
Belle’s mind was whirling as she packed up, ignoring the concerned glance Ruby threw their way, before pushing the stroller back to their house. She could hear Rumplestiltskin behind her but he didn’t say anything until they got inside.
“Belle, sweetheart. It’s all right. Don’t panic.”
“Don’t panic? Our baby has magic! How am I not supposed to panic?” She picked Gideon up from the stroller, examining his face as though she could find answers there. “The books didn’t prepare me for this!”
“Really? ‘What to Expect When You’re Expecting’ doesn’t have a chapter on Baby’s First Magic?” he quipped.
“Stop it! This is serious. How are you being so calm about it? How is this even possible?”
“He’s the son of the Dark One and the product of True Love. He was always going to be exceptional.” Rumplestiltskin said proudly as he stepped closer, running his hand over the back of Gideon’s head.
“Yeah, I knew he would be capable of magic. That he could harness it in the future when he’s able to understand what he’s doing.” Belle felt her voice rising and made an effort to lower it. “But he’s only a baby. How are we supposed to get him to control his powers when I can barely stop him putting peas up his nose?”
“I have an idea about that,” Rumplestiltskin began cautiously. “Do you remember the magic-inhibitor cuff? Well, I’ve been working on something similar for Gideon, more appropriate for his size.”
“Wait, you knew this was going to happen?” Belle pulled back in shock. “You knew and you didn’t tell me?”
“Only that it was a possibility. I didn’t know for certain until today. And I didn’t see any point in worrying you unnecessarily when it might never happen.”
“Right, well, in the future I would like to be informed of the possibility of our son developing magical powers before he starts pickpocketing people at town events,” she hissed.
“To be fair, Ruby did invite him to join in the treasure hunt.” Rumplestiltskin shrugged.
“It’s not funny!” Belle snapped. “What if he’d choked on it? Or what if this had happened when we were at Granny’s and he decided he wanted a closer look at a shiny steak knife?”
Rumplestiltskin frowned, apparently not having considered that. “You’re right. I’m sorry.” He looked down before kissing her head and she softened at his obvious contrition. “Would you like to try the cuff?”
“I don’t see what other choice we have.” She looked at him in the hopes he might have another suggestion. “Do you?”
“Well, I suppose I could try baby-magic-proofing the house. But I can’t extend that to the whole town.”
“And I don’t want to turn Gideon into a shut-in, afraid to let him interact with people.” Belle sighed then nodded, her decision made. “Yes, get the cuff.”
Rumplestiltskin waved his hand, a baby-sized cuff appearing in his palm.
Belle eyed it warily, feeling a pang of anxiety despite her earlier words. “It won’t hurt him, will it?”
“Of course not. All it will do is suppress his magic. Hey, Gideon.” He smiled at his son, who was eyeing the cuff with interest. “Would you like to wear this?”
Gideon smiled and waved his arm, the cuff disappearing from Rumplestilskin’s hand and into his own.
“Clever boy,” Rumplestiltskin smiled. “Shall we put it on you?”
“Ado!” Gideon threw the cuff on the floor, giving his father a toothy grin..
“Sorry, son. That’s what we call a rhetorical question,” Rumplestiltskin chuckled, picking up the cuff and fastening it gently around Gideon’s wrist. “There you go. It’s only for a little while, and when you’re older I’ll teach you all about magic.”
“Gick!”
“Yes, Gideon. Magic.” Belle smiled, bouncing him softly in her arms. “Papa will teach you all about magic.”
“Ma-gick!” Gideon laughed, clapping his hands.
Belle and Rumplestiltskin looked at each other in wonder.
“Did he…?” Belle whispered.
“I think he did.”
“Ma-gick!” Gideon repeated, grinning.
“That’s my boy!” Rumplestiltskin beamed. “Now make your mother happy and say ‘armadillo’ next.”
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the reader and chris meet for the first time at a dinner with shared joy. the reader notices chris directly and would like to get to know her better. the reader just thinks he is from the market since she heard the news that he is dating alba. only his family and friends know that alba and chris only have a personal relationship. chris tries to explain that to her
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Fuck fuck fuck. You were late, sooo beyond late for the Charity Gala. Security were mulling outside and in an attempt to save face and avoid having them open the large and very loud doors for your entrance you ripped off your heels clutching them in your hand with your bag as you raced up the stairs.
“You’re late…” Tommy, the security guard who got rostered on all the events in your city was at the door, eyes honed in on you with a devilish smirk. Tommy had gotten you out of many difficult situation and in return you’d sneak him beer to drink out the back.
“No shit Tommy.”
The security guard laughed “Don’t worry no one’s taking your spot, get in there.”
“You’re the best.” Giving him a quick hug
Muffled conversation filled the room as you made your way to your seat in between your work bestie, Nigel and… who the fuck was that?
“Always making an entrance.” Nigel leaned over to the mysterious stranger with dark hair who you couldn’t see the face of but you swooned at his booming laugh.
“I’m here! I’m here! Don’t fret!” You slid into your seat with a huff causing your bangs to raise slightly from the sudden gust.
“Omg when did you stop wearing shoes that’s not chic.” Nigel faux gasped. Realising you were still clutching them you quickly tried to manoeuvre your foot back into the all too expensive, uncomfortable heel under the table.
“I ran here.” You huffed at Nigel.
“That’s great sweetie good for you! Smashing those New Year’s resolutions! Now turn around and meet Chris.”
You were finally able to look up at the handsome celebrity, who looked thoroughly amused by your grand entrance and clunky movements.
The event was held annually to raise money for the arts and your work was a key sponsor but occasional celebrity appearances were nothing to make your jaw drop like this.
“Be nice…” Nigel whispered swiftly in your ear before he pranced off to socialise.
“I’ve heard lots about you.” He held out his hand for you to shake
“Good stuff I hope.” The corners of you mouth raised slightly as you returned the gesture. You never saw Chris Evans on the guest list and Nigel always handled the table seating, it was starting to became incredibly clear that the man who had listened to you rant on and on about your relationship status for years had pulled off the mother of all blind dates. That sneaky, conniving little bit-
“Nigel was telling me about how much you do for the artists you work with and quote how ‘You’re their God’…” You were pulled out of your train of thought by Chris smirking at the last line.
You finally were able to look at his face properly, the small signs of ageing present in the specks of grey in his beard and the wrinkle on his forehead. He was a borderline silver fox, still in his prime with obvious experience present in his face and demeanour.
But you weren’t going to let yourself swoon so easily. Memories flooded in of your recent girls night, as you all huddled around Instagram reading about his newest girlfriend who was conveniently not present.
She was young which was fine but your FBI level investigator friends were intricately telling you about her background like she was some girl from college. Her horrid behaviour towards waitstaff, her lack of work ethic and how little she cared about her projects, the tweets of her shaming anyone who wasn’t skinny and white - those ones hit hard. You were never the beauty type but that didn’t stop you from gaining the attention from men. But the idea of another woman shaming another for their looks made your skin crawl. She was the antithesis of everything you ever believed in; good manners, kindness and hard work. You believed people were a reflection of those who they surrounded themselves with. And as the memory recalled in your head you couldn’t help but feel icky at the man who while nice and polite probably felt little of you.
You felt to get through the night you’d definitely need a little help.
“Well not really, I just listen. People like when you hear them out. I feel like today that kind of personal aspect is lost in interactions.”
Great answer. Professional. Clear. Nailed it.
“Well I think they’re lucky to have someone like you. It’s great to see someone give people a platform to share their art.”
Your eyes diverted from his intense gaze as he spoke sincerely at you to one of your favourite people walking past with a large bottle of wine, the condensation on the sides told you it was white. Your favourite.
“Yeah it’s great, sorry just a second… pssst Geraldine!”
The elderly woman looked at you with a beaming smile on her face, immediately shuffling over to you.
“Hey! how are you girl?” You took her outstretched hand, squeezing it with happiness.
“Good! So happy to see you here - I’ll get you the good stuff this stuff… it’s no good!” She waved her finger at you, sticking her tongue a little.
“Thanks Gerry.” You smiled at her, appreciative of her and the gifts she brings. She was your version of God.
“You’re welcome darling!”
“You know the waitstaff by name?” His eyebrow raised and you prepared yourself for a snarky comment.
