#and im trying to avoid drama and do the dont like dont read thing

[velvetvexations]

Really love how every time I argue with people on here about how actually trans men do not generally have it meaningfully better than trans women, people avoid actually explaining their points or providing sources and start calling me a little boy. Very fun. Love that. It's so fun to be insulted for asking asking people to explain their point

No one can actually explain that.

rhea ripley is so hot. and for what

for me to be all Weird Trans Woman about her

Honestly as an non binary person, I feel more and more pushed out of the community with the serious adherence to the binary. "if you Id as this you MUST be this thing, you're you're a liar and a faker and you're hurting other trans people" that, and the denial of trans men's oppression. It's just cruel and bitter, and seeing other trans people go down this path is pretty disheartening

it's so depressing

Well, you see, it's not like saying they're transitioning from black to white, because OBVIOUSLY, just like race, your soulgender is immediately apparent to everyone as soon as you plop out the womb

lmao so true

(also I've heard soulgender is a Black thing and it should be spelled with like, a space or a hyphen? so I'm probably gonna do that from now on)

"Trans men are the White People of the trans community" Oh okay so yeah this is just "Ace people are the White People of the Queer Community" all over again huh Begging other whities to stop comparing race and gender like this, makes you look stupid as fuck

pls

Fascinated to know if the "All trans women are nonbinary" crowd also believe all trans men are nonbinary

you'd think so the way they insist trans men cling to being AFAB lmao

Went to check /-/'s blog and she's reblogging pro Chat-GPT and anti-copyright posts now

I'm tapping the sign.

as a nonbinary thing i feel like so much tma/tme shit just completely fucking forgets us like im not „occasionally mistaken as a trans woman” its a fucking coin flip!!!!!!!! my „AGAB” doesbt matter 2 ppl outside the the internet!!!!! all that matters is no matter what i wear no one wants me i their bathroom!!!!!

people don't even just hate you for when they mistake you for a trans woman anon they hate non-binary people AFAB too

i kinda feel like the discourse is becoming more mainstream now. im seeing a lot of trans bloggers who dont post much about trans issues making posts about it (usually along the lines of "can we be normal about trans guys please" which is nice)

good maybe the backlash will finally kick in

Idk if this is me generalizing but I’ve started noticing that headcanons of canonically male characters as trans women that get traction are usually skinny and have trauma or coded with anxiety or depression. Like idk if that means literally anything but just a weird observation I had

a lotta people on here literally define being a woman as when bad things happen to you lmao

I was looking at the Patricia Taxxon stuff (funny enough, did actually see you @ ed in deleted replies) and I saw the sentence “However, being discriminated on the basis of being perceived as a manly woman is just an adverse effect of transmisogyny directed towards trans men.” Which. Hey now. What about butch women. Like how does that not uniquely apply to cis butch lesbians, even if we ignore trans men entirely.

MAINSTREAM SOCIETY LOVES TOMBOYS

Man. It really sucks when a popular-ish figure you look up to turns out to be transandrophobic. Should have seen it coming ig. She was intersexist too, and those often go hand in hand.

well I mean it sounds like you shouldn't have looked up to her already lmao

IIRC from old drama, Patricia Taxxon also thinks toxic masculinity isn't a real thing that can harm men because it's just splash damage from misogyny and they should get over it, lol, so I'm not surprised if she's turned out to be weird about trans men

lmao literally just that radfem-libfem feminism-is-for-women comic huh

Tragic: local man forced to actually read Serano's writing for the theory he's trying to make even though the way she talks about transmasculinity and female gender nonconformity gives him a headache

F

[bffnf]

Haha

Me? Making things harder? Do you hear yourself?

This has happened several times with you. You, unintentionally, do something that makes me uncomfortable, and I, sometimes politely sometimes not, tell you to stop and/or tell you what to do to make me more comfortable. Every time, no matter if it was polite or not, you then proceed to AVOID the issue, DON'T do what I told you you could do, and (unintentionally?) try to guilttrip about it. I don't think I'm the one making things hard here

if you ever see this, i WAS gonna tag it, but i got distracted with other stuff…

Ok, yeah I get it, you can't really help getting distracted. I have ADHD after all, I understand. But, really? Someone is screaming and crying and begging you to tag something and you acknowledge several times of them telling you to tag it (liking and reblogging) and you only do something about it 2 HOURS LATER???

I understand getting distracted but that was such a clearly urgent thing and I was so clearly in distress, you can;t let yourself get distracted from something like that!! Especially since you clearly had the time to reblog the post telling you to tag it MULTIPLE TIMES and still didn't do it

Also, something a friend said that I think is important here

Anyway yeah sorry we're not being friends again. Somehow despite being older than me you're way less mature and I really just don't think we're compatible

Oh btw your friend who sent me an "anon" ask about this a bit ago (@eyes-shining-with-love) was a rude fuck ab it lmfao. Hope they learn this situation was NONE OF THEIR BUSINESS and it was 100% not ok of them to tell me "im in the wrong" and be so rude to me when they didn't even know anything about the situation lol. I even sent them an ask saying hey I don't think when doo asked you to tell niko about this that they meant to SEND THEM A HATE ANON and they never even acknowledged the ask (putting this here just because maybe they'll see 😜 heyyy piper ever heard of this awesome thing called Dont Be Rude To People For Drama You Only Know One Side Of?)

Um, sorry! ✨ /satire

im editing this.

if anyone tags them in this, im blocking you, so they're never gonna read any of this anyways (unless they're stalking my profile rn >:(((( )

I NEVER TOLD THEM TO SEND A HATE ANON

WHY WERE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME IN SOME RANDOM DISCORD SERVER?????

GIVE ME ONE EXAMPLE OF WHEN I TRIED TO GUILTTRIP YOU

[littlest-bugz]

is it possible to split from being over tired..? found a new guy but we cant pinpoint why he exists?

Hey Nonny!! I’m here to help you o7

While I will preface with the fact that I’m not a medical professional, I do have plenty of experience with alters splitting for seemingly unexplainable reasons.

First things first, and short answer ; It is under my non-medical belief that alters can split due to high fatigue.

Long answer,,,, Im giving you some questions to ask yourself to see if you can pinpoint something that can lead to an increase in fatigue or that may be particularly stressful. It is also under my non-medical belief that every alter splits for a reason- some are just more obvious than others.

If you’re more interested in my thoughts on splitting from fatigue, Ive made it obvious where the questions start and end.

