#and it HAD AN ENDING!!! THAT ACTUALLY GOES ALONG WITH ME WAKING UP???
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guy wakes up in a place he recognizes but doesn't know why or how he got there. he's a bit confused but he lives out the next few hours just like he normally would, just a bit dazed. but once he goes to sleep, it immediately restarts back to where he woke up.
he realizes this is a time loop... but something is different about it.
he realizes pretty quickly that this is some sort of dreamscape. it's a time loop, but for some reason, things around him do change, and he can pretty easily change things too just by thinking of them, like a lucid dream. but he always wakes up in media res once it gets to some sort of end point, and no one else around him remembers previous loops.
as he's trying to figure out what the goal is to end the loop, he's suddenly thrown for a loop when he's attacked and killed by someone he's never seen before. he wakes back up, shaken, but at least it was something new and out of his control.
he starts to go about as he had been but is killed again. faster and faster, sooner and sooner after he wakes up, he's killed by increasingly horrifying ways, all because of this other dude. finally, it stops when he manages to get a word in to the other guy before he's killed. turns out this guy is also in the time loop, and our guy was the first thing he saw that was different. thinking he was the test, or had something to do with it, he attacked him. his time was reset, so he knew he was onto something, hence the repeat killings. he was obviously taking this a lot harder than the first guy.
they decided to work together and figure out a way to stop the loop. they could both affect things with their lucidity and they tested what they could do. they could do a lot, though none of it seemed to matter. if one of them died, or got to some sort of "end point," they'd both reset. they slowly stopped really trying to get out and started just enjoying their time. they imagined things they'd always wanted to experience or see, and it would happen. it was fun.
eventually, they started noticing a certain girl was around more than any other person. she didn't seem to also be in a time loop, but she wouldnt completely forget who they were with each reset, either. they decided to befriend her and bring her along because it was nice to have company after all this time. she enjoyed the experiences they were conjuring but didn't find it incredibly impossible like a real life person would at seeing what was essentially magic. typical dream-based character acceptance behavior.
at one point, they're sitting on the pavement of a parking lot watching the sunset they thought up of, just talking casually. guy one notices that the sunset starts moving backward and forward in time, rhythmically, preventing the sun from setting. things would "escape" their control sometimes, but he realized the sun was going up and down at the same rhythm that the girl was rocking back and forth. she simply looked upon it in calm awe, not acknowledging that she may be influencing it. before guy one could say anything, guy two reached past him and shot her in the head.
time did not reset.
things went on, as much as it does in a dreamscape time loop, and they had settled into some kind of pattern of normalcy. most days they didn't even talk about trying to get out of there. they were able to carve some comfort out of their situation.
eventually, guy two runs up to guy one with the girl. he's excited and says he's thought of another thing to try to get them out. he says they just need to get into a truck and drive backwards really fast. confused, guy one asks why he thinks this would work at all. guy two says he has no idea. he just knows it'll work. he has a feeling.
so they go to an open nature area with a long road and conjure up a pickup truck. guy two is driving, with guy one in the passenger seat and the girl in the small backseat. guy two revs up and barrels backwards, whooping and celebrating the stunt, saying they're getting out of here.
guy one sees the trees whip by. they go over a bridge crossing a lake. the sky is bright with sun. he looks at guy two. his eyes are wild, his mouth in a gruesome open smile as he hollers. the girl in the backseat simply looked on in ignorant bliss.
guy one knew then.
he opened his door and jumped out, tucking and rolling. as he did, he thought about the truck barreling backwards off a cliff. when he stopped and got up, he saw just that. time slowed as the truck lost traction with the road and started to soar. guy two's face fell as he saw guy one standing there, looking down at them from the edge, face solemn. a look of shocked realization spread across his face as he descended towards the ground below.
then i woke up with a splitting headache. so. i guess i escaped the time loop???
#this is all 1000% true btw#all of this happened. i actually left OUT some details but these were the story beats#literally as i was waking up i thought this was a black mirror episode or something that i was remembering#i edited it out eventually but i first started this post with 'can someone tell me if this was a dream or something ive seen before'#cuz i started writing as soon as i woke up#as i became more lucid i realized it was a million percent a dream lol#but holy shit. how meta???#my dreams are often like movies like this but i haven't had one in a lonnng time#and they're never about THIS sort of thing#and it HAD AN ENDING!!! THAT ACTUALLY GOES ALONG WITH ME WAKING UP???#it's actually kinda freaking me out. a little bit#dream#dreams#dream diary#time loop#lucid dreaming#to be clear i was not lucid dreaming but the characters were lol#it was half third person half pov of guy one#mine#writing#dude this dream had acts. sorry structure. consistent plot. an ending that tracks with the beginning. hello?
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#tag talk#had a new therapist appointment today. she seems nice and I think we'll probably get along.#I complained about growing up queer and christian and she complained about her bible thumping sister so I complained about my little brother#who is the same flavor of dogmatic religious and as long as it doesn't ever turn into her genuinely complaining about stuff to me we're good#I'm always bad at open ended questions like âtell me about yourselfâ but I can go off for an hour with a prompt like âdo you have any kids?â#I woke up my laptop an hour ahead because it's so fuckin old it needs the time to wake up but my pc doesn't have a webcam so laptop it is.#I got a headset that connects with a bluetooth dongle because my pc network card doesn't have onboard bluetooth and it's nice#cause I don't have to worry about audio cords and I can walk around the house while still connected to call.#so many people I vc with have issues with headphones and mics unplugging all the time and I'm like hah I'm better than you.#anyway. we'll see how it goes. she was nice and wasn't sarcastic or passive aggressive so better than the first person I saw here.#and she actually responds to my comments and asks questions instead of just silently listening so better than my last actual therapist.#fourth time's the charm maybe. we'll see. I'm also in a place where I can get even more done myself with just a little external motivation#so even if she's not remarkably insightful I'm in a better place mentally so with a bit of external impetus I can get even more done now.#I picked weekly instead of biweekly because I will forget stuff so fucking fast if I pick biweekly and I can schedule it further away later#if I decide that's what I want/need/can handle. but yeah. new stuff#I still to call their dental department about a checkup cause it's been since 2019 since I got an actual checkup.#I brush and floss and mouthwash because I'm paranoid of having an issue without immediate dental care so I'm prolly fine#but it would be nice to be sure about it instead of just presuming and guessing.#once again thanks for socialized healthcare even if it is pretty garbage in the US it's absolutely better than nothing.#if/when I want gender surgery shit it'll probably be a whole-ass issue but for the entry-level shit it's very manageable.#anyway. I almost forgot about my scheduled appointment because when my brain is nervous about stuff it chooses to forget about it#which has cause problems in the past and certainly will again in the future but I remembered early enough that I didn't try and shower#cause deadass one time I had to hop out of the shower to take a scheduled Dr call cause I forgot about it#if my music hadn't paused I wouldn't have noticed.#no big deal just me talking about important medical treatment stuff buck ass nude full thang swangin#anyway. hopefully good things in the future perhaps.#I have to go shower for real now. byeeeeee
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Dating Headcanons F.H
What itâs Like to Date Five Hargreeves
Pairings â Five Hargreeves x Reader (pronouns not specified)
Summary â My headcanons for if you were Fiveâs lover.
Warnings â opinions, no plot, itâs all over the place, last one is semi-NSFW.
A/N â i try to avoid nsfw with five because yk.. in the show, heâs physically thirteen but this one was too funny not to add. letâs all just pretend there was a happy ending okay đđ. i wrote this before season four came out so letâs pretend it ended happily.
â if you want another version where itâs just headcanons of you and five in the apocalypse iâm down for that.
â I see headcanons where Five is straight up mean, manipulative, and where heâs just using you.
â To me, thatâs not Five being in love with you. Have you seen how he treats Delores? HEâS SO SWEET TO HER.
â So if youâre his lover, he will give you princess treatment like no other, holy shit.
âHeâll prepare breakfast so itâs ready to be eaten when you wake up.
â He thinks breakfast in bed is a recipe for disaster so he never does that.
â If you take a while to wake up heâll wake you up.
â âMy love, breakfast is ready.â Heâll whisper into your ear before pressing a kiss onto your temple, then one on your forehead, then your nose⊠then finally a chaste kiss on your lips.
â Heâll tuck you in bed at night and make sure youâre all snug before leaving. If you canât sleep heâll read to you.
â With him around, you genuinely never have to open a door. In addition to paying for every meal, he always walks on the outside of the sidewalk. He also pulls the chair out for you when you sit and showers you with praise.
â Sometimes the praise is simple whispers in your ear because he isnât much into PDA.
â There was never an official wedding, he stole two matching rings and gave one to you.
â Heâd like to have an official wedding.
â If he has to worry about the apocalypse heâll probably neglect you only because he thinks the fate of the world is in his hands.
â He loves going on simple dates, whether itâs at Griddyâs Doughnuts, a simple stroll in the park, or a little painting place.
â Heâs fancy but he doesnât see the point in expensive restaurants. He likes the little things.
â He loves to make and paint pottery with you, itâs his favourite thing to do.
â When he canât sleep heâll come over to your place and sit on the roof with you.
â If you fall asleep heâll Blink into your room and tuck you in, and heâll even leave a note for you to read when you wake up.
â It usually goes along the lines of..
âYou fell asleep, donât worry I made sure you got back in your room and I picked up all your stuffies from the floor and put them on the bed with you.â
â He struggles with insomnia.
â Heâll write you love letters even though itâs more convenient to send a text. He loves you and heâs willing to put effort in love notes.
â His primary love languages are quality time and acts of service.
â He doesnât show much affection in public.
â He doesnât mind holding your hand though.
â Five wonât be afraid to hold your hand, wrap an arm around your shoulders or waist while heâs with his siblings.
â Kisses and hugs are private though.
â Despite being private, he doesnât hide the fact heâs dating you.
â If anyone tries anything on you, Five will glare daggers. If thatâs not enough, heâll threaten them, and if they keep pushing heâll make them bleed (but not too severe đ„°)
â Heâs hella protective.
â You make midnight munchies together.
â Heâll refuse to dance with you in the kitchen at 2am but heâll reluctantly say yes and end up actually enjoying it.
â Same goes for dancing in the rain. He pretends to hate it but he loves it and you know he does.
â You always make pasta or noodles for midnight munchies.
â One time you made cookies and accidentally woke up Klaus who ate the cookie dough before you got to put it in the oven.
â When you guys had sex for the first time Klaus congratulated you and Five with a cake that said âvirginâ in the middle of a đ« and woke you up the next day with confetti.
â sorry, i know i said iâd have a part three to my ben hargreeves fic but i wrote it and didnât edit it.. and it didnât seem entertaining enough to post, iâm sorry.
â if you want headcanons with the apocalypse involved, let me know <3
#five hargreeves#five hargreeves x reader#tua#umbrella academy#the umbrella academy#five x reader#five hargreeves dating headcanons#five hargreeves headcanons#five hargreeves fluff#hargreeves#ben hargreeves#klaus hargreeves#five hargreeves imagine#five x y/n#five#the umbrella academy imagines#the umbrella academy imagine#umbrella academy fluff#umbrella academy scenarios
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Routine
Series Masterpost | Main Masterpost | Support a disabled creator
A/N: Hi everyone! I told you that I had a hubby-treat for you, and it is finally here. Iâm very excited to share this one with you as it is something that Iâve gotten a ton of requests for. You love the simplicity of domestic life, so hereâs the life of Los Peñas after youâve begged to see what their routine looks like. Like always: A huge thanks to @angelofsmalldeath-codeine for being a patient, sweet and talented beta-reader.
Summary: A day in the life of Javier Peña and his growing family.Â
Pairing: Javier Peña x f!reader (no y/n)
Tags: +18, MDNI, hubby!javiâs POV and introspection, pregnant reader, pregnancy symptoms, family dynamics, domestic routines, tooth-rotting domestic bliss, siblings being siblings, married banter, heart-to-hearts, references to Reassess, family conflicts, casanova!javi turned oblivious!javi, javier with a baby needs a warning, handsy and inappropriate!javi, mention of javierâs mother, baby scan talk, hubby being a DAD!, couch cuddles (with and without kids), sex toys (not explicitly a rose but something along the lines, and while I know we are in the 00s, letâs pretend that sucking toys and cordless toys were a thing for the sake of the story), f masturbation, pregnancy sex, consent king javi, teasing, light dom/sub dynamics, dirty talk, light verbal humiliation, nipple play, nipple orgasm, overstim, intense sex, multiple orgasms, m masturbation, wife is an insatiable brat and a screamer, slight dacryphilia, piv sex, rough sex, breeding kink, creampie, slight subdrop, lots of praises and aftercare, baths and hair washing, Â
Word count: 17.2k (sorry)
Link to this work on AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/56355349
Routine
Javierâs alarm goes off at 6:30 AM each morning. He breathes deeply in through his nose as he is woken by the beeping sounds of his alarm clock, pulls his arm out from under the covers where it is wrapped around your waist, and moves it to the button on top of the device. He fumbles to find it for a moment, ending up smacking his hand into the plastic with a grunt.Â
You stir beside him when he falls back down on his back. He rubs his eyes until he sees fireworks behind his lids, moving the hand down to smooth his thumb and forefinger along his mustache.Â
âItâs 6:30,â he then tells you, reaching for your shoulder to shake you gently until you whine a no and cover your face with your arms. He smiles as your half-asleep state makes you no better than his only daughter, âCome on, mi amor (my love). Another day.â
âThank God, itâs Friday,â you mumble, âOne more wake-up routine and I might leave to start a new life as an actually interesting person, maybe a psychic woman.â
âTelling fortunes?â He muses with a goofy smile even if you cannot see him. He reaches to pull your arms away, âCâmon now.â
âYes, maybe,â you give in and sit up, resting your folded hands on top of your pregnant belly, âThe spirits are telling me that you are waking up the queen of this household. Iâll take Seb later.â
You are still on leave after giving birth to Sebastian but after Javier has started his new job, the both of you have discussed the idea of you being a stay-at-home mother for some time after the twins have been born too. You do most of your work on your computer anyway, and if you quit your job, thereâll be plenty of opportunities to do some freelance stuff for extra income. Javier isnât over the moon about you playing the part of the cherry-pie-making housewife but you reason that you only get to experience the kids as kids once which he canât argue with (especially not when he chose a different job for the exact same reason).
âYou sure have a gift, all-seeing wife,â Javier nods in agreement and kisses your lips even as you say you have a terrible case of morning breath. Then, resting on his hands, he bends down to kiss your stomach too, âAnything else MamĂĄ wants?â
âCan you make breakfast?â You blink prettily, âIâll do school lunches and coffee.â
âSure,â he leans over you and smirks when your noses bump together, âHow do you want your eggs? Except fertilized, obviously.â
âJavi,â you scold but giggle and initiate a kiss anyway. He kisses you longingly because he hasnât for eight long hours of sleep. When he pulls back, heat has risen to your cheek, âJust scrambled.â
âYou got it,â he moves and gets out of the bed. It is 6:36 AM now and he calculates the time heâll have to wake up InĂ©s as well as make breakfast if he needs to get in the shower before leaving too. He doesnât have to stress.
âAnd Javi?â You call from the bed.Â
He turns around in the doorway to the master bathroom, âYes?â
âGood morning,â you beam.Â
âGood morning, baby,â he smiles.
He takes a quick moment to wash his face, leaving the door open so you can run back and forth to pee the million times that you need to each morning. He doesnât say anything, just listens to you moving around as you brush your hair and put on soft sweatpants. He tries to imagine what youâll be wearing when he sees you later because you always shower after sending him and the children out of the door. He hopes that you will wear your blue sundress now that it's warmer than ever.Â
When he emerges from the bathroom to plan what he is going to wear for the day, you are already gone and he can hear the radio playing music in the kitchen. He revises his material for todayâs lecture about criminal behavior as he takes a white shirt off its hanger and reaches for a pair of dress pants, but he can barely concentrate when he cannot wait to see you downstairs.
Finishing up his little routine, he walks out of the bedroom and down the hallway upstairs. He knocks once on Lucasâ door before peeking into the room, âLetâs go, muchacho (young man).â
Lucas passes him a moment later, fully dressed and with his school bag over his shoulder. He looks so grown that Javier wants to topple over, âMorning, mijo (my son).âÂ
âDonât worry, Dad. Iâm up,â he smiles.Â
Javier raises a brow, âI can see that. Thanks for making my life easier. Iâll go wake up la monita (the little monkey) then.âÂ
He continues to InĂ©sâ room. She has not woken up yet, deep asleep with the covers half on the floor. She is lying on her stomach with her arms above her head, her mouth agape as she snores gently, her hair an unruly mess, and her pajama top askew on her back.Â
He crouches down by her bed and runs a hand over her back, speaking softly as he wakes her up with the intention of not accidentally startling her, âInĂ©s, mi niña (my girl), itâs time to wake up.â
It takes a whole minute for her to escape the land of the sleeping and release the clutch on her pillow. She furrows her brow, yawns animatedly, and rubs her eyes with her tiny fists in the same way he does every day.Â
âThere she is,â he smiles, âItâs almost seven, we gotta get up for school.âÂ
âI donât wanna,â she complains with a pout and earns a gentle hand running over her hair. She buries her face further into the pillow and looks like sheâs already about to turn to her weapon consisting of crocodile tears.Â
âI donât want to either but Mom is already packing your lunch. Donât you want to see Ava and Jacob?â He helps her sit up, trying to distract her from her tantrum.Â
âAva says her mom is sad,â InĂ©s shakes her head but the accidental opportunity to talk about her troubles makes Javier able to undress her without much fuss. He gives her a sympathetic look. Mira, Avaâs mother, is still divorcing her husband Jonathan, and it is the first time that InĂ©s has been confronted with the idea that not all parents stay together. He nods in understanding, âBut Ava says that her mom is the one who didnât want to be with her daddy anymore.â
âSometimes you can be sad even if itâs a choice you make yourself,â Javier explains as he gets her out of bed, kneeling in front of her on the floor to help her into her underwear and bottoms. He pulls them up over her hips, âMaybe she thought it was nicer to leave so she could not make him sad again.âÂ
InĂ©s listens to his explanation but just as she is about to nod, she frowns and shakes her head instead, âThatâs stupid. Mommy says that you stay and talk about things when you are sad.âÂ
Javier pauses with the blouse you chose for her yesterday in his hands, trying to find the correct way to explain why adults act the way they do to his daughter. Itâs so early in the morning and she had barely been awake two minutes ago. He takes a deep breath before speaking, "Well sometimes grown-ups have disagreements or feelings that are hard to understand, and when those feelings become too strong, they might decide that it's best to be apart instead of being sad together."
InĂ©s furrows her brow even more but raises her arms up in the air to let him pull the blouse over her head, âIs Ava sad too?"Â
Javier pulls her arms out of the sleeves and brushes her hair out of her concerned and skeptical face, "Ava might be feeling sad right now too but she has her friends, you for example, and her family to cheer her up, just like you have me and MamĂĄ.â
InĂ©s falls into him and hugs him, giggling as he picks her up and purposely turns her the wrong way around in his arms until she tells him off with a squeal. She throws her arms around his neck when she finally sits on his hip and kisses his cheek, "I'm glad I have you, PapĂĄ. I love you!"Â
Javier vows that he wonât cry from emotion so early in the morning. He is worse than you sometimes when it comes to these things, chest constricting as tears well up in his throat, âI wouldnât know what to do without you, mi amor (my love). Letâs go get breakfast before we do your hair. How do you want it?â
âPigtails,â she decides loudly as they leave the room.Â
Downstairs, Lucas has chosen cereal for himself and is reading the comic he got last month at the dining table. InĂ©s says hello to him from her seat on Javierâs hip, and he waves back at her until she giggles and hides her face against her fatherâs shoulder.Â
Javier carries her to you as you cut carrot and cucumber slices for her lunchbox. You turn to them.Â
âMorning, MamĂĄ!â She chirps happily and you give her a kiss.Â
âHi, baby,â you reply and notice the faint traces of tears in the corner of Javierâs eyes. You raise your brows, âDid you give your dad any trouble?âÂ
âWe had a little chat about Mira and Jonathan,â he explains quickly and stuffs a carrot in InĂ©sâ mouth before walking to plop her down on a dining chair. InĂ©s chews and immediately gets enchanted by her older brother, looking at the pictures of Spiderman on the pages in front of them while asking him to explain.Â
âAre you okay?â You put a hand on his arm, rubbing affectionately all the way up to the back of his neck. He reaches to put his hand on top of yours and smiles reassuringly.
âJust got a love declaration of the ages,â he explains before letting go. He moves to open the fridge and calculates the amount of eggs heâll need.Â
âAhh, sentiment,â you say with a knowing smile. Without a word, you get a pan out for him and place it on the stove, working with him in a symbiotic manner that he grows more and more fond of with each passing morning you spend together as a family.Â
He cracks the eggs out into a bowl to make sure there are no shells and then starts scrambling them whilst you click the button on the coffee machine. Soon, the delicious smell of fresh coffee and breakfast fills up the room and you open a window to let the sound of chirping birds join the music on the radio.Â
âEat up, weâre leaving in 45 minutes,â he places the plate in front of InĂ©s and kisses her hair. She takes the fork you bring a second after and stabs the eggs with determination.Â
She chatters excitedly about the plans for her day between bites of eggs and looks outraged when Lucas occasionally steals a piece from her plate. He makes a peace offering by moving his chair closer to hers so he can hold the comic in front of them both.Â
Javier goes to pour coffee into his favorite mug whilst you have tea and you eat the rest of the scrambled eggs directly from the pan together with him. He admires you whilst you rest against the kitchen table, having a conversation with your kids whilst nourishing your twin babies.Â
As the comfortable morning routine proceeds, he catches your eyes from across the room and you smile so tenderly each time. Rays of sunlight are coming in from the window, dancing over the fabric of your comfortable clothes and making your already glowing skin glow even brighter as you hold the mug of tea in both hands. He knows how lucky he is to have this life with you after the chaotic years of his youth. Who knew that life could start when one thought it was over?
He recalls the very first time he laid eyes on you and how he knew he wanted to marry you by the end of the night (you still donât believe this). He remembers thinking that he didnât deserve a life with you and all the love you brought with you, remembers how you said that the only thing that mattered was whether he wanted it or not. He has never once wavered from this want since you allowed him to kiss you for the first time.Â
Lost in thought, he almost doesnât realize that you have started to move around the kitchen to clear the table and stuff the lunchboxes into each respective school bag. He takes a brief moment more to longingly gaze after you.Â
You are so graceful in your fourth pregnancy even if you deny it each time he compliments you, your stomach a bump so round and plenty visible already. The both of you are nearly four months into what has been the biggest shock of your lives. All the time, he thinks back to how difficult it was to conceive the first two of his kids and feels a tug in his chest of endless gratitude for being a father.Â
He could never describe the flood of pride that had erupted in his heart when he went from being a father of three to suddenly being a father of almost five in a matter of a single second you spent together in an ob-gyn's office on a regular Tuesday morning. He remembers seeing your overwhelmed and tear-stained face when you had thrown yourself back into the examination chair with simultaneous happiness and panic flashing in your eyes. The babble of words was barely comprehensible but they made him kiss your eyelids until you gave him a smile.Â
He had called you his very best girl when the doctor had left to give you both a moment of privacy, held your trembling hand, and told you that he would be right there with you every step of the way, which seemed to calm you instantly. He is grateful that he has that effect on you just as you have the very same effect on him. He knows he can never feel what itâs like to bear children but he knows that every fiber of his body tells him that he will never allow you to be scared if he can help it.
These days, he wonât even allow you to be exhausted either which is why he picks up InĂ©s from her seat again and carries her upstairs to the bathroom. When pregnant, you always pack the car with Lucas instead of walking around with your preschooler on your hip.Â
âRight,â he hooks a foot around the leg of the stool underneath the sink and drags it out so InĂ©s can stand on it. She grabs the edge of the sink and makes a face in the mirror now that sheâs tall enough to admire herself, âPigtails, wasnât it?â
InĂ©s nods eagerly when Javier gets out the box of hair ties from underneath the cabinet next to the sink, âI want the Minnie Mouse bows.â
âExcellent choice,â Javier praises as he reaches for her hairbrush too. He combs her hair, starting at the bottom and gradually going upwards just like you have taught him the second that he became a father to a little girl. You had even made a hair boot camp, sitting on the couch and nursing InĂ©s whilst he practiced a few different hairstyles that you would rate on a scale of one to ten.Â
He parts InĂ©sâ hair down the middle and starts with the right pigtail, gathering all the hair in his hand with the help of the brush. His daughter grimaces at the slight tug but then her face lights up as she remembers something.
âDaddy! Mommy says I have to do my daily affirmations before school!â She beams at him in the mirror, excited because complimenting herself clearly makes her feel good. Javier cannot believe how fantastic of a mother you are because it would have never even occurred to him that this was the simplest way of teaching his children to be kind to themselves.Â
âAlright, letâs hear them, mija (my daughter),â he says and finishes the second pigtail. He takes a step back, holding his daughterâs head in place like you have taught him to make sure the hairstyle is symmetrical. Satisfied, he looks at the digital clock on top of the cabinet. He figures they can spare the two minutes it takes.Â
InĂ©s looks herself in the eye when he has let go of her again. She straightens her back like she has seen cartoon characters do, admiring her reflection, and starts reciting with a big smile on her little face.Â
âI am smart.â
Yes, she is. Sometimes too smart for her own good. Javier smiles. Thereâs a pause.Â
âI am brave.â
The bravest.
âI have good ideasââ she halts, turning around to look at him with a frown as if it wouldnât have the same effect if she had simply sent him the look through the bathroom mirror, âDaddy, you have to say it too.â
She watches him expectantly and he cannot bear to let her down even if he feels slightly embarrassed to talk so highly about himself out loud. He takes a deep breath, a weird feeling in his chest as he meets his own gaze, âI am smart. I am brave. I have good ideas.â
âGood, Daddy!â InĂ©s radiates joy and sports a big toothy grin. She says another one, âI can say no.â
Javier doesnât catch on to the fact that he has to keep going. InĂ©s turns around to him again with her hands in her sides, âNow you say it, Daddy!â
âInĂ©sâŠâ He chuckles and feels slightly apprehensive. Vulnerability isnât something he is insecure about but the act of openly saying such nice sentiments to himself hits a nerve somewhere in his chest, imitating a feeling of performance anxiety that he only recognizes from the times he has gone to an exam.Â
âMommy says it makes us feel good inside,â InĂ©s doesnât let it go, dragging out the minute that he has put aside for this. He knows thereâs no way around this and he knows that you would tell him to lead by example. He pretends to cough in an attempt to hide his hesitation, knowing that his confidence and self-love will only fuel his childrenâs. What more could he want as a father?
âI can say no,â he tells his reflection.
âI can do hard things,â InĂ©s continues. Javier repeats it.
âI am a good friend,â she proudly voices and he hugs her from behind to parrot each word, tightening his arms around her more and more until eventually, he tickles her when she has said her last sentence, âI am loved. Thereâs no one I would rather be than myself.â
She squeals with delight and slight panic, laughing in his arms in the loud and free manner that only a child can. He gets filled up with warmth and baby fever, trying his hardest to compose himself since they have to leave soon even if he just wants to keep going.Â
âTime to brush your teeth and pee before we leave, monita (little monkey),â he tells her and she follows through without any protest.Â
When he has told her to help you finish packing her bag, he gets his clothes from the bedroom and gets in for a quick shower. He washes his hair and body, scrubbing his beard with his fingers while revising his material one last time.Â
At last, he stands in front of the mirror, putting on his watch, buckling his belt, and fixing the collar of his crisp white shirt. He finishes with his cologne, shaking his sleeve upward on his arm after brushing his teeth to check the time. 7:37 AM.
âDo you have everything?â You ask when everyone is back in the kitchen again.
âI hate leaving you alone all day,â Javier mumbles as you hand over his bag along with InĂ©sâ school bag. Despite Javierâs hands being full, you still place your palms on his chest and kiss him on the mouth.
âThen stop getting me pregnant,â you whisper against his mouth.Â
âBut itâs just so fun,â he notes and kisses you a few times more when you try to pull away, âThey should stop making it so fun. You should stop making me feel so good.â
âDad,â Lucas interrupts you with a grimace, âWeâre gonna be late.â
âAlright, out the door, all of you,â you scratch Javierâs chest briefly before walking out of the room to the front door. You hold it open and watch the three of them scuttling out of the house. Javier wants to count the hours before he gets to see you again.
âAnd remember, Daddyâs picking you up after school today!â You yell from the door and he turns to walk backwards to the car with a grin on his face. He hears InĂ©s cheer at this fact and secretly, he wants to cheer himself because he never gets to do it. You have an appointment with your ob-gyn doctor later to check if everything is alright with the babies, something they have insisted on since they found out there were two. Heâll have to leave work early but itâll give him more time with his children in the afternoon.Â
He checks each of their seat belts to make sure theyâre secure, hesitating for just a second as he gets ready to close the car door, âHands inside the car, câmon.â
InĂ©s throws her palms up and he pushes the car door shut with a smile before walking around the front, tapping the hood with his knuckles and waving at you one last time. You smile widely and mouth that you love him. You close the door, and he only starts the car when he sees you in the kitchen window.Â
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The car ride to school is fairly short but it consists of Javier listening to a lot of happy chatter about nothing from InĂ©s in the way only a four-year-old can do. In the ten minutes it takes, he manages to answer questions about why the sky is blue, why thereâs no such thing as dragons in Texas, if there are twin ladybugs just like there are twins in your tummy, and if she can try driving the car later.Â
Lucas only joins in when she asks whether they can get a dog. He grabs at the back of his fatherâs seat and lifts himself as far forward as the seat belt will allow only to get told to sit back down.Â
âA dog is a big responsibility, you know,â Javier swings the car into a parking spot. He looks back over the seat after turning off the engine, âMommy and I have you and Seb to take care of, and the twins eventually too.â
âNunca vamos a tener un perro (weâre never gonna get a dog),â Lucas grumbles and throws himself back into the seat. He crosses his arms over his chest and looks out the window.Â
âNever?â InĂ©sâ eyes widen.
