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aritamargarita · 2 years ago

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ATTITUDE || 016

*makes my return, all the things she said plays in the background, holds up women’s championship* HEYYY GUYS.

AGHGHGHG. that’s basically how i feel about this chapter. there’s a lot going on but at the same time everything is awesome. decided to just put attitude out first smh im already late asf on everything WHY NOT⁉️ i hate tumblr. sorry if this seems short i was scared to even post this bruh

now ik u guys are wondering. some superstars randomly disappeared (coughEDGEcough) but they’ll be back soon lmao..including more superstar appearances like nwo, eddie, all that jazz.

You feel okay.

Like you’re hanging off the edge of a cliff. There is no way to get back up. Your only choice is to fall down.

You’re laying on the floor of the locker room. Nothing could ever replicate the feeling of Raven’s touch. No, nothing could ever replicate his presence.

You’re not even sure if you have the energy to go out for any matches anymore.

The sound of banging at your door doesn’t make you jolt even a little bit. Austin’s voice behind it doesn’t make you move a muscle either.

“Open this damn door!”

You still make no moves, instead tilting your head upward. The room is upside down. But the feeling of blood rushing towards your head feels fantastic.

After a few more minutes of banging, the door eventually comes off its hinges.

Wow. He actually took the door down this time!

You smile seeing not only Austin, but Debra coming into the room. There’s a cameraman right behind them, so you figure you have to play things up a bit.

“The hell’s gotten into ya’?!” He yells. There’s a scowl on his face but it only makes you laugh. “I don’t think this shit is funny...”

“[Name], I’m very concerned about you…” Debra trails off nervously. “You were rude to me earlier and Doctor Smiley said your session went terribly.”

Austin decides to yank you up off of the floor. All you have is a goofy smile on your face. He narrows his eyes at you. “Ya’ got anything to say?”

“I’ve never, ever, felt so alive.” You answer, voice calm and collected. “I think Doctor Smiley’s classes were enlightening. However…I’m sorry, Debra. If we’re being honest, Austin’s the one who started it. It was such a cruel, cruel attack on Raven, who was only participating in the exercise. I feel like Raven did no wrong. I feel like he does no wrong whatsoever.”

For a moment, the other two look at you in confusion, before brushing it off. Debra looks over at Austin and crosses her arms. “Do you have anything to say about this?”

Austin scoffed. “Listen, the guy was gettin’ a little too handsy. You would’ve done somethin’ too.” He doesn’t exactly apologize. “That ain’t the point. Chris Jericho’s my opponent tonight and ya need to get it together before we lose again. Do whatever ya’ can to help me out.”

You nod, the liveliness slowly coming back. “Of course! We won’t lose. There’s no way we’d lose.” For a moment, you feel like you’re back to your mood from earlier tonight. Just full of happiness and excitement to be here.

“Don’t worry, I’m fine. Totally don’t know what got into me. Listen, I’ll distract the referee or something!”

Debra seems fine with your apology, walking over to you with a frown. “Sweetie, let me fix you up a bit..” She tries to fluff your hair with her fingers, then dusts off your shirt a bit. If only she had an iron... “There’s dark circles under your eyes! Did you get any sleep last night?”

You thought you did. You wonder if earlier might’ve………….

“And pull your pants up, you look like Lita.” She points out.

“I’d look cute with Lita’s style though.” You sigh, pulling them up.

“The hell you would.” Austin cuts in. “I’m gonna get changed. Ya’ have 5 minutes to meet me in gorilla. I’m leavin�� if you’re not there.”

“Okay.” You give a thumbs up as he exits the now doorless room.

Debra gave you a small smile. “You can tell me anything, you know.” She says. “It doesn’t make sense for you to be so…you know. What happened after I saw you?”

“I’m just nervous.” You quickly say. “I uh, I keep hearing that I’m going to get a match at Vengeance. I’m not sure how to feel.”

“I see. Don’t let it bother you too much. I’m sure you’ll give whoever you’re going against what’s coming to them. I don’t want you walking around like you don’t have any sense.” Debra comes over one more time to make sure you look presentable.

“I’m frustrated with you two…but all I can ask is that you two try your best.”

Just as she asked, you’ll do your very best.

RAW IS WAR // 8:49 PM

The sound of glass shattering was your cue. You follow right behind Austin, waving to the crowd as you go. You probably weren’t supposed to, but oh well.

Austin quickly gets into the ring and starts attacking Jericho with strikes. You want to hop on the ring apron for a closer look, but instead you stay outside of the ring. Austin irish-whips Jericho into the ropes but the latter clambers out to get some air.

Not for long though. You turn him around and slap him, reminiscent of a couple nights ago. Austin comes out and shoves Jericho into the corner of the steel steps.

