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Meanwhile in artist heaven:
Yep, Artful is heading off to the big art studio in the sky again.
#woody woodpecker#artful art#digital art#clouds#heaven#this poor guy just CAN'T get a break XD#at least he's happy and at peace#flying through those fluffy clouds#and painting rainbows#this one's also based on a classic cartoon gag#when a character dies in some accident#and is shown flying among the clouds in heaven#while playing a harp
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This Is A Bible Study
 As most people know, I spent a number of years doing graduate work in the field of New Testament studies.  When people think about studying the New Testament their minds go to a neighborhood Bible Study  where people are gathered around a table discussing what the passage of Scripture means to them.  I am not talking about this at all.  I have heard many people scoff or question the need to study the Bible.  A few speakers have even uttered the line, âthere are so many Drs. In the pulpit you might think God is sick.â  Let me show you why the study of the Bible is important and what lessons emerge when we look closely at the New Testament. Â
 One of the favorite passages of the modern church is Acts 2 and the initial verses are these, âWhen the day of Pentecost had come, they were all together in one place. 2 And suddenly from heaven there came a sound like the rush of a violent wind, and it filled the entire house where they were sitting. 3 Divided tongues, as of fire, appeared among them, and a tongue rested on each of them. 4 All of them were filled with the Holy Spiritâ
  In many informal Bible studies, I have heard people speculate on what is being described. What did the fire look like?  How does fire rest on someoneâs head?  Was it close enough for them to feel heat?  Why werenât they burned?  The miracle was that fire was around them and they were not harmed!!  Pretty soon someone can start to pursue these tangents and our âstudyâ ends up trying to physically describe this fire.  It is at this point we might ask ourselves â was this really the point of the author?  Did he write Acts so people could discuss the physical attributes of the fire?  I think we know the answer. Â
 So what is the main point of the author?  If we had been the early readers of Acts, what lesson would we have learned from this description?  This is where the importance of study comes into focus.  It is perfectly fine for anyone to read the Bible and allow the Spirit to use the Bible to convict us, change us, and guide us on a new path. However, hopefully there are people who can take a passage, study it, and help the church reclaim the original message of the author.  Let me try and do this with Acts 2. Â
  The story of Acts 2 starts when Israel was in slavery in Egypt. When they fled through the desert they were guided by a pillar of fire at night.  That fire was the presence of God.  As they journeyed to the Promised Land Israel would set up a camp whenever they stopped.  At the center of their camp was the Tabernacle.  The pillar of fire was described as resting over in the Holy Place at the center of the Tabernacle.  Within the Holy Place the golden lampstands would continually burn â also signifying the presence of the Lord. Â
 Later Solomon would build the Temple on the same place where his father David had met the Lord on the threshing floor.  The Temple followed the plan of the Tabernacle, and the Jews believed that God dwelled in the Temple.  The high priest would approach once each year to plead for the forgiveness of His people and sprinkle the blood of the lamb on the top of the Ark of the Covenant, which was a representation of Godâs throne.  Israel believed that Godâs word and presence flowed from the physical structure of the Temple. Â
 They believed this until the exile, and they found themselves taken to Babylon.  In Babylon the prophet Ezekiel wrote these painful words in Ezekiel 10:
Then the glory of the Lord rose up from the cherub to the threshold of the house; the house was filled with the cloud, and the court was full of the brightness of the glory of the Lord. 5 The sound of the wings of the cherubim was heard as far as the outer court, like the voice of God Almighty when he speaks.
6 When he commanded the man clothed in linen, âTake fire from within the wheelwork, from among the cherubim,â he went in and stood beside a wheel. 7 And a cherub stretched out his hand from among the cherubim to the fire that was among the cherubim, took some of it and put it into the hands of the man clothed in linen, who took it and went out. 8 The cherubim appeared to have the form of a human hand under their wings.
 This is the picture of the fire rising up and leaving the Temple.  God had seen enough.  Later in the chapter the presence of the Lord is described as leaving the Temple and there is no literature where the presence of God is ever described as going back to the Temple, or any other building.  So where did the presence of God go?  In a book called 1 Enoch Godâs presence is clearly described as residing in a Temple in heaven.  While 1 Enoch is not in our Bible it is an important book in Judaism and is quoted from in our New Testament.  Here is a passage from chapter 14 where Enoch is shown a vision of heaven.
  âthe vision caused me to fly and lifted me upward, and bore me into heaven. And I went in till I drew nigh to a wall which is built of crystals and surrounded by tongues of fire: and it began to affright 10 me. And I went into the tongues of fire and drew nigh to a large house. . . None of the angels could enter and could behold His face by reason 22 of the magnificence and glory and no flesh could behold Him. The flaming fire was round about Him, and a great fire stood before Him, and none around could draw nigh Him.â
 Here is what we should notice.  Like the Tabernacle and Temple before it, this heavenly Temple describes the presence of God in fiery language.  The fire burned continually in the Temple, and the fire left the Temple in Ezekiel 10. However, the fire still burns in this heavenly Temple where God resides.  Notice how the language has changed.  Instead of simply using the word âfire,â the author of 1 Enoch now uses âtongues of fireâ to describe the presence of God.  This is important in our study of Acts 2. Â
 Notice how Luke uses the description of âtongues of fireâ in Acts 2. I do not think this is a coincidence but follows the language that was used at the time.  If the words âtongues of fireâ was purposeful, then how does that impact how we read Acts 2?  Are you ready? Â
  Godâs presence led Israel out of slavery and God desired to live among His people always.  Yet Israel did not live up to their status as Godâs people.  Eventually their disobedience led to exile, and the loss of Godâs presence.  No longer would God live in a physical structure made by human hands.  When we read Acts 2 in its ancient context, a wonderful meaning emerges.  God still desires to live among His people, but no longer will that be in a building. Godâs residence will be in His new Temple comprised of everyone who calls on the name of Jesus Christ.  The presence of God in heaven, which is described as surrounded by tongues of fire, now resides among His people, and is still described as tongues of fire. Â
 Maybe you think that was too lengthy, and maybe it was. However, if you need encouragement in a cold snap or encouragement in a pandemic the news is good.  Godâs presence is here.  God desires to live in us.  That is the good news of Acts 2.
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Walking in the Air
This is going up literally as Iâve finished writing it. Itâs not betaâed or anything.
For @tlou15 who replied to my request for prompts with:Â âI would like to see Aziraphale and Crowley going to the country side to have night flying datesâ. Took me an embarrassing second to realise it wasnât anything to do with fruits.
And yes, itâs titled after the song. Do listen to it while reading this, if you like.
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The car that had pulled up on the other side of the road from the bookshop was quite the familiar sight in the area and so was its owner. So was the ownerâs reaction if you touched or even made mention of anything the car did and consequently, no one made a peep of comment about the fact that the car was idling and had been for at least half an hour.
Of course, it shouldâve been fine, seeing as the engine had never seen a drop of petrol since it had been bought â the petrol bought in the sixties by its owner had been given to some youth who was protesting something or other, it was hard to keep track of them all at the time.
Somehow, though, despite the fact that it drove purely because its owner expected it to rather than having any combustion happening in its engine, it also put out quite the cloud of exhaust, whether it was idling or not, because its owner expected it to.
Right now, it put out even more than it usually did, and one might wonder if it was in response to said owner and his mood.
The owner who sat inside, in the driverâs seat, a bundle of energy that could only be called nervous.
Why would he be nervous, it might be asked and rightly so, perhaps. After all, heâd walked the earth for actual millennia, seen just about every permutation of evil, and good, that humanity could muster, and been instrumental in causing a few of them, on both sides. Heâd been friends with his hereditary enemy for roughly as long and heâd gone up against Heaven and Hell themselves with said enemy in a bid to avert Armageddon.
Which theyâd accomplished, too, somehow, though he had a pretty clear idea that without the presence of such a clever, sensible and entirely human Antichrist, all due to a previous cock-up, they wouldâve been, well, buggered, screwed, fucked. Take your pick, or they mightâve gone for them all.
The point was that considering all of that, it was very strange that he was nervous about this. Not that heâd been precisely calm through the averted apocalypse, especially not when this very same car had burst into flame and heâd had to struggle to keep it together, both metaphorically and quite literally. But the point remained even so.
When you looked at him, there could be no other words for it, at least if you knew what to look for, knowing better than to confuse the small, suppressed gestures for impatience or annoyance, and especially if you knew the reason he was letting his car idle outside a particular Soho bookshop.
He was going on a date. They were going on a date, Aziraphale and him. Together. The two of them.
Just the two of them. On a date.
Theyâd been to dinner before, of course. Lunches, too, even a few breakfasts. Gone to the theatre, been to more than a few concerts as well as a few operas.
So what if Crowley happened to like operas?
The point was that theyâd done quite a lot of things that could be considered dates already and heâd got through them easily enough.
Relatively easily, at least, but, wellâŠ
So, why was he so nervous about this one? It wasnât even the first time after theyâd averted the end of the world and things had changed. All in all, things should just be as they always were.
There was no denying he was nervous, though. Of course, that didnât mean he was going to admit it out loud or even acknowledge it to himself.
If he did, the culprit might be that he had called it a date, when heâd asked Aziraphale a week or two ago. Not left it open to interpretation as such or alluded more or less obliquely to it that way.
No, heâd come right out and asked, one day after much consideration, at least that was what he called it, and had caused Aziraphale to pause in his work.
âDate?â heâd asked as heâd started up working again, and though he was hardly the one to keep current, to say the least, he had understood it had nothing to do with the fruit mostly eaten around Christmas, for whatever reason, and everything to do with two people going out.
âYeah. Date. You and me,â Crowley had clarified, just be sure, casual as anything. Heâd even leant against a bookshelf as heâd said it. âI was thinking a drive out into the countryside, just take in the scenic route. Maybe have a picnic.â
Heâd dropped the reference in there, wondering whether Aziraphale would pick up on it or not. Expecting that he wouldnât, hoping that he would.
Judging from the way that the angel had almost dropped a book heâd been putting back on the shelf, it seemed likely that he had.
A, a picnic,â heâd echoed. Heâd stared into the shelf for a moment that was very long, or felt it, and Crowley had wondered whether heâd outright decline or just ignore that something had been said at all.
Then heâd turned around, a smile on his face that was bright and delighted, with just a hint, the demon had thought, of nervousness in there.
âA picnic sounds utterly delightful, my dear, I would love to,â heâd said and that had been that.
Well, no, not quite that. Thereâd been the practicalities of when and where and such, of course, as well as convincing Aziraphale that he wouldnât be in charge of catering.
The angel seemed to have taken that to mean they were buying a hamper from a place somewhere, possibly local, to take out into a field or something similar.
TheyâŠwerenât.
Crowley glanced at the hamper stashed underneath the backseat, tucked away so that hopefully, Aziraphale wouldnât spot it when he entered the car. Heâd spent the last week sourcing everything good he could think of to take.
Then heâd spent some time sifting through those to actually make it fit into a hamper. Of course, there were miracles to sort such things out â bigger on the inside, hah, what would you need with bigger when you could have infinite? â and it wasnât as though he didnât want to spoil the angelâŠ
But that was just it, wasnât it? To spoil him properly, and to show that this was a date rather than merely one of their usual meetings, he needed something else. Something more. Something picked among the best of the best.
Something to show the angel just how much he meant to Crowley.
Not that he hadnât shown him before, of course, in his own way. But now that he wasnât merely not prevented from doing it but actively allowed to, as much as he liked, almost, he wasnât going to pass up any opportunity he was given.
Of course, there was something else about this meeting in particular, apart from it being their officially labelled âdateâ, but, wellâŠthat was â
His thoughts were interrupted by the sound of the passenger door opening. For a moment, he stiffened, worried about the hamper being discovered. Then his brain kicked in to inform him that what heâd heard was the front passenger door, not the back.
âHello, dear,â an oh, so familiar and achingly beloved chimed as the car dipped with the weight when he got in.
âAziraphale,â he acknowledged, his expression not changing an iota.
Then he glanced down, thinking he saw something, and sure enough, there was a smallâŠnot exactly hamper but certainly a basket in the otherâs lap.
âThought I said you werenât in charge of the food,â he said, turning his attention back to face ahead. The car began to move, without him ever doing something as silly as pushing the pedals. Heâd never thought heâd need them and therefore, he didnât.
Oh, this isnât â this is just a little something extra that I found,â Aziraphale said, somewhatâŠwell, not exactly shiftily but slightly evasively, at least. âThought it would be perfect for a picnic. I will say, though, that Iâve never had a dinner picnic rather than a lunch one before.â
Something new, then,â Crowley said as he turned out into traffic, metaphorically almost flooring the accelerator.
Aziraphale let out a gasp at that, sharp and high, and shot out a hand to try and grab onto something, anything for a steadying grip. He found it and his knuckles turned just a little whiter.
âCrowley!â he protested, loudly.
âWhat?â the demon asked, feigning innocence as he took a corner fast enough that he wouldâve done a handbrake turn without a handbrake if he hadnât been in control of the car.
âYou donât have to go this fast!â
âAw, come on, angel, itâs no fun if youâre only going at the speed limit.â He accelerated just a tad more, to underline the point.
Speeding is one thing, endangering the pedestrians is â Crowley!â
âWhat?â
âYou hit that cyclist!â
âI didnât. I missed him by three quarters of an inch. That he went tumbling anyway, thatâs not my fault, is it?â
It â âAziraphale looked over to him, then stopped speaking and sighed, heavily. âOh, it doesnât matter what I say, does it? Or you might make it worse, just to spite me.â
âNever to spite you. JustâŠwind you up a little, maybe.â
âReally,â Aziraphale said, and the word really felt orphaned without the disapproving cluck afterwards that shouldâve been there. Probably was in the expression, though, if Crowley turned to look.
He didnât.
They made it out of inner London without any issue and really, in rather record time, to boot. So what if Crowley scared the life out of four cops, a criminal in the process of being arrested, a banker and two telephone salespersons on their way to work.
âYou havenât told me where weâre going,â Aziraphale commented after theyâd made it out of the city altogether. He was looking out the window as he spoke, as though trying to guess just by what they passed.
Crowley hadnât and there was a good reason for that. Well, perhaps not a good one, but a reason, anyway.
âYouâll see,â was all he said out loud about it.
Heâd thought that as they left London, his nerves would calm at least a bit and heâd relax back into their normal chat and to be fair, it had. But the moment that the blond had asked, it had spiked right up again.
Was it too much? Too little? It would be too little, wouldnât it? Or just plain stupid. Definitely plain stupid and Aziraphale would think so. He might even outright refuse to do it.
Not the picnic. The day Aziraphale outright refused food like thatâŠthat day Crowley would be sure the world had indeed ended â or someone else was trying to impersonate Aziraphale, and doing a really bad job it, too.
A hand landed gently on his knee. Just on his knee, well within the area that could be considered perfectly acceptable, even respectable.
They still didnât touch a great deal, at least not by Crowleyâs standards â or perhaps those were just fervent wishes â and when they did, it was not uncommon for it to stay at that perfectly respectable stage.
But the important point was that they did touch now, freely if not frequently, and there was a sense that said touching was allowed.
They could if they wanted to and do it as much as they wanted to, as well. The question might then be â why didnât they?
To be fair to them, it hadnât been that long since That Saturday, relatively speaking. Half a year, a bit more. Just about the time where the south of England was getting to be fairly warm again, by the standards of old Blighty, anyway, and might reasonably be expected to have a relatively lovely, if not exactly warm, night out like this.
To have gone from not touching at all, even actively avoiding it so as to be sure not to go anywhere they shouldnât, over six millennia to this rather comfortable touching, infrequent or not, within a span of a little over six months wasâŠquite an achievement, Crowley would say.
Not that he wouldnât be thrilled with me, and practically melted whenever they ended up in a cuddle session, often because Crowley was an octopus rather than a snake when he was in a bed, sleeping or not, and Aziraphale was sitting, or sometimes even lying, beside him.
That wasnât to say the angel was an unwilling or passive participant in the sessions, far from it. He just did it in his own way.
Such as touching his hand to a knee.
It helped that he left it there, too. Obviously.
âMy dear, it is getting rather late forâŠwell, if weâre to call in somewhere and buy something to eat, theyâd beâŠwell, it would be rather rude to expect them to keep their kitchens open for us.â
âAs if you havenât done that several times over the years, angel, and thatâs putting it kindly,â Crowley countered, looking over at the other.
Glancing at him out of the corner of his eye didnât work with the blinkers, for lack of a better term, that he had on his current set of sunglasses, as the most he saw there were disjointed colours through a metal mesh. If he turned his head a little, it seemed to give him the same effect, though, as well as being able to see the other.
âWell, I...â Aziraphale said, not quite spluttering but achieving something to that effect. âI may have, once or twice over the years, but IâŠthat isâŠwell, youâre allowed to mend a bad habit, arenât you?â
ââCourse. Just find it interesting that the time you decide to mend it is the time when itâs not you whoâs in charge of the food, for once.â
Again, he wasnât looking fully at the otherâs face as he spoke, but he still managed to clock the way Aziraphaleâs face fell. Not completely but quite a bit, showing that he understood what Crowley was saying and what he was implying as well.
âI didnât â oh, good grief, Iâve put my foot in it, havenât I?â
âJust a bit.â
âThat wasnât what I meant, dear, and I apologise.â
He didnât say anything more but then, what really was there to add? Further words wouldnât change anything or make it more sincere. The sincerity was more than evident in the angelâs almost always very expressive voice.
Nor was Crowley about to say that it was okay because it wasnât. It was only a minor thing, that was true, but it still mattered. That said, he wasnât going to ignore it, either.
âAccepted,â he said instead, quietly, and felt the hand on his knee squeeze slightly in understanding and thankfulness.
He laid his own hand over it, covering it completely. He still thrilled in his heart at being able to do this, and he also had to admit that his nerves had quietened some more.
They sped along into the afternoon that was turning into early evening, and quite a bright one with a clear sky that could be appreciated better without obstructions, if that was your cup of tea, along narrower roads and increasingly more picturesque landscapes, heading for the destination that Crowley had in mind.
It wasnât Lower Tadfield.
Even though there might certainly be reasons to go to Lower Tadfield, such as the general feel of love that Aziraphale still claimed or the people theyâd met that still lived there, it wasnât his intention to go there.
For what he wanted to do, he needed somewhere a little moreâŠout of the way. Or at least, seeing as the south of England wasnât exactly sparsely populated, as a rule, he needed somewhere where there was no Antichrist about that might show up to ask what they were doing.
He wanted a bit of privacy. That wasnât too much to ask, was it?
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It was that special time of evening just before the sun decided it was done for the day. They had only just pulled in somewhere, where the nearest town was a mile or two away all around, there were no nearby farms or obstructing woods. Just pleasant landscape all around the vantage point that Crowley had picked.
Aziraphale, sitting in the passenger seat, looked around him, clearly not finding what he was expecting to see.
âCrowley â âhe began, sounding just a little bitâŠconcerned, perhaps, but the demon interrupted him before he could get further.
âI said Iâd take care of the food, Aziraphale,â he said as the car shut off, âand I have, so donât worry about it.â
With that, seeing as it was obviously on his mind and heâd need to bring it, instead of getting out of the car, he reached behind him and down. With a flexibility that ought to have been difficult, at the very least, grabbed hold of the hamper and pulled it around, holding it up at the same time.
If he was a little bit pointed about it, so what?
âOh.â Aziraphale looked more than a little embarrassed. He looked down at his lap, his fingers twiddling on the handle of the basket heâd brought. âIt seems that I might not be able to eat the food, seeing as I keep putting my foot in my mouth.â
Itâs fine.â
âItâs not fine, itâs â Crowley!â
Aziraphale called out his name because the demon had got out of the car with his usual speed and dexterity, despite being hampered by a lidded wicker basket.
Come on,â he called just before the door shut behind him, sauntering his way towards a lovely looking spot that would give them quite the perfect view, around and, not unimportantly, up.
He heard the passenger shut and presumed the other was about to join him. While he wouldâve liked to walk up there with Aziraphaleâs hand in his, he also wanted to find the perfect spot himself, without being interrupted.
That and get his suddenly galloping nerves reined back in a little, of course, if he could.