— QUESTIONS BELOW —

All of these questions are based off of assumptions so take what you need and leave what you don’t. Oh, and dont send in any answers- not because I don’t necessarily care, but I feel as if Im kind of,,, beating around the bush to find the bee’s nest, iykwim? It’s all just food for thought- get cogs working.

Starting off with fatigue and sleep,,, is there an easily explainable reason for being overly tired? As in, has something been keeping up (pos, neu or neg)? Or are you having a chronic fatigue flare up?

If you’re staying up for more positive reasons, ask yourself why you’ve adjusted your sleep schedule. Is there a reason why you cant do whatever you might be doing during daytime hours? Like did work hours increase? have you been finding yourself more busy generally? Or are you just getting really hyperfocused on reading/watching something? More importantly ; are you using whatever you’re doing as an escape from stressors in your life (assuming that something positive is keeping you up)? It’s very easy to accidentally stay up when you’re trying to avoid your life.

And now Im going to assume that it is something negative is keeping you up… is it something easily pointed out? Like are you ruminating on thoughts, have you been getting nightmares/bad dreams that you are trying to avoid (which u can have nightmares without remembering their context. U just wake up fucked up for no reason- that may or may not be the case dependent on other answers). I would ask more specific, trauma related questions, but Im not your therapist. Just a guy who yaps on the interwebs.

Now… we’re going to assume you have a stressor that is not obvious, since it seems like you can’t find a reason why you might have split.

If you work : Have your hours increased? Did you get a new coworker that you dont like (or have u been working with one you dont like)? Did something happen at work recently that stressed you out (maybe an increase in responsibilities or, if u work in customer service, maybe a bad customer experience)? Are you worried about losing your jobs or a decrease in hours? Are you worried your hours might increase? Is your boss a prick?

Those kinds of things are good things to ask yourself if you work bc those are really easily overlooked stressors. For most people who work, a job can significantly increase stress, which also leads to sleep disturbances.

If you do not work (hello fellow unemployed person), I have questions too.

If you have friends ; Is there drama going on rn? Whether it be messy or justified. Did a particular friend trigger something? Whether it be trauma, RSD- just anything. Did a friend distance themself in some way? Did someone say something that put you off?

If you have pets ; Did one go through something recently? Did one of them pass away? Are they all good?

If you have family that you are in contact with ; Did any of them do something that bugged you? If you live with them, do any of their habits stress you out?

I honestly have so many more questions you could ask yourself, but I would have written a post TOO long.

— QUESTIONS END —

My thoughts on splitting from fatigue…. More than likely. A lot of reasons why fatigue may be higher point back to daily life stressors. An increase of daily life stressors can eventually add up and effect your sleep and ability to further deal with stress. Bc,,, keep in mind- fatigue and disturbances in your sleep makes your stress tolerance lower, which in turns makes daily life stressors even less tolerable than they usually might be. So someone could split for “non-trauma” reasons (which it is debatable to call stress non-traumatic, but thats a separate post).

Now,,, I don’t know your system, Nonny, but from the sounds of it, your system is polyfrag in nature. Polyfrag systems split more fragments due to a lack of easy to access, non-dissociative coping mechanisms for ANY stress. So if u are polyfrag- It makes even more sense why you would split someone due to an increase in fatigue.

Ill stop yapping now!! Godspeed, Nonny! I hope i helped u o7

[goldnrry]

Fic idea I probably will never write but would love to read under the cut

(Sorry this is not a girl’s girls supporting girls concept because i like drama)

You are a fan, normal girl with a boring 9 to 5 job you hate and have an one night stand with harry by some miracle (you lifetime dream) (this is absolutely self inserted and im half embarrassed)

Maybe you meet at a bar or something or you occasionally do pilates together or you even work at his dentist office

so maybe it’s a reoccurring thing or just a one night thing

After a while you find you you are pregnant and try to talk to him but it’s hard to reach him and when you finally say fuck it and goes to his house to tell him he is already dating someone or is back with his ex he was on a break with when he got you pregnant but you tell him, very shyly now because you feel like you are ruining something and the girl is not welcoming

Alternative: he sees your dms asking to meet up and he very politely declines telling you he is with someone and you are like oh ok loosing the bravery you had to tell him, but one night you say fuck it and text “im pregnant” turns off your phone in a panic and opens you phone hours later to your inbox flooded with him

Anyways you run some tests, baby is really his and you start talking more now that you are planning on coparenting

And you actually get along really well because you share the same comedy braincells

And you try to not let it show how much you like him because he has a gf and you dont want him to be with you only because you are pregnant with his baby, but like… you have a crush obviously

But he is so gentle and protective of you, there where a few occasions where he left his gf in the middle of something to pic you up or your are no feeling well and it starts taking a tool on his relationship

Scene ideas:

first of all when finally comes to his senses he likes you and break things off with his gf he casually calls you at night asking what your craving of the day is so he can bring it to you, then he tells you he broke things of and you are like “oh are you ok what happened” he looks at you for a while before replying he realised he’d rather spend his time with you two while touching your bump

Maybe you get invited to his birthday or something with all his friends and girlfriend that is near a body of water so you have a bikini on), harry is always touching you small bump and at sone point he gives in to a intrusive tough and start pressing kisses to your belly, you stay wide eyed and frozen because thats waaaay to intimate, his girlfriend is shooting darts with her eyes and the whole party is 🫣 looking between you twi and the girlfriend but he is oblivious and maybe you gently try to call him out like “harry maybe that was too much for our situation”

Maybe he is avoiding drinking and any other drugs in support of you and his gf gets annoyed “she’s not even here with us you can have a fucking glass”

Emotional moments on doctor’s appointments and buying baby stuff

Harry telling you he will stay with you, you just have to say so to him and he will, and you are crying saying of course you want you have the biggest feelings and admiration for him and now that you got to know him you love him but you are terrified of him just being excited about the pregnancy and he will get bored of you and leave you for somebe else he develops an administration for

Idk lots of yearning and angst and tension but with an happy ending

He keeps denying for a while and staying in his relationship, but there are also moments where he blurts out things like “fuck I really want to kiss you” when he is dropping you off with his car one night and you are like obviously i do too so much, but you have a girlfriend, are you really into me or are you turned on just because i pregnant with your baby and the moment you get bored you will trade me for someone else?