He gives him a few chops on the chest and turns towards you. “Hit ‘em!”

You’d be more than happy to! You lick your hand before tearing it back and slapping him across the chest as hard as you could. The crowd sitting nearby winces at the loud sound.

You shake your hand out with a smile and smack him one more time before he falls to the ground in pain.

Austin takes back the reins, pulling Jericho up and slamming him into the guardrail.

That was enlivening! All you can do is laugh. Bringing him pain was the highlight of your night. You hope there’s more opportunities to rough him up.

Back into the ring they go. You’re on the outside, watching ever so carefully. The more you watch them go, the more you take notes. You think Austin’s wrestling style is a bit too hard hitting for you, but it’s still good to learn.

Austin attempts to hit Jericho with a stunner, but the latter reverses and tries hitting him with his own stunner. It fails, and Austin takes him down with a double leg sweep.

You jump for joy as Austin starts twisting him over into the Walls of Jericho. This is fantastic! Your partner has been on fire all night! He didn’t even need your help right now.

But alas, the moment is short lived as Jericho reaches over to the ropes, grabbing it and causing the referee to make Austin drop the hold.

Jericho was holding onto that bottom rope for dear life, so you come over and smack his hands. “Let go of the ropes!”

Austin stomps on his back and you take a step away. You could hear someone from the crowd call your name, so you turn on your heel to face them.

The girl from the crowd seems star struck, but nervously waves at you. You wave back. It wasn’t over, the girl ushers you to come closer.

She raises her voice so you can hear her. “D-Do you think you’ll get the Women’s Championship?”

That was a good question.

“I don’t know! You think I should go for it?” You have a big smile on your face, one that makes her feel more relaxed. “What’s wrong with Trish and the Championship?”

“I don’t really like Trish….” She admits. “I think you’re just the coolest! You’re awesome! Oh, hey, do you have a crush on Jeff Hardy?!”

It’s the nicest thing you’ve heard all night from a fan. “Thank you!” You exclaim. “Listen, Trish is a good champion though!” You’re not sure how to reply to the Jeff comment, after all, Raven is your one and only! “Mmm, I’m not sure.”

Jericho is getting the better of Austin in the ring. This time, he tries pulling him into the Walls of Jericho as revenge for earlier.

Turning your attention back to the ring, you felt scared. You hope he doesn’t tap out. Just incase, you hop onto the ring apron in an attempt to get the referee’s attention.

“Hey!” You call, giving a wave. “Over here!” You make a fuss long enough for Austin to crawl over to the ropes and grab it. Once you notice he’s got it, you jump off. The referee yells at Jericho to release his hold.

He does, dragging Austin to the center of the ring and tries to put him in the submission again. Luckily, Austin kicks him right in his face.

Jericho staggers for a moment, but gives the finger to Austin as he’s still down on the mat. He instead runs over to the ropes and jumps off to try and give him a moonsault, but Austin rolls out of the way and Jericho lands on his feet.

Austin recovers much to your relief, and before you knew it, he hits the stunner on Jericho. Just like that, you hear the crowd scream “1, 2, 3!”

The match was over!

You’re almost brought to tears. Even commentary refers to this win as something you’ve both needed. You roll into the ring, excitedly jumping up and down before holding your hands up.

Austin hesitates for a minute, unsure with what you were doing at first, but gives you a high five with both hands once he realizes. He then walks over to the side and catches two beers that were thrown at him.

He cracks one open and tosses another to you. You crack it open with ease. Now, you weren’t a big beer drinker, but the swig you took was the sweet taste of victory.

This is a night that we all deserve!

RAW IS WAR // 9:01 PM

“That was awesome!” You yell, turning over to Austin. The camera pans over to you. “You won! No, we really won! I mean, when you hit that stunner, it was like BAM! Jericho didn’t even know what was coming to him! He tried it, then you got back at him! Like ugh!!!!”

Austin gives you a smile, a genuine one. He finishes his last bit of beer. “Hell yeah we did.”

Debra claps her hands for you two. “You two were wonderful tonight. Congratulations!”

“I say we go to McDonald’s!” You recommend. “In celebration! I can drive!” As you head down the hallway, you stop suddenly stop in your tracks.

“Ohhh my god.” You mutter, hitting Austin’s shoulder. “OHH MY GOD!!”

“What’s the problem??” He yanked away from you, a confused look on his face.

“Look! Down the hallway!!” You point. “That’s Bret fucking Hart!” You were completely starstruck, hell, completely in awe. The crowd too, popping for the mention of his name. “Oh my god.” You wanted an autograph. You wanted an autograph bad. Really bad.