As he spread the blanket â more of a duvet style of thing, with a few extra things added on, because just because youâd decided to dine outside on the ground didnât mean you had to be uncomfortable, did it? â out on the ground, he picked up that Aziraphale had stopped moving.
He straightened back up and turned to look, a part of him just a little bit worried about why.
What he found was Aziraphale stopped, basket in hand, looking out over the area which, Crowley had to admit, they had a very good view of from up here. Both of the landscape and the sun setting over it, not a cloud in the sky to obstruct it.
âStrikes you, doesnât it?â he said as Crowley sauntered up close to him, hands in his pockets. âEven though youâve seen it unimaginably many times before, it can still be as beautiful as that very first time it happened.â
âEvery time since, really,â Crowley commented. âEither none are beautiful, or they all are.â
âTrue,â Aziraphale agreed, voice and smile soft.
They stood for a few moments, just watching it, taking it in. Enjoying it and each other.
Then the ginger walked back towards the blanket, which now quite mysteriously was packed with just about everything heâd brought. Equally strangely, there was still room for the two of them to sit on it, though not with their legs, despite the spread that could only be described as âabundantâ.
He sat down, his heart in his throat, hoping heâd got it at least somewhat right.
Which really was stupid. This, at least, he knew heâd got right. Not only had he possibly got every type of picnic-appropriate thing put out on the blanket, and then some, but he knew his angel well at this point and knew that something of quality, food or not, that was made for him was bound to be approved of.
Had he thought about it, he wouldâve likely realised that it was almost certainly the nerves from what he had planned for after their âlightâ dinner that were bleeding over into this.
Aziraphale joined him, sitting himself down opposite, where Crowley had made room for him. Just like they always did. Well, almost always. At least, there was space between them wherever they sat. It had got to be less in the last half a year but well, with everything else, he didnât want to overdo it.
It was probably, no, unquestionably being overly cautious but at the time, he didnât see it as such.
Only this time, while the blond did sit where heâd been given a space, it seemed that it was somehow much closer to the ginger than what heâd intended, what heâd made room for, while the spread remained unaltered.
Crowley wasnât about to complain, he just...heâd thought that with this being so different from what theyâd done before, with no concert or play to distract them and not a drop of alcohol drunk between them yet, on an actual date, Aziraphale might find it one thing too many, one step too close to also be sitting as close as theyâd done on many occasions now.
Apparently not, though, if not just the fact that heâd sat himself down where he had but the ease with which heâd done it, no hesitation, as well as the smile still on his face.
One might think that the smile was because of the food but as blue eyes were meeting yellow through tinted glasses, it seemed unlikely.
For a long moment, he sat there, immobile. Then he reached across and again placed his hand on top of Crowleyâs.
âThank you,â he said, and there was more packed into that small sentence than the ginger had expected. It felt like he was being thanked for more than just the spread or even the picnic.
âYouâre welcome,â he managed to reply, smiling in turn. He was purely smiling, though, not colouring. Not in the slightest. âGo on, then. Eat some. Itâs not show food.â
It does look absolutely scrumptious I have to say,â Aziraphale enthused as he looked it over. He put one or two things carefully on the plate beside him, then picked up a jar of something to examine it. âI didnât know there was anywhere that sold a hamper like this.â
âThere isnât.â
The angel looked up from the jar, realisation dawning.
âMy dearâŠâ he said softly, and it really shouldnât be allowed to pack that much into just two words. Especially not when it wasnât clear just what exactly was meant.
Oh, the understanding and the gratefulness were both clear enough but as for the rest of itâŠ
The poor demon had to swallow and had to remind himself not to wet his lips.
âEat,â Crowley said, glad of his glasses that hid his eyes looking just about anywhere else because he couldnât right now.
He reached out and grabbed something without looking and brought it to his lips. Due to sheer luck, it was something that could be eaten as was and he bit into the scotch egg without relish. Or any other type of condiment, really.
Aziraphale looked at him for an achingly long moment, then smiled and began to fill his plate.
So did Crowley after heâd finished off the scotch egg. Though they as supernatural beings didnât get hungry and eating was more of Aziraphaleâs indulgence than his, he found himself piling more on the plate than he normally would â that he didnât eat as much as the angel didnât mean he didnât eat at all â and what was more, digging into at least most of it.
That seemed to delight Aziraphale for some reason and he placed the occasional morsel from his own plate over on Crowleyâs, who in turn made sure to pick up the offered treat as the next thing he ate.
By and by, the food Crowley had brought was eaten, between comments, big and small and completely irrelevant, and discussions, laughter and the occasional touch that was no less meaningful or appreciated for not being constant.
As they ate and talked, they also watched the sun disappear completely beneath the horizon, gradually calling back its tendrils of colour, who darkened as they ran, and the bolder ones even changed colours altogether.
Behind them came night, this time rolling in slowly and majestically rather than jumping and skipping along or racing as if it had got out of bed too late and was in a hurry to reach its destination.
They were even lucky enough to have a few stars come out as night-time came.
As they became visible, Crowley shifted where he sat, feeling a sense of unease creep up on him, but not for the reason that Aziraphale evidently thought, judging by the way he clutched the hand wrapped around his and tried to gently run his thumb back and forth over the patch of skin it touched.
It would be a guess but given what they were looking at, it didnât seem that big an assumption to make; that Aziraphale was worried he was uneasy being âconfrontedâ, as it were, by evidence of his life Before.
Crowley wasnât going to deny that he did think about it at times or that he wasnât affected by them, both positively and negatively, much as he didnât want it to.
At the same time, not only hadnât he been the sole builder of stars â the paperwork alone on managing all that wouldâve caused anyone to Fall, he felt â and consequently werenât necessarily responsible for what he could see on any given night, heâd watched the night sky so many times over the millennia thatâŠ
Well, it hadnât stopped hurting, but it had dulled, in a way, and become at the very least something he could look at and even contemplate without feeling small and lost, let alone outright pained.
That said, he appreciated both the consideration and the gesture on the angelâs part.
No, the unease, the nerves, were to do with the realisation that they were nearing the end of the meal and therefore also nearing the next step in the plan. The plan which he still wasnât sure how the other would react to.
Could he just put it off a little bit longer?
Well, yes, of course. He could put it off for eternity, if thatâs what he wanted. If he was honest with himself, however, and stripped away the fear and nerves that were doing at least part of the thinking for him, then he knew that he didnât want to. It hadnât been a sudden impulse or idea, after all, but something he had wanted for a long, long time.
Putting it off for just a little bit longer wasnât going to change anything, either. Not the issue and not how he felt about it. If anything, it was in all likelihood only going to exacerbate the matter.
Procrastination was the thief of time, yes, but it didnât even have the decency to leave a solution or a better feeling about it all behind.
It might be shot down and not happen but if he chickened out like this, it wasnât going to happen anyway.
With all of that in mind, he took a deep, unnecessary breath and, not entirely intentionally, squeezed the hand in his.
He could do this. More importantly, he was going to do it.
Aziraphale looked at him, puzzled but evidently willing to wait for an explanation, even as he then stood up, keeping hold of the hand in his.
The ginger, after taking another breath, then tugged at the hand in question. Aziraphale followed his request and stood up as well, a little less fluidly than the noodle that was the demon but with a surprising amount of grace, nevertheless.
Once they were both upright, Crowley tugged again and led the other a little way away from the blanket.
The question in blue eyes grew larger still.
Crowley?â he asked, evidently hoping for an explanation.
IâŠehmâŠâ
No. No hesitation, no more second guessing. The worst that could happen was that Aziraphale said no and even if he did, he would do it kindly and with understanding rather than judgment.
It was Aziraphale, after all.
For all that he could be a bit of a bastard, Crowley not only loved him the more for it, he was never a bastard around such things.
âI wasnât only planning to go all the way out here for a picnic,â he said, speaking calmly and at a normal pace, both of which was a bit of a surprise.
He mightâve expected the blond to make a comment but all he got was a patient, yet expectant expression and a small smile.
âI was actually planning, well, hoping that we couldâŠcould maybe, if youâreâŠâ
Bless it, when did his tongue become a knot? Or rather, a positive jumble knot. Spit it out already.
âIf you donât mind, Iâd like to go flying. Together.â
The angel didnât seem to react to that and for a split second, Crowley was unsure of whether heâd heard him. But he mustâve done, as he then noticed the blue eyes slowly but surely widening, possibly as realisation dawned.
It was on the tip of the forked tongue to take it back, to somehow annul it. He stopped himself, however. If he was going to do it, then he was going to go the whole way. Even if he ended up being the only one up in the sky.
The possibility that Aziraphale didnât know what he meant was remote. There really werenât many, if any, other ways you could interpret those words, were there?
Another deep breath and he made a further decision; he was going to go up there, whether the angel was going to join him or not.
You might not be able to claim that half a year was a long time since theyâd last been âlet outâ, not in the context of their lives, but even so, heâd felt an itch in his shoulders ever since that day on the airbase tarmac.
And it would be good, not just to stretch them on the ground but flex the muscles of them, too, let them do they were intended to do for once.
He closed his eyes and let out a long, drawn-out breath of relief as he let go of something inside of him and felt the wings unfurl behind and around him with a silent roar.
It occurred to him, then, somewhat and perhaps unwisely belatedly, that maybe Aziraphaleâs reaction had something to do with a fear, residual or not, that they would be spotted. Not by humans, that could be fixed. By upstairs or downstairs.
That conclusion seemed born out by the fact that the blue eyes had somehow only grown wider as they looked at him.
If they were going to strike them down, though, they wouldâve done so already, surely? Quite apart from what they had already put them through, what with the trials and everything, theyâd had plenty of opportunities in the last half a year.
Going for a flight wasnât going to piss them off more than the rest of what theyâd done so far, or so heâd thought when heâd contemplated it himself.
âCrowleyâŠâ
There was quite the evident amount of concern and apprehension in that one syllable, or so the demon wouldâve said.
He sighed, heavily. There was convincing and then there was coercion or simply pushing someone into doing something they really didnât want to do. He had no intention of doing either, not when it came to Aziraphale and their time together, much as it was sending small cracks through his heart.
They would mend, though. It was fine.
It was fine.
He let go of the hand in his, reluctantly but nevertheless, he did it. If he was going to do this on his own, he wasnât going to drag the other with him, not even a little.
âYou donât have to if you donât want to, angel, or if you donât feel safe going up. I can go up myself, itâd probably be safer â â
Before he could get any further, he was interrupted by the angel unfolding his own wings with an equally inaudible clamour.
There were certain benefits to being a demon. One of them was excellent night vision and so he could easily see the angel standing before him, wings spread out on either side before they came to rest, much like his own.
Without the threat of impending doom and obliteration, for the entire planet as well as them, looming over him, over them both, he had the opportunity to take in the shape of his friend and partner, with his wings, and the sight took his breath away.
Oh, to see those wings beat as they brought the angel up into the air properly and then stretch out as he glided across the night sky, occasionally pushing down with force yet still with grace to stay up.
If ever heâd been in doubt that heâd had a fantasy about seeing that, it evaporated at that moment. Not that that meant anything, really, at least in this particular context.
âI donât believe I ever said I didnât want to,â Aziraphale said. âNor imply it, either.â
âYour silence was pretty telling,â Crowley countered, with just the merest hint of sharpness to his voice.
âPerhaps so, but that doesnât mean it was indicative of the thing you assumed,â Aziraphale returned, with an equal hint of sharpness.
Then he paused, swallowed, and his voice softened when he spoke again.
âWith that said, I do see how it wouldnât necessarily come across as it formed in my brain, and that a silence can leave some very unfortunate implications in its wake that mere words very often, and for that, I honestly do apologise.â
He grabbed hold of the hand that had only just left his, gripping it even firmer than before.
Crowley expected him to say something more. Perhaps explain his reasoning for not feeling like he could go up there. Which wouldnât gel with him having let his wings out but perhaps his had been itching same as the gingerâs and this had, if nothing else seemed a good opportunity.
What he did not expect was what he got; Aziraphale not saying a word as he took a step backwards, then another while still trying to keep hold of Crowleyâs hand.
As the demon didnât move, however, since he didnât feel like he ought to, given what the other was trying to do, that proved impossible, even when they both stretched.
Crowley frowned, puzzled but hopeful. Was that â did that mean that â?
When Aziraphale closed his eyes and drew a deep, but quick breath, it seemed more likely and when air slammed into him and flowed around him as the large wings pushed it down with force and the distance wasnât quite great enough, Crowley could no longer be in any doubt.
He watched, something constricting his throat, as Aziraphale rose into the air, born aloft by his wings that a certain subset of humans would unquestionably point out were entirely impossible; that with their size and construction they shouldnât be able to carry something the rough shape and weight of a fully grown human.
Impossible included other such small titbits as being immortal and performing actual, honest-to-opposition miracles, whether benign or malignant, too, and they managed both of those well enough, didnât they?
To be perfectly fair, it was probably at least a little more graceful to Crowleyâs biased gaze than reality would record, but that hardly mattered.
What mattered was that it was happening and for that, he could have swayed like a kite that refused to pick up wind as it was run along to make it fly and Crowley would still have found it beautiful.
That wasnât to say it was inelegant, regardless of the body shape of the angel. Just a, a little rusty, perhaps. Like something that you once excelled at but havenât touched in long enough that not just your brain, but your body needs a moment or two to tap into what the dickens this was all about again.
Once that seemed to come back to him, he visibly relaxed. How exactly that was visible, given, well, everything, was something best left to someone with demonic night vision and very intimate, though not sexual, knowledge of the body in question.
Then, another thing happened that Crowley hadnât expected and certainly wasnât prepared for. Rather than hold his hand out for the ginger to take as he rose himself, Aziraphale instead grabbed the hand heâd been trying to hold onto earlier.
He didnât pull or anything like it that would make the demon destabilise or otherwise risk staggering and stumbling, though, just held on as he waited, his wings beating a slow but steady rhythm, keeping him afloat in the air.
Crowley shouldâve been up there to join him immediately, he knew. He wanted to, too, without a question, and he wouldâve done, as well, if notâŠ
If not for the tiny little issue that his body seemed to have shut down for its holidays and the front desk wasnât taking any calls at the time.
This was notâŠ
He had been so bloody nervous about all of this ever since he had first formulated it in his mind and suggested going on a date; heâd gone from being hopeful and sometimes even confident back to being a nervous wreck to then thinking in entirely defeatist terms about it and then swung back around to hopeful and start it all over again. Sometimes itâd switch up the order, of course, but otherwise, it had stayed.
All of that, over and over in his mind since Aziraphale had said yes to the date, and this was the result?
It wasnât that he wasâŠno, that wasnât right. He was complaining, he just didnât have any right to complain. Not when things had turned out more or less just like heâd hoped for, and he was more than fine with avoiding drama.
Drama when it was someone else could be interesting, might even fuel a tarnishing of a soul somewhere â he was a demon, heâd had a job to do â but drama when he himself was involved? No, thank you. Heâd had more than enough of that in his life, he was going to avoid any further instances.
He guessed there was just the slightest sense ofâŠanti-climax to things panning out like this.
Or perhaps anti-climax was the wrong word. Maybe it was more accurate to say that it felt like it was going too well and that it would come crashing down on him, if not right now then in not very long.
OrâŠoh, he didnât know. It was too much, all too much to contemplate at once. It wouldnât change anything, either, but that wasnât the same as easily being able to push it out of his mind.
The hand that wasnât already gripping his was extended towards him.
He looked at it, followed the line of the arm all the way until his eyes met those of Aziraphale. The ones that were smiling so softly, so warmly.
So lovingly.
There was no other word for it.
That broke through not just the thoughts thronging in his mind and making the start of an absolute racket, but his momentary stupor.
Right.
Pushing aside the small thought that it ought to have been him whoâd asked Aziraphale like this, not the other way around, as petty and irrelevant in the circumstances, he grabbed the proffered hand without further hesitation.
Thankfully, pushing his wings down wasnât something that required a whole lot of thought. Not none at all, mind, and he ran the risk of wobbling as much or even more than the angel in front of him. But he would gladly take that if it meant that he got to experience this.
He was in the air before he knew it, the hands in his gripping firmly. It certainly wasnât him that was holding on tightly to the hands of the angel. Most definitely not.
Aziraphale didnât say anything, not even when Crowley accidentally pulled a little higher than heâd intended in one go.
Only when the demon felt like he had it all under control â and he wasnât as foolish as to let go before he was sure he had it under his control â did he let goâŠof one hand.
The whole reason heâd wanted this wasnât for him to faff about on his own, now was it? One might argue âtricksâ but if that was what Crowley was after, he had plenty of things he could show off to his angel â and they were things that only he could do, too.
Hardly a competition, was it?
He changed the grip on the hand in his, just enough that it was much more secure. That and, well, interlacing your fingers always felt very comforting and, well, romantic.
It was a good thing that angels didnât have excellent night vision as well, because it spared him from having his slightly reddened cheeks exposed. What light might be left from the disappeared sun was not enough to illuminate the demonâs face, thankfully.
His hand was squeezed gently and Aziraphaleâs smile only broadened.
Shall we, then?â the angel asked, and Crowley nodded, ignoring the moisture in his eyes.
Despite it being Aziraphale who had got off the ground first, as it were, he let it be Crowley who took the lead on moving forward, beating his wings once, twice as he looked across the expanse of fields, trees and a small smattering of houses that constituted the nearest village, which included both a post office and a pub, and beyond.
All stretched out below them and around them, ready to be seen.
Not because he never had, though it had been a while since heâd last been on any flight, on his own or assisted by machines. That wasnât the point.
The point was that he was going to see them with Aziraphale.
That made the difference. All the difference in the world, really.
He thought he saw something glow in the far distance and figured that that would be a good thing to start heading for. Not the final destination, of course, just the pointer to head for right now.
Taking a deep breath, he then set off, his grip on Aziraphaleâs hand very firm, warm, a little sweaty and just about perfect.
There was the slightest of tugs in their clasped hands at that, but the angel kept pace with him almost immediately and despite the fact that they shouldâve crashed right into each other, flying so close and on a line, nothing happened.
For a little while, they just sailed across the sky, floating in the air, in silence that was only theirs.
Crowley closed his eyes without meaning to, unable to help exhilarating in the sheer excitement and utter joy of being up here, letting his wings out to stretch and flex their muscles. The wind in his face, the sting in his lungs, the rushing through his feathers, the power underneath his wings as they rose a little.
Apart from those small noises right beside him, the almost deafening silence of everything around him, the everyday humdrum noises of an evening that hadnât realised it had become night far too small to be heard up where they were.
All of it coming together to form something that was altogether so much more than the sum of its parts.
Something that was magical.
But it was only so because it was focused through the spectacular, unique prism that was his angel. Without Aziraphale, none of this wouldâve meant even a fraction as much, if anything at all.
Speaking of that, he thought that maybe, if he concentrated on the right muscles and such, he could change the angle and maybe just â
Aziraphale, caught up in his own enjoyment, it seemed, mustâve felt the hand in his loosen. But even so, he let out an inaudible but visible gasp as he watched the demon suddenly fly beneath him, keeping perfect pace with him as they sailed on through the gathering night, his wings beating steadily.
Blue eyes slid across the entirety of the body beneath him and Crowley couldnât help but spread out his arms as well, grinning just a little cockily.
Alright, so perhaps showing off wasnât purely for when there were serpentine tricks to perform. Sue him.
Actually, thatâŠnah. Heâd got better things to do. Especially now.
Such as flying up above the other and circling all the around him, ending up right back where heâd started, but with a bigger grin than heâd had before.
Aziraphaleâs mouth clearly said âshow-offâ, judging by the careful, somewhat exaggerated movements of lips, but despite the distance and despite the darkness around them, Crowley had no trouble seeing the warmth shining in the eyes that he knew so well.
He rose again but only so much that he was in front of Aziraphale, hovering high above the ground.
Luckily, the angel mustâve expected something like that to happen, as he slowed immediately before stopping completely, and thereby avoided crashing straight into the other.
Crowley flew in close and grabbed hold of both plump hands. He brought him up a little and then tugged, moving as he did so. The grin that now threatened to take over his face had nothing to do with cockiness and everything to with unadulterated joy and delight.
