#fxiry talks

[fxirybun]

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my name's fxiry , an 18-year-old who has done tarot readings for 3 years and is still practicing ( ◜𖥦◝ ) you can learn more about me here.

ask rules

state your initials , zodiac/emojis , and context of your question is needed. i cannot guarantee 100% accuracy , hence , take all my readings lightly.

ෆ DO's : love 𖦹 career 𖦹 advice 𖦹 situation-based questions.

ෆ DONT's : 18+ 𖦹 health 𖦹 deities 𖦹 gods/goddesses 𖦹 death 𖦹 time-based questions.

celeb rules

i cannot guarantee 100% accuracy , hence , take all my readings lightly.

ෆ DO's : love 𖦹 career 𖦹 advice 𖦹 situation-based questions.

ෆ DONT's : 18+ 𖦹 fs 𖦹 soulmates 𖦹 twinflames 𖦹 health 𖦹 death 𖦹 time-based questions.

pac masterlist ✧ kpop masterlist ✧ celeb masterlist ✧ 08162024

[aurcel]

ABOUT ME

| aurcel | 18 | any pronouns | shifter since animo app days | tarot reader for 3 years | loa & manifestation enthusiast |

INTRODUCTION

this side blog focuses on reblogs , astro , tarot , desired reality / shifting , booktok , anime , manga / manhwa / manhua , video games , etc.

you may as well see me vent or rant here lmao xp

MASTERLIST

𖠌 coming soon.

[pnutbutter-n-j-elyy]

Short Hiatus

tw: mentions of death; potential suicide

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Hey everyone, I’m tagging you all because I just wanted to let you know that I’m stepping back from writing for now. Just a short break as I work though a dip in my life, and help my friends and their families and my family get through a dip in theirs.

Yesterday, my friend and neighbor of six and a half years fell from a fourth-floor parking garage on his college campus. No one knows if it was a freak accident, if there was foul play, or if he made the choice himself. But I knew him anf it’s not like him. Even if it was I want to deny that fact. I don’t want to believe anything evil could happen to him. But I don’t know. No of us know.

And I don’t know how to cope with that—not knowing, not being able to make sense of it- feeling helpless with the fact that I may never get closure. There wasn’t a note. They don’t have the footage of those moments yet. I don’t know if they’re ever will have the footage.

Just three minutes before the call informing me, I was talking to my coach about him, telling him about our friend group and how one of my closest friends I had ever met was my neighbor. A 1D song was playing which in restrospect was sickly ironic, and I told my coach about what had happened with Liam. And then I got the call.

It was as if my soul felt something, as if we were somehow tethered in that moment—but I wasn’t there. I couldn’t be there. I couldn’t help him. And now I’m left with our last conversation stuck in my head, an argument that ended without me telling him how much he meant to me. Our other best friend told me he was going to reach out; so we could reconcile. I was going to.

Now I can’t. And I’m struggling so hard. Knowing that my stubbornness played a part in this immense pain I’m feeling.

So I’m begging you.

Please, I’m begging you—love your friends. Love your family. Tell them, show them, remind them, even if you’re angry, even if you think you hate them, even if you think you’ll have another chance. Because you just don’t know.

I didn’t know. And now I’m breaking, trying to hold onto memories that feel like they’re slipping through my fingers. I need time to process, to grieve, to somehow find a way through this. I’ll be back soon and hopefully be able to process my grief.

Thank you all for understanding ♥️.

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[theflirtmeister]

seeing your post about Adam and Lawrence’s infidelity is so well timed cause i’m currently thinking of Lawrence inviting his mistress Adam to dinner with himself and Allison under the pretence of him and Adam bonding during their trap to try explain why he’s always talking to Adam on the phone- only for Adam to get super possessive and blow Lawrence in the next room over while Lawrence tries to stay quiet 🫶

i love you SO MUCH fxiry, you always come up with the best ideas ;u;

but yes, alison is definitely suspicious but can't say anything because?? maybe this is how all trap survivors act?? but adam is playing footsie with lawrence underneath the table and when alison goes to put diana to bed, adam locks them both in the guest bathroom and delivers the best blowjob that lawrence has ever had

[fxirybun]

hii just a bit curious, how do PAC's work? like when you pick an image that resonates with you, will that message be for exactly everyone who chose that specific image? just a bit confused how it works in general, sorry im new to tarot 😭😭

hello there ꒰◍ˊ◡ˋ꒱੭⁾⁾ pac readings consist of answers or info about a question you wanna know about. since the majority of it is considered as a collective reading , some of the information that was given for each may not resonate for you but may resonate for others.

