#and im a bitch for not wanting to get out of bed

[anetrazduckwalk]

BE QUIET - SEVIKA

Modern AU

Badly written smut lol

MEN DNI

Sevika and I were in our room getting ready for the club, the gang are going to some club, so were all busy with ourselves. I'm really focusing on me and getting what i need to get done, but Sevika’s huffing and puffing about the littlest of things and Rans' is not here to listen to it. My makeup is done, my outfit is picked out, and i'm doing my hair at the moment when Sevika brings her B.S. in the bathroom. This Bitch..

Sevika starts putting on her eyeliner and shes not even just doing it mad silently, she's slamming down her stuff and side eyeing me like i'm the one that she was mad at.

"Sevika, what the fuck is your problem?" I asked her straight up because this attitude wasn't gonna cut it today, and i was feeling bold today. Instantly regretted that real quick, the glare Sevika sent me through the mirror almost burnt a hole through my soul and i quickly broke eye contact. "I don't know if you’re just stupid or have a death wish, Y/N, say it again real slow this time,"

Well shit, today's the day i die. I looked back up at her through the mirror and saw she was still looking at me, but now ready to snatch me up. My gaze shifted to her actual figure and not just an image of her reflection, taking in every detail about her, I felt bad for snapping. This was my fiancée and i sitting here, yelling, getting frustrated with her, instead of comforting and understanding where shes coming from.

"Im sorry, I didn't meant to snap at you, it's been a rough day." Only thing left to do was apologize when i realized my wrongs.. WRONG. Now she doesn't look like she wants to kill me, instead shes moving closer to me and she pressed me against the bathroom sink. Sevika was about to say something before Lock knocked on the room door, Sevika huffed and looked down at me, "This only just made it ten times worse for you." That scared me a little bit more than I think she intended, Sevika walked out of the bathroom and went to go answer the door, meanwhile I tried to finish my hair while quite literally freaking out over what i had just gotten myself into.

This could've just been a fun lit night and my dumbass is gonna start something, something I cant even really handle because what I look like fighting my fiancé. Lock and Sevika are now in the room talking about outfits and what Silco’s game plane is for the night. Took me about twenty minutes to finishes my hair, walking out of the bathroom, I grabbed my outfit laying on the bed. Lock bald ass not even really paying attention and is busy talking about Deckard, when i turn around to go back and change in the bathroom, Sevika lets her hand linger on my hip and butt for as long as I was close to her.

Sevika POV

Were in the van on our way to the club and Ran is on my right talking to me about how this experience feels for her, Y/N is on my left and for a moment I forgot about how annoyed I was at her because of how good she looked. My baby knows how to dress, if we weren't fighting i would've dressed my babygirl myself. Y/N is like a little doll I can spoil and look at.

She's all quiet to herself and in her phone, I see the long face bitch Thieram staring at her, and I'm trying to figure out if he is looking for a problem. It seems like I keep getting cut off from my thoughts because Ran asked me something about the club and distracted me. I forgot about it Thieram after that but if he still needs that he cant get that.

We pull up to the club and we make it inside. Every body is dancing to the songs and vibing, some top single booming in the speakers, i didn't care for any of the top new music. So i stood of to the side vibing, until I noticed Y/N’s friendly ass made her way by Thieram and Lock, this girl just knows how to get under my skin. Im used to being treated like her god and i'm not going for this today,

"Y/N."

I didn't scream her name, but i did yell it over the music, so she could bring her ass back where she belongs. Y/N quickly turning around and makes her way to my side, immediately slinging her arm around my waist and resting her head on my chest, looking up at me. Her soft eyes melted my heart a little and I couldn't help but play with her hair and scratch her scalp a little. "If you were this cute all the time, I wouldn't have to F*ck you up," Y/N giggled and kissing my cheek, "I try to be, but you're always so mean to me" She whispered in my ear then pulled back and pouted at me, we had only been there for an hour and it seemed like she was drunk.