Aziraphale followed him, a smiling frown on his features as he didnât quite understand what the ginger was getting at.
That soon became a laugh of delight as he caught on and moved with the demon, faster and faster as they spun round and round, like a celestial round-about, with the added benefit that they werenât going to fall off and if they became dizzy from it all, it was easily fixable.
They were both laughing like idiots the entire time.
When they finally stopped, Crowley felt just the slightest bit dizzy, but he also felt outright giddy and joyous and the fact that his feelings were reflected on his most beloved face in the whole world. The entire universe, really.
Part of him wondered whether they ought to call it a night. Whether Aziraphale would want to call it a night, after everything.
Did Crowley want to call it a night? No, not at all. Not ever.
âŠAnd still have begged for moreâŠ
He had no idea where that had come from. No, actually, he did, with music accompanying it and everything. He just didnât want to acknowledge it, that wasnât the same thing.
Despite that, he couldnât deny that he shared the sentiment, even as he tried to bury the wretched song deep where it might never resurface.
He did want it to go on all night, at the very least, if not longer. It wasnât as though they were exactly hindered by the limits of other creatures with the ability to fly, was it?
On the other hand, though, he did recognise that a large part of the magic lay in it being such a limited time.
To extend it beyond the night would not only mean that theyâd have to perform quite hefty miracles not to be spotted by anyone â as it was now, even with the clear sky they were flying in, they would, if they were spotted at all, be seen as weird birds or possible odd hang-glidersâŠoh, werenât humans simply wonderful? â it would take away from the night.
From their date.
Which wasnât what he wanted at all.
So, instead he could make the most of what he had, make it as memorable an experience as possible.
That did not mean that all it could be was showing off for Aziraphale.
He flew a little closer, with the intention of asking whether the angel wanted to make a swooping dive with him.
Before he got the chance to more than open his mouth, however, he was in for a shock that almost sent him crashing out of the sky; Aziraphale closed what distance remained between them and kissed him.
It wasnât a short kiss nor a chaste one, either of which he wouldâve expected from Aziraphale, if heâd expected anything at all. Which he hadnât, mainly because he hadnât dared to entertain even the glimmerings of such a thought. To do more was to only set himself up for unneeded disappointment, or so heâd thought.
This nowâŠ
This told an entirely different story, though, didnât it? As well as saying that maybe heâd got it wrong. Possibly not entirely but quite significantly wrong, even so.
Quickly, he pressed back, as enthusiastically as he could without risking the other toppling over. His hands let go of the otherâs as their tongues met, but though heâd intended to wrap the hands around the back of Aziraphaleâs neck, only one managed that.
The other settled itself under and over the angelâs jaw, cupping it and allowing his thumb to brush across the entirety of the cheek, paying special attention to the cheekbone and the corner of an eye where it seemed as though some moisture had gathered.
It was him that pulled back after a small eternity, his eyes opening slowlyâŠwhich was entirely lost on the other, seeing as heâd retained his sunglasses for the trip into the air.
âWell, thatâŠâ
âShush,â Aziraphale said, without opening his own eyes. He placed a finger on Crowleyâs lips for emphasis, even though they were definitely close enough to hear each other now. âDonât go ruining it. Not yet.â
The demon let out a sharply indignant noise at that and pulled back a little further.
Ruining it! The bloody nerve of it â as though he would!
Then the angel did open his eyes and there was nothing but warmth and love in them, no anger or annoyance at all.
Well, to say that it was all that was in them was perhaps not quite trueâŠ
âYou bastard,â Crowley murmured when he cottoned on, the downward pull of his lips transforming into a broad grin in an instant. âYou â â
âAt your service, my dear, always and ever,â Aziraphale smiled back. After a moment, he asked, âShall we head back, then?â
Crowley was about to say âyesâ â because just because they were headed back didnât mean they had to take the straight route â when he spotted something flashing through the night.
âNot yet,â he said, his grin a positive beam now. âCome on, I want to try something!â
And whatâs that?â Aziraphale asked.
Crowley didnât answer, just grabbed the otherâs hand and headed down.
That was to say, he dove down, in a swoop that was a bit too vertical for any kind of comfort. Nevertheless, Aziraphale followed him, keeping hold of his hand throughout and staying right beside him.
Down they flew, down and down and forward as well, until they were right above what Crowley had spotted; a train, though sadly not a steam train, moving through the night with a speed that was quite seductive and almost lent it a sort of grace as it sped across the rails.
They kept pace with it for a while, just because they could.
Once or twice, Crowley dropped down to look in on the passengers, which rather startled at least a few. There was one who merely waved to him, but as that was a child, with a sibling beside it who just frowned and stared, he had no compunction with waving right back to them before shooting back upwards, with perhaps more speed than he rightly needed.
When he emerged back up above the train, he looked around.
His heart seized when he at first saw absolutely nothing, not even a hint of angel as he looked.
Just as he was about to call out for him, however, strangled and, admittedly, desperate, his eyes caught on a mass of white. A familiar and incredibly welcome mass of white.
He dropped a foot or two out of sheer relief before he flew over to where Aziraphale was. Where he had sat himself down.
On top of the moving train. He was cross-legged but somehow managed to look as prim and proper as he always did when he had something moreâŠchair-like with a seat to perch on instead.
Crowley alighted on the roof himself.
âWhat the heavenâs possessed you to sit yourself down on top of a moving train?â he asked once he had.
Aziraphale looked entirely innocent. âYou were the one who wanted to follow it along like a couple of gulls trailing a ship.â
Gull? Gull? He wasnât a bleeding gull!
What he said out loud was something else, though. âAnd you went along with me, which you didnât have to if you didnât want to.â
âOf course, I had to, donât be silly,â the angel said, but his sniffy attitude was rather undermined by the way he reached across to grab Crowleyâs hand again. The ginger definitely felt like he could get used to that happening far more often.
âWhatâs more and much more important, I wanted to,â Aziraphale added, a smile creeping back into his expression. âI just felt that while you flitted about scaring the life out of innocent passengers, I might as well get a bit of rest out of it.â
âAs though you get tired â and isnât it your job to stop me from doing things like that, anyway?â
The flight had lessened some tension between them, which had been more needed than Crowley had been aware of beforehand, and it was nice to just bicker back and forth a little.
That and the kiss had helped significantly in that regard, obviously.
âScaring passengers is not very nice at all and even a bit juvenile but it hardly counts as evil, my dear, and certainly not something that needs thwarting.â The smile turned just the slightest bit mischievous. âBesides, I thought that we had retired. I believe you were rather adamant on that score.â
âMe? It was your idea.â Crowley wasnât going to be goaded by something like âjuvenileâ.
âNo, I am entirely certain it was yours, dearest, and you wonât persuade me otherwise.â
Crowley opened his mouth to argue, got as far as the first half of a syllable before he gave it up in mild disgust, turning it into a mocking grimace.
It only made the angel smile broader.
They stayed on the train for a few more miles, just taking in the scenery. As the first, faint but distinguishable glow of predawn began to suffuse the darkness around them, they looked to the landscape around them.
Then they looked at each other.
With a deep breath, their wings pushed down in unison as they set off, with surprisingly little issue for either of them, their timing meaning that they only just missed the tunnel the train was about to hurtle through at top speed.
They flew quietly but happily through the countryside, going past a town that mightâve qualified as a city, a few towns, quite a few villages and a whole lot of landscape, none of which looked remotely familiar to Crowley, who excused himself with the fact that it had been dark when theyâd set out, completely ignoring the night vision, and besides, didnât it all look the same?
He wasnât worried, though. Not in the slightest. After all, heâd left his car in loads of places over the years and heâd always been able to find it.
It had always been in fine condition, too â and if he returned now and found that it wasnât, for whatever reason, then he would make the little punks whoâd so much as thought to damage it or even take it regret the day they had ever been conceived.
And if Aziraphale made any comment, he would ask, innocently, about if someone hurt his books.
He squeezed the hand in his, unable to fight the beaming smile of utter joy on his face as they flew back towards the car, the angel taking the lead this time.
For a first date, it had been almost, definitely entirely perfect. Every other date from now on certainly had a lot to live up.
âŠWell, then. He liked a challenge.
 .............................................................
The car turned out to be fine.
When they finally located it about a mile or two away from where their picnic blanket still lay, undisturbed. Mostly fine, at least.
Aziraphale never asked where Crowley went one afternoon about a week later, which he had spent polishing and pampering his car despite the fact that he could and had fixed it completely with one single glare at the dents and scratches, and the demon never volunteered the information.
It was better and easier for both parties that way, and there was no need to spoil the mood.
Not when they had had such a beautiful trip out of it.
Aziraphale was already planning for another âdateâ, one which he hoped could do the first one proper justice.
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Anyway, would you imagine the madness that would be the Civil War (2006) Event if it was released today?
Like...
1- There is a major explosion wiping out a suburban, white picked american town in the midwest, explosion started right next to a school, caused by a team of C List superheroes literally attacking a group of B list Supervillains, who were having a barbecue there for some reason, just to get more ratings on their reality show rather than any heroic duty. Many people die, mostly kids due to the school, and we see the bloody aftermath. Even the Sentinels, compared to burning crosses in terms of racial sensitivity by Wolverine, help out to fish out people from the debris.
2- Because of this, major Anti Superhero Sentiments start sprouting up in the country. One of the victimsâ mother (A major player in the event believe it or not) spits on Tony Starkâs face. The Human Torch gets lynched by some black stereotypes because he was allowed to go into a exclusive nightclub with a white girl due to his celebrity status and they werenât, major protests start going trough the nation, all demanding SOMETHING to be done against those pesky superheroes, As monuments are being torn down and what not, as ALL superheroes, as a social class, at fault for what has happened there during the explosion.
3- This brings us to the Government Regulation Thing, THE Superhero Registration Program. Maria Hill, who wasnât a Skrull Chaos Agent and has never been (Itâs important you remember this), announces to Captain America that the... senate? chamber? Anyway, someone is going to approve this new law (Which, you know, isnât law yet btw) that will require all superheroes to have their Identity revealed to the public and become paid government workers. They get a pension and health insurance and insurance for any collateral damage they cause as long as they do what they are told and do not step out of line.
You know, Normal, TOTALLY not fascist shit.
4- Anyway, Cap obviously is outraged by this, for âHow Long until it will be Washington that tells us who the real villain isâ (Which is, you know, SUPER RELEVANT), and claims will never sign up for any of this, which Maria Hill, who, again, is not a Undercover Skrull Chaos Agent, knew he was going to say so she tries to arrest him for breaking a law that isnât a law yet, unleashing plenty of armed guards and a couple of attack helicopters on him. She fails, he runs away, and the other superheroes are presented with a choice.
CONFORM OR BE HUNTED DOWN LIKE DOGS.
5- If you think this was bad prepare for the real bad shit to start now, because you have to keep in mind this:
The registration side are the supposed good guys here. They are what the narrative consider to be the one who win at the end, whose ideals were better than Captain Fucking Americaâs. Keep this in mind as you read this:
6- The Major 3 players of the Registration Side are Tony Stark, Mister Fantastic and Hank Pym.
6A- Tony Stark is a war criminal. He tries to stage a terrorist attack on Independent Nation Atlantis, using a ïżœïżœïżœMind Controlledâ Norman Osborn (More on this later) to pull the trigger, so he could both kill Namor and start war with the underwater kingdom, whose Non Namor Rulers will surely try to get revenge against the surface for such happenings, sell weapons during the ensuing war, AND unite the divided superhero community against a common enemy, in this case, Atlantis.
Tony Stark is also responsible for the Supervillain Rehabilitation Program, which is taking willing and unwilling supervillains alike and putting bombs in their brains, ready to blow up at a sign of disobedience, so to use as enforcers for the registration side. Many of those villains have a kill count on the double digits. Many of those villains where later deployed in hunt down and capture missions of Superheroes who had defected, superheroes they all had a hate boner for and loved nothing more but to beat up and potentially kill/maim. One of the fucking Hobgoblins was among them. BULLSEYE WAS FUCKING AMONG THEM.
He manipulated Spider-Man into revealing his identity to the world, something that caused major Bullshit to everyone involved, for, once Spider-Man realized what kind of bullshit he had signed up for and decided to go rogue, Tony first hacks the stark patented supersuit he gave him as a gift so it malfunctions, then sends 2 bloodthirsty supervillains armed to the teeth with explosives and with bombs in their brain to capture him and rough him up a little, then removes peterâs wife and aunt from the family protection/hostage program, which forces them to hide out in a crappy motel in fear that one day a supervillain discovers where they are and bombs them, which guess what is what fucking happens in the end since a sniper finds out they are there and shoots Aunt May, which is what ultimately leads to the worst story in comic book history ONE MORE (FUCKING) DAY.
6B- Reed âMister Fantasticâ Richards is presented by the narrative as emotionally distant and abusive to his wife. He will, with the help of Tony Stark and Hank Pym, create a mechanical clone of Thor, who was absent from earth at the time, with the sole purpose of crowd control and dispersion in the event of a superhero vs superhero fight.
Lethal Force is apparently authorized and approved, for The first mission he is deployed in, Clone-Thor, the clone of a bloody Norse god, ends up Killing Black Goliath, a black superhero, something not contested, in fact almost condoned by the narrative and the registration side, and both the reason why Spider-Man defects and a Hydra Scientist (Oh, yeah, they also conscript Hydra Scientists in the thing so tho create more bio weapons and shit) finds the reason why he considers those three his favorite superheroes.
Also Reed Richards is a McCarthy apologist. He talks about this one uncle of his, a artist, who was considered a communist and was put on trials for having left leaning, liberal views/just being a plain weird artist (I think he was also gay coded?), and he says how he mocked the question and the absurdity of the whole situation in particular and McCarthyism in general, which ultimately blacklists him from work and makes him die alone and without money, so Reed Fucking Richards of course said that the moral of that story is that âMy uncle was wrong, If there is a law that might seem unjust, you shouldnât be down to clown but you should just shut your mouth and keep going.â
The Fucker.
6C- Hank Pym starts a fucking child soldiers conscription program. Teen Superheroes discovered by shield will be captured and separated from their families, Identical Robotic Decoys put in their place to prevent the families from finding out, and will be conscripted into the registration program as child soldiers.
They will be given a usa army approved regiment of training, and will be soon deployed on real, life or death missions, either involving the capture of rogue superheroes or fighting âenemyâ forces such as AIM or HYDRA, what the government seems more fit to fight at the time.
The Kids, for ages seemed to vary from 15 to 19, will be trained and encouraged to kill, especially if faced with faceless hydra goons as they blast down their aircraft in a dog fight in the skies. This will of course scar and traumatize the, again, 15 years old government sanctioned child FUCKING soldiers, but not as much as the alternative to this.
For, as it is shown, failure to comply with orders, as well as emotional instability due to being, you know, a 16 years old girl in stressful situations such as, you know, a guy turning into a giant spider in front of you, will cause the government to âterminateâ your employment under them, which will result in them forcibly taking away your powers, most of whom you were born with, with invasive, unwilling, non sedated surgery on you, as it happens to a girl whose arm is a literal magic gun who had her, you know, magic arm cut off after she accidentally misfired and kills another of the kids watching from the, you know, not that safe watching room not even a glass mirror away from the training room.
No wonder the girl whose superpower is literally just âcan make pretty clouds with her mindâ is so eager to kill as many people the government as her to after being conscripted while she was just flying around on her cloud and has to witness... you know, all of this shit.
6C- Maria Hill, Director of Shield and, again, not a fucking Skrull Chaos Agent, starts hunting down unregistered superheroes. Any superhero that didnât sign up the registration list at least on the exact midnight of the day the law is made law, will be hunted down and forcibly imprisoned without a due process.
This happens to Luke Cage, who, again, on the exact midnight the law is enforced, not a minute more, had his apartment swarmed up with cops in tactical gear ready to âarrest himâ despite him doing nothing yet, all the while shooting around the, you know, predominantly black neighbor like they are the Simpsonsâ Texan guy. His wife and newborn daughter are also hunted down, the two fleeing to Canada, a safe heaven for superheroes and their families in this time of crisis, for undefended families of superheroes become leverage the registration side can use against them to make them sign up, for at some point a superhero must have revealed his identity to another superhero, another superhero that will statistically be either on the registration side snitching on you, or, you know, a Undercover Skrull Chaos Agent, if not both.
Captured heroes are shipped off to a private prison owned by Tony Stark and his goons in the Negative Zone (Think hell, but more depressing), where they will be interned without, again, any semblance of due process, and will be fucking kept in torture pod of virtual reality for the entirety of their stay. They will not be allowed any contact with the other inmates, or even to feed, relieve or just wash themselves, everything will be done by the pods, so that they will be in eternal, perfect imprisonment until they âsee the error of their waysâ.
Somewhat worse than the Barry Allenâs private prison in the Flash, if only by just a little.
Some brain washing was also implied to happen.
7- Capâs Side is, of course, against all of this, yet it will be Capâs side to lose the civil war, for , when Captain America is pummeling Tony to the ground for everything that has been going on in the middle of a devastated time square, some REAL WORLD HEROES (You know, a cop, a nurse, a fireman, and so on), tackle Steve to the ground, blame HIM for everything wrong that has happened, and ask him to stop in his futile resistance.
Statistically Speaking, at least 2 of those people were a Skrull Chaos Agents BTW.
Steve âsees the error of his ways,â surrenders to the police, is about to be given a sham process (He gets one but fucking daredevil, a lawyer, doesnât as heâs shipped off to Tonyâs Hell Prison? I guess there is a upside on getting arrested by the program in front of witnesses that you cannot all silence) until Sharon Carter shoots him on the steps to the courtroom because he was being mind controlled by a undercover hydra hypnotist that might or might have not been conscripted by the âletâs conscript supervillain scientists in the registration program, WHAT COULD POSSIBLY GO WRONG?â thing.
8- Also Hawkeye comes back to life for a bit and is immediately almost manipulated by Tony into taking the Captain Americaâs role after Steve's death, except this time working for the registration side against his friends, which he ALMOST accepts because he doesn't know what the fuck is going on yet but he trusts tony until he meets Hawkeye (The girl one) and Patriot during his first mission as Registration Cap who tell him âDuuuuude, Steveâs body isnât even cold yet, what the fuckâ which makes him go âHoly shit Tony, what the fuck?â and make him decide to abandon the shield and shit and lay low for a while.
9- Oh, yeah, also this happens:
(Recognize that journalist? Is the same journalist that gives Hydra Cap a interview about how inhumane Hydra was during their regime, the one he sends to the labor camps and mocks with âIâm sure you can complain about it on Twitter later.â That wasnât just a dig at the (Justified, oh so justified) detractors of Hydra Cap on social medias, but also a dig at THIS. FUCKING. SCENE. THAT WILL LIVE IN INFAMY FOR ALL DAY TO COME, FOR CAPTAIN AMERICA IS OUT OF TOUCH WITH THE REAL AMERICA BECAUSE HE DOESN'T USE MY FUCKING SPACE).
10- What else what else... Oh, yeah, everyone favorite absolute monarch Tâchalla, King of Wakanda and Black Panther, married with X-Menâs Storm at the time, X-Man that, btw, have been pretty much neutral during this whole shitstorm due to, you know, the âgenocideâ they recently suffered by the hands and mystical powers of one Wanda Maximoff, both of whom have diplomatic immunity due to the, you know, status as the rulers of a hyper advanced nation who holds the cure for cancer among other things, has his wife taken hostage by the united states. They go to the united states on a joint diplomatic mission, and are promptly ambushed and kept grounded in the states, separated from each other, until at least Ororo signs the registration program, Tâchalla having to follow closely behind, and then they will be allowed to be let go.
Again, I canât stress this enough, The United States try to strong arm 2 foreign rulers, one of whom a mutant, into signing up a domestic policy about domestic internal affairs of public security.
Because of course they do.
10- I think I forgot some minor shit happening like speedballâs entire arc or Wolverineâs revenge plan or the Latverian Caper, but I think the gist of WHY this bullshit would have blown up today is all here.
For you see, now, imagine all this shit all the implications, the crimes, the horrors and stuff...
Just Imagine, all this shit is going on... with a Secret Invasion of Skrull Chaos Agent coming soon to shake thing even more...