âOye, eso no es lo que dije (hey, thatâs not what I said),â Javier replies, pocketing the car keys, âIâm just saying that weâll have our hands full soon.â
âThatâs not my fault and I didnât even want more siblings,â Lucas says under his breath and InĂ©s squirms in her seat at the tension in the tiny space.Â
âHey, thatâs not fair. I donât want you saying things like that,â Javier says firmly.Â
Lucas huffs. For once, InĂ©s is quiet.Â
âLook at me,â Javier tells him and his son reluctantly finds his gaze again, âWe donât talk about each other like that and we especially donât make each other feel unwanted.â
Thereâs a painful mixture of shame, vulnerability, and frustration on the eight-year-oldâs face, âI know, Dad, Iâm sorry⊠itâs just that sometimes it feels like Iâm the one who has to always give up what I want.â
Javier knows the irony of his previous statement as soon as he hears those words. Accompanied by the look he receives from his son, itâs enough to make him swallow thickly, âIâm sorry, mijo (my son). I didnât mean to make you feel like that.â
Thereâs a pause. Lucas starts to open the door, âItâs okay. I know that youâre right and a dog wonât be happy if we donât have time for it. Thatâs what Mom says anyway.â
He gets out and InĂ©s finally pipes up when theyâre alone. She frowns and looks out the window to watch Lucas stand with his hands clutching the straps of his bag, âCanât we just have a little dog?â
âI have to talk to Mom about it,â he sighs, âLetâs get through this day first.â
The two of them finally get out of the car to join Lucas. Javier locks the car. He starts to lean down over his son, wants to press an affectionate kiss to his hair thatâs so much like his own it hurts, but Lucas shakes him off.Â
âDad,â the eight-year-old bites at him, his tone full of embarrassment. He suppresses a scowl even if itâs only a half-hearted one and instead looks around to see if anyone saw him.Â
Javier straightens again, trying to pretend the slight rejection didnât sting too much. Lucas is turning nine soon but he hadnât guessed that heâd be so much of a preteen already. He has no clue if he is doing okay with him but he vows to get a smile out of him before they part for the day.Â
âIâll talk to Mom about it,â Javier eventually promises. Itâs not untrue.
âWhatever, itâs fine,â Lucas replies with a fake smile and looks away.Â
âLucas, Iâm sorry. I shouldnât have raised my voice at you,â he drops InĂ©sâ bag and thinks fuck it. He crouches down to hold both his arms, rubbing them soothingly, and feels relief at not being rejected again, âI know you really want a dog but you gotta cut your Mom and me some slack here, okay? Weâve never had three kiddos at the same time. Just like youâve never had two siblings before.â
âFour,â his son mutters.Â
âItâll be okay,â he tells him with a smile. He is steadfast as he continues, âAnd I mean it, I will talk to Mom but her verdict is final. Sheâs the pregnant one.â
âOkay,â Lucas says with uncertainty.
âOkaaay,â he parrots to him in a silly voice with a gentle squeeze.Â
âOkay,â Lucas says with a little laugh.Â
âOkay,â InĂ©s chimes in with excitement.Â
Lucas laughs genuinely this time and Javier feels his heart leap. He picks up the bag from the ground and stands once more, only to bend down and kiss his sonâs hair, âSchool waits. InĂ©s and Iâll see you later.â
âBye, Dad, bye, InĂ©s,â he nods, âI love you.â
âI love you too!!!â InĂ©s yells loudly and Javier takes her hand with the one not carrying her bag.Â
âLove you, mijo (my son).â
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The next stop is InĂ©sâ classroom. She runs a few meters in front of him the whole way there but because of her little legs, he never gets too far behind her. He feels so relieved that sheâs always this excited for school but with the way that you tell him that sheâs so much like him, he also knows that itâs just a matter of time before she grows tired of school during her teen years. Teen years. He shouldnât think about that already since the thought of her growing is unbearable.Â
âInĂ©s, slow down,â he says despite not needing to, wanting a bit of control, âI donât want you falling and scraping your knees, mi amor (my love).â
When she doesnât immediately follow orders, he holds out his hand for her to take, âInĂ©s.â
She turns her head toward him as she runs down the hall, so close to her goal which is her classroom, and tumbles into a woman coming out of the room. Javier puts a hand on his head in shock, dropping his daughterâs bag and walking straight to them whilst apologizing profusely.Â
âItâs alright,â the woman says with a sweet smile in his direction and then in InĂ©sâ direction. Sheâs tall and blonde, wearing a coat in this boiling weather which must mean sheâs not used to Texas, âWeâre both alright, arenât we?â
âSorry,â InĂ©s says genuinely.Â
âWell, arenât you well-behaved?â She is grinning now.Â
âDaddy, can I go inside and play with Ava?â InĂ©s looks longingly towards the door.Â
He goes to pick up her bag, âSĂ (yes), but take your backpack and Iâll talk to the nice lady.â
InĂ©s does as she is told, standing perfectly still whilst he helps the bag onto her shoulders. He kisses the top of her head, âVes a jugar (Go and play). Iâll pick you up later today.â
âTheyâre great at that age,â the woman says with a dreamy smile after InĂ©s bounds into the classroom, âI dropped mine off a moment ago.â
âThey in the same class?â He asks.Â
âAs of last week. Oh, and itâs Emily, actually, not ânice ladyâ,â the stranger reveals, holding out her hand for a shake, âAnd youâre Javier, right?â
âThatâs right,â he shakes her hand. Great, even she knows who he is and he prepares himself for the usual speech about him being known all over Laredo, doing everything in his power to not make his mouth a straight line.Â
However, she nods towards the door and surprises him by saying nothing of the sort. Instead, she makes it about herself which shouldnât be nice but it is, âInĂ©sâ father? My daughter has mentioned her a few times. Weâre new here, moved from Upstate New York. Work. You know.â
âThat explains the coat,â he says with a little smirk.Â
She reacts by putting her hand on her cheek and then her forehead, feeling a blush thatâs not there. He is too oblivious to know that sheâs fishing for a compliment on her appearance, âThat obvious, huh? I probably look like a red crab. Iâm boiling.â
âYou look fine,â he reassures, âBut hit up the AC in your car or at least take that thing off. Survival mode, you know, do it for the kids.â
Emily giggles. He smiles.Â
âWe should arrange a playdate sometime. My daughter could use some friends. I think we both could. We could get some coffee if you know a place,â she suggests in an attempt at a flirtation but even if itâs so glaringly obvious, he just doesnât pick up on it.Â
Instead, his mind circles back to you in the kitchen he built for you, âIâm busy most days but Iâm sure my wife would be thrilled to set something up. InĂ©s canât just be playing with our friendsâ daughter all the time.â
âOh,â thereâs a slight change in Emilyâs demeanor after that. Her smile falters ever so slightly, and there's a fleeting look of disappointment in her eyes but he can't quite pinpoint the cause of her sudden change in mood. He brushes it off, "Well, I should probably let you get back to your day. I suppose your name and number are on the classâ contact list?âÂ
He tries to keep up the upbeat tone of their conversation but she just smiles awkwardly, "Yes. Of course, Javier. I'll look forward to it."
As he turns to leave, he catches a glimpse of Emily's expression, and he can't shake the feeling that something is amiss. He furrows his brow, wondering all the way to the car what he did wrong and doesnât know that if you had been there, you would have been laughing your ass off the second Emily had left.
He brushes it off the second the radio comes on in the car and heads to work afterward. The day feels easy; he gets to come home, gets to watch his kids grow up in front of his eyes and in the evening he will make love to his beautiful wife. Such a fact makes days at work pass like seconds, and he smiles all the way from his car when the bell rings for his first lesson.
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Around two in the afternoon on the same day, Javier enters his house with his kids following right behind him. He comes home to you feeding Sebastian mashed avocado in his high chair, and in the meantime cutely imitating his babbling about nothing right back at the little green monster that used to be his son. He walks up to you after putting his bag down on a dining chair.Â
âHey,â you say with avocado on your forehead.Â
Javier reaches up to rub it off, sucking it off his finger before pecking your lips, âHola, mi amor (hello, my love). Howâs your day been? Scan go okay?â
He kisses Sebastianâs head too before turning his attention to you. Youâre scraping the last bits of avocado onto the baby spoon before feeding it to your son.
âIâll tell you about the scan later. I need to talk to you about it⊠but Seb and I have had such a good day, ainât that right, baby?â You tickle Sebastianâs cheeks, not caring about being covered in green too. Sebastian giggles and clenches his fist around some of the avocado he has had in his hand for a while. Javier decides not to press any further since you donât look worried, especially not as you watch Sebastian slam his fist into the plate in front of him afterward, âWe tried sweet potatoes today, didnât we? Y probamos fresas del mercado, pasta con un poco de queso (And we tried strawberries from the market, pasta with a bit of cheese)."
Javier grins at your excitement, watching you reach for a piece of paper towel to wipe off all the excess food from your child now that he has been allowed to eat more independently with just a bit of help, "Mi hijo es un foodie, Âżeh? (my son is a foodie, huh?)"
Lucas pops his head in through the kitchen door with InĂ©s loyally following right behind, âMom, did you say strawberries?â
You walk to the kitchen table and grab the cardboard basket of strawberries, holding it out for your eldest son. You shake it a little, âTheyâre really good.â
He takes one and hands it to InĂ©s before he grabs one for himself afterward. He smiles contentedly after biting into it, happily chewing the sweet berry and looking down at his sister to see her reaction as well, âGood?â
You offer Javier a strawberry too. He eats a whole one, doesnât even bother to pick off the green part, and earns a little crinkle of your nose. He winks at your reaction and the expression of disapproval turns into a smile that sets his heart into overdrive.Â
InĂ©s lights up after finishing the berry, âCan I have one more?â
âConsider it your afternoon snack,â you say. You pull out a chair around the dining table, placing the basket of strawberries on the table, âDo you want a PB&J sandwich too?âÂ
âYes!â She runs across the room to crawl onto the seat, waiting patiently with her hands flat on the table until she cannot resist nearly smothering herself with another strawberry.Â
âDo you want one too, Luke?â You ask.Â
âYes, please. Thank you, Mom,â he says politely and goes to sit down too. He taps a rhythm on the table that InĂ©s fails at replicating. From his high chair, Sebastian joins in by slamming his palms into the table and the luckily empty baby platter.Â
âJavi, can you take Seb for his nap?â You ask while reaching for the jar of peanut butter in the cupboard. You cannot find it, frowning at the realization that you must have placed it somewhere else. Javier hears you mutter to yourself about your damn pregnancy brain.Â
He walks up behind you, a hand on the small of your back as he leans over you. You freeze but then relax into his touch. He reaches into the far back of the cupboard, feeling for the jar, and fetches it, âYou told me to hide it, baby. You eat too much of it with just the lid off and a spoon.â
âI should stop denying the babies it if thatâs what they want,â you giggle to hide your embarrassment at having forgotten and pat your pregnant belly. You look so pretty in your dress, the one he had hoped that you would wear; blue as the sky above with tiny yellow bees flying around on it.Â
He hands you the jar of peanut butter and cannot help but admire the gentle curve of your stomach, that certain glow making you radiant in the mundane setting of his kitchen. He can never help ogling you when you care for his children and itâs even worse when you carry them as well.Â
âYou look so gorgeous right now, mi vida (my life),â he rubs the small of your back and slides his palm around you to your belly, breathing against your ear as he talks. You turn your head just a little to smile playfully at him and thank him in a soft whisper.Â
Javier looks back to see his kids chatting with each other, so he presses into you a little more.
âI got a bed with your name on it later,â he continues quietly as he still stands right behind you, letting his hand drop to your hip. You shove a little at him but itâs nowhere near enough to actually mean that you want him to stop. He lets his warm breath ghost over the soft shell of your ear until you let out a sigh that you only reserve for him. He continues until he can look at your neck and see your pulse throbbing under your skin, âI could just eat you up. Take you to our bedroom, lock the door⊠throw you on the bed, and take your clothes off with my teeth.â
âPĂłrtate bien (Behave),â you scold him with a bit more mischief than what he assumes is intended, âI have sandwiches to make and weâll be sorry later if Seb misses his nap.â
He adds a finishing touch to his attempt at a flirtation by shielding you from his kidsâ line of sight. The broad hand that has been resting on your hip slips further down. and Javier allows himself a grope to your backside. He jiggles the fleshiest part of it and you finally have enough, turning around quickly with a look of mock outrage.Â
âThin ice, baby, thin ice,â you chide but he simply pecks you on the lips and turns towards his children again.Â
âVamos, pequeño (letâs go, little one),â he says to Sebastian as he approaches him, lifting him out of his high chair and placing him on his hip. He feels your disapproving eyes as he walks out of the kitchen but just smirks to himself, heading for the stairs to go to the nursery.
In the room, he places Sebastian on the changing table and checks his diaper. He also removes as much clothing as possible, making sure he wonât overheat in the bassinet. His son grins up at him, not seeming tired at first but then starts blinking slowly as the nap ritual proceeds.Â
âOh, you are tired, mijo (my son),â he whispers softly as he cradles him towards his chest afterward. He feels Sebastian resting his chubby cheek against his shoulder, breathing slowly as he starts falling asleep from being bounced in his fatherâs arms.
Javier hums, savoring the moment that he knows is fleeting with his son. He is reminded of needing to ask you about the doctorâs appointment again, excitement in his body as he thinks about two sets of tiny feet running across his living room floor at the same time. As a child, he never really understood why he couldnât get a sibling but his understanding of what was happening to his mother only came a little later until he stopped asking altogether. He loves that his house is so full now.Â
When Sebastian is fully asleep, he lays him down on his back on the tiny mattress that belonged to InĂ©s before. He runs his palm over the fine hairs on his head for a few moments, just staring down at his baby to commit it to memory. He tucks the blanket around him, turns on the baby monitor, grabs the other, and flicks off the lights.Â
When he returns to the kitchen ten minutes later, he finds you sitting by the dining table with a sandwich of your own. Lucas holds a pencil in his hand, your grocery list lying in front of him and his empty plate has been pushed away.Â
âI hate broccoli,â InĂ©s says from her own seat, nose scrunched up. The jelly part of her sandwich seems more around her mouth than in her belly. She tries to look over at what her older brother is writing but he is hesitant in his spelling of the word.Â
âI hate it because I canât spell it,â Lucas grumbles with concentration on his face, âB-R-OâŠâ
âC-C-O-L-I,â Javier finishes, announcing his presence to them. You look up at him as he stops between Lucasâ and your chair, setting down the baby monitor on the table.Â
âHey, heâs supposed to learn how to spell it by himself,â you tut gently but without any anger or annoyance. Javier kisses your jelly-tasting lips. You tap the list, âLettuce.â
Lucas groans in complaint, âMooom, all these words are hard.â
InĂ©s giggles from her seat, âLucas is bad at spelling!â
Lucas furrows his brow, looking to you for saving, âNo, Iâm not!â
You send your daughter a look, knowing you have the right thing to say to bring some justice into the world, âI donât know why youâre laughing, InĂ©s Peña. You have to practice your counting skills with Daddy.â
Javier snorts at the look of disgust on his daughterâs face. She comically throws herself back into her chair, arms crossed over her chest. He kisses her hair, âNo angry faces, Princesa (princess). Youâll have plenty of time to play afterward.â
âMaybe I am bad at spelling,â Lucas says in defeat, heaving a big sigh.Â
âYouâre doing great, sweetie. Itâs all about practice,â you reassure and reach out to rub the back of his neck affectionately, âAnd I really appreciate you helping me with the grocery list. Itâs a big job.â
âHow about an easier word?â Javier suggests, silently eyeing your sandwich as he speaks, âLike tomatoes.â
Lucas smiles down at the paper, brightening at the praise you offer as consolation for his struggles. He writes down the newly suggested word with newfound confidence, âT-O-M-A-T-O-E-S.â
âPerfect,â you continue your praise.Â
Finally, Javier pulls out a chair to sit down with his family. He chooses the seat next to you but opposite InĂ©s to keep her in line if she decides to have a tantrum. However, she just watches her brother scribble down word after word.Â
âWhat about ice cream?â She asks suddenly with her best pleading expression. She is more hesitant than usual, knowing full well that she overstepped the rules a moment ago.Â
âIf Lucas can spell it,â you challenge with a sweet smile, raising a brow at your son.Â
InĂ©s grabs at the edge of the dining table, moving to stand on her knees instead of sitting. She leans over the table to get a closer look, âYou can do it, Lucas!â
âChallenge accepted,â he says with a grin, nearly breaking the tip of the pencil in his eagerness, especially now that his sister is cheering for him, âI-C-E-C-R-E-A-M.â
Both of them look to you expectantly, awaiting your verdict thatâll make or break the oncoming weekend. You nod, âThatâs indeed how you spell ice cream.â
The both of them cheer. You laugh along with them, and Javier feels his knees go weak even as he sits down. He leans back in his seat with his shoulders completely relaxed, briefly recalling a time when his body being this calm was only a possibility when alcohol was in his bloodstream.Â
âWhatâs next on the list, muchacho (young man)?â He asks as the laughter dies down once again, casually reaching out for half of your sandwich. He earns a look of mock outrage from you, your hand reaching out to swat his arm.Â
âGet your own, Peña,â you scold playfully. He pulls away quickly and bites down into the corner. You roll your eyes, âYouâre insatiable, you know that?â
âAnd you love it,â he says around a mouthful of food.Â
âMom, whatâs âinsatiableâ mean?â InĂ©s asks curiously.Â
You look at him with a smirk as you reply, âIt means Daddy always wants more.âÂ
âMore what? More food?â InĂ©s furrows her brow in confusion.Â
âSomething like that,â Javier says with his heart beating loudly in his chest at the mere thought of you. He leans closer to you, lowering his voice just enough, âAnd more of Mommy, too.â
âAnd I think thatâs it for snack time!â You announce quickly after, heat in your cheeks as you push yourself to stand. Javier is pleased with himself as you walk around in a flustered state, âLucas, do you have any homework?â
âI finished math homework in school,â he announces proudly, âIs the grocery list finished?âÂ
âCan you add chicken too? Then I think weâre done,â you walk back to the table to gather the plates, not letting Javier put down his sandwich again. He feels triumphant at having caused you to feel like this, a sucker for watching your warm face.Â
âC-H-I-Kââ Lucas spells out loud.Â
âC-K,â you correct as you put the dirty plates into the dishwasher.Â
âOh,â he turns the pencil around and erases his mistake, âC-H-I-C-K-E-N.â
âThere you go, baby, good job,â you praise.
Lucas beams.
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The rest of the afternoon passes quickly. Lucas goes to his room to play on his Game Boy, its faint beeps echoing through the house from the open door, InĂ©s, after getting her face thoroughly wiped down, falls asleep on the couch after refusing an afternoon nap, and you and Javier begin the usual ritual of preparing for dinner while Sebastian sleeps undisturbed in his bed.Â
âYou wanted to talk to me about the scan today?â Javier starts a conversation as he chops vegetables alongside you, your hip occasionally bumping into his as you mix a dressing.Â
âYeah, and before you start to worry; yes, the babies are fine,â you reply and absentmindedly run your palm across your belly.Â
âBut?â Javier puts the knife down to look at you.Â
âBut nothing. I just wanted to tell you that they know what weâre having and they want us to discuss if we wanna know,â you smile excitedly. You mirror him by putting down the spoon and stepping closer to let him embrace you.Â
âThey can tell already?â He asks as he places his hands on your hips, rubbing up and down soothingly. He pecks your lips, heart feeling too big for his chest.Â
You nod and lean into another kiss, âAnd they said everything looks great too. Nothing to worry about, and the due date is so far down the road that we canât wonder about the delivery yet.âÂ
âAlright, yes. Okay,â he nods in return, an overwhelmed smile on his lips. He releases a small sigh, âBut do we want to know? Weâve tried both but I think itâs up to you.âÂ
âI mean,â you think out loud while Javier takes the opportunity to rub your stomach, âI like surprises but with the stress the delivery will probably bring, it might be nice to know. Just to appreciate it more than when Iâm a mess. I donât know.â
âWell, I guess we donât have to decide now. We have five or so months, have a think,â he reassures you and presses a soft kiss to your neck. He can feel and hear you draw in a deep breath.Â
You are interrupted by Sebastianâs soft noises through the baby monitor, tiny sounds of complaint indicating that he is just about to cry. Javier releases you from his grasp, âYou get him and Iâll finish up here. Dinner in twenty, donât you think?â
âSure, baby,â you say with a final peck to his lips. You leave the kitchen, ascending the stairs with a little noise, and when Javier glances out into the entry hall, he sees you walk upstairs with a hand on the small of your back. Sebastian has started to cry but you reassure him all the way through the house, âIâm coming, mijo (my son).â
Javier finishes up dinner. He faintly hears you tell Lucas to go set the table, and when your son starts taking plates out of the drawer, InĂ©s enters the kitchen while rubbing her eyes, awakened by the noise.Â
âHola, mi niña cansada (hello, my tired girl),â Javier says as she leans into his side. He turns the pan on the hob so that the handle doesnât stick out from over the edge, then runs his hand over his daughterâs hair.Â
âNo estoy cansada, papĂĄ (Iâm not tired, Daddy),â she protests while fighting a yawn.Â
âÂżEntonces tienes hambre (Are you hungry then)?â He asks with a hidden, amused smile.Â
âSĂ (yes),â she wraps her arms around his waist.Â
"Si tienes hambre, ayuda a tu hermano a poner la mesa (If youâre hungry, help your brother with setting the table),â he runs his hand over her back, caressing her gently while stirring the chicken and vegetables.Â
âOkay, papĂĄ,â she says, her stomach probably growling since sheâs not protesting hard labor.Â
Lucas has finished carrying plates, glasses, and cutlery to the dining table. He pulls out a chair for InĂ©s to stand on, directing her thoroughly on where everything goes until you enter the kitchen again with Sebastian on your hip.Â
âIt looks so good!â You praise with a big grin, genuinely proud to see both of your eldest kids cooperating so well, âAnd the cutlery on the right sides!âÂ
Javier turns back to have a look, holding a hand up to give them both a high five. You send him a smile only reserved for him, walking to put Sebastian into his high chair afterward. You go to the living room to find a few toys he can play with until dinner is ready.Â
âCan I watch Nanalan after dinner?â InĂ©s asks during dinner, mouth full of food.Â
âIf you practice your counting first,â you compromise.Â
Without hesitation, InĂ©s starts saying numbers out loud, âOne, two, three, four, five, sixâŠâ
âInĂ©s,â you say, a crease on your forehead.
âYou drive a hard bargain, Mrs. Peña,â Javier teases, âBut I think you walked right into that one.â
âShush, you,â you tut and, out of spite, listen closely after any errors in your daughterâs count.Â
After dinner, you take on the job of clearing the table and filling up the dishwasher. Lucas gets a free pass from helping so he can go pop the Nanalan VHS tape into the TV, setting it up for you all to enjoy in just a moment.Â
Sebastian plays with a few toy cars as he sits in his high chair. He coos softly, making noises to match the tiny red vehicle.Â
InĂ©s, still full of energy, practices counting backward with Javier while you wash up the pan in the sink. He can see you listening to them even with your back turned, knows that you are smiling without looking at your face.Â
âCâmon, baby. What comes after six?â He asks, having pulled her chair out to stand in front of her.Â
âSeven!â She answers confidently and it is technically not wrong.
He smiles with amusement, âWeâre counting backward. Down from ten. Try again. TeeeenâŠâ
âTen⊠nine⊠eightâŠâ she says loudly.Â
Javier waits patiently. He holds up the number of fingers equal to the numbers she is saying. She furrows her brows in concentration and continues, âSeven⊠six⊠fiveâŠâ
âYouâre doing so good, baby,â he encourages.Â
InĂ©s grips the seat of her chair in excitement, âThree!â
âAre you sure?â He stops her briefly.Â
She looks up at him, hesitating for a moment and seeking reassurance, âFour.â
He nods, âYou got this.â
She smiles brightly, âThree! Two! One!â
âBien hecho, Princesa (well done, princess)!â He praises loudly and leans down over her to kiss the top of her head repeatedly, âEres mi chica lista (youâre my clever girl).â
She stretches up her arms to which he responds by lifting her up from the chair with a groan. She is getting so big, he thinks as he places her on his hip, or maybe he is just getting old. He gets an idea, even if itâll hurt the muscles in his back, âYou know, baby, counting backward is very important. Thatâs what they do when they launch rockets into space. Try again, see what happens.â
InĂ©sâ eyes light up as she starts counting again. She rushes through it, seeming to do well when something unknown comes afterward. When she gets to one, Javier lifts her high into the air and spins in the kitchen.Â
âLiftoff!â He announces, moving around in figure eights to imitate her flying and she squeals with laughter. The sound is one of those that bubble up in her chest, completely unrestrained and pure in its entirety, and Javierïżœïżœïżœs heart goes into overdrive when he knows that he is the one causing it. Thereâs nothing that can hurt him in these moments, nothing that can bring him down from the pride he takes in making his kids feel safe and happy.Â
âOh no!â He continues his part, âInĂ©s Peña, well-renowned astronaut, is attacked by aliens from el planeta rojo (the red planet)!â
âÂĄPapĂĄ, no (Daddy, no)!â She giggles and wiggles in his arms as he buries his nose in her cheek, âÂĄNo permitas que me atrapen los alienĂgenas (Donât let the aliens catch me)!âÂ
âToo late!â He tells her before pretending to sink his teeth into her round cheek. He growls like only an alien attacker would and his daughter shrieks with laughter.Â
He stops to let her breathe, her little form shaking as she tries to regain her composure. She throws her arms around his neck, looking over at you in secret and lowering her voice to a whisper thatâs way too loud.Â
âDo it to Mommy!â She demands.Â
You perk up at hearing your nickname and turn around with your hands covered in dish soap and water. You watch, like a deer in the headlights, as Javier places InĂ©s down on her feet. He smirks like a devil and you step backwards but only bump into the kitchen counter. Your wet arms come up to screen your face as he approaches you, looking devilish with his arms out in front of him. He makes grabby hands in the air.Â
âYou are not doing that to me!â You squeak. He leans into you, and the look behind your arms tells him that you know it is a fight that you have already lost. Still, you try to sidestep him but he just cages you with a quick sweep of his arms.Â
âI got you now. No hay manera de escapar, mi amor (there is no escaping, my love),â he moves your arms away without caring about getting wet himself and pulls you into a tight embrace. He bites into your cheek a mere moment later, growling like a dog whilst InĂ©s laughs so loudly that your look says that you might let him give you five more children if he wants. The nibbles turn into several silly kisses, eventually turning into a long, deep kiss too. God, he is going to make love to you tonight.
Behind the two of you, InĂ©s makes a noise of disgust, âEw! Mushy Daddy!âÂ
Javier pulls away from you and wipes his hands in his shirt. He ruffles InĂ©sâ hair, âWell, you better run to your brother if you donât want to see Mommy get another big kiss from Daddy.â
InĂ©s dashes off towards the living room with uncontrollable giggles. Once sheâs out of sight, Javier turns to see you drying your hands in a kitchen towel. He seeks you out and you meet his embrace by throwing your arms around his neck.Â
âDo you think I missed my calling as an alien invader?â He asks with his lips resting against your ear as you hug.
He can feel you shaking your head, âNo, husband, I think youâre exactly where youâre supposed to be.â
âMhm, wife,â he pulls back to kiss you again, and again and again and again.Â
âTheyâre waiting in the living room,â you stop him, a hand on his chest to reluctantly push him away, âIâll take Seb.âÂ
The five of you watch a few episodes together in a pile on the couch. Sebastian sits in your lap while InĂ©s cuddles up into Javierâs side. Lucas mutes his video game but chooses it over the childrenâs show, repeatedly pressing buttons and trying not to make too loud noises when he wins or loses.Â
It ends with the usual bedtime routines an hour later. Teeth are brushed, all three children have no complaints during bathtime, bedtime stories are told and forehead kisses are given even if Inés is already out cold. Javier loves this the most, at least when it goes smoothly.
Eventually, the evening leaves your pile on the couch to only consist of the two of you.Â
âWe put InĂ©s to bed thirty minutes ago and weâre still watching Nanalan,â you note from your side of the couch, looking at Javier out of the corner of your eye and snickering before you reach the end of your sentence.Â
Javier tears his eyes from the screen, his body slumped into the corner of the couch and with the blanket draped over his body. He hides a smile, knowing he has the upper hand in this situation, âWell, get the remote then.â
You have your legs pulled up with them crossed underneath you. You grimace and pat your stomach, âNever gonna happen with this belly.â
He cracks a smile, tone serious in a joking manner which he knows always gets you, âWell then you sit there and keep quiet. Iâm missing my show. I havenât seen if Mona learns a lesson yet.âÂ
With that, he fixes his gaze on the TV again. You throw your head back to laugh at his silliness and accidentally snort. You squirm and he knows youâre trying your best not to pee a little from the giggling. You cover your mouth but Javierâs head still whips around to stare at you again, looking like he should be a cartoon character with hearts in their eyes.
He starts moving, crawls further toward you, and drags the blanket with him to cover both of your bodies. You shove at him, âGet the remote, Peña.â
âDidnât you hear what I just said?â He scoffs, cuddling up next to you, halfway lying down and crossing his arms over his chest, âIâm not switching channels here. I like Nana. Sheâs wise.â
âShe your favorite?â You smirk down at him, teasing him still.Â
âNo, youâre my favorite, mi amor (my love),â he wiggles his brows, staring up at you with every intention of making you laugh, âStop asking stupid questions.â
âSmooth,â you smile with a shake of your head. You purse your lips and he groans dramatically when he moves up to kiss you, pecking your mouth gently. You reach to ruffle his hair until it is untidy.