And a looooooooooot of him being an aquarius man with commitment issues

And he just fucking loves watching how much you are loving being pregnant 🥹 you always have a hand on your bump making this face🥹 and you even blurt out sometimes thinks like “i look so cuuuuuute” but it breaks his heart when overheard you venting out to a friend about how much you love being pregnant but you are so sad you dont get to do this with your forever person

HE CALLS YOU MAMA IN THE CUTES MOST ENDEARED VOICE

Idk if i want the baby to be born on his birthday or for you two to be together yet buttttt he wants the baby next to him when he blow his bday candles so is either the baby in his arms or you standing next to him

[olderthannetfic]

https://www.tumblr.com/olderthannetfic/724520280283856896/im-gonna-be-honest-i-think-people-need-to-chill?source=share

To all those comments

Yes i do forget my cis friends pronouns. Especially when they are suddenky trying something new.

But the thing is i dont have visual indicators for alot of them, and it wouldnt matter if i did because someones looks dont determine their pronouns. All my friends are online or penpals. Sometimes i get voice but that doesnt mean shit when i cant remember who is talking half the time. Or that i remeber the persons whos talkings pronouns

Alot of my online friends have their like... Birth pronounss aswell as something else. Some of them prefer the other thing. Mate im in a discord server i cannot remember every single persons pronouns in there.

Some of my friends put their pronouns in their username. And that helps, sometimes ill remember it longer because of the repitition of seeing it. But even then i am still able to forget it. Its harder when im focusing on a game and not able to focus on remembering someones pronouns.

For my pen pals we spend so much time emailing or mailing eachother that we dont even talk about pronouns. Our own pronouns rarely ever even come up ive even had ny first one admit they forgot mine and was too afraid to ask at that point and avoided it at all costs because theyvdidntvwant to risk lossing me as a friend. It wasnt a big deal.

And you know what? They dont have so much of a problem with it as yall do. I forget things. All the time i forget things. Most of my friends also have disorders or disabilities of somekind so they understand. I just forget things.

Sometimes i have to look back at discord to see the name of whoever is talking to me. Like i said i forget peoples names.

Im sorry yall cant understand that i really do forget things.

And even then. Even if my memory werent so trash. People forget things all the time. Even people with a good memory. Sometimes you get so absorbed in something your talking too fast and focusing on something that you use the wrong pronouns for someone or who your talking to. This happens to one of my friends occasionally.

Its not a big deal. My pronouns get forgottem all the time too. Honestly i dont care personally about it becaise i prefer to be called by my name instead. Newer people get my pronouns wrong all the time. Its nit a big deal. Hell i dont even know if my sister even knows what my pronouns are.

I get that it can be frustrating. I do try. But i cannot help it if i cant remeber something.

"just ask" i do. But sometimes i dont think before i talk or think ive remebered them correctly and i get them wrong.

As someone with the worst memory on earth, you can tell whos doing it on purpose and who has actually just forgotten.

Also thanks for jumping to conclusions and getting mad because you cant comprehend the life of someone other than yourself. I have bigger problems than remembering my friends pronouns specifically. Its not like i dont try to remember them, but like with everything else i just forget them. I forget things about my long term friends because our lives and friendship dont revolve around remembering eachothers pronouns and then berating eachother for forgetting. Most of what we do is talk about games or books we read. What shops weve been going to or bad snacks we try. In between all the actaul stuff we do its normal to forget things that arent talked about.

And i prefer it like that rather than some big art discord i tried joining a while back and there was almost twice weekly drama over someone forgetting someones pronouns. That level of stress and worry over pronouns is not normal for anyone. And. Yeah some of those times it was people dping it on purpose bit most of them from what i saw was usually teenagers antagonizing others for not focusing their entire life on what pronouns they were using. Even when someone apologized it wasnt enough. It was disgusting to see and stressful.

Idk what to tell any of you.

--

Frankly, I think a lot of the disagreements are actually over what 'friends' implies.

[thephantomthiefneito]

//ooc

rp sample for a Monoma audition thing in a server i wanted to share... grin!!

I couldn't really think of much to post on here and I want to try and post things daily so here's Monoma content!! eat up!

also im liek a beginner writer if u cant tell HELP.. im actually terrible in english class but im trying and learning pls dont eat me alive

The clocked ticked over and over again, piercing the ears of the blonde boy sitting nearby. His mind was too focused to pay it any attention to that.

Neito was always so quick to be drawn into a story. His eyes danced across the page, slowly absorbing every word and subtle metaphor. It was a mystery. One of his favorite genres. Horror and drama were also on that list but never romance. He tried to avoid those kinds of books all together. Sometimes it was unavoidable when an author hides hints of romantic tension between two characters but never explicitly states it. That he can handle, Though there's been a few times when romance steals the entire plot of the story but it was oddly never mentioned in the description. It happened stupidly often and ruined tons of good books for him. But this one seemed to be different. Written by an author he didn't even recognize, he was fully immersed in the story.

He had fallen in love with the plot. A boy attacked by a villain at a young age inspires him to become a hero and get revenge on his mothers murderer is suddenly framed for murder and is forced to drop out of his school and now has to search for the culprit and simultaneously run from the cops.

Right now in the story, the main character was in a life-or-death fight with his ex best friend who was the head of the case to track him down and lock him up. It was incredibly emotional and filled with feelings of betrayal. Neito would be lying if he said he didn't get the small implications of their relationship and feelings for each other prior to this but he tried not to think to hard about it. He was enjoying this book far too much to just put it down like he does with others. He has to find out what happens next. He needs to know how—

Suddenly, Neito felt a large hand on his shoulder and quickly turned around to find the source. Kendo.. Right. He was so absorbed in his book, he completely forgot he was meant to help her with the laundry..

" Silly me! I got lost in my book.. "

He spoke in a sarcastic, shrugging his shoulders as he held up the book he had been reading. He had a smile that Kendo didn't return. She didn't look happy at all.. And her words didn't seem any happier.

"I could have used the help.."

Her scowl bore a hole into his stomach and guilt became evident on his face.

" It's not like I did it on purpose! Really! I sat down to read for twenty minutes! The exact time you said it would take for you to gather all the clothes and-"

"And?"

" Well.. I forgot. "

It's actually really embarrassing. Normally, he wasn't this forgetful. He was very observant and had a memory like no other. But he's not perfect. Even Neito Monoma can make mistakes. Kendo sighed, looking off to the side.

"It's fine. I already finished it all.. But next time you're doing it all on your own. You got that?"

" Yes Sir! "

He nodded and watched as she left, letting out a huge breath of air. Maybe it was time to take a break from reading. He doesn't want to risk forgetting about any other promises.