And the president of the united states, the one that, again, ultimately will decide who the REAL enemy is, where the real supervillain to fight is...
Is Donald Fucking Trump.
How long until the superhero child soldiers are tasked to guard the border I wonder...
#Civil War#Marvel#Civil War (2006)#Anti Civil War#Captain America#Iron Man#Anti Tony Stark#The comic books one not the mcu one#anti hank pym#anti reed richards
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Sarazanmai Main PV analysis
Third timeâs the charm. With Sarazanmai airing tomorrow I finally want to go through the main PV and give you my thoughts and impressions and observations from it.
The timing hasnât been too bad since the official English subbed trailer came out yesterday when Crunchyroll announced they would add Sarazanmai to their simulcast for Spring 2019.
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I donât really have any authority to comment on the translation. Itâs professionally made and itâs good. There are some translation differences to mine (I never translated the main PV, but they reuse a lot of the phrases Iâve translated in the past). For the most part Iâve been more literal (mainly so that I can retain as much original information as possible, even at the cost of it sounding chunkier).
Japanese is a very contextual language with room for many interpretations, especially when the full context is missing, so seeing differences in the translations are to be expected. The only difference I find eye-catching is the phrase âSuck out the greedâ since they clearly use æŹČæ desire/lust. Maybe the translator knows something about the upcoming episodes that I donât?Â
The PV starts with the same beautiful gloomy music from the Tsunagaru PV and Kazuki jogging/running in Asakusa. Heâs wearing the matching bracelet he shares with Enta around his ankle. We specifically see shots of the red Azuma Bridge as well as Tokyo Skytree and Asahi Beer Hall in the background on the other side of the river. The stage is Asakusa alright.
Then thereâs this wild spark in the middle of Kazukiâs melancholic narration about wanting to connect but not being able to.
Pinkâs an unusual colour for sparks but plays on Ikuharaâs typical use of colours. It seems to be revealing a grid of some sort. This also feels very Ikuhara, he has a habit of combining the whimsical with the mechanical and technical. Think about the whole âROCK OVER JAPANâ sequence for example.
The tone shifts, the upbeat ending theme âStand By Meâ by the peggies starts playing and Sara greets us cheerfully. She looks like an idol with her sparkling starry eyes and own TV program. The ăą is everywhere. It seems to be used in her show a lot. Thereâs still no indication what exactly it stands for though.
This screenshot is pretty interesting. The text under âFortune of todayâ says âlucky selfie divinationâ. Is Sara a fortune-teller? Are these her mysterious powers in action? The smaller text says âdish. I canât see regular people. SARAtto report + Looking for the Prince. Characteristics are [ikevo?] a good smell and fair complexionâ. Is that going to be Keppi or the mysterious figure from the last chapter of the manga? Or are they the same?
The focus shifts back to Kazuki. Heâs talking about only needing three rules in his life, which could be good or a bad depending what those rules are. Okay letâs face it this is Ikuhara theyâll be bad.Â
First heâs on his phone like in the earlier PVâs and then we see him with the kappazon cardboard box in his hands walking among other people. We get a quick glimpse of a weird golden kappa statue that makes the same kind of pose I assume the boys will do when they transform. What looks like a phone strap with Saraâs kappa-like creature swings by. Itâs probably Kazukiâs and heâs a fan of Sara. Thereâs also a not-so-hidden ăą thatâs just on a tile on the pavement, showing us that they really are everywhere.
Next up we have Tooi. Weâre shown a calendar (that I think is hanging on a classroom wall) with an overview of July and August (covering the summer vacation). Is that when Sarazanmai takes place? The illustrations for the calendar are of kappa. One highlights that kappa like/need water in their âsaraâ plates, the cavities on top of their heads. The other one depicts their love for sumo-wrestling. These are both typical kappa things we know from having studied the lore!
Tooi himself is along the river talking to his older brother Chikai. âLetâs get this over with. You and I arenât very differentâ. Thereâs also one of the funniest reveals yet when we see Tooiâs weapon up close and it turns out to be a ruler. As a final touch thereâs another ăą to be seen right next to the brothers.
Then we get Entaâs presentation. At first heâs playing soccer by the river and then we see him holding on to the bracelet he shares with Kazuki. The in-between frame shows us a fish shop. Whatâs remarkable about it is that all the signs on it say âkissâ. Then we get a kappazon.co.jp box that flies away. Enta talks about having a strong bond that canât be easily broken. Based on what we know itâs safe to assume heâs talking about Kazuki.
Then things get weirder when itâs Keppiâs time to appear on screen. Heâs holding on to a cucumber, which is another thing that kappa love. He tells the boys that theyâve been turned into kappa and that they need to get the zombie shirikodama in order to turn back. We see the boys all slimy and gooey in their new kappa forms. Kazuki still has the box, so it might be something that happens during this walk of his that weâve been seeing the whole time.
This is a very interesting frame. The pictograms behind the kappa boys look like ghosts. Are they supposed to be the boysâ souls or something like that? Or are they actual spirits wandering around? Story wise them being the boysâ makes more sense, but from an artistic viewpoint I think itâs weird to suddenly draw something thatâs part of the main characters in the style thatâs deliberately simplified and created for background characters. Thereâs also the âDO NOT ENTERâ sign with the otter symbol and a cross over it. Clearly the otter is unwanted, thatâs been confirmed by the Reo and Mabuâs keeponly1luv twitter account as well.
The PV continues with its interesting imagery. The next shot is of this circular shape with the words âno startâ, âno endâ and âno connectionâ getting revealed. Weâve heard these words before so theyâll be important. Â They all tie together, but weâll have to wait and see just how. Itâs possible that they each apply to one of the three boys. Kazuki canât connect, Enta doesnât want to let go (end) and Tooi doesnât want to uhh... get involved and start anything?? Iâll have to think about this more another time, or please send me your theories!
The background isnât the same as it was for the spark earlier, but itâs the same style. I wonder if itâll have anything to do with what the cops are up to because theyâll be introduced soon and they were the ones talking about no beginnings or endings.
The PV continues and thereâs a small explosion hiding the boys in a cloud of black smoke while they let out a surprised scream.
Then thereâs a pling, which I think resembles the sound an elevator makes when it reaches the right floor and opens its doors. The background is a metallic grey so it might as well be where the scene plays out. Reo and Mabu appear with their weird new catchphrase âSuck out the greedâ (or desire!) and thereâs some mechanical action that starts. Lights get turned on, gauges reach their max and a bunch of signs with the kanji ćž âsuuâ, to suck or inhale appears.
I guess this is their machine for sucking out the greed? Or desire. Iâve pointed out the heart in the upper right corner before but itâs worth pointing out again. Earlier I wondered if this machine was somehow alive, but now Iâm thinking that it might just stand for âdesireâ.
This is all controlled by the otters, the next cut shows us otters decals that are peeling. The otters seem to be controlling some circular objects, not unlike the construction we saw light up earlier.
Then thereâs the âdesire extractionâ that covers all of Asakusa. The cops throw their hats. Celebrating their success? In an attempt to be dramatic? You decide.
Next up the opening there âMassaraâ by KANA-BOON starts playing and we see the three boys striking poses while in their kappa forms. Iâm guessing itâs from the actual OP although it might be part of their transformation sequence.
Following this thereâs a scene where the otter symbol all over Asakusa (or Sumida where Tokyo Skytree is located) burning red. It definitely looks like a bad infestation. Thereâs also a spiral with text reaching down from the heavens. The text is the same as we got in the first teaser PVâs and says âCHARGEâ and âdesireâ. As something new thereâs also ăăł which is the word for âboxâ written in katakana. I think this is a reference to the Box Zombie which is supposed to be the first zombie weâll be introduced to. There are certainly boxes everywhere in the following shots while the zombie seems to have a lust for more cardboard.
Are the otters summoning the zombies? Thereâs definitely a connection between them.
Then we see Keppi run with a cart (or whatever itâs called) where the kappa boys sit. They seem pretty chill so I wonder if this is after their fight with the zombie? Next up we see one of these legendary shirikodama balls. Itâs a ball with the kanji for butt on it. Then the three kappa boys are flying around, apparently connecting through the sarazanmai. They managed to connect in one way at least by holding on to each otherâs hands.
I also find this next image interesting, it really plays up the âconnectionâ part of Sarazanmai. We get the ăą again and what looks like a mobile signal. Itâs a very modern and a very literal interpretation. Ikuhara has mentioned the era of the internet and how easy it is to connect through the use of smartphones and apps several times when heâs talked about the inspirations behind Sarazanmai. Old vs. new has been another topic and this highlights that as well.
After this we see another shot of the Asakusa Sara TV program. The text is the same as previously but this time the image is of a traditionally drawn Japanese woman. Is this where the âoldâ is brought in?
Then this is another one of my favourite shots! Itâs the Niimi Yoshokkiten kitchenware department store, thatâs also the building where Reo and Mabuâs âAsakusa Sara Koubanâ is located. Their police box/station is the red structure at the bottom of the building and I think we can see their silhouettes inside of it. What I really love about this image though is the otter thatâs next to the giant chefs head on top. To be clear, the chefâs head is actually there in real life actual Asakusa while the otter is something the anime added there. I think this highlights the fact that Reo and Mabu are working under the otter (literally! - pun not intended).
The signs on the building are a bit difficult to decipher, but I see ăŠăœ a lot which means lie. Thereâs also something about the world and food/eating? The text on the top that says âkawauâ is probably in reference to âkawausoâ which means otter.
As a side note I want to point out that the second teaser PV that featured the otter symbol had a narration about lies and otters. Could it be about Reo and Mabu? Whoâs the one with the strong desireâŠ
Right after that split second image we get this one. Thatâs an otter! Clearly controlling/ordering all the other otters around! Mabu makes a comment that someone tries to get in their way, which we can assume will be the three boys. Are they confirmed villains now? I feel like a lot of people arenât buying it. With Ikuhara first impressions are often deceiving and characters can have good reasons for their seemingly horrible actions, so I wouldnât count in it.
Next Asakusa Sara TV reports on flying boxes. The text that is show on screen is absolutely horrible to read and full with silly puns on Saraâs name and her using âdishâ instead of âdesuâ. Itâs cute as long as you donât have to translate it yourself. The time here is 19:00 which makes me think that this PV covers the entire first episode and will end here with this (it was 7:55 at the start).
Reo and Mabu have their little quasi villain speech and then Keppi talks to the boys and says âyouâre as dead as you are aliveâ. Does this have to do with the âturning into kappaâ process and the âghostsâ I mentioned earlier? Are the boysâ actually half-alive, half-dead? Isnât that what zombies are? Suddenly things are starting to make more sense!
Thereâs quite a lot going on visually. Keppiâs eyes look terrifying. Theyâre large, read, black and purple. He seems to clapping, so Iâm guessing this happens after the boys have dealt with the zombie successfully. One of the ăą signs falls down and is heavy enough to break the pavement. Thereâs a close-up of Kazukiâs face where he looks kind of frightened and surprised and then in classic Ikuhara fashion thereâs a shot of hands trying to hold on to each other but not being able to do so. However, unlike in his previous works there are now three of them. Itâs most likely for the three boys, although it could also be one boy using both of his hands.
Then thereâs text on the screen that says âeven if you connectâ. Tooi fills in that he âwonât let you have itâ, Enta says that he âdoesnât ask for anything elseâ while Kazuki âcanât bear to lose his connectionâ. Tooiâs just angsting in front of the lockers, Entaâs shown where he was practising football, but whatâs interesting is that he has a kappazon box right next to him. It looks like the one Kazuki was carrying. Could it be the same? Could it have been for him? Kazukiâs chilling somewhere (at home?) out of frame with his phone in his hands. He has the Sara strap on it and a tiny otter icon appears on the screen.
Then the most mysterious thing in the PV happens with all these ăą signs flying around and uhh... through Kazuki? The pink things look a little bit like buildings, are they perhaps reflections? The sparkles and the rainbow give this image the impression thereâs something reflective. I really donât have that much else to say although Iâd love to be able to do so.
The PV ends with the three boys appearing as kappa yelling âsaraâ and âsarazanmaiâ. The final shot shows us the iconic look over Asakusa and Sumida with the tagline âDonât let go. Desire is your life.â The ăąâs are everywhere.
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02/11/2019 DAB Transcript
Exodus 32:1-33:23, Matthew 26:69-27:14, Psalms 33:1-11, Proverbs 8:33-36
Today is the 11th day of February. Welcome to the Daily Audio Bible. I'm Brian, of course, like I am every day and you are you like you are every day and here we are together like we are every day surrounding the global campfire as we come together to take the next step and get ourselves into this work week. So, weâre reading from the Contemporary English Version this week and weâll pick up where we left off yesterday, of course, and there is some drama brewing in the wilderness. Exodus chapter 32 and 33 today.
Commentary:
Alright. So, in the book of Exodus we witnessedâŠI meanâŠevents that should make us speechless, at least in relation to the story, like, jaw-dropping stuff. Here the children of Israel have been brought out of Egypt in miraculous fashion, have walked across the Red Sea, are in the wilderness around Mount Sinai where God has come down to meet with His people and Moses has been gone 40 days and their antsy that he's not coming back. And, so they decide to create an idol and bow in worship to the idol that they watched being made and worship this golden calf as if it was the deity that brought them out of Egypt. That's pretty staggering stuff. Unfortunately, it wonât will be the last time in the Bible that we see a golden calf. And for that matter, cows are still worshiped among certain cultures today by millions of people. But I mean in the story that we have been tracking since the beginning of the year we come to this point where God has by his strong arm set a people apart and brought them miraculously out where he could reshape them and give them a new identity and this is what we find, idol worship? How could this happen, right? After all that God had brought them through, how could this happen? And that's what God thought, right? Go down the mountain right now, Heâs telling Moses, your people that you brought from Egypt have corrupted themselves, right? Theyâre worshiping a golden calf and claiming that the golden calf brought them out of Egypt. So, I mean on one hand, this would almost be funny if it weren't so heartbreaking. God had moved heaven and earth to put in motion a promise that took generations, centuries to develop and He hadn't just shown His existence, but also His power in Egypt and Heâd been feeding the people in the wilderness while leading them by a pillar of fire in the night and a cloud in the day. So, God was obviously in their midst and He had obviously chosen them. They had not only been told of their ancient story but of the story that they were currently living. In fact, they were at that mountain to meet with God and they made a false God at that mountain to worship. So, this might even be funny in our own lives too if we saw ourselves behaving this way until we actually do see ourselves behaving this way. And then it's equally heartbreaking. And when God seems distant to us or the path is fogged in and we don't know which way to go, we often find ourselves ignoring the obvious, that God has not departed, He would not abandon us, that He is present, that He has been sustaining us in ways that we've chosen to ignore and then we get obsessed and we get compulsive and we start looking for anything that's gonna promise life, even if it's only going to bring death, even if it's only idolatry. So, let's remember that the things that we give our hearts in search of life that is not God, that is idol and we find ourselves bowing before these idols perhaps more than we might realize and this is a big, big deal. Our tendency toward idolatry explains so much about our lives and the condition of our lives. And we have to pay attention because God is a jealous God, which doesn't mean God is an insecure God, right, or a manipulative God. God is faithful and loyal and good and it breaks His heart when we betray Him. And let's pause. If we are being faithful and loyal and good in a relationship only to find out that the person we have given our hearts to have been disloyal and unfaithful our hearts would be broken too and we would probably start acting very erratically very quickly. So, this isn't something that we do not understand it. It's actually a pretty sobering reality which we press into, that we can affect the heart of God like that, through our disloyalty and unfaithfulness. That should be pretty stark because it is pretty stark.
Prayer:
Holy Spirit, we invite You to come into this. What are the ways that we've been searching for life that isnât You and that we've been giving our hearts in worship to that person, that thing, that goal, that expectation, what are the ways, what are the things that we've been turning to for life that arenât You? Things that may not be bad in and of themselves, but that we are turning to in access in hope for comfort that only You can provide. This exposes idolatry and that is a stark thing because we would never think that we are practicing idolatry in any way. We would never bow down to some kind of golden calf, thatâs part of our culture. Thatâs not something we can even really relate very well to. Oh, but we can bow to bank accounts. We can bow to food. We can bow to people. We can look outside of our relationship with You and try to find a little life on the side. The thing is, if we tried that kind of behavior in our daily lives it would wreak havoc. And yet we don't realize the havoc that we wreak on our lives spiritually that then back fills into our daily lives by behaving this way. So, we take some time to press into this today. Yes, we would rather end today with some great word of encouragement that would help us navigate forcefully and confidently through this day, but You are leading us today to consider what we are giving our hearts to that aren't You. And, so, weâll follow the path where You lead. What are those things Holy Spirit? We give ourselves to contemplating that today and opening ourselves to repentance. Come Holy Spirit we pray. In Jesusâ name we ask. Amen.
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Community Prayer and Praise:
Hi family, this is Karen from Pennsylvania and Iâm asking for prayer for myself and my son, Jake. God kept me morally clean for six years and I became lonely and I started looking on apps for a partner but when I found someone I didnât ask first of all what I should, you know, about what he believed and I got involved for eight months and I still care about him but I repent and he doesnât want to be married. So, I stopped the relationship. So, please pray for me that Iâll stay strong and that I will no longer be enslaved to that. Itâs been a weakness for a long time. Iâm totally blind. My son just got diagnosed right after his 18th birthday with MS and heâs been struggling with a lot of sexual identity crisis, suicidal thoughts. Now that were both repenting of things in our life we have been hit hard with financial issues, other things, just everything right now, but I praise God because He is still good, and I thank you family. And I will do my best to keep you in prayer as well. God bless you.
Hey Daily Audio Bible family this is Tim in Michigan calling back again. I called a few weeks ago discussing my start, infancy, of my journey through the Bible. I was actually very surprised and very much so inspired to hear so many people call in to try to lift me up and encourage me to follow this. Just letting you guys no man, itâs an amazing thing to hear the prayers and requests and, you know, my heart breaks so many times hearing folks call in that are struggling so hard. I think is really amazing, you know, you guys are truly, truly great to take care of each other the way you do. One of my favorites so far has gotta be Blind Tony. Man he calls in and every time he uses poetry I stop whatever Iâm doing and give it every ounce of my attention. So, again, you know, not much new to say here, just want let you guys know Iâm still here and I plan on being here for the long haul. I appreciate it. Love you guys and be blessed.
Hi, this is Michael calling from London England, United Kingdom. Yeah, I called like once before. I said I would call a few more times this year. So, yeah, Iâd just like to respond to maybe certain kind of prayer requests and things and maybe also share like a praise report. And, yeah, so, like a number of people, I have encountered, you know, you know, I have, thereâs kind of mental health problems like things to do with anxiety, you know, impatience, anger and stuff. And, you know, as such it has affected some of my relationships and, you know, and Iâve decided to seek, seek, you know, professional help and Iâm glad Iâm doing because Iâm really kind of settling into this kind of therapy group. And itâs just really a beneficial way because you realize that youâre, you know, there are other people that are going through the same issues as you are. You get to share ideas about what is around and basically really get to the root of what feelings that you are experiencing when youâre having these relationship difficulties. So, you know, getting, whatâs triggering the anger and whatâŠis it related to offense. And I had a real breakthrough moment in therapy where I was like, if I actually say whatever Iâm feeling something, if I actually tell someone, âlook, Iâm feeling offended because of XYZâ itâs revolutionary, like it changes because itâs like all of a sudden somebody else knows how you feel and then youâre able to, yeah, articulate and begin the process them. Yeah, praise report. I have my first commercial casting coming up and, yeah know, not to break __ but an actual paid acting job. So, yeah, Godâs doing so many great things in my life. I hear the kind of, you know, the loneliness and people not being kind of connected butâŠ
Hello DABbers, this is Christopher from the pretzel city. In our town this past weekend according to police a young man murdered his girlfriend leaving their 10-month-old son without parents and in an incident that may be related another man shot three men at a bar in one of the outlying towns killing two of them and wounding a third in the neck. There are a lot of people morning, a lot of people wondering what the heck is going on, and at least three children that I know of who are now missing at least one parent. Please pray for our community, pray for these families so that those who mourn will be comforted, that God will be in the midst of this and His glory will be shown through it somehow. Thank you for your prayers. And stay safe out there yâall.
