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i miss summer
#these are from a walk i took in summer at like 6 am#apparently i have seasonal affective disorder#which is odd to me because its always been an 'all year round' type thing#and it still is#but wow winter is such a fucking nightmare#it makes everything so much worse#my photography#midwestern gothic#american gothic#dreamcore#liminalcore#liminal space#oddcore#weirdcore#vent#ventcore#liminal photography#nostalgiacore#nostalgic#vintage#midwestern emo#surrealcore#midwest gothic#rural america#film photography#landscape#southern gothic#agoraphobia#sunset#sunrise
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As it says, thank you guys so much for 600!
We haven't even reached the main plot of the comic, y'all are nuts! <3 (It's gonna happen in the next couple updates I promise KLSDFJ)
Mushy stuff and no text alt under the cut!
I wish I could reply to all the tags and comments left on my comic but seeing everyone's theories and enjoyment gives me so much serotonin I can't focus hahaha Just know I see you guys and I absolutely adore you <3
In celebration of 600, I'm holding a AMA! I'll probably hold a DTIYS after I reach a certain point in the story~ Ask away, and I'll do my best to answer questions you might have. And hahahaha, no, I won't be spoiling anything ;)
Thank you guys again!
#I'm still shook tbh#It was just a silly lil project to keep me occupied#and it still is#but it means a lot I have people interested in it!#not an update but it's coming soon I promise#my art
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one thing i don't like about the roberto 'ben affleck meme' art is people responding like "yup that's him just tired of everyone else's bs" as if he isn't just as obnoxious as the rest of them. like this dude instigated most of the drama in the first ep, he's just also a depressed alcoholic.
#trigun#trigun stampede#tristamp#roberto de niro#literally any moment he can scrounge up the energy he is causing problems#he's just surrounded by people who cause way bigger problems more regularly#and the problems he causes rarely spiral out of control bc he knows his limits#so it's mostly just picking on meryl#like what's she gonna do? yell about it? he's already tuned her out#to be fair i knew people would respond like that but i drew and posted it anyway bc the concept was funnier than any potential annoyance#and it still is#and it's such a small thing to be upset about anyway
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After I finish my commission I'll have to work on redesigning some outfits and designing work uniforms for my characters so that'll be fun
#i mean at first i definitely also did it because it was fun#and it still is#i just dont like using my brain a lot agsjsgsj
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very normal conversation i started last night while having an existential crisis
#wtf do i tag this as#feet#discord#freinds#group chat#im grasping at straws#real girls remove names from their group chat screenshots using ms paint#the queen of art software#i was gonna say the pills aren't working but i didn't cry#so maybe they are just not enough#you love to see it#also all of my contacts are pictures of pikmin#pikmin#bc they are#i thought it was funny okay#and it still is#anyways i have to go back to wrestling the queue bc i do not like it
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i forgot that plush was a donna episode :-) love her so much and such a good episode
#i remember watching s11 around the time it came out and this episode was HORRIFYING#and it still is#one of the few spn episodes that to me is actually creepy#s11 was such a nice breath of fresh air with all the motw episode after multiple seasons of like. PLOT PLOT PLOT PLOT PLOT#like even the motw episodes during the mark of cain arc were so riddled with plot because everything dean did was Driven By The Mark#so it would constantly get brought up. and it was like. my god can you two just KILL A GHOST OR SOMETHING#simon says
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there are some stories in mythologies that start with two deities. everything else exists because of them. Gaia and Ouranos, Terra and Caelus, Ranginui and Papatūānuku, for example.
we start with Jake and Chloe.
instead of being the sky father and the earth mother, we have creation and destruction. light and dark. forgiveness and vengeance.
total opposite, but a dynamic pair
it was just them for a while, having fun building their world. things got messy, of course
it suddenly gets boring when you have only one person to spend eternity with
somehow, they learn to create life
jenna was the first to join them. she sees all. overwhelming. glimpses of the future, connections between people. it was like she could reach out and physically touch the string connecting jake and chloe. she discovered that whenever she messed with those lines, it affected the relationships. however, jenna was not the cause of the strained relationship between jake and chloe. she longed to discover what would happen if one were to cut that string. maybe she could have tested it when she saw new strings connecting to jake and chloe, but even then she didn't dare to interfere.
jeremy, michael, and christine. thick as theives and artists at heart. they danced around their feelings for an agonisingly long time (and they have eterninty)
rich was made from jake's mourning. he walked out of the fire from chloe's destruction and stopped in front of jake as he watched their temples fall
brooke was once a mere mortal who fell in love with chloe. she eventually gave up her friends, her family, her life, her mortality to spend eternity with chloe. and she would watch those from her old life mourn and grow and move on from afar, always making sure that her birthplace was well fed, well protected, well taken care of.
jake and chloe discover it's much better to spend eternity with their little family than by themselves
(jake and chloe never knew where they came from. never knew that someone else created them. but they know more than anyone else that anything that has been created can also be destroyed)
#lohst.txt#jake dillinger#chloe valentine#deities au#yes i know gaia/ouranos is basically the same as terra/caelus#let me have this#i lost my train of thought because my brother apparently required i participate in his brief high school musical 2 singalong#so im not happy with rich's origin#i dont like it#something about being created from fire and fire being the thing to 'destroy' him#anyway in my head the squip takes the place of the monster that 'killed' them#and it still is#but now also the thing that created jake and chloe in the first place#like chaos creating gaia in greek mythology#same concept
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Oh no oh no somebody stop me I am on a 3 hours train ride and going through Athelnar tag again.