[conquestable]

todays pre-mid-life-crisis thoughts, and talking about how much i love writing fanfics:

one day im going to be 45 and im going to be… exactly the same lmfao. i might have a different job or no job or live in a different place or in no place lmfao it doesnt matter… im still going to be a Freak on the internet. support your local libraries (where they have free internet). dont buy books on amazon. im holding you at gunpoint, dont buy books from amazon.

anyway as long as i find sex interesting, and i think it always will be, even if i sometimes lose interest, im going to autistically fixate on it again at some point, and it always hits hardest when inspired by really good characters in fictional settings. writing fanfiction is really what gives my life purpose, i feel like i can be the most myself when im doing it, and my audience is generally really small which i am pretty comfortable with. if i were more popular i think id die of embarrassment hahahahahaha

and i mean, ive been in love before. ive been wholly, irreparably in love before, and even at its best, i was never able to express myself with them the way i could with fanfiction, because they never had a say in my fanfiction, even if they had a say in other parts of my life. i mean this person i was in love with knew i wrote it and actively read most of it but that was just kinda like them reading my diary. my sexy diary of sexy bad naughty things hahahaha. nothing compares to me being alone with my thoughts and putting something together without anyone elses influence. its my art. <3

nothing they can take from me was ever worth keeping! everything else comes and goes, but no one can ever take away my ability to make sexy characters do sexy sex in my head. even if they censor all media and take away fandom spaces, i will remember my faves forever. i can do whatever i want with them. theyre MY faves. and theyre MY brainworms. if you dont like them, get your own. literally, get a life and leave me alone. you can pry craig tucker and kenny mccormick out of my cold, dead hands. kyle too. and maybe stan. definitely butters- where was i.

anyway by the time im 45 who knows what kinda shit im gonna be writing. probably incest and age gaps, since thats what ive been doing since i was 11 shipping roy/ed from fma (not brotherhood, it didnt exist yet). only thing thats changed since then is ive recognized the power of boy pussy. and my toxic ships have just gotten more toxic. i can only hope the original stories people tell continue to get better and better and feed me richer and richer characters, for me to FEED ON LIKE A VAMPIRE.

but yk what, my real life relationships are great, despite the weird shit i write about. no, not everyone knows this part of me, but they dont NEED to. like i said, its like a diary, and the only people who are going to read it are people who are looking for it, which again, is a pretty small number of people. with close relationships, i usually will let them know its there (if they didnt already know), bc we cant really be that close if theyre not okay with it, and if i dont think they will be then the relationship can just stay casual (im talking about friendships vs best friends, but also romantic relationships i guess, a distant one vs a close one) or end for all i care (not that i dont care about people, i care deeply about the people in my life no matter what they do or dont know about me, theyre the parts that help me be better, its just that… yk stuff happens, relationships end). anyway the point is, my real life relationships are great bc i get to let out all my more toxic thoughts in a healthy way like this, and i feel zero compulsion to start drama in my daily life. i actively avoid it. i can create my own safe and self contained drama all in my own head. i dont need to involve anyone else. so i can just be normal and a functioning part of society and do my job and go home. im not trying to pick fights for no reason, and if i HAVE to pick a fight it better be for a DAMN good reason.

anyway the OTHER point is, your purpose doesnt have to be big and grand and life changing in other peoples eyes, because YOU should be the audience for your own art. YOU want to look back on it fondly in 5 or 10 or 20 or 55 years. your numbers or stats or the amount of money you can make shouldnt have anything to do with it. if it does, thats fine, but if it doesnt you cant let that stop you from doing it. if youre the ceo of a company, you should be EXTREMELY PASSIONATE about the overall success of the company, and if youre only interested in lining your own pockets you dont deserve that job. money doesnt equal success. money equals comfortable survival. and yes, im saying running a company is an art, and requires a passionate artists hand along with a team of people who see the vision. thats what a job should be.

some people really like that grind and they want to help make something great happen, and thats cool but its certainly not me. it takes all kinds of people to make the world go round, from the ceo to the floor sweepers, and the guy who looks up at that company and makes little inventions in his garage bc hes inspired to make the next greatest thing (or yk fanart). the ceo im the company of is keeping my sexy little diary. bringing a small amount of people some joy after theyve had a long work day or whatever. its my pleasure to offer them something to read. its my duty to offer them the thing i made with my own two hands if they cared enough to look. (but not him. if hes reading this and i ever find out ill burn his house down.)

if theres one thing i could tell my younger self it would be to focus on yourself more. i know it feels selfish, but youll come to a point where you realize that taking care of the people you love IS selfish, because it makes them love you back and want to do the same for you. and if there are people in your life who arent down with that then you dont need them. but you have to learn to listen to what they want, too, not just assume you know whats best, while at the same time learning how to recognize and express your own needs. if they refuse to show they care about you no matter how much you tell them how, or if you find yourself questioning why you care so much, then just leave. it will be okay. life will go on. there will always be another person to meet. this goes for every level of relationship from family to lovers to friends to coworkers and everyone else. if they cant find the vibe then you dont need them, even if you have to remain civil with them for whatever reason. but there are people out there who can find it (The Vibe) just fine. you dont need to waste your time on the ones who dont.

well, the reason time travel doesnt exist is because if i told my younger self all that, i wouldnt have become the person i am today, so there it is. i mean, even if time travel DID exist, which one of us in our right minds would believe an older version of ourselves about anything? our destinies are our own, not theirs. sometimes you gotta be a little homeless for a while to find the answers for yourself. literally homeless. romantically homeless. platonically homeless. job homeless. inspiration homeless. if everything ends, then so do the bad times. the thing is, being bad at something is what makes you good at it. you have to learn how to overcome such a thing so you can never let it happen again, or know how to deal with it if it ever does happen again. and sometimes you need a lot of practice before you get good at something.

and living your life the way it benefits your soul the most is the thing you should be the best at out of all the other things you do. thats what getting older is. just getting better at being alive and knowing who you really are on a deeper level. you dont have to be better than anyone else at what you do, because youre the one doing it. your audience will come to you as other people fill other audiences, and as long as those people are there because they want to be, youre as successful as youll ever be. smaller audiences just means more options/competition and more loyal audience members. who cares if you have more or less if theyre all there because they love the product/service you provide? this is why money shouldnt fucking matter the way it does. we dont need to start trading comic books for bread to find another solution.

anyway its late im going to bed.