Austin doesn’t even know what to say at first. For the first time in a while, he’s speechless. All he can do is laugh. “Ya’ serious?”

Debra gasps. “Oh my! We are in Canada after all, no wonder he’s hanging around. I can’t remember the last time I saw him…”

You’re still freaking out. “Holy shit. I think going to faint. It’s really him!”

The Rattlesnake realizes that you are indeed serious. He points a finger towards the Hitman. “You’re a fan of him? …Debra, you seein’ this shit?”

Debra hits his shoulder lightly. “Let the girl have this. He’s a good wrestler! Good man, too.” Austin crosses his arms and she threw her hands up in defense. “What? I’m just saying.”

He scoffed. “I’m your husband, god damnit.”

“I’ve seen a lot of your matches with him! In Your House was my favorite one!” You hoped you looked good, instinctively straightening out your shirt. It’s safe to say you’ve always had a TINY crush on Bret Hart.

Just a tiny one. He’s very inspiring!

“I really want to go say hi.” You say.

“Go ahead.” Debra lightly pushes you. “We’ll wait for you right here.”

Austin looks like he’s going through all five stages of grief in one fell swoop. “I need to take a blood pressure test. Debra, where’s the cuff link?”

The woman rolls her eyes at him, but you take a deep breath and head towards Bret. You need to hype yourself up. Make it seem like you’re really cool. You take a deep breath as the camera follows you over to his spot.

“Hi…!” You wave.

He turns around curiously, giving you a warm smile at the sight of you. You’re feeling lightheaded, good god. “Hey, how are you? Do I know you?”

“I’m greood! I mean, I’m great, good!” You inwardly curse at yourself for mushing your words together. You were nervous as hell. “No, you don’t know me. I’m [Name], a WWF wrestler. But I know you! You’re Bret Hart, and I’m a really big fan.”

“Really now?” He grins. “You’re really a fan? “Now that I think about it, I may have saw one of your matches as I was watching Raw. If you’re who I think you are, you’ve got some spunk to you.”

“Thanks! Stone Cold Steve Austin said the same thing to me, actually.” You say. “I’m like, his supporter or something. I’m just here.”

“He’s right.” He confirmed. “I think you’re a star in the making. You keep up the good work, you’ll win a title in no time.”

“I really want to. Gonna do the best I can with what I got for now.” It makes you think back to what that fan said. If you went for a title, you’d sure that she’d be elated. “I totally didn’t know you were going to be here! I-I mean I know we’re in Canada but oh my god. Are you wrestling tonight?”

“Don’t plan to. Maybe a promo or two.” Bret says. “I’m taking a bit of a break from wrestling, waiting for the right time to lace up my boots again.”

“Totally understandable.”

It’s quiet between you two before he puts a hand in his pocket, sliding out a pink pair of glasses. “Hey, I don’t suppose a big fan of mine would enjoy a souvenir?”

Was he going to give those glasses to you??? You look at him eagerly. Fuck yes, you’d enjoy a souvenir! “I don’t have a pen on me though.” You say. Even if he couldn’t sign it, you were just thrilled to even get something from him.

“That’s fine. If anyone asks, you can just tell them talk to me.” He reassured, sliding them on your face.

The clicking of heels makes you look over with a smile. Debra’s rushing over to you two with a disposable camera. “How cute! C’mon, let me get a picture. For the memories!”

“Can I get a hug?” You blurt out.

Bret nods. “Bring it in.” He puts his arms around you and you feel like you’ve just accomplished all your goals. That’s it.

….You’re keeping that picture for the rest of your life.

RAW IS WAR // 9:05 PM

“Looking sharp!”

Your compliment makes RVD turn around, shooting you finger guns at the same time. He had his Hardcore Championship around his arms, completely drenched in sweat from his match.

You were going to give him a hug, but he was a little too sweaty for your taste. “You need a towel?”

“Two, probably.” He nods. There are quite a few sitting on a makeup vanity nearby, so you grab two and hand it over as requested.

Seeing him with one title confused you. “You won? Where’s that European title?”

“Yup. They changed the rules a little…Christian didn’t lose his title. I didn’t lose mine either.”

“That’s confusing.” You didn’t get why. Well, if they didn’t want to change it, they didn’t want to change it, oh well. “Whatever. Congratulations!” You cheer.

Again, you’d hug him, but you didn’t feel like changing at the moment. He’s still kinda sweaty!

“Thanks.” He holds his hand up for a high five, and you’re willing to give him one. Woohoo! Hopefully you’d be able to talk to him later. If there’s any tag team match, you’d definitely want him as your partner again.

A couple of minutes later, you find yourself back in gorilla awaiting Trish and The Rock. You were a little earlier than expected, so the Women’s Champion arriving first wasn’t a shocker.

