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Would like to respectfully throw my uterus into the sun
#in my 8 years of having my period. I have been on time maybe. twice?#AND TODAY I HAVE TO BE ON TIME!?#I HAVE A FUCKING CONCERT TO GO TO 😭😭#like instead of vibing in the shower this morning I was almost crying thinking about how I don't have any friends#and I've never been anyone's first choice#et cetera et cetera#and I've actually got anxiety cause I'm looking forward to the concert I love the artist#but I'm going with my brother which. I don't know if we have a good relationship or not#I'm just on guard around him ever since he said I was a bad person and treat everyone horribly a few weeks ago#which made me feel v suicidal 🙃🙃#also I'm trying to get over this fact but I ordered a shirt from etsy#to wear to this concert#in MAY#and it hasn't arrived#so I requested a refund ofc#and I have a different outfit I can wear I was just. really looking forward to wearing this shirt#trying to not cry over that because in reality it's NOT that big of a deal but it feels like a big deal to me#also I don't have all the lyrics to the set memorized? which im nervous of actually?#idk guys im just. im so not fucking feeling great rn which sucks cause todays supposed to be a good day
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SNOW BOTS ARE BACK BABE, IF IT WILL BE LIKE THAT EVERY YEAR I MIGHT DIE ONE DAY OF HAPPINESS WHEEEZE (I mean, drawing them like that is so much faster, plus colors, plus snow, plus they all are alive, COME ON IT'S A DREAM) Go smooch @keferon and everyone who makes "everyone is happy" content wheeeeeze
#snow bots au#transformers#maccadam#OF COURSE I GOT MY BOIS BACK#They have a car they ride separately and they like to show the car off#Perceptor#Brainstorm#Hook#Scavenger#and others from their “family” but they are not seen or it is my hand begging me to stop it hasn't recovered fully yet bruh#I bet Minimus and Megatron are already inside sipping tea and watching them going inside the building#I already wonder if since it is the second year like this#Maybe Optimus also somehow found this place to relax after many years and just sees them all#And Megatron#I want them to recover here too ngghhh#I also was thinking of scavengers and Grimlock but ahah I have a feeling they hang out in a bit different places where less people#ALSO EHEGHEGEHEEH it's so cool to think of every group arriving together or separately in different days#I have a feeling that Tailgate Cyclonus and Whirl will arrive pretty late. Alway forgetting something and coming back because of it until#they just “OH just leave it be let's go already”#Group of docs arriving almost as the first ones#Okay I better run I didn't even have breakfast just jumped on it the moment saw it coming back
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some discworld designs
#discworld#twoflower#rincewind#lord vetinari#carrot ironfoundersson#my copy of sourcery hasn't arrived yet >:(#i lack motivation to draw a big fancy rendered piece#save me various characters posing over a blank background
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throwing myself at her feet
#rote#realm of the elderlings#the fool#beloved#lady amber#art#fanart#sorry in my artblock era 👍 fool's quest hasn't arrived yet
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TAG YOURSELF‼️‼️ I'M B ‼️‼️
Something I noticed with some Papyrus fans I've met, you can also be both
(......oh why did I create this........)
#computer hasn't arrived yet and I'm falling into madness 😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞#I#I DON'T KNOW#I THINK THIS IS#WHY DID I MAKE THIS#undertale#papyrus#undertale papyrus
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I got the chance to draw this 2 page comic for the @destinytriofanzine and of course I took it! Both the zine and the merch are 100% pure destiny trio goodness <3 If you missed your chance to get them earlier, then I'm excited to inform you that the leftover store is open!
#destiny trio#kingdom hearts#fan zine#zine#comic#digital#games#my bundle hasn't arrived yet but aaaaaaa i can't waitttttt QwQ#from what i've seen everything looks beautiful and of good quality!
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i can't post it bc i know she follows me but you're not fucking ready for what i got my oldest bestest friend in the world for her birthday
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One thing I would love to see in the companion support group is Yaz bringing up Tegan's "we used to be you" line and assuming that Tegan and Ace also fancied their respective Doctors.
Several minutes later, Ace is still on the floor, laughing her head off and shrieking "that's my dad!".
Meanwhile, Tegan has the most appalled and horrified look on her face.
Mel has to gently explain to Yaz that Tegan's relationship to the Doctor was more like that of a daughter-in-law, before Tegan interjects to insist that her and Nyssa were just best friends no really will you all stop saying that-*.
