#and im still in hell yknow. its been fine recently but hands on your shoulders u Need to know just how In Hell i am right now ok?

[trainingdummyrabbit]

rraahh. trying to sort out th comms situation again, excuse me for spitballing

ihave been tryin t get myself to do more example work for SO goddamn long. like. probably since september long. adn ihave had NO luck KSJGNKDJ

like! its easypeasy, i do this for a living, i do this for a being, it is in my nature! but god im so tired. yknow? n like i keep going 'im gonna fix it up i swear!!' but i still havent and i feel so bad. fuckin. impostor syndrome aside. so it comes back around to Okay am i not pushing myself hard enough or am i pushing myself Too Hard. and well. well! well. \o/

anyway my artblog scares me even still but its better that stay over there than accumulate more eyes here so ✌