“[Name], you’re early!” Trish chimes. “I’m glad you’re here though. I’m really scared. I hope we can win tonight.”

“I told you, I’ll be here to help! I’ll make it end in disqualification if I have to.” You reassure, taking her hand into yours. “Mr. McMahon is going to get what’s coming to him, I promise. I think his little club is disgusting and he needs a taste of his own medicine……Trish?”

“Yeah?”

“…I’m gonna kick our boss in the nuts.”

Trish couldn’t even respond before she fell into a fit of laughter. “No! Don’t do that. Actually, you’re more than welcome to. You wouldn’t believe the things he’s made me do. Bark like a dog…embarrassed me by dumping guck onto me with Stephanie and William Regal…”

“Don’t even get me started on Stephanie.” You groan. “She’s a witch.” You were lucky enough to have not seen her after your match. “Maybe Chris Jericho was onto something. I mean, bottom feeding trashbag hoe….what a choice of words.”

“You know, you two would be an unstoppable duo if you two became friends.” Trish points out. “I think it’d really work out!”

“Over my dead body. I’m not becoming friends with that egotistic self-absorbed asshole.” You roll your eyes, letting go of her hand.

Trish relents, letting out a sharp breath of air. “..Oookay! Maybe you guys should have a promo going back and forth….”

“You ladies look like you’re having a good time.”

The voice of The Rock makes you look over. You easily give a thumbs up. “Absolutely! Hello, Rocky!”

“….” He doesn’t know how to feel about your little nickname, but goes with it anyway. “Hey. Heard you were on our side tonight. The Rock appreciates that.”

It’s kinda weird to hear him talk in third person, but you roll with it too.

“Of course! I was just telling Trish that Mr. McMahon was gonna get what’s coming to him. You’re gonna win!”

And if luck is on your side, tonight would still be your night.

YAHHH READER GETTIN IN THE MIX! IF THIS POSTED.. WOOHOO!!! split it up again im sorry but this really was just a test run, sorry if it’s a little all over the place grrr.

anyone down for a battle of words with jericho? im sorry but reader would eat him up so quickly

to make it better. i give you more raven in the next bit. and this time i will elaborate on why triple h gave reader lingerie LMAO

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jewish-elphaba · 2 years ago

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explain ~newsies~ pls

*kissing you on the mouth /p*

also I've listened to audios of newsies so much that I have most of the show memorized :p (thanks mike faist)

also im warning you this is super long so um yeah i’ll do a part two for the second act just send me another ask lmao

the show opens with a killer overture like I swear that shit fucks SO hard. and then crutchie gets up and tries to go downstairs (they're on top of the newsies lodging house) and jack is like bro. slow your roll. it is the buttcrack of dawn. and crutchie's like but jeck I wanna look strong so I don't get thrown in the refuge. and then he almost dies bc he falls down the ladder.

and then jack is like slow down and look around. guess what. I'm going to move to santa fe, and all my problems will be solved. if you come with me, all your problems will be solved.

ok so now it's ~actually~ time to wake up.

albert: I had the most amazing dream; my lips are still tingling!

race: a pretty girl??

al (gay gay gay): a leg of lamb *snatches cigar*

race: hEY thats My cigAr

and then all the newsies sing a nd dance about how they are newsies and they sell newspapers and sometimes it's hot and sometimes it's cold and sometimes it rains and sometimes it's very hard. and then they see the headline for the day and it's the trolley strike for the third week in a row. which is. boring. also jack tries to flirt with a girl on the street and fucking crahses and burns lmao

then all the newsies make fun of weisel and then a new kid rolls up wait sorry what did you say? oh, woops, sorry, he’s new too :)

lo and behold, its davey and les jacobs! davey asks for 20 newspapers, but oscar accidentally only gives him 19 on account of he can’t count to twenty with his shoes on. then jack offers to buy him more papes and davey goes I am NOT a fucking charity case. oh and also they become selling partners and then they do the spit handshake thing and davey’s gay ass is like “thats d i s g u s t i n g”

SCENE CHANGE!!!!!

pulitzer is losing money bc the headline fucking sucks and so he’s like, ok business assossiate, token female, and queer coded hairdresser, how can we sell more papers. and when none of them get the answer right, he reveals that the best way to do it is to ✨exploit the children✨ so they raise the newsies’ paper price by ten cents, which is a Lot. and he has the audacity to say that they’ll thank him.