(*no-one believes this, least of all Tegan).
#doctor who#yasmin khan#yaz#thasmin#thirteenth doctor#ace mcshane#seventh doctor#tegan jovanka#fifth doctor#tegan/nyssa#nyssa/tegan#companion support group#for the purposes of this post nyssa hasn't arrived on earth and had her happily-ever-after with tegan yet#but it would be funnier if this happened after nyssa had turned up
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What are your headcanons about Marcille's mom if you have any? It's interesting that what drew Donato to her was cause she lived the history he studied, or that was said somewhere at least. She must've had an interesting life.
so this was going to be just a normal answer but then I realized I have a Lot of Things To Say. so here goes, a compilation of what we know for a fact from the canon, what I've extrapolated from the visual cues and details, and my theories based on all of that.
Things we know for a fact about Marcille's mother because they were explicitly stated in the manga and supplemental materials:
She was a court mage for a Tall-man kingdom at the southern part of the Northern Continent
Donato, a court historian, fell in love with her because she had lived through the history he was studying, and he courted her for 17 years (age 15 to 32) before getting married
She was a cheerful person who rarely showed extreme emotion and took things as they came
She always cooked a huge meal for Marcille on her birthdays
She remarried a gnome after Donato's death and a short distance away from Marcille's childhood home
Pipi, Marcille's pet bird, was actually older than Marcille and originally belonged to her mother (bird died at 62)
She was extremely heartbroken when Donato died and ultimately ended up instilling a deep fear of mortality in Marcille with her words
the only time she showed extreme emotion in front of her family was when Donato could no longer eat his favourite dish near the end of his life.
She scolded Marcille for being cruel to ants (implying she can have a stern side when needed)
Things that are explicitly shown but mostly through visual cues
She has a very distinctive style of dress always involving a ribbon choker (mirroring Marcille's habit of always wearing a matching choker with any of her outfits that don't cover her neck)
She was almost stereotypically good at housekeeping and traditionally "wifely" things (very frequently depicted wearing an apron or doing some domestic chore when not at work, seems to have been an avid cook).
She knits? (also, note the affectionate smile as she's looking at Donato and Marcille reading a book together in the full panel)
She was as excited for Marcille's milestones as Donato was.
She didn't tell Marcille much about elven food
(there are a couple things that this panel in particular implies:
She lived a good deal of her life (if not being born and raised) in a mainly elven country in the West, implied by her knowing enough of an elven region's cuisine to prefer Tall-man food over it
seems to have a pretty carefree and casual demeanour overall, if this is how she replied to Marcille asking her about it (sounds like she never gave her culinary preferences that much thought to begin with)
slightly related to number 2, it seems like she and Marcille had a fairly casual parent-child dynamic (especially in comparison to the Toudens' memory of their father)
(local elf tastes Italian food once and never goes back))
However, she seems a lot more... serious in most of the other times we see her? Almost like the very stereotypical archetype of a graceful elf.
Subsequent conclusions about her personality:
Usually pretty carefree and cheerful at home, has been a loving and attentive parent throughout Marcille's childhood (while not being so doting that she didn't discipline Marcille).
Slightly more conjectural theories on her personality:
Had a much more graceful and professional personality at work, which would explain the more serious portraits we see of her.
Given that both she and Donato had positions at the royal court, it seems a little odd that she'd go out of her way to do all the housework herself, so maybe she just enjoyed doing it?
Now taping all the evidence together and toeing the line between analysis and fanfiction:
It's clear that she loved Donato very much and was utterly devastated by losing him. But there's one thing that really stuck out to me in what little we see of her:
Doesn't she seem... angry? The way she's gritting her teeth, clutching the tablecloth, and how this is the first and only time we see her eyes opened that wide. In the following panel, you see her being quiet and dejected after her initial outburst. She's still crying very intensely, but her brows are furrowed, and she's not really responding to Donato's affection in her body language.
We're not told the details of how she felt about losing Donato other than that it upset her. But this, to me, implies that she was angry and resented that he was aging, that the end of his life was approaching. An "it's not fair" type of preemptive grief. And if this was the first and last time she cried like this in front of her family, she was either very good at coping in private... or very bad at letting herself feel unpleasant emotions until they become unavoidable and end up overwhelming her.
It's not too remarkable a detail on the surface. It's even reminiscent of what the audience has seen of Marcille. But... when it comes to the big picture, you'd think an elf who voluntarily chose to marry a tall-man and have a half-elf child would have been better prepared for this.