âYou know, baby, my hair takes all night to style,â he sighs and starts to flatten the stray locks again, âYou could be a little more considerate.â
âIâm pregnant,â you argue, âYou try being considerate.â
âYouâve been pregnant for nearly two years straight,â his eyes wander back to Nana and Mona.
âAnd whose fault is that?â You start to watch too.Â
âShut up.â
âI rest my case.â
The both of you watch Nanalan for a while. With a foot, Javier pulls the coffee table closer for you so you can stretch your legs and rest your feet on it. You seem less invested in whether Mona will learn how to take care of the baby bird in Nanaâs garden than he is but it doesnât matter because during the episode, your positions shift and suddenly you are resting against him instead. He feels like a teenager each time this happens, heart racing at having a pretty girl in close proximity, but unlike 16-year-old Javier Peña, he has already gotten the girl and is therefore without clammy hands.
He drapes his arm around your back until his hand rests on your waist, pulling your pregnant body against himself until you automatically lean your head on his shoulder. In the end, you doze off, having gotten into a habit of falling asleep in front of the television.Â
When the credits roll over the screen, he nudges you, âLetâs get you to bed.â
You whine so adorably and scoot further into his side, âI donât want to go all the way upstairs.â
âIf you donât get up, Iâll do it again,â he says, intending to confuse you.Â
You pull back to look at him with furrowed brows, âDo what?â
Javier pokes the tip of his nose into your cheek and then imitates a series of bites to your face just like earlier. He makes the noise of a dinosaur this time, growling close to your ear and making you squeal from the tickling sensation it gives.Â
âNo!â You shriek, âIâll get up! I swear!â
âAre you sure?â Javier doesnât stop, only nuzzles further into you and bites the flesh of your cheek for real this time. His whole body fills up with butterflies as you laugh at his torment.Â
When eventually showing you mercy, he throws the blanket to the side and pushes himself to stand up. You put your feet on the floor and take his hands when he holds them out for you. He hauls you to your feet.Â
After a quick shared shower, you moisturize your belly in the bedroom and pick out your sleepwear whilst he dresses in a new pair of briefs. It is a quiet and relaxing ritual where none of you speak a word, moving around each other in synchronous harmony.Â
Itâs when you go to pee and change that he notices the little device on the nightstand, plugged in to charge, and he furrows his brow in confusion. The door is closed to the bathroom and he can hear the sound of your toothbrushing, so you wonât be barging in on him as he satisfies his curiosity.Â
With quick fingers, he pulls the cord out of the bottom and holds it closer to his face to examine the little pink thing. He hasnât seen one of these before; staring down into the hole at the top and trying to make sense of what will happen when he presses the button.Â
The little thing whirs to life when he does and he can see the way the tip pulses erratically, sparking his interest and triggering the instinct to hold it against the palm of his hand. His brows nearly rise into his hair as he feels the way the vibrator suckles on his skin, so he taps his hand a few times to feel it let go and attach again. Itâs when he realizes what itâs meant to do for you that he feels his cock move in his briefs. It happens again when he knows it means that you have used it today whilst being home alone.Â
He presses the button on the side again and feels the vibrations become more intense and he nearly throws the cute thing across the room when he tries to turn it off by pressing the button again and the buzzing only gets louder and louder and more and more intense.Â
âYou two need a moment alone?â You ask from the doorway to the bathroom, smirking as he sheepishly finds your gaze. You have changed into a pair of way too tiny sleep shorts and one of his gray t-shirts, and it looks so naturally stunning on you that he nearly drops the toy. Why is he hard? Christ, he is possibly aching. He wants to throw you on the bed and pull those tiny shorts off andâ
âDid you two already have a moment alone?â He asks when he has regained his composure.Â
âMaybe, and maybe it was pretty great,â you tease and make your way to him. When you stand in front of him on your side of the bed, your eyes wander downward until you stare at the bulge on the front of his briefs. Your tone is triumphant and sing-songy, âYouâre hard.â
âYouâre wearing my t-shirt,â he notes as if itâs the most logical explanation in the world. His gaze drops to the way the soft cotton fabric drapes over your tits, leaving just enough up to the imagination but clearly showing off the way your nipples have hardened at the conversation. He twirls the little sucking toy in his hands, wants to make you come with it attached to your nipple until he can see heat rising in your cheeks and then heâll let the device do its job between your legs.Â
âHorndog,â you roll your eyes affectionately, âI canât even wear clothes? I thought it would be not wearing any clothes that would get you.â
âCan I try this on you?â He decides to be straightforward and just asks while holding the vibrator up between the two of you, âYou can guide me.â
âNow?â You raise a brow.Â
âYes, now,â he huffs out a dark, little laugh and takes a step further toward you as if he is a predator caging his pretty prey. You donât seem affected by it but your nipples might soon poke holes in your shirt, âI mean, Iâm a little curious here, so if youâre up for it. I was gonna try to get laid anywayâŠâ
âCharming,â you let yourself fall down into bed, sitting on the edge. Javier places the toy on the nightstand to grab underneath your knees, lifting your legs to help you scoot back onto the mattress.Â
âIs that a yes?â He awaits your green light.Â
âYes. Donât go overboard with it though. Itâs pretty intense,â you reply and hook your fingers into the waistband of your shorts. You start to shimmy out of them and he helps you completely out of them when they sit around your knees. Then he bends your legs and spreads them apart.Â
âTell me what to do,â he goes to grab the toy again, kneels between your legs, and awaits orders. He clicks the button and the little thing comes alive once again. Youâre just about to reply when he cannot help but ask, âDoes it work on your tits?â
âI thought you wanted me to guide you,â you retort but in response to his question, you reach for the hem of your t-shirt and start to pull it up over your pregnant body. He stops you when it sits just above your tits, coming closer to you by spreading his thighs until you drape your own thighs over them.Â
âShut it⊠and listen to this. Itâs pretty loud,â he notes as he feels the little sucker on his palm again, tapping the heel of his hand with it.Â
âItâs quieter when itâs in place,â you say with heat in your cheeks, anticipation evident on your face, âSo donât worry about switching up the intensity when I get close.âÂ
âAh⊠but no going overboard,â he nods, grinning down at you. Sure. He drags out the testing on his palm to get you worked up even more, knowing it will only increase the pulse in your whole body until you might cuss him out when he actually goes to work on you. He loves your body when it is pregnant and sensitive, and while he would never let anyone in on what the two of you do behind closed doors, thereâs a part of him that wants to brag to Steve about how you cream yourself from getting your breasts played with whenever you have a baby - this time babies - in your belly or your body is raging with postpartum hormones. Oh, he thinks to himself, what a privilege it is to get to see you like he will in just a moment.Â
âJavi,â you complain beneath him.Â
âYeah yeah, chica impaciente (impatient girl),â he tuts and finally places the toy against the skin of your cleavage. You suck in a breath, reacting already more intensely than he thought you would. He supposes that itâs due to knowing how itâs going to feel, and he elicits a little moan from you as he drags the head of the toy across your chest.Â
âDonât tease me,â you grumble, squeezing your thighs around his waist. When he looks down between your legs, he can see the way it makes your cunt clench too. Youâre trying to stimulate yourself untouched.Â
âChrist, youâre a dirty little girl for this thing. What magic does it do for you?â He raises his brows and inches the toy closer to your right breast. He dances around the swell and you bite your lower lip.
âYou donât understand,â you say breathlessly.
âHumor me,â he demands.Â
âIt feels⊠like when your teeth nip at my skin,â you explain with eyes that are already glazed over with desire, âIt feels like when your mouth is just about to get where I waâ Fuck.â
Javier has covered your right nipple with the toy and between your legs, a damp spot has marked the white sheets. He moves the head of the little sucker around your gorgeous, perky nipple and your moan only increases in volume.Â
âShh, los niños estĂĄn dormidos (the children are asleep),â he whispers above you, removing the toy to lean down over you and get closer to your face, âKeep your little mouth shut or Iâll need to stop.â
You look desperately at him, shake your head, and whimper at the threat. He pecks your lips with a pleased smirk before you sink your teeth into your bottom lip. It gets even harder for you when he descends on you, gathering spit in his mouth before letting it drip down onto your played-with nipple in an obscene manner.Â
âWaterproof, Iâm guessing?â He awaits your answer.Â
âMhm,â you nod and then writhe as he covers the peak of your breast again. You let your hand push down into the mattress, making a noise in the back of your throat as he presses the button to turn up the intensity. You fight between throwing your head back and keeping your eyes fixed on what he is doing to you.Â
âEyes on me,â he decides for you.Â
âBaby,â you whine and follow through, thighs tightening around his waist as you stare at him. You start thrusting against nothing, lifting your pelvis to squeeze your pussy in time with the still somewhat slow pulses to your chest.Â
Javier straightens fully again and your gaze follows obediently. He lifts his left hand to his mouth, sticking two fingers past his lips to wet them with his spit, and then he finds your other nipple. He rubs in soft circles for just a moment before he pinches it between the two digits, tugging at it slightly until he sees slick drip from your aching slit. He cannot help the soft noise he lets out as he watches the drip of your come hit the bed. He is so hard it hurts from just thinking about being inside of you as you continue flexing your pelvis like that.
How the fuck are you going to come from just this? Has he really spent so much time in bed with you that this is something he can force out of you? He is struck by fascination at your trembling body, letting you breathe, even if itâs just barely, by swirling the toy around your nipple.Â
âMore,â you pant in frustration, swallowing down a frustrated moan to not piss him off, âTurn it up.â
âHey, thatâs not how we ask for things in this family. Whatâs the magic word?â He teases, finger hovering over the button. He pinches your nipple with the fingers on his other hand, forcing a cry past your lips. You donât even get to the please.Â
Instead, your hand flies to your mouth but you manage to calm your noises again, sliding your fingers into your hair instead. Javier decides then to press the button twice before putting it back on you, watching those fingers yank at your own follicles. You nod and your hips are practically gyrating by now.Â
âJavi, fuâ fuck,â you gasp out, âIââ
âI know, baby. I can see it on you,â he says, making a noise low in his throat at the way your head falls back into the mattress. Your eyes roll back into your skull, your bottom lip getting caught between your teeth again as you teeter on the edge of your first orgasm. He cannot believe your clit is still untouched because when he dares look down, it peeks out from underneath its hood as if heâs been giving it attention.Â
âIâm gonna come,â you announce with a strained voice, still very aware of your noise levels. Quickly, you reach down to cover your mouth with the whole of your palm and then, with furrowed brows, youâre off into ecstasy. It hits you like a shot of adrenaline, your body going rigid before writhing on the sheets. The hand on your mouth turns your moans into desperate whines that stir Javierâs desire even more. His heart races at the sight, his eyes watching hungrily as you come undone the first time of many.Â
âJesus Christ, MamĂĄ,â he removes his hands and turns off the toy when you go from enjoying the tingling of pleasure to shaking at the oversensitivity of your breasts.Â
The hand falls from your satisfied smile to lay beside your head. You giggle as excitement is flowing through your veins, âGimme a second and you can go again.â
âIs it better than me?â He smiles at your cute laughter and wiggles his brow.
âDonât be ridiculous,â you roll your eyes, âNot even close but itâs nice if youâre not available.â
âYou know⊠I would come home during my break if you needed me,â he leaves the toy next to you so he can crawl over you and dip down for a long kiss.Â
âIâm sure you would,â you nod at his words, slipping your tongue past his lips.Â
He holds himself up with a forearm above you so he can use his free hand to push your shirt further up and over your head. You stretch your arms above your head to help him rid you of it completely, only breaking the kiss for the moment it takes.Â
âIâm ready for one more,â you say after a few minutes of just making out with him, arms slung around his neck in a desperate embrace and lips kissing him until theyâre swollen. When he sits up on his knees again, he notices the way that his mustache has scratched you slightly and makes a mental note to trim it sometime tomorrow.Â
You look so radiant when youâre in a haze of post-orgasmic bliss, and while he gets his pillow to place it underneath your hips, he admires the beauty of you underneath him like this. You have your hair tousled, your eyes are half-lidded, barely open from the way remnants of pleasure still hasnât been washed away from them, and your velvety skin glistens with a sheen of sweat thatâll make you shiver if he doesnât heat you up again. Javier wants to lick it off, wants to eat you up until he has devoured you. Youâre beyond softer and sexier than any other time he gets to witness you.Â
âJavi,â you murmur softly when heâs too slow.Â
âWhat, mi amor (my love)?â He pretends not to hear your demanding voice hidden beneath your tired one.Â
âI wanna do it again,â you have a playful glint in your eye.Â
âAgain?â He teases but his cock pulses, heavy between his legs at the knowledge that he will see you come undone once more in just a moment. He chooses the word moment because the little sucker knows what it is doing and if you respond so well to getting your nipples played with, a part of him is afraid that itâll be over the second it touches your clit.Â
âJavi,â you drag out his name in further frustration.Â
Javier rubs your thigh soothingly, âYouâre obsessed with this thing. How long have you had it?âÂ
âUhh, not long,â you reply, visibly clenching at just hearing the toy start buzzing again. You scoot further towards him, presenting your pussy for him.
âSo directly? Or?â He reaches down between your legs, the toy hovering over your mound for a moment before he decides to let it suckle on the skin of your inner thigh where he has just touched you. You breathe deeply in through your nose, wanting to look down at what he is doing but your pregnant belly is already shielding it from view.Â
âYes but the lowest setting,â you instruct. Your hand dips down between your thighs to spread your lips, giving him access to your hard clit, âIâm still sensitive.â
âAnd wet, ÂĄDios mĂo (my God)!â He marvels with suppressed excitement and moves the toy inwards, trailing its tip until it sits right by your hand. You sigh at the attention, dripping even more from your slit in anticipation.Â
Your hips hitch up when he finally covers your clit with the hole of the toy, a quiet moan slipping from your mouth as it falls open. Your face goes slack in contrast to the tension in your pelvis, your body subconsciously moving around to seek the most sensation.Â
He guides it steadily up and down, barely rocking it but still moving it enough to create just a bit of a tug on your swollen nub. He sees you lose yourself in it and stares down at you while cupping the bulge on the front of his briefs to relieve some of the desperate pain. He moans low in his throat, âMi chica bonita (my beautiful girl).â
You respond with a little louder noise, an orgasm already creeping up on you. He shushes you gently, âNo noise, baby. Try breathing through your nose or Iâll have to cover your mouth.âÂ
You clamp your mouth shut and make a muffled sound.
âLook at that pussy flutter for me,â he looks between your legs then smiles up at you, pleased with what he is doing to you. He turns up the power on the toy. Your head falls back against the bed. He sees your brows knit together and then he knows, âCome on, baby, thatâs it.â
Your orgasm hits you like a lightning bolt. Javier watches with his hand gripping firmly around the outline of his cock and the toy held firmly against your core. You do a fantastic job of making as little noise as possible but the desire to make a racket is there beneath the surface, especially when your high peaks and thereâs a moment where you hold your breath just before shivering with the pleasure in your cunt.Â
He gives you another break but you shake your head. He looks curiously down at you, uncertain if you mean it, âNo? Again?â
âMake it hurt, please, Javi,â you beg and he thinks he might come untouched from those words. Itâs so rare to have you like this when the house is still full. He doesnât doubt whether it is a good idea though, just turns up the heat and sends you hurtling towards another orgasm.Â
You gasp towards the ceiling and slam your legs closed while you grab at the sheets. You look like you are possessed, eyes rolling back into your skull as you come a third time. It must be painful because you are whimpering like a wounded animal, nearly ripping the fabric underneath you and begging silently by only mouthing the words in a worse manner than he has ever experienced as a father of three - soon five - children.Â
âKeep going,â you demand almost angrily, concentration on your face as he presses the button to the next level of pulses.Â
âFuck, baby,â he whispers, âYouâre about to levitate into the air, arenât you?â
âIâm gonna come,â you inform him breathlessly.
âAlready?â Javierâs brows are nearly in his hair. He is stroking himself on top of his underwear now, itching to feel something when you are lying in a pool of tears, sweat, and your come. Seeing you like this, he has no idea how he is ever going to get anything practical done this weekend; heâll be doing you every chance he gets until you canât walk. So hard that heâll have an excuse to stay home with you on Monday just so he can spear you on his aching cock over and over. Even if you scream, even if you drool, and even if you sob.
When your fourth orgasm of the night starts to gain up on you, he observes the way your legs start to twitch. He holds the toy steady, pushing it against your clit as you nearly go cross-eyed with pleasure. His eyes are wide, the concentration lost for just a second too long when your legs start shaking as you near your end. The toy slips just half an inch, losing its grip on your clit and the accident turns you feral. You reach for his hand, yanking the toy out of his palm, and settle it back into place.Â
And then you come. So hard that he has no idea what to say or do, watching a steady trickle of pearly white mess gush out of you as your pussy jumps along with your heartbeat. You try so desperately to keep quiet but the sensation seems to be so intense that you might draw blood from your lip if you donât get to cry.Â
âOne loud one, no, no, look at me. One,â he tells you calmly, knowing you are probably seeing spots, âLet me hear.â
You donât hesitate, face scrunched up in ecstasy while you let out a wreaking sob thatâs so close to you screaming that he almost (but not really) regrets allowing you to be noisy. You pant, kick, and scream, tears running down your face as you are lost to the world, leaving him with nothing to do but stare hungrily as he thanks the heavens that you have found a toy that makes you look so happy and beautiful. Heâd be its lead promoter if someone wanted him to.Â
When it becomes too much, you donât even turn off the thing. You simply just let it fall from your hands and slump into the bed, your thighs sticky with sweat and slick against Javierâs own. He listens for the sound of tiny footsteps down the hallway for a moment but thereâs nothing, not even a squeak from the baby monitor.
âGet inside of me,â you half-beg, half-order with barely any breath in your chest. Javier doesnât hesitate to step off the bed, slipping his briefs off, and stepping out of them when they pool around his feet. Your eyes watch, huge and wet, filled with desperation for being stretched out after only having your clit played with. He will never dream of denying you when you look like that. You nearly hiccup, âPlease.â
âShh, youâll get it, mi vida (my life), youâll get whatever you want,â he soothes softly but then continues the rough streak. He curls his hands around the back of your knees and yanks you off the pillow towards the edge of the bed, sliding your body through the mess you have created.Â
You are like a siren with the eyes you are sending him, making his cock stand in the air and at level with your empty cunt. He grabs at the base of his length, guiding the thick head through your folds for a few seconds to slick himself up. However, the need to be inside of you, to pound into you, is too much and he pushes into you not long after.Â
The feeling of filling you up has Javierâs heart pounding against his ribs, endorphins running through his system as his mind quiets down completely when he has you like this. Your warm and familiar walls engulf his touch-starved cock and the both of you breathe shakily in relief as you melt together. You even manage a mix between a breathless laugh and a quiet moan, a sound that makes him twitch inside of you as he regains his composure. When he starts fucking you, dragging you by your legs down onto his cock over and over again, he realizes that he doesnât even need to be careful, your walls so wet and soft from how much youâve been touched.Â
He repeatedly snaps his hips forward to cause an obscene smacking noise that bounces off the walls. You nod frantically at the way he moves inside of you, nose scrunching up with concentration on the sensation of his dick slamming into your front wall. Yet it seems as if youâve become nearly impossible to please from coming so many times; your hands are placed on top of his, frustration evident on your face, âHarder.âÂ
âNena (baby girl),â he pants whilst fucking you, âIâm already going hard.â
âI need it harder,â you whine, writhing slightly, âPlease.â
âWhatâs gotten into you tonight?â He asks playfully and earns a glare that you only seem to perfect when you are pregnant and not getting your way. He smooths his palms up and down your sweaty thighs, thrusts coming to a complete halt, âCrawl back.â
He pulls out his cock with a grunt, letting you gaze hungrily at it when youâve seen it glistening with your wetness. He is the one getting impatient now, snapping his fingers to keep up the part he is playing for you, his role as the man in charge even if itâs hardly true, âGo on then. Back.â
You move with shaky limbs, your body exhausted from its continuous stimulus. You end up lying flat on your back with your legs wide open for him, holding out your arms with a tiny dissatisfied complaint of a whimper, âJavi.â
Javier finally kneels on the bed and moves forward until he is hovering above you. He grabs the still buzzing toy on the bed and reaches for your hand. He places the toy in your palm and closes your fingers around it, knowing what he wants, âI just need you to promise me that youâll choke my dick when I fuck you with this joining the fun.â
You nod repeatedly and thatâs good enough for him to go crazy for you, even wreck the bed if thatâs what you want to do. Thank God that thereâs no school tomorrow because youâd be hobbling around with how sore he is going to make - and has already made - you. He leans down and cages you underneath him, buries his face in your neck as he bottoms out inside you in one hard thrust. His pelvis touches yours, his chest, your sensitive tits, his body unable to get close enough.
When he rocks his hips this time, he starts really putting his back into it. You slide your free hand up his bicep to cling to his shoulder, saving yourself from being pushed across the mattress with how forcefully he drives his cock into your heat.
He breathes hard as he exhausts his body to give you what you need, knowing that you can take it even if it aches. He can feel drops of sweat slide down the length of his spine, gathering at the small of his back as he switches to harsh rolls of his hips.Â
The switch gives you room. He doesnât have to actively listen for the muffling of the sucking toyâs buzz to know that you have started to hold it against your clit because your whole cunt jumps at the attention.Â
You press your mouth into his bare shoulder to muffle your screams, bravely taking on another round of obscene pleasure as his lower belly burns with the desire to come.Â
His head swims with the overtaxing use of his muscles, the strain on his thighs that has started to ache from how much he wants to make your head spin. He feels a tear fall from your eye and drop down on his skin, your whimpering voice trying to encourage him not to stop the torture of your cunt.Â
âFuck,â he gasps as the sensations are becoming increasingly more intense. He turns his head to breathe heavily against your ear, breathing damp against the shell of it when he tries to speak while his lungs empty as small puffs of air. He wants to tell you how good it feels, and concentrates on whispering filthy things in your ear, âThatâs it, you canâ oh God, you can take it, baby.â
You sound like youâre trying to overcome your own body, fluctuating between whines and groans. He goes on, âNo wonder youâre always carrying my babies. You take it so fucking well each time, amor (love). Made for it. Made for getting knocked up.â
You lock your legs around his ankles, clinging to him as he crashes into you repeatedly. He hears you desperately move the sucking toy back and forth, hears the intensity being turned up to a higher level than he has even dared. You sound pornographic even in your quietness - like one of those videos where they donât want to get caught but just cannot keep all noise at bay - as you get fucked by him whilst it sends you through the gates of pleasure heaven simultaneously.Â
âPlease,â you whisper.Â
âAnd if you werenât made for it, Iâd be sure to mold that little pussy into shape,â he growls quietly. You start to have that dazed look in your eye, have a grip around his cock that tells him exactly what is going to happen, âOh, baby. You gonna come on my cock, huh?âÂ
âYeah,â you squeak.Â
âYeah?â He mocks.Â
Javier enters the final sprint, fucking you open in a frantic rush that almost borders on being gross, greedy and animalistic. You mewl pathetically from the intensity, biting into his skin as he makes you come with pleasure slamming through your body roughly enough to make you start crying.Â
To soothe you, he pulls back his head to kiss you longingly even if it becomes nothing more than a messy crash of your mouths together. He does it to quieten down himself too, finding that his stomach is tightening and his balls are drawing up from being so close. Youâve tightened around him too because whereas you should remove the sucker from your clit, once again, you donât, and the questionable choice has your walls clamping down on him in overstimulation, squeezing his dick so heavenly that his hips stutter. He comes inside of you when the smaller fit has him seeing stars, groaning into your mouth as he pulses into you.Â
The buzz of the toy becomes louder again but only because it slips from your hand, your body trembling with overwhelming excitement as you come down from your millionth orgasm in a fairly short period of time. You sob without being sad, curling in on yourself as soon as he pulls out of the dripping mess between your legs. He is on you instantaneously, pushing your hair out of your face, turning off the toy, and cooing gently.Â
âOh, Nena (baby girl), youâre okay,â he tuts while you cry quietly, several teardrops rolling down your nose as your body tries to escape itself. He kisses your shoulder, blows a raspberry on it, âYou did so good for me. Youâre okay. We just went a little overboard.â
Javier rolls off of you but instead of following the instinct to rest his exhausted body by lying down, he sits up in your shared bed. He scoots close to you until he can coax you to drag yourself into his lap with a feeble whimper, wrapping his arms around you and rocking you back and forth like a newborn. He supposes you must feel rebirthed. You sob into his chest, cheek pressed into where his heart hammers, and still overwhelmed with the painful pleasure that you have just experienced.Â
âShh,â he whispers with his lips pressed to the crown of your head. He kisses your hair, rubbing soothing circles into your sweaty back until your cries turn into tiny hiccups instead, âItâs alright. Youâre alright.â
The way you cling to him tells him that you feel safe with him. He dares lift your chin, looking into your puffy, red eyes and rubbing a tear-streak away from your face. His voice is raspy from sex, âAre you okay, baby?âÂ
âIâm okay,â you croak with a tired and tiny smile, shivering as the sweat starts to cool down. He holds you a little tighter. You relax in his arms even despite getting a bit of control back, âScatterbrained.â
âLo sĂ© (I know),â he huffs out a chuckle with another kiss to your head. He cups your jaw and dips down for a kiss on the lips too, thumb rubbing affectionately along your cheekbone, âPero eres tan hermosa (but youâre so pretty).â
âThank you,â you cover his hand on your face with your own, âIâm ready to conk out.â
âShower?â He asks and suggests at the same time.
âI wonât be able to stand upright for that long,â you run your hand over your forehead instead, laughing quietly.
âAlright, bath it is then,â he gently runs his fingers through your hair, âReady?â
âYouâre going to carry me?â You ask with a raised brow as he starts moving towards the edge of the bed with you, âI weigh a ton with this pregnant belly.âÂ
âI do lifts with our daughter on the daily, you know,â he jokes, âBest workout method in years. Even if she talks a lot.â
You yelp with a laugh as he picks you up effortlessly and carries you through the bathroom, crossing the tiled floor with you in his arms bridal style, and sets you carefully on the edge of the bathtub. As he turns on the tap and lets the tub fill, he imagines the cool porcelain is nice against your sore thighs and cunt.Â
After testing the water, he gently helps you into the tub with a comfortable silence between you. The content look on your face is a reward in itself, even moreso the sigh that you let out as the water envelops you and turns your tired muscles to putty.Â
Javier washes your hair, leaning your head back and scooping water into his hand to rinse out the shampoo. He runs his fingers across your back and shoulders too, relieving some of the tension he has caused tonight.Â
âWhat about dinner tomorrow?â You ask out of the blue and he nearly wants to laugh because, of course, youâre already back to being a mother.Â
He puts conditioner in your hair, âI was just inside of you.â
âAnd that means that I canât start planning your kidsâ best lives?â You tease.Â
He rolls his eyes affectionately, âFine. I think we should just do something easy.â
âActually,â you say. Here we go, he thinks. You turn your head to look up at him, âThe kids have been talking about a picnic in the backyard, and Lucas really wants to try out the new tent we bought.â
âMhm,â he hums, not protesting. It does sound fun.Â
âAnd I checked the weather forecast earlier,â you add then clarify, âIt wonât rain.â
âBaby,â he says with an affectionate smile as he rinses out the conditioner too, âYou need to shut down that brain of yours. You do plenty enough to keep us happy.â
âIt does shut down sometimes,â you reassure him with a little smile, rubbing your nose in a manner that he always finds adorable. You lean back to simply soak in the warm water, belly just poking out above the surface, âWhen you touch me.â
Javier lays a hand on your stomach, caressing you in slow circles. He feels playful when he knows youâre getting back into your normal self again, âGuess Iâll just have to keep touching you then.â
âI guess so,â you reply simply, eyes closed and a lazy smile on your face. Jesus Christ, he loves you and everything you have given him.Â
âIâll let you sit here for a few more minutes, really let you cook,â he tells you, bending down to kiss your hair. He pushes himself to stand, âIâm gonna go plug your new friend in all over. I think we drained the battery.â
âDonât pass out,â you say in a sing-song voice, âLove you.â
âTe amo tanto, mi amor (I love you so much, my love),â he replies and leaves you alone with a hand on your belly. He hears you talk to his unborn children, and itâs almost sad that the time it takes for him to wash the toy gently in the sink, plug it in, and head back to you isnât long.Â
Finally, with his help, you finish the bath. He helps you to the seat of the toilet, hands you a towel, and drains water from the tub.
âI had the same old question today,â he small-talks while you are on the toilet to dry yourself. He steps over the edge of the newly-drained tub to stand in it, pulling the shower head off the wall to wash himself down from the remnants of what you have just done in bed. Heâll hurry up to finish before you so you donât start changing the sheets in your pregnant condition.Â
âYeah?â You decide against what you are doing and go, albeit shakily, to find a flannel. You soak it in lukewarm water and instantly sigh as you place it between your legs.Â
âLucas wants that damn dog so badly,â he continues as he washes himself, âI told him it was a bad idea. He got pretty upset.â
âIs it? A bad idea, I mean?â You wash the flannel clean after using it and wring out the excess water before hanging it on the side of the laundry basket.