ok we’re back to the newsies nwo and david is trying to sell a pape and he is Not Good At It. so jack grabs it and just fucking lies about the headline and sells the paper. and then les also sells a pape by pretending to be a poor orphan boy and being cute and shit (oh btw hes nine (almost ten) did i mention that?) and then they’re like jack do you wanna come eat with us and our parents? our dad got fired bc he got hit by a car, and this is exposition! adn jack is like oh um no thanks i got a date with a guy (in a totally straight not bisexual way ofc) adn les sees a spooky man and goes IS THAT HIM!? and the answer is nO

so they run away from spooky man and wind up at a theater, and then they exploit the new kid trope to give exposition to the viewers that that was sneider the spider, and he runs a jail for underage kids called the Refuge, and for every kid he nabs, he gets money straight to his pocket. woooo new kid trope

and then medda larkin arrives and is like i spy with my little eye a bunch of fucking children get the fuck out and then jack is like even me??? and she goes Oh. nvm. sorry love.take your time. also, thank you for painting very pretty picture i am saying this because the author needs a way to introduce you as an artist who paints backdrops for me <3 and then she sings a song about how shes so rich that whatever she touches rises (thats a dick joke by the way) and jack goes up to watch from a private box.

so he gets to the private box and there is someone in there and its the girl he failed at flirting with earlier and she’s like ...what the hot and crispy fried fuck are you doing in my private box you bitchboy i am a reporter who is doing reporting things and i am Not in the habit of speaking with strangers. and jack is like then why the fuck are you a reporter. and then he draws her on a newspaper while he sings a very bisexual song about love at first sight, and then he leaves the pape in the box and splits.

ok so it’s the very next day and oh good lord look at the new newsies price

so the newsies are like ya no that aint gonna fly and so jack is like lets do something! and davey goes oh shit you mean a strike? and jack is like fuck dude what an idea lets have a strike and davey’s like WOAH WOAH WOAH I SAID LIKE A STRIKE WE ARE NOT FUCKING GOING ON STRIKE. also you’re not a union :p

davey: you arent a union

jack: waht if i says we is

davey: you need to do things to be a union. you need a membership

the rest of the newsies: so are we fucking chopped liver?

davey: well you also need leaders n shit

crutchie: jack said gather round and everyone listened. do you know what it takes to get finch to listen to instructions?

davey: umm. how about a statement of purpose

jack: guess fucking what. if your dad had a union, he would still be employed

davey: oh shit your right. guess we’re a union now

okokok so now they’re a union and they sing a song about how they will make the world (hehe get it bc the planet and also the newspaper lmao) know that they are not taking any of this bullshit and there’s a whole thing about not having hats but they literally. all have hats. so umm. yeah.

ok so they’re now at jacobis for water and jewish representation and they’re like ok now we gotta spread the word. and it turns out that everyone is afraid of brooklyn bc spot conlon. so jack is like ok me and davey will do it and davey is like tf we are and then girl from before is back and is like why tf are yall afraid of brooklyn. and its because they are all homosexual for the brooklyn newsies. and because its the third largest city in the world. and she’s like okie dokie. so.

reporter girl: i’m a reporter. may i pplease... report you???

all of the newsies: no we want a man

reporter girl: there is not a man on this earth who is going to give a fuck about this rn so take what you can get.

newsies:

reporter girl: pwease :3

newsies: ok cool

and then the newsies leave and jack and the girl stick around for a sec and jeck is like what even is your name bro and she goes I'm katherine. plumber (?). and he's like you do not sound too sure of that miss girl and she's like its my pen name. you'll need that information later in the story *wink* and jack is like ok. write it good. :) and then kath has like a whole as breakdown where she's like this kid is a fucking tool but I gotta write it good.

ok so it's the next day and none of the other newsies are showing up to the strike bc brooklyn wants to wait until the manhattan newsies have proven they won't be scared cats. but they still do the strike, and they get the scabs to do it too. and then kathy gets a really nice picture, and then the police show up and fucking demolish them. and they get crutchie and drag him off to the refuge :((( and then jack makes it back to the lodging house and he's so fucking pissed and he sings about santa fe and how he deserves better (he does fyi)

okie dokie I think it's pretty clear I am incapable of being normal about newsies, so I'll do a part 2 if you like :) for now tho, this is really fucking long...

#moth explains a musical #newsies

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star-ocean-peahen · 2 years ago

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babe. that sounds HORRIFIC oh my god please go see a doctor

if it helps, I have some minor scoliosis that is sorta self corrected but its still shaped like an S and I cant really change that, so I have to deal with the compression in my sides. Physical therapy only helps so much for the pain, but its sorta supposed to stop it from getting worse. I cant be sure if you have scoliosis, but theres a test you can ask your chiropractor to do, sometimes the school nurse does it, that involves bending to touch your toes, knees locked, and they usually watch for one shoulder being held higher over the other, if that makes sense. Chiropractors dont really like working on patients with scoliosis, since it can be a liability for them and they dont wanna make you worse, but they can definitely point you in the right direction. Even if you dont have scoliosis, if you have concerns, its always better to be safe than sorry.

