#and im not sure what ill do if that stops

[phightingrewrite]

waking up to the situation of soda laughing at someone who got raped, doxxed and the cops come to their house was definitely not pretty. i always knew soda was a snarky, entitled person but not to this degree with a ship. seriously?? brushing off the fact people got hurt and laughing? this is the worst situation for those affected , and i hope every victim can heal. the fact this was all over ships is disgusting. although im not sure what to do with my phighting au now, ill hold off posting content for a while until this flies over and taken care or is properly addressed by a developer who IS mature. the entire reason i began to rewrite phighting was due to soda’s nature as a person and her writing, so this only fuels my purpose more. im sending my best wishes to everyone affected, take care. people need to grow up, especially over on twt. stop poisoning this community.

[themoonstonechronicler]

i just wish my dad would say something nice about my art. ever since he said my art was too clownish and not "technically interesting", ive stopped showing him most of my art. i really only show him it if i worked really hard on it and it shows my growth in a skill, and he STILL DOESN'T SAY NICE THINGS ABOUT IT. he just changes the subject or criticizes it or turns it into a joke(he loooooooves joking about how i make all my characters have big pointy ears and he will not stop mocking me for it). ive even stopped showing my mom and little sister most of my art even though they're usually nice about it(esp my little sister). i do want to grow but i also just want people to say nice things about my art.

[narracotics]

Lil engie and scout comic for today :]

I've never really made a comic before so it's definitely rough around the edges... But I actually had a lotta fun makin this so I count it as a win B)

Also bonus doodle: spy checking (in both senses of the term)

[pensymbols]

ah yes the brook/franky/robin/jimbei polycule also known as the babysitters also known as monkey d luffys biggest enablers

[salt-baby]

I just don't understand people who don't do a COVID test when they get sick

[xxplastic-cubexx]

hey guys! just dropped him to say that charles xavier is a screamer in bed wait what who said that omg!!!

obligatory mention of charles xavier's soundproofed walls is Obligatory

[tonydaddingham]

the thing that is actually making me giddy with the possible angst is that i really think that we are about to see the most monumental shift in not only how we saw these characters but also how they previously saw each other.

the fact that we literally now have confirmation that a) they knew each other before the fall, b) aziraphale has had heart eyes since before time began, and c) crowley... possibly not so much, completely changes the context on not just the eden scene but also all the historic scenes that followed.

aziraphale knew crowley as an angel, and knew even then when crowley was meant to be 'perfect' that crowley was maybe a bit different, always asking questions and toeing the line. maybe out of a bit of bastardy himself, or out of begrudging awe of his ability but also his audacity, or just plain attraction, aziraphale immediate takes to him. but this has meant that aziraphale has placed crowley, perhaps unconsciously, upon a pedestal. and the pedestal that aziraphale puts crowley on from that moment may have wobbled throughout their history together, but it's stayed relatively intact.

this worries me, that aziraphale may not have quite let go of the fact that crowley just isn't that person any more, maybe never was to begin with, and continues in some measure to idolise him. my interpretation of this is that yes, crowley can be a bit of a dick (because, well, obviously) and aziraphale knows this, has done since the beginning, but aziraphale continues to hold crowley to an overall moral ideal that is so firmly ensconced in aziraphale's first perception of him as an angel that crowley will never be able to live up to it. not because he isn't a nice person, or because he can't live up to it, but maybe... he just simply doesn't want to.

but the issue is that throughout the ages (including the job minisode which ive had corrected for me, so Crowley Anger is now simply simmering), crowley's actions have only reinforced to aziraphale that despite being technically a demon, he has a huge heart and is not a horrible person. bit of a bastard, but not cruel. all of this just feeds and feeds into this image of crowley that aziraphale has built of him, and when crowley has his flashes of, in fact, not being honourable or kind, this threatens to upset the pedestal altogether.

these wobbly moments - when he thinks crowley is going to kill the children, when crowley snaps at him in rome, when crowley first proposes the arrangement, the prospect that he came up with the french revolt, the holy water request, the bandstand, "how can someone as clever as you be so stupid?"... moments where just for a second, in a small or huge measure, aziraphale's faith in crowley... flickers.