[thesassysegments]

Playwriting

originally i stared a playwriting project for a competition and then when the deadline came and went i decided to finish it to help me heal. Many things have happened to me that ive been trying to get over or move past and its working to an extent. I finished about 2 and a half scenes before i hit a pause on the project. what do you mean im analyzing myself trying to grow? scene one was a recreation of a fight, scene two was about how i wish they thought when we had these fights and if they did feel that way it wasnt shown. scene three hit me harder than the others, i had to improve myself, the character i built based off of me had to go through some growth or change, but how? i feel like i havent grown some of this stuff still affects me as if it was yesterday and its so dumb. like i know i cant get over it in two seconds but i would also like to feel like ive grown in one way or another. the stupidest things can make me break, certain heels, mitski, a specific part of the 400 building, dry texting, room 778, robotics competitions, the paint closet, a large glass marble, the red hotel on the beach, almond croissants. literally the most random shit can have me shut down for hours. i havent had a little "episode" in so long but i feel like one is coming soon. so many small things can bring me back to certain situations and i hate it so much.

i dont know im just so tired of being careful with what i see or if i start overthinking how long would it take before i get out of it. its so hard to talk about this shit out loud cause wdym watching the princess diaries made me like full on break down for 6 hours a year ago or one time i was being hugged slightly off and i had to hide tears for a whole 3 hour drama meeting 2 years ago. only two people know half of it all and one of them caused half of the things that can mess me up now.

i dont know if i have it in me to finish but i know ill feel better if i try instead of avoiding it.

idk im talking too much im sorry for when you read this my love.

[fxirybun]

ur words are so true!

my problem is u know when u think u sus of something but u dont know if u mind just playing a trick in u and u like nahh cause it is kinda pointless to fret abt shit that isnt affecting u but i do think things on social media has got into the minds of some ppl and they kinda let it affect them to the point u kinda just have to laugh at some of the stuff that goes on and how ingrained ppl have become into whos doing or saying what thats wrong online.

yet at the same time they do end up taking the fun out of things for some people like whenu take hate trains for certain idols ive seen so many normalise it and act like bullying is an ok thing to do and someones reply to my comment gave me the ick bc they thought it did the idol some good. i just think online spaces have got worse over time instead of improving it for those who partake in everything to do with the internet. we r definitely in some weird times bruh cause even when idols try to do things for their audiences or fans it seem like no one hardly enjoying it anymore and everythings just about overdoing it on the negativity, that id rather not look at any of it but so much is online its hard not too? we dont have no kpop stores to go to for latest things or merch in general in my area its mad how so much nowadays is based entirely on the online realm.

some of its cool ngl i enjoy some things but the drama i dont care about lol. im done getting emotional abt shit these days but thats why the k in kpop stands for kids cause kids seem to be running these online spaces or grown adults who act like kids when they come online. its like everything is just pilkng up in terms of trying to neutrally enjoy what u want to enjoy and theres ppl who want to tear it apart and make dramas scandals and controversies 24/7. i do think readings are also useful though because some of it seems to be accurate and true but its also one of those things u should still take with a grain of salt cause ppl or armies i should say be mad obsessed with bts fs lmao

yeah i get what you mean about how socmed is getting these recent years. you saw the impact of cybercrime (idk what's the right word but let me use my knowledge from the major i take '_') , especially in how cyber defamation , cyberbullying , and drama seem to dominate the conversations. it must've been frustrating for you because whilst you're aware that not everything needs to be taken seriously , it’s hard to completely avoid it when so much of kpop content and its culture exists online.

it feels like you're questioning whether it's worth getting emotionally involved in these cyberspaces anymore , notably when what was once fun or lighthearted now seems overshadowed by negativity. you've also seen how people take things to extremes , like justifying harmful behaviors towards idols or stirring up drama , and how it creates an environment where enjoying something purely feels harder. that loss of casual enjoyment , as you put it , is real , and it’s understandable why you’d want to distance yourself from it.

the fact that everything is online now , including the access to merch or updates makes it even more complicated (?). it seems to me that you can't fully disengage without missing out on things you enjoy , but you're also aware that a lot of the drama or obsession , like you mentioned with bts or other kpop groups , feels more like an unnecessary layer that takes away from what should be enjoyable.

i can also see how you're grounding yourself well enough about not to get swept up in every lil thing especially in readings. it's like you're finding ways to stay connected to what you love whilst filtering out the noise. maybe perhaps that's the key for you ( ･᷄ὢ･᷅ )嗯 ? figuring out what brings you joy in this cyberspace whilst learning how to let the unnecessary drama roll off your back.

you've seen the absurdity of some behaviors online and all i could say is to laugh at it and keep your distance from the toxicity if it feels like you're mind is being clouded by it. don't let your happiness be ruined by what's going on online (◞‸◟ )

[bittyfromquotev]

"imagine telling a minor to shut up" I dont see what you being a minor has to do with it? Being a minor doesnt excuse stuff, it just means that adults shouldnt be inappropriate with you and you should avoid adult spaces because they arent suitable for your age group. being a minor doesnt mean someone cant tell me to stfu and check my behaviour, like parents and teachers do it all the time and being a minor doesnt stop that. Like I dont agree at all with how that anon went about it because that was rude and uncalled for, but that tag confused me cause its irrelevant to being told to shut up and stop stirring the pot. They should have said it not at all like that, but yeah.

and that other post where you said they were assuming your intentions? Im not sure I understand that either. Like im glad you see how the things you say makes it sound like you wanted them to try and harrass you and how that takes away from victims, but all i read from that was that they were just calling your behaviour attention seeking which isnt assuming anything about you as a person? you dont have to know someone to see what they do and perceive it in certain ways. i think it might also be a good idea to take down posts you recognise as being said impulsively in anger once youve calmed down, cause it keeps bringing you back into drama and stuff you dont wanna be a part of and if you remove them then theres less chance of people seeing it and potentially mentioning you again, which would also be safer for you.

also i dont think its great that just because someone disagreed you immeaditdly assumed they were a gore a non or supported them, cause thats also minimising what the victims go through. if you make everything "oh must be the gore anons" then it makes the actual gore anon problem meaningless cause its thrown around so much where there isnt an actual gore anon. if everyone is a gore anon then theres no gore anons bascailly. its not nice to accuse people like that willy nilly even if you dont like them. its a serious acusation that shouldnt be taken lightly and its unfair to place blame on everyone when the victims need actual answers not wild accusations

*siiigghhhhhhh* Okay. One more time, everybody!

I honestly have no idea why I said that. Thank you for pointing out how confusing that is. I think I just said that because they were being rude as fuck and I didn’t know what to say.

I say they are assuming my intentions because with the way they worded it, they think I was doing it on purpose or really DO just want attention. While I enjoy being interacted with, I don’t want to be popular in any sense. I don’t want a bunch of random people who I haven’t talked to more than once to flood my blog honestly.