Y/N POV

Y'all, Im fucked up. Soon as we got there I started taking all these shots and now it's getting harder and harder to resist Sevika. She's talking to me about how she doesn't like being mean to me but i'm not hearing none of it, the liquor got her looking so damn good. When she's talking I think she realized I wasn't listening when i was just staring at her, while biting my lip.

"Sevika.."

I breathily moaned in her ear, becoming briefly unaware of our surroundings, she started to kiss down my neck and behind my ear. Its baddie baddie shot o'clock, but i'm really not trying to hear all that, we move further to the back of the club, while the gang takes shots. "Be quiet for me tonight, mkay?" Sevika said before resuming what we were previously doing.

Sevika POV

I'm behind Y/N as we're making our way up the stairs to our room, as soon as she pushes the door open and i'm in behind her, the door is shut and locked. When i turn back around from locking it, shes standing at the dresser taking off her jewelry. This makes me go and stand behind her, kissing her shoulder as I slide off her outfit with haste. As soon as she's stripped to nothing, my hand snakes down between her thighs and i slip two fingers into her, "Oh wow, they just went right in, how long have you been thinking about this? Little whore all wet for me? hm?" I chuckled out as I wasted no time going faster, even though I waited all night for this, the night took forever to end and Im tired.

My hand grips at Y/N hair and pushes her onto the bed, now bent over the bed, dripping on display just for me.

Y/N POV

I feel her fingers enter me again and start at an intense pace, my mouth cannot control itself and and I start moaning out, forgetting I'm in the house with all of these other people just waiting to start trouble. Sevika’s free hand comes up to my mouth and covers it while never stopping her other hand,"What did i say? Be quiet"

Her voice made me whimper into her hand and try to silence my noises better, the pleasure was getting to much. My hand grabbed onto Sevikas hand and squeezed to let her know i was getting closer, she took the hint and started kissing my sweet spot which quickly sent me over the edge and covering her hand in sticky honey. Sevika licked up her hand and as i thought she was going to get stuff to wind down with, all of a sudden I feel a hard tip pressed against me. Sevika was behind me and before I could ever ask anything, she was pushing in and out of me slowly, my hand went to press against her stomach and push her back "Its okay, im gonna be nice and gentle with you."

My eyes closed and my mouth slightly dropped open in pleasure, sweet sounds coming from my mouth before covered by Sevika hand again, not wanting to get us caught by anybody right next door. Suddenly her speed rapidly increased, causing my eyes so open and Sevikas attempt at muffling the sounds was failing by the second. With her forceful and quick strokes, my hand grasped at the sheets quickly approaching my release, then sevika just pulls out and starts taking it off.

“Girl what? what are you doing?”

She about to pmo. Sevika moved up the bed and lays at the head of the bed and pats in between her legs, I crawl my way up between them and become aware of the numbness in certain parts of my body. She grabs me by my hair and kisses me, the kiss is drunk and sloppy. My hands run down her body and settle on her boobs, squeezing them, Sevika had pressed the dildo between my legs and slowly started pushing it in during the kiss. After it was in there for a while, she started at a quick pace while making sure i dont stop from kissing her. My legs were tightly clasped around her arm as she was pushing it in and out, my mind began to melt and a euphoric feeling rushing over me as I came all over the dildo and her hand.

I was exhausted and my eyes were forcing themselves closed. Sevika had joined me back in bed and laid beside me, hadn't even notice she had went to clean up everything. I cuddle into her and she pulled me closer, "when you learn to be quiet, I can treat you like my princess , alright baby?" She scratched up and down my back lightly and it soon started to lull me to sleep. I didn't really respond to her just acknowledged what she said and passed out.

Dont say I never gave yall nothing lol, bout to go on another 2 year hiatus

[chrattho1]

Angst!!!!!

Cheating… fighting…. Secret hurt….. anything 🙏

i got it. whew. first time writing angst kinda nervous.

warnings: angst kinda idk bro,cheating,toxic!chris (ik ik), conversations involving a sexual experience,read to find out? maybe?

