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#fuck#tw depression#feel free to ignore#my mental state took a sudden nosedive in the last 30 mins#and i feel awful#more awful than i have in months#i just keep crying#and i'm not even exactly sure why#but i just feel so bad and lost and as if i just lost something or someone#this feels like unconsolable grief#only there is nothing to grieve#so i'm just so so sad that i can't stand it and i don't know how to help myself
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I present to you a stupid thought. For all of episode 1 we have been both shown and told that Edwin is NOT the people person in the Agency. However right away in episode 2 when they're summoned by The Cat King, Edwin steps forward and insists he do the speaking in order to handle this diplomatically. It feels strange because while Charles might not be subtle as Edwin says about Shelby later, he is better at talking to people and working with them generally.
My stupid headcanon is that Edwin heard the word "King" and knew his anti-monarchy bestie would be his absolute WORST SELF so he stepped in before Charles could get himself in trouble.
#dead boy detectives#dbda#charles rowland#edwin payne#the cat king#I did it I cracked the code#I have a much darker headcanon for why Edwin talks to Shelby#Cuz honestly speaking I'm sure if Edwin had just told Charles#“I know you like Brad and Hunter but she's probably sensitive about them. Please be your most charming self”#Charles would know exactly what to do#Never mind the part where telling the traumatized boy having the worst week to put his mask on extra hard is a bad idea#Charles could and would do it if Edwin asked and also from years of experience being the agency's people person#Anyway back to TCK it is basically exactly what I said above#Even besides the fact that Charles would know Edwin’s the one in trouble with TCK and his protective instincts would kick in#Just the reference to monarchy and Charles would immediately be snarking the guy for existing
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Recently had a silly Handplates dream where Papyrus was trying to snoop around Gaster and Alphys’ lab, but didn’t know who Alphys was and so was trying to pass it off as his own lab lol (Patreon)
#Doodles#Dream log#UT#Handplates#Papyrus#Gaster#Sans#Alphys#And also he was Big Brother Papyrus to a babybones Sans lol#I doodled them as close to the dream as possible so if it's silly or doesn't make sense take it up with my subconscious lol#I remember Gaster had a reputation for being very charming and charismatic which ?? Sure okay lol#He was also quite smiley - personally I read that as him putting on a face to the public but even that seems out of character for him lol#Everyone else was pretty much as usual - Alphys small and nervous and Papyrus loud and bombastic#I don't remember what exactly he was looking for - doubly weird 'cause I hadn't reread him and Sans exploring yet! :0#Just of them moving into their house - though I did read a bunch just before sleeping so safe to say I can attribute that lol#This was the only really clear part of the dream - the rest was just scrolling scrolling scrolling pages and pages of comic panels#Can't imagine why lol#Also intercut with some of the poses I ended up doodling before - surprise! They were dream doodles lol#Also in case it's not clear - Alphys was Very Much Present while Papyrus was trying to pass himself off as the name on the door lol#Oh yeah I'm pretty sure he was also speaking in WingDings thus why Alphys didn't immediately call him out lol#The room was quite cute actually - not at all the sterile grey of the True Lab#Warm and wooden with high windows nearly covered in clutter and paperwork with a desk in the middle lit by yellow light#Cozy#Barely evil-looking at all
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As someone with abandonment issues who had three best friends leave- not to another state, but another country- I can confidently testify that yes I did indeed crash tf out. But you know what I didn't do. Not express it. Keep it in and play it cool. Do you know why? Because I knew I could bitch and moan about it, and they would bitch and moan about it back, cause there wasn't anything unspoken between us, and we weren't building a life together LIKE SOME FUCKING GAY ASS FUCKING FIREFIGHTER PEOPLE OUT THERE *COUGH BUDDIE*COUGH
#they make me insane#cause it's true sure#when you don't have a relationship with your family your friends fill that role#but that's exactly why it's only incredibly annoying and not devastating when they move far away#OH OH#and mind you I forgot to say#i crashed tf out the same amount for all my friends seperate exits from our town#even though I was closer with one of them at the time#now look me in the eye and tell me hen moving away would set Buck off the same amount#COME ON LIE TO ME#i need to calm down I'm an adult#buddie#evan buck buckely#eddie diaz#911 abc#911 spoilers
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i know a lot of people like to take Kokichi's flirting with Shuichi seriously, but consider the much funnier alternative:
he was shipbaiting the audience
#never forget kokichi was the first to find out they were being monitored 24/7#and that informs *so much* of his behavior in-game#why would he broadcast an actual weakness like that?#trick question! he wouldn't#like i'm fairly sure the real reason was to antagonize shuichi#since he did Not trust him#but also#the protag x antag/detective x mastermind dynamic is Exactly the sort of stuff the audience of a killing game would eat up#and we know this for a fact 😂#dr#dr thoughts#also#oumasai is 1000% more interesting when it starts from the premise they Cannot Stand each other imho#sdfghjksdfgh#enemies-to-fake dating for the cameras au#christ but they'd hate it *so much*#even worse if it works#and they actually catch tsumugi with it#dr ideas#post (vr) game could work as well...#a (forced?) pr stunt while they try to investigate & take down tdr#hmmmmmmmm#oumasai
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Joong saying he owns more than a postcard to that tweet. He's wild.