While that is a reasonable idea, I don’t feel like taking down the posts I made when I was impulsive. I think people have the right to know what I can be like when I’m emotional or under pressure. I feel like me taking down those posts would be the same as me trying to hide my ugly side. If my IRL friends and family can see that ugly side, people online can too, at least to some extent.

I didn’t say that they were probably affiliated with the Gore Anons simply because they disagreed with me. I said that because they were rude and typed in a similarly aggressive way to said Gore Anons. Not many people IN this fandom other than them are rude when disagreeing with someone. Keep in mind I also said “probably” in that post. Not “definitely”.

This has been ANOTHER “clearing things up” post.

[andnowwedance]

I stopped reading halfway through because dont come into my inbox lecturing me. I stay out of this 99.9% of the time, a look at my blog will confirm that. that one blog just happened to cross my path today and i had just enough time to point out that nonsense i didnt go looking for for shit///

Same anon who sent the ask, ignore my prior reply regarding you not reading my entire post. I was being snarky because I thought you were knee deep in his fandom and asking why everything was the way it was. I understand now you haven’t been aware of many things regarding the fandom and that’s my bad. I assumed you knew the team pr and team real crap as you were in a convo with the main pr blogs who cause drama and are labeled as delusional. I was just tired of everything going back and forth.

My ask was mainly a psa to his overall fandom as well as me venting, but it was mainly to his fandom and anyone in the team pr vs team real crap because I stupidly assumed many CE fans were on your page.

I apologize.

You had a comment stating that you were trying to understand and I call myself answering your question but with sarcasm towards his fandom. I thought you’d find the humor in it, but I suck at voicing my emotions and sarcasm.

I’m over everything but I’m sorry if I came off as attacking you. That wasn’t my intention. I was in his fandom and it just got to be too much, so again I’m sorry especially if you just ended up in the middle of stuff today all from one simple ask.

I sincerely thought you knew what’s been going on and we’re one of the other blogs arguing back and forth, but regardless I should have communicated better and read the room, again I apologize.

I do stand by avoiding all fandoms so they won’t stress you out but I think I foolishly accidentally did that.

So sorry again, you’re definitely right to avoid his fans. 😅🫣

Have a wonderful weekend!

Oh ive been in this fandom for years as I stated in some of my other replies this morning. Ive VERY aware of all of it. I appreciate the apology for being snarky though. Injust want to make it clear that i DO NOT make argue with these people. Ive done a very good job at culling them out of my internet experience. Its just that loving hadnt posted in a long time and when she does its just gift and pics so she didnt get removed during the culling and when i came across her little post i just had to point out that she was making the point she thought she was making. I have this issue where i struggle to let things pass by without comment, hence the massive culling, and strangely its often about little side things and not even the main issue. Like i would never arguing with her about weather not its fake, people’s mind are made up on that and im certainly not going to change them. My point was that the article she was presenting to demonstrate that Hollywood has lots of fake relationships wasnt actually about fake relationships it was about fake marriage ceremonies for (relatively) real couples. Thats all i was trying to point out.

I unfollowed her now fyi so that shouldn’t be happening again

[glitchinginhyperfixis]

i’m gonna be honest about something there are still things i’m afraid to post about on here bc i’m always worried about what other people think of me. so if i suddenly start rbing shit from a fandom you wouldn’t expect or a ship you don’t like, please be prepared. i’m sorry but i’m trying to practice self-care <33

[ourflagmeansgayrights]

i'm cry laughing some people on twitter are now saying "izzy bashing" needs to be tagged in fics. how did these people ever survive watching this show where izzy is the CANON ANTAGONIST i'll never know

benefit of the doubt but i think most of them have gotten to this point gradually. when they first watched the show they were not attached to izzy the way they are now. i know for a lot of people it was blorbo at first sight with izzy but i've also seen izzy enjoyers say they didn't like him at first, and then fandom made them care about him.

like i'm pretty sure for a lot of ppl it started off with isolating themselves from ppl who made posts that they didnt like, like ppl who criticized ofmd for being based on two real people with direct connections to actual real-world slave trade (which is an incredibly valid thing to criticize abt ofmd).

another one that i think funneled a lot of fans towards being so delusionally attached to izzy was people pointing out or complaining about the disproportionate amount of fan content for izzy compared to prominent characters of color—which is a consistent issue in fandom no matter what the media, and is also a very easy one for people to be uncomfortable with whenever they see it get pointed out. people venting that "fans care too much abt this white man" often make fans who care abt that white man very defensive right off the bat, and then rather than engage with why they feel defensive or question if maybe their enjoyment of this character is fueled by implicit bias (which it might not be, to be clear! im not saying—and i have never said—that everyone who enjoyes izzy likes him for racist reasons), they stop listening to the conversation abt white favoritism and continue blorboposting as much as they want. it's incredibly easy for fans to brush off this convo as "just starting drama" and avoid the topic altogether because "fandom is for fun!" and they dont want to think abt difficult topics like racism and implicit bias, they just want to enjoy their blorbos in peace.

so they kept narrowing the takes they were seeing until they were in an echo chamber that kept moving more and more towards complete woobification of izzy hands. these people are now looking at the show entirely through izzy's pov, making posts abt how sad it is that none of the other characters are ever nice to him, how frustrating the show is from his perspective, how it feels to be deeply in love with someone who doesn't love you back. they've stared at gifs of con's micro-expressions and read angsty fanfiction and looked at endless izzy fanart and their entire ofmd fandom experience revolves around empathizing with this one character even tho the show itself continually makes him the butt of the joke.

at this point, telling these people to rewatch the show doesn't even matter. they've spent so much time over-analyzing every single one of izzy's scenes to the point where the emotional responses they get from these scenes are not the emotional responses anyone would have watching the show for the first time. they've warped the entire first season to fit their version of the show and are forgetting how often the show itself bashes izzy.

and the icing on the cake is the trolling. there's like, one or two people on here who go around sending anon hate and leaving nasty comments on instagram posts and harassing people on twitter for... like, i would say "for liking izzy" or even "for saying positive things about izzy" but like. i've gotten these messages, and the most sympathetic i've ever been to izzy was the post i made like "maybe he's mean bc he has chronic IBS. i'd actually understand him more if that were the case." so when i get these messages it's easier for me to just laugh them off bc it's so obviously just someone trying to make me upset, but people who do care about izzy (a lot of them being the same people who avoided engaging with the "why does fandom care so much abt white characters" convo) get these absolutely horrible messages about how they deserve to get hate crimed and they should kill themselves. and these fans who didn't want to even see vaguely negative posts abt izzy bc they just want to enjoy fandom in peace are now like "im targeted for just liking a character!"

so that's how we get to people saying that "izzy bashing" needs to be tagged. never mind that their definition of "bashing" almost certainly includes things that are not bashing but are just things that contradict the way they headcannnon him.