âI said yes but I also said it was you who had the final say in it. Iâm not carrying a litter,â he huffs a small laugh and steps out onto the bath mat. He dries himself, âTwo babies, a toddler, and a puppy seems like pushing it, baby, no matter how well-behaved.âÂ
âI had a dog growing up. It was pretty great and made me feel less alone,â you muse. You turn around to lean against the bathroom counter to steady yourself, watching him with a smile in your naked state, âWe could find one in a shelter. A grown one.â
God, you are pretty. He hangs up his towel and draws nearer, stopping only when he has you caged between the sink and himself. He leans in for a kiss and you cup his face whilst he talks, âYouâre so good.â
âWe could surprise him for his birthday. I donât like those puppies spending time in those cages during August. Itâs too hot. They should be running in the grass,â you scratch his cheeks with your nails, pouting slightly.Â
He kisses the pout off your face and puts a hand on your protruding belly, âYouâll look so beautiful during August.âÂ
âThis isnât about me,â you note with a grin and pat his hand, âFocus on your son for a second.â
âWeâll never be able to top that birthday present,â he says with his eyes glazed over by love, âJust saying.â
âBut heâll remember it for the rest of his life,â you argue.Â
âGuess weâll have to browse the local places then,â he gives in, sliding his hand around your waist.Â
âYouâre a great dad,â you return the caress by laying your palm on his bare chest. His pulse is high when you look at him like that, saying those things.Â
âDonât or Iâll have you right here again,â he threatens playfully.Â
Despite your previous state, you respond cockily by turning around so your ass is level with his dick. You lean forward slightly but only to grab your toothbrush for the second time tonight and disappoint him.Â
âAnything else happen today?â You ask as if nothing has happened whilst putting toothpaste on your brush. It matches his. You look at him through the mirror and he takes a moment to think, collecting his thoughts instead of getting hard again.Â
âOh, right, uh,â he gives up and takes a step to the side, reaching for his own toothbrush. You hand over the tube of toothpaste to him. He puts it back in its holder when he is done using it, âWell, thereâs a new kid in InĂ©sâ class. I ran into her mom or rather⊠InĂ©s ran into her.â
You raise a brow in the mirror.
âAnyway, she was real friendly,â he recalls the moment earlier and speaks around his toothbrush, âTheyâre new in town and she wanted someone to show her around. She actually invited us for coffee.â
You turn to him now, having stopped brushing your teeth. It looks like you are trying not to laugh at him, âJaviâŠâ
âYeah?â He turns to meet your gaze and furrows his brow. Oblivious.Â
âIâm sure she was super excited to invite you and your wife for coffee,â you chuckle, and a bit of toothpaste dribbles down your chin. You reach to wipe it off, âYouâre so stupid.â
âHey,â he clicks his tongue at you.Â
âDid you give her your number?â You ask casually.Â
âNo⊠I told her that I would find her contact info on the class sheet,â he tells you and you laugh for real this time.Â
âEver the romantic,â you snicker, âOh, you broke her heart with that.â
âFuck, do you think she was trying to come onto me?â Javier realizes the true meaning behind the interaction.Â
âWell, duh,â you start to brush your teeth again but cannot help giggling throughout the rest of cleaning them, âI bet she was batting her lashes at you.â
âI canât believe I didnât see it sooner. I thought she was just being friendly,â he continues his own brushing.Â
This happens more and more often. You are so deeply ingrained in his mind that his time as a casanova is so far behind him that he sometimes cannot pick up on these things anymore. He wants to say that itâs a conscious choice to be oblivious but it honestly is not. Thereâs just no one else but you.
âSo are you gonna call her? Is it serious?â You taunt him after rinsing your toothbrushes together.Â
âYouâre in for a smack to your ass if you continue,â Javier rolls his eyes in an attempt to hide the color of embarrassment in his cheeks. He hurries to go change the sheets before you start doing it.
âDonât threaten me with a good time,â you blink at him as you pass him to get your clothes from the bed before he has crumpled them up into the dirty sheets.Â
He smiles and gets dressed with you afterward, standing on each of your respective sides of the bed without saying much.Â
In bed, you kiss and say your âI love yousâ. He falls asleep after a few minutes of listening to your slowed breathing. Just like he has done thousands of times before. It never gets old.
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Been seeing alot of spiderman Kinich content on the clock app and this gave me an idea
Reader gets gwen stacy'd and kinich fails to save them lol then he wakes up and then they bang
ââââ through the phone mask
â ÛȘ â ⧠synopsis. before he goes, how about a peck, yeah through his mask!
â ÛȘ â ⧠pairings. spiderman!kinich x gn!afab!reader (this will end up in smut, so !!NSFW CONTENT AHEAD!!) angst + comfort (in a way?? death mention but no actual death happens! just a bad dream)
â ÛȘ â ⧠director's notice. oooo i could not stop thinking about this during class!!
"mwa!" you cheer- briefly backing away as you admire you boyfriend, kinich, that puts his mask on. you pray that this spiderman stuff didn't pressure him at all.
"mmm... one more?" as he turned around to face you again. you chuckled as you tilted your head, stepping closer to the window sill he crouched on. "one more? i think you've had enough for today." a teasing tone present in you sonorously.
he gave you a pleading look in hopes to earn accolade (in which this case is a kiss. or two. or three.) you could giggle, feeling the way he still tried to kiss you through the mask he wore, concealing his identity to all, except you of course.
"mmmwa!" you brush your lips against the fabric that kept all of this a secret. you were so pretty when you smiled. he likes that little dimple that appears on your cheek when you grinned- or maybe the mole on your neck right there. mmmaybe he should count them soon.
but when there's a moment where kinich saves everyone but you, he'd never forgive himself. when there's a moment where kinich can catch everyone when they're falling but you. when there are gonna be moments that only star him, and missing you. like how a seed would long for a soil bed, or how the moonlight doesn't shine without its sun.
he was terrified of losing someone as precious as you were. for as long as you both lived, he wanted to spend as much time with you. his love language was all about spending time with you, and doing things for you, he knew you could handle yourself, but he loves knowing you rely on him for a few things (even if they're simple). so losing you would be losing a huge part of himself.
in all the years you both got to spend together, you spent it along side your best wingwoman; mualani. growing up by both of your sides, he never felt alone, or unneeded. he felt everything was finally coming together.
so when he saw the scene before him- it was you. being stabbed in the stomach by a spike below the now-broken bridge. even in death you were so pretty. your head was laid down on his lap, barely opening your eyes, just enough to let a few tears trickle down the softness of your cheeks.
"i'm.. sorry i couldn't do enough for you." were the words you whispered, holding his cheek before finally passing on to the next world.
no he couldn't handle the scene at all. and only now is when he realizes- he should spend more time. he'll make sure you won't feel like that when he meets you again. he knows he'll recognize you. he'd know you from anywhere, anytime, any appearance, anywho.
kinich wakes up in tears, clear tear stains on the place he rest his face into. your pjs have small marks, drops of tears where they'd landed off his face. your eyes flutter open a few seconds later, realizing he's no longer in your arms.
"kin? wh.. what's wrong? why are you crying?" you immediately got up to wipe the small sobs off his cheeks. "..you're still here.. thank god, you're still here." he suddenly hugs you, fitting his head into your nape. his hold was tight, and affectionate. enough to know that he's happy that you're still present.
"yeah, i'd never leave. was.. was it a dream?" you asked, massaging his scalp to soothe his stress. he could only hum in response, he felt a little pathetic to admit that he was, but it was the first step to accepting it.
"do.. you ever feel like i'm mistreating you?" his head popped up from the spot it was previously. "what? no you're not. in fact, i feel like i'm not doing enough for you, baby." you chuckle, shifting your head to front him a little better.
"you've done more than you think for me." his hand held a soft grasp on your palm, you could feel a few scars on his hand. "really? i find it hard to believe." you let out a giggle, certainly a superhero who does things to make sure the city is a safe place for all, feels like you do more? that was in your point of view anyway.
"may.. i show you how much i can repay you then? i want to show you.. i want you to feel how thankful i am that you're here."
whatever it was in that dream of his definitely helped yours come true. "mmm, someone's ahhn- enjoying, ngh themselves.." he grunted out, hitting you from behind so good, you can't do anything but sit there and take it.
you could feel every little ridge on his dick, the sweat emitting from your body, combined with the drops spouting from the pores of his palms. damn you couldn't even hold your own moans back in courtesy for the people in the next dorm. "mmmffffuckkk.. s'good kin.." you whined, you shut your eyes in ectasy
he throws his head back, groaning at the sight of your plush ass barely swallowing his shaft each time. every shlick only made you even wetter. you could feel his length twitching inside you, each time he hit your very core.
your folds felt so insanely good, wrapping around the base of his dick so well, even inside you it felt so warm. the way you were basically getting stretched out, it reached even further into you, in his observation seeing how your eyebrows knitted- he assumed you liked it like that, kissing your insides!
he slowed the pace of his sloppy thrusts briefly to reach over for the phone on the nightstand. "you mind if we take a photo, pretty? love the way you look right now, 'd hate to miss such a face."
he'd be too busy admiring your face to realize how long he'd been grinding against your precious spot. he knew exactly how to make you use the expressions he wanted.
kissing your neck hungrily, making sure you face the camera as it recorded, letting it see all of you.
watching how your body reacted to his so well, he couldn't help but coo into your ear about how good you were doing.
"such a pretty kitty, mmm? and they're all mine aren't they? he continued, on the edge of the bed- making sure you see yourself in the mirror in front of you.
"this is what i admire everyday. hnnn.. s'tight, fffuck.." he groaned into you, letting you sit on his dick, riding it while watching his reaction through the mirror.
you couldn't help but piston your hips repeatedly, you were already so wet, might as well put it to use!
he held your hand throughout everything, squeezing it every now and then to indirectly ask if you're doing okay. kissing down from your nape to your shoulder blades, you were perfect from the ground till your ears.
for what seemed like the umpteenth time, he cums inside you. warm seed shoots up into your body, creaming on his cock at the same time.
kinich who holds you by the waist, feeling his cock slowly soften inside you. still trying to catch his breath- but still makes an effort to kiss your cheek.
still makes an effort to carry your trembling body to the bathroom. still makes an effort to clean you up. still makes an effort to eat you out slowly afterwards.
he who already misses you while you were still in the room. he couldn't help but cuddle with you for a bit before going out again. it was sunday already anyway, and he spent the moments where the sun rose elsewhere (eating you out/giving bj)
kinich who loved the idea of making out with you right after, still having to go out since you both spent the whole night.. intimately. half of his mask is still on but all you do is lift it up a little, enough for his lips to be visible enough for you to peck.
he makes sure you're sound asleep before he goes, he'll be back before you know it anyway.
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ft: tanjiro kamado, zenitsu agatsuma, inosuke hashibira, kanao tsuyuri, genya shinazugawa
Genlas canon Iâm ufotable so what if I made a kny oc bcs of genya đŁïž ă»ignore how half of these are about sleep
# tanjiro ! â
TANJIRO is such a sweetheart, he really is. But when it comes to sticking to a schedule, he does not make any shortcut or excuses to what will happen. Whatever the schedule says goes no ifs ands or buts. Thankfully he only uses a morning routine anyways.
He had heard from both Rengoku and Mitsuri that having a morning schedule is very good to prepare you for the day. So tanjiro has one to! He tries to get you to follow the routine along with him but you would rather stay in bed instead..
The moment the sun begins to rise is the time Tanjiro wakes up as well. Itâs almost as if his body had a set in clock to wake him up. He already gets himself up before he comes and âpestersâ you, who is still sound asleep when heâs ready to start the day. Tanjiro only pokes your cheek trying to get you to wake up.
You only groan turning your body over as you already know what heâs waking you up for. âTanjiro I donât even think the sun is up yet..â you mumble putting a pillow over your head. Tanjiro only silently laughs before replying âThat doesnât mean we canât wake up either, if we donât go fast weâre going to miss our time to train before leaving!â He only flashes a beaming smile, you wished to see that smile in your dreams right now instead.
# zenitsu ! â
If he had to be honest ZENITSU is unironically really clumsy. Sometimes heâs doing it to get a laugh out of you, but other times heâs genuinely falling. He canât help it! It used to be something that happened every now and then but itâs almost become more of a habit of his now.
Even if everybody knows he really is just clumsy, if your around without fail heâll try to play it off like it was on purpose. If your around and heâs already mid fall heâs going to try and stick the landing to make it seem like he was being funny and just doing it on purpose. Other times when itâs too late to cover up his mistake he tries to cover it up with a cheesy pick up line.
Youâre only sharpening your sword, admiring the peace until itâs disrupted once again. You can hear a very familiar voice chanting your name as the voice only grows closer and closer. You turn around to see zenitsu rushing towards you after turning a corner, and from what you can tell he has a couple of flowers in his hand.
Itâs only when he gets closer is when he somehow manages to trip on whatever was in his path. He comes tumbling towards you as you rush to his aid only to see him quickly put a rose in his mouth. He stares at you with a prideful gaze as you bite back a laugh. You canât hold it in anymore once he screams howling something along the lines of âTHE ROSE POKED ME!!â
# inosuke ! â
Sleeping around INOSUKE is no fun at all. He normally has a lot of energy so staying up late is a given, if you manage to actually fall asleep before he does your lucky. If he even manages to get tired and get close to a bed youâre doomed.
When inosuke is asleep there is nothing that is going to wake him up except himself. He is stone cold asleep meaning whatever he does do in his asleep is a complete ball game to deal with. Itâs obvious that he is going to be uncomfortably loud, but he really handsy and not in the romantic way at all..
You groan on the edge of the bed as the cold air breezes against you, an hour before you were very much comfortable in the bed, alone at least. The moment inosuke toppled into bed was when everything came to an end. He took all the blankets for himself, he sprawled out taking up most of the space, and did this all while asleep already.
Not to mention the fact he was almost louder than when kyojuro when heâs talking whenever he snores. Every other moment the room rattles with how loud he is. To the point where you get so fed up you grab the one pillow you can find and move to sleep on the couch. It was much easier falling asleep on the couch, the only problem is when you woke up you find inosuke still completely asleep on top of you.
# kanao ! â
A lot of people donât realize that KANAO can be unusually blunt. Around you she feels more open to speak her mind about something and without realizing it. Her words can come out much more harsh than she had originally intended it.
When sheâs around you sheâs much more careful at watching her tongue, as she obviously does not wish to hurt your feelings. Which she is really good at!! But if you ask for honest criticism she canât say that she wonât hold back even on you.
You stare at kanaoâs paper as she continues to sketch the treeline in the window Infront of the both of you. Youâre impressed by her eye for art and even wonder if she could give you some tips as well. Itâs not like you havenât been practicing after all! âKanao? Would you mind giving me some tips on how to improve my drawing? Honest criticism please.â You ask the girl as she turns to you. Kanao stares down at your drawing seeing what she believes is a samurai down on your paper.
She looks up back at you taking a deep breath before saying, âwell your drawing isnât near accurate to what time period I assume youâre going for. The proportions are off, the armor plates arenât in the right place, the blade is incorrect, the legs arenât even or balance the upper body.â Your jaw drops as kanao only looks back at you putting a hand on your shoulder. âI could help you if you like.â She hopes this would make up for shock she put on your face
# genya ! â
While GENYA can normally keep things together, there are times where he doesnât keep track how long he has been a demon. Itâs rare considering he normally on a mission for this to ever really happen, but it doesnât mean it hasnât.
The mission had gone well to say the least but everything had gone on for so long. Task after task, minute after minute Genya had become more weary and more irritable. By the time he was actually released he couldnât care about anything except going to bed. On the plus side it would mean he could see your face as well.
When he finally made it to the inn you to weâre staying at he didnât think twice about immediately moving towards the bedrooms. He failed to see his reflection or acknowledge how loud his footsteps were moving around the house. You groggily open your eyes startled awake by the incoming noise, you donât remember anybody staying with you. Not until a shadow peers through the doorway.
You turn around to see yellow eyes stand out from the dark hallway. They pierce menacingly almost into the room your in, slowly creeping closer in the dark. Naturally you scream but your surprised when the figure screams to. It stumbles around the room until it can see its own reflection. Itâs only then when you realize itâs just genya who didnât even realize he was a demon himself. He only mumbles out a small âohh..â before climbing into bed to try and trying to apologize to you..
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Return the Favour
summary: after buck saves reader when her apartment building goes up in flames, they run into each other at a bar. buck's on an awful first date, and reader decides to help him get out of it.
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request: I was wondering if i could request a story about Evan Buckley saving a plus size reader for like a fire or some dangerous situation and they're both attracted to each other but neither of them acts on. A few weeks later or so Buck is actually saved by reader while he's on a bad date he's trying to get out of and (like she makes up an excuse for him or plays along with something he says) and he ends up asking her out.
A/N: i'm sorry this took so long but it's finally out and i may have gotten carried away! this was my first buck request, and it was really fun! and i'm so used to writing good luck charm now that i had to search "evan" and change them all to "buck" at the end LOL also i threw in some abby shade, can you find it?? hehe. anyway, enjoy <3
warnings: reader is caught in a fire, no use of y/n, plus size!reader, fem!reader, race inclusive!reader
You wake up in the middle of the night to the fire alarm in your building echoing off the walls of your apartment. Youâre immediately disoriented, as the booming sound makes your ears ring and your head spin. You jump out of bed and make your way out to your living room, and your breath catches in your throat when you see the smoke quickly filling the room. You make your way to your front door, but jump back in pain as the flat surface burns the back of your hand.
Dread fills your belly as you look around the room frantically. You see your cat cowering under your kitchen table, and you quickly run to grab her before she hides under anything where you wonât be able to reach her. You grab her and she lets out a loud meow, but you keep her squirmy body in your arms as you make your way to your window.
Youâre four storeys up, and your landlord has still not fixed your fire escape, although youâve been asking for months. Either way, you throw open your window, hoping to get some fresh air as smoke fills your lungs and burns your throat.Â
You run to your room and grab your phone, quickly dialing 9-1-1 as tears form in your eyes.
â9-1-1, whatâs your emergency?â the operator asks.
â3246 Weston St. My apartment buildingâs on fire.â you tell her frantically, phone pressed between your ear and shoulder as you struggle to get onto the fire escape with your cat still in your arms.
âYes, we know about that. I see fire escapes on the outside of the building. Can you get down?â she asks you calmly, and you feel an odd sense of calm fill your body as her voice fills your ears.
âItâs broken, thereâs no ladder. My landlord wonât fix it.â you tell her softly, squeezing your cat to your chest as more tears start to fall.
âWhatâs your name?â You answer her, sniffling softly.
âHi, Iâm Maddie. Weâre gonna get through this together, okay? Thereâs already firefighterâs on the scene. Can you tell me what side of the building youâre on?â You shake your head, but then reply quickly, knowing she canât see you.
âI donât see any. Iâm on the back side of the building, on the fire escape. On the fourth floor.â She mumbles an âokayâ as she types on her computer.Â
âAlright, Iâm sending a team over to you, theyâll be right there. Is it just you in your apartment?â
âJust me and my cat.â you mumble, feeling a little silly at your response. The smoke is starting to waft out onto the fire escape, and it makes you cough loudly.
âIâm gonna stay right here with you, okay? Weâre gonna get you down. The firefighters should be there now. Do you see them?â You wait for a moment as you look down at the ground, and your heart drops once you see the bright lights turn the corner.
âI see them.â you whisper, holding your cat tighter as the sirens spook her. You barely even hear Maddieâs response as your heart hammers in your chest. You make your way to the railing of the fire escape, watching as the aerial ladder is extended up to you.
You let out a sigh of relief once two very attractive firefighters are almost up to you on the ladder. You canât help the embarrassment filling your body as you look down at your oversized shirt, with no bra, just long enough to cover your short spandex shorts, but youâre too happy to finally get off of your fire escape that you donât care.Â
âEddie, you get the cat, Iâll get her.â one of them speaks, and the other one, Eddie, nods as he holds out his arms towards you.
You let out a soft sigh before you hand your cat to him, watching nervously as he starts making his way down the ladder with your cat twisting around in his arms. Buck takes this moment to trail his eyes down your figure, taking in your thick thighs and soft tummy. Youâre absolutely gorgeous, but thereâs no time for that.
âAlright, letâs get you down.â Buck tells you, his eyes flicking back up to meet yours. You cross your arms instinctively as your eyes trail down the ladder. He senses your fear, and holds his hands out.
âIâm Buck. Whatâs your name?â he asks when you donât make a move to the ladder. He sees the gears turning in your head as you mumble your name, and he smiles softly, rolling it around on his tongue, committing it to memory.
âItâs okay, Iâll be right behind you the whole time.â he says softly, trying to coax you out onto the ladder. Your eyes move to his hands before going back up to his face, and you nod slowly. You put your hands on the railing, ready to hoist yourself over the railing and onto the ladder.
âAlright, Iâm gonna hold onto you to keep you steady. Is that okay?â he asks, and you nod as nerves fill your belly. He grabs onto your plush hips firmly as you swing one leg over the railing, and he helps guide your other leg over the ladder until your bare feet are on the ladder.Â
âThere you go, I got you.â he whispers once youâre pressed against him. He moves one hand off your hip and grips the railing of the ladder, then urges you to start making your way down backwards, with him going down first behind you.Â
You close your eyes for a moment and let out a shaky breath, then start to move once you open your eyes again. He keeps one hand on your hip the whole way down, keeping his body tense in case you slip. He tries to keep his eyes respectfully on the back of your head, but he canât help it when his eyes trail down to your ass, just barely covered by your shorts as your shirt rides up.
âYouâre doing so good. Just a few more steps.â he speaks once youâre almost to the bottom of the ladder. You smile softly at his words, despite the way your heart is pounding out of your chest. His presence calms you.
Once youâre finally down on the ground, you turn to him with a shy smile.Â
âThank you.â you say softly, looking up at him.
âOf course. You should get checked out. Make sure you didnât inhale too much smoke.â he tells you, returning your smile. Now that he has the chance, he studies your face. If he was still the old Buck, he would ask you out, loving your sweet voice, pretty face, and gorgeous body. But he doesnât date people he meets on the job anymore, and heâs cursing himself for that rule right about now.
You let him take you over to the ambulance, and youâre surprised when he stays there with you. The fire is for the most part out, as a few other stations were also called, so he doesnât feel bad staying with you. He stands in front of you as Hen checks you out, taking your cat from Eddie while he waits.
He canât help but strike up a conversation as he pets your cat, desperate to know more about you. He asks where youâre from, and what you do, and even manages to ask if youâre single. He doesnât flat out ask that question, but after asking about your apartment, he learns that you donât often have people spending the night, and heâs relieved.
You learn more about him too. You learn that his sister is the operator that you spoke to on the phone, and that heâs from Pennsylvania. He tells you a little about his travels before he landed in LA, but thereâs not much time to go into detail, as Hen finishes looking you over quickly.
He hands you back your cat, and your hands brush each otherâs as you take her back. You both freeze at the small contact, lingering for a moment too long.
âWell it was nice to meet you. Thanks again.â you trail off as you look up at him. You want to see him again, but youâre sure heâs just this nice with everyone while on the job.
âYeah, it was nice meeting you too. Do you have somewhere to go tonight?â His voice has a hint of concern, thinking about you having nowhere to go. He lets out a relieved sigh as he sees you nod.
âMy friend lives a few blocks away. I can get an Uber over there.â you reply.
âWeâll wait with you. Donât want you alone out here.â Your smile widens at his kindness, and you can feel your cheeks heating up at his insistence, although youâre sure itâs probably just protocol. You feel butterflies in your tummy at the idea of him wanting to stay, regardless of the reason.Â
In reality, he just wants to spend more time with you. Heâs on the verge of asking you out, but as your Uber pulls up, he decides he shouldnât. Maybe itâs better this way, he thinks.
You thank him once again before you get into the Uber, also thanking Eddie and Hen quickly, who are standing back and watching you and Buck with raised brows.
Once youâre in the car and itâs finally out of sight, Hen and Eddie canât help but laugh. Buck turns to them with furrowed brows, his cheeks heating up in embarrassment.
âWhat?â he asks as he fights back a smile, still thinking about you.
âFor a second I thought you were gonna invite her to go home with you.â Hen teases him, bumping her shoulder with his as they walk back towards the front of the ambulance, which is right behind the fire truck.
âI donât date people I meet on the job anymore; you know that.â he says with a soft laugh, shaking his head.
âThatâs a shame. You two were really hitting it off.â Eddie adds onto Henâs teasing, smirking as they all walk side by side.
âYeah, I know.â Buck murmurs, getting slightly upset. Heâs starting to regret not asking for your number; heâs already desperate to see you again.Â
Heâs forced to push it aside quickly, however, as he hears Bobbyâs voice over the radio calling the three of them to the front of the building for triage.
A few weeks later, youâre still staying with your friend, Jordan. Youâre lucky, the fire had only gotten to a small part of your apartment, and most of your things were left untouched, but you still arenât allowed back in your apartment. You immediately told her all about the cute firefighter, of course, and she was almost as upset as you were that you didnât try to ask him out.Â
You canât help but think about him still; heâs the most attractive guy you think youâve ever seen, and heâs kind, and funny. Either way, you were way too nervous at the time, and he was on the job. Even if you didnât meet while he was working, you donât think you wouldâve said anything anyway. And he hadnât said anything either, so you try your best to forget about him.
Buck spends the next few weeks thinking about you too. He even tried a dating app or two, hoping your photo would pop up on his screen, but to no avail. He thinks about your pretty face often, but his mind also seems to wander to your soft curves, and how your thick thighs were on full display for him to take in in your shorts.
He finally agreed to go out with another girl he met on an app, deciding he should just move on rather than driving himself crazy. He knows he could ask Maddie to pull up the call log and he could get your number, but he knows that would be weird. And a little bit creepy.
Heâs sitting in a small bar close to his apartment, a small, absent-minded smile on his face as he stares across the table at his date. This is the longest date he thinks heâs ever had. It was very clear as soon as his date started talking that she has no interest in actually getting to know him, the first give away being that she chose the dimly lit dive bar. While he wouldnât necessarily say no to it, thatâs not really what heâs looking for anymore.Â
Heâs listening to a story of when she went on vacation to Colombia when he hears a soft laugh coming from the bar. His eyes trail over and see you standing there, talking to what he assumes is two of your friends.
His throat goes dry as he takes in your figure, studying your soft curves and slightly revealing outfit. He can hardly hear the woman across from him now, studying your every move and expression.
He tears his eyes away from you after a moment and refocuses on his date, not wanting to seem rude. He keeps his eye on you out of the corner of his eye, however, ready to run after you if you leave before his date ends.
He keeps listening to his date, who has barely let him get a word in, but he looks very clearly bored. He canât help it; he tries to reply every time she pauses, but his heart is pounding. He finally found you, and it was a complete coincidence. Like fate.
You donât notice Buck right away; youâre so wrapped up in your little girls night out to even look around the bar. Itâs not until your friend Jordan points to him, saying how hot he is, that your eyes finally land on him.
You canât help the smile that breaks onto your face, and your eyes are trained on him for a few seconds until Jordanâs voice finally breaks through your haze.
âWhat?â she asks with a small laugh, and her smile fades when she sees the way you look over at her with a dazed expression
âItâs him. The firefighter.â you tell her, biting your lip as you look back over at him.
âYou have to go talk to him. Before you lose him again.â Jordan tells you with a gasp as your other friend, Alyssa, asks what the hell you two are talking about.
Jordan explains to Alyssa while you think her words over. You donât think you have it in you to go over. Maybe if you were much more drunk than you are right now, but currently, you wouldnât be able to will your feet to move.Â
âHeâs on a date. I canât just interrupt them. And what would I even say?â you argue softly once sheâs finished explaining, looking over at Jordan. You chew the inside of your cheek nervously. The girl heâs with is gorgeous, and you begin to think that he was definitely just being so nice to you because he was working.
âLook at him. He looks so bored. He definitely doesnât want to be there. Go save him.â Alyssa chimes in after sheâs caught up, eyes glancing between you and him.
âOh, no. I couldnât.â you mumble, turning back to the bar and ordering a cocktail once you flag down the bartender.Â
âActually, weâll just get 4 shots.â Alyssa says, smirking as she looks at you sideways. âYou just need a shot or two in you, then youâve gotta get over there. Before itâs too late. Youâre gonna regret it if you donât.â she tells you once the bartender walks away to get the bottle.Â
You sigh, shaking your head. But before you can speak, the bartender puts the shots down on the table in front of you. Jordan immediately puts a shot in your hand and lifts it to your lips. You begrudgingly swallow it, letting in a sharp inhale as you feel it burning your throat.Â
Your friends then each grab a shot and throw them back, then Alyssa grabs the last shot and holds it out to you.
âCome on, you just need some courage.â she teases, and you roll your eyes again before you take the shot. You were planning on drinking tonight anyway, and whether or not youâre going to go up to him, you figure you might as well take the shots.Â
A little while later, you can feel the alcohol coursing through your veins. Youâve been swaying softly to the music as you talk to your friends, but your eyes never stray far from Buck. You always end up looking at each other at different times, so neither of you know that the other person knows of each other's presence.Â
âI think now is your chance. He looks ready to kill himself.â Jordan tells you over the music, and all three of you look over at Buckâs table. He has a smile on his face, but his eyes lack any real emotion.Â
You take a deep breath, and before you can even think, you let out a soft âokay.â Your friends smile widely, both taking turns to fix various parts of your appearance to make sure you look perfect. Jordan smooths down your top while Alyssa fixes your necklace, and then they both look up into your eyes.
âGo get him. Your ass looks great in those jeans, heâs gonna love it.â You feel your cheeks heating up at Alyssaâs words and you laugh softly. You can feel your hands shaking, but you quickly push your nerves aside and finally make your way over to him. He saved you once, and now itâs time for you to return the favour, although this situation is much lower stakes.Â
âOh my God, Buck! Hey!â you say once you reach his table, a large smile on your face. His eyes are on you in an instant, and he smiles widely, unable to stop his eyes trailing down to your cleavage peeking out of your top.
You open your arms, and he stands up quickly, wrapping his arms around your waist while you loop yours around his neck.Â
âDo you want help getting out of this date?â you whisper in his ear, and you smirk as you feel his slight nod against your skin. âFollow my lead.â
You pull back, barely even looking at his date as you continue to speak. Youâre glad he said yes, or else this would be really awkward.
âI havenât seen you in forever! How have you been?â You donât even give him the chance to reply before you turn to the girl.