https://x.com/ChenRcj/status/1928139997015601159?t=rxAKatZRZIf3VPnEj4arVQ&s=19
(fan tweet | joong tweet)
just a normal tuesday thursday 🤷♀️🤷♀️🤷♀️
#there joong goes bragging again#it's the way he drags out the ''come onnnnn'' as if to say ''you guys should KNOW this already''#YES JOONG. WE KNOW. WE KNOW YOU OWN MORE. WE ALSO KNOW YOU GOT TO BE UP CLOSE TO THIS. GOOD FOR YOU.#no1 jd stan#joong archen#joong twitter#adrm#joongdunk#asks#anon#this is giving me flashbacks to that one time where joong had some cards of gmmtv boys#and i only vaguely remember what exactly was being said#but i think it was sth about love predictions connected to the person whose card was drawn#and joong drew dunk or something#anyone know what i'm talking about??#and happens to have a link??#god i gotta find that video that was so funny#i just can't remember when/where/who posted it gdi#gdi why did i start making an effort of documenting everything only this year#edit: video is linked in the replies <3#also i misremembered it joong actually drew himself#it was about who was secretely in love with dunk and he drew himself#DEFINITELY cheating even if he claims otherwise#i'm 1000000% sure he pulled the card from under the deck not the top card
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It's truly ridiculous how much the show brainwashed people into believing August (potentially) becoming king is actually a punishment.
Like yeah, living a life of riches, having influence and power and meeting other rich, powerful people and being protected and having immunity for your crimes - what a sad, sad life to live, he wouldn’t like that at all, he's truly suffering the consequences here 😟
#but no it's a cage and wille is free#sure...lmao#it's honestly the most bullshit statement I've ever seen in the fandom and yet people seem to actually believe it#somehow this is controversial but I'm just putting it out there#young royals#mine#i don't even believe august would be that good at handling it and that wille would be bad at it#but the monarchy definitely serves august's interest and his protection so what's to dislike for him?#It's in his favor so why exactly are we supposed to think it's a fitting punishment?#there's also the whole problem that wille is not really leaving the monarchy and is still a prince#and august becoming cp would be a change to the constitution and something the parliament needs to decide on#and it ain't working so easily as they portray it in the show so yeah that's also stupid to think in the first place#but another post for another time
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Hey this randomly popped in my head while watching an analysis video on walten files: why does “bon” pick Bon to possess??Out of all the animatronics..the ghost possess the blue bunny??I don’t know, I just can seem to get an answer brewed up on my own 
I mean, this is definitely a question that I think we might see explored at some later point in the series, but in my mind I've always thought that "Bon" sees the Bon animatronic as this sort of immaculate form. Where I've imagined him as having this sort of aimless existence for however long he was a spirit before he discovered the animatronics in however way and was imbued with a sense of passion, meaning, and direction. And I think Bon is simply his favorite. The one who he sees to embody the greatest sense of excellence and beauty.
Martin spoke briefly once in a twitter space (one that I never did a recap for, sorry,) about how "Bon" sees himself as sort of a "default" person. And he didn't elaborate on that very much, but I really took it to mean that, at least for a time, he was an entity with no real sense of identity or personhood. But he found that, within the Bon animatronic. He loves Bon, and so Bon became him. He elevated his existence through his own devotion to Bon, and views his own 'becoming' Bon as this extraordinary, beautiful thing. This incredible transition of the self. He was devoid of anything, before he was Bon, so this becomes his project. To give unto others this gift he was given, to help them become greater than what they are. "Just like a beautiful butterfly, bursting from a cocoon."