this reason alone explains why before continuing to read the post you would see a disclaimer or a warning that the post is not for everyone and such. and pretty much yes since the message is for everyone who interacted or chose the pile :) if the pile doesn't resonate you can choose another pile but if it doesn't , it would mean that the message isn't meant for you OR it may take some time for it to "happen" or "resonate".

i remember interacting with a pac reading before on yt and how the woman said that i would end up becoming a tarot reader. it didn't resonate with me at first but look at me now ❛ ֊ ❛

[fxirybun]

sometimes or most of the time i feel like this reality is a fever dream lmao is that normal?

hey there anon , you're not the only one who feels this way (ᴗ˳ᴗ) i had some instances that happened to me wherein i felt detached from what's currently happening in the world. it's like i'm physically there but not mentally here so to speak. there would be a moment in time when i'll be experiencing deja vu and how i find it eerie yet shocking.

i have reoccurring dreams too that ended up manifesting itself irl. the recent one is when i witnessed my phone being jammed up or destroyed into pieces. this was consistent for 2 days until i decided to check my other phone and unsurprisingly the lcd screen was broken 😭

i believe in loa and manifestation because last year was me being a freshman and all new to my uni. i needed friends so when i saw one of my blockmates who was an academic achiever i was so determined to make them my circle of friends (not kidding here). i find them hard to reach but i'm scared of being a loner so every day i would do self-affirmations + talk to my mom about the interactions with my now friends each day to further strengthen it. i was consistent about it for the whole semester.

1 year later.. i can confirm that it works and how this reality where living is like a system or game and that you're the creator of your own story , which means you can alter it if you want to. thank you for listening to my yapping 😆

[fxirybun]

i just realized that i never shared some bits of my life here soo..

so recently i've been trying to shift to my dr but somehow i kept on getting this very specific dream of my socmed acc getting hack ? i find it random not until this dream became a ” recurring one” 😀

i knew that my subconscious self is trying to give me a message or a "warning" about it and surprise-surprise it finally did 💀

nawh but out of all things why facebook ? i rarely open that blue app but yes , i go through some stuff and it turns out that my personal acc is linked to an unknown email 😭 everything went well and fine so phew 😮‍💨

the lesson here is to always trust your intuition and that's pretty much it :p

[fxirybun]

I have a game recommendation, so it's like, what type of book will resemble your love story with your FS?

sure sure i'll try to use your idea for my next game ! thank you for the suggestion anon <3 i can't wait to list down all the books i've read and use it lmao 😆

[fxirybun]

Please, Can we send it to your private?

hello there bby ^^ sure i can answer it privately , so make sure to send me a feedback. if you're not comfy with showing your main in giving a feedback you can send it via your side blog cause i stated in the rules that anons aren't allowed to join in.

[fxirybun]

How can we know our dr name and there reality??

oh hello :] , i didn't specify that you can choose the s/o and their dr you wished to know about their green & red flags. let me edit the post real quick.

fxiry : let's say that your dr is about the anime jjk and you wished to know gojo's (your s/o in the jjk dr) green & red flags in that said dr. the dr can be anything btw. be it harry potter , avatar , hollywood , kpop / jpop , etc.

[fxirybun]

Hello fxiry I would like to say that congrats for finishing your exams 🥳 🎉 I enjoyed reading your readings and I can’t wait to see more if it

that's so sweet of you :D thank you for liking them ^^ i'm currently taking some rest 'cause the exams drained me a lot. hopefully i get to answer my previous asks especially the yes / no game by the weekend :)

[fxirybun]

fr and even if idols have some way of acting thats different to them in on camera i still dont get the hate trains tho like live a little? cause words like overperforming and underperformkng are as annoying ss words like ugly and lazy yet in kpop its become a common trend ive noticed where if an idol is overperforming it doesnt make sense because then it means other members arent able to keep up or its just some members have one way of performing but their fans are like nope they doing too much and as for idols doing something that others find to be a problem like what even goes through peoples heads?

again kpops so vastly different bc it always about outward image of an idol or group or song rather than anything else and i think idols themselves maybe struggle to distance their idol image from their personal image if im being really honest some of them look a bit stiff if anything some seem to have stiff facials or do similar hand gestures in a robotic sense bc theyre held to such image. i wonder what meeting them would be like or like seeing them without a camera would be so interesting tbh.