It kind of recontextualizes her cheerfulness to me.
"I'm sure everything's gonna be okay!" (or some variation thereof, depending on what translation you have).
And this is stated to contrast her extreme grief when finally confronting Donato's failing body and eventual death. But I'm wondering if... maybe this optimism was why she was so upset. What if she went into all of it thinking "everything's gonna be okay"? What if she was a little young by elven standards, and just followed her heart thinking that her own resilience would get her through anything?
Of course, only to get completely overwhelmed when she actually loses Donato. She turns into a completely different person. And that's heartbreaking on its own-- but what the audience sees is the effect it had on Marcille. Can you imagine being her, watching your invincible and upbeat mother suddenly lose all the light in her eyes in one go?
I've already made a huge post about how I think Marcille models her "work persona" off her mother, but another thing that stuck with me as I was looking for more details in the manga was this:
copy pasting from the other post i made about it lmao it's like... the second she resigns herself to lifelong pain and terror, there's another portrait of her mother facing her like this. with their heads bowed, in mirrored body language of resignation and despair and sorrow. Except it's posed like Marcille is still looking at her mother but her mother is looking away.
It took me a second to realize, but I think that it's a visual metaphor for the fact that Marcille's mother was the only long-lived role model she had-- and she failed to model healthy grief for her daughter. I don't say this as an accusation or to disparage her as a character, but just as a matter of fact. In her, Marcille was seeing herself older and losing a short-lived spouse or loved one of her own, and all she saw was hopelessness.
But her mother didn't mean to instill hopelessness and terror in her. She wasn't really thinking of how it would truly affect Marcille at all (at least, that's how I'm interpreting her looking down and away from Marcille in the metaphor), she was just sad. And she, in her own way, was trying to protect her daughter and help her prepare for future losses.
What she meant was "loss is inevitable, and you have to learn how to be in pain but live on anyway." What Marcille heard was "loss is inevitable, and you will be scared and hurt for the rest of your life."
Again. Marcille's mother doesn't feature explicitly in the story the way her father does -- but in so many ways, her shadow, her silhouette, her reflection is always hanging over Marcille.
All that to say... headcanon-wise (everything from here on is 100% without evidence lmao), I'd like to think that she matured and realized that she failed Marcille. I imagine her being regretful about it, wanting a chance to fix it but never finding a way to insert herself back into Marcille's life when Marcille is so so so busy becoming the most accomplished mage possible. I imagine her being herself again, now, so many years after her loss and after remarrying -- but with her cheerfulness tempered with a lot more wisdom and the pain of having gone through loss like that. I think the second Marcille actually tells her what happened in the dungeon, she'd want to go running to her daughter again -- if Marcille tells her the full truth instead of just being embarrassed she let things get that far. (oh, the tragedy of her wanting to be more like her mother and an accomplished adult who doesn't need to be babied... being embarrassed to actually tell her mother how much she fucked up...)
There's also the tension of her having remarried -- I know that there's at least a little bit of resentment that Marcille harbours about that, because she's childish like that at heart even if she makes an effort not to externalize it. I think that her mother would be aware of that, potentially adding to her sense of guilt and apprehension at trying to reappear/intrude on Marcille's life. I honestly don't think Marcille has met her stepfather -- or even considers him a stepfather rather than "mama's new husband" and kind of a total stranger. I think she and her mother actively don't talk about it in their correspondence, like an elephant in the room.
but, ultimately, I think her mother is on her side no matter what. Ancient magic? Dark necromancy? Sure, she'll feel guilty and like she was partially responsible for setting Marcille down such a painful path, but she wouldn't care. that's her daughter!! she would've moved back west and been petitioning for her at the court, buying a house right next to the Canaries barracks and visiting her every day that she wasn't on a mission. And if her husband had opinions on Marcille becoming a "dark arts user," he either gets over it or it's divorce with him. Yes, she might have had her optimism completely humbled by losing Donato like that -- but she's still headstrong and self-assured and she doesn't care what people think of her. It's her way or the highway and she's always going to be in Marcille's corner.