#ask#i'm sure there's an aspect of it that's just because Bon is the leader of The Showstoppers#even if just in a meta sense. it'd be weird if the primary antagonist scaryghost was possessing like. boozoo.#if that was his immaculate vessel and bon was just some other guy#it's hard for me to find a more compelling answer for why he would choose to embody bon other than just 'he likes bon the most'#because it's a bit like asking why someone has a certain favorite color. or a favorite song#it's quite a personal question. you'd have to be very deep into the mind of the subject to know exactly why they like the things they do#and even then it's very subjective#also. I missed this ask for a few days sorry! I liked this question a lot. i hope you can tell
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Inspired by this post: give Bruce a star sapphire ring
I've never met anyone who cared as deeply for his fellow man as Bruce Wayne
#imagine with me an 18 year old Bruce standing at the mouth of The Alley on the night of The Anniversary#he holds two roses in his hand. he isn't sure if he wants to run away or lie down right there more.#and then a shooting star drops out of the sky#and it hovers in front of him#and says 'for hearts long lost and full of fright'#and 'for those alone on blackest night'#and Bruce accepts the ring and the oath#it's one he already swore to his parents anyway#i mean he's still gonna do his world tour training#he's not gonna be caught unable to fight if he loses the ring or it runs out of power!#also i think he's uh. not exactly like. connected with any of the other star sapphires much#so like he really has no idea what's going on#he's heard of green lantern#he figures he's a purple/violet/starsapphire lantern#but like he also isn't exactly. introducing himself much#gotham kids call him the star man#gotham goons call him the violent lantern#yes he would be much stronger in a group of star sapphires#no he isn't gonna do that though#and i mean fair i guess#he's a mid or even low powered compared to other purple lanterns#but there aren't any other lanterns in Gotham. and he doesn't need his ring for most of his fights anyway.#'oh pocket there's already a starman in-' shh. that's why it's star dash man. random Gotham kids also don't know don't care#ok I'm gonna go back to work now ughhhhh#my art#Alt text#why does anyone even live in gotham#Bruce Wayne
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What do you think clover's family was like?
This is such a broad question that I wish you were a teeny bit more specific. Like, do you want a summary of canon or my personal headcanons or what? Eh, you know me by now, I'll talk about everything.
Canon Supported Answer: We don't know what Clover's life was like on the Surface besides it being implied to be Not Good. Starlo's lumpy and uncomfortable couch brings back unpleasant memories, yet they can fall asleep on it in seconds during nap time. Seeing the dirty dishes in Ceroba's sink/the Steamworks kitchen reminds them of their duties back home/that they never did the dishes without being told. Their hat was tattered and decomposing (as pointed out by Ace). They accept Martlet's offer to take them in in every version of a Neutral Run, even if it's an aborted No Mercy Run where they were gunning down every monster in sight, AND there is no option to deny it. They abandon their mission to seek justice for the five missing children and live with Toriel in every timeline that Flowey doesn't interfere in. In the Pacifist Run, somewhere in the Ketsukane estate (the kitchen, I believe), there's a line of flavor text that comes up about Clover wondering how everyone back home is doing but they also don't really care all that much. Heck, the fact that they chose to jump into a mountain that children were known to go missing in in the first place speaks volumes by itself.
There's little things too, like how Clover moves without making a sound, how they eat inedible stuff like packing peanuts and gunpowder, the fact that they're willing to take food out of the garbage, the way that they can just... give themself up at the end of a True Pacifist Run, etcetera, that could either be just a character quirk OR something that stems from their life on the Surface (why not both?). I could go on, but at a certain point I'd just start reciting half the flavor text in the entire game. I do think it is important to note that 1.) Clover is not very forthcoming about their life on the Surface. Everything you learn about them you learn from the flavor text. I think the only time they ever get asked about it is when Ceroba is accompanying them, and whatever answer/response they gave her (I imagine it was a Look™) had her backpedaling. So they're intentionally close-lipped about it. And 2.) You never learn any specifics about it. Who's raising them? Do they have parents? Siblings? Are they an orphan? What was an average day like for them? And on and on. This is the point where you can make up whatever you want about their life on the Surface, and so long as it takes into account what comes up in the game, you can come up with something solid. And this is the part that leads to.....