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Tales From Eternity: Last Flower in Hell
HELLO! Yes, I know itâs been ages, and the questions coming to mind are probably something like âWhat the hell are you doing on my dash? Werenât you dead?â The answers are simple: Iâm not dead, but I did happen to go back through my old work, and decided to finish up a little short set in the Mythos universe. It was a bit rushed at the end, but I wanted to post it, even in itâs less-than-polished form. Quick warning though: This is by no means a guaranteed return to my writing, but I might be posting more in the future, so keep your eyes open! In the meantime, enjoy!
Chirrups of birds and the sounds of morning spread through Summerland as the magical revels of the night wound down to an end, and the creatures of day began to wake. Dawn trickled like pure honey down through the canopies of the towering forests, and brushed the tips of the grasses in the sprawling meadows. There was peace here, a paradise for those who were born of nature, and had lived connected to it all their lives. There were layers to this world, helium jungles embedded deep within azurite caves, and rivers of liquid nitrogen which shot the soil through with permafrost. All things of nature had their places, and all were overseen and taken care of by the Great Ward of Nature, The Horned God.
His palace was a place of revelry, where great celebrations of life and joy twinkled long into the night created by his ally, the Midnight Queen. The palace complex dug deep within the earth, down to caverns of sparkling crystal and the homes of deep things, but also spiraled high into the heavens above, where winds howled among the carven branches of what some called Yggdrasil, the World Tree, the mother of all arboreal organisms.
More wine! Winter comes again tomorrow, though it may last not a week, and we shall have no revel then. Drink, and be merry!
The towering figure of the Horned God languished in the Overgrown Throne, hooves laid up on the end of a banquet table that stretched far back into the shadows of the hall. All around, there were signs of festivities, centaurs and elves and nymphs and satyrs, all dancing or singing, or else taking from the mountains of food laid on the table and downing alcohol by the tankard.
A satyr wearing a crown of laurel leaves approached the deity, âIt may be time to end the revels for the night, my liege. The sun rises, and we have matters to attend to, especially in regards to news from Hades.â
The Trickster sat up, hooves stomping the floor and causing a small earthquake to shudder through the hall, What the devil does he want? Pun intended of course. Ah, it matters not at the moment. Disperse, you creatures of night! We shall call for you again when the winter passes! He stood then, shaking infatuated nymphs from his legs where they had clung and stroked his fur throughout the evening.
âIf youâll follow me, your verdantness?â
Of course, Alia. Shall we walk among the canyons or the jungles this morn?
âThe canyons should be quite beautiful at dawn, and besides, âtis preening season for the ouro birds, is it not?â
Ah yes, those bright plumages never get old, no matter how many millenia Iâve seen them shown off.
With the next few quaking steps, the Horned God shrank to a more manageable size of around ten feet, still towering over his satyr lieutenant, but not so tall as to disturb the crowds of dispersing partygoers. Alia led the way as the pair broke into a run, the Greenfather letting loose a great bellow to bring the glory of morning forth into his world, the night fleeing before them. They slowed at the edge of a misty grove, and the Horned God raised a hand, whipping the mist into a frenzy. When the vapor settled, they passed through into an entirely different landscape consisting of a rapidly descending slope that wound between mica walls pockmarked with caves, all under a blazing desert sun.
These canyons were the chosen nesting grounds of the ouro bird, whose plumages fletched many arrows across the multiverses. The birds were able to fly true in nearly any airy environment with perfect ease, largely due to their feathers and the latent magical energies within them which guided their paths. Unfortunately, this meant the feathers were in high demand for quality arrows, and ouros across many worlds had been hunted to extinction before the Horned God intervened and saved a large portion of the species. Now their plumages, which were famed for beauty as well as utility, would be valued only for the former, and their species would live on in peace.
It was this sight that the Horned God and Alia gazed upon as they strolled through the canyons, discussing business. As he received the briefings on the general state of Summerland and the proposals for what new species should be introduced to the paradise, the Horned God began to grow impatient. Alia had been skirting around the topic at hand for too long.
Alia. What news from Hades? The Verdant One growled, increasing his height slightly and casting a shadow over his friend.
âM-my apologies, your holiness. I thought you would not wish to be troubled with a single flower.â Alia replied in a trembling voice. Although he had been the longest lasting, the Horned God had replaced lieutenants in the past, often with painful results for the previous occupants of the position. The Trickster God did not always make his tricks playful.
It depends on the flower, Alia.
âGreenfather, it is a true bloom... in Hell. It appeared these past hours, and Hades sees it as an act of aggression.â
Why in the worldâs name... Oh, all right, tell him Iâll be along to discuss it with him shortly.
âSir, heâs not waiting. The Lord of the Nine Hells is currently en route to the Blessed Meadows to burn them.â
ALIA! Why in the name of the Council didnât you tell me this earlier!? The Trickster was now shaking with fury.
âYou didnât listen when I attempted to inform you during the revels, your holiness. My apologies.â
The Horned God waved a hand to silence his lieutenant, and then turned him into a frog as an afterthought. He would revert in a few hours. Then the Greenfather stalked off to meet his fellow Worldshaper, each step towards the Blessed Meadows adding meters to his height. It would not do to look weak and small in my own land. He will pay if he has harmed a single bud, and I will deal with Alia later. Fool! The sky began to tinge with gray, and the Horned God smiled grimly as he strode into the mists again.
==O==
A butterfly flies lightly on the wind, paper-thin wings catching breezes to carry the small insect to some unknown destination. In a moment, it approaches a towering monolith of black iron. Curious, it draws closer, puzzled by this new flower, and at the moment of contact⊠fries to a crisp.
Hades, Lord of the Nine Hells and Magistrate of the Underworld, towers like a volcano over the Blessed Meadows, a volcano prepared to erupt in moments. There is deathly silence here, a tension in the air that has caused the animals to flee, leaving the swaying grasses blissfully unaware of the coming storm.
TRICKSTER LORD! COME FORTH AND WITNESS THE BURNING REVENGE I SHALL WREAK UPON YOUR GREEN LANDS!
Hades raises his staff, gathering mile-long ribbons of hellfire around his mountain-sized weapon, and brings it down, impacting the earth and sending out⊠a swarm of flower petals. The staff sinks more than halfway down into the growing cloud of petals before the Devil King realizes his error at losing half his weapon. A tap on his left shoulder and a twist to investigate reveals nothing except empty space, and he whirls in rage to face the Horned God, standing tall, as the other god hides a chuckle at the inane nature of his simple prank.
I see the fire of anger has filled you with a bit of hot air, eh? Nothing for it but to grab the bull by the horns! With this the Trickster taps Hadesâ leftmost horn and a circlet of flowers appears around the tip. The ensuing laugh is cheerful, but not shared by the King of the Underworld.
With a grunt of anger, Hadesâ horn glows white hot, and the flower crown disintegrates in glowing motes of ash. I DID NOT COME TO BANDY WORDS OR LAUGH AT CHILDISH JOKES, HORNED ONE. WHY ARE THERE PIECES OF YOUR REALM IN MY OWN KINGDOM?
The Horned God shrugs. Beats me, Hothead. You may want to refresh your walking stick there, though, before we take this stroll, gesturing at the now-shortened length of black iron.
AND WHERE MIGHT WE BE GOING?
To see this flower, of course! I do wonder what kind it isâŠ
I CAME HERE TO ANSWER YOUR CHALLENGE TO MY POWER, AND I WILL NOT LEAVE UNTIL I HAVE DONE BATTLE. THE RULES OF CORPOREAL COMBAT SHALL BE FOLLOWED.
The Greenfather sighs. So be it. A wave of a hand brings them into a gray desert, where featureless sand stretches for miles, the expanse only marred by monoliths of black stone shot through with purest silver.
You shall do no further harm to my treasured realm. We will fight in this empty void-land. Do your worst, the Greenfather declares with bowed head.
And it begins. Hades grinds his massive heel into the sand, and blasts forward towards his resigned opponent. The iron staff whirls around, feinting left but whipping the back end around to connect squarely with... The Horned Godâs wooden buckler. Shards of sharp wood spray outwards from the impact, unnaturally seeking out chinks in Hadesâ black iron cladding as the giant stumbles backwards after the Greenfatherâs parry. Some miss, and some find their mark, but all have minimal effect on the great demon, who shakes them off like a light breeze.
Donât you know better than to try and trick me? Youâll win this fight by strength and rage alone, Hades, for youâll never match me in matters of wit... obviously. The Horned God gestures at Hadesâ slightly undersized demon head.
Hades bellows, a primal yell infused with the suffering of his subjects, and the Horned Godâs hairs stand on end, but he stands his ground, despite his domainâs suggestion that he should run. I am divine, greater than the beasts I govern... but beasts do attack when they are threatened. So will I. A dagger made of Heavenâs Joy flashes like a drop of rain across the space between the deities, and embeds itself in a chink of Hadesâ armor near the shoulder. He roars and loosens his grip on the staff, pawing at the hilt with black talons. While the Devil King struggles to extricate the dagger, which is embedded deep in his black flesh and wedged in the armor, the Horned God leaps forward, smashing the buckler into Hadesâ exposed face, and whirling to deliver a vicious backhand with a staff that has suddenly appeared in his clawed hand. The Lord of the Nine Hells goes down to one knee, leaning heavily on his staff, ichor oozing from a bloodied face and the wound in his arm. The Horned God approaches cautiously, meeting Hades upturned gaze.
YOU DO HAVE SOME FIGHT IN YOU, HORNED ONE. IT WILL BE BURNED FROM YOU THIS DAY.
Hades launches the tip of his iron staff at the Horned Godâs ankles in a last-ditch attempt to knock his opponent to the ground. The tip whizzes by harmlessly with a simple sidestep, but the Greenfather realizes too late that he has been tricked. A push on the other end of the staff, and the tip, now behind him, whips into the back of his left knee, while the other end takes his right ankle out from under him. The satyr body is sent sprawling in the sand, while Hades regains his footing, dagger removed. Before the Greenfather can stand, the tip of the iron staff is at his throat.
REMOVE YOUR... YOUR... ABOMINATION FROM MY REALM!
The Horned God simply smiles. I propose a trade, as we are on equal footing here-
EQUAL FOOTING!? MY WEAPON IS AT YOUR THROAT, TRICKSTER. THERE IS NO... TRICK... HERE... A glance down from Hades reveals the legs of the Horned God primed facing his chest, wickedly sharp hooves ready to deliver a fatal (to any other being) kick to his ribcage.
Shall we go see this last flower in hell?
==O==
Itâs not much to look at. Grackle knows that. But itâs as much comfort as a humble demon can afford for something that should be illegal anyway. Grackle has no idea how it got there, but itâs pretty and he likes it. He never expected that Lord Hades himself would take an interest in the pretty little plant. True, itâs much nicer than the fireweed and the painvines that adorn most of the Hellscapes, but itâs just a small thing, a little gift for Grackle, come from who knows where.
They wanted to take it away from Grackle, Lord Hades and The Greenfather. Something about it âbeing an encroachment of powerâ. But Grackle didnât think so; after all, it was just a little plant. Nothing it could do to hurt the Hells. So it stayed, a microscopic spot of green in a vast expanse of red and grey and black. Over the millenia, some condemned souls managed to catch a glimpse of the Last Flower or itâs keeper, and their features seemed to brighten for a moment, for if such a thing of beauty could exist in a place of darkness and suffering, then there was hope for them all. And Grackle? He tended to his flower happily, serving as the first, and only ambassador between Hell and Summerland, and keeping their leaders from locking horns. It wasnât much, but it was welcome.
#my writing#the mythos#tales from eternity#I love writing the horned god#probably my second favorite god?
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Chapter 34 - It Is Finished
God has never seen His principalities and virtues rejoice in such a manner. All the heavenly creatures were beyond delighted as Christ responded with a majestic aura to the serpent. He had not hesitated for a moment, not when the tempter screamed his anger to His face nor when He lied and said that God was not with Him.
God was always with Him, even if He hadnât made Himself known. Christ knew in His deepest of heart that this was the truth. God adored and appreciated Him before this moment, but after, He gave Him the respect He deserved. Christ had fell into a deep sleep when He heard His Father tell Him He was prepared for ministry.
The angels clouded around God, asking Him if they could go and serve Him but He declined again.
âHe needs His rest. When He wakes, or perhaps when I send for Raphael to wake Him, I will allow You to go to Him. But He needs to sleep now, it has been a long journey for Him and it is not over yet.â
âHoly, Holy, Holy, Lord God Almighty, who Was and Is, and Is to come.[1] You are worthy, O Lord, to receive glory and honor and power; for You created all things, and by Your will they exist and were created.â[2] God stood from His throne and walked among His angels, singing with Him and blessing the Son as they continued their praises.
âBlessing and honor and glory and power, Be to Him who sits on the throne, and to the Lamb, forever and ever.[3] Amen! Blessing and glory and wisdom, thanksgiving and honor and power and might, Be to our God forever and ever. Amen.â[4] God looked towards his archangels and saw Michael standing by himself, Raphael and Gabriel speaking far away from him. He approached the angel and shook His head when the angel prostrated himself in front of Him. He knelt in front of God, His sword stuck to the ground and both his hands laying on it. Michael had thought God was meaning to command him, waiting until the words were spoken before He flew to the earth and did as He was told.
But when no command came, he pulled his sword from the earth and laid it flat in front of Godâs feet, placing his hands on his knees and refusing to look towards his Maker.
âRelax.â God whispered to his soldier, watching as his shoulders visibly became less rigid.
âGreat and marvelous are Your works, Lord God Almighty! Just and true are Your ways, O King of the saints! Who shall not fear You, O Lord, and glorify Your Name? For You alone are holy. For all nations shall come and worship before You, for Your judgements have been manifested.â[5] Michael bellowed as He knelt in front of His Lord, knowing it was not in his place to speak or reply to His God unless he was blatantly asked.
âI asked you to be at ease Michael, not terrify your orders. For My sake, stand.â The angel did as God asked him to, his eyes remaining to the ground and silencing himself. He watched as those around him whispered and he understood why God meant to quiet him down.
âMichael,â God smiled and watched as the leader of His armies couldnât help but frown like a child. âDoes something bother you?â
âPermission to speak my Lord?â Michael asked lowly, his jaw clenching when God laughed at the question.
âI thought I had given it previously.â God was amused, and Michael found it was better He was so than if He were angry at him.
âThis will not be the last time Lucifer approaches the Son of My Lord. I do not wish to be incredulous My Lord but what if this is not the end of it?â
âI will not lie to you and tell you it is. It is not. Satan will come to Him time and again, in different forms and through different ways. He will tempt Him until His dying breath, but that is the purpose of His ministry is it not? I sent Him to guide My creation, and part of this service is to make His weaknesses visible. He will tire, He will hunger, He will thirst, but in each of these, He will pray and give thanks. He will glorify His Father in heaven, and He will show His followers how to pray and give thanks to their Maker. I wholeheartedly expect Morning Star to go to Him, and I count on His answers each time the serpent does so. My people need evidence before their eyes to trust in Me, and that is why I sent Jesus. Through His suffering, through His betrayers, through His disciples, He will show His love...My love. He will show the mercy and the longsuffering and the kindness of His heart by responding to the servants of evil.â God stopped when He saw his angel in distress, and He understood his angel may think he had wronged His Maker.
âI am not angry at You Michael. I love you too much to focus on your inquiries. I know You want nothing more than to fly into the depths of hell and strike him down but that is not your mission. That is Christâs mission. I have sent Him, so He can defeat death, and suffering, and hatred. I have sent Him to the world as a lamb for slaughter, and through His blood, He will conquer death and save His people. My people. Those who youâve swore to serve since the time of your creation.â Michael could hear the smile in His Lordâs voice and it was at this time that he relaxed completely. He thanked His God for showing him the way and for being patient with him. He praised His Lordâs name because He had shown him kindness.
âNow, if it not too much trouble, would You gather everyone and go to Him? He needs you now more than ever. But do wake Him gently. On second thought, let Raphael wake Him, he is the least terrifying of you. And do not leave Him until He wishes you to do so.â God returned to His throne and watched as His heavenly creatures gathered before descending the heavens.
âYes Lord.â Michael roared, waiting for His soldiers to come to him before drawing his sword and pointing down towards the earth.
[1] Revelation 4:8
[2] Revelation 4:11
[3] Revelation 5:13
[4] Revelation 8:12
[5] Revelation 15:3-4
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For Whom the Bell Tolls
âWhere do people go after they die?â
A six year old Kara had asked her father this question after her great-grandfather had passed away in his sleep. His response had been to hug his daughter and say that heâd explain when she was older. She never did get an explanation from him.
When she was sixteen the question was asked once again, this time in a Biology class. Several students said it was in the ground and some others said they went to heaven whereas one boy said that if they were bad, then they went to hell. Kara hadnât liked that idea very much.
When she was 21, her friend from soccer had died of cancer. At the memorial service, she watched her friendâs casket that contained her body be lowered into the earth, its final resting place. Life was fleeting and maybe it didnât matter where people went after they died. Because they were gone. As she left Addisonâs funeral, Kara told herself that she wouldnât question where people went after they died. She decided sheâd rather not know.
Until now.
The dust had settled. What had only lasted for almost an hour had felt like days and Kara was among the group that had survived the massacre. Granted she looked like she hadnât; what with blood staining her cami, her skin, and soaking into her curls. She waited around for the names to be called of those that hadnât. The campus gathered around to hear an announcement from, well, it was someone. Kara couldnât be bothered to recognize who it was, not with the immanent fear looming over her head. She still hadnât found Lauren or Cristina and, in the throes of the crowd, sheâd lost Zoey as well.
Moving further back, she made her way till she was on the edge of the crowd. She was beginning to get claustrophobic and after being in a burning building for far longer than she would have liked, she needed the space. By the time she made her way to the edge, she heard the Chancellor clear her throat, meaning it was time for them all to pay attention. She scanned the crowd to see if she could find any of her friends, her family, or her girlfriend but came up empty.
As the names of the deceased began to be told to them, she was thankful that she didnât really know any of them. That is... Until they got to âFâ for last names. Her head shot up like a rocket.
âVivian Fairchild.â
Her jaw quivered as her eyes immediately welled with tears. No. No this wasnât happening. Flashes of her calling Vivian âmomâ on accident flitted through her mind. Of how the other woman always seemed to want to make sure she was okay. The dinners that sheâd had with her and Tess. Kara gushing to her about Cristina and them giggling like young children. No, this wasnât--Where was Tess? She needed to find Tess and comfort her. Kara began to make her way into the crowd, shoving past people. They didnât matter, she needed to find Tess. She needed to find her goddamned family. The family we choose, Tessâs words echoed in her mind as she tried to find her. Unfortunately, she wouldnât. Not in this life.
âTess Jordan.â
Kara inhaled sharply, feeling her chest tighten. The crowd was just a bunch of people crying and being in pain. But she couldnât hear them. Right now all she could feel was her heart seemingly tearing in two. She felt like she couldnât breathe. Her family... The family that she had made were--Gone? Kara blinked away the tears that clouded her vision. This had to be some kind of mistake. They couldnât both be gone. Not when things were going fine with the three of them. Not when sheâd told Tess that she couldnât do this alone. Not when sheâd just gone and gotten them Motherâs Day cards. No, she couldnât do this, she couldnât.
By the time they got to L, Kara was holding her breath. If she heard her sisterâs name, she swore sheâd fucking lose it. Sheâd kill everyone in this goddamned building as if that would make up for having her sister be taken from her. Thankfully they didnât call her name and she let out a sigh of relief. Or at least.. Sheâd tried. Because the bells were tolling once more. And they wouldnât be done. Not yet.
âHayden Lighton.â
She staggered at this, almost dropping to one knee. Haydenâs smile flashed into her mind as the girl had tugged her towards a stupid shower before it transitioned to them falling into the ocean together. âIâm fine, Kara. Youâre gonna have to try harder than that to get rid of me.â Haydenâs words echoed in her ears and the urge to vomit almost overwhelmed her at the thought of her friend being gone. Gone like Tess. Gone like Vivian. She didnât know how much more she could take. Too many people had died already. She needed to get out of here, her hands had already started fidgeting, fingers twisting together as she tried to press the anxiety down. âWhereâs my sister... Where is she...â
Pushing through the crowd once more, Kara burst through the swarm of people as she struggled to get more air. She could hear people crying and it was too much. She needed to get out of there. It was in that moment that she saw Cristina on the sidelines on the other side of the building. Karaâs eyes watered with fresh tears as their gazes met. She started to stumble towards her when it happened. The final bell.