“my god how many times do i have to tell you stop snooping around in my phone bro” chris whines at you,who is sitting on the bed with an unreadable expression. chris typing something standing at the edge of the bed.

“chris..” you started speaking,although words aren’t enough,or at least your mind cant find any.

“what? i cant hear you” chris just looks at you annoyed

“chr- you cheated…on me?” your eyes fluttering as the words slip out of your mouth. you have been noticing chris’ behaviour for the past month. he had been distant,always hating your guts,and screaming at you for no reason but today when he forgot to take his phone to the bathroom with him for the first time ever,your suspicions were confirmed.

he was fucking someone else.

right now chris’ face is in a frown,how much ever he wants to shout and scream and prove his innocence he knows he did it,a pool of guilt at the back of his mind telling him to beg you for forgiveness but more consciously wanting to yell at you for spying on him

“what the FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?” chris screamed throwing his phone on the bed

“dont fucking lie to me,chris you know you did it” your voice cant get any higher because of the amount of pain youre feeling,but you get up in front of him facing him directly

“are you fucking crazy?” chris looks at you mercilessly.

you scoff before putting your head in your hands

“i am crazy? im the crazy one?” a chuckle passed your lips

“you were the one who told me theres no one for you but me,you were the one who promised forever,you were the one who fucking caged me in this relationship for 3 WHOLE FUCKING YEARS AND WENT TO GO CHEAT ON ME” your voice getting louder as you become more aware of your frustrations.

chris looks at you,his eyes dropping slightly not knowing what to say.

a series of laughs is what you continue with before speaking.

“did you fuck her slow and deep? was she able to take you like i do? did you cuddle her after fucking her for hours straight like you do with me or did run up to go to the bathroom like it was a one night stand?” you have tears in your eyes imagining the worst of the worst.

your chris,your boyfriend chris who you’ve known since you were 17,hurt you in the worst possible way.

“y/n-” chris began to speak but he was cut off immediately

“did you wear a condom?” you almost whispered because you subconsciously didn’t want the answer to this.

the silence from chris’ end indicating your worst nightmare.

you scoffed yet again

“cum inside her like you do in me? huh?” you spoke casually but still in disbelief.

“let me talk,will you-” chris was cut off again.

“YOU WANNA TALK LETS TALK! HOW WAS SHE?” you replied yet again with a rhetorical question.

“she-i dont know,she was—different” chris shrugged tears glistening in his eyes

“good different?” your voice almost not heard by him.

“nobody likes change” chris replied

you drop to the edge of the bed,sitting there in disbelief. tears rolling down but no frown on your face whatsoever.

after about 15 minutes of watching you sit there in silence,chris came down to your knees that were dangling off the bed and laid his head in your lap,sniffing.

you both sit like that for what seems like hours,you finally spoke up

“we’re done” the words slipping out like cuss.

chris’ heart dropped,this past month he had been a bitch to you,not realising that he might actually lose you and now that he finally has he doesn’t want to let go

he looks up at you with wide eyes

“baby listen to me-” he spoke when you got up from the bed leaving him alone at the foot of the bed.

he follows you as you go around the room collecting your stuff,begging you to listen to him

“baby please,please just give me a chance—please its us—this cant happen—i cant live with you-please baby please just listen to me”

you ignore all of his words,and pack all of your stuff walking towards the bedroom door when chris gets a hold of your waist,his face on your stomach,hands tightly wrapped around your waist in order to stop you from leaving the room.

“y/n you need to give us a chance please,just listen to me” he mumbled into your skin

you bring your hands down to his,loosening his grip around but he doesn’t budge

“chris,leave me” you spoke firmly but chris didnt comply

“chris-leave me” your hands getting rough now and trying to push him

“should’ve thought it over before fucking that whore you got on the side” you spoke now trying to walk with him wrapped around you,but you couldn’t so you sigh

“chris” you lightly tap on his hand that is wrapped around you,he nods.

