#and im really not

[xoxxjk]

idk if anyone feels this way too, but life is so stale and boring. like i’m just in a boring ass routine with no true friends and a gay heart full of love and no gf and I don’t know how to fix or change that. i’m so tired of feeling and acting and talking and being surrounded by +35 year olds like i wanna feel fucking 23. I wanna smoke my ass off even MORE, i wanna not stress about bills or my car every fucking day, i wanna just hop in my car and see some friends and hang out and its fun and happy. I wanna go outside for smoke walks at 5am with my love because we couldnt go back to sleep. Or we start baking good ass food or fuck ILL bake and cook for her fine ass to wake up to or for us to enjoy. I wanna stay up till 2am like i used to (even up to 2 years ago) and just enjoy how I stopped watching the time so closely. I wanna travel or go camping or visit a cabin. I just wanna feel like however feeling like a young adult is. life is so stale and confusing and boring and its been this way for so long that i’m actually starting to falter faith that there’s an uphill to this. my only best friend is my sister (not that that’s an issue cause I love her ass to death), I just cannot believe there’s a good billion people & I have no other person to relate to and talk to because either they are, or I’m on, some fuck shit. Then if I try to make friends, half of the people I try to make friends with will have an expiration date of 3 days on the convo or will talk about themselves most of the time without making a slight notion or question that signifies interest in me like I am them. Like this shit is crazy and my stomach has a knot from this. idk man.

[puppyeared]

filipina miku!! my mom helped me with her outfit ^_^

[valtsv]

stuck between "psychological horror statement" and "objectively the funniest thing you could say to your real flesh and blood dad" in the father's day card aisle

[malwarechips]

yknow i never noticed the sheer rareness of images having ids or alt text on this website until i started adding alt text to my art (and trying to remember to add it to any images i post in general, especially text screenshots) and that makes me kinda sad

[kaogens]

happy autistic girl summer to those who celebrate

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.

[perrieedwards]

i feel like people are skimming over the uk riots in a way that makes me want to tear my hair out. muslims in the uk are in active danger. immigrants in the uk are in active danger. refugees in the uk are in active danger. people of colour in the uk are in active danger. asian communities in the uk are in active danger. black communities in the uk are in active danger.

there are massive far right riots throughout the country right now and people like fucking elon musk and nigel farage are inciting it and still have a platform to speak. people have used three young girls deaths, people's genuine grief in southport, to try and gain traction for their own racist bullshit and it's working.

a lot of refugee charities have been forced to close leaving many people without support, homes, funding, food, etc. if you aren't able to donate please consider sending a message via the conversation over borders campaign! it will send a hopeful, welcoming letter to a refugee in the uk. there is also a guide to staying safe here.

please do your own research and donate to refugee charities, anti-islamophobia charities, mosques who are trying to rebuild after being destroyed, counter protesters, here are some i've heard positive things about but the list is extensive; southport strong together (support for the southport victims and their families), southport mosque rebuilding, riot repair fund, middlesbrough vulnerable residents, nasir mosque rebuilding, hull help for refugees, bristol welcomes migrants,

[churroach]

Full of Desires

[whaledocboi]

ai generated images make me increasingly sad and tired the more i see them in more and more casual contexts. i dont know how to explain, but it just fills the world with a bunch of nothing. no matter how visually stunning the pictures might be, there's nothing behind it for me. no dedication, no emotions, no feelings, no hard work or creativity, nothing i can truly think about, admire or enjoy. i dont think thats how art is supposed to be

[lemongogo]

mimics

[spitblaze]

you guys gotta stop shipping 30-year-old men and calling it old man yaoi. 30 is really not that old. thats just man yaoi

[littlelightfish]

Funny things I found out playing with language setting in Netflix while looking episode 15:

Chilchuck's scream sounds HAUNTED in brazilian portuguese. Give it a try if you can.

(You can hear it here)

In spanish dub, Senshi says: "tocó mis senos de hombre", which means "he touched my man boobs" in Spanish. And I think that's the best dub line one so far.

[soshrimped]

mikuu 🎀💌

i am never drawing shoes again _(:_」∠)_

[spurgie-cousin]

This is such a good, succinct way of describing the illusion of choice many fundamentalist women and men have when it comes to life paths.

[kesopan]

warmth in the cold

[punkitt-is-here]

dipper is a weirdly special kind of character to me because I was that type of kid, the one who wanted to grow up too fast and got irritated at their sibling not taking things too seriously and never wanting to seem childlike. i connected heavily with him, and honestly the entire arc of Gravity Falls being in part about him learning to just be a kid really helped me in the long run. it was a great wake up call seeing a character so similar to me at that age learn to finally stop trying to be an adult before i was ready.