the kpop industry is kind of a whole different entity and the way fans scrutinize idols is intense. the whole idea of "overperforming" or "underperforming" does feel odd when you think about it. like these idols are trained to perform in a certain way but when they put their spin on it or bring a lot of energy , some fans think it's too much. It's weird because it's almost like people want everyone to fit into a box , but then get upset when someone stands out or isn't "perfect" by their standards.

the constant criticism of appearance or performance. wether it's calling someone "lazy" or "ugly" or accusing them of "overacting" feels a bit too much persay. it's like people forget that these idols are human beings under immense pressure , constantly being watched and they’ve got this persona they’re trying to maintain for the fans , but it’s probably not 100% who they are off-camera.

and yeah , i bet seeing them off the stage would be completely different. there's so much that’s manufactured or polished for the public eye that it makes you wonder what they’re really like when they’re just themselves. the robotic hand gestures or stiff expressions could likely be a result of them trying to keep up with this image that’s been built for them. imagine trying to be perfect all the time , especially in a world like kpop where every little thing gets analyzed to death.

meeting idols without the cameras would be so revealing i think ? It might show that some of what fans criticize is just a product of the crazy industry they’re in , not who they are. like cmon gurl can we all just let them live ?

[fxirybun]

One of my biggest dreams is to be cured from all my mental illnesses forever and to be off all medications forever. I hope that comes true

i understand your wish for a life free from mental illness and going off with your meds. that hope of yours shows your strong desire for peace and healing and how what you're currently feeling is valid.

even though your life may feel difficult at times , holding onto that dream can give you the strength to keep moving forward. please be gentle with yourself and don't push yourself too hard :> remember that progress of being able to get out of it can happen , even in small steps.

[fxirybun]

Hello fxiry have you heard about jeonghan’s enlistment? I’m gonna miss him and how the rest of the boys will start to follow him in the following months is 🥹😭

i did hear about it not too long ago from my carat friend. let's hope that jeonghan remains healthy and safe during his service ( •̆ ᵕ •̆ )◞♡

[fxirybun]

Fairybuns please do a tarot reading on how would sunghoon of enhypen be as a bf and like if he’s rlly loyal to his partner or not?

I’ve been studying astrology for a couple yrs and saw some aspects in his chart that indicate unfaithfulness and toxicity in romantic relationships but I’m not someone who can see thru tarot like you so it would be rlly interesting to hear what you have to say about this!🧡💚🧡💚🧡💚🧡💚

hi sweetheart , i already made a reading about it so you can check it out :) idk about his personal chart tbh 😓 so i have nothing much to say lol.

you're correct with the "loyal" part + he's kind of intense and passionate in the rs so there's that ੯∙̀͡u\

[fxirybun]

hi fxiry! i hope you don't mind but i'd like to know who your kpop favorites are! you seem like a cool person to befriend :D

awee i feel fluttered when you think of me that way 🥹 i'm mostly familiar with the 3rd gen and a lil bit of 4th gen groups due to my irl bff and some of my other friends from both high school and college who are all a kpop enthusiasts lol.

my bff was the one who first introduced me to kpop and groups such as bts and twice ! then over the years it was enhypen but now it would be more on seventeen. so in total i'm familiar with 4 groups hahashh (*ﾉω-) i should've thanked her for introducing me just so i wouldn't feel like a boomer lmao.

i mentioned in one of my prev asks that i'm not an avid fan of kpop due to me having different tastes. i'm more of a booktok , makeup girlie , relatable memes on tiktok , some bits of manga / manhwa / manhua , anime , and video game lover <3 i would say that i'm a lukewarm or casual fan. it was a hit-or-miss for me 'cause i did try to get into it yet i cannot force myself so there's that. maybe i'll give it another chance when the time comes (ง˙∇˙)ว

out of those groups, i would say seventeen :p i love how chaotic these men are and their edits are *chef's kiss*. my friend would even give me some svt au reccos she found on tiktok 'cause she knew that i love reading. the college aus are a fun read for me and i liked the whole bickering moments xp

due to their uprising popularity here , there's an influx of carats within my campus. i remembered how last year im conducting a research survey and made an exchange with someone in which i'll answer his survey if he answered mine. i used the code name "horanghae" and surprisingly the person i interviewed is also a fan of seventeen !