[taystarotoverload]

Things YOU need to know about your FS

☻︎ using my new romance deck! i will be giving facts abt their personality, their icks, and things you may need to know abt them!

☻︎ cards read from left -> right

PILE 1

☻︎ four of wands - seven of swords - knight of cups - page of swords - seven of pentacles - king of wands - king of swords - eight of cups

so pile one, your fs is very lovey dovey. i see your fs loves to be in your presence, they long to be by you when you’re apart. im seeing that they will take you on lots of dates! whatever you’re comfortable with, but you should definitely expect them to spoil you in some way. so just an fyi, they’re not clingy. i’m seeing that in their past they were abandoned and used, and maybe even cheated on, and so they had lost a lot of trust and became a bit insecure in some parts of their life due to this. but with you they just know. they know their meant to be with you, so i see even if they’re a bit cautious at first, they will have so much trust with you. i’m also seeing that your person is one to gossip!! expect lots of secrets being told to you… i see that they can be a bit petty from time to time, but really they gossip. i see someone close to them telling them a very personal secret and they’re IMMEDIATELY telling you.

☻︎ their icks

- they dislike when one person has more power over others. this is seen especially with big company’s, i see they dont like when managers or teams make all of the decisions instead of talking to others? i see for a few of you, they could complain abt their work at times due to these things bothering them.

- another one is being very harsh with the truth. pile 1, your person is the type to come off easy to you. they will be honest but they won’t be straightforward to hurt your feelings or others. i see that your person is generally a nice person, and they just aren’t into the harsh truth.

- this one really speaks loudly. your person hates being stepped on or abandoned. this is definitely seen in their past, especially with relationships. they find people to leave your life unexpectedly in the dirt to be immature and they look down on it.

ORACLE: Past-Life Relationship - New Love

“ you have known each other before “

“ a new person has stirred your romantic feelings “

so pile 1, this person is definitely new. for some of you, you may have already met this person, but for the rest this person is new. i also see that you have had a past life with them, maybe that’s why they trust you so much. their spirit knows that you two are meant to be. i see that you to will be very attracted to each other when you first meet, but words may or may not be exchanged.

PILE 2

☻︎ queen of pentacles - the high priestess - eight of cups - the hanged one - nine of cups - five of wands - page of pentacles rev - the lovers rev.

so i see that your person is very caring and understanding. they have a very gentle soul and like to see everyone’s side to an argument. i heard the word ‘intellectual’ while shuffling so take that as you wish. another thing is your person struggles with making decision. i see many things being handed to them at the same time that it causes them to retreat and avoid making big or small decisions. i see that they are so careful tho. especially with your emotions; they never want to hurt your feelings over anything. they may be the first to apologize in an argument.

☻︎ their icks

- so like i’ve said; this person hates conflict. they hate drama and getting into fights. i see your person as very calm and quiet and so they don’t get into really much conflict. but when they do they try to come to an understanding with the other.

- so i’m seeing that they hate lack of progress and procrastination. though they avoid making decisions, they’re not proud of it. they are ashamed of that part of them self and seems to get lost in trying to fix it. (i see this ick is strong towards themself)

- they HATE lack of communication and understanding. like i’ve said, in conflict they try to see eye to eye or atleast talk to then abt it, but if the other person can not be mature with them they lose their respect towards them. i see that they prefer when people talk to them as a human instead of a child.

ORACLE: Give your relationship a chance - passion

“ work on your partnership “

“ allow your heart and soul to sing with joy! “

so i’m seeing that you may already know who this person is. they seem to be already in communication with you. maybe a relationship is starting up or an old connection is coming back. you may have drifted away from this person in the past and now you’re coming back to eachother with much stronger feelings. i see that you need to allow these feelings and energy’s to flow, they may be very overwhelming but if you allow this energy to balance itself out your connection and energy will be much stronger. as will your feelings with this person.

PILE 3

☻︎ knight of pentacles - knight of wands - knight of cups - eight of wands - the world - queen of pentacles - six of pentacles rev - ten of swords

so what i’m seeing for you pile three is your person is always motivated. they are always doing something! when they say they’re busy, they’re busy! i see that your person loves the grind and loves to do work. they may like to work outside (farmer perhaps?) and also are just very outdoorsy. i see that your person is very fast paced. i also get the feeling that so will be your relationship. your person may struggle with working too long and overworking themselves. anyways, with your relationship i see that you may not be friends for that long when you start your relationship. things may move fairly quickly and so you’ll learn a lot in the years you date. your person is also very romantic, i see gifting as a thing they enjoy doing.

☻︎ their icks

- i see they hate quiet and calm places. (very opposite of pile 2). they have to always be doing something! they were definitely that kid in class that was always making noise cause they just can’t be still for too long.

- i see that they hate when people aren’t appreciated. especially when people are healing and have self care, and they’re looked down or looked at as someone totally invisible. they get protective. i see that especially with you, they will appreciate you for whatever growth you have no matter how small.

- they hate being stabbed in the back. toxic friends that go behind you, they despise it. i see they aren’t afraid to cut people out of their life if they have to, they never let anyone tear down their self esteem.

ORACLE: Getting to know each other - very soon

“ as you reveal your innermost selves to each other, your bond deepens “

“ clearly decide what you want do that it comes to you now. “

so this one is iffy… for some of you, you don’t know this person. for others, you have recently met them. i’m seeing that for the few of you who don’t know them, they are very quickly coming into your life. you will meet them when you don’t even realize it. for the ones who have already met them, right now is the moment to really get to know yourself. for all of you, like i said, this relationship will move pretty quickly and may make it a bit difficult to learn abt each other at first. which is why you should also try to find out the things abt yourself! find your quirks and your icks! this will help you especially when meeting this person again!