I cant really be much help with managing pain through meds, but if you are suffering, take them. I'd be careful of how much tylenol you take tho, something about the liver. Other than that, I'd try hot baths and epsom salts, they really help (i really like the lavender scented kind) and heating pads are a must. I've heard ice be used to help, but it's only made my muscles tighten up and spasm more, but it might be worth a try. I'd also recommend a bunch of anti-inflamitory foods and soothing teas. I really like the sleepytimes for when its late but youre still in Awake Mode- most times, not sleeping just makes the pain worse. I really like the honey-lemon and mint ones. It might sound redundant, but they're caffeine free too

sorry for the blocks of text just. please protect you back, it sounds awful </3

You know I started reading this and tried to think of ways to say it's not really that bad but then i thought harder and realized it actually is that bad hh

anyway im just sitting here holding this ask like mmhh?? its so sweet and kind??

i just—this is so nice thank you so much

uhm okay about the actual things you said: I was starting to develop scoliosis a few years ago (hereditary) and I was just exhausted all the time so I was slouching constantly and messing up my back, but I believe the scoliosis at least was rectified by chiropractic work before it could become a problem.

The exhaustion thing has continued though, which means it's really hard to break my body out of the habit of slouching (tho ive been doing WAY better with that nwo) and build up the muscles I need to keep myself upright.

It's never been this bad before, but I'm realizing now that it's been.....pretty bad and I've just been ignoring it and got used to it, so I think you're right and I need to do something about it <3

ohno just now realizing how my strategy for taking care of myself is 'ignore it until it can't be ignored anymore' and while that may be necessary due to circumstance it most certainly is not healthy well good thing i actually have an appointment with my doctor on friday

Your paragraph with the advice is genuinely.......really nice to read for some reason? Like it feels like a warm hug. and mmmm lavender scented epsom salts that sounds absolutely lovely.

also TEA BUDDIES I LOVE MINT TEA AND LEMON-HONEY

#i think ill start with floor time #and maybe there'll be time to have an epsom salt bath later? that sounds like heaven honestly.#also i kinda really want to have a late night tea party with you #and im sorry to hear you deal with this too :( it really sucks #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhh for real though i think this is actually changing the way i think about being in pain #i didnt even realize #thank you so much <3333333333333333333333333333 #spam in the slammer #lassie's askies #nice things to remember

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tillman · 7 years ago

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cant sleep im thinking about how much i love my comfort characters

#ffffffffcuk........#mostly the bolded ones i just #theyre all so perfect and i just love them so fucking much #polnareff is my actual fucking dad i love him so fuciking much and all i want to do is give him a big hug and take a nap with him and im cry #ing in the club right nwo #josuke is.. a horrible little gremlin but im going to kiss his face and just........ hug #hes so soft.#Koichi is perfect in Every way hes a goode boy and i love and appreciate him #REIMI IS A BLESSING we dont deserve her shes so perfect and amazing and strong and i need her to hug me and tell me everything will be ok #uhhhhhHHHHHH all of brunos gang?? my family. i would die for them #gio is a good boy and i will always have his back #trish is my fucking Wife i love her #bruno and abba are my shitty gang dads and theyre amazing and perfect #NARANCIA is my BRO i love him hes a good kid #fugo is stinky but hes so good and he needs a hug and i will give it to him #FUCKING DIEGO i love my son so much #aND JOHNNY AND GYRO! AND HP #Fuck theyre all good kids op #none of them deserved that ??? hey??? they didnt i hope you know this #blackmore is my fucking son hes so good i trust him with my life #others i love: uhh jobin.... doppio! im biased with magne #LIKE #everyone from part 5 and 7 and 4 i lov ethem all so much ok

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elvearryn · 3 years ago

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oh ymy god wait it jsut?#$? realized. orh eokok so SO. i have. things. and those THINGS are liek. in ym head.a nd they're not physical btu they're there rightT?wd right. so. i didnt. mena to. it ahppened. it was. susper duper ufkcign impulsieve. abecause i had a thoguht. and then. i did the thought. because i was. i had to rihgt. and i dont knwo if it worked.dd. ?wr/ and dnow. NWO. the other day i was leik fufufcfk because i proocessed. myym stuff.a nd then i. instead of. kynow doing somethingf gi. rran. and i jwas like aaa. and then. i also ahd things ot give you. but leikewd. i dont knwo. WHAT im goodoing doing. doing . yeas so eeven. if i. want.d but then. then if i so sutff an if i waaanttt to explain it to you but i cant because. maybee if . i cleaned uop. my. new main. ahtta i made. afetr. being adisatrous. maybe MAYBE. it woudln. but then im also. i cant. becuase. fo rreloziatons and yoyur'e going to hate me ebecsus i lost them alalsl. i was going to. and hten teyre. i relalyl ddint thinks some things trhrough and now now theye'reGONE. nadn its s so bad because now its not before and dbefore and then now now is now and not before whichc is whwyy i cant so/s but i dont wanna be leikt that abut tis happenenign and im its happrninging