âHow do you know my ex-boyfriend? Heâs a handful, Iâll tell you that. Good luck.â you tell her with a smirk. You turn back to Buck and look at him with as much desire in your eyes as you can muster, not that itâs hard, and he matches your expression immediately.Â
You know this will work; most girls donât want to have to deal with a guy thatâs still so close with their ex. You see the girlâs face fall slightly from the corner of your eye, and you look back to her, waiting for her answer.
âOh, um, we donât really know each other that well.â she replies with a small smile, and you can see the way she tenses slightly, starting to feel a little awkward.
âLucky you.â you tell her with a soft laugh, looking back up at Buck, whose arm has found its way around your waist. Even still, he keeps his hand hovering over your skin, just close enough for no one else to notice, not wanting to make you uncomfortable just in case you came over just to be nice.Â
âIâm sorry. I should let you get back to your date.â you tell her, an apologetic look on your face, although your eyes have no hint of remorse. âOh, and Buck, are you still coming over tomorrow night? My roommateâs going out of town.â you tell him, licking your lips. He nods, in a daze. He knows youâre not being serious, but he canât fight the images that his mind is creating.Â
âActually, itâs getting pretty late. I should probably go.â she mutters, standing up from the table and putting her purse over her shoulder. âIt was nice to meet you. Iâll text you.â she tells Buck softly, but all three of you know she doesnât really mean it.Â
Once sheâs out of sight, you turn to Buck, suddenly feeling your brain catching up to your actions. He senses your quick flip, and removes his arm from your waist, mumbling a quick âsorry.âÂ
âNo, youâre good. I just donât normally do stuff like this, and Iâm just now realizing that. Iâm sorry, maybe I had too much to drink.â you admit sheepishly, your face growing hot once again as you feel yourself rambling.
âNo, I appreciate it. Honestly, Iâve been thinking about you since we met. I was gonna ask you out, but I sort of have this rule that I donât date people I meet on the job.â he tells you, smiling down at you. He licks his lips as his eyes trace your face, studying it, memorizing it. Your eyes widen slightly in surprise. He wanted to ask you out? The thought makes your stomach flip in excitement, and it causes a new wave of confidence to flow through you.Â
âWell, youâre not working right now, right?â you tease him softly, a hopeful look on your face.Â
âYeah, I guess not. How about I buy you a drink?â he replies, his smile morphing to a smirk. You nod slowly, so focused on him that you donât even think about your friends watching you from across the bar.Â
You decide on something without alcohol instead once you get to the bar, not wanting to risk a hangover the next day. Your friends realize quickly that you arenât coming back to hang out with them, and theyâre happy for you. They keep an eye on you for an hour or so, but when they realize how into each other you are, they decide to leave.
You talk for hours, talking about anything and everything, until the bartender does final call, and you both realize how long youâve been talking.Â
âI guess I should get home.â you say with a sigh. Your cheeks hurt from laughing and smiling so much, and youâve drifted so close together over the last few hours that you donât even notice his leg has settled between yours as you sit on the bar stools. You wouldnât have to lean very far to connect your lips, you think to yourself.
âOr, you could come back to mine?â he asks with hope in his eyes. He knows he shouldnât be asking you this; he wants to take you on a proper date first, but with the way youâre looking at him, he canât stop the words that slip from his mouth. You bite your lip as you fight back a smile, but nod after a moment.
âOkay.â you murmur, and thatâs all it takes for him to grab your hand and drag you to his jeep, but not before slamming some cash on the bar counter. You laugh as he drags you outside, amused by his eagerness. Once he gets to his jeep he pushes you against it, meeting your lips in a passionate kiss.Â
A soft noise escapes the back of your throat as your back hits the door, but you happily kiss him back. Your arms make their way around his neck again and one hand lands in his hair, your fingers weaving through it. He keeps his hands on your hips, but heâs itching to touch you everywhere.Â
He pulls back after a moment and opens the door, his pupils blown and his jeans getting tighter. You smile up at him and then get into the jeep, watching him dreamily as he makes his way to the driverâs side.Â
He keeps his hand on your thigh the whole way home, rubbing your inner thigh with his thumb. He squeezes your flesh every now and then, smiling over at you each time, and once he pulls into his building parking lot, heâs quick to jump out of the car and jog over to your side.Â
He keeps his hands on you the entire way up to his apartment, trailing up your sides, and once you walk into his apartment, he pushes you against the wall and meets your lips again in a dizzying kiss.Â
He slides his tongue into your mouth, and both of your hands are clawing at each other, eager for more. His hands travel down to the back of your thighs, and he whispers âjumpâ against your lips. You hesitate for a moment, nervous about him lifting you up. He picks up on your hesitancy and pulls back for a moment with a smirk. He grabs the back of your thighs hard and lifts you up, pinning your back to the wall once again.
His lips are immediately back on you, kissing and nipping down your neck to your collarbone. Youâre so focused on his lips on you that you barely have time to react to his strength. Youâre not used to being lifted like this, and it makes desire pool between your legs.Â
He pulls back from your neck and pulls you off the wall, keeping his hands under your thighs as he moves to the stairs. You look over your shoulder at where heâs heading, and your arms tighten around his neck as you laugh softly. Your head is spinning as he walks up the stairs; he lifts you up so effortlessly, and you canât wait to see how else he puts his strength to use.Â
He throws you onto his bed, staring down at you as you sit up on your elbows, chest rising and falling rapidly as lust overtakes every sense. He smirks as he takes in your body sprawled out on his bed. He looks down your body, taking in your chest, and your plush belly, and your thick thighs, and he thinks heâs died and gone to heaven.
âGod, youâre gorgeous.â he mumbles before he grabs your ankles and pulls you towards the end of the bed, making you squeal softly.
The next morning, you wake up naked in a room you donât recognize, as you were too focused on Buck last night to notice anything around you. The events from last night flood your mind as you feel an arm firmly draped across your waist, and you canât help the smile that breaks onto your face.Â
You can hear his steady breathing from behind you, and you know heâs still asleep. Itâs probably early, you think, as the hint of light coming in from the bedroom window looks like the sun hasnât quite broken over the horizon.
You try to move his arm slowly, seeing his bathroom door connected to his bedroom. As you do, you feel his grip tighten, and he pulls you tighter against him.
âWhere do you think youâre going? I just found you again, Iâm not letting you go this soon.â he teases in a raspy voice, just barely above a whisper. You laugh softly and turn in his grip to face him, smiling as you take in his sleepy eyes and soft smile.
âIâm just going to the bathroom.â you whisper back, as if trying not to ruin the calmness surrounding you both. He groans, and finally releases you after a moment, but not before he leans in for a soft kiss. He turns to lay on his back, folding his arms behind his head to watch you walk to the bathroom. He smirks as his eyes observe your bare figure, licking his lips.
Once youâre done in the bathroom, you go back to bed, laying on your side beside him and resting your cheek on his chest. He grabs your thigh as you drape your leg across his hips, humming softly as he feels your soft skin.Â
âYou want some breakfast?â he asks after a little while, giving you both some time to wake up. You raise your head and rest your chin on his chest as you look up at him, nodding. He smiles as his eyes glance across your face, admiring the way the sun is hitting your face, having finally breached the horizon.Â
He then leans down to give you a soft kiss, his hand moving from your thigh to your cheek. Once he pulls away, you keep your eyes closed for a moment, reveling in his touch and warm gaze.
âWhat kind of breakfast?â you whisper once you open your eyes. He shrugs before he speaks, still trying not to disrupt the comfortable quiet surrounding you.
âAnything you want. Eggs, waffles. Iâm pretty skilled in the kitchen.â he teases, winking. You raise your eyebrows in surprise. How is he still single? Cute, kind, smart, and a good cook? You canât believe it.
âDo you have strawberries and blueberries?â you ask softly, smiling once he nods. âLetâs make waffles.âÂ
He nods at your words, sighing loudly and stretching before he sits up slowly. You move off of him and watch as he gets up and puts on some grey sweatpants, and your eyes wander down his body quickly, making him chuckle.Â
You get up and find your bra and panties on his floor, putting them on quickly. You debate on putting back on your jeans and top from last night, afraid Buckâs shirt wouldnât fit you in a cute oversized way, but you decide against it. Itâs too early for jeans, and with the way he was worshiping your body last night, you donât think heâd turn down the opportunity of watching you walking around his kitchen so exposed.
He pulls you into another kiss once youâre semi-dressed, his hands making their way to your cheeks. You smile against his lips, and bite your lip gently once you pull back, and he keeps his eyes closed for a moment.Â
âJump.â he whispers after a moment, and you oblige this time, letting him lift you in his arms. You wrap your legs around his waist as he makes his way to the stairs.
âYou really donât have to carry me everywhere, you know.â you say with a soft laugh. You turn your head to watch where heâs going, arms tightening around his neck instinctively as he reaches the stairs.
âNuh uh, come on. I saw your face last night. Donât lie, you love it.â he teases you, squeezing your thighs. You shake your head and your cheeks heat up in embarrassment as you realize that he noticed.Â
Once you get to the kitchen he sets you down on the counter, his hands lingering on your hips as he tries to memorize the sight of you, almost naked on his kitchen counter, your soft belly on full display for him. He backs away slowly as he takes one final look, then turns and starts grabbing ingredients from the pantry and fridge.Â
You notice heâs making waffles from scratch, and your heart swells at the thought of him putting in so much effort. You try to tell him you can help, but he cuts you off, insisting that all he wants you to do is to âsit there and look pretty,â which makes you giggle. You canât help feeling giddy around him; you feel like a lovesick teenager.
Once heâs finished with breakfast, you slide off the counter and make your way to the kitchen table. He brings the berries, the maple syrup, and some whipped cream over, and you both dig in.
He waits to see your reaction, and grins widely when he sees you moan softly in contentment, closing your eyes. You look over at him as he admires you, and you look down, smiling softly, not used to this kind of attention.Â
âCan I take you out?â he asks you halfway through breakfast. He chuckles softly as you look up at him with a raised brow, and he reaches up to wipe a bit of whipped cream off your upper lip.Â
âYou already took me out.â you reply softly, licking your lips after his thumb brushes over them.
âThat doesnât count, we just happened to be there at the same time. I want to take you out for real. A nice dinner, maybe a walk or something after, get some ice cream. What do you say?â he corrects you, giving you a wink. You smile, nodding as you mumble a soft âokay.âÂ
Once youâre finished with breakfast, he leads you to the couch and wraps a blanket around both of you. Youâre leaning against his chest and his arm is draped on the back of the couch behind you, which makes your stomach flip.
He turns on a movie, but youâre too busy talking and laughing with each other to really pay attention. As he looks down at your pretty face, his smile stays plastered to his face. Heâs so glad he agreed to that God awful date, and that you were willing to help him out of it, because now that he has you, he never wants to let you go.
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catching morning ghosts | jjk
plot | Before leaving the beach house, one of yours and Jungkook's friends caught something unbelievable.
words | 1.8k+
genres | fluff, crack, Â secret relationship au, established relationship au, friends to lovers au
pairing | jungkook x reader
note |Â finished writing this while watching bangbangcon earlier. oh, I miss my ot7 so much! anyway enjoy reading! finale is coming!
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It was an early morning on the beach.
The distant sound of ocean waves plays as background music while Blaire and Jenny both clean up around the bonfire you guys set up last night. They were the earliest to wake up so they decided to do the cleaning while waiting for the others. It was agreed that you guys would go home on Sunday morning to rest at your own homes before going busy again.Â
âOh, god. I think I drank too much last night.â Jenny groaned as she picked up an empty can of beer. âI donât remember how I even got into my room.â
Blaire laughed, âJen, you didnât. You somehow ended up sleeping on the kitchen floor, you scared the hell out of Dara! Wooshik had to carry you up to your room.â
Jenny scratched the back of her head. She definitely doesnât remember any of that. The last thing she did that she can recall clearly is handing you your third can of beer while singing along to some song Jungkook plays on Wooshikâs guitar. She can also recall Dara casually leaning on Wooshik while chatting with Blaire.
âWhat time is it?â Jenny turned to Blaire after they finished cleaning within a few minutes.
Blaire checks her phone, âItâs almost 7:30. They still have like half an hour.â
âOh, okay. Iâll just go get my bags and maybe check on the others too.â
Blaire nods and Jenny goes back inside the house. Before going straight to her room, Jenny began knocking on everyoneâs door. For her first victim, she knocked on Wooshikâs door. It took exactly four knocks before Jenny heard, âIâm already awake!â. With that, she moved to Daraâs, who quickly opened the door.
âOh, good morning.â Dara greeted her. The youngest in your group was already prepared to leave and all freshened up. She was just putting on her favorite earrings when Jenny knocked. âIs everyone ready?â
Jenny chuckled, âActually, youâre the first one to open the door.â
âI thought Wooshikâs up already?â Dara asked. âHe messaged me like minutes ago.â
âYeah, he is. But he didnât open the door. I still havenât checked on YN and JK.â she explained.Â
âOh, okay⊠Anyway, you go check on them. Iâll make us coffee after Iâm done with my bags.â Dara offers, earning a nod from Jenny.
As Dara closed her door, Jenny moved on to Jungkookâs door. And it seems like one, two, three couple of knocks are not enough as she hasnât got any response from him. So, Jenny called his name while continuously knocking.
âJungkook?â
âJungkook?â
âJungkook?â
âJungkook?â
You groaned as you shifted in your sleep. Eyes still closed, you snuggled closer to the familiar warmth you can feel next to you. Inhaling his scent, your head lays on his chest comfortably while he holds your back.Â
âJungkook?â
After another call of his name, you tapped softly on Jungkookâs chest, whispering, âBabe.â
âHmm?â Jungkook simply hummed in response.
âJenny. Door.â
With how cozy and half-asleep you two are, you were too lazy to get up and have proper sentences in your conversation. You kept your eyes closed, comfortable on his skin, even though you wanted him to answer the door. Jungkook didnât get up immediately either. As soon as he opens his eyes, he plants a kiss on the top of your head. You slowly moved your head and looked up at him, already with a smile on your lips.
âWhatever, Iâm checking on YN then.â
âOw!â
Your eyes widened. Jungkook panicked and fell on the wooden floor since he was lying on the edge of the bed. His fall resulted in a thud noise. Shocked, you covered your mouth while your boyfriend rushed to go get to the door. With his butt still feeling a little numb, Jungkook opened the door, covering any chance that Jenny might see who is the other person inside. He had to cross his arms over his chest as he didnât get the chance to put his shirt he left on the floor.
âOh, hey, Jen.â Jungkook greeted her, trying to be as casual as he could.
Your best friendâs brows furrowed. She can feel something strange with this messy-haired guy in front of her, but she cannot just point it out. Plus, she heard that thud.
Nonetheless, she tried to shake it off, clearing her throat, âUh, weâre leaving at 8.â
âOh, yeah. Of courseâ Iâll go prepare. And my stuff too. That too.âÂ
Jungkookâs tongue was rambling with words and all you can do is listen on his bed while you watch his back conversing with your lovely best friend, who you wish is not suspicious of any of this.Â
âOkay, you go do that. Iâll wake up YNââ
âWait!â
Jenny was ready to knock on your door next to Jungkookâs but your boyfriend stopped her. Knowing that no one would answer those knocks since you are obviously nowhere there, Jungkook cuts her off.
âIâll do that.â
âWhy?â she asked, raising an eyebrow.
âOh⊠uh⊠you know⊠since weâre leaving in the same car, I can help her with her bags.â Jungkook tries to reason out.
âI know that, Jungkook. Iâm just gonna wake her up,â she replied, still finding Jungkookâs actions a little strange.
âBut sheââ
Ping! A notification sound interrupted their weird conversation. Jenny checked her phone in her hand and immediately saw a text message from you.
From YN
iâm up! no need to check on me. i can literally hear u and jk outside. lemme just take a quick shower.
After reading that, Jenny looked at Jungkook and showed him your text message. It was like someone lifted the weights on Jungkookâs chest as he can breathe better now with your solution.
âIâll go get my bags then. Donât go back to bed, okay?â Jenny told him before leaving for her room.
You watched as your boyfriend sighed while closing the door behind him. He picked up his shirt and put it on before sitting on the bed. You scooched closer to him and hugged him.
âThat was painful to watch.â you giggled.
His shoulders fell, âWe should really tell them about us soon.â
âYeah, maybe when we get back to the city? I think Wooshik knows already,â you said
âHuh? Why?â he asked, turning his head to you.
âHe literally called me Princess last night when I was taking photos of Bam.âÂ
âHe did?â he asked and you nodded. Unexpectedly, he wrapped you in an embrace, making you two fall back on the soft mattress of the bed, âNo one gets to call you that except me!â
You simply laughed at that. You two ended up cuddling on the bed for no more than five minutes before you tapped him again to let you go so you could finally go back to your room.
âI should go change before we go,â you whispered.
Jungkook agreed, lifting his arm on your waist. He would usually request for five more minutes but he knew that your friends were already up. He followed behind you as you walked to the door. Just when you opened the door, Jungkook pulled you into him, immediately leaning down to peck your lips. He sees your lips form into a smile as he pulls away.
âCanât let you start your day without a morning kiss,â he mumbled.
âOf courseââ
âGuys?â
Two hearts dropped on the floor. You and Jungkook snapped your heads to the side where you heard someone say something. You instantly meet eyes with Dara, whoâs currently frozen in place. Her bags fell from her hands when she witnessed you and Jungkook kissing. You two let go of each other, taking a few steps away for more space in between.
âOh, hey, Dara?â you chuckled awkwardly. âGood morning?â
âYeah, good morning, Dara.â Jungkook greeted her two, scratching his hair.
It took your innocent friend a few more seconds before processing everything. Her index finger points to you two as if asking if you and Jungkook are together. She was speechless, to say the least. Both of you nodded slowly. You raised your index finger in front of your lips before saying,
âPlease?â
As soon as she understood it, Dara nodded, âO-Okay. Iâll go make coffee.â
Even though she was still confused and surprised about everything, Dara walked down the stairs with her things to remove herself from this awkward situation. Left alone, you and Jungkook looked at each other before you walked back to your room.
âHi, Bam⊠What are you doing outside, buddy?â
Jenny was putting her bag in the trunk of Blaireâs car when she spotted Bam walking towards her, bringing something in his mouth. She was petting his head when she noticed it.
âWhatâs that?â
She leaned down and reached for that something in between Bamâs teeth. It did not take long for her to identify what it was. Her eyes widened as she held the plain green string bikini top in front of her face.
âJen, whatâs that?â Blaire, who just walked out of the beach house with a cup of coffee in her hand, asked. âWhose bikini is that?â
âI⊠donât know. Itâs like something Bam saw in the sand there.â Jenny replied, dumbfounded.
âHmm. No one really stayed here except us.â Blaire said.
As if on cue, you and Jungkook walk out of the house with your bags to put them in his Jeep. Even though you were the one who let Bam out of the house earlier, you are unaware he brought a gift for everyone. You greeted Bam as he followed behind you to Jungkookâs car. Thatâs when you felt Jenny looking at you.
âWhatâs going on?â
âBam brought this.â Jenny showed the green bikini, slinging in her finger.
Your eyes widened, immediately recognized what it was. It was yours. But you lost it last night after going to a quick night swimming with your boyfriend. Since it was already dark, you two had a hard time looking for your top after you got off the water. Jungkook let you wear his shirt instead before you sneaked back to the beach house.
âOh, itâs YNâs,â Jungkook replied casually while organizing the bags. You almost shut him off.
âHow⊠did you know?â your best friend asked. Her suspicions about Jungkook from earlier are just growing.
You watched as Jungkook stopped what he was doing and thought for a second. âUh, I heard her complaining about losing something.â
Jenny looks at you for confirmation. You nodded and took the said piece of clothing from her.
âThatâs right. Thank you, Jen. I probably left it on my roomâs floor or somewhere.â you reasoned out nervously.
Although she squinted her eyes for a quick second, Jenny didnât say anything and left you and Jungkook alone. Instantly after that, Jungkook chuckled. You glared at him in exchange.
âI swear Iâll never go skinny dipping with you again.â
He lowered his sunglasses, âI doubt that, Princess.â
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I just had the cutest fluffy Bucky thought and I love your soft fluffy stories! â€ïž
The team loads into the jet but you somehow end up last in and the seats around Bucky are taken so you sit on his lap. Steve/Tony tell everyone to prepare for departure so while everyone is buckling in, you pull Bucky's metal arm around your waist. Steve/Tony tell you to find your own spot with an actual seatbelt. "You really think that flimsy piece of fabric will keep me safer than this?" Bucky is smug and smirks at everyone but inside he's melting because the thing he hates most about himself makes you feel the safest. đđ« đ„č
Hooked On A Feeling
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader
Word Count: 897
Summary: Bucky has always been the one who makes you feel safest and maybe, just maybe, he can start to believe it's true.
Author's Note: Hi sweets! Thank you so much for this super sweet request, I absolutely love the idea of him being readers 'seatbelt'! So cute! I hope you enjoy this and thank you for kind words! Have a lovely day! đ„°Thank you all so much for reading! Much love always! â€ïžâ€ïžâ€ïžDivider by sweet Daisy @firefly-graphics thank you loveđ„°
Warnings: soft and sweet fluff
GIF NOT MINE: Credit goes to @mcavoys thank you lovelyđ
âLetâs go slow poke!â Sam shouts. âWe gotta get outta here.â
You trudge up the platform and into the jet, your legs sore and tired from the mission.
âIâm cominâ, Iâm cominââ, you grunt.
You step foot inside and have to jump forward at the sound of the hatch beginning to close. You shoot Sam a dirty but playful glare before surveying the seating situation.
There isnât any place to sit unless youâre going to squeeze yourself uncomfortably into the corner.
With a defeated sigh your shoulder slump and just before you resign to the worst seat ever you catch Buckyâs eye. Heâs staring at you, his expression soft and inviting. Â
âGrab a seat!â Sam shouts your way. âWeâre takinâ off.â
You plod over to Bucky and stand between his widely spread legs.
âCan I sit with you Buck?â
âOf course ya can doll,â he says, patting his thigh.
You sit yourself down and lean against his chest, the tension of the mission melting from your body.
âFind a real sit babe,â Sam grumbles. âWith a seatbelt.â
You roll your eyes and mumble something incoherent but then you realize you have the best seat on the jet.
With a smirk you take Buckyâs metal hand in yours and pull his arm around your waist. He immediately tightens his hold on you and pulls you closer.
âA real seatbelt,â Sam chides.
âYou think one of those seatbelts is going to be better than this?â you ask with a scoff as you run your fingers over the metal plates on Buckyâs arm. âIâm in the safest spot on the jet.â
You turn your face to Bucky and give him a sweet smile. âAnd the comfiest.â
He blushes under your praise and dips his head with a chuckle. âThanks doll face.â
You rest your head along his shoulder and give his scruffy cheek a kiss.
He looks up and locks eyes with Steve who is grinning like an idiot. Bucky throws Steve a smug smile and curls his other arm around you.
The ride back is smooth and you fall asleep in Buckyâs arms. When the jet lands everyone quickly unbuckles themselves and stands, eager to get home and rest.
You donât stir and Sam walks over, opening his mouth to wake you.
âDonât,â Bucky whisper shouts. âIâve got her.â
He carefully releases his seatbelt and stands with you in his arms.
Once heâs brought you to your room and laid you on your bed he lingers in the doorway, watching your sleeping form.
âDonât be creepy man,â Sam teases as he walks by.
âHuh?â Bucky asks, dragging is eyes away. âIâm notâŠI was just making⊠forget it.â
âYou know she likes you right?â Sam says as he follows Bucky down the hall.
âNah. Sheâs just a sweetheart. She likes everyone,â Bucky counters with a dismissive wave of his hand.
âShe definitely is but I see the way she looks at you,â Sam continues.
Bucky is quiet for a moment before he shrugs off the comment and grabs a water bottle. âIâm gonna go shower.â
When heâs showered and dressed he walks back to your room and gently knocks. He doesnât hear anything so he slowly pushes the door open and sees your body still curled up on the bed.
You shift and quietly speak his name.
âYeah, itâs me doll. You ok?â
With a languid stretch you turn toward him and smile.
âIâm good, still tired though but Iâm gonna go shower. Will you hang out? I wonât be long.â
âSure doll.â
You shuffle off to the bathroom, returning shortly after in a tank top and shorts.
Bucky is sitting on the edge of your bed, scrolling through Netflix and he looks up at the sound of your feet.
He stares.
Your skin heats but despite the feeling a shiver skims down your spine.
âAre you cold?â he asks, standing as he swallows hard. âYou can have my shirtâŠnot that you need to cover up or anything, itâs justâŠI donât want you to be cold but you uh lookâŠyou look beautiful. You always do.â
His awkward rambling dissolves your nerves and you step closer.
âThanks Buck and yes, I do want your shirt, itâs chilly.â
Taking the hem of his Henley in his hands he begins to lift it over his head, revealing the patch of skin just above his sweats and the dark trail of hair that disappears into the waistband.
His tee shirt falls back down once he pulls the Henley off and you inwardly sigh.
With delicate movements he helps you into his shirt and you wrap yourself up in itâs warmth and smell.
âWhat do you wanna watch?â you ask him.
âWhat was that?â he says after a beat of silence, his gaze full of emotion as he stares at you in his Henley.
You repeat your question and he pulls out his small notebook, showing you the movie list heâs compiled. After you pick one you get comfortable on your bed and call him over. When he lays down you shimmy closer and slide under his metal arm, laying your head on his chest and snuggling into him.Â
âThanks,â he whispers.
âFor what?â you ask as you crane your neck to look at him.
âFor trusting me.â
You slip your fingers through his and give them a squeeze. âI always feel safest with you.â
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okay I'm sorry but I'm in celebrity Satoru Gojo married to actress reader chokehold.
Don't know how aware you all are about the one video where Ryan Reynolds interviews Brandon Sklenar because he's playing the love interest of his wife's character and that is PEAK Gojo behavior.
You're actually in a different city while this is happening, off for an interview with Buzzfeed.
Anyways, your upcoming movie, titled In the Stars, is about a young woman named Sora who had been diagnosed with cancer, and with only a few months left to live, she decides to live the life she's always wanted. One of love.
She eventually decides to pursue one of her lifelong interests of stargazing, something she's always been interested in as a child. Sora however never got to achieve her dream of becoming an astrologist due to her father's death at age 17, having to now juggle hospital and funeral bills without a very stable job.
With only a few hours to live however, she goes camping, only to almost murder a man who encounters her campsite by accident because she was startled.
The man's name was Daichi, he was a college professor who taught astronomy and was immediately overjoyed at Sora's enthusiasm for the sky.
The two ended up becoming close friends, regularly going out to camp with each other, and slowly gaining feelings along the way.
However, they're too late.
After one last camping trip, Sora wakes up vomiting uncontrollably and Daichi worriedly takes her to the hospital.
She's hooked up to millions of tubes and liquids, but it's futile. Sora passes away, leaving Daichi to mourn her on earth, hoping she's happy in the stars.
It's a relatively cliche plot, and yet, the movie becomes such a big hit because of you. The way you portray your character with so much genuine pain and longing, is what hooked the world in from the start.
Satoru couldn't have been more proud of you.
He's just a little disgruntled that your "love story" wasn't with him.
He knew it wasn't serious, but Satoru Gojo also tended to have a jealous streak - after watching the trailer for the movie he was unimpressed, because no one who truly loves you would ever look at you that way.
However that knowledge did help him feel a little better because it was just a movie after all, just acting.
That didn't stop him from causing shenanigans though.
Your coworker was a nice guy, his name was Ren Akiyama, and he was just a few years younger than Satoru and yourself.
The interviewer exits abruptly, leaving Ren confused in his chair, only for the famous Satoru Gojo to enter the set and sit in the interviewer's chair, with some cards of his own.
Ren looks around, muttering an "Oh boy, get me out of here", as your husband clears his throat, cameras trained on him.
"So...Ren, is it? You and Mrs. Gojo seem very close, do you call her anything special, like a nickname or-"
Ren cuts him off with a shake of his head. "No sir."
The interview begins to resemble that of every father's first interrogation of his daughter boyfriend, except in very different circumstance as we see Satoru grill the poor man about his relationship with you.
It's hilarious and endearing, seeing how much Satoru loves you and his interactions with Ren are quite entertaining as well.
It's even more adorable when the press catch you and Satoru going into the theaters to watch your movie, even after watching the premiere and seeing Satoru's eyes visibly tear up as he holds you tight, watching Sora's last living moments in her hospital bed, Daichi by her side.
He really does love you so much.
A/N: I acc loved writing this omg hahah - should I write more about this??
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wife Abby headcanons xoxo
-You met at a bar when your friend cancelled on you last minute, she offered to buy you a drink and you chatted at the bar until she invited you back to hers, this was back when you were 22 and she was 25 so her flat was more modest but still well decorated and clean. You both shared a bottle of wine and sat and spoke more for hours until you were both so drunk you started doing karaoke together by watching youtube videos on her TV, she invited you out to an actual karaoke bar as your second date and she only fell even more in love with you the more she saw you.
-I think she would work in corporate like a lawyer or investment banker or something so I think she would try and work from home as much as they would let her.
-She looks so funny when she works from home too because she wears work clothes on her top half for her zoom calls but then she would be wearing pj bottoms and her slippers on her bottom half.
-Such a victim of Apple's marketing, always insists she needs the newest phone or whatever they had brought out, she has the watch, the phone, an ipad, an imac, macbook pro, airpod pros and airpod max's. Literally everything they sell because she's actually a tech geek at heart.
"I totally need it."
"Give me one reason you need an iPad Abigail."
"...I don't know, it's just cool."
You roll your eyes at her but chuckle at her insistence as you press a small kiss to her pouty lips. She smiles at you and looks like a child on Christmas day as she orders her new toy.
-She would so wear the airpod max's while working out and i think she'd always have one of those gallon water bottles that she'd take everywhere with her.
"Babe please just let me buy you one, trust me it will make you drink so much more water."