“They’re human too aren’t they?”
“No I agree I just have met very few people at stuff like this who aren’t so self absorbed with themselves to notice the people who are doing things for them.” You heart pinged a little at that comment, you started to soften in his presence. Catching yourself, you readjusted your posture, pulling your shoulders back.
“I dont believe you should treat people on their perceived importance, besides kindness pays and now we are all gonna be drinking the good stuff.” You raised your empty glass up, ready to receive the tasty confidence from a bottle.
“I’ll drink to that.” He raised his tumblr of dark liquor, clinking it to your now full glass, making eye contact as you both sipped.
You had nothing to lose and decided to have fun with this, already planning how you are going to recount this epic story of ego takedown to the girls.
“So Evans right?”
“Yes ma’am.”
“Huh didn’t recognise you without your bucket hat.”
Chris scoffs “So you saw that huh?”
“Against my will but yes.”
“Well it was complicated.”
“Yeah I imagine hanging around models and c list celebrities all day is “complicated”.”
“I’m hanging around you aren’t I.”
“I’m not a model and I’m not complicated.”
“That surprises me.”
“You don’t know me near enough to be surprised.” You shake your head.
“No but I would like to.”
“Now THAT surprises me.”
“Seems you don’t like me very much based on what you’ve read.”
“I never I said I didn’t like you I just believe you are the company you keep and I don’t like your company.”
“That’s still an assumption.”
“Well screenshots live forever don’t they?” You gave him a sarcastic grin.
“You think I would know about those and still continue to hang around someone?”
“How could you not know, do you not know how to use Twitter?”
“During all your research I thought you would of realised I’m not the best with social media.” He laughed awkwardly.
“I didn’t research you, as I said ‘against my will’”
“Well we are both here now so ask away.” He gestured his drink outwards.
You bit your lip trying to decipher the bullshit from reality but every word he spoke sounded so earnest.
“Why do you date the same skinny actress just in different fonts every time?”
“Who said I dated all of them?”
“Fair enough.”
“Not every woman I’m pictured with I’m necessarily dating.”
“Why would you chose to hang around someone who is so…”
“Horrible?” He interjects
“I was going to say repulsive.”
“I don’t always have a choice.”
“That’s ridiculous you’re in your 30s.”
“40s… thank you but it’s the way of the game.”
“So you’re a coward?”
His jaw tightened at the suggestion and his playful gaze fell from his face.
“No I just haven’t found the right one.”
“Maybe because you’re going for the wrong ones.”
“Do you know what this industry is like? I’m constantly getting pushed into being around people that I don’t particularly like.”
You gestured around you with obviousness apparent on your face.
“Your job is different.”
“So now you’re saying my life is easy?”
“No I’m saying you don’t have 50 cameras in your face at once and people usually aren’t using you for what you have.”
You pursed your lips realising you’ve hit a nerve,
“You really didn’t know did you?”
“Nope. If I did I wouldn’t of taken it as far as it got. People are damn good at hiding their true-selves when it’s convenient but something tells me, you would never understand that.”
“Why wouldn’t I?”
“Well for starters, you came in late, expensive heels in hand - tells me you have good taste but are practical when need be.”
You nodded at the analyse.
“You’re nice to everyone you meet, I think about 50 people have walked past beaming at you which is a nice change to have the attention off me for once.”
“I’m just good at my job.”
“I don’t doubt it but you give it humility. Nigel told me all about what you do and he didn’t understate it.”
You blushed at your accolades particularly coming from the handsome actor.
“I think you can’t help but be anything but yourself and why would you when you’re so great? It’s endearing and a little bit intimidating.” He chuckled out that last line.
“So I’m asking, can we start over?” He leans in a little closer, placing his hand on your knee like it was nothing out of the ordinary.
“Yes.” You place your hand on his.
“But first… what if your type?” You quizzed.
“I’m looking at her.” He smirked at you.
After many speakers, more glasses of wine and an unspoken plate swap with Chris who graciously gave you his pasta after you starting drooling over it, the night was starting to become less formal and performers started to play covers of songs you couldn’t help but bop and sway to.
“Do you dance?” Chris asked casually
“Well yes but-.”
“Great!” He interjected, pushing out his chair and holding out his hand.
“Dance with me.”
“I don’t think that’s a good look, there’s photographers around and I know-“
“Omg woman just shut up and go dance with him!” Nigel nudged you out of your seat with Chris quick to steady you.
“You’re an asshole.” You faux sneered at him.
“And you’ll thank me Monday.” He gave you a smug smile.
Chris walked you both to the makeshift dance floor. Wrapping his arm around your waist as you swayed softly.
“So what do you think?” He quipped
“The Gala is going great, no major issues everyone looks like they’re having a good time.” You looked around nervously at a few curious eyes on you two.
“About me I meant.”
“Oh! Well… I’m 80% convinced.”
“Convinced of what?”
“That you’re not an ass.”
“That’s promising.”
“Well I’m not easy to sway.”
“Didn’t think you would be.” He purred at you.
You bodies were moving in a slow sway, Chris taking the lead as you melted into his arm as he moved you around the floor.
“Do you know what you’re doing?”
“Dancing?”
“No being seen with me.”
“What’s so wrong with it?”
“People still think you’re dating her.”
“And? Now they won’t and for good reason.”
“And I was the perfect choice?”
“You weren’t a factor in the plan but if you must know a news report from a “close friend” is due to come out in…” He checks his watch behind your shoulder.
“12 hours that her and I called it quits.”
“So how do I come into it?”
“You’re just the beautiful woman I met at a charity ball days after a break up that turned out to be my future wife.” He was grinning now.
“You’re ridiculous you know that?”
“Maybe, but I still want to see you again.”
“80% Evans.”
“Well do you think it’ll be at 90% by next Wednesday?”
“Possibly why?”
“Cause that’s when I’m taking you out… lean back.”
He dramatically dips your body down near the floor never letting an inch of hair even come close to the ground, pulling you back up slowly so your bodies are closer than ever.
You were slightly panting now as he eyes raked your face for a sign of agreement.
“You’re a little too good at this aren’t you?”
“I use to do Tap.”
“No with swooning women.”
“Well if it helps you’re harder to crack than most.”
“Keep it that way.”
He spins you out, only for you to spin back in, your back towards his chest as his arms wrap around your stomach securely. His nose dragging along your cheek.
“So Wednesday?”
“It’s a date.” You move around, hands now landing on his strong chest, his arms clutching your waist protectively, scared if he loosens his grip you’ll somehow disappear into thin air.
“Would you mind being the front page of a gossip magazine?”
You looked at him confused “Yes why?”
“Because I really want to kiss you but there’s a guy with a camera just over your left shoulder.”
“Can he see my face?”
“No.”
“Is he filming?”
“Photographer so don’t think so.”
“Could you make him delete it?”
“Definitely.” He grinned.
With that you leaned up a little closer, putting your weight on your toes and placing a soft kiss on his warm plump lips, seeing a sudden flash of white light through closed eyelids you pulled out a little flushed, biting your lip as brush rose to your cheeks.
“Make him send that to me before he deletes it.”
“Whatever you want.” He leaned down for another kiss.
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In Living Color
Chapter 8
Summary: When Natalie Marton, lead character designer for Buzz Lightyear, meets the voice of Buzz, Chris Evans, the sparks are undeniable. But when their work pushes them away from each other, both physically and emotionally, will the sheer differences between their worlds be enough to force them apart?
Pairing: Chris Evans x Pixar Animator OFC Natalie Marton
Word Count: 4,256
By: @k-evans-writes and @ourfinest-hour
We do NOT give permission for our works to be reuploaded, translated, or reposted on any other site. Our work is our own.
Warnings: Sexual content. 18+ ONLY. MINORS DNI! We block minors!
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June 14th, 2021
Nat rubbed her eyes with a yawn as she listened to the phone ring, hoping she wouldn’t wake him before he had planned on getting up for the evening’s night shoots. As the call continued to ring she contemplated hanging up and just texting him instead, but Chris answered. “Happy day after your birthday,” she laughed, smiling widely as he chuckled, his voice raspy with sleep. “Feel old yet?”