âHarper Scott.â
And just like that, Kara lost her balance. Palms met the earth as she tried to blink, tried to understand why her head was swimming. The coffee shop and that damned first kiss. Her giggle when Kara had fallen on her face trying to kiss her. The breakup. Theyâd never... Theyâd never become friends again. Theyâd never talked after sheâd gotten her memories back. Sheâd wanted to. But sheâd been too scared. And now? Now she never could.
Kara could hear someone yelling her name, whether it was Zoey, Cristina or someone else... She could hear the way their footsteps fell as they rushed to meet her. It was too much. It was all too much. Without so much as a second thought, Kara took off towards the exit of the building. She knew whoever it was, was at her heels, Kara heading outside into the darkness of the night before bolting into the sky and flying off, leaving the person on the ground behind her.
Wind whipped through her hair as she headed to some place that wasnât here. Without even realizing it, she found herself landing where Hayden had shown her. Her face crumbled as she heard those four names repeating over and over in her head. Harper. Hayden. Tess. Vivian. God, she couldnât breathe. The brunette looked around wildly as she tried to get herself to stop what she knew was coming. But it demanded to be heard, to be felt. It was too quiet... It was just too damned quiet.
So she screamed.
Her throat hurt from the ferocity and utter anguish that she let out of her body. She sunk to her knees as her body shook forcibly with heavy, guttural sobs. Maybe it was her imagination or maybe it was actually one last gift given to her by the people who had meant something so special to her during this last year, but across the way, on the opposing cliff, Kara saw them. Vivian and Tess had their arms wrapped around each other, smiling despite their tears. Hayden winked at her before giving her that sad smile sheâd only ever seen once. And Harper... Harper looked at her with a look that could only be done by someone who had been in love. And that broke her.
âPlease donât...â Kara cried out, watching as Harperâs image faded away. âNo... No donât go.â She said, staggering upwards as she tried to walk closer, her toes dangerously looming over the edge of the cliff, not even hearing the crashing of the waves against the rocks beneath her.
âGuess you tried a little too hard, nutjob.â Hayden chuckled and Kara let out another choked noise. She watched as Hayden gave a nod before fading away as well. âNo!â The scream tore from her throat as she turned her head slightly to look at the two remaining people. Her family. The people she considered to be her mothers. âPlease donât leave me... I canât lose you two, I canât. I canât take this. I canât handle the darkness without you. How am I supposed to be able to... You canât leave me! You said I wouldnât ever be alone again!â
Tess and Vivian smiled sadly at her. âWe will always be with you, Kara.â Vivian called out to her before Tess chimed in. âI still mean it, Kara. You are never alone.â Kara shook her head at them. âNo. No no no no no... NO!â She began to say like a prayer before her voice grew in volume and emotion with each time she said it before she screamed it one last time as Tess and Vivian faded out of her life for the last time.
At this Kara almost teetered over the edge but she managed to fall backwards instead of forwards. The world felt like it was slowing to a stop around her as she curled in on herself, pulling her legs in to her chest as she crossed her ankles and began to rock back and forth, head shaking as she buried it against her kneecaps. Sobs wracked her body, sides heaving with the force of it all as she finally realized something. The answer to a question that had been asked all too long ago.
Where do people go after they die?
Kara looked up at the cliff-side opposite of her, where sheâd seen or had at least imagined four people that had meant so much to her. They were gone. And there was nothing, nothing she could do to bring them back. And thatâs how she knew... She finally understood what the answer was. Her jaw quivered as she looked back down, rocking back and forth once more as she began to repeat the answer over and over again in between sobs.
âWhere I canât follow.â
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When The Animals Leave This Place by Allison Hedge Coke
Underneath ice caps, once glacial peaks deer, elk, vixen begin to ascend. Free creatures camouflaged as waves and waves receding far from plains pulling upward slopes and faraway snow dusted mountains. On spotted and clear cut hills robbed of fir, high above wheat tapestried valleys, flood plains up where headwaters reside. Droplets pound, listen. Hoofed and pawed mammals pawing and hoofing themselves up, up. Along rivers dammed by chocolate beavers, trailed by salamandersâmud puppies. Plunging through currents, Â Â Â Â Â above concrete and steel man-made barriers these populations of plains, prairies, forests flee in such frenzy, popping splash dance, pillaging cattail zones, lashing lily padsâ the breath of life in muddy ponds, still lakes. Liquid beads slide on windshield glass along cracked and shattered pane, spider-like with webs and prisms. âLook, there, the rainbow touched the ground both ends down!â Full arch seven colors showered, heed what Indigenous know, why long ago, they said no one belongs here, surrounding them, that this land was meant to be wet with waters of nearby not fertile to crops and domestic graze. The old ones said, âWhen the animals leave this place the waters will come again. This power is beyond the strength of man. The river will return with its greatest force.â No one can stop her. Â Â Â Â Â She was meant to be this way. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Snakes in honor, do not intrude. The rainbow tied with red and green like that on petal rose, though only momentarily. Colors disappear like print photographs fade. They mix with charcoal surrounding. A flurry of fowl follow like strands, maidenhair falls, from blackened clouds above swarming inward covering the basin and raising sky. Darkness hangs over the hills appear as black water crests, blackness varying shades. The sun is somewhere farther than the farthest ridge . Main gravel crossroads and back back roads slicken to mud, clay. Â Â Â Â Â Turtles creep along rising banks, snapping jowls. Frogs chug throaty songs. The frogs only part of immense choir heralding the downpour, the falling oceans. Over the train trestle, suspension bridge with current so slick everything slides off in sheets. Among rotten stumps in black bass ponds, somewhere catfish reel in fins and crawl, walking whiskers to higher waters. Waters above, below the choir calling it forth. Brightly plumed jays and dull brown-headed cowbirds fly as if hung in one place like pinwheels. They dance toward the rain crest, the approaching storm beckoning, inviting, summoning. A single sparrow sings the stroke of rain past the strength of sunlight. The frog chorus sings refrain, melody drumming thunder, evoked by beasts and water creatures wanting their homes. Wanting to return to clearings and streams where ash, or white birch woods rise, Â Â tower over, quaking aspen stand against storm shown veilsâsheeting rains crossing pasture, meadow, hills, mountain. Sounds erupt. Gathering clouds converge, push, pull, push, pull forcing lightning back and forth shaping windy, sculptured swans, mallard ducks, and giants from stratocumulus media. As if they are a living cloud chamber, As if they exist only in the heavens. Air swells with dampness. Â Â Â Â Â It has begun.
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through humility and grace we find the path of life.
not to worship people or nature, but our Creator.
A set of lines that illumines this from Todayâs reading:
Weâre just humans like all of you! Weâre not here to be worshiped! Weâre here to bring you good newsâgood news that you should turn from these worthless forms of worship and instead serve the living God, the God who made the heaven and the earth and the sea and all that they contain. Through all previous generations, God has allowed all the nations to follow their own customs and religions, but even then God revealed Himself by doing good to youâgiving you rain for your crops and fruitful harvests season after season, filling your stomachs with food and your hearts with joy.
Todayâs reading of the Scriptures from the New Testament is the 14th chapter of the book of Acts:
The results in Iconium were similar. Paul and Barnabas began in the Jewish synagogue, bringing a great number of ethnic Jews and Greek converts to faith in Jesus. But the other Jews who wouldnât believe agitated the outsiders and poisoned their minds against the brothers. Paul and Barnabas stayed in Iconium for a long time, speaking with great confidence for the Lord. He confirmed the message of His grace by granting them the power to do signs and wonders. But over time the people were divided, some siding with the unbelieving Jews and some siding with the apostles. Finally the Jews and outsiders who opposed them joined forces and enlisted the political leaders in their plan to beat and stone Paul and Barnabas. They learned of the plan and escaped to Lystra and Derbe in Lycaonia, and the surrounding countryside, where they continued proclaiming the good news.
In Lystra they met a man who had been crippled since birth; his feet were completely useless. He listened to Paul speak, and Paul could see in this manâs face that he had faith to be healed.
Paul (shouting): Stand up on your own two feet, man!
The man jumped up and walked! When the crowds saw this, they started shouting in Lycaonian.
Crowd: The gods have come down to us! Theyâve come in human form!
They decided that Barnabas was Zeus and Paul was Hermes (since he was the main speaker). Before they knew it, the priest of Zeus, whose temple was prominent in that city, came to the city gates with oxen and garlands of flowers so the Lycaonians could offer sacrifices in worship to Paul and Barnabas! When they heard of this, Paul and Barnabas were beside themselves with frustrationâthey ripped their tunics as an expression of disapproval and rushed out into the crowd.
Paul and Barnabas (shouting): Friends! No! No! Donât do this! Weâre just humans like all of you! Weâre not here to be worshiped! Weâre here to bring you good newsâgood news that you should turn from these worthless forms of worship and instead serve the living God, the God who made the heaven and the earth and the sea and all that they contain. Through all previous generations, God has allowed all the nations to follow their own customs and religions, but even then God revealed Himself by doing good to youâgiving you rain for your crops and fruitful harvests season after season, filling your stomachs with food and your hearts with joy.
In spite of these words, they were barely able to keep the crowds from making sacrifices to them.
Then unbelieving Jews came from Antioch and Iconium and incited the crowds against the Lordâs emissaries. The crowds turned on Paul, stoned him, dragged him out of the city, and left him there, thinking he was dead. As the disciples gathered around him, he suddenly rose to his feet and returned to the city. The next day he and Barnabas left for Derbe. After they proclaimed the good news there and taught many disciples, they returned to some of the cities they had recently visitedâLystra, Iconium, and Antioch in Pisidia. In each place, they brought strength to the disciples, encouraging them to remain true to the faith.
Paul and Barnabas: We must go through many persecutions as we enter the kingdom of God.
In each church, they would appoint leaders, pray and fast together, and entrust them to the Lord in whom they had come to believe.
They then passed through Pisidia and came to Pamphylia. They preached their message in Perga and then went to the port of Attalia. There they set sail for Antioch, where they were first entrusted to the grace of God for the mission they had now completed. They called the church together when they arrived and reported all God had done with and through them, how God had welcomed outsiders through the doorway of faith. They stayed with the disciples in Antioch for quite a while.
The Book of Acts, Chapter 14 (The Voice)
Todayâs paired chapter of the Testaments is the 5th chapter of the book (scroll) of Isaiah that points to an act of Godâs Judgment because of the injustice done by the people:
Let me now sing for my dear friend,
a love song about his vineyard.
My friend, whom I dearly love,
had a vineyard on a fertile hill.
He labored to prepare the ground, tilling the soil and digging out rocks,
and then he planted it with the best plants he could find.
In its midst, he built a watchtower over it
and cut out a winepress in the hill nearby;
Then he waited, hoping it would be bountiful.
But the vineyard produced only wild, bitter grapes.
Eternal One: Thatâs it. Enough. Now, you who live in My special city, Jerusalem,
you people of this choice country, Judah,
Whoâs in the rightâMe or My vineyard?
What else could I possibly have done to make it flourish?
Why, when I had every reason to expect great beauty and bushels of grapes,
Did it yield only wild, bitter fruit?
Iâll tell you what Iâm going to do,
what Iâve determined to do to My vineyard:
Iâm going to take away its protective fence
and let the deer, raccoons, and rabbits devour it.
Iâll break down its wall,
let the vines be eaten and trampled.
I will set it up for destructionâ
do no pruning, no tillingâ
And it will be overrun with nasty briars and thornbushes.
I will even order the clouds not to water it.
See here, the vineyard of the Eternal, the Commander of heavenly armies,
is the house of Israel, His special people.
And the shoots and buds He nursed so lovingly along
are the people of this choice country, Judah.
He expected a paragon of justice and righteousnessâ
but everywhere injustice runs bloodred in the streets, and cries echo in the city!
Oh, how bad for those who hoard property and wealth,
buying up houses and fields, right and left,
Until there is no place left for anyone else;
you will find yourselves very alone in the midst of this great land!
I was there when the Eternal, the Commander of heavenly armies, told us what to expect.
Eternal One: Make no mistake about it: many houses will be abandoned.
Grand, beautiful houses with all the luxury will echo empty.
Huge investments in 10-acre vineyards
will yield tiny dividends, mere gallons of wine.
Prime property planted with plenty of seed
will grow a nearly worthless amount of grain.
Oh, I canât help but groan for people who rise and drink
without stopping from early morning to late evening
Until their passions and emotions burn within them.
They entertain themselves with lyres and harps,
tambourines and flutes, and plenty of wine at their feasts.
But they donât think for a minute about all the Eternal has done.
They donât stop to consider the work of His hands.
Eternal One: Make no mistake: My people are headed for exile
because they never took note;
Even the most honorable among them will endure hunger
while the majority will be parched with thirst.
Make no mistake: the force of death is insatiable.
The great gaping grave is opened wide
To swallow whole Jerusalemâs opulence and pageantryâ
her noble citizens and her common folk, all the raucous revelry.
Human beings will be cut down to size, one after another.
Those who walk around with their noses in the air will be humiliated.
By contrast, the Eternal, the Commander of heavenly armies,
will be high and mighty because He judges fairly.
The holy God will be shown to be so because He does what is right.
At that time, Jerusalem will become a pasture where lambs graze,
and foreigners will eat in the ruins where the wealthy once dined.
O how terrible for those who drag their guilt around,
worthlessness and wrongdoing in towâ
They sneer, âWell, where is He? Let Him be quick about it!
Letâs see this business of the Holy One of Israel;
Letâs see what He has in store so we can know what it is.â
O how terrible for those who confuse good with evil,
right with wrong, light with dark, sweet with bitter.
O how terrible for those who think theyâre so wise,
who consider themselves so clever.
O how terrible for those heroes who can outdrink anyone,
those champions who take pride in mixing drinks,
Those judges who set the guilty free in exchange for âa little something,â
all the while denying the innocent what they deserve!
Therefore, as fire eats up the stubble and dry grass is engulfed by flames,
so it will be for everything they count on for the futureâ
Their roots will rot, their flowers will wither and fly away like dust,
for they refused to accept the law of the Eternal, the Commander of heavenly armies;
They derided and disparaged the word of the Holy One of Israel.
Itâs no wonder the Eternal burns with anger at His people.
He has raised His hand against them and crushed them,
So that the whole earth rang with the blow, and you couldnât move
without stumbling over their corpses lying like trash in the street.
Despite all this, Heâs still very angry;
His hand is still raised; Heâs not done yet.
He will signal to distant nations,
and whistle for their armies: unleash the dogs of war.
At breakneck speed they come,
a war machine like no otherâ
Never tired, never weak;
no one needs to rest or sleep.
Not a belt needs tightening,
not a sandal strap needs fixing.
Their arrows have been sharpened;
their bows have been bent, ready for action.
Their horsesâ hooves spark like flint;
their chariotsâ wheels spin like whirlwinds.
Their roaring is deafening, like a lion, like a pack of roaring lions.
When they attack, they growl and pounce on their prey,
Carrying them away; no chance of a rescue.
On that day, they will roar over this people like a roaring, angry sea,
and the land will go sorrowfully dark, the light eclipsed by the clouds of war.
The Book of Isaiah, Chapter 5 (The Voice)
A link to my personal reading of the Scriptures for Sunday, june 13 of 2021 with a paired chapter from each Testament of the Bible along with Todayâs Proverbs and Psalms
A post by John Parsons that looks at morality and the One who came to fulfill Godâs law for us to be cleansed by a sacred act of healing grace:
Strictly speaking the content of the Ten Commandments, from a moral perspective, presented no new revelation, since sacred reality is intuitively understood within every created soul (Gen. 1:27; John 1:9; Acts 17:24-28). As it is written, âThe wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who suppress (i.e., hold down: ÎșαÏáœłÏÏ) the truth by their unrighteousness, because that which can be known about God is evident within them, for God has revealed it to themâ (Rom. 1:18-19). Where Paul says, "against all ungodliness" he refers to our universal duty before the Living God (ŚÖŒÖ”ŚŚ ŚÖžŚÖžŚ ŚÖžŚÖžŚ§ŚÖčŚ); and likewise "all unrighteousness," refers to our universal duty toward other people (ŚÖŒÖ”ŚŚ ŚÖžŚÖžŚ ŚÖ°ŚÖČŚÖ”ŚšŚÖč). The "invisible things of God are seen" so vividly that people are "without excuse" (áŒÎœÎ±ÏολáœčγηÏÎżÏ) for their evasion and rejection of the Divine Presence, which constitutes a disposition of rebellion, treason, and desecration (Rom. 1:20). The deeper revelation given at Sinai, however, was not an elaborate lawcode but something else, namely, the solution for the problem of sin as prefigured in the Altar of the Tabernacle and the daily sacrifice of the lamb (i.e., korban tamid: Ś§ÖžŚšÖ°ŚÖŒÖ·Ś ŚȘ֌֞ŚÖŽŚŚ; Num. 28:1-8). âThe people stood far off, while Moses drew near to the thick darkness where God wasâ (Exod. 20:21). The onlookers saw the outer, the imposing, the threatening, and this made them distant, but Moses entered the inner region and was given the vision of the altar (Exod. 25:9; John 5:46-47; Heb. 8:6). Likewise Yeshua did not come to be a moral teacher of the law but to bear the penalty of our lawlessness (2 Cor. 5:21; Gal. 3:13). Our Savior died upon the cross shrouded in complete darkness, yet entering the inner region reveals Godâs passion offered up for you (Luke 23:44-45).
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Todayâs message (Days of Praise) from the Institute for Creation Research
June 13, 2021
The Proverbial Tongue
âIn the multitude of words there wanteth not sin: but he that refraineth his lips is wise.â (Proverbs 10:19)
The book of Proverbs has much wise counsel concerning the use of the tongue. It contains, for example, no less than 27 sober warnings against speaking lies! There are also at least eight condemnations of gossiping. For example: âA talebearer revealeth secrets: but he that is of a faithful spirit concealeth the matterâ (11:13).
Then there are warnings against using the tongue to criticize, or to slander, or to hurt. A good example is in 12:18: âThere is that speaketh like the piercings of a sword: but the tongue of the wise is health,â and also in 18:8: âThe words of a talebearer are as wounds, and they go down into the innermost parts of the belly.â
Too much talking is also dangerous, as our text for the day points out, for it often results in sin. In this connection, one of the most picturesque proverbs is the following: âA continual dropping in a very rainy day and a contentious woman are alikeâ (27:15). The virtues of silence are graphically pointed out in 17:27-28: âHe that hath knowledge spareth his words:... Even a fool, when he holdeth his peace, is counted wise: and he that shutteth his lips is esteemed a man of understanding.â
Similarly, there are many promised blessings to those who speak carefully and graciously: âA word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in pictures of silverâ (25:11). âThe wise in heart shall be called prudent: and the sweetness of the lips increaseth learningâ (16:21). âA wholesome tongue is a tree of lifeâ (15:4). âThe tongue of the just is as choice silverâ (10:20). âA soft answer turneth away wrathâ (15:1). âA word spoken in due season, how good is it!â (15:23).
May we, indeed, learn to make our speech like choice silver, apples of gold, and a tree of life! HMM
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Silver Pendant Seal of the Archangels and Olympian Spirits
The Silver Pendant Seal of the Archangels and Olympian Spirits is used to invoke any of the archangels or spirits and asking for their favors. In this incredible amulet not only the arcangels can be invoked but allso the 7 Olympian Spirits. This amulet will help you communicate with all of them when needed.