#athelnar#that shiphurt me so badly#i devoured everything back in 2013#it was one of those ships for me#and it still is#i love you george and your stupid hair and beautiful voice#and i love you travis with your damn eyes#dammit#seamonster talks
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we never painted by the numbers baby but we were making it count..... I've heard this song about a million times but I still love it as much as I did the first time I heard it I think
#summer thunderstorm happy folklore weather everyone#this was the line that upon first listen made me go oh this ones going to be her best yet isnt it#and it still is#it really still is!#personal
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Yeah obviously people under 18 shouldn't read aftg I mean 17 might be fine but idk. I read it back in like 2019 because I heard its similar to six of crows (when I was a minor) and no one gave me any warnings about the book, I think that's a big problem here.
listen it's totally understandable that a teen picks up the book because the characters and overall themes are very catchy. i've seen many fans doing lists of trigger warnings (which are literally everything) but the book doesn't warn about that, and i don't remember picking up any book that does. i think that the age of the characters is borderline young adult with new adult, but the themes and the way they are explicitly narrated definitely is for adults which makes it kinda confusing? still. the eternal conversation about how to rate books you know. i personally recommend the book to a really reduced group of people, and definitely not to people younger than 18. and this will come as an asshole, which i am, but i know a lot of teens are attracted to violence (me) so i don't think this kinda narrative helps with everything going on in their developing brain.
now buddy, who lied to you.... like who compares it to six of crows, other than the found family trope it has nothing to do with it.
#i apologize for the long answer#aftg#all for the game#i know around 2015 when it became more popular it was listed amongst other tumblr favourites#and it still is#but comparing it to six of crows is so funny#because what???
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Look.
I didn't like season 2, okay? I think I've been very clear about that. I didn't like the way it didn't give anyone proper character development, I didn't like where it left Ed and Stede, and I certainly didn't like what it did to Izzy. I wasn't attached to a season 3. Let's be honest, I probably would've watched it. (Okay, I definitely would've, I'm not proud.) But I wasn't, shall we say, optimistic.
HOWEVER
I want to talk about why I'm sad anyway. Because this show changed my life. Truly. I mean it. I know I'm not nearly the first person to say that, I know it's a common experience. And that makes it all the more special.
I found OFMD in February 2023. Nearly one year ago. I'd been hearing things about it, but I hadn't sat down to watch it because I was, it turns out, horrifically depressed. I shied away from things, and tv shows especially, that I knew would make me feel things. And then, three weeks before I watched it, I finally went on meds. And then, finally, I watched season 1. I watched it in two sittings. And it lit me up like nothing had in a very long time, if ever. I thought the part of me that cared about things this way was long dead. I felt like a new person.
A lot happened all at the same time. OFMD came to me right when I was ready for it. It helped me begin to explore non-binary womanhood. It got me writing again, after a very very long time, and in ways I'd never been able to access before. It woke my mind up, and connected it back to my heart.
I'll never be able to be grateful enough for that. We can quibble over the details (and, believe me, I intend to continue to do so), but the show struck some kind of lightning. The right people were behind pens, and drawing boards, and characters. The right people made it onto that screen.
I'm still writing. It's slower now, that initial feverish pitch I felt having been significantly tempered. But I'll offer up the characters I love for you, again and again and again, long after the lights have come down.
I don't think any of us could've dreamt this queer magic, we tiny queer weirdos desperately reaching out for the smallest morsels for so, so long but, for a moment, we had it, and it showed us that it's possible. I hope to see what's coming next.
#you know what i didn't think i'd feel sappy about this#i wasn't that affected over the news initially#and i'm still not devastated the way a lot of people seem to be#(and i see you and i'm sorry you're so sad)#(i'm hugging you!!)#but it is shit that we didn't get the rounded out story it was always meant to be#i loved it though#i loved how it made me feel and who it made me think i could be#it was imperfect and really quite irritating at times#but damn it it was ours#and it still is#they can't take that away from us#besides#there's fanfic for that#onwards my dear ones#ever onwards#our flag means death
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bright eyes is such a snowdrop song </3
#it has always been what i'd listen to when she was ill#especially when she had myxo#it was so comforting#and it still is#especially since it's from watership down#i have her candle burning right now with her teddy and her vial of fur next to it (safely ofc)
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It just rained really hard for, like, a minute, then immediately stopped, because apparently the entire borough has been transported into Minecraft.
#technically minecraft#the funny thing is that it has been ridiculously hot for the past week or so#and it still is#but then it just. vomited rain everywhere in the approximate amount of time it took me to make a basic post on one of my other blogs
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Paramore has simply never let me down and they never will I will be listening to nothing but this album for the foreseeable future
#paramore#this is why#hayley williams#zac farro#taylor york#I was a freshman in college when after laughter came out and it’s been my favorite album of all time since#not paramore album. just. album#and it still is#but this is why? a masterpiece#Hayley Williams my beloved
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Awoo. But in like deerful way
#I have taken the good pain meds and I'm in the fuzzy world where nothing hurts#I did not how much pain I was actually in#Because the past month has been endless stress and anxiety#And it still is#But I'm so high I don't care!#I forgot how to relax under all that#Now I forgot how to not relax#Fascinating
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