“Based on how sore I’ve been all week, I think I’ve felt old for a while now,” he groaned, making Nat laugh a little, although she knew it was the truth. He’d been hard at work the past few weeks, busy with stunt sequences she couldn’t even picture in her mind based on the vague descriptions he’d shared. “Turning forty is just the nail in the coffin.”
She tutted, telling him, “Well you don’t look a day over thirty-nine.”
He scoffed, his voice unconvincing as he replied, “Thanks, that really makes me feel a lot better, Nat.”
“How was your birthday?”
“It was fine, just was on set all day. I got to talk to Ma and my sisters and my nephews and niece sang to me which was fuckin’ cute,” he informed her, but then paused as he yawned. “Then I also got this really incredible drawing of Buzz Lightyear with Dodger in place of Sox.”
She smirked, having been waiting for his reaction to that gift in particular. “Oh did you?” She asked, her voice plain.
“Yeah, this really talented artist I know made it for me,” he played along. “I think she might know that I love handmade gifts, and this is my favorite gift I’ve gotten in a long time.”
Her heart skipped a beat at the praise, wanting nothing more than to be there with him, especially on his special week. “I’m really glad you liked it,” she told him quietly.
Chris’ voice was anything but teasing when he interjected, “I like you a lot more.”
Nat sighed, the longing only intensifying the more he spoke and shared what he’d been feeling. “...I wish it wasn’t another month until I see you,” she murmured, unable to stop imagining that day in July when he finally arrived back in California to see her.
“Me too, Nat,” he whispered back, the rasp in his voice sending a chill down her spine. “So what are you doing today?”
“Just going to work. I’m meeting with some of the animators and they’re going to show me some of the chunks of Lightyear that’s done,” she shrugged to herself before she yawned quietly, the early hour something she wasn’t used to lately. “I’ll send you some videos.”
“You better!” He laughed, and it did nothing to quell the emotions she felt. “I was wondering if you were going in early… normally you’re still asleep now.”
But Nat shook her head, more to herself than to anyone, as she unplugged her phone from the charger and moved to lay on her back again. “I couldn’t sleep so I figured I’d just call you instead,” she informed him.
“I’m glad you did. I’m still in bed too,” he mumbled, then paused while Nat stayed quiet and didn’t make any noise of acknowledgement. “...You okay, Nattie?”
“Yeah, I’m fine,” she explained, then bit her lip before she decided to just go for it, not being able to hold back her emotions any longer. “It’s just that it’s cold in bed and I’m alone and I’m not getting touched by you and I miss your kisses, and I miss you.”
She could hear his sharp intake of breath and a muffled sound as the blankets moved around him, then Chris told her with a low voice, “There’s nothing I’d rather be doing right now than have my hands on you.”
She all but shivered then, her voice unsteady as her longing turned into desire. “That makes two of us,” she replied.
“I wish I was in bed next to you right now, Nattie,” he told her, his voice clear as she switched the call to speaker, putting the phone down on the bed next to her “I wish I could hold you tight and kiss every inch of you.”
“Chris…”
He was quiet, and the only sound that filled the room were Nat’s deep pants until he finally asked, “...Do you want me to stop?”
“No.”
“Nattie, I want you to touch yourself for me,” he instructed, his voice dangerously low as Nat’s fingers moved instinctively. “God, you have no idea how many times I’ve dreamt of you.”
She nearly whimpered at a twist of her finger, unable to focus on anything except the sound of his voice and the touch of her hand. “I wish you were the one touching me,” she admitted with a whine.
He chuckled, and Nat could nearly picture the devilish smirk on his face when he told her, “That makes two of us.”
Her head flew back against the pillow, jaw dropping as she let out a moan then said, “I can’t wait until you’re back.”
“I want to be with you right fuckin’ now,” he muttered, pausing as he shifted on the other end of the call, then told her, “I want to be the one touchin’ you, Nattie.”
She couldn’t catch her breath for a few moments, feeling something build inside her. “You will be,” she whimpered as she slipped another finger inside of herself.
“I wanna be kissin’ you and suckin’ on your neck that had you moaning that last night,” he rambled, voice sending waves of electricity through Nat and spurring her on. “I want my fingers to be the ones inside you. I wanna grab that pretty ass of yours, Nattie.”
“Chris,” she moaned, unable to stop the nearly incoherent sounds from pouring out of her.
He groaned on the other end of the call, silent until he ground out, “You like thinking of me touchin’ you, Nattie?”
“God, yes,” she replied, wishing so badly that she could touch him, picturing the tattooed chest in her mind, with the chain dangling between his pecs as his hands moved over and in her.
A low, dangerous chuckle spilled from his lips before he admitted, “I can’t wait until I get to have my hands all over you. I’m going to need to take my time with you when I get back.”
She whimpered as she hit that spot inside of her, squeezing her eyes shut for a moment before she instructed, “You better.”
“God, your moans are so pretty, Nat. I’m goin’ crazy thinking of you laying in bed touchin’ yourself for me,” he moaned himself, his voice sounding strained as he panted. “Fuck, Nattie, I want you so bad.”
“I just,” she moaned, unable to catch her breath. “I need, oh!”
“I know you’re close, Nattie. Keep touchin’ yourself for me,” he all-but ordered, Nat following his instructions without hesitation as her fingers moved, pushing her closer and closer to the edge until she hit her peak. “I can’t wait until those are my fingers inside you makin’ you moan like this. Can’t fuckin’ wait to memorize the way you look coming apart for me.”
But Nat couldn’t even respond for a moment as she layed in bed panting, her lungs trying to catch her breath while she felt her body relaxing into the sheets as she came down from her high. Her eyes fluttered closed for a moment, just relishing in the feelings washing over her body until Chris’ low voice asked from the other end of the line, “Feelin’ good, Nattie?”
“That was a good way to wake up,” she couldn’t help but laugh, running a hand through her sweat-soaked curls.
He huffed, letting out a small sigh as he stretched. Nat ached again to be next to him, to feel his muscles behind her as he agreed, “You’re telling me.”
“Chris?” She asked, voice small. She paused until he hummed, then told him, “I really miss you.”
Chris let out another laugh, voice dripping with sarcasm as he said, “I could tell.”
“That’s not what I meant, asshole,” she rolled her eyes, listening fondly at his laughter. “I mean that I really just… miss you.”
“I miss you too, Nattie. I really do,” he assured her, his tone serious this time.
She listened to his breathing, almost able to pretend he was there next to her if she closed her eyes. “Only one more month,” she said, more to herself than anything.
“One more month.”
Chris listened to what Joe was telling him before the director stepped back up to the monitor, watching through the last scene again. The directors motioned for the actors to take fifteen while they got ready to rerun the last take, so Chris gladly took the chance to sit down.
It’d been a long few weeks away from home – away from everyone except for Scott – and while he was having fun on his first big project since he left Marvel, he was still finding it hard to get back into the rhythm of shooting after traveling so much, and after his unexpected break in 2020.
With a quiet thanks to Scott as his brother – and assistant, as much as Scott hated the title – handed him a water bottle, he listened as Scott quietly told him, “Hey Chris, Nat texted me and said she’s trying to get a hold of you.”
“Okay, I’ll call her,” he nodded, a little confused at what was up. Nat always respected when he was working, careful to not text more than once or twice without a reply when he was on set. But to go through Scott made him worried, although he did remind himself that it was likely just something funny or lighthearted… or Nat thinking about earlier. “Do you have my phone?”
Scott nodded, digging into his pocket and pulling out Chris’ old iPhone. “Yeah here you go,” he paused, handing the phone to Chris. He was quiet as Chris turned on the screen, taking in the several missed calls and notifications from her. “She left you a voicemail too.”
He thanked Scott and got up, heading off the set to near where the trailers were. He quickly dialed her number, thankful when she answered and told her, “Hi Nattie.”
“Hey I’m sorry to bug you while you’re working, I’m just so upset,” she explained, pausing and leading Chris to worry even more. “I went to the gym and my car got stolen.”
He honestly couldn’t have even dreamed of that being the subject of her displeasure, instead imagining a shitty work day or some stupid argument with her sisters. But he realized there was no way Nat could even get by for a week with no car, especially with her schedule. To get a rideshare onto the Pixar Campus would be challenging enough, and for someone like Nat, it’d be a cause of anxiety. But his fears didn’t stop there, instead he was uncomfortable with the knowledge that someone hurt her, even indirectly, and took something from her. She took so much pride in that car, loving it so much, and it was something he always associated with her – that orange SUV was literally the love of her life. “What?!”