"No it won't, do not waste your money seriously." She'd huff at your stubbornness and go and buy you one anyway.
-I think she would workout at night or during the day if she can fit it in which rarely happens because she enjoys her mornings with you where you guys cuddle and chat and have breakfast together before she goes to work or gets started in the home office
-Does majority of the cooking because she really enjoys it and is also a chef, like she whips up three course meals so regularly like its nothing.
-You try and make dinner together on the weekends which equates to her micromanaging you until she gets too stressed watching you mess up and does it herself while you sit on the counter entertaining her.
-She always goes to sleep as big spoon and always wakes up as little spoon, every night, without failure. Also loves to lay on your stomach with her arms around your waist, one of her fav cuddling positions.
-She's the kind of person to ignore and persevere through a cold until she literally passes out and will get mad at you when you have to force her to rest but once she's comfy and has accepted she's ill she's such a baby.
-She would be so good with kids and they would all love her too like when you would go to family gatherings together all the kids would always be glued to her pulling her every which way
-loves dogs and cats and wants two of each
-loves home date nights where you cook together and watch films or play games whether its board, video or card games. Once you bought a fake police file and tried to figure out who the murderer was, it ended in a huge argument because you couldn't agree on who it was, you were so annoyed you made her sleep on the sofa but in the middle of night she sauntered back into your room and climbs into bed cuddling into you.
"Sorry babe, you were right." She kisses your forehead and you smile as you both go to sleep happily, Abby had managed to find the answer online but she didn't tell you that you were in fact wrong, she would rather be in bed cuddling you than prove she was right.
-I think she would want 3 kids, preferably boy, girl, boy or vice versa but she would be happy with any kids.
-If/when kids come along she starts working from home primarily and you watch them grow together.
-She would eventually want to move away from the city where she lived for an easy commute to work to a beautiful house in the country with large fields behind a huge back garden where the dogs and cats, and ducks all play with the kids.
-She would love reading crime thriller books but she also has a guilty pleasure for romance and sometimes she'll sit in bed with you and read you parts of the books. Can imagine older Abby refusing to get reading glasses because that makes her officially old but sheâs literally holding the book as far as it will go and squinting so hard and she still canât read it, you eventually give in and read it to her which only motivates her to not get glasses more because this was a way better option.
-Loves Family Guy, American Dad, South Park, all those kind of shows but if you put on a drama she'll grumble and then be hooked.
"Oh my god, oh my god, are you fucking kidding me? Noooooooo." Abby yells at the screen as she watches the season 1 finale of vampire diaries with you, you had started rewatching it as it was nostalgic and she made fun of you so much until you forced her to watch the episode you were watching.
Like I could so see her watching greys anatomy and sobbing when there's a major character death
-Goes to get mani pedis with you and she'll always get her nails painted to match the colour of yours even when you'd pick super bright to mess with her she'd get it without batting an eye.
-Of course she gets along super well with all your friends and family, sometimes you think they love her more than you đ
okay that's all I got for now but I will probs do way more once the series is finished :))
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Musician Age Gap AU Pt 8
"I cannot believe you told my wife your date was with *Lena Luthor*," Alex whispers mid-yell, "before you told me!"
"Would it have changed your recommendation?"
At that, Kara hears Alex pause to consider.
"No," comes the final response. Then, "Did it work?"
Kara flushes-- she'd certainly gotten the reaction she'd been looking for. She just isn't sure she wants her sister to know that they hadn't fully resolved that desire.
"Well enough," Kara returns, settling on an incomplete truth. She'd explain the rest later... eventually.
A muttered curse issues over the line. "Jesus. How did this even happen? Wait-- what happens now? Esme said her next show is in, like... 16 hours, in Denver."
Kara smiles into the phone. "We stay in touch."
She's already received a picture via text, showing Lena with a tongue-out wink and a playful peace sign. Another photo had revealed a sticky bun, with a note that Lena had gotten Jess to swing by Noonan's on the way to the airport.
Though the sight of the sticky bun had made her hungry, the selfie made her pause to absorb the image. From the relaxed tousle of Lena's wavy hair, to the ray-bans hooked on the collar of her shirt, and the luxury of the private plane lurking around the edges.... she wonders if Lena realizes just how far she's letting Kara in, allowing her to see Lena in so personal a setting.
Kara's response had been simple. "Fly safe."
It had earned her a floating heart emoji and a promise to touch base upon landing.
"That's it?" Alex asks, pulling Kara back to the present.
Kara huffs a laugh. "What did you expect? She wasn't going to cancel half a national tour for personal time with someone she only met two days ago."
"Well why not? You're worth it."
"You're only saying that because you're my sister," Kara counters. "Besides, I don't want that for her."
Seeing Lena on stage had proven it's something the woman enjoyed. She thrived on the experience of it, and so did the thousands of fans who came to see her.
Which is why, a few hours after Lena's first Denver show would have concluded, Kara is surprised to receive a call from Lena. They'd facetimed when she'd landed, so the lack of video is her first clue that something isn't right.
"Hey," Kara greets, pressing the phone to her ear as she wipes sleep from her eyes. She'd meant to stay awake to check in herself, but not even a book had been able to keep her from dozing off.
"Hey."
Lena's voice is somber. It's such a difference that a wave of concern wakes Kara the rest of the way.
"What's wrong?" she asks.
There's a short pause before Lena responds. "Nothing."
"How was the show?"
"Fine. I'm sorry, I shouldn't be calling so late. I just... I wanted to hear your voice." Lena pauses again. "Is that weird?"
"No." Kara listens closely to the quiet that follows, as though it might give her some insight into what was happening on the other end of the line. "Lena..."
"Could you... talk to me?"
"About what?"
"Anything. Just... so I can listen."
Kara's brow furrows. She fights the impulse to dig deeper, to push to find the why. She doesn't need to know. Lena has asked for what she needs-- and it's something Kara is able and willing to give.
"Did I ever tell you that I didn't always live in National City?"
Lena hums a negative, prompting Kara to continue.
"I'm actually from a town up the coast. Midvale. I miss it sometimes. The stars mostly. In high school, I had friend named Kenny, and we would take his telescope to the old barn, and we would chart the skies together..."
Kara goes on, relating many and more of the troubles she and Kenny had gotten up to in those days. She was careful to steer clear of his murder, and the bullying they'd both experienced. Lena needed distraction, not more heartache.
As she speaks, Lena hums occasionally, sometimes even giving a chuckle. When the sounds of her following along peters out, Kara pauses to listen if Lena notices the stop. When no reaction comes, Kara smiles to herself.
"Lena?" she asks softly. "Still there?"
No answer comes, but when Kara increases the volume on her phone, she can hear the steady inhale and exhale of sleep. Kara listens for a few heartbeats more.
"Sweet dreams, Lena."
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Letters To Your Lover
Pairing: rafe x reader
Summary: After moving into a new place together, Rafe finds your old middle school diary. Along with it the thousands of love letters to your middle school crush.
Warnings: 18+, smut, oral (m receiving), unprotected sex (wrap it up), orgasim denial, Rafe being an idiot, let me know if I missed any
Wc: 1K
âWhat the hell is this?â
 Rafe burst into the living room holding a little bound notebook. The two of you just moved in together after dating for a year and a half. You were in the middle of unpacking the kitchen boxes as he was in the bedroom going through both of your boxes. That's when he found the little book at the bottom of one of your boxes.Â
Curiosity got the best of him and he had to take a look. At first everything was fine. Some notes from when you were in middle school. Then as he kept going he noticed a shift, it started to become a diary a few pages in. Stories of your days painted on the page for him to take a glimpse of your childhood.
His smile faded when he found the first letter. A little note to your crush that seemed to be never ending. Letter after letter gushing about some kid you were obsessed with. Realistically he knows that this was middle school you, the two of you weren't even friends until Junior year of highschool.
Thereâs no logical reason for him to be so upset about some old crush you had. Then he thinks about the fact you kept them. He looks at the pages, imprinting the letters to memory. He canât shake the feeling that this is who you really want, thereâs no other explanation as to why you would still have these.
Dear pretty boy,
Today you smiled at me in the hall and it made the butterflies in my stomach flutter. I wish you would fully notice me. I would do anything for you to actually feel the same way about me. But itâs okay, I can wait.
Hey pretty boy,
Your eyes are so pretty, they have become my favorite color. The way you smile is so bright and I wish I could make you that happy. Everyday I wake up hoping this will be the day you notice me. Maybe tomorrow will be the day, maybe not. All I know is that deep down we are meant for each other.
The list goes on, note after note. It disgusts him to think that you even call him that. Thatâs your special nickname for him and here it is used for another guy. His anger gets the best of him and now heâs standing in front of you. Holding the book in your face as you give him a confused look.
âUmm a diary?â He scoffs and throws it on the counter behind you. âYeah, one filled with love letters.â It clicked in your head that he read it and saw all the cringy letters you wrote. âOh god you read all of those? I'm so embarrassed right now.â You have got to be kidding him. Youâre embarrassed because he read them and not over the fact you kept something for another person.
âGod I knew you liked being a slut but really keeping this shit is something else. Just thought I wouldnât find this.â What is he even going on about? Itâs something you did as a child. âRafe.â He does let you continue your sentence. âGet on your knees right now.â Heâs unbuckling his belt as you sink to the floor.Â
Whipping out his dick, he starts to stroke it as you open your mouth for him. This isnât the first time heâs punished you like this. He finds it amusing to watch the tears pool up in your eyes as you try not to choke on him. Without much care he shoves himself into your waiting mouth, touching the back of your throat before retreating. The cycle continues, he brutally face fucks you in the middle of the kitchen.
The sounds of your choked moans and gags fill up the room. Tears are falling down your cheeks only fueling him. âMaybe next time youâll think about not writing to someone else. Fucking dumbass catching your attention.â Wait, is this what itâs all about? The letters being to someone else? God this man could be dumb.
Just before heâs about to cum he pulls out and grips your hair to tug you up. âCome on, bend over. Iâm only cumming in your pussy.â He manhandles you over the counter and pulls your shorts along with your panties down. You are already soaked from sucking him off so he easily slid right in. âWuch a wet fucking pussy. You just love when you suck me off donât you sweetie. My little cock drunk whore.â You moan loudly at his words.
His pace gets faster if thatâs even possible, thrusting hard into you. âWho do you belong to?â Rafe has always been possessive but never in the bedroom. Something about reading your silly crush letters just set him off. He knows you liked other people but in his brain he was the only one you ever wanted. Seeing it aimed at someone else is like torture, even if it was from years ago.Â
His thrust gets more intense, ready to cum any minute. âCome on, tell me.â he delivers a hard smack to the globe of your ass. âYou baby. Always going to be you.â Being satisfied with hearing you agree that you did it for him. Like an automatic response he was cumming right after your sentence ended.
The two of you stay there for a second, not really moving. Reluctantly he pulls out and slides your pants back up. Hereâs the part of your punishment that you hate, orgasm denial. Itâs known that anything he gives you is taken like a champ, finding pleasure in the pain. But this, he figured out how much you hate being denied an orgasm early on. Thatâs his favorite form of punishment.
âYou know those letters were about you right?â You are still bent over the counter, forehead rested on it. He tenses behind you. âWhat?â You turn around and look at him, smiling at the dumbstruck look on him. âThose corny letters were about you dumbass. Had this huge crush on you back then.â
With no words he gives you a kiss and throws you over his shoulder. âWhat are you doing?â you giggle as he walks towards the bedroom. âWe have a new bed to break in and it seems like I owe you a few orgasmâs as an apologyâ How could you argue with that? The rest of the night was spent wrapped in each other's arms, forgetting about the pile of boxes scattered around.
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Hello first timer here, Can I request for hcs for Gojo, Nanami and Choso wherein their frail darling manages to escape but not so far because they end up getting a fever from all the stress
No Escape
!!REBLOGS APPRECIATED!!
REQUESTS: OPEN
warnings: obsessive behavior, kidnapping, delusional mindset, choso breaks your leg
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Yandere Prompt List
Gojo
-He doesnât keep you too locked up considering youâre not very strong, even a bit frail.
-You are usually left alone in his home when heâs busy, just with the front door locked. Heâs already made you well aware that no matter what you do, heâll always find you
-Unfortunately, youâre tired of being imprisoned and want to go outside. It wasnât your attempt to escape really, you just wanted some fresh air and time in the sun.
-You didnât expect it to be so cold. You only had on a pair of socks and slippers, along with a tshirt and pajama pants. As you walk around, you notice how out of the way your âhomeâ is. Even if you wanted to run to someone for help, you couldnât. If you did happen upon someone, Gojo may just kill them for trying to help you.
-After walking for 30 minutes, you collapse in the snow from fever. It doesnât take long once Gojo comes home for him to find you. Heâs nearly distraught with worry, taking you back to his home and calling Shoko to come take a look at you.
-When you wake up, instead of a punishment or yelling, he pulls you into his arms. This is the first time youâve seen Gojo cry. âPlease⊠never worry me like that again. I was terrified that I lost youâŠâ
Nanami
-Now, even despite your condition, Nanami is much more careful keeping you confined and safe. Itâs almost obsessive with the way he fawns over you, making sure youâre comfortable yet also being gator youâre not very capable of escaping.
-Even though youâre treated well, being locked up is boring. One day, you decide to attempt an escape, wanting your freedom.
-You donât get very far before you collapse, your frail body and midn too stressed to continue. When Nanami finds you, he picks you up as gently as possible and carries you home.
-for your bad behavior youâre now forced to wear a chain on your ankle when he leaves, but to nip the problem of your boredom in the bud, he allows you to watch TV and buys you new books to keep your mind occupied. Nanami isnât evil and he knows what heâs done to you is wrong, so he tries to be understanding and keep you comfortable.
-He is more cautious and paranoid for the next few weeks though, barely leaving you home alone for more than thirty minutes. Itâs not that he thinks youâll actually have a successful escape attempt, no, he doesnât want you to get yourself hurt from over exertion.
Choso
-You are very much infantilized by Choso. He treats you like a sickly child, trying to feed and bathe you when youâre feeling tired. He never thought you would even think of escaping his grasp. In his mind, you desperately need his care and attention to survive.
-So when he finds you collapsed in the middle of the woods a few yards away from the small cabin he put you in, letâs just say he goes full on insane with worry and stress.
-He carries you back of course, making sure your fever is down before he settles on what heâs going to do. Chosoâs delusional mind has been confronted with the fact that youâre not as innocent and frail as he thought. Heâll need to take drastic measures to insure you donât get out again.
-he has tears streaming down his face when he breaks your leg, sobbing out apologies while you scream in agony. âSo sorry princess, itâs for your own good, I promise. Shh, shh, donât cry. It wonât hurt for much longer.â
-He has always called you princess, but after breaking your leg you are treated like one more than before. He does everything for you, making sure you take your pain medicine and eat well. Choso even bathes you, and is glad to see your need to escape vanish once youâre all healed. He only has to remind you of this experience when youâre being bratty once for you to fall in line.
-Choso hates that you fear him, but heâs happy youâre more compliant now. It means youâre safe, and if he has to be the villain to maintain your safety, so be it.
#x reader#anime x reader#headcanon#requests open#reader insert#smut requests#jjk nanami#jjk yandere#jjk imagines#jjk gojo#jjk x you#jjk x reader#jjk smut#choso x reader#choso kamo#jjk choso#nanami kento x reader#yandere nanami#nanami x reader#gojo x y/n#yandere gojo#yandere choso#fem reader#female reader#fem!reader#anime x chubby reader#chubby!reader#chubby reader#yandere jjk#x reader smut
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All this was inspired by listening to Sheâs So Overrated by Madilyn Bailey so fair warning LMAO. Also this got SO MUCH LONGER THAN I MEANT IT TO IM SORRY IT WAS JUST ME WRITING DOWN AN IDEA......
Okay so Iâm having thoughts about modern AU lead singer Eddie Munson whoâs been in the industry for years with the boys. Corroded Coffin is a staple of the metal industry, but for a few years heâs been feeling really stalled in his career and just stuck in place. Heâs still making music, still performing, but he feels like heâs getting farther and farther from that kid who used to scream and sing in his closet bedroom in the shoebox apartment he used to share with Wayne.Â
So when he and the boys are in an interview and the interviewee brings up how âKingâ Steve Harrington from The Four is trying to reinvent himself with the help of former bandmate Robin Buckley, Eddie goes off. He works himself up into a little tizzy, ranting Munson Doctrine style about how a former teen pop star trying to become some second rate folk singer isnât anything special, and that he wouldnât be caught dead cashing in like that.Â
That Steveâs music is bad (even though heâs honestly never listened to it) and âKingâ Steve is overrated. How even Beiber is better than him. Heâs just bullshit.Â
Of course the interview goes viral, and finds its way to Steve and Robin. Robin listens to it first and she doesnât want Steve to watch it. She knows how close things like this cut him (especially that word), and how heâs been dealing with a lot of hate from everyone even from former fans who are confused by the sharp contrast of his new music- aka the music heâs finally being allowed to write now that heâs broken away from his momager- but Steve makes her show him.Â
Sheâs sure that sheâs going to have to spend the next week rebuilding his confidence.Â
And instead, Steveâs lip curls into a smile, and he grabs his songbook, telling her to find her guitar.Â
Eddie wakes up five days after the interview to a huge flood of social media notifications, a dozen missed calls from the boys and his manager and his uncle. He ignores them all and goes to see what he fucked up this time.Â
Eddie opens Youtube and itâs at the top of his recommendations. The thumbnail is Steve and Robin sitting together with a guitar in her lap. The title of the video is just one word.Â
Bullshit.Â
This canât be good.Â
Eddie listens to it even though he doesnât want to. Heâs a lot of things, but heâs not a coward. Not anymore. He listens to it because he has to know how much heâs fucked up.Â
And then he listens to it again. And again. And again.Â
It gets stuck in his head. All of it. Not just the song (which admittedly is pretty killer) but also hearing the flippantly mean words he had casually thrown at Steve being shoved back in his face. He had seen Steve as an abstract thing, just a symbol of everything wrong with the industry, not a real person. And now this actual human being that heâs hearing has turned all of that garbage into a song that feels more genuine then most of the music on the last two albums he wrote himself. A song that has heart, joy, and a strong current of pain underneath, especially in the bridge where Steve just sings the word bullshit over and over.Â
Thereâs even more than that. He also sees the way Robin and Steve interact while theyâre working the smiles, the jabs, the silly little way Steve bobs his head along as he listens to her play, the way they both collapse into giggles at the end as Steve directly quotes the part of the interview where Eddie said that Steve âis just another laundry basket devil trying to act like a big shot now that heâs too old for teen girls to moon over.âÂ
He canât remember the last time he and the boys had that much fun making a song.Â
Hell, Eddie even sees their apartment. Itâs a pretty nondescript room, but he can see the wear and tear on the furniture, the cobwebs in the corners of the room, the slightly drooping houseplant with the name âDartâ lovingly painted on its pot. It feels like a home, and as Eddie looks around at the bedroom in his far too big mansion, he feels even more like a fraud.Â
Eddie listens to the song on repeat for most of the morning. In the afternoon he finally answers everyone, and starts to put his plan into motion.Â
By that evening heâs on the phone with Steve asking him and Robin to help Corroded Coffin write their next song.Â
#steve harrington#stranger things#st#eddie munson#steddie#steddie ficlet#st4#steve and eddie#Robin buckley#platonic stobin#platonic soulmates Stobin#stranger things au#modern au#rockstar Eddie munson#pop star Steve harrington#And yes in my head they fall in love#and robin falls in love with CC manager Chrissy Cunningham shhhhhh#corroded coffin
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"TALK"
I suguru x pregnant!reader
âAnd Iâd be the immediate Forgiveness In Eurydice. Imagine being loved by me.âÂ
part I of suguru x pregnant!reader (this isnât completely canon compliant, and will probs be 3 or 4 parts and will go up to December 24th, 2017 on the current JJK timeline). Â
summary: you loved suguru more than anything in this world. and you could argue he felt the same for you. actually, he would end the world for you. so, he took you with him the night he defected, and you happily obliged. however, in the midst of the chaos of leaving your life behind, two little lines appear on a certain test causing you to rethink your entire plan.Â
A/N: heyyy!! i'm arden!! this is my first try at ever posting the fanfic Iâve written so please enjoy! I started this specific fic as a hobby back in December, and I finished it a little over a month ago (Iâve just been kinda nervy to post hehe) so here goes nothing! likes, reblogs, and comments are highly appreciated <3
MINORS / AGELESS BLOGS DO NOT INTERACT. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED.Â
warnings!: SPOILERS FOR GOJOâS PAST ARC. THIS IS A PREGNANCY FIC! 18+. nsfw. f!reader. suguru and reader are over the age of 18. explicit sexual content. unprotected sex/oral (f!receiving). breeding kink. fingering. creampie. pregnancy. unplanned pregnancy. lactation kink. mentions of child abuse. cute domestic fluff hehe.Â
wc: 14.5k
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September 2007Â
4:27 PM (16:27)
âWaitâŠso what are we doing again?â you asked, riding atop one of Suguruâs many curses. You were straddling the pink alien-looking curse, legs dangling off either side. One of Suguruâs large hands held your waist steady while the other controlled the motion of the cursed spirit. His chin was buried in the crook of your neck, so that he had easy access to press kisses into your skin.Â
Suguru left a line of sweet pecks down your shoulder before answering.Â
âThis village in the sticks was reported to have kidnappings and abnormal deaths. Shouldnât be anything unusual,â he said nonchalantly.Â
You leaned back against him so that you could look up into his honey irises, pouting. His hand left your waist, moving comfortably behind him to support both of your weight.Â
âThen why did you ask me to come along? Seems like you could handle it yourself, youâre a special grade. Iâm only a semi grade-one,â you reasoned, reaching up to play with his stray bangs. He grabbed your hand before you could reach his neat, inky bun, pressing light kisses into your knuckles.Â
âWell, if all goes well, maybe we can find a hotel or do something nice. Charge it to the school and say it took longer than we expected, so we get to stay somewhere overnight without waking Satoru,â Suguru replied, smirking a bit on the last line of his speech.Â
âI like the way you think, my love,â you beamed, melting into his touch.Â
âŠÂ
January 2007Â
You and Suguru had been in a committed relationship for the past nine months, and friends for even longer. You started secretly fucking around at the beginning of your third year at Jujutsu High. You had always been attracted to him, but given your tiny class size and the complexity of Jujutsu Society, you didnât want to cause any drama or make things weird between you two.Â
Well, life doesnât always go to plan.Â
Especially that one night at the beginning of your third year when you, Shoko, Satoru, and Suguru broke into Yagaâs liquor cabinet, stole two bottles of sake, and got a little handsy. With your judgment impaired, you might have let it slip that you thought Suguru was very attractive and often wondered how his sculpted body would feel beneath his Bontan pants and uniform shirt. The thought was reciprocated by the raven head.Â
One thing led to another, and the next morning, you woke up in a tangled mess of inky black hair and bedsheets. Suguru just held you, keeping your body close to his, whispering sweet nothings into your ears. It was nice, you did not have to say anything to fill the comfortable silence that had fallen upon you two.Â
Eventually, he placed a kiss on your forehead and started to pull his clothes on from the previous night.Â
Last night. Was last night a mistake?Â
Should you have let Suguru taken you out to dinner or something before he fucked you into tomorrow?Â
âWaitâŠSug hold on.
What does this mean?Â
For us? Our friendship?â you asked in a panic before Suguru reached the door.Â
âIt doesnât have to mean anything if you donât want it to,â he replied in his calm, collected tone, looking at the floor with his back to you.Â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â you sat up, still covered by the soft sheets, pulling your knees into your chest, slightly offended.Â
âJust that we donât have to make a big deal out of this if we donât want to. We also donât have to do this again if you donât want to. I know this could complicate things if we keep at it,â he paced around to face you again, the distance still rather daunting.
âOkay.âÂ
âCool.â
The comfortable silence from before slowly turned awkward.Â
âUmâŠthanks,â you offer.Â
ââŠforâŠwhat?â Suguru inquired.Â
âLast night. It wasâŠfun,â you flashed him an unsure smile.Â
A deep rumble came from his chest as he chuckled, âYeah, letâs see how much fun you have walking today. See ya in class,â before leaving the room.
âSUG-â you called after him, blushing at the cheesy line as he left the room, disappearing back into the cocoon of sheets.Â
âŠ
March, 2007Â
You tried to keep your distance from him. Being a child of the Kamo clan, you were probably destined to be forced into some relationship that benefitted Jujutsu society, and not your happiness. This was just one of the many things that you hated about Jujutsu Society. Therefore, Suguru was all that more enticing to you.Â
You found yourself perched on Suguruâs desk the next week. Your legs were spread wide, held apart by his large hands to assure you didnât squirm around too much and get away from him. Suguru was lapping at your folds like a man starved. He dragged his tongue up and down your slit, and worked his way up to your clit, giving it a little kiss and suck.Â
âNgh Suguru. More.â You moaned, bucking your hips up to his face.Â
âThatâs not how we ask,â he replied, pulling away.Â
âSuguru. Please.â
âWhat happened to complete sentences?â Suguru pressed one of his large thumbs to your nub, holding pressure, but refrained from moving it.Â
âFuck YOU Suguru I-âÂ
âThatâs what Iâm trying to do, doll. Youâre just not behaving.âÂ
He started to swirl his thumb around gently. It wasnât enough to make you cum, but the pleasure was still intense.Â
âSuguru please, I need som-something inside. Fingers. Yours. Please.â You croaked out, your head going dizzy with pleasure.Â
âAwww, whatâs wrong? Canât think straight?â He said, plunging his slickened digits, adorned with a few silver rings, right into your core.Â
âAt least you said please, so I guess Iâll let you cum this time,â Suguru voiced in that smooth, sultry voice of his.Â
He started moving those two digits back and forth in a âcome hereâ motion, not giving you a chance to adjust to their circumference. A lewd squelching noise filled the room as he continued his ministrations. âYouâre being such a good girl for me, taking my rings and fingers so well. Yeah, you like that, donât you?âÂ
You let out a loud moan, and Suguru immediately pushed his thumb in your mouth for you to suck on. That way, you wouldnât draw attention to any unwelcome visitors who might be walking the halls of the school.Â
âYou donât even have to answer with that pretty mouth, your body is answering for you. Youâre so tight. Gods, youâre gorgeous.â he whispered into your ear.Â
He put his mouth back on your clit to suck, and added a third finger. He kept thrusting it in and out, hitting that sweet spot that had you seeing stars, as if he had your g-spot memorized.Â
If Sugru ended up drowning in your juices, he would die a happy man. He absolutely loved lapping up at your sweet pussy, the earthy scent intoxicating to him.Â
Soon, you felt the familiar coil in the depths of your belly start to come undone, and your cunt fluttered around Suguruâs fingers, the stimulation becoming too much.
âCome apart fâme. I got you love. I got you. Cum fâme,â Suguru commanded in his pussy-drunk haze.Â
You let go as your orgasm washed over you, relishing in the pure bliss as Suguru helped you through the aftershocks. When you came to, he captured your lips in a hungry kiss. You could still taste your essence on his tongue.Â
The next night, you were folded over the same desk as he pounded into you with his fat length. The bathroom stalls. The pantry. Behind the bleachers at the field. You could not get enough of each other.Â
You and Suguru both fell hard and fast for each other. His unwavering sense of morality, intelligence, and kindness towards others drew you even further into his grasp. The way he spoke, his scent of freshly done laundry, his loyalty to his friends; these were all things that you loved about Suguru Geto. He was one of a kind.Â
As Jujutsu Sorcerers, you were well aware that your tomorrow was not guaranteed. Suguru made you feel alive, which, to you, was worth more than any amount of fame or glory that your clan could bestow upon you. He truly wanted to make the world a better place for you, and any future you might have together. On the third month of your official relationship, you confessed your love:Â
âSuguruuuu,â you giggled as he kissed up your neck.Â
You had been laying in Suguruâs bed, in the midst of a heated makeout session. Your back was pressed flat into the mattress, knees at an angle, and feet flat against the soft duvet. Suguru was positioned right on top of you, in between your knees. He held your face in both of his hands, and your arms clung to the back of his head, getting lost in the inky strands.Â
âI love you.â He whispered, as if he was telling a secret.Â
In lieu of an answer, you brought his head down into a deep, passionate kiss. Your tongues danced together for what seemed like forever and no time at all, until you broke the kiss and said, âI think I may love you more.âÂ
âUnfortunately, doll, thatâs simply not true. Iâd end the world for you.âÂ
You were hopelessly in love with Suguru Geto.   Â
âŠ
May 2007Â
âYou have a list of baby names picked out? Dude youâve been together for like a few months.â Shoko taunted, a cigarette tucked between her lips, clicking away on her silver flip phone.Â
âOh, come on Ieiri, I think every person has a baby name list.â
âI donât.â Shoko deadpanned.Â
âYouâre a lesbian who has no desire for kids,â you shot back.
âTouchĂ©. I do have a cat name list, though, if that counts,â Shoko added.
âI think it does.â you replied.Â
âUgh, fineee, gimme the list,â said Shoko, already grabbing the journal out of your hand. After scanning through the list of names, Shoko looked up at you and burst into laughter.
âOk, you cannot name your kid Shigure. Or Kyo. Or any character from Fruits Bask-â
âYo, WHOâS having a kidâ interrupted the lanky, white-haired person with blacked-out sunglasses and a mischievous smile. Suguru appeared next to Satoru, holding a basketball, running to kiss you hello.Â
âNO ONEâS having a kid,â you replied.Â
âOk, wait I need to know, do either of you have baby name lists? I feel like every person has them.âÂ
Satoru sighed, and thought about the question for a second. Suguru sat on the ground and started rolling the basketball in the dirt.Â
âI havenât even thought about baby names. To be honest, kids are kinda hard to have when youâre a sorcerer. You have to go on missions and then come home and change diapers, no thanks. Like, what if it poops on you? Also, I kinda wanna spite the old geezers in my clan.â Satoru added.