“listen to me” you spoke,finally getting him to stand up in front of you hands still on your waist.

you feel stingy at his touch,knowing where his fingers have been.

“i can put up with all of your bullshit,have been for the past i dont know how many years,but this-i dont know if i will ever be able to forgive you let alone trust you again—and-please get your hands off of me” you sniffled before finishing your sentence

“baby but i cant live without you,your beautiful face every morning,your eyes-i love them so much,your hair,your hands” his hands roaming around all of your face and hands,you just watch him do this-feeling little to nothing towards his words

“your heart-your beautiful heart” he smiles between his tears before placing one of his hands on your chest and you shut your eyes and the feeling of his hands.

“chris i have to go” you spoke with your eyes still closed

chris’ hands drop to his sides,he doesn’t know what to say or do to get you to stay. he knows he fucked up and this is probably the biggest mistake of his life

“i will ask matt to drop me off” were your last words to him before you left the room,leaving chris alone in the room filled with every little memory of both of you together.

he falls to his knees,sobbing in his hands.

a/n : idk how angsty this was,or if it even said what the request asked for but this is literally all the cheating/breakup scenarios i have ever read/seen in movies combined together lmao😭

[ed89]

i am so spiteful rn

[lemongogo]

they should get to kill each other at least twice .i think

[blind-band-geek]

Pov your rockstar boyfriend cheats on you again

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I saw someone do this with dungeon meshi and I cried laughing the original is by @/wombrion!!!!

[mamawasatesttube]

fucked up that there aren't more sappy fluffy tender emotional t4t smut fics in the timkon tag. must i do everything myself

[sluckythewizard]

'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'

[mifunebooty]

I will survive my 6 month streak curse of being in love and having the mega hots for Robert Mitchum

[seventh-district]

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[actual-changeling]

the ending of episode five fucked me up because they're all healing, stede and ed are healing, realistically, in love, as both individuals and as partners. izzy is happy! fucking happy! he has friends, family, people who love him and care about him. people that stuck with ed and izzy through dark fucking times but are still willing to stick with them because that's what you do as a crew.

i don't think anyone's waiting for me

no one's waiting for me. no one. every single person i have ever cared about has left me. every. single. one. 100% probability that i will be abandoned. because when it comes down to it, i'm too much. doesn't matter what specifically did it this time, it all falls under "you're too much to deal with so i'm ditching you". i'm saying this as neutrally as possible btw. i'm forced to live for myself because there is no one else and that is both a little bit of a good thing and a giant pile of 'fucking shoot me already'.

this entire season i just stabbing me right into my most sensitive trauma memories over and over again, and i'm bleeding out on the roadside and about to be run over by a car.

[outer-edges]

r/regretfulparents is my hellscape. i know most of them are just going through hard times and venting and probably don't actually regret it but like. i genuinely think motherhood would be my most awful prison. the whole sub is like the scariest horror game the internet has to offer for me.

[toytulini]

wheres that post about how its hard to have like a fucking depression spiral or whatever while knitting bc lemme tell u im sitting here fighting back tears while actively crocheting and its not fucking working

[blitz0hno]

I hate hate HATE knowing I'm switching/that we switched but already not knowing who I am orr who's stepping in or where the line is between me and that other alter

like we can tell when we're switching better with our meds but this makes the dissociation SO much worse and trying to think clearly about it makes my head fuzzy

It was a good day over all but since we've been masking less everything is a blur lately and I might be freaking out a little bit

[mothofmany]

Everytime my chronic pain flares up im reminded of why i was severely suicidal for 3 years straight.

[widevibratobitch]

im so fucking mad at myself at my mother at her dead husband at god fucking knows what. "concentrate on yourself" well i cant can i. now more than anything i should and i cant. losing my fucking mind istg

[seventh-district]

sighs and collapses and disintegrates into the wind