“My car got stolen,” she repeated, sniffling before she cursed to herself. “I was at the gym and when I came out there was broken glass on the ground and my car was gone.”
“Nat, are you okay?” He asked, louder than he intended.
He didn’t even realize Scott had made his way over until he felt a tap on his shoulder, and he spun around to look at his worried face as he asked, “What’s going on?”
“Nat’s car got stolen,” he told Scott quietly, then stared in front of him and repeated, “Are you okay, Nat? Where are you now?”
“I’m at home. I’m okay, I’m just really frustrated,” she admitted, groaning out in annoyance.
He closed his eyes and clenched his jaw, quiet as he thought for a moment. “Did you already report it to the police?” He asked her, his voice lower.
“Yeah I called them and they came to the gym and filed a report,” she explained, then let out a bitter laugh. “As sad as I am about my car, I’m almost more annoyed I left my purse in the car because I had to go get my spare key from Mark so driving in rush hour traffic to his house probably made me more annoyed than anything.”
But Chris felt his heart all but stop at her brief expansion of the story, realizing one key detail from it. “Your purse was in the car?” He asked her slowly.
“I had left it but-”
“Nat, you need to go to my house,” he rushed out, motioning for Scott to hand him his phone.
“What? Why?”
He let out a short breath, then explained, “If they have your purse they have your keys, driver’s license, and your work ID and everything.”
“I know but they can’t get onto campus because my work badge has my picture,” she informed him, her voice a little frustrated. “And they don’t know where I live.”
“Yes they do, it’s on your license and car registration,” he reminded her. He was terrified at the thought of Nat in that apartment, alone with an already questionable door, while some assholes had not only her address, but her keys as well. It was asking for trouble and he couldn’t let her mess with her own safety like this. “Nattie, this is really bad.”
But Nat was nothing if not stubborn and independent, and it showed when she replied, “I’m sure they ditched my purse and just wanted the car.”
“But you don’t know that,” he tried to reason, already searching for security camera companies on Scott’s phone, trying to get someone to go to her apartment. “Nattie, I really want you to go stay at my house.”
She sighed in frustration, telling him, “Chris, I’m sure it’s fine. I doubt they even found my keys with how messy my purse is.”
“Look, Nat, I’m not trying to freak you out but I’m really worried about someone having the keys to your apartment. I don’t want anything to happen to you,” he admitted, closing his eyes as he imagined the worst possible outcome. “Please go spend the night at my house, just for tonight. I need to know that you’re safe.”
Nat was quiet for a few moments, enough that he almost thought she was finally getting it – getting how fucking terrified this made him – until she quietly protested, “I’m sure I’ll be okay.”
“Nattie… please? For me?” He nearly whispered, jaw clenched.
He focused on every tiny noise from her end of the call, the short huff of breath and sigh before she finally agreed, “...Okay, but only if you’re sure.”
“I’m texting you the code right now,” he told her, pulling the phone away and sending her the code to his garage and gate. “And Nat, I’m going to have someone come and change your locks and put up some security cameras at your apartment. I’ll have Scott set it up and let you know when they’re coming.”
“You really don’t need to do that, Chris,” she murmured, voice small.
“Trust me, there’s no way I’ll sleep if I don’t,” he confessed, a short laugh almost escaping him before he heard something behind him near the set, then Scott tapped his shoulder and motioned that it was time to resume filming again. “Hey, I’ve got to get back to set, but promise me you’ll leave right now and text me when you get to my house.”
He could hear her phone buzz as the text arrived, along with another right after it. “I’m grabbing my backpack right now and I’ll call Mark or Jamie to give me a ride,” she told him, her voice slightly muffled as she moved around her apartment.
“Okay, I’ve got to go back to set but I’ll call you as soon as I’m done,” he murmured, waving his hand as a PA started motioning him over. “And will you text Scott when you get to my place?”
“I promise I will,” she assured him, sounding a little less frustrated and upset… finally.
They both shared their goodbye’s before Chris clicked the red button on the phone and let out a long sigh to try to relieve the tension that he’d been holding in his body. A hand came up to scratch at his beard while Scott put a hand on his shoulder as he commented, “That didn’t sound good.”
“It’s not. Nat’s keys and everything were in her purse that she left in the car,” he told his brother, shaking his head as they made their way back on set and he handed Scott his phone. “Scott, I found a security camera company here, can you call them and have them go install cameras at Nat’s place? And then also call somewhere and get someone to go change her locks? I think you already have my wallet so you can use my card.”
“I’ll take care of it,” Scott promised, already tapping away at his phone. “And I’ll let you know when she texts me.”
Chris nodded, mind racing as he told him, “Let me know as soon as you can.”
Chris glanced over at the director who was waving him over incessantly now, and he patted Scott’s shoulder to silently say thank you before jogging back over to the camera. He got into position, but while they adjusted the lighting, he couldn’t help but find his mind wandering. He’d known Nat since February and had found that in that time, she’d slipped into his life so effortlessly, ever since that first day he’d seen her crashing into the glass door of that Pixar conference room.
But this was a wake up call for him. He knew he liked Nat, but for the first time he recognized just how deep he’d fallen in for her without even realizing it. The thought of anything even remotely happening to her was almost too much to bear. Thinking of Nat being upset about her car, let alone the thought that something bad happening to her made him sick to his stomach and longing to jump on a plane right then and there to go back to her. He couldn’t stand the thought of not having her and that was something he was finally starting to realize.
He’d known for a long time that he was interested in her. Nat had intrigued him with her humor, talent, and confidence, but the more he’d gotten to know her, the more he’d found things that he loved about her. She was so sensitive and touched by everything. She was down to earth and didn’t take herself too seriously. But she was vulnerable and a straight shooter, she wasn’t afraid of emotions and didn’t mind sharing them and that was something he hadn’t experienced in the same way. She seemed to calm him and ground him in a way he wasn’t used to, he simply just loved talking to her and being with her and the longer he was away, the more he recognized just how absolutely head over heels he was for her.
But it wasn’t an infatuation, or just some fling. He wasn’t interested in her for a good time or just for her looks, or even just someone to fill his time with as he’d done before. He truly just liked her and there was something about this that just felt… different. And once that next scene finished and Scott hurried over to tell him that Nat had texted and was at his house, he finally could breathe a little easier.
Chris was thankful for the distraction of filming to get his mind off of his worries but still was calling Nat the moment the filming for the entire evening was over. He gave her the rundown of when all the people were coming to get her new locks and install the security cameras but made her promise to spend another night in his house since everything wouldn’t be installed until the following evening and he swore just hearing that one soft, “Thank you for taking care of me, Chris,” and he wanted nothing more in that moment to just hold her in his arms and protect her from all the things of the world that Nat was too caught up in her beautiful artistic outlook of the life to see.
That feeling lingered in his heart as he went to his trailer, taking a warm long shower after filming and getting changed before he and Scott headed back to the hotel. His schedule was so mixed up with all these night shoots and he was getting ready to pull all the curtains to block out the sunrise when his phone started ringing. Assuming that it would be Nat, he quickly grabbed the phone and answered without even looking at the screen first.
“Hello, is this Chris?”
Chris frowned for a moment, his brain frantically trying to figure out who’s voice it was but came up with no answer and instead just replied, “Yes it is.”
“Hi Chris, this is Eric Marton, Nat’s dad. We met for just a minute a while ago when I was in California visiting Nattie,” the voice on the other end filled him in before supplying, “She gave me your number.”
Just the mention of Nat made a smile cross his lips and he instantly relaxed while moving around the room to toss a sweatshirt from the bed over to a nearby chair, “Yeah, I remember. It’s nice to talk to you again, Eric.”
“I’m sure you’re wondering why I’m calling you but I wanted to call to thank you.”
“Thank me?” His nose scrunched up at the thought, not having a clue what Nat’s father would want to thank him for.
He heard Eric clear his throat before the explanation came,“Nat told me about everything that happened with her car and that you had her go stay at your house and got all her locks changed.”