âYou raise an excellent point, Gojo. This is one of the reasons why I love being a lesbian. Less of a risk for accidents,â Shoko took a drag from her cigarette.
âI canât be the ONLY person here who has a list,â you sighed.Â
âLemme see that-â Satoru said as he grabbed your journal from Shokoâs grasp.Â
ââŠThese are just Fruits Basket and One Piece charact-â Satoru snickered.Â
âWait Satoru, have you read the new One Piece chapter yet? I heard itâs crazy.â Suguru cut in.Â
âOh, no not yet, I havenât had a chance to get the new volume,â Satoru whined.Â
âWhat are you doing right now? Wanna go pick up some coke from the vending machine, then get to that bookstore in Shinjuku and grab a copy?â Suguru explained with excitement.Â
âHonestly, a coke sounds amazing right now. Either of you wanna come?â Satoru gestured to you and Shoko.Â
âNah, I think weâre gonna go steal some of Yagaâs booze,â Shoko informed.Â
âYeah, heâs on a mission for the next day or so. Might as well take advantage of it,â You said, a little defeated and disinterested.Â
ââŠâkay see you guys later then.â Satoru said in a sing-songy voice.Â
Suguru walked up to you, pressed a quick peck on your lips, and said, âIâll be back. Love you.âÂ
But that wasnât all.
Under his breath, so that no one else could hear, he whispered, âDonât think this conversation is over yet, doll,â and walked away as if he hadnât uttered anything. Your stomach was filled with butterflies and you felt your cheeks go hot as he walked away.Â
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Later the same day, May, 2007
You were sitting on Suguruâs lap as he twiddled on his PS3 controller playing one of his games. Suguru was sitting on the floor, his legs criss-crossed while you leaned against his back, feeling his warmth though his clothing. You were sporting one of his large white t-shirts, wearing only your favorite pair of panties underneath.Â
âSug?â You question softly, turning around to face him.Â
âYeah, doll?â He replied not looking down from his game.Â
âSoâŠabout that comment earlier. Why did you say the conversation wasnât finished yet? And which one? About the One Piece chapter? Or the baby names? I hope I didnât make you uncomfortable asking that question, I was ju-â
Suguru paused his game and looked at you, a smirk on his face.Â
âIt did the opposite of making me uncomfortable, actually. It made me feel a little more normal, or as normal as we can be given our lifestyle. I have a baby name list too.âÂ
Your heart fluttered. Of course he did.Â
âI saw the list over Satoruâs shoulder. And we actually had one name in common.â
âWhich name?âÂ
âRiko.â He replied softly.
His answer made you happy and sad all at once. You wish you didnât have that name on your list. Riko Amanai had meant so much to the both of you. She represented the freedom that you could have from Jujutsu Society, as well as everything that was broken and corrupt about it. Rikoâs death is what radicalized the both of you. She set you both on a path to work towards a better world.Â
For a moment, you thought about what your life would be with Suguru had you not been Jujutsu Sorcerers. You would probably get married as soon as you graduated, get a job somewhere. Buy a cozy house in the countryside. Make home cooked meals, have children, adopt some dogs. You would grow old together and not have to constantly worry about the fact that you could die a gruesome death in the morning.Â
You were lying down on your side now, your back against Suguruâs chest. Suguru moved a hand under your shirt, to your stomach, slowly rubbing circles, drawing you out of your trance.Â
âI love your tummy, itâs so cuteâ Suguru sighed into your ear.Â
You giggled.
âWhatâs so funny about that, love?â
âIâm sorry that just sounded so funny in the moment.âÂ
âI donât think itâs that funny, especially when my babyâs gonna be in there one day.â
He said it so nonchalantly and matter-of-factly that you thought you had misheard him. You blushed, hoping you didnât mishear.Â
âSUG-â you turned around and gave a playful slap to his arm.Â
After a pause of giggling from the both of you, Suguru just couldnât let the topic get away from you.Â
âYa know, I think about it a lot,â he continued.Â
âThink about what,â you questioned.
âThink about what our future would be like. A house that is actually full of love. And little feet running around.âÂ
âTell me more,â you said against his lips.Â
âMaybe weâd live in a really remote village away from everything Jujutsu related. We could get a little farm, raise some sheep, horses, chickens, crops. We could add to the world instead of just taking.âÂ
âWhy do we have to wait for the future to do that? Money isnât the issue here,â You answered, referring to the handsome compensation you receive for such a risky career path.Â
âTrue, I could just fuck a baby into you right now.âÂ
âI was talking about the house, and you knew that.â You shot back, a laugh escaping your chest at an attempt to be serious.Â
âThatâs another thing I think about.âÂ
âWhat?â You were taunting him now. You wanted to see where this was going.
âYou, your tummy all round with my baby. God, you look so good when youâre stuffed full fâme,â Suguru slurred. From the dim light of his paused video game, you could see that his pupils were blown with lust. He kissed you hard and messily, tongue intertwining with yours.
Suguru removed your (his) shirt and started to kiss down your body, landing at your breasts, hovering right over a nipple.Â
âThese would look so good with milk. So pretty and soft,â he purred, taking a nipple into his mouth.Â
The warmth of his mouth felt so good against your pebbled nipples, you couldnât help but let out a moan. He licked and sucked until you were a drooling, wet mess underneath him.Â
âYou like this, huh. Baby, Iâve barely touched you. And youâre already this worked up?â He taunted, moving to give attention to the neglected nipple.Â
âWhat else?â you slurred, ignoring his question. He still hadnât admitted it.
âEveryone would know who you belonged to. All because of me.â He continued, releasing the nipple from his mouth.Â
His words sent shivers down your spine, and you felt your arousal start to pool uncomfortably in your underwear. You needed them off.Â
âSuguru, what do you want?â you asked the obvious question, just wanting to hear him speak more on the topic.Â
âI wanna stuff your pretty cunt full of cum âtill you canât take any more, doll,â he grumbled, grinding his impressive erection on your clothed cunt.Â
âWanna get you pregnant so bad,â he continued pressing feverish kisses down the length of your body. âYouâve been asking a lot of questions about what I want.â He made his way to your panties, âBut, before I take these off, I need to know what you want.â
Your hole was clenching around nothing at his words, you were getting rather impatient.Â
âPlease touch me.â You whined.Â
âHmm, I have been touching you my love,âÂ
âSugu- stop t-teasin-nghhh.â you moaned as one of his thick fingers started moving in a circular motion on your bud. Soon, one finger became two, and he moved them from your clit to your slick folds, swirling the juices around, occasionally ghosting your eager cunt.Â
âSuguru gimme your dick,â you begged.Â
âBaby, one, you can ask nicer than that, where are your manners? And two, I have to get you ready to take me first. Gotta make sure I can fit the most amount of cum in there as possible,â he let out a small moan on the last word.Â
âOpen your mouth, doll,â he commanded.Â
You complied, opening your mouth as he stuck his two slickened fingers in, pushing them as far back as they could go. Out of the corner of your eye, you could see a dark stain forming on his gray sweatpants. He must have been impossibly hard.Â
Your moans and gasps vibrated against his digits, and when he thought you had been teased enough, he finally offered you the sweet relief of his fingers filling you. Definitely not as large as his cock, but they reached the parts of you that you could not with your own hands. Suguru started thrusting in and out, curling his fingers along the way, hitting your g-spot with brutal precision.
âSug-nghhh, Iâm gonna-âÂ
âShhh baby, you can let go for me, I got you. So good fâme.âÂ
With the thumb of his hand, he lightly stroked your clit, and you felt the familiar heat bubbling in your core. After a few more thrusts, and praises from Suguru, you were cumming all over his fingers. He helped you through your orgasm, your head full of wool as you came down from your high. Suguru brought his drenched appendages to his mouth and sucked, cleaning your fluids from his fingers.
âIf only curses tasted this good. I canât get enough of you.â
In your post-orgasm clarity, you realized that your boyfriend was still clothed. That wouldnât do. You sit up, rummaging through sticky sweats and underwear to pull his dick out. A long strand of precum dripped from his tip, breaking away as you pulled him out of his boxers. His penis would never fail to surprise you; he was of average length, but so thick, you could barely close your hand around him. You wrapped two hands around his cock as your mouth watered at the beautiful sight before you. But, just as you were about to taste him, two of his strong hands pushed you back against the bed, forcing you off of his dick.Â
âWhat was that for? I wanna suck you off,â you pouted.
âSorry, doll. We canât waste any cum,â he said as his nose ghosted against yours.Â
âBut I just wanted to make sure, you never said it out loud. Do you actually want this? Can I actually get you pregnant? Donât wanna pressure you if it was just a kink.â He looked into your eyes with concern, needing your verbal confirmation to continue.Â
âSuguru. Put a baby in me.âÂ
You think you broke your boyfriend after saying that. He let out a grunt from deep within his chest and grabbed a pillow from the pile that fell off the bed in during your earlier activities. He placed the pillow underneath your lower back and whispered choruses of âI love you,â on your skin. Suguruâs fingertips traced over your skin, eventually grasping your legs, throwing them over his shoulders.Â
âI donât deserve you, doll.â He pressed a quick kiss to your nose.Â
âThis is called a mating press,â Suguru explained as he grabbed his cock and lined up with your twitching hole. âI did some research as to what position would get you pregnant the fastest, and I think this one has a good success rate.â He sounded so methodical in his explanation, which was so in character for him. Of course your Suguru would do research into this. He would do anything for you to make you happy. And you would do the same for him.Â
When he pushes the head in, you both gasp at the contact. He kept sliding in until his balls slapped against your ass and your pelvic bones met. There was such little resistance, and you let out a sob as he bottomed out.Â
âYou ok, baby? Youâre taking me like such a-a, nghhh- good girl. Feels like heaven in your pussy. My pussy.â It was so attractive when he got possessive over you, your ovaries felt like they were about to burst in more ways than one.Â
âSugu- ngh- move-âÂ
Instead of moving, he licked the inside of your upper thigh, dragging his tongue impossibly slow to tease you.Â
âNGH- plea-ahhh please,â you could feel tears pricking in the corner of your eyes. He made it so easy for you to fall apart.Â
âGood girl, look at you using your words,â he sounded wrecked, his voice gravely with arousal. And with that, he began moving. At first, his thrusts were slow and deep; you could feel every vein and ridge on his dick. His balls slapped against the fat of your ass, creating an embarrassingly loud clapping sound that bounced off of the walls. It felt delicious.Â
You werenât just having sex - he was making love to you. It was emotional and sensual. The tears you felt earlier spilled over on to your cheeks as Suguru picked up the pace, his cock pistoning in and out. He kissed your tears away as you muttered broken moans of both his name and explicits.Â
Suguruâs grip was surely going to leave bruises in the morning. One hand was holding your body in place around your waist, while the other kept your leg over his shoulder. He let go of your leg for a moment as he grabbed another pillow that was somewhere in reach, and gently slid it under your hips so that he could reach you at a deeper angle. Your vision went blurry. He was impossibly deep, you thought you could feel him rearranging your intestines.Â
Finally, his thrusts started getting sloppier. You knew Suguru was close.Â
âGonna fuck my baby into you,â he half moaned. âFuck, love, Iâm close. Want ya to let go first,â and with that, he moved his possessive, bruising touch to rub your clit. After a few rotations around your nub, you let go, your vision going white as you came hard, your cunt clamping down on his cock.
The vice grip of your pussy is what finally sent him over the edge, and Suguru began to fill you up with his thick load.Â
âThank you, baby, thank you,â Suguru chanted, like it was a prayer, and you were the goddess who was receiving his offering. You laid like that for a while, him still inside, your hips tilted up to keep his cum inside of you. He left a trail of kisses down your sweat-drenched neck as his cock softened in your walls.Â
After about fifteen minutes, you felt Suguru starting to fill out again, his body gearing up for round two.Â
And then three.
And then four.Â
You lost count of how many times you had cum that night. Your tummy sported a small bump with the amount of Suguruâs seed trapped in your womb. You were so full that you couldnât possibly take any more. And Suguru loved you like that.Â
Of course, he loved you always, but this was different. He took one of his large hands and gently massaged your sore, slightly swollen belly, pressing wet kisses all around.Â
âI hope our baby looks like you,â you whispered into the crown of his head.Â
âI was just thinking the same thing. I hope our baby at least has your eyes. I get lost in them sometimes,â he responded. âYa know, your eyes are probably my favorite part of you, besides your tummy. And your beautiful brain. And every other part of you.âÂ
âI love you so much, Suguru. I donât think I can put it into words. Youâre such a good man, so good to me. Youâre gonna be the best dad one day,â you confessed.
âHopefully, that day will be soon,â he smirked, âIâm gonna go get you water and a hot washcloth to clean you up. Want anything to eat?âÂ
You smiled back at him and shook your head, blowing a kiss to him before he left.Â
You expected yourself to be more freaked out by his comment, âhopefully, that day will be soon,â but you couldnât help but feel excited. Life as a Jujutsu Sorcerer was so unexpected, you never knew when a mission was going to be your last. You decided it wouldnât be a bad thing to have a little mini Suguru running around, allowing the three of you to finally have the family that neither you nor Suguru ever did.Â
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August 2007
It was a disgustingly hot day outside. You were so sweaty, you felt your clothes sticking to you, and the humidity felt as if you were walking through a sauna.Â
Since it was so unbearably hot outside, you and Suguru decided it would be a nice day to go to a water park. Of course, that meant Satoru and Shoko had to tag along.Â
You and Suguru were in charge of packing, as the other two would not have chosen enough food or towels for your journey. They would probably also forget things like sunscreen and umbrellas, opting to fill your beach bags with bottles of booze and sweets. You and Suguru were practically the parents of the friend group at this point; sometimes the other two would even refer to you as âmom and dad.â Suguru would give you a smirk any time this happened, reminding you of the conversation you had back in May.Â
After you fought Satoru on the fact that he could not in fact take an entire box of ice cream mochi to the water park, you were set to leave on your adventure. The four of you and your bags all piled in the car of an assistant director. Excitement and easy conversation flowed through the vehicle, as all of you relished in the relief of the cool air conditioning.Â
Shoko sat in the front, smoking a cigarette, choosing which CDs to play, while you sat in the back with Satoru and Suguru. Suguru, being the gentleman that he is, gave you the seat behind the driverâs side. You tried to resist, explaining that he and Satoru would have more leg room if you just sat in the middle, but Suguru insisted.Â
The four of you finally arrived at the water park about an hour and a half later.Â
Maybe this was a bad idea.Â
As you walked through the wooden gates, the park was swarmed with families, teenagers, and college students. There were colorful slides entangled in each other at the center of the park, with a lazy river surrounding it. To the left, there was a wave pool with people attempting to surf, and to the right, there was another large pool with buckets of water that would dump on patrons randomly. The lounge chairs were spread throughout the park, and it seemed like the entirety of Japan had come to this one water park to beat the summer heat.Â
âOk guys letâs stay together and try to find some lounge chai-âÂ
âShoko! Iâm gonna beat you down those slides, ready?â Satoru screamed with glee, like a young child.Â
âHold on, lemme finish this,â Shoko replied, motioning to her cigarette.Â
âNO! We. Are. Going. To. Sit. Down. Letâs just stay together, itâs a madhouse here,â You put your foot down.Â
âIf I wanted to be mothered, mother, I would have gone home for the summer,â Shoko rolled her eyes at you. You just ignored her, too bothered by the heat to even come up with a good comeback.
âI sent out a curse to go find us a spot - wait. Whereâs Satoru?â Suguru chimed in.
âLetâs be logical about this. Where is the nearest ice cream stand?â You asked.Â
âHa, there he is,â Shoko nodded her head towards the nearest ice cream stand. In the line of children, there was one with white hair who was almost as tall as the stand itself. Bingo.Â
You marched over to the line, and went to tug Satoru by his ear back to the group. Alas, his Infinity was on, and you could not touch him.Â
âOof, I would not wanna be him right now, that one has a temper,â Shoko joked, as she put her cigarette out over the trash can next to them, watching you and Satoru argue. In that moment, Suguru couldnât help but stare at you, taking in how beautiful you looked against the summer sun. You were glowing, radiant, even as you berated his best friend.Â
âI havenât seen you look at someone the way you look at her.â Shoko broke Suguruâs thoughts, pulling him out of his trance.Â
âYeah.â Suguru responded, smiling.Â
âWow, you didnât even try to deny it,â Shoko smirked back. âOOooo someoneâs in looovee,â Shoko teased.Â
âI am. And Iâm so lucky. I love her more than anything in the world,â Suguru said with a content sigh.Â
âOk, now youâre just gonna make me vomit, thatâs so sappy,â Shoko stuck out her tongue, making a fake gagging sound.Â
âItâs true,â Suguru responded, still in his trance.
âWhat if I can treat her better than you,â Shoko teased.Â
âMaybe,â he said, the slightest flicker of insecurity in his eyes. âI donât think I deserve her sometimes. Sheâs not as tainted by curses and cursed energy as I am. Sheâs not the one who absorbs curses day after day.â He looked tired. Shoko noticed the bags under his eyes, but just as she was about to say something, you came running with Satoruâs wrist in your hand, pulling him with an ice cream cone in his hand. The ice cream was beginning to drip everywhere.
âI canât believe they only had vanilla. What a ripoff,â Satoru sighed, annoyed.Â
âYou dumbass, you didnât even get napkins!? How am I supposed to call you a functioning adult, youâre literally about to turn 19, and you didnât even get napkins?!â You berated him again.
âOh, looks like the curse found a place for us to sit. Itâs keeping the area clear so non-sorcerers arenât determined to sit there,â Suguru interrupted.Â
You all walked towards a little spot in the shade with three lounge chairs and a table. You figured you would just share your lounge chair with Suguru and sit in his lap. Or he could use your lap as a pillow and you could braid his hair. Either worked.Â
Just as you were setting out your towels on the chairs, you heard a PLOP and crying following after. A little kid had slipped and fallen down on the concrete. He used his hands to break the fall, and the skin of his palms were broken a little bit, blood splintering through the cracks. He started hysterically crying.
âOh no, sweetie! Are you okay? Where is your grown up?â you rushed over to the kid.Â
âI think I packed a first aid kit in the bag, let me get it,â Suguru added.
Of course he did, that man was prepared for the end of the world.
Suguru took an antiseptic wipe from the kit, and bent down so that he was at eye level with the kid.Â
âThis is probably going to sting, but it will feel better I promise. Your bathing suit is dope by the way, I love the colors,â Suguru cooed at the kid, trying to calm him down.Â
âYou remind me a lot of my little brother, his name is Noritoshi. Heâs really brave. Are you brave like him?â you added.Â
The child stopped his hysterics and let Suguru clean him up, listening to both of your kind words. He nodded his little head of pink hair at your question and pointed towards an elderly man slowly, but frantically making his way over to the kid.
âYuji! What happened?â the old man asked.
âI falled and getted a boo-boo,â the kid, called Yuji, sniffled.Â
âHe slipped and hurt his hand, we have some antiseptic disinfectant and bandaids though, so we fixed him right up,â you told the man as he got closer.
âHe was really brave,â Suguru added, smiling down at Yuji.Â
âThank you, so much. You two are very kind,â the man said in a monotone voice. Though his voice showed no emotion, his eyes did. His eyes looked tired, but definitely grateful to the kindness of you and Suguru.Â
âFeel better, dude!â Suguru yelled to Yuji as his grandfather led him away.Â
After about an hour of tanning on the lounges with Shoko, you looked to see where the boys went. It wasnât very hard to spot the two best friends, as they were acting like children, making big waves in the lazy river. On Suguruâs shoulders, you noticed something: the kid with the pink hair from earlier.Â
Suguru and Satoru were having some sort of chicken fight with him, all three of them laughing and having the time of their lives.Â
âYou are hopeless,â Shoko rolled her eyes, a new cigarette in between her lips.Â
âWhat do you mean?â You replied.Â
âDonât play dumb, I know what youâre thinking,â she smirked back.
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September 2007Â
âSuguru, you look like youâve lost weight, are you okay?â Satoru asked, as he twirled a pencil in midair with his Infinity technique.Â
âJust tired,â Suguru responded.Â
Over the past few weeks, Suguru had developed dark circles and bags under his eyes. He looked pale, and was often exhausted. Not too exhausted for you though, apparently.Â
It seemed the two of you spent more and more time together holed up in one of your rooms when you werenât on missions. It was just so nice in your own little world, away from everything. You didnât have to care about who lived and who died. You only had to focus on each other.Â
Satoru attempted to carry on the conversation.Â
âI feel like I havenât seen you in forever.âÂ
âYou probably wonât see me for a while again.âÂ
âYo, whatâs that supposed to mean?âÂ
âI need to get out of here. Both of us do. Weâre not fit for Jujutsu Society.â Suguru said, referring to the two of you.Â
âHa, ha, so funny.â Satoru sarcastically added.Â
âItâs not a joke.âÂ
âWhat do you mean? Dude, youâre a special grade, you seriously think theyâre gonna let you quit?âÂ
It was true. The elders wouldnât just let Suguru run away and walk free. If he was not with Jujutsu society, he was probably against it. And letting a special grade sorcerer and his grade one partner roam free would pose a threat to the stability of the elderâs iron grip on the status quo of Jujutsu society.Â
Heâd have to get the elders to denounce and force you out.Â
So, here you were, flying with the man who was your boyfriend, your one and only, on the back of a curse, headed out for a mission, and hopefully, some much needed seclusion with Suguru.Â
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7:03 PM (19:03)
You and Suguru decided to split up for the mission. It had been reported that there was a sighting of two possible curse users and a separate cursed spirit. Thus, Suguru wanted to deal with the curse users, and you to deal with the curse itself.Â
You exorcized the curse with ease, using piercing blood to slice the monster in half. There were a few other lower level curses, which you could have eliminated with your eyes closed. It seemed too easy. If Suguru was sent on this mission, there had to be something else, another factor. After a few minutes of patrolling for any other cursed energy residue, you decided to find your way back to Suguru.Â
You found him standing outside of a small house on the outskirts of the village. He seemed out of it; he was staring right at the door, but did not enter. As you approached, you saw the strong cursed energy residue leading from the door.Â
âSug, I exorcized those curses. I know you hate the taste of swallowing them, I didnât want to make you do that if you didnât have to.â If Suguru heard you, he showed no acknowledgement.Â
âSuguru?â You pinched the sleeve of his white collared shirt.
âDude? Did you hear me?â You squeezed his thick bicep, pushing your manicured nails into his skin, effectively bringing him back from whatever plane of reality he was on.Â
âThe locals in the village told me this is the home of two little girls, twins. Their descriptions match the ones for the curse users. SoâŠâ He insinuated, leaving the rest for you to figure out. His amber eyes were dark and cold.Â
âOh.â You said. You and Suguru had both been through a lot and hated Jujutsu Society. You and Suguru had your incident with Amanai a little over a year earlier, and your uppity clan kept you from your mother, a heartbreaking decision by the family head in order to give you the best possible chance of becoming the leader of the clan. A position which you despised.
Over the past few months, in the afterglow of sex, you two would lay there, embraced in each other's arms, dreaming of a world without curses, without clans, without people to produce those curses. âMonkeys,â as Suguru referred to non-sorcerers, from which curses were created. In your and Suguruâs fantasy world, you wouldnât even have a reason to use curse techniques. You could get married, have children, live a peaceful life without fear of a curse coming to take that happiness away.
The bottom line is you knew Jujutsu Society was unfair, but never would you think you would be asked to harm a child. What was wrong with these people? You thought of your little brother, Norotoshi, who was also six years old. He was supposed to be your âcompetitionâ for the title of family head, but you never really wanted to fight him. He was just your sweet little brother.Â
How could you harm someone that is the same age as your little brother?Â
A wave of nausea ran through your body as the reality of the situation dawned upon you. Suguru kneeled down on the floor with you, rubbing your back and holding your hair back as you vomited.Â
âShhh, I got you.â He wrapped you in an awkward embrace on the floor, and pressed a kiss to your sweat-sheened forehead. âItâs going to be okay. I have a plan.â Suguruâs entire demeanor changed in an instant. He smiled, but there was no emotion behind his eyes, and his voice sounded like it was coated in honey.Â
His behavior was strange, but helped you to feel more at ease. Suguru gave you some hope to cling on to.Â
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8:46 PM (20:46)Â
You were both sitting on the stairs leading up to the front of the house. You were leaning on Suguru as he brushed a hand over your hair, occasionally placing a kiss on the top of your head. You had finally finished sobbing into Suguruâs chest after an hour, the teardrops staining through his white collared shirt. You felt so many emotions. Anger at the broken system. Hatred, for the Jujutsu Society elders. Confusion, for what would happen once you committed to your plan. Grief, for the people in your life that you would lose. Betrayal, from the society that was supposed to protect people. Suguru sat with you and validated your feelings, making you feel like you and your emotions were the only things in this world that matter.Â
The plan was simple. You were both going to defect.Â
Both you and Suguru were sick and tired of the way the world functioned. You were sick of watching comrades, comrades who were teenagers, who were children, die.Â
During one of your late night conversations, Suguru once said,Â
âIf being a Jujutsu Sorcerer is like running a marathonâŠ
What if whatâs at the end of that roadâŠ
Is a mountain of our fellow sorcerersâ dead corpses.â
In that moment, Suguru had played it off as some dark joke, but part of you knew that he was right.Â
As for the plan, you two were to wait until some of the elders of the village led you into the small house, as they apparently kept multiple locks on it to keep the supposed dangerous young girls at bay. Then, you were going to take the young sorcerers on the back of one of Suguruâs curses and run to Kyoto and find somewhere to stay for the night. Suguru said he would âtake care of the rest.â You trusted him with your whole being, even if that meant him ending the lives of a few non-sorcerers. It would serve them right for causing the very existence of curses.Â
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9:01 PM (21:01)
The two elders from the village arrived shortly after. You took Suguruâs hand and shared a reassuring glance, his thumb rubbing gently over your hand as if to say, itâs going to be okay. Shaking with exhaustion, anxiety, and some of the nausea from earlier, you slowly made your way up the stairs as the elders parted the shoji doors. The building seemed to be one long room with some sort of wooden cage at the end, almost like the house was made to hold animals at some point.Â
The building was dimly lit, but you could see the outline of two small figures huddled together in the center of the wooden cage. Your stomach turned once again, and you tightly squeezed Suguruâs hand.
âWhat is this?â Suguru firmly questioned, his free hand going up to brush his bangs away.Â
The two of you stepped closer to the makeshift prison, and the two small figures were shaking. As you made your way towards the children, they had obviously been beaten. They were covered in dry blood, scratches and bruises. They both had one black eye.Â
How could these children, these SIX year olds, legally be kept like this? THESE were the scary curse users that were terrorizing this village? It was disgusting.Â
âMy grandchild was on the verge of death because of these two,â spit the woman who led you in.
âThese two use strange powers and often attack the villagers.â defended the other man in your presence.
Suguru dropped your hand and squatted down to be at eye level with the girls, pinching his nose bridge between his pointer finger and thumb.Â
âSo you mean to tell me that you monkeys think that these little girls, these children are responsible for the incidents that have been occuring, is that correct?â Suguru grumbled, his voice icy and dangerous.Â
âI already dealt with the cause of the incidents, theyâre innocent children, what is wrong with you people,â you cried. You were full of rage, tears threatening to spill from your eyes.Â
One of the young girls, clutching a well-loved stuffed animal, bravely spoke up and declared, âWe didnât mean to hurt anyone on purpose, they were trying to-â
âSHUT UP YOU MONSTERS!â The elder woman screamed.Â
âYour parents were the same. I knew we should have killed you when you were born,â the man added.Â
âExactly, twins are bad luck. We should have known better,â the elder woman snorted.Â
Suguru looked down at the girls and whispered something that would not have been obvious to someone who did not know him as well as you did, âItâll be okay.â
He started drawing a curse from his arsenal of cursed spirits, and gave you a nod. The signal to go ahead with the plan.Â
That same silky smooth, almost frighteningly nice, voice that Suguru only used when he was especially angry.Â
âLetâs step outside for a second, shall we?â Suguru tutted, producing the same pink cursed spirit you flew on to get to the village. He walked out the door with the two older adults and shot you a glance.Â
Iâd end the world for you.Â
It was the same expression he bore when you confessed your love for each other, all of those months ago.Â
The girls immediately stood up when they sighted the curse. They were terrified, understandably so. You moved towards the thick metal lock of the wooden cage and knelt down.