(She also needs a name lol. I went with Juno, just to be cute about "Marcille"s closest real life equivalent being Marcella, which is the female version of Marcellus, which in turn is a diminutive of Marcus, which was derived from Mars. Absolutely in love with Marcille potentially being named after Ares/Mars the fucking god of war btw)
#asks#she could easily be interpreted as distant or neglectful after Donato's death too#with how little involvement she has in Marcille's life/the fact that Marcille doesn't even mention her when talking about her life prospect#and that's fair! I will argue to hell and back that she was a loving parent when Donato was alive#but there's nothing that suggests she remained a loving parent afterwards#I just think that like... parental relationships are so complicated in dungeon meshi#you cannot deny that the toudens' mother loved them dearly but that she failed them both miserably as a parent#and i think it'd be more compelling if Marcille's mother was a little like that too#not a totally and easily dismissable deadbeat#but someone who truly loves her daughter but was only human herself and couldn't be what Marcille needed at a crucial moment#and regrets it deeply#and that the distance between them is mutually self-imposed by complicated feelings of guilt and fear#and a little resentment from Marcille's side that she hasn't really properly processed#I don't know if I'll ever get around to writing it but i had this idea where Marcille does finally spill the beans to her mom and she just#immediately arrives in Melini#and its awkward for a bit but they do finally have a heart to heart and air it all out#and marcille starts freaking out that her marriage is rocky rn bc her new husband wants her to distance herself from marcille#on account of the crimes and all#marcille's like no you can't blow up your marriage for me and her mother just shuts that shit down#'you didn't choose to be born. i was the one who made that choice for you'#'i brought you into this world and i'll be damned if i don't take responsibility for that the entire way'#'you are entitled to *nothing less* than my unconditional love.'#and obviously that's not a sentiment that's exactly healthy as a universal statement about parenthood#but i think its what her mother would believe and what marcille needs to hear#and dungeon meshi does such a fantastic job at just... letting imperfect things just *be* without having to justify it immediately#it expects the audience to do their own critical thinking#and know that its not trying to make sweeping universal statements in every instance#marcilleposting#marcille donato#junoposting
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hello i'm so absolutely sorry to post this but i need financial help. there are a few unforseen expenses that i had to pay out of my savings, on top of our monthly expenses (groceries + transpo + bills). my total money has now dwindled to Php5,700 (or $102 when converted) which won't be enough to survive until next week. even if i get paid on the 30th it'll have to go to the annual car insurance payment due on the first week of december, which will be barely enough. so yeah. really embarrassed to do this but if anyone could help in any way, it would be much, much appreciated. payp*l
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the living image of confusion.
Man I love Mococo
#I never thought I'd find someone worse at spelling than me but fuwawa came running#lmao#frogg art#hololive#mococo abyssgard#finishing drawing this in class because of course my teacher hasn't even arrived yet 💀
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New visual of Buck in the stalag, he looks so tired 🥺
#this is him when his boys aren't looking wondering why bucky hasn't arrived yet#buck cleven#gale cleven#gale buck cleven#mota#masters of the air#clegan#buck x bucky
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physically in a lecture hall spiritually at the prost/senna crash at suzuka 1990
#i think of suzuka 1990 once a day#prost/senna posting because my lecturer hasn't arrived yet#senna ramming prost at 130+mph and then telling people it was justified they could never make me hate him#someone ask me about prosenna PLEASE#formula 1#formula one#f1#classic f1#ayrton senna#alain prost#prosenna
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Lucien,, from mlqc 😔 please and thank you. Also, do you take Comms? ❤️
this dude's hard to draw he's lucky he's my kind of man <///3
regarding comms! not yet BUT i will after i graduate (which is next year) it'll be my main source of income, that's why i'm trying to learn to draw rn. i already have my prices ready actually 😭
my friend and i are also interested in trying out streaming on twitch mostly because it looks fun and it'd be nice as a side hobby.
will you guys still support me if i become a pngtuber twitch streamer who draws art for a living 👉👈😔 (said pngtuber avatar has already been sketched last night as a 'break')
#mr love queen's choice#mr love lucien#mlqc lucien#my art#anon#ask#i think i'm too productive.....#paypal acc is not ready yet#hopefully i can set it up#my national id hasn't arrived yet it's been 3 years
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So this chapter was just all the husbands and sons are going to face near death experiences and we're cheering because they got screentime.
#My man hasn't arrived yet#But I think he'll come too#lookism webtoon#lookism#lookism manhwa#lookism thoughts#park jonggun#gun park
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dont mind me, im just watching the gravity falls countdown
#gravity falls#its gonna get weird#maybe#idk what to expect#but excited nonetheless#the book of bill#my copy still hasn't arrived!? please im dying :(((
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