To invoke any of them just say itâs name 3 times followed by: I, (your name) invoke (name of the archangel or spirit) to serve my goal. After this you clearly and precisely state your goal to him and finish with: âPlease go out there and make my wish come true. My payment is the gratitude i feel when you bring success.â
The Archangels
Michael
Michael Hebrew = Who is like God? Michael is one of the Angels of Godâs presence. He is depicted as a warrior-prince leading the celestial armies against wicked forces and in Christian tradition he is the Angel with the sword. He appears as a tall young man, blonde hair and has yellow/golden coloured eyes. He is usually dressed in a golden cloak and tunic. He carries a large sword in his right hand. One of the Angels of the Apocalypse together with; Orifel, Anel, Zachariel, Raphael, Samael, Gabriel. One of the Angels of Creation with Orifel, Anael, Zachariel, Samael, Raphael, Gabriel. The first Angel created by God, Michael is the leader of all the Archangels and is in charge of protection, courage, strength, truth and integrity. The Ruling Princes of the Nine Celestial Orders: Seraphim: Michael, Seraphiel, Jehoel, Uriel, Kemuel. Ruler of the Fourth Heaven. reputedly contains the heavenly Jerusalem, the Temple and the Altar.
Magical Intentions:
Worldly ambition,, new jobs, peace, to acquire money and favors from people in power, regain youth, recovery of lost property and to obtain luck. It is an excellent time to work efforts involving business partnerships, work promotions, business ventures, and professional success. Spells where friendships, mental or physical health, or bringing joy back into life are an issue work well on this day, too. Growth, Advancements, Enlightment, Rational Thought, Exorcism, Healing, Prosperity, Hope, Exorcism, Money
Gabriel
Gabriel comes from the Hebrew meaning âMan of God.â It has alternately been translated âGod is mightyâ or âthe strength/power of God.â The Prologue from Ohrid explains his name this way: âMan-God. Gabriel, has also been interpreted to mean âGod is my strength.â
Christian tradition makes Gabriel the Archangel trumpeter of the Last Judgment (1 Thes. 4.16). In Islam, Gabriel revealed the Qurâan to Muhammad, becoming the Angel of truth. In art and literature Gabriel is mainly treated as the Angel of the Annunciation. In the Annunciation he often carries a lily, properly the symbol of the Virgin. He is often represented on churches with trumpet raised and facing east, ready to proclaim the second coming of Christ. The Archangel Gabriel appears as a mature male with long silver hair. Muscular in form and clothed in white/silver robe which shines in the light. Some say he also has a silver crescent ornament on his brow.
St. Gabriel the Archangel -âFortitudo Deiâ, one of the three archangels mentioned in the Bible. Only four appearances of Gabriel are recorded: In Daniel 8, he explains the vision of the horned ram as portending the destruction of the Persian Empire by the Macedonian Alexander the Great, after whose death the kingdom will be divided up among his generals, from one of whom will spring Antiochus Epiphanes. In chapter 9, after Daniel had prayed for Israel, we read that âthe man Gabriel . . . . flying swiftly touched meâ and he communicated to him the mysterious prophecy of the âseventy weeksâ of years which should elapse before the coming of Christ. In chapter 10, it is not clear whether the angel is Gabriel or not, but at any rate we may apply to him the marvellous description in verses 5 and 6. In the New Testament he foretells to Zachary the birth of the Precursor, and to Mary that of the Saviour. (Hugh T. Pope. Transcribed by Sean Hyland. The Catholic Encyclopedia, Volume VI. Published 1909. New York: Robert Appleton Company. Nihil Obstat, September 1, 1909. Remy Lafort, Censor. Imprimatur. +John M. Farley, Archbishop of New York)
The Jews venerated Gabriel as the angel of judgment, and in both Jewish and Christian tradition he is one of the seven archangels. Gabriel is also known to Moslems, who believe him to be the angel who served as the mouthpiece of God in dictating the Koran to Mohammed. Angel of the Apocalypse with Orifel, Anel, Zachariel, Raphael, Samael, and Michael. Angel of Joy with Raphael. Watcher of the South. Ruler of the First Heaven. This heaven is the closest heavenly realm to the Earth. Many believe it is the abode of Adam and Eve ( who were also angels ) Angel of Mercy with Rahmiel, Rachmiel, Michael, Zehanpuryu, and Zadkiel.
Magical Intentions:
The ebb and Flow of magical power, all things domestic or about marriage, women in particular .Mondayâs energy best aligns itself with efforts that deal with women, home and hearth, the family, the garden, travel, and medicine. It also boosts rituals involving psychic development and prophetic dreaming. Psychic Sensitivity, Womenâs Mysteries, Tides, Waters, Emotional Issues, Agriculture, Animals, Female Fertility, Messages, Theft, Reconsolidations, Voyages, Dreams and Merchandise
Tzadkiel
Sachiel or Tzadkiel is an archangel of the order of Cherubim. The meaning of his name is variously given as âthe covering of Godâ He appears in a urple robe with a cloak, in the image of an older man with gray hair. He also hold a scepter. Ruler of the Sixth Heaven.
Magical Intention:
The achievement of general ambitions, health and wealth. Generates friendships and social prestige. Governs Lawyers, legal affairs and justice. Thursday, the vibrations of this day attune well to all matters involving material gain. Use them for working rituals that entail general success, accomplishment, honors and awards, or legal issues. These energies are also helpful in matters of luck, gambling, and prosperity.
Haniel
Anael Hebrew: âJoy of Godâ or âGrace of Godâ, also known as Aniel.He is an Angel in Jewish lore and Angelology, and is often included in lists as being one of the seven archangels. The name Haniel probably derives from Hebrew hanaâah, âjoyâ, âpleasureâ His family seal is a crescent moon with a small dove beneath it. From Hebrew hanaâah meansâdelight,â âenjoymentâ plus el âGod.â Haniel (Anael) means âthe Grace of Godâ . He is listed in as one of the 7 Archangels. From a Kabbalistic perspective it is thought that this Angel escorted Enoch (Angel Metatron).
There is conflicting descriptions of the Archangel Anael some believe that the Archangel is Anael is 5â2âł tall with straight light blond hair and one pair of large cream wings., others an androgynous figure long black hair and with large gray wings approximately 6âČ 0âł tall. Some also say that the angel appears as Dressed in emerald green tunic and carrying a lantern. He holds a wand tipped with a pine cone and decorated with multi-coloured ribbons. Archangel Anael is reputed to be the daughter of the Archangel Michael. As hshe is also one of the Angels of creation, this is unlikely as God made all the cration Angels. One of the Angels of Creation, which includes: Anael, Orifel, Zachariel, Samael, Raphael, Gabriel & Michael. Chief of the Order of Principalities and Virtues.
Ruler of the Second Heaven and in charge of prayers ascending from the 1st Heaven. The Second Heaven serves as the home of the Garden of Eden. It is also believed that both Paradise and Hell are contained in the second heaven on the âNorthern Sideâ Prince of the Archangels and ruler of the Friday Angels.
Venus, the jewel of the sky, was once know by ancient astronomers as the morning star and evening star. Early astronomers once thought Venus to be two separate bodies. Venus, which is named after the Roman goddess of love and beauty, is veiled by thick swirling cloud cover.
Astronomers refer to Venus as Earthâs sister planet. Both are similar in size, mass, density and volume. Both formed about the same time and condensed out of the same nebula. The astronomical symbol for Venus isa Circle above an equal armed cross. The Venus symbol has therefore been adopted to represents femininity, and in Western alchemy stood for the metal copper. Polished copper was used by the ancients to make mirrors, and thus the symbol for Venus has been interpretted to stand for the mirror of the goddess. The Patron Angel of Students, Teachers & Learning.
Magical Intentions: Love affairs, friendships and marriage. All artistic matters, drama, the arts and beauty. Venusâs energies are warm, sensuous, and fulfilling. Efforts that involve any type of pleasure, comfort, and luxury, as well as the arts and music work well on his day. As Venus lends its sensuous influences to the energies of this day (Friday), use it for any magical work that deals with matters of the Heart. Romance, Marriage, Sexual Matters, Physical Beauty, Friendship, Strangers and Partnerships.
Rafael
Raphael, Archangel. Standard Hebrew, âGod has healedâ, âGod Healsâ, âGod, Please Healâ, and many other combinations of the two words. An Archangel of Judaism and Christianity, who performs all manner of healing. The Hebrew word for a doctor of medicine is Rophe connected to the same root word as Raphael. Raphael is sometimes shown (usually on medallions) as standing atop a large fish or holding a caught fish at the end of a line on a fishing rod. Appears as a young man dressed in a flowing yellow cloak and bodice. Also, as with the Greek God Hermes, wears winged hat and sandals. He carryâs a caduceus. According to the occultist Johannes Trithemius (1462â1516), Raphael is one of the 7 angels of the Apocalypse (this opinion is derived from Enoch 20) and numbered among the 10 holy Sephiroth. Raphael is also denoted as one of the 7 Archangels who stand in the presence of God, as well as a ruler of the Cherubim and Archangel classes in the heavenly hierarchy. The Archangel, alongside Zarachiel, also holds dominion over Raquia, the Second Heaven. Angel of Compassion â Raphael. The Ruler of the Third Heaven. whem Oses visitedParadise it was the third heaven. It is also believed that the âFallen Angelsâ are imprisoned in Raquia. From the Hebrew word rapha which means âdoctorâ or âhealerâ. Raphael is a powerful healer and assists with all forms of healing â humans and animals. He helps to rapidly heal body, mind and spirit if called upon. One of the Angels of Creation together with; Orifel, Anael, Zachariel, Samael, Gabriel, Michael. Raphael: is the Watcher of the North.
Magical Intention:
Business success and the will to succeed. Influencing people, theatre, mental ability and gifted speaking. Wednesdayâs vibration adds power to rituals involving inspiration, communications, writers, poets, the written and spoken word, and all matters of study, learning, and teaching. This day also provides a good time to begin efforts involving self-improvement or understanding.
Samael
Archangel Samael: Appears as a strong muscular young man wearing a tunic on the style of the Romans with a flowing cloak. He has long red hair tied into a pony-tail. In his right hand he hold a short sword, again in the Roman style. Some say on his breast is a bronze plate engraved with a pentagram. Reputed to be the Angel of death & destruction who is often equated with Samael incorrectly, in the Book of Revelation this Angel is as Apollyon. One of the Angels of the Apocalypse together with; Orifel, Anel, Zachariel, Raphael, Michael and Gabriel. Ruler of the Fifth Heaven. One of the Angels of Creation together with; Orifel, Anael, Zachariel, Raphael, Gabriel and Michael.
Magical Intentions:
Physical courage and overcoming enemies. Projects related to war â success, prevention and cause. Disrupts friendships and causes discord. The energies of this day best harmonize with efforts of masculine vibration, such as conflict, physical endurance and strength, lust, hunting, sports, and all types of competition. Use them, too, for rituals involving surgical procedures or political ventures. Courage, Physical Strength, Revenge, Military Honors, Surgery and the Breaking of Negative Spells, Matrimony, War, Enemies, Prison, Vitality and Assertiveness
The Olympian Spirits
Aratron
ARATRON governs those things which are ascribed astrologically to Saturn. He can convert any living organism, plant or animal into stone, and that in a moment of time; he can also change coals into treasure and treasure into coals; he gives familiars and reconciles subterranean spirits to men; he teaches Alchemy, Magic and Medicine, imparts the secret of invisibility, makes the barren fruitful and, lastly, confers long life.
Bethor
The affairs of Jupiter are administered by BETHOR, who responds quickly when called. The person dignified by his character may be exalted to illustrious positions and may obtain large treasures. He reconciles the Spirits of the Air to man, so that they will give true answers, transport precious stones and compose medicines having miraculous effects. BETHOR also grants familiars of the firmament, and can prolong life to seven hundred years, subject to the will of God, which qualification imparts an air of caution.
Phul
Lunary concerns are under the government of PHUL, who truly transmutes all metals into silver, heals dropsy and provides Spirits of the Water, who serve men in a corporal [sic] and visible form; he also prolongs life to three hundred years.
Hagith
The government of Venereal concerns is entrusted to HAGITH, and the person possessing his character is adorned with all beauty. He converts copper into gold in a moment and gold instantaneously into copper; he also gives faithful serving spirits.
Ophiel
OPHIEL is the ruler of those things which are attributed to Mercury; he gives familiar spirits, teaches all arts, and enables the possessor of his character to change quicksilver immediately into the Philosopherâs Stone. Phaleg
PHALEG governs the things that are attributed to Mars. The person who possesses his character is raised by him to great honour in military affairs.
Och
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Ode to Balthazar
Written by: CasDean? Character: [Balthazar] Word Count: 1,368 Rating: M Prompt: Nightingale Full Poem: http://www.bartleby.com/101/624.html Trigger Warnings: drinking, loneliness, regret, basically just sad in general, and one somewhat bad word Notes: Balthy doesnât get enough recognition so this one is for him. Also, I highly recommend you all listen to Benedict Cumberbatch reading Ode to a Nightingale because hONEY IT IS AMAZING!
Also I'm posting this before editing because I am unprofessional so have fun reading all of my errors.
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MY heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains. My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk,  Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains  Â
One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk: Â
Ice runs up his corsed spine, though his shoulderblades burn with the lingering rash, haunting him like a Phantom. The walls rumble, a low groan emitting from the bowels of his Royal armory. Soon he is gasping, air his most treasured resource now. His throat is tight, finding it hard to swallow down spit to relieve him from the bumps that now line his esophagus. The ice soon shatters as he sits up, another mocking groan emitting from his parted lips, though not nearly as rough as his armory. Behind him, the wings of an angel now scorched into the wood like an artist had carved it. The legs to his vessel are discombobulated, unknowing as how to function. Somehow he is standing, walking, a better accomplishment now that he has figured out the mechanics to breathing. Slowly, but soon all at once. A toddler is a racecar compared to his speed. He is limping, trudging, bewildered and confused as to how he was ever able to manage it before. His wings feel like a distant memory now, like a ghost who constantly passes through, sending his shoulder blades into a freezing chill as his body shakes in remembrance. What was once so futile, is ash, ready to sweep away into the next wind.
'Tis not through envy of thy happy lot , Â Â Â Â
But being too happy in thine happiness,
That thou, light-wingĂšd Dryad of the trees, Â
In some melodious plot  Â
Of beechen green, and shadows numberless, Â Â Â
Singest of summer in full-throated ease. Â 10 Â
The memories soon flood him as if he were looking back on a high school yearbook. Though they are blurry, most likely to clear within time; he is shown the undeniable death he was given. Yet here he was, not reborn, but rebuilt. He stumbles to an old wooden stool, the drink now sour as it seeps down his throat. More time passes; more memory is revived. He had stolen Her Royal Armory, for the sake of protecting the earth. He is condemned by his brothers and sisters. They want total destruction, an obsolete world. What is so flourished is nothing but a cockroach to the mighty entities. They do not appreciate the art, or history. They do not appreciate the breakthroughs in science. If it means the murder of their once highly favored brother, they will amount to no means to destroy the planet he is headstrong on conquering. That was why Balthazar left. Earth was his safe haven from all of the arguments.
As Balthazar approached his stool of alcoholic sin, the rays of the sun glittered against the windowpane, highlighting all of the dust that had collected in his fretful attempt to hide away. He turned, observing the way the light caught and blinded him against the glass. On the outside, sat a magnificent bird on an oak tree branch. The birdâs head tilted, almost as if it were beckoning Balthazarâs wondrous gaze to approach and examine its magnificent wings in person. Though they silently communicated, the bird seemed to understand the longing on Balthazarâs now weightless shoulders. The disappearance of his wings, rendering him helpless to flight. Their communication seemed to almost be an apology, of one understanding the other'sâ loss. Â Without wings, the birds of a feather are utterly different. Safe versus fearful.
Balthazar exited his mighty--now wretched--abode. He lightly treated against the shortly cut grass, insistent on meeting the divine creature. The one who seemed to understand him the most. As he approached the forest that the bird hid inside, the bird recognized his unimpressed demeanor with the trees and wind. She quickly took flight, leaving the broken angel amongst the trees. He watched her fly, feeling the presence of his wings trying to lift his feet off of the ground and into the sky. She was so weightless, so free and quick. She sang to Balthazar her mysterious song; was she mocking her wingless brother? Or was she trying to soothe his ghostly wings into a much needed rest. Her lullaby was enough to distract him as she soared overhead, the disappearance of his wings now weighing him down less and less. She was soon invisible, having flown off to her other appointments, leaving Balthazar amongst the silence of the trees, save for the occasional crunch of leaves as he shifted his weight from one leg to the other.
O for a draught of vintage! that hath been Â
Cool'd a long age in the deep-delvĂšd earth, Â
Tasting of Flora and the country-green, Â Â
Dance, and Provençal song, and sunburnt mirth! Â
O for a beaker full of the warm South! Â 15 Â
Full of the true, the blushful Hippocrene, Â Â Â
With beaded bubbles winking at the brim, Â Â Â Â Â Â
And purple-stainĂšd mouth; Â Â
That I might drink, and leave the world unseen, Â Â Â
And with thee fade away into the forest dim: Â 20 Â
Balthazar soon returned back inside, now lighthearted. He approached his living room, finding himself frozen as he stared at what once was, but would never be again. The reminder, that damned constant reminder of how magnificent he was, now gone rogue and meaningless. How quickly he had fallen in his pecking order, distracted by his own safety and free will of peace amongst his family, and how quickly they were to turn against him. He once was an honored soldier, but now he scooped their muck. His cheeks found themselves to be stained by tsunami tides, one just rolling after the other. The hands to his vessel now shook as if he were an earthquake. Quickly, he searched to numb his pain, grabbing the bottle of the sour drink. He chugged, the once sour drink now tasting of smokiness, and soon turning sweet of the scotch waltzing down his barren ballroom. As the drink was chugged, the bubbles popped against his deserted mouth. The bottle was soon barren as well, quickly being chucked against the wall, splattering into tiny dew drops of glass which impaled the floor where each fragment landed. As quickly as he had warmed, he was frozen again, and soon he was back to where he started, laying on the floor with his wings to outline his body.
Fade far away, dissolve, and quite forget  Â
What thou among the leaves hast never known, Â
The weariness, the fever, and the fret  Â
Here, where men sit and hear each other groan;
Where palsy shakes a few, sad, last grey hairs, Â 25 Â
Balthazar lay there, cold and alone. He had lost all control of his movement, barely able to wink. He wait patiently as he felt his vessel age, quickly turning from a handsome young man, into an old, weary, sick version of himself. He quickly remembered the times of when he took his wings for granted, of when he was able to fly far, far away against the roaring wind underneath his mighty wings. The way he could spread them between the clouds and swirl them the way a machine swirls soft ice cream into a perfect cone. He even missed the times when he would molt. It had been painful, but he had always basked in the refreshing feeling of strong, powerful wings that could make thunder shiver in fear with each flap of his gargantuan structure. Â He remembered how he would fear if this time had ever come, the disembodiment of his wings. But here it was, and he could feel himself roaring once again with realization. He was not reborn, but living his final seven minutes on his Fatherâs glorious creation. He lay there now, an old man, watching as half of his body had wasted away into nonexistence. It wouldnât be long now until he was just a distant memory, leaving behind the legacy of a traitor to Heaven. Gray hairs now fell off his scalp, and soon he was gasping his last breath of the fresh, cool air. He was completely faded now, dying in jealousness of that Nightingale who was able to fly away from his atrocity, wishing he could have done the same.