“I just couldn’t sleep knowing that someone had the keys to her apartment,” Chris simply stated, knowing that it was the truth. He put the phone on speaker and tossed it on the bed while he started peeling down his jeans to get ready for bed and went on telling Eric that, “Nat seemed to think that they just wanted the car but I was just so worried. I didn’t want anything to happen to her.”
“I know you didn’t, and I just had to call to say thank you,” his voice was soft and full of emotion, so much like Nat’s when her feelings were at the forefront. “I hope it doesn’t make me sound like too much of a crazy overprotective father calling about his 33 year old daughter, but I just love her so much and I worry about her.”
Chris just laughed softly while climbing into bed, grabbing the phone and holding it with one hand while the other came behind his head as he propped himself up against the pillows. He knew what it was like to be worried about the people he loved, especially his family, and he knew that with Nat’s mother having been gone for almost her entire life, it was natural Eric would feel a little more protective and worried about his girls. But Chris found it anything but odd, instead finding it so endearing and loving the fact Nat had people in her life who loved her so deeply and told Eric, “I don’t think it sounds crazy at all. I’m so close with my family so I get being worried about them.”
“I know that Nat can take care of herself, she’s certainly not helpless by any means,” Eric stopped to laugh, making Chris chuckle as well from knowing just how true that was. “But it’s nice to know that she has someone else looking out for her and taking care of her,”
“Well Eric, I couldn’t agree with you more in the fact that Nat can take care of herself, but I don’t want her to always have to,” he knew how much he meant it. He didn’t want Nat to have to do everything alone and he wanted to do what he could to protect and care for her. “Besides, my Ma would be the first to say that I’m a bit of a control freak and anxious to a fault, so I couldn’t relax until I knew she was somewhere safe.”
Chris smiled as Eric laughed at those words, knowing so badly that it just felt… right. And as they hung up and Chris went through the motions of getting ready for bed, he remembered how strange this stage of relationships used to feel, the awkward not-quite-dating yet stage before the we’re-doing-this one, but with Nat it all felt new and exciting. He didn’t dread returning to Los Angeles next month like he typically did, all because of her, his Nattie. He couldn’t wait to see her again, to hold her in his arms, and he couldn’t help but look at the clock as he laid in bed, counting down the hours in his mind until they were back together as he fell asleep.
A/N: Genuinely.... we love them. And if you don't believe us, we wrote 62.5k words for them by the end of November. 🌯 is currently typing this on 11/30/2022, and we just cannot stop! We hope you love this, future-readers! Can't wait to read all your thoughts :)
ALSO We’re going to start posting updates TWICE A WEEK! So now every Monday and Thursday there will be an update!
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Hello! Uh, so, I know it was a while ago since it was published but since I’ve been meaning to write this for a while I figured what better time than now since it’s already the new year. I just wanted to say how much I enjoyed your undertale fic “There’s Only One Last Thing Left To say, This Time”. It actually makes me nostalgic to reread it as I first read it back in May of last year when I had actually only gotten into Undertale a few months before and it opened up a whole new world for me. I remember reading it for the first time and the description near the end when Chara tells Asriel they’ll miss him through Frisk and actually tearing up a little. You just. Captured the feeling SO well. And I could relate to Frisk’s feeling of not wanting to let go. Even rereading it now I get a bit teary. I remember thinking about it for days after reading it. I even loved it so much that I read it to my dad (before filling him in on the game lore) and he loved it too. Soo.. I guess what I’m trying to say is, thank you so much for writing it as well as your other fics, and thank you for creating the art that you do, and thank you for being you. You were one of the first artists I got into at the beginning of my Undertale obsession and have inspired me so much. I hope I can write and draw like you one day ^^
I very genuinely teared up while reading this, thank you so much..... It means a lot to me to hear you enjoyed the fic, and I really appreciate you taking the time to write such a nice message. :) It's such an unreal but cool feeling to hear something I created impacted someone's life in some way. Just that fact alone makes me so unbelievably happy! I guess it's just really cool to not only create something that means a lot to me, but to also hear it means something to someone else. That's like, the best feeling in the world!
I'm really glad you (and your dad!) liked the fic! Thank you for reading it, and thank you for being here. :) And I'm really happy to hear I inspired you. I hope you keep writing and drawing, because I'm sure you'll create some amazing things! I hope you have a wonderful day!
#ask#anon#anonymous#also as a side note I love receiving comments/messages/etc. on fanfics even if they're really old!#even my old writing is still really important to me and it makes me overjoyed to hear other people's thoughts on my stuff!#but yeah genuinely... The act of Being Perceived can be overwhelming for me sometimes and it's hard to believe my art/writing affects peopl#so messages like these always take me by surprise but in a good way for sure!
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for your matchup game! thank you for doing these they look super fun though i’m sure you’re super busy with them lol!!
* my fave song in the last few weeks has been otherside which is a minecraft song. it’s got a sick beat drop and i like listening to it for focus music
* 2w1
* I don’t know about gargantuan BUT i do love a good video essay/deep dive. mike’s mics pretty little liars vids have been my go to the last few months
* i don’t actually remember having an imaginary friend :/ my parents said i had one, and most i can remember is we used to have tea parties
* i have to have asmr or some kind of ambient noise in order to fall asleep, and i also have to have my body pillow to hug or else i cannot sleep
* emily irene. it’s the name my parents were going to give me bc it honored their grandparents but my mom hated irene (my dads grandmothers name) so she refused. i’ve always wanted to change it to that.
* probably camping with your tsundere alpha werewolf boyfriend because it’s the first real time we’ve seen davey share memories about his dad in a peaceful way, which was really nice. also the scratch offs reminded me of my own dad bc it was something he used to do for me and my sisters and it made me cry after listening and i had to call him and tell him i missed him LOL
* james probably? i just haven’t rlly gotten around to listening to all of the audios with james anton and marcus yet (still p new to the fandom)
* howl’s moving castle
* damien. i think we could commiserate over a really nice chocolate cheesecake abt our mommy issues.
* internet drama i come across. i have a bad habit of digging myself down a rabbit hole of the most inane internet drama and then telling my best friend abt it when we’re both sleepy but not ready to SleepTM yet
* reese’s sticks and a dr pepper, or if i’m feeling savory it’s pringles and a dr pepper and if they have slushies/icees then it’s a cherry slushie/icee and whichever above snack i’m feeling
* i have a playlist called georgia peach which is a country music playlist i made of all the old music i grew up on. i like listening to it on warmer days when i’m on a drive
* a tie between the twilight movies and bbc sherlock but i feel like twilight is more um. socially accepted, at least on social media. bbc sherlock is only the first 2 seasons
* ummm i’m a libra. myer briggs type is infp. i’m autistic/have adhd. i have a black cat named pika whomst i love dearly, i used to love reading as a kid but i kind of fell off and i’ve been trying to get back into it recently, i’m a middle child, i like farming sim games and rpg games and narrative games (like telltale games) and romcoms and some light horror movies. my top 5 movies of all time are howl’s moving castle, pride and prejudice (2005), scream, pacific rim, and the princess bride. my top artist the last 7 years in a row on spotify was hozier. my current favorite author is emily henry. my love language for giving is quality time/gift giving, receiving is acts of service/quality time.
Anon, I am gently patting your cheeks, I adore you so. You’ve given me so much information to work with, and every bit that I got just further cemented my hypothesis that you’ve gotta be paired with Huxley.
Speed run, let’s go- Type Two’s are characterized by a desire to be loved and confident in that love; Huxley leaves no room for doubt. Your sisters would probably be protective and want the best boyfriend for you; does it get better than Huxley? You’ve got mommy issues; he’s got two amazing moms who’ll love you and heal them. You’re autistic; we’ve got proof Huxley’s awesome with autistic people (i.e Damien and Lasko).
You and Huxley would make each other so endlessly happy. I think both of you are big “Quality Time” people, so nothing makes you feel more loved than a simple, domestic weekend at home. Huxley loves those cozy, lazy days of cuddling your cat (which loves him duh) and reading together. The only kind of day he might like better is y’all going for a hike or leisurely drive together, singing along to country music on the radio. (He definitely has a soft spot for the same genre, having heard his moms listen to it when he was a kid.)
Song:
First time that I saw you, mmm/ You took my breath away/ I might not get to Heaven/ But I walked with the angels that day/ She takes me by the hand/ I am the luckiest man alive/ Did I tell you, baby/ You are the joy of my life?