Indigo this method is stupid, talk to me properly, you have my Pinterest, I can't help like this, and I feel bad about posting this publicly but I need to talk to you, please just this once listen to me, it's going to be okay but I need you to actually talk to me about this, I'm worried about you and I can't just let this go, so please talk to me properly, I'll be here, or I'll be there, and I understand that you're in a bit of a mess right now, it's going to be alright- just talk to me, I know it's hard but I think you can do it I want to help, and I could never hate you

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harrv · 7 years ago

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92 truths tag:

rules: say 92 truths about yourself and when you’re done tag people

thanks @aiienharry ! i missed doing these tagging stuff

LAST:

Drink: water

Phone call: my dad

Message: my best friend @nosuchblue

Song you listened to: my my my by tryoe sivan

Time you cried: uhh last night

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: haven’t dated

Been cheated on: no

Kissed someone and regretted it: haven’t been kissed

Lost someone special: no

Been depressed: yeah

Been drunk and thrown up: no

IN THE PAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: yes!!

Fallen out of love: no

Laughed until you cried: yes

Met someone who changed you: probably

Found out who your true friends are: yeah

Found out someone was talking about you: idk rly

GENERAL:

How many people on tumblr do you know in real life?: no one

Do you have any pets?: no :(

Do you want to change your name?: yeah (just did here in tumblr)

What time did you wake up this morning: 5:30 am

What were you doing last night: studying (barely) and finishing my prompt for 24doh (mostly) and. crying lol

Name something you cannot wait for: real irl friends that will put up with me in the long run lmao

Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?: never omg

What’s getting on your nerves right now: uh i have to wash the fuckin dishes bc no one else would (i live alone)

Blood type: o+

Relationship status: single

Zodiac sign: taurus

Pronouns: she/her

Favourite show: uh stranger things? thats the only show ive actually watched (jk i just rly adore st)

College: im . still in high school

Hair color: black

Do you have a crush on someone: no

What do you like about yourself: uh not depending to other ppl i guess

FIRSTS:

First surgery: never

First piercing: my ears when i was an infant (its tradition)

First sport you joined: badminton????????? ive never been a physical kid

First vacation: uh what does this mean ,,ive been to a couple of beaches yes

First pair of sneakers: idk?

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: nothing

Drinking: nothing

I’m about to: wash the dishes fuck

Listening to: nothing

Want kids: yes!!!!!!

Get married: big fukincg yes

Career: uhh I’m in highschollc

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: lips

Hugs or kisses: both

Shorter or taller: idk

Older or younger: idk

Romantic or spontaneous: both

Sensitive or loud: uh both

Hook up or relationship: relationship bc im a monogamous biatch

Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: no

Drank hard liquor: no

Lost contacts/glasses: no

Sex on first date: no

Broken someone’s heart: maybe? idk where she is nwo

Been arrested: no

Turned someone down: idk? maybe no

Fallen for a friend: kinda uh yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE:

In yourself: i like to think i do

Miracles: yes

Love at first sight: no

Heaven: yes

tagging: @nosuchblue @delicateharry @harrystyle @harryftdua @rainbowsboa @babeharrie and uh idk

#two tag memes in a day??? me??? doing that??? past me wont allow it #hennyways!!#thank u zee #tag meme

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youneedtruth · 6 years ago

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Okay people listen up most of you know that im bisexual some of you newer followers do not, I just want to make one thing clear the LGBTQ + community does not condone pedophiles and has actually stood against them, that being said the "P" in LGBTQ+ does not stand for Pedophile but instead stands for Pansexual don't mix the terms up two tottaly different meanings one is completely fucked up the other is rational! Thank you for your time just keep fighting this pedophilia will never be normalized as I am alive! ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: 👇Follow My Partners:👇 ➡@deafphoenician⬅ ➡@conspiracy_vegan⬅ ➡@finxerunt⬅ ➡@letsraiseawareness⬅ ➡@anonymous_us28⬅ ➡@awakened__mind__⬅ 🌍HashTags Below🌏 #Anon_family #newworldorder #illuminati #bilderberg #rothschild #nwo #Indonesia #wakeup #freedom #anon #anonymous #anarchy #policebrutality #revolution #palestine #awakened #boycottisrael #syrianrefugees #freenetnutrality #fcc #conspiracyfiles #youneedtruth #freegaza #NoDAPL #freepalestine #LGBTQ #rights #freesyria ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::

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kutee-boutique-fan-blog · 7 years ago

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Everything u said was on point. about the RFID chips and EVERYTHING NWO the chips already out they making it mandatory next year for 2017. god revealed so much to me just by flipping my bible open its not meant for alot of people because alot are not open minded . its ok to sound crazy sometimes because the crazy ones always check twice and were always right . the lost ones are like animals who know of nothing . those will be screaming for a second chance. god showed me that no crying or begging will take u out of this place he will not let people who denyed him in his kingdom .