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The being finished speaking and fixed his looks upon me in the expectation of a reply. But I was bewildered, perplexed, and unable to arrange my ideas sufficiently to understand the full extent of his proposition. He continued, "You must create a female for me with whom I can live in the interchange of those sympathies necessary for my being. This you alone can do, and I demand it of you as a right which you must not refuse to concede." The latter part of his tale had kindled anew in me the anger that had died away while he narrated his peaceful life among the cottagers, and as he said this I could no longer suppress the rage that burned within me. "I do refuse it," I replied; "and no torture shall ever extort a consent from me. You may render me the most miserable of men, but you shall never make me base in my own eyes. Shall I create another like yourself, whose joint wickedness might desolate the world. Begone! I have answered you; you may torture me, but I will never consent." "You are in the wrong," replied the fiend; "and instead of threatening, I am content to reason with you. I am malicious because I am miserable. Am I not shunned and hated by all mankind? You, my creator, would tear me to pieces and triumph; remember that, and tell me why I should pity man more than he pities me? You would not call it murder if you could precipitate me into one of those ice-rifts and destroy my frame, the work of your own hands. Shall I respect man when he condemns me? Let him live with me in the interchange of kindness, and instead of injury I would bestow every benefit upon him with tears of gratitude at his acceptance. But that cannot be; the human senses are insurmountable barriers to our union. Yet mine shall not be the submission of abject slavery. I will revenge my injuries; if I cannot inspire love, I will cause fear, and chiefly towards you my archenemy, because my creator, do I swear inextinguishable hatred. Have a care; I will work at your destruction, nor finish until I desolate your heart, so that you shall curse the hour of your birth." A fiendish rage animated him as he said this; his face was wrinkled into contortions too horrible for human eyes to behold; but presently he calmed himself and proceeded - "I intended to reason. This passion is detrimental to me, for you do not reflect that YOU are the cause of its excess. If any being felt emotions of benevolence towards me, I should return them a hundred and a hundredfold; for that one creature's sake I would make peace with the whole kind! But I now indulge in dreams of bliss that cannot be realized. What I ask of you is reasonable and moderate; I demand a creature of another sex, but as hideous as myself; the gratification is small, but it is all that I can receive, and it shall content me. It is true, we shall be monsters, cut off from all the world; but on that account we shall be more attached to one another. Our lives will not be happy, but they will be harmless and free from the misery I now feel. Oh! My creator, make me happy; let me feel gratitude towards you for one benefit! Let me see that I excite the sympathy of some existing thing; do not deny me my request!" I was moved. I shuddered when I thought of the possible consequences of my consent, but I felt that there was some justice in his argument. His tale and the feelings he now expressed proved him to be a creature of fine sensations, and did I not as his maker owe him all the portion of happiness that it was in my power to bestow? He saw my change of feeling and continued, "If you consent, neither you nor any other human being shall ever see us again; I will go to the vast wilds of South America. My food is not that of man; I do not destroy the lamb and the kid to glut my appetite; acorns and berries afford me sufficient nourishment. My companion will be of the same nature as myself and will be content with the same fare. We shall make our bed of dried leaves; the sun will shine on us as on man and will ripen our food. The picture I present to you is peaceful and human, and you must feel that you could deny it only in the wantonness of power and cruelty. Pitiless as you have been towards me, I now see compassion in your eyes; let me seize the favourable moment and persuade you to promise what I so ardently desire." "You propose," replied I, "to fly from the habitations of man, to dwell in those wilds where the beasts of the field will be your only companions. How can you, who long for the love and sympathy of man, persevere in this exile? You will return and again seek their kindness, and you will meet with their detestation; your evil passions will be renewed, and you will then have a companion to aid you in the task of destruction. This may not be; cease to argue the point, for I cannot consent." "How inconstant are your feelings! But a moment ago you were moved by my representations, and why do you again harden yourself to my complaints? I swear to you, by the earth which I inhabit, and by you that made me, that with the companion you bestow I will quit the neighbourhood of man and dwell, as it may chance, in the most savage of places. My evil passions will have fled, for I shall meet with sympathy! My life will flow quietly away, and in my dying moments I shall not curse my maker." His words had a strange effect upon me. I compassionated him and sometimes felt a wish to console him, but when I looked upon him, when I saw the filthy mass that moved and talked, my heart sickened and my feelings were altered to those of horror and hatred. I tried to stifle these sensations; I thought that as I could not sympathize with him, I had no right to withhold from him the small portion of happiness which was yet in my power to bestow. "You swear," I said, "to be harmless; but have you not already shown a degree of malice that should reasonably make me distrust you? May not even this be a feint that will increase your triumph by affording a wider scope for your revenge?" "How is this? I must not be trifled with, and I demand an answer. If I have no ties and no affections, hatred and vice must be my portion; the love of another will destroy the cause of my crimes, and I shall become a thing of whose existence everyone will be ignorant. My vices are the children of a forced solitude that I abhor, and my virtues will necessarily arise when I live in communion with an equal. I shall feel the affections of a sensitive being and became linked to the chain of existence and events from which I am now excluded." I paused some time to reflect on all he had related and the various arguments which he had employed. I thought of the promise of virtues which he had displayed on the opening of his existence and the subsequent blight of all kindly feeling by the loathing and scorn which his protectors had manifested towards him. His power and threats were not omitted in my calculations; a creature who could exist in the ice caves of the glaciers and hide himself from pursuit among the ridges of inaccessible precipices was a being possessing faculties it would be vain to cope with. After a long pause of reflection I concluded that the justice due both to him and my fellow creatures demanded of me that I should comply with his request. Turning to him, therefore, I said, "I consent to your demand, on your solemn oath to quit Europe forever, and every other place in the neighbourhood of man, as soon as I shall deliver into your hands a female who will accompany you in your exile." "I swear," he cried, "by the sun, and by the blue sky of heaven, and by the fire of love that burns my heart, that if you grant my prayer, while they exist you shall never behold me again. Depart to your home and commence your labours; I shall watch their progress with unutterable anxiety; and fear not but that when you are ready I shall appear." Saying this, he suddenly quitted me, fearful, perhaps, of any change in my sentiments. I saw him descend the mountain with greater speed than the flight of an eagle, and quickly lost among the undulations of the sea of ice. His tale had occupied the whole day, and the sun was upon the verge of the horizon when he departed. I knew that I ought to hasten my descent towards the valley, as I should soon be encompassed in darkness; but my heart was heavy, and my steps slow. The labour of winding among the little paths of the mountain and fixing my feet firmly as I advanced perplexed me, occupied as I was by the emotions which the occurrences of the day had produced. Night was far advanced when I came to the halfway resting-place and seated myself beside the fountain. The stars shone at intervals as the clouds passed from over them; the dark pines rose before me, and every here and there a broken tree lay on the ground; it was a scene of wonderful solemnity and stirred strange thoughts within me. I wept bitterly, and clasping my hands in agony, I exclaimed, "Oh! Stars and clouds and winds, ye are all about to mock me; if ye really pity me, crush sensation and memory; let me become as nought; but if not, depart, depart, and leave me in darkness." These were wild and miserable thoughts, but I cannot describe to you how the eternal twinkling of the stars weighed upon me and how I listened to every blast of wind as if it were a dull ugly siroc on its way to consume me. Morning dawned before I arrived at the village of Chamounix; I took no rest, but returned immediately to Geneva. Even in my own heart I could give no expression to my sensations - they weighed on me with a mountain's weight and their excess destroyed my agony beneath them. Thus I returned home, and entering the house, presented myself to the family. My haggard and wild appearance awoke intense alarm, but I answered no question, scarcely did I speak. I felt as if I were placed under a ban - as if I had no right to claim their sympathies - as if never more might I enjoy companionship with them. Yet even thus I loved them to adoration; and to save them, I resolved to dedicate myself to my most abhorred task. The prospect of such an occupation made every other circumstance of existence pass before me like a dream, and that thought only had to me the reality of life.
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Daily Office Readings November 01, 2019
Psalm 111-112
Psalm 111
Praise for Godâs Wonderful Works
1Â Praise the Lord! I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart, in the company of the upright, in the congregation. 2Â Great are the works of the Lord, studied by all who delight in them. 3Â Full of honor and majesty is his work, and his righteousness endures forever. 4Â He has gained renown by his wonderful deeds; the Lord is gracious and merciful. 5Â He provides food for those who fear him; he is ever mindful of his covenant. 6Â He has shown his people the power of his works, in giving them the heritage of the nations. 7Â The works of his hands are faithful and just; all his precepts are trustworthy. 8Â They are established forever and ever, to be performed with faithfulness and uprightness. 9Â He sent redemption to his people; he has commanded his covenant forever. Holy and awesome is his name. 10Â The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it[a] have a good understanding. His praise endures forever.
Psalm 112
Blessings of the Righteous
1Â Praise the Lord! Happy are those who fear the Lord, who greatly delight in his commandments. 2Â Their descendants will be mighty in the land; the generation of the upright will be blessed. 3Â Wealth and riches are in their houses, and their righteousness endures forever. 4Â They rise in the darkness as a light for the upright; they are gracious, merciful, and righteous. 5Â It is well with those who deal generously and lend, who conduct their affairs with justice. 6Â For the righteous will never be moved; they will be remembered forever. 7Â They are not afraid of evil tidings; their hearts are firm, secure in the Lord. 8Â Their hearts are steady, they will not be afraid; in the end they will look in triumph on their foes. 9Â They have distributed freely, they have given to the poor; their righteousness endures forever; their horn is exalted in honor. 10Â The wicked see it and are angry; they gnash their teeth and melt away; the desire of the wicked comes to nothing.
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Psalm 111:10 Gk Syr: Heb them
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Hebrews 11:32-12:2
32Â And what more should I say? For time would fail me to tell of Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, of David and Samuel and the prophetsâ 33Â who through faith conquered kingdoms, administered justice, obtained promises, shut the mouths of lions, 34Â quenched raging fire, escaped the edge of the sword, won strength out of weakness, became mighty in war, put foreign armies to flight. 35Â Women received their dead by resurrection. Others were tortured, refusing to accept release, in order to obtain a better resurrection. 36Â Others suffered mocking and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment. 37Â They were stoned to death, they were sawn in two,[a] they were killed by the sword; they went about in skins of sheep and goats, destitute, persecuted, tormentedâ 38Â of whom the world was not worthy. They wandered in deserts and mountains, and in caves and holes in the ground.
39Â Yet all these, though they were commended for their faith, did not receive what was promised, 40Â since God had provided something better so that they would not, apart from us, be made perfect.
The Example of Jesus
12Â Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight and the sin that clings so closely,[b] and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, 2Â looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the sake of[c] the joy that was set before him endured the cross, disregarding its shame, and has taken his seat at the right hand of the throne of God.
Footnotes:
Hebrews 11:37 Other ancient authorities add they were tempted
Hebrews 12:1 Other ancient authorities read sin that easily distracts
Hebrews 12:2 Or who instead of
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Psalm 148
Psalm 148
Praise for Godâs Universal Glory
1Â Praise the Lord! Praise the Lord from the heavens; praise him in the heights! 2Â Praise him, all his angels; praise him, all his host!
3Â Praise him, sun and moon; praise him, all you shining stars! 4Â Praise him, you highest heavens, and you waters above the heavens!
5Â Let them praise the name of the Lord, for he commanded and they were created. 6Â He established them forever and ever; he fixed their bounds, which cannot be passed.[a]
7Â Praise the Lord from the earth, you sea monsters and all deeps, 8Â fire and hail, snow and frost, stormy wind fulfilling his command!
9Â Mountains and all hills, fruit trees and all cedars! 10Â Wild animals and all cattle, creeping things and flying birds!
11Â Kings of the earth and all peoples, princes and all rulers of the earth! 12Â Young men and women alike, old and young together!
13Â Let them praise the name of the Lord, for his name alone is exalted; his glory is above earth and heaven. 14Â He has raised up a horn for his people, praise for all his faithful, for the people of Israel who are close to him. Praise the Lord!
Footnotes:
Psalm 148:6 Or he set a law that cannot pass away
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Psalm 150
Psalm 150
Praise for Godâs Surpassing Greatness
1Â Praise the Lord! Praise God in his sanctuary; praise him in his mighty firmament![a] 2Â Praise him for his mighty deeds; praise him according to his surpassing greatness!
3Â Praise him with trumpet sound; praise him with lute and harp! 4Â Praise him with tambourine and dance; praise him with strings and pipe! 5Â Praise him with clanging cymbals; praise him with loud clashing cymbals! 6Â Let everything that breathes praise the Lord! Praise the Lord!
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Psalm 150:1 Or dome
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Revelation 21:1-4
The New Heaven and the New Earth
21Â Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. 2Â And I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 3Â And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying,
âSee, the home[a] of God is among mortals. He will dwell[b] with them; they will be his peoples,[c] and God himself will be with them;[d] 4Â he will wipe every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; mourning and crying and pain will be no more, for the first things have passed away.â
Footnotes:
Revelation 21:3 Gk the tabernacle
Revelation 21:3 Gk will tabernacle
Revelation 21:3 Other ancient authorities read people
Revelation 21:3 Other ancient authorities add and be their God
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Revelation 21:22-22:5
22Â I saw no temple in the city, for its temple is the Lord God the Almighty and the Lamb. 23Â And the city has no need of sun or moon to shine on it, for the glory of God is its light, and its lamp is the Lamb. 24Â The nations will walk by its light, and the kings of the earth will bring their glory into it. 25Â Its gates will never be shut by dayâand there will be no night there. 26Â People will bring into it the glory and the honor of the nations. 27Â But nothing unclean will enter it, nor anyone who practices abomination or falsehood, but only those who are written in the Lambâs book of life.
The River of Life
22Â Then the angel[a] showed me the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb 2Â through the middle of the street of the city. On either side of the river is the tree of life[b] with its twelve kinds of fruit, producing its fruit each month; and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. 3Â Nothing accursed will be found there any more. But the throne of God and of the Lamb will be in it, and his servants[c] will worship him; 4Â they will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. 5Â And there will be no more night; they need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light, and they will reign forever and ever.
Footnotes:
Revelation 22:1 Gk he
Revelation 22:2 Or the Lamb. 2Â In the middle of the street of the city, and on either side of the river, is the tree of life
Revelation 22:3 Gk slaves
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Daily Office Readings November 01, 2017
Psalm 111-112
Psalm 111
Praise for Godâs Wonderful Works
1Â Praise the Lord! I will give thanks to the Lord with my whole heart, in the company of the upright, in the congregation. 2Â Great are the works of the Lord, studied by all who delight in them. 3Â Full of honor and majesty is his work, and his righteousness endures forever. 4Â He has gained renown by his wonderful deeds; the Lord is gracious and merciful. 5Â He provides food for those who fear him; he is ever mindful of his covenant. 6Â He has shown his people the power of his works, in giving them the heritage of the nations. 7Â The works of his hands are faithful and just; all his precepts are trustworthy. 8Â They are established forever and ever, to be performed with faithfulness and uprightness. 9Â He sent redemption to his people; he has commanded his covenant forever. Holy and awesome is his name. 10Â The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it[a] have a good understanding. His praise endures forever.
Psalm 112
Blessings of the Righteous
1Â Praise the Lord! Happy are those who fear the Lord, who greatly delight in his commandments. 2Â Their descendants will be mighty in the land; the generation of the upright will be blessed. 3Â Wealth and riches are in their houses, and their righteousness endures forever. 4Â They rise in the darkness as a light for the upright; they are gracious, merciful, and righteous. 5Â It is well with those who deal generously and lend, who conduct their affairs with justice. 6Â For the righteous will never be moved; they will be remembered forever. 7Â They are not afraid of evil tidings; their hearts are firm, secure in the Lord. 8Â Their hearts are steady, they will not be afraid; in the end they will look in triumph on their foes. 9Â They have distributed freely, they have given to the poor; their righteousness endures forever; their horn is exalted in honor. 10Â The wicked see it and are angry; they gnash their teeth and melt away; the desire of the wicked comes to nothing.
Footnotes:
Psalm 111:10 Gk Syr: Heb them
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Hebrews 11:32-12:2
32Â And what more should I say? For time would fail me to tell of Gideon, Barak, Samson, Jephthah, of David and Samuel and the prophetsâ 33Â who through faith conquered kingdoms, administered justice, obtained promises, shut the mouths of lions, 34Â quenched raging fire, escaped the edge of the sword, won strength out of weakness, became mighty in war, put foreign armies to flight. 35Â Women received their dead by resurrection. Others were tortured, refusing to accept release, in order to obtain a better resurrection. 36Â Others suffered mocking and flogging, and even chains and imprisonment. 37Â They were stoned to death, they were sawn in two,[a] they were killed by the sword; they went about in skins of sheep and goats, destitute, persecuted, tormentedâ 38Â of whom the world was not worthy. They wandered in deserts and mountains, and in caves and holes in the ground.
39Â Yet all these, though they were commended for their faith, did not receive what was promised, 40Â since God had provided something better so that they would not, apart from us, be made perfect.
The Example of Jesus
12Â Therefore, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us also lay aside every weight and the sin that clings so closely,[b] and let us run with perseverance the race that is set before us, 2Â looking to Jesus the pioneer and perfecter of our faith, who for the sake of[c] the joy that was set before him endured the cross, disregarding its shame, and has taken his seat at the right hand of the throne of God.
Footnotes:
Hebrews 11:37 Other ancient authorities add they were tempted
Hebrews 12:1 Other ancient authorities read sin that easily distracts
Hebrews 12:2 Or who instead of
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Psalm 148
Psalm 148
Praise for Godâs Universal Glory
1Â Praise the Lord! Praise the Lord from the heavens; praise him in the heights! 2Â Praise him, all his angels; praise him, all his host!
3Â Praise him, sun and moon; praise him, all you shining stars! 4Â Praise him, you highest heavens, and you waters above the heavens!
5Â Let them praise the name of the Lord, for he commanded and they were created. 6Â He established them forever and ever; he fixed their bounds, which cannot be passed.[a]
7Â Praise the Lord from the earth, you sea monsters and all deeps, 8Â fire and hail, snow and frost, stormy wind fulfilling his command!
9Â Mountains and all hills, fruit trees and all cedars! 10Â Wild animals and all cattle, creeping things and flying birds!
11Â Kings of the earth and all peoples, princes and all rulers of the earth! 12Â Young men and women alike, old and young together!
13Â Let them praise the name of the Lord, for his name alone is exalted; his glory is above earth and heaven. 14Â He has raised up a horn for his people, praise for all his faithful, for the people of Israel who are close to him. Praise the Lord!
Footnotes:
Psalm 148:6 Or he set a law that cannot pass away
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Psalm 150
Psalm 150
Praise for Godâs Surpassing Greatness
1Â Praise the Lord! Praise God in his sanctuary; praise him in his mighty firmament![a] 2Â Praise him for his mighty deeds; praise him according to his surpassing greatness!
3Â Praise him with trumpet sound; praise him with lute and harp! 4Â Praise him with tambourine and dance; praise him with strings and pipe! 5Â Praise him with clanging cymbals; praise him with loud clashing cymbals! 6Â Let everything that breathes praise the Lord! Praise the Lord!
Footnotes:
Psalm 150:1 Or dome
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Revelation 21:1-4
The New Heaven and the New Earth
21Â Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth; for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and the sea was no more. 2Â And I saw the holy city, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband. 3Â And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying,
âSee, the home[a] of God is among mortals. He will dwell[b] with them; they will be his peoples,[c] and God himself will be with them;[d] 4Â he will wipe every tear from their eyes. Death will be no more; mourning and crying and pain will be no more, for the first things have passed away.â
Footnotes:
Revelation 21:3 Gk the tabernacle
Revelation 21:3 Gk will tabernacle
Revelation 21:3 Other ancient authorities read people
Revelation 21:3 Other ancient authorities add and be their God
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Revelation 21:22-22:5
22Â I saw no temple in the city, for its temple is the Lord God the Almighty and the Lamb. 23Â And the city has no need of sun or moon to shine on it, for the glory of God is its light, and its lamp is the Lamb. 24Â The nations will walk by its light, and the kings of the earth will bring their glory into it. 25Â Its gates will never be shut by dayâand there will be no night there. 26Â People will bring into it the glory and the honor of the nations. 27Â But nothing unclean will enter it, nor anyone who practices abomination or falsehood, but only those who are written in the Lambâs book of life.
The River of Life
22Â Then the angel[a] showed me the river of the water of life, bright as crystal, flowing from the throne of God and of the Lamb 2Â through the middle of the street of the city. On either side of the river is the tree of life[b] with its twelve kinds of fruit, producing its fruit each month; and the leaves of the tree are for the healing of the nations. 3Â Nothing accursed will be found there any more. But the throne of God and of the Lamb will be in it, and his servants[c] will worship him; 4Â they will see his face, and his name will be on their foreheads. 5Â And there will be no more night; they need no light of lamp or sun, for the Lord God will be their light, and they will reign forever and ever.
Footnotes:
Revelation 22:1 Gk he
Revelation 22:2 Or the Lamb. 2Â In the middle of the street of the city, and on either side of the river, is the tree of life
Revelation 22:3 Gk slaves
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