Speaking of country, I love to imagine Huxley as a Chris Stapleton fan specifically. He’s just so quintessentially, classically country and writes the dreamiest love songs; I can totally see young!Huxley singing Tennessee Whiskey long before he ever drank alcohol. Now, he sings it and other Stapleton songs like this to you. (Badly, I might add. I like to headcanon that Huxley can’t hold a tune to save his life, but he pulls it off well.)
Runner-ups:
Asher would be a fun runner-up for you because I think y’all would have fun playing games, like next to each other and with each other, you know? Like, imagine running a Stardew farm with Asher; it’d be chaotic and amazing. I also like Lasko for you as a runner-up, because who better gets mommy issues than another person with mommy issues, you dig? /lh
note: Irene is such a cute name boooo anon’s mom /lh
Read this post and send me an ask if you’d like a match-up of your own! 💌
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Not sure how to word this adequately so I’ll just go for it. It feels like music is important to the reader as they are a musician. When I was younger my bio family made me play piano as it was classy instead of drums which they dubbed “too punk”. Of course now that I’m older and more free I turned back to drums and am a full metalhead. I like to imagine that once the batfam visits the reader they’ll be a little more free to do as they like, so I keep telling myself the reader won’t look the same at all, full on metalhead or punk. Like all those music posters when the reader was young was probably less thrash and more school appropriate. But now they’d just sitting there with corpse paint. Or something else that’s equally flashy. I like to think the family is just in utter shock, the difference between the more neat and classy child vs the reader now, with flashy hairstyles/ clothes and makeup. Maybe the reader is still writing songs but it’s all metal and their friends are not in a band with them. This is just a self indulgent headcanon because my closest friends introduced me to metal (once I immigrated to this country) and it felt weirdly liberating. Now whenever I visit my family in my home country they’re always in shock at how much I’ve changed. I like to think it’ll be the same with the Batfamily.
I honestly really like this interpretation! And love it a lot!
Whereas I can't say that the reader will turn full metal as I'd like to leave which style and such they're going for now up in the air, and leave that for you and others to decide, I can say that they will look different, as you've mentioned!
I won't press on it too hard in Part 3 but it is still noticeable, I'd say, and I will likely mention it but again- won't press to hard on it only because of what Part 3 really focuses on. Or! Maybe I will a little bit because of what part 3 is really talking about, or trying to further convey.
Regardless, I am very happy for you! The headcanon is very lovely <3
Oh! Right! I will also say that music does really play a huge part to the reader, and it is very important to them. Like others — fellow artists or not — it has gotten them through tough times, and while they did feel obligated to pick up certain instruments, others were purely for their own enjoyment. They find freedom in playing, but it also leads them to a new world - maybe even a better one that they're slowly pulled out of as the song comes to and end.
Again, I'm going to leave the style and specific genre up to interpretation, and honestly from now on might try to be more vague with the instruments the reader plays at certain instances, so that it can be easier for you and others to picture the reader playing whatever you think would fit the scenario.
Though as you've also said, I can say that the Batfam will be in shock, but I suppose that's already expected since, in the narrative, they no little about the reader as a whole, y'know? So just about anything will surprise them, but that's not necessarily a bad thing from the reader's side. Just a further wake up call, I suppose :]
Nevertheless, thank you very much for sharing your interpretation! I find it very touching and I appreciate it a lot. It's really cool, honestly!
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Did you see that recent post about your page? Antis are so funny 😭
I’m crying because after I posted that meme post yesterday, I was scrolling through the Nashuri tag and then saw it 🥴 I literally made a dumb meme joking about Antis saying we need to be locked up, and didn’t realize someone literally said that hours prior. It doesn’t get better than that rofl. What’s sending me was their initial outrage of Nashuri [which babe, have you been living under a rock?], then the assumption that I romantically ship Tenoch & Tish from a quick bio glance, THEN after all of the “horror” and “shock”, they proceed to not block me. You’re telling me you posted screenshots of you blocking my page to ultimately not…..block……me? Righhhhhhhttttttt *rubs temples*
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I literally don’t owe anyone this BUT this is for the folks that are new to my blog/Nashuri fandom/etc:
#1. Hey 💜 This is BOTH a Nashuri [Namor x Shuri] blog AND Tenoch Huerta + Letitia Wright appreciation blog. What does that mean? It means my blog is about anything related to A. Tenoch Huerta + his life/roles etc B. Letitia Wright + her life/roles etc and C. Their adorable dynamic together. It’s a hodgepodge of random stuff. One big ice cream shop where you can pick your flavor of choice. So Nashuri shippers interact with me, Namor fans, Shuri fans , Letitia, Tenoch and so on. You get the idea. I love how open-ended my page is and that’s why I made it that way in the first place. Everyone is welcome here and can walk away with a little bit of something. For being such a miscellaneous page, I would say the only “agenda” I push is Nashuri [it’s in my name]. The rest of my content is up to your own personal interpretation/assumptions. What you think I’m pushing or trying to say is all your take and your take alone, beloved. It has nothing to do with me.
#2. I admit that my mouth has gotten me in a little bit of trouble over the years lol. I was literally that little kid that came back with a report card with straight A’s that had a teacher’s note on the side saying “Talks too much in class”. I think and say shit ALL. THE. TIME rofl Yes, I sprinkle in deep rants and knowledgeable takes on my blog but I made this page to be a menace. I’m only here to be entertained. A majority of my page are jokes and tomfoolery. The complete opposite of “be for real”. How can I be when I’m literally shipping a fictional fish stick and a fictional woman in a cat suit?? 🤣 I’ve spoken about it before but I’m also an artist [my professional work is 1000% unrelated to this page/content lol] so alot of my page is also random graphics and stuff like that too. I love making y’all and myself laugh and it’s been enjoyable af interacting with you, especially the Nashuri fandom. Y’all are straight up comedians and say the funniest shit, which then makes me want to say even more wild shit and then it becomes a snowball effect lol. Thankfully I can tell a majority of you who do follow/interact with me are grown so you’ve picked up by now that most of my blog is A BIT. But unfortunately there’s always going to be a sprinkle of people who are clearly young, new here or just folks that don’t get my sense of humor whatsoever. And whichever category you fall under it’s okay, but babes there are a lot of 18+ jokes/comments on my page so if you are someone that is underage and or gets easily offended, please do yourself a favor and stay clear. I mean that in the nicest way possible.
#3. I wrote this on a reblog to someone’s post recently but I have a large portion of blogs blocked on the tags that I follow on here. Life has been ✨𝒷𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓈𝒻𝓊𝓁✨ ever since and it only takes .2 seconds out of your day to do it. So when I don’t see people utilize the block button, I just know their not being fr and are clearly bored. If you don’t like my content, block/mute me. Simple as that. Because chances are, I’ve probably already blocked you by now. And to the people I haven’t, I either A. enjoy/interact with the content you make or B. don’t care for it but you usually stay out of my lane and I stay out of yours so we just coexist. It’s that black and white. You don’t have to like what someone posts but what isn’t cool is bothering/targeting someone on an app strictly because of that. What are you five? This feels like a lesson we learned in elementary school. It’s not rocket science and it’s never that serious. The world does not revolve around you nor adhere to things only you deem okay. It’s much bigger than that. Get a grip, go drink some water, eat something and make sure to touch some grass today while you’re at it.
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Shout out to that page tho! I literally gained new followers after that, so…..thank you? 😅 What a time to be alive. But for real, ya’ll have been coming out of nowhere to support and it’s been super dope. I really appreciate all the love, especially for being such a new page. I’m looking forward to future shenanigans, continuing the fun and not taking shit too seriously per usual. Live your best life, folks. Don’t let anyone rain on your parade. Life is WAY too short for that.