and of course aziraphale has been here before, right? he's had his faith, his devotion, his loyalty tested to the absolute limit of angelic endurance. so when his faith in heaven (never lost it in god) was obliterated, well - it had to cling to something. something that wouldnt mean that aziraphale has to lose the concept of faith altogether. so we're back to the old standby of idolatry, that aziraphale's heavenly faith is replaced by his faith in crowley, this angel that despite never originally giving aziraphale the time of day, aziraphale cannot see - for all of crowley's faults and bastardy and the frustration he poses - crowley as anything less than something to be worshipped.

this is exactly why i think that one of the main points of s2 is going to be a rift between them both. obviously i haven't talked about crowley's perspective of this and maybe i will in another post, but i do think that crowley is going to do something, a bad thing for the right reasons, but aziraphale isn't going to see it like that. that crowley will do something awful to protect aziraphale, but all aziraphale will be able to see is the betrayal or the cruelty or the despair, he can't see wood for the trees, and just lose that last vestige of faith he had altogether.

i feel like once all the disillusion and disenchantment has been swept away, and they're both laid bare at each other's feet... that they may not quite like what they find. from aziraphale's perspective, that whatever crowley does in s2 might be crossing aziraphale's line in the sand, and now aziraphale is starting to see crowley as someone that is truly grey, fluctuating between doing things that are Good, and things that are Good for Crowley.

and it's not as if aziraphale was blind to this before, but instead now... he kind of finally sees who crowley is? who he has been all along? the film has lifted from his eyes. realises that love and worship are not the same thing. what he loves, who he loves, doesn't equate to worshipping it/them, idolising them. there's a very big difference that echoes down to the very core tenet of who aziraphale is and his experiences with having and losing faith, but love having remained.

so stripped of the pedestal, crowley is now just simply... crowley. a person, not an angel, not a demon. and there is the distinct possibility that aziraphale might be completely blindsided by what he finds.

[odysseys-blood]

im never getting over how belphie just...yoinked beleth's halo. like the artifact says "given" but he very much did not give it 😭

i lowkey think it was to take some of the heat off of beleth for being a fallen angel and to keep others from being too loud about it but still he did it in the most goofy manner possible. (and smthn smthn a crown symbolizing protection for his people and its from the first person he wanted to keep safe personally)

[jehanjoltaires]

Haha wow apparently all it takes to get my inspiration back for writing is a man who activates my praise kink mid battle and a spicy dream

[perilegs]

my sweet little baby man is no longer with us

[eddiebabygirldiaz]

Hello, How's your day going? Do you have any good AU fic recs for Buddie? I'm looking for something where either one or both aren't firefighters. Thank you.

hiya darlin! my day is alright, glad it's friday, thank you for asking <3

and ohhh yes ofc i got some aus for you! aus are my beloved!

first gonna shamelessly rec my own aus: red life might stream again (fantasy au)

to you i'm just a man (to me you're all i am) (first son au)

and then here are some of my faves:

all my shattered oaths by @letmetellyouaboutmyfeels (vampire au)

i want real love baby by @colonoscopys (eddie is a chef and buck is a resident at a hospital)

the trouble with you is by @princessfbi (witness protection au)

i love you (and i like you) by @anxieteandbiscuits (parks and rec au)

you and i'll be safe and sound by @spaceprincessem (hunger games au)

hurt locker by @bvckandeddie (military au)

come love by @colonoscopys (business man buck and guard dog eddie)

push it to the edge [i won't back down] by @spaceprincessem (fast and furious au)

happy little accidents by @like-the-rest-of-la (buck works at a nursery)

more bang for your buck by @prettyboybuckley (buck reviews sex toys)

let me lose myself by @hoodie-buck (step up au)

[kaiserkisser]

can someone nice (!!) please please please adopt me im begging you im requesting you (huge word vomit and vent in tags, pls dont read if u dont want to!! and if you don't want this stuff on this blog PLS lmk!! i dont wanna make anyone uncomfy! )

[ookikufurikabutte]

secret for you all: i don't go by zack anymore. haven't for a long time. but i'm too lazy to change my art tag so idgaf.....

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

"yes im so fine"

*researches whether i can get my hands on ipecac*

[marblerose-rue]

click for better quality!

i dont draw my own characters unless its for a special occasion so drawing noah and cedric is a bit of a treat :]

[itsalwaysdark]

i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is