âHey girls, Iâm not going to hurt you, Iâm here to help. Youâre safe. I know it must seem so scary right now, but me and the other man you saw me with are going to get you out of here.â
You told them your name, and assured them that you were like them. Using your piercing blood to cut through the thick lock, you explained to them about your technique and talked to them about your little brother to keep them (and yourself) calm.Â
As soon as the lock broke, the girls ran to you and hugged you tightly. They were shaking, crying, and clinging to your body. A series of thank youâs flooded from their mouths, and you kissed the top of their heads, attempting to dry their tears away.Â
âThe pink curse over here is going to take us to safety. Suguru, that man whoâs talking to them, is also a sorcerer, and heâll meet us wherever we get to.â you explained.Â
You sat the girls on the curse side by side, and then climbed in back of them to make sure they did not fall. Using Supernova, you blasted a hole through the roof, and the cursed spirit started to levitate off of the ground. Quickly, you gained altitude and left the village behind. You covered the girls eyes as you looked back, just to see what was happening. The entrance to the house was ablaze and you could make out Suguruâs cursed spirits crawling throughout the village.Â
Shit. Well, there wasnât any turning back now.Â
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The Next Morning
Overnight, you had flown the girls to a small hostel on the outskirts of Osaka. You purchased a small, private room for the three of you to stay in.Â
As the sky turned from a deep purple to a ombrĂ© of orange and blue, nausea from the previous evening returned in full force. You held yourself over the toilet as you threw up what felt like your entire gut. You stayed like that until you heard four small feet walk into the bathroom behind you.Â
With the light properly shining on them, you got to see how truly filthy they were. The girl, who called herself Mimiko, had short brown hair that was knotted, matted, and crinkled with dry blood. Her sister, Nanako, was not faring much better. Her blonde curls were also matted, and there was crusted blood left on her forehead. They both were covered from head to toe in bruises, had dark circles around their eyes, and seemed to be alarmingly skinny.Â
âUm⊠are you okay?â Nanako asked. You took a deep breath, happy to focus on something other than your churning stomach for a moment.Â
âYeah, Iâll be fine. I think itâs just nerves.â You answered.Â
âLetâs worry about you two, Iâll run you a bath, then we can go to the 7/11 across the way and pick up some food. Sound good?â You declared.Â
Mimikoâs stomach rumbled. âI think your belly answered for you, Mimiko,â you chuckled softly.Â
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While the girls bathed, you went down to the Lost and Found of the hostel and grabbed a few items that looked like they would fit the twins: some hoodies, leggings, and a skirt. You also fixed yourself up, washing the vomit out of your mouth and splashing your face with hot water from the sink.Â
Once the girls looked decent enough to go outside without raising suspicion, the three of you ventured out to the 7/11 across the street.Â
The smell of food was a welcome scent as you walked up and down the rows of food, snacks, and other items. You grabbed whatever you thought a few six year olds would like, and on your way to the cashier, something caught your eye. A row of 100 yen pregnancy tests and other feminine care products. Whether it be a metaphorical gut feeling or the actual nausea that had persisted for the last few days, something told you to purchase a stick to pee on, just in case.You snuck the test into the pile of items you and the girls were purchasing.Â
When the three of you got to the hostel, the girls scarfed their food down, and you tried to take little nibbles and sips of water. You put the twins down for a nap.Â
You tried your best not to think about Suguru. You didnât know what to think of him anymore. The man you spoke to the previous night could not have been your boyfriend. The Suguru you knew would never kill without a point. He would never just murder an entire village of people.Â
You hoped and prayed that you were wrong. That he didnât actually harm anyone and just showed off his curses to teach the people of the village a lesson.
Wait.
What if he was killed?Â
It was all so confusing. You loved Suguru. Heâs the one person who seemed to have love for you, besides your younger brother.Â
Noritoshi. A pang of guilt wracked through your frame, heightening the gurgling of your stomach.Â
If he murdered those non-sorcerersâŠyou would have been deemed an accomplice.Â
 SoâŠ
What would he think?Â
Your baby brother?
Would he be okay?Â
Heâs a boy with an inherited technique in the Kamo clan. But would people look out for him? Would they keep him from your mother as well?Â
In your spiral of thoughts, you noticed the 7/11 bag on the counter and remembered the supplies you bought earlier that day. You grabbed it as quietly as possible, as to not wake the girls, and stepped into the bathroom, clutching the goods inside. Your hands were shaking from lack of food over the past day and a half, but as carefully as you could, you retrieved the pregnancy test from the bag.Â
The box was small, but felt so heavy in your hand.Â
Why not? It probably wonât be positive, you told yourself.Â
Why do I have to convince myself it wonât be positive, you thought.Â
You know what, it will get my brain off of Noritoshi and Suguru for a bit, you reasoned, pulling apart the tucked in top of the box.Â
After you fully unwrapped it, you read the directions, and followed suit. You put the test in the cup on the sink of the bathroom, and walked out to see the clock in the room. You waited five minutes until the results developed.Â
WaitâŠthis was probably a bad idea.
What were you thinking?Â
This was so stupid why would you go and do this in the first place?Â
You needed to get some air, your chest felt tight. You felt the nausea creeping back again.Â
Suguru, where are you?Â
You grabbed a room key off of the counter and slowly walked out into the hallway, desperately trying to keep yourself from waking the girls. One of the first things that caught your eye in the hallway was a vending machine.Â
Maybe some soda would help settle your stomach?Â
You walked over to the machine and plucked a few coins from your pocket, listening to them clink through the slot. You selected a Ginger Ale and Coke, reasoning that if you didnât drink it, Suguru would when he got back.
If he got back.Â
No. You canât think like that.Â
You took as long as you could getting back to the room, stepping on every other square of the carpeted floors, trying to ground yourself back to reality somehow. You arrived at the door a few minutes later and opened the door.Â
The windows in your room were wide open, allowing a little breeze to blow the curtains. You dropped both bottles of soda.Â
You had locked the windows before leaving the room. You made sure of it.Â
You panicked, running for the girls to make sure they were okay. Alas, they were sleeping soundly, no new scratches or blood on them.Â
You turned your attention to the bathroom, where the door was closed and you heard some rustling.Â
Slowly making your way towards the door, you lined up your piercing blood technique, in case you were about to be attacked.Â
âBaby, is that you?â you heard from the other side of the door.Â
âSuguru.â You didnât know if you should be more frightened or relieved.Â
Part of you wanted nothing more than to run into his arms and kiss the scratches and dried blood away from him. Other than that, he looked relatively unharmed. His usual neat bun was not apparent on the top of his head, instead he let his hair hang loose, his bangs tied up in a messy half-up-half-down. He was dressed in all black, a dark oversized crew neck and baggy black sweats. As insinuated by the dark bags under his eyes, he didnât look like he had eaten or slept in the past day or two.Â
âWhose blood is that? Yours? Or someone elseâs.âÂ
âThatâs one way to say hello.â
âAnswer.âÂ
âDoll, whatâs wrong?â
âSuguru, are you okay?â
âMy love, I took care of everything. Weâll be safe for the next few days, alright. We just have to lay low for a little while.âÂ
âSuguru, answer me.âÂ
âShhh, everything is okay, doll. Your body's working overtime right now, and the pregnancy hormones canât be helping.â
What?Â
You stared at him. No way.Â
âThat test is yourâs, right?â he questioned, his face filled with concern. âItâs positive.âÂ
You stared at him, then at the test. It was.Â
âI- Iâm gonna be a dad,â Suguruâs face cracked into a sincere smile.Â
He picked you up and spun you around, planting kisses all over your head and face.Â
âAnd youâre gonna be a mom! To my baby. Our baby. Youâre gonna be the best mommy, you're so good with kids.âÂ
You stayed silent; you were still processing everything that just happened.Â
âSweetheart, whatâs wrong?â he cradled your face gently in his hands.Â
You stood frozen, thinking of words to say, but they never made it out of your mouth. Your vision went blurry with water, and the churning feeling you had been trying too hard to suppress returned to your stomach. You gagged, running over to the toilet.Â
As you held yourself over the bowl, your body felt like it was trying to expel all of your organs out through your mouth. Suguru leapt to your side and held your hair back as you threw up, rubbing soothing circles into your back.Â
âShhh, baby, Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to freak you out, this is just one of the best things thatâs ever happened.â Suguru cooed.Â
You took a deep breath and wiped any stray vomit from your lips with the back of your hand.Â
As you hurled your guts out, you felt his large, warm hand, rubbing circles on the small of your back. The other of his hands went to hold your hair out of your face.Â
You stayed like that for about an hour, just sitting there, pondering your impending motherhood.Â
Mother.Â
You were going to be a mother.Â
It simultaneously freaked you out and surprised you. Suguru, the person you loved most in this world, actually got you pregnant. Of course he did. He always stuck to his word.
When that man was committed to something, he was going to have it. He was possessive, territorial even. That made him all the more dangerous, but it wasnât him you were afraid of or for. You were afraid for the rest of the world.Â
Iâd end the world for you.Â
His promise echoed in the back of your mind.Â
âSweetheart, it is going to be okay. I think I may have gotten too overexcited and freaked you out. You donât have to keep it if you donât want to, Iâm here for whatever you need. But, thank you. Thank you for this precious gift.âÂ
It was a gift that forever linked the two of you together.Â
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September 2007
You found her waiting on a bench in the center of Shinjuku, trying to find something in her pockets, probably a lighter for her cigarette.Â
âHey, need a light?â Suguru asked, offering out a lighter.Â
âHi,â you waved shyly.Â
âIf it isnât the criminals, trolling girls who smoke?â Shoko replied
âJust testing our luck I guess, '' Suguru joked.Â
âMmhmm, well, Iâll go ahead and ask. Any chance the charges are fake?âÂ
âNo, unfortunately not
âThen Iâll ask another question, why?âÂ
âTo create a world of only Jujutsu Sorcerers,âÂ
âWe donât want anymore of our comrades to die,â you doubled down on Suguruâs point.Â
âHa, that doesnât make sense, but whatever,â Shoko said, picking up her phone and dialing a number. Someone on the other line answered.Â
âHey, Gojo?Â
Yeah, found âem.Â
Shinjuku.Â
No way, I donât wanna get killed.â She said before quickly hanging up.
âDo you have the thing we talked about?â Suguru asked before walking towards the area his best friend was said to be.
âYes, Iâve got her,â Shoko looked into his eyes,Â
âOkay, I love you,â Suguru said, placing a kiss on your forehead and walking off.Â
Shoko put her cigarette out.Â
âShoko Iâm okay, just, um, okay how do I put thisâŠâÂ
âDude, spit it out, you're scaring me.âÂ
âIâm pregnant.â you blurted out.Â
âShit.â the mousy brunette replied.Â
 âNo, itâs okay, really, Iâm happy, weâre happy, justâŠscared - âÂ
âDid you not use protection? You of all people? The mom friend? Well, now, I guess literal mom friend,â Shoko put her hands in her hair, scrunching it out of stress, âAnd youâre a fugitive! Both you and Geto have been sentenced to death by the elders. Jesus Christ Y/N, how the fuck are you going to raise a child as a fucking criminal.âÂ
âIâm sorry Shoko, I-I couldnât,â your last word was muffled by the huge lump in your throat. You knew Shoko of all people would rip you a new one, but you didnât expect it to hurt this much. Tears clouded your vision, and you were sobbing so violently, that you started to choke on the snot and water running down your face. People were staring.Â
âWoah, dude. Shhh, itâs okay, Iâm here now,â Shoko reached down to wipe some of the snot off of your face with the sleeve of her uniform. âCome on, letâs go get you cleaned up, I have some supplies that I brought in my bag.âÂ
Shoko grabbed your hand and led you into the nearby metro station. You rushed past the crowds of people, until you made your way into the gate. Shoko kept leading you further underground until you reached a room that was sectioned off for mothers and infants.Â
âGet inside, we shouldnât be bothered in here for a while,â Shoko stated, her tone gentle. You walked in, and she locked the door behind you.Â
The room was small, but cozy. There was an infant changing table to the right, and to the left, there was a small blue couch with a table next to it. There were a few blankets packaged in sanitary wrappers laying on the side of the couch, and the room was decorated with pastel flowers all around. You felt completely safe for the first time in a while.Â
âSit,â Shoko commanded. You complied and took a seat on the couch.Â
âI got one of those portable ultrasound things from the infirmary. I donât know why we have these things but, hey, itâs coming in handy.âÂ
âHow did you know to bring an ultrasound kit with you?â you asked suspiciously.Â
âOh, Geto told me to bring one. So, I kind of already figured you were pregnant, or you had some kind of internal bleeding. But with the way he was being so secretive, I figured the former.â Shoko replied, fiddling with the machine. It looked like a tiny foldable computer, the probe attached to a wire that fed into the screen.Â
She KNEW???
âIf you knew, then why the fuck did you make me say it out loud?â you demanded.Â
âBecause I needed to be sure this wasnât a trick or something to kill me,â she shot back, âIf ya didnât know, your boyfriend -âÂ
âFiancĂ© -âÂ
âFiancĂ©, whatever, killed an entire village of people.âÂ
âI know, but he did what he had to do. Weâre trying to make the world a better place, a place without curses, so you donât have to keep seeing people die.â You refuted.Â
âIâm not talking to you about this right now, Iâm here to make sure you and the fetus inside of you are okay. You chose your path, and I chose mine. Iâm not trying to change your mind, whatâs done is done. I donât support what you two did, but youâre still my best friend. Iâm here for you,â Shoko finished and scooched on the couch to give you a hug. You were crying again, fat tears streaming down your cheeks.Â
After five minutes, you two finally parted, and Shoko reached into her bag to produce some supplies. She pulled out sanitizer, a bottle of gel, a pair of gloves, and a little blue cloth. Shoko sanitized her hands, and gave some to you as well. She then put the pair of gloves on and asked you to pull up your shirt to reveal your abdomen. Finally, she tucked the blue cloth into your pants, so that the gel would not get on it.Â
âThis might feel cold. I also donât really know if Iâm doing this 100% right, so, you should probably find someone with a medical degree and not just reverse curse technique to look at you,â Shoko added, the usual banter reappearing between you two.Â
She squeezed some of the cold jelly-like substance on your abdomen. You winced at the uncomfortable feeling. Shoko took the end of the probe and started gently pushing it around on your stomach. After about a minute, something appeared on the little screen.Â
Woah.Â
Thatâs your kid. Your and Suguruâs baby. You started crying again.Â
You loved them already, and only wished Suguru could have been here to see this.Â
âYeah, thereâs a whole-ass kid in there,â Shoko confirmed.
âAs opposed to a half-ass kid?â You joked. Shoko laughed.Â
Next, Shoko reached into her bag, producing a thick textbook. She turned to a page that was marked by brightly-colored post-it notes.Â
âOkay, based on this development textbook, youâre probably about 9 to 10 weeks along. Can you use your technique and give me a blood sample fast?âÂ
9 to 10 weeks.Â
Thatâs a lot farther along than you thought.Â
You took a deep breath. âOkay,â and slowly produced a handful of blood from your palm, dropping it with a PLOP into the test tube Shoko held out for you.Â
âIâll run a test on this once I get back to the infirmary at school, I just wanna check your hGC levels to make sure theyâre good. But in the meantime, start taking these,â she produced yet another item from her bag. âTheyâre prenatal vitamins. Also, I know Geto has to have some connections somewhere with doctors. Have him find one for you. I can check on you once in a while, but not all the time or it will get suspicious. I love you, but Iâm also an eighteen-year-old who doesnât have a medical degree yet. Iâll leave first with Satoru to make sure there arenât any sorcerers around so that you and Geto can escape. Stay safe and healthy, please,âÂ
âSafe and healthy, coming from the chainsmoker?â You joked.Â
Shoko rolled her eyes as she gave you a final hug, exiting the room, leaving you alone with the bag of medical supplies and textbook.Â
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Mid January, 2008Â
As the months passed, you did not think it possible, yet you fell deeper in love with Suguru. He doted on you and the twins constantly, spoiling you with gifts, having his followers help construct a lavish living space for you in the back of the monastery. Mimiko and Nanako shared a large room, their western-style four poster beds were adorned with silks and all of the stuffed animals they could desire. They had large walk-in closets full of dress-up gowns and expensive designer brands.
âOnly the best for my girls,â Suguru would say.Â
As for you, he had a beautiful master suite built, the double walk-in closet filled with comfortable, yet elegant, maternity clothing and a California king bed dwarfing the rest of the room. The walls were painted white with navy and gold accents throughout the room.Â
When he was not tending to his cult, Suguru also kept you close to him as much as possible. Sometimes, he would even have you sit with him as you both tended to his followers throughout the day, him consuming their curses and you collecting their money.Â
Though he saw you as an equal, he was still overly protective and territorial of you now that you were carrying his child. He would sit you down on his lap in front of your followers, his hands caressing your now-evident baby bump, proclaiming to both you and the people in the cult that you were a goddess among mere mortals. When the monastery was empty, sometimes he would just sit and hold you, breathing in your scent. You would sit like that for an hour sometimes, him feeling the baby kick against his large palms, trailing kisses up and down your nape. You would curl yourself up as much as you could to put your ear to his chest, his heartbeat drumming with excitement. Â
When you werenât helping Suguru, you were with the twins. Playing with them, going on walks, teaching them little things about the world that they missed while living in that cursed village. They were really excited to have a new sibling and talked about all of the clothes they would dress the new baby in. You had to remind them, of course, that the baby was not a doll. They also threw out name suggestions, but you had to tell them that unfortunately, âPrincess,â and âHello Kitty,â were not appropriate names to call their soon to be baby sibling.Â
At the end of your long days tending to the needs of non-sorcerers that were actually useful to your cause, Suguru would have you both change out of your robes and start to cook dinner while you played with the girls. True, he could have hired someone to cook for your little family, but he wanted to take it upon himself to make sure that you were getting all of the nutrients and rest you and the twins possibly could.Â
You somehow succeeded in carving out a nice life for yourself under the harshest of circumstances. Sure, it wasnât the utopia you and Suguru had always imagined all of those nights back at Jujutsu High, but you had a little family of your own and were working towards a better, safer world.Â
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After he finished tucking the girls into bed one night, you curled up with Suguru on the couch, your head tucked against his chest, and knees in between his hips, using him as a body pillow. One of his hands was around you and the other was used to cradle his head on the arm of the couch as you both laid there.Â
None of your pre-maternity pants fit you anymore, so you threw on a pair of Suguruâs gray sweats and a white t-shirt. You practically lived in his clothes at this point.Â
He started rubbing small, gentle circles on your swollen belly, seemingly in awe of your changing body. If you ever got insecure about your stretch marks, or how much weight you gained, he would make you stand in front of the mirror in your shared chambers, kissing every inch of your body. In the shower, he would take the time to wash your hair and help you shave. He wanted to let you know that you werenât alone. Suguru was right there the whole time.Â
You felt a fluttering in your stomach where he was rubbing your belly, and Suguru gasped, breaking the serene silence.Â
âHi, baby,â he whispered to your bump. Joy flashed through his tired eyes as his lips curved into a dopey smile. Then, he leaned up to press sweet, wet kisses into your neck.Â
âThe most beautiful woman in the world. How did I get so lucky?â Suguru cooed.Â
âYouâre stunning,â he continued, pulling you into a deep, passionate kiss.Â
Since falling pregnant, you were sensitive to the slightest touch. Your fiancĂ© was sensitive to the slightest glance from you. Your sexual appetites had grown increasingly insatiable.Â
From his words and kisses, you could feel yourself drenching your underwear. As Suguruâs tongue continued to slither into your mouth, you absentmindedly started grinding against his muscled thigh, the friction feeling delicious on your clit.Â
âNgh- Sugu- p-please touch me. No teasing. Need you,â you moaned.Â
âDo you need my fingers? I bet I can take you right now from how soaked you are,â he purred.Â
âDonât care. Want something inside,â you whined.Â
âLemme check you first. Donât wanna hurt you.â And with that, he felt your soaked, clothed cunt through your pants and underwear. You were so wet, that a dark, sticky patch was starting to form on your sweatpants. You nearly ripped the pants off of you in the midst of your carnal need to have some part of him, any part of him, filling you.Â
Suguru got right to work, stripping you of the layers concealing you from him. After a few circles on your clit, he sunk his middle finger into your cunt. There was no resistance; he was able to sink his finger all the way down to his knuckle. So, he added a second finger, which you took just as easily.Â
You felt relieved to finally have something for your fluttering hole to suck on, but you needed more. You needed to be stuffed to the brim, completely full of him.Â
âSuguru I need you inside,â you gasped, your cunt continuing to clench on his thick fingers.Â
âWhatever you want, my love,â he replied, slipping his fingers out. You almost cried at the loss of contact, but you knew you were about to be rewarded tenfold. Suguru pushed his sticky fingers into your mouth as he rearranged the two of you. You licked his fingers clean, and he let out an unrestrained moan at the way you deepthroated his digits.Â
Suguru sat you up, and scooted himself against the back of the sofa. He took his length out from his underwear, letting it smack his stomach, the tip weeping precum. Suguru removed his fingers from your mouth and used the remaining spit to cover his cock; a makeshift lube for the two of you. While he stroked himself, you climbed up on his lap and attacked his mouth with fiery, desperate kisses.Â
He helped you remove your top, and then shed his remaining clothing articles. When he took your top off, you could tell that Suguruâs thoughts about the day had gone out the window. Suguru always had a fascination with your tits, now even more so that your tits had grown at least 2 cup sizes since pregnancy. He took one of your pert nipples into his mouth, sucking softly and grinding up into your wet heat, letting a grunt rumble through his chest. Â
âLove, please,â you cried out, tears threatening to spill down your face.
With your pleading, he helped you to climb on top of him and lined his cock up with your greedy cunt. You slowly sunk down on his dick, feeling every ridge and vein inside of you. You both hissed as he breached your tight hole.Â
Finally, you thought.Â
Suguru resumed his sucking on your nipple, moaning around your soft mound, sending vibrations through your body. You were so overstimulated and sensitive that you felt like you were about to cum right there and then.Â
He could feel that you were close by the death grip you had on his cock. So, he reached one of his large hands down from your waist and found your clit. You sunk your nails into his wide shoulders in response.Â
âGive it to me,â Suguru growled on his way to give your other nipple the same treatment.Â
The coil in your tummy snapped, the sensations driving you hard into your climax. Suguru moved to nibble on your earlobe, whispering what a good girl you were.Â
As you came down from your high, Suguruâs hands moved down to your bump, staring in awe.Â
âI told you I love this tummy,â he commented, his large hand splaying across your bellybutton. He pressed his forehead against yours. âI think itâs so beautiful, that your body submitted to mine.âÂ
âMr. Geto,â you said with a fake gasp, sarcasm dripping from your voice, âIf I didnât know any better, Iâd say youâre getting off on my predicament, you pervert.âÂ
âTouchĂ©,â he smirked. âI think itâs hot your body is going through all of these changes, just because of me. Youâre mine,â he growled out the last words.Â
âIâm yours,â you confirmed.Â
âSuguru, Iâm tired, I donât know if I have the energy to ride you like this.â You realized he still hadnât cum yet, he was probably in pain with the deep arousal he felt.Â
âOkay, Iâll carry you to bed and we can finish there,â he pressed a kiss to your forehead and slipped out of you, your juices trailing behind in a sticky string where you were formerly connectedÂ
He then picked you up, bridal style, and started the short walk towards your room. The cool air felt sensitive against your hot pussy and swollen clit, your arousal and cum now rolling in small beads down the back of your thighs.Â
He set you on your side on top of your California king mattress, covered in fine fabric sheets. Then, he took one of the large decorative pillows and pushed it in between your knees to allow him easy access to your cunt. This position would also allow some relief to your aching lower back. Suguru knew you loved it when he massaged your back, so he started there, pushing circles into the sore muscle and kissing up your spine.Â
His erection rubbed up against the back of your thighs, rendering the both of you delirious.Â
When you both couldnât take it anymore, he finally slipped into your warm, wet heat again.Â
âHow would you like me to fuck you, love?â Suguru questioned.Â
âSlow and deep. Wanna feel all of you,â you drooled.
âMmm, sounds perfect,â he responded, pressing wet kisses into your neck. With that, Suguru started a long, deep thrust into the depths of your pussy. You felt every part of him; every ridge, every vein. You made a sound that you didnât even know could come out of you.Â
Suguru picked up the pace a little bit, leaving little whimpers and groans in your ear as he rutted into you. Suguru was usually pretty reserved during sex, but he recently started to be more vocal for you. It spurred you on even more, made you even more aroused, which felt impossible at this point.Â
âI love it when you whimper-nGHH,â you moaned, as Suguru punctuated the end of your sentence with a particularly harsh thrust. The sex started to feel desperate, animalistic almost. Suguru felt something primal within him snap. He needed to fill you, to stuff you so full, he would watch his cum leak out of your pussy.Â
âSuugguuhh-â you felt your second orgasm of the night closing in on you.Â
âCum with me, doll, lemme fill you, ngh, u-up,â he grunted, moving a hand down to toy with your clit. âYou look s-so good, full of me. Ngh- your tummy all round, tits all plump, making milk for my m-my baby,â
For some reason, that sent you over the edge, clamping down on his cock and coming hard. Your cunt sucked him in with a firm grip, and you could feel that he was close too. As he continued to fuck you through your climax, his heavy balls slapped once more against your thighs, and he came with a gasp, a series of, âI love youâsâ and âThank youâsâ flooding from his mouth.Â
He fucked himself through his orgasm, and finally collapsed into the mattress. After a few minutes, Suguru pulled out, watching in awe as his release dripped out of your hole. His fingers traveled down to the mess the two of you made and swiped his pointer and middle fingers through your folds.Â
âI probably sound like a broken record, but I donât know what I did in my past life to deserve you,â he said, kissing the top of your head, moving both of his hands to rest on your bump again.Â
âC'mon, letâs clean you up, doll,â he said, trying to drag you out of bed. But you were already fast asleep.Â
Suguru smiled to himself, running to the bathroom to get some warm compresses and clean towels. When he finished cleaning you up as best he could, he made his way to his closet, where he fetched his favorite graphic t-shirt. He handled you with more care than he would a butterfly or a flower as he dressed you, and headed to the bathroom to clean himself up.Â
After he deemed himself decent enough, Suguru walked over to your sleeping form and bent down to the level where your belly was. He criss crossed his hands and rested his chin on them.Â
âI love you and your mommy so much, little one. Youâre so loved already,â he whispered, reaching one of his hands towards your belly.Â
Suddenly, he felt a small fluttering beneath his hand. Suguru smiled, his eyes alive with pride and wonder.
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The next morning, you awoke to the smell of something delicious.Â
And four little feet running across the floor.
âShhh, Nanako, youâre gonna wake up Kamo-san,â Mimiko warned her sister.Â
âItâs okay girls, Iâm already up,â you sighed, yawning. âYou girls sleep good?âÂ
âYeah. Can we get crepes today?â Nanako asked, changing topics rather quickly.Â
âIt depends on what time me and Suguru get done at the monastery, but there should be enough time. The baby has been craving some chocolate,â you chuckled.
âI have a new name for the baby,â Mimiko declared, starting to climb on your bed.
âOh, yeah? What?â You scoop her up and bring her into your lap somewhat successfully.Â
âPeach. Like the princess,â Mimiko said, matter of factly. She looked down right proud of herself.Â
âMimiko, thatâs a fruit. I think it should be Sparkles,â Nanako responded back to her sister.Â
âWell, weâll have time to think about what the babyâs name should be, but for right nowâŠI think we should eat some breakfast and see who can get dressed the fastest,âÂ
âGeto-san made some breakfast,â Mimiko stated.Â
âAnd I helped,â Nanako exclaimed, attempting to have her voice heard in the conversation.
âI helped too,â Mimiko scolded with jealousy.Â
âWhy donât you girls go help set the table too and Iâll be there in a minute,â you said, pressing kisses to their foreheads.Â
âFineee,â Mimiko rolled her eyes playfully.Â
You freshened up, brushing your teeth and wrapping your body in a luxurious silk robe Suguru had purchased for you.Â
As you made your way down the long corridor and into the kitchen, you could hear the sizzle of something cooking. You turned the corner to find Suguru, shirtless, standing over the stove of your enormous kitchen. You decide to sneak up on him, letting your finger creep around his waist as you pulled him back into a hug. You couldnât press yourself flush against him, as your stomach got in the way.Â
âThereâs my girl,â Suguru cooed.Â
âYouâre making breakfast?â You beamed with tears in your eyes at the stack of American-style pancakes next to the stove. For some reason, this small gesture was making you really emotional.Â
âOf course, baby. I let the chef take off this morning to spend some time with my beautiful girls before I have to head over,â he replied, snaking his arm back to grab on to yours and place a kiss on your palm.
It was so domestic. It was so normal.Â
âOkay, orderâs up. Mimi, Nana, will you help me put these on the table?â Suguru asked.
âYes Geto-san,â Mimiko sang as she skipped towards the tower of the fluffy, golden deliciousness.Â
âThank you, sweetie,â Suguru whispered, giving her hair a ruffle.Â
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After the pancakes were eaten, and the syrup had ended up on the faces of the twins and Suguru, you pried the girls out of their seats to get dressed for the day. You and Suguru headed back to your quarters to change into your robes.Â
As you let the luscious silk fabric cascade off of your body as down to the floor of your shared closet space, you felt the presence of your fiancĂ© behind you.Â
âHi,â he smirked into your shoulder, starting to press kisses up your neck.Â
âHi,â you whispered back.Â
One of his large hands reached down to your bump, caressing it with the lightest of touches.Â
âCan I listen to her?â He asked like a giddy child.Â
âMy love, you never have to ask, youâre always welcome to,â you beam as he excitedly makes his way towards your protruding bump. âBabyâs been hanging out towards the bottom today if you want to feel them move,â you added.Â
âHi baby girl, this is your da-âÂ
âBaby girl? What makes you think the baby's a girl?â
âWhat makes you think sheâs not?â he quipped, his usual banter-like tone making you giggle.Â
âAs a wise man once said to me; touchĂ©.â The two of you fell into a comfortable silence, soaking in each otherâs presence. After all, slow moments like this would be rare when the baby arrived.Â
Your peace was disrupted by a loud knock at the door.Â
âGeto-sama, Kamo-san, there is someone here to see you, he says it is urgentâ you heard Suguruâs assistant shout through the door.Â
âTell whoever it is that they have no right to request my presence. I will meet with them when I am in my proper attire,â Suguru snapped.Â
âOf course, master. Itâs just⊠this kidâŠâÂ
âNo exceptions, I donât care if itâs Satoru fucking Gojo himself, whoever it is can wait,â Suguru pressed, getting annoyed now.Â
âYes, of course, I wi-AHHHHHH,â a blood curdling scream erupted from the other side of the door, followed by a loud thump.Â
Sensing danger, Suguru leapt into action, putting himself in front of you and summoning a curse. âWhoâs. There,â he demanded.Â
Blood started to leak under the door and into the marble tiles of your room.Â
Suddenly, the door flew open to reveal the collapsed assistant on the floor, covered in her own blood. Next to the body, there was the figure of a small boy drenched in the scarlet substance.Â
âNoritoshi?â you questioned, tears filling your eyes.
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END OF PART I
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