Ps: To my new followers, check out the post pinned to my page here. It’s a great “intro” into the Nashuri fandom and or actors Tenoch Huerta / Letitia Wright. Some things might be a little old but it’s pretty useful for the most part. My old poll results post gives you a slight idea of me as well. See y’all around ✌🏾💗
#Of all the posts they could have chosen they picked the most G rated post on my blog like girl this page gets WORSE 🥴 rofl#I guess you made it when people start making posts about you#nashuri#tenoch huerta#letitia wright#namor x shuri#namor#shuri#wakanda forever#bpwf#black panther#seaprincess#we just got a letter#should I continue the ‘meme template’ series? they crack me up lmao#what took me out was someone in their comments said ‘this blog doesn’t ship Tenoch/Letitia 👁️👄👁️ [which ty btw]#and then the person processed to be like ‘well I didn’t do a deep dive on them’#you didn’t do a deep dive BUT YOU MAKE A POST BLASTING MY PAGE ON AN ASSUMPTION??#please be for real for two seconds 😭😭😭#then they said ‘I clearly don’t care’#ummm obviously your post proves otherwise#people like you really make the internet a living HELL sometimes bruh#there’s no way your an adult you have to be like 12 or something#I’m cryinggggg 🤣#yeah this post gave me a good laugh when I stumbled upon it I needed that chuckle#thank you for the free publicity? lol
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holy hell, have I just had the throwback of a lifetime. dude, way on back when I was a confused unhappy little early-pubescent grub (11-14), I was obsessed with cosplay (still am) and would spend time religiously trawling deviantart and tumblr for crossplay advice, ways to bind and masculinize my face and walk and talk and comport myself more masculinely. I kept saying it was for character accuracy, but of course, there was more to it than that.
to shorten it all up, this tutorial of yours https://www.tumblr.com/revanchistsuperstar/70647041474/new-and-improved-ftm-crossplay-tutorial-if-you?source=share came up on my pinterest earlier and threw me back, after not seeing it for years now. I didn't even remember you were from middle tennessee! I googled the title of the tutorial to see if I could find the OG post, and was so glad to see you're still active on this account so many years later.
I just wanted to tell you that that tutorial was very impactful for me as a fellow southern queer kid. while I never did figure out how to make it work on my chubby, puffy little child face at the time (have gotten a bit better at makeup lately, still no pro but certainly better,) it was something to aspire to, and it was something that got me through a lot of waiting and confusion and self-discovery, knowing I *could* look like a man eventually, whatever that meant for me.
thank you for posting your tutorials online. I'm sure I'm not the only queer kid you've helped simply by being out and proud, but I wanted to tell you personally about how much you helped me survive puberty, the aspirations of passing, or at least being happy in myself regardless. I finally fully accepted myself at the end of last year, and came out to my parents early this year. It's been a lot to cope with, but life feels more promising now that I'm not hiding, and that I can seek medical transition knowing myself.
again, thank you so much for posting your tutorials. your pride has positively impacted me, and no doubt many others. I truly hope you've been well this past decade, and may the future remain bright for you. <3
Holy shit! Well way to go, and best of luck!
That tutorial is over 10 years old, that’s wild.
Believe it or not, I had my gender in no way figured out whatsoever when I was posting those, took me forever to realize what I had going on. I’ve been out as trans of some sort since 2011, but I only came out as a gay trans man and started medically transitioning a little over a year and a half ago.
But yeah I’ve been doing drag now for about 13 years! Vastly improved since the DeviantArt days lol. I now work professionally as a hair and makeup artist for stage and occasionally screen, so that’s what over a decade of plugging away at something can get you.
Glad the tutorial was helpful for you, being that it was one of the only masculinizing makeup tutorials out there on the internet at the time that I made it, its had pretty far reaching effects. Recently I’d been settling in to realizing that even though I’m only in my 30s, because I started drag in my teens I’m now becoming an elder of the drag king art form and as my co-producer from my drag troupe put it, I’m the Velvet Underground of drag kings. 🤣 But I’m glad it helped with your gender feels too!
Keep on keeping on!
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i think listening to albums in order is oftentimes really rewarding!! especially if the artist is more well. artsy. even on albums that arent artsy or conceptual or anything the track order could contain an emotional arc or something or just flow better. on albums that are artsy, track order plays a huuge role in the overall experience of the album! i tell you this not to berate you, but to guide you on a path i believe is far more scenic. (this was prompted by saying a song on the glass animals albums 'came on first' :) also sorry but i had to say this i love to listen to albums in order im obsessed with it a little bit and also i make mixtapes (mix cds really but mixtape has more of a ring to it) & i put a lot (usually at least a decent amount) of thought into the track order so this is something that's important to me ^_^.) (also also, this is slc punk anon, if you couldn't tell by my penchant for over-explaining. i swear i will respond to your last response to me soon! :3)
yeah!!!! this is what made me have my whole huge theory on the new glass animals album, i have a whole theoretical story on it :] like all of songs connect and are at least about one overarching person throughout the entirety of it. if that makes sense!
and also, yeah, this is exactly why my first listens are always listened from first song to last song, and not always shuffled the first time. i like to try and pick apart things. i’m always a little like “well damn :(” when i don’t ever catch any cohesion throughout an album lol
but i don’t do this past first listens because i think my brain would grow tired of songs way easier if i listened to it the same way every single time? i hope this is making sense to you!
i completely understand this reasoning though and i support it 100% <3
i would love to be able to make playlists in a way that the order matters, but i used to get super stressed at playlist making overall (i’ve gotten a bit better at this recently), so making it as cohesive as that would be simply A Lot for me. props to you for being able to do it, i respect it a lot!! i get you dude, i get it completely
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Split Tongue Cowboy
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sfw original lesbian romance
5.4k words so far
warnings: gun violence, character death, & cults
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featuring a blind scam artist fortune teller has been selling 'swaps', claiming that they can swap places with dead relatives in Hell. This blind fortune teller has humble dreams of starting a cult, sadly a detective does not want this to happen.
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Ginger ‘tsked’. Familiar faces across the street had a tinge of frosted pink. Only a couple people walked outside on the muddied dirt road. The saloon ladies’ kid was out there, carrying a stack of wood. Short dark messy hair with chubby cheeks betraying his hardened criminal scowl. One of his cheeks was noticeably a bit pruned and swollen. Ginger got up from her seat near the shop window and put on a fluffy little-too-big petticoat before deciding to brave the cold. She hugged herself, freezing. Opening the door rang the shop’s bell; The wind whipped at Ginger’s face, slowly blending into the crowd as her face got more pink. Ginger went up to the kid as he walked past the shop. Turning to him, and using mittens to pinch around his pruned cheek.
The kid stopped to look up at her, “What.”
She wanted to tease him. “Did you fight someone?”
“Yeah…” He sunk into his scarf.
“Really?” She paused, “Who?”
He wriggled free from Ginger’s cheek pinch and blew away a snowflake while palming his cheek with his free hand. “Leave me alone, hag.”
Ginger deeply gasped. She quickly drew her hand in front of her mouth for dramatic effect, “Who raised you to say such things…” “You’re scamming my mom!”
“Scamming?” Ginger gasped. “Scamming?!” flicked his forehead.
“Ow–All this fortune telling crap!”
Ginger took a second to look at him before grabbing him by the ear and pulling him towards her shop, causing him to drop a stack of wood. “Ow, Ow, Ow, Ow–”
The bell’s ding rang as they entered the shop. Ginger felt bad for the boy. His mom had a hard time getting out of bed while dealing with postpartum depression. He spent most of his time doing odd jobs for cash. Once they were in the shop, Ginger let him go. Lilac curtains pooled near the spruce hardwood floors. Tapestry and talismans hung off the ceiling. A loveseat in the shop window was littered with fresh ink bottles and paper talismans. There were little black specks of ink all over the poor floors. Ginger took a fuzzy coat off of a rack and threw it on the kid, it draping over his face.
The kid looked at the coat, deadpanning, “It’s pink.”
Ginger pointed to her eyes, “I wouldn’t know.”
“Right sorry…”
Ginger spoke again, “Who’s making you do work in this weather?”
“Mayor Geofrey, t-there's a new sheriff in town.” He chattered a bit, cold. He draped the coat over his shoulder.
A new officer wasn’t big news here. Mayor Geofrey had a habit of plucking new recruits, forcing them to work for a while, and then firing them abruptly. “What’s he look like?”
“She,” The boy corrected, “She’s em…” He paused, seemingly deliberating on something.
Ginger deadpanned. “She’s ugly.”
“No! Not at all, she has blonde hair, blue eyes, warm dark skin.”
This wasn’t enough for Ginger. “More.”