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He knows im scared but he told me have no fear. for I am always with you ! time is running out, idk about you confused ones but I know the truth im going with the lord. these fallen angels are waiting for an anti christ to come that what this whole video is about . waiting for a hybrid to be born . becaeful what u watch ! Christina Lo why is it so hard to do research and then come back and then makes sense nobody would ever have to be debating back and forth the way we are doing if you just know and back up what you’re saying because everything that I’m saying it’s all backed up there’s nothing more to say now you know what to do.

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Hanna Brock how sad that u th I need so, I will keep u in prayer that u come to ur knees even way b4 he gets here to save u from Eternal Fire! Phil Winkler and calling her a satanist is gunna get u saved?? you might wanna talk with god about that maybe he will tell u a few things about your self . Back Off I Have A Crazy Portuguese Avo And I’m Not Afraid Shirt. fix yourself up before telling someone elseyou dont know about, about themselfs! He comes to rob steal and detroy people need to open their eyes and really see whats happening with the music as well as understanding the message’s.

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gabewrestling1986-blog · 8 years ago

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The Most Unexpected Heel Turn Then but What About and Now?

When Hulk Hogan went from WWF to WCW he did what is called the worst backstabbing moments in wrestling.

Back then when wrestling was just starting it’s media and sports entertainment new face, the way to stardom to be precise, Hulk was the golden standard and not only that, was the face recognized not only in America but globally. I remember being 7 years old living in Costa Rica seeing news and watching a movie with a huge bald-bold guy who kinda reminded me of Arnold (size wise..) and not knowing anything about him nor this thing called wrestling but it reached me when I wasn’t aware of this wonderful world that is wrestling and sports and entertainment.

The fact that Hogan went from WWF to WCW was enough of a back stabbing for wrestling fans but when he joined NWO created caos all over the wrestling world and more and not just WCW or WWF. But that was it. Kids crying, grown man and women angry and not understanding and always throwing garbage at the ring.

It was a great change business wise because here you have the greatest of all time (at the time) saying screw you! screw all of you, screw WWF, screw Vince, screw wrestling and the fans Im joining the NWO. And the rest is history and you can watch it at the WWE Network on demand any time.

Then, the Austins and Rocks and Takers took they’re rightful place and took wrestling to a completely different level with multiple heel and face turns but they’re not the subject today are they now?

But what about the greatest star in wrestling now?

Even if Vince wanted to do the heel turn on John the decision wouldn’t be a smart one. The attention that John has gravitating towards him do to mostly kids, make a wish and doing media all over the US and globally quite frankly would change completely. To make John a heel he will have to be full time wrestler and with he’s schedule he can’t right now. If you have the network or follow wwe on social media platforms you’ll be able to see that most superstars do radio shows and local television when they go do different states but you never heat about John Cena doing local radio unless is before a huge PPV o Wrestlemania. Because John really is “The Face That Runs The Place“ and thanks to the incredible amount of time that he spends doing media takes 100% of he’s schedule.

If John was to do a heel turn it would be close to the end of his career and we still have a good 10 to 15 years for him to continue on WWE, clearly not as a full timer but the brand that John has become goes beyond what Hulk Hogan did in the past. Acting wise they aren’t very good nor will ever get to the level that Dwayne reached but John is reaching levels of recognition close to the beginnings of Dwayne’s acting career.

I would love to see John go heel for many reasons. #1 it will give people a real reason to hate him and not just because he’s been the golden standard in WWE for over 10 years and has earned everything by doing everything. #2 the ruthless aggression statement when he debuted against Kurt Angle was great. That’s the Hell John I want to see. During the time he was actually a heel he didn’t actually utilized the tools correctly even as it was funny and entertaining.

My money is in 5 years to see John do what Hogan, Austin and Rock did and provably do it better than all of them. Why? Because he already has the hate form the wwe universe.

Wrestling fam don’t hate me too. I wish you the best today and the rest of the week, year and your life’s.

As always thank you and let me know in the comments below what you like and didn’t like. I would love to have a wrestling chat with all of you fam.

Peace..

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