[eggtwobroes]

big post explaining/apologizing for my (eggtwobroes/theyhitthepentagon) behavior under the read more

sorry for maintagging this i just. think its important

i dont really kniw how to word what im thinking so im like. going to type it as im thinking. but i wanted to make a real genuine post explaining my behavior over the past year, because ive been a dick there is no avoiding it!! this post is going to be about how ive acted from june up until now. im mostly going to be explaining the situations and apologizing. if you see this please feel free to share it around, i know it most likely will not reach alot of people because i have like. a loot of people blocked. and alot of people have me blocked. idk please share this ok thank u

back in june 2022 (specifically one year tomorrow, june 16th) i got like. really worked up after i had foundout that most of my adult mutuals (and some people i followed) were drawing hlvrai nsfw! the only post i had made about it (at least from what i remember) is liiike a not Kind post that basically said "hey if u like hlvrai nsfw please block me i thought that was common sense". after i posted this a large hlvrai artist (either by chance or caused by me) posted like "hey if u shit on hlvrai porn ur homophobic! sex is an important part of gay relationships etc etc"

this caused a Massive out break of discourse over hlvrai nsfw and me getting alot of adults in my inbox being weird towards me. here i feel its important to mention that:

when i was 12, i was around Ex Friends that posted a lot of porn of media i liked. even though most of them were teenagers and not that much older than me it Greatly Impacted Me and how i act, both related to what i saw and how i was treated

i used twitter from ages 12-15 (recently left) and you know how they handle conflict there. its not good

i dont think either of these excuse how i acted (but they may explain it)

the combined pressure of getting a bunch of adults in my anons being (from my perspective) really weird about this 14 year old kid who doesnt want porn artists to interact, and the unhealed trauma of Being Exposed To Homestuck Porn When I Was 12 (a devastating situation that everyone goes though all the time) i didnt really. handle it in a Good Way. which Means i sent horrible anon hate to people.i dont clearly remember if i made alot of public posts about the situation at the time (beyond answering the anons i was getting) but if i did im very very VERY sorry.

i feel like. alot of how i acted during this time (june-early august, mostly) was extremely Dickish and rude. as much as i justify or explain why i acted the way i did, i was still causing issues and handling the situation in a way that was unhealthy for not just myself but for everyone else around me. for this i really genuinely do apologize as much as i can, to the people ive hurt (melonsharks, xenodogz, many other artists) and to the people who were annoyed by me rehashing 3 year old drama. ever since the situation i have been working towards learning to block people and move on if they make content that makes me feel nauseous.

As for how ive acted in recent months, mostly over characterization, im not going to pretend that im already a new person. because im not! as much as i say im trying to be less of an asshole im just Not. it takes effort that i feel like im not putting in.

for those who just Dont look at my pages often enough, i will occasionally make posts about how hlvrai fans treat or characterize the. characters. and lets behonest these posts are really rude and ive been working on at LEAST being more vague or keeping it in private or like. just Not Posting it. but of course i HAVENT done all of those things! ive been really unvague!

ive posted direct screenshots of authors writing (someone younger than me, ive recently learned) to shit on it for being mischaracterized. i should Not have done that. at the very least i should have kept my thoughts to myself, not even shared with my friends.

after reading how other authors and artists have felt about the things ive said, and looking at the way ive come to think of other artists or authors in the community, ive realized that even though i thought i was targetting mischaracterization and poor treatment of the characters, i was harming and discouraging artists and authors who are still learning and growing as creators.

for this, im VERY very sorry to all of the artists and writers ive hurt or discouraged with my posts. i want to personally apologize to joyflameball, for publicly posting about and hating on your writing and the discouragement i caused as a result. i should have never put mischaracterization over your own feelings, and i definitely should not have put your work on blast, especially because we are (i think) around the same age. i will be trying as best as i can to deconstruct the way ive come to think of other creators in this community and support other creators as best i can.

i dont expect to be forgiven for the way ive acted, since alot of this is VERY very recent and so far i dont think ive shown any signs of improvement. i am writing this post now because i want you all to know that i will be trying my hardest to become a better person, change the way i think of other people, and change the way i act in public. i dont think my actions can be excused, as much as i try my best to explain them from my perspective. ive undeniably hurt many people. if i havent addressed something important, or if you have any questions/things to say, please feel free to send me an ask or dm me at wretched yaoi lich#9564 on discord. im most likely going to be queueing this post alot so my followers see it. thank u for ur time

[bangingoutthetunes]

common genshin fandom L

the quality for genshin x reader fics has seriously fucking declined within the past year or so. some authors that are making it big today wouldn’t have had a winter’s chance in hell to gain popularity back when people really had to try and when writing was an art form. this is who the post is about. It makes sense when ppl are starting out and they aren't the best at writing, especially within your first couple of weeks. I'm not really aiming to drag those people with this rant.

unfortunately, i’ve had the displeasure of reading the most god-awful shit with my own two eyes. it takes every fiber of my being to not claw my corneas out. there’s no point in even discussing who these authors are, though, because they’re popular and have their interactions and their readers just eat that shit up! it’s flabbergasting! 

the truth of the matter is that, fortunately, i find comfort in knowing that i am not the only author/fic reader that has noticed this heavy decline in quality. i don’t covet the popularity these so-called ‘authors’ have garnered, no; i find peace in knowing that i have the interactions i do and that my readers can thoroughly enjoy my works without wincing every minute or so. for every three mid fics there is one saving grace in any given tag, and i commend those authors that truly dedicate themselves to producing a beautiful piece. those authors are what inspire me to keep going and try as hard as i do with what i write. 

i suppose this is a combination of thoughts i’ve been having for months now; see this(1),  this(2),  this(3),  this(4), and this(5) and this(6). 

i have to admit that it really is a privilege to be able to say that something like this is the issue that is currently irritating me the most (truly, it's the only thing irritating me at all). there are people dying and starving out there that would call me an ingrate for complaining about awful quality of content on tumblr dot com and archive of our own dot org. they’re probably right, but this is my shitpost blog and i can post literally whatever the fuck i want to on here anyways. by all means, dont agree with me! no one will force you to do such a thing, and im not interested in starting any drama w anyone. it's beyond me and i have better things to do. if this post makes you upset and foam at the mouth, ask yourself why that is.

by popular demand i made a post making suggestions on how to improve your writing. and, no, you can have a life aside from writing and still improve. It really doesn't take writing religiously to be good at it. find it here. i write sparingly because i want to make sure that whatever i do write has love crafted into it. people have lives aside from the art they make.

i'm not going to retract anything I said for the sake of being nice or avoiding hurting people's feelings. I say things the way i see them and couldn't care less if you think im an asshole because you disagree with my methods. Ik everyone starts somewhere but you don't need to baby anyone into realizing that they need improvement. these are all just pixels on a screen in a floating rock in space, anyways.