“Lemme think. She has… high cheekbones… and…” He paused in thought, “Her eyes are piercing, like really bold. I think her eyes are the first thing I noticed.”
The boy had gotten better at describing things for Ginger. Ginger sat with this, imagining the sheriff. = The boy sounded deflated, “I think the mayor picked her just to fire her.”
The shop bell rang. The crisp sound of leather shoes hit the air. “Miss Lee!” The boy’s voice sounded shrill.
Ginger could hear his footsteps as he ran out of the shop, hitting the door on his way out.
Ginger put on what she assumed was a polite smile, “Ah! Uh hello Ma’am.”
“I’ve heard a lot about this place…” The sheriff paused, “I’m miss Lee; you are?”
“Ah, Ginger!” Ginger declared.
“Oh. Could you read my fortune?”
“Oh of course, right over here.” Ginger led Lee to her crystal ball. Lee rubbed her hands together trying to warm up and sat on a cushion perpendicular across the crystal ball from Ginger, criss crossed legs.
“Mmm, no that won’t work.” Ginger scooted her floor cushion next to Lee’s, “Sorry. Just hand me your hand. Need to be close for this.” Lee placed her hand in Ginger’s. Normally this did nothing. Ginger would ask a couple questions and give some life advice. This time, Ginger felt something. It was as if small raindrops pattered on her chest around her heart. Her eyebrows raised.
“You…” Ginger jabbed her finger in Lee’s face.
Ginger’s head tipped back before her whole body slammed on the floor. She lost consciousness.
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Hermitage - Sunday 2
Author: Nishioka Maiko (with Akira)
Characters: Mika, Shu
Translator: Mika Enstars
"The flower language for the acanthe is “art” and “mastership”. It’s a title suitable for an artist enamored by eternity, is it not?"
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Season: Winter
Location: Starmony Dorms Common Room
Mika: Nnah~…
Shu: Don't sigh like that!
Just what was that? That “nna nna” there. Don’t make any stupid noises like that.
Mika: It’s just, Oshi-sa~n… I had a buncha plans fer when you finally got back, y’know~?
So it was just disappointin’ to see ya immediately go into work-mode.
Shu: Plans…? Like what?
Mika: Ermm, like how there’s a limited-time lunch currently at the cafe. It looks real delicious, so I was wanting t’go eat it with ya, Oshi-san.
After that, there’s this handicrafts store I think you’d like that opened on Saison Avenue~! And so I wanted to take ya there!
And after that—
Shu: Sigh, that’s enough… Have you forgotten about the reason I’ve returned to Japan in the first place?
Mika: I remember~… It was for our new song, right?
It’s just been a while since ya returned to Japan, so I thought it’d be okay to go sightseein’ a bit…
Shu: I’d rather not waste my precious time on things like that.
Instead of spending your time on such things, you should spend your time on improving the quality of our new song as much as possible.
Mika: I know that~… But isn’t jus’ a little bit okay?
Shu: Goodness gracious…
(Come to think of it… I haven’t given Kagehira his souvenir yet.)
(I had thought to give it to him after our meeting. However, it might be better to give it to him now to help ease his mood.)
(There’s not much else I can do, so I suppose I should fetch it from my room.)
Kagehira, wait here for a moment. I am going to pick up some of my luggage from my room.
Mika: Huh? Okay, sure thing?
Shu: Ahem. Kagehira, this is for you.
Mika: Wha?! Fer me?! What is it?
Shu: It’s a souvenir. I just so happened to come upon something nice, so I figured might as well.
Mika: Uwah! ♪ I’m so happy~! Thank ya kindly, Oshi-san! Can I open it?
Shu: Go ahead. Have this ease your mood so you can devote yourself to the new song.
Mika: Okay, gotcha. Lesse—
Ehh?! A bisque doll?! Is this really alright fer me to have?!
Shu: Yes, I just so happened to come upon it.
I believe you miss being able to talk to Mademoiselle, yes?
It's far from Mademoiselle, but it's far less lonely than having nothing.
Mika: Thank ya sooo much! I'll cherish it deeply~♪
Shu: So, do you feel better now? We've got to go back to work.
You are supposed to be in charge of the new song’s overview, while I am in charge of direction…
What is your progress? Do you have an overview prepared, Kagehira?
Mika: About that… I’ve gotten started on it. But I’ve been kinda strugglin’ with it…
Shu: Hm… What exactly are you having trouble with?
Mika: Umm… I’m thinkin’ about havin’ the MV tell a story…
But I haven’t been able to visualize anythin’ yet…
Nn~, how do I put it… Somethin’ like a beauty-obsessed artist who preserves their loved one as a work of art for eternity…?
The image I’m goin’ for bein’ solitude and the pursuit of eternal beauty.
Shu: I see. That’s an unexpectedly dark imagining. I had thought you would come up with something brighter.
Mika: Hmm~, maybe it’s no good… But y’know, sad themes are often prevalent in fairytales ,right? I was tryin’ to dp a gothic spin on somethin’ like a fairytale.
Shu: And there’s nothing “no good” about that. Eternity and solitude…
Well, every artist, to a greater or lesser extent, all possesses the inquisitive mind for beauty. And it fits Valkyrie’s image as well.
Mika: I’m relieved, then! The image is still too vague, though, I’m not sure how to proceed from here.
Shu: I see… I understand the situation now.
Well, it’s not bad for a first attempt. Let’s expand that image a big more, shall we?
Shu: Hmm… Well, that’s about it, isn’t it?
Mika: Yer amazin’ as always, Oshi-san…! I can’t believe we were able to settle so much in the span of just an hour. I can see the image so clearly now!
Shu: I had been doing absolutely everything by myself up until this. There’s a gap of experience here.
For the title—Yes… How about we call it “Acanthe”?
Mika: Akan… tou?[1] That’s a strange word. It reminds me of the Kansai dialect.
Shu: Kagehira… You need to broaden your knowledge further.
It’s a-kon-t. Acanthe. It is the name of a flower named acanthus in English.
Mika: Hmm? But why name the new song Acanthe? I feel like it’s completely unrelated, ain’t it?
Shu: The flower language for the acanthe is “art” and “mastership”. It’s a title suitable for an artist enamored by eternity, is it not?
Mika: I see, so it’s flower language! You really are amazin’, Oshi-san!
Shu: Rather than praising me, learn how to do this much, Kagehira.
Anyways, a lot has been decided on. Beginning tomorrow, let us immediately get started on practice, shall we?
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In the Kansai dialect, “dame” (no good, impossible, etc…) is pronounced “akan”. Mika says it a lot…
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don’t get me wrong, i like lgc groups and i’ve been following some of them since their debut, but i don’t understand what yushin contributes to agito because even though he may hold the title of being their main rapper, he doesn’t showcase that as much in his solo gigs? for instance, in his recent cover, he’s seen SINGING. singing, i’m telling you! and then if you go back even further in v&a’s youtube channel, you see him singing and dancing… but what about people who are interested in his rapping? i’m beginning to wonder whether he was supposed to debut as a singer but due to unforeseen circumstances, he was given the main rapper role. if that’s the case, they really should have gotten another rapper who is better than him or made him focus solely on singing and dancing if he’s more interested in that.
[ + / - ] thank you, op!! you brought up an opinion that has been bothering me since v&a started getting other gigs. i don’t get what yushin is doing whenever he’s not promoting because i’d like to see him appear more on shows, dramas…something that isn’t singing or dancing related…heck, i’d love to see him do something else more than producing too! [ + / - ] idk if it’s a company or yushin decision, but it’s actually smart that he’s doing all of these things? when he debuted, i thought he was like a lot of the other rappers who just suck at everything else and needed some official title attached to him but his gigs really prove that he’s talented. he can sing and dance and produce. not all idols have to be a certain mold, you know. maybe yushin is the type that enjoys music and is content doing that in the future like his sunbae, dbsd’s hyunbin. [ + / - ] you have to admit that v&a is still relatively new. they may have almost two years into their career but they’re probably still trying to find their footing as artists and that’s good. i’d rather try out different things and be mediocre at all of them but know what interests me and what doesn’t so that in the future, i can focus more of my time and energy to that. yushin is probably in that phase too, so give him a little bit more time and we’ll understand better what his role is in the group and what makes him stand out from everyone else.
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