My Headcanons: Woof. Okay. I don't think too deeply about every little defining moment about their life on the Surface because I treat it more as scaffolding for their character. So don't expect a complete breakdown of every aspect of their Surface life. But here's the jist of it:
Clover was born to a single mother. Their father walked out on her just before they were born because their mother and father had a rocky relationship and their father wanted to bail before a baby would "trap him into the relationship" (they weren't married or even engaged, so it was easy for him to just... Leave. He never comes back). All the anger and resentment for the failed relationship that their mom felt rebounded onto Clover, because now she's stuck raising a baby she doesn't really want unless she's with their father and they're raising them together. Clover was supposed to be the baby that glues the relationship together, not what tears it apart. Their mom became negligent of them as a result.
As Clover got older, they would make bids for attention and affection like pretty much every child does, but their mom never reciprocated. They'd keep doing it over and over and holding onto hope that their mom would look at them and be the mom that she's supposed to be, but that hope would diminish each time they were met with coldness or outright indifference. Their hopes of building a connection with their mom evaporated when their stepdad entered the equation. Their stepdad saw their presence as competition/a reminder of his girlfriend's/wife's previous relationship and is an insecure enough man to let that bother him. So he really helps to push Clover further into the margins of the family/ruin their life. "Clover is old enough to walk home from school, they don't need their mom to pick them up." "Clover knows how to fend for themself, you don't need to end the night early to go back home and make them dinner. Stay with me a bit longer." "Clover doesn't need their own room. It's the responsibility of the older sibling to make sacrifices for the sake of their younger sibling. They can sleep on the couch." (Did I mention that they have a younger stepbrother? Because I hc that they do.) And on and on and on. They hate their stepdad and mentally call him "Mom's boyfriend/husband" instead of Dad. They don't really care for their younger stepbrother either, because (even though it wasn't intentional on the baby's part on the account of the baby being, well, a baby) he was leveraged as a wedge between Clover and the rest of their family.
They had to learn how to do things for themself like cook or clean or sign their own permission slips or bandage their own wounds or etcetera because they learned that they can't rely on others to help them. This fostered a strong sense of independence in them. It also made them a bit... odd in personality in a way that made making friends difficult (idk how to say that in a polite way; neglect does change your personality though). They wake up for school on their own, make lunch for themself and eat breakfast and do their morning routine then walk to school, do their studies, if it's a shit day they'll get into playground scraps with kids who are bullying other kids, they walk themself home and let themself in with the key that their mom gave them because the door is locked otherwise, they make their own dinner and do their homework without any help, they watch their Westerns on the TV, they tuck themself into bed. They skitter around the margins of the domestic sphere that is their mom's and stepdad's and stepbrother's lives like some sort of cockroach because that's the way that they've been made to feel. Their parents never hit them. Despite that, they were able to deeply wound Clover without ever raising a hand against them.
And part three of this post: How Do I Imagine Clover Feels About This? Well, I imagine that they feel nothing for their family. Not in a nonchalant fashion, but in the depressing "I can't even muster up the ability to care about you" manner. Feeling hate and anger takes effort; in a strange roundabout sorta way, feeling negative emotions means that you do care because you have some expectations that you want to be met and that anger is you trying to fight for them/your situation to be better. In contrast, feeling nothing is far worse because you no longer care anymore. You've accepted your circumstances. Why get mad about something bad that their family did to them? They're meeting the expectations that Clover has set for them, which are in the dirt. Whatever coals of anger or outrage they had within them have burnt to the ashes, there's nothing left to spark. They wanted their mom to be a mom to them but that was years ago at this point; they've moved on. They wanted a dad to be there for them, but he was never in the picture and the closest thing they have is the man that their mom settled with. They know that their familial situation is BAD, but because their family is all that they've ever known, they don't quite get the extent of how bad it is.
That's why they're fine with marching up a mountain known for having kids go missing in it: they have a mission, justice needs to be enacted. And if they die/go missing on this mission, so be it. It's not like there's anyone waiting for them back home.
#AAAAAAAAAND that's my 3am headcanons for ya. do with them what you will.#i might wanna add onto it/correct some of it but it's late and I'm tired. i can do it tomorrow (today) if i feel like something's needed#my hcs are why i do want them to be revived so badly. they deserve to have a loving family for longer than a day#(and without the 3 accounts of attempted murder)#(i took a break from posting on here to curb my long posts and give myself a mental break and what's the first thing i do when i get back?#right back to long posts ;-; it's fine. I'm sure you guys love 'em)#(oh. and ps this is part of why i hc that Clover wouldn't call Martlet/Ceroba/Starlo mom and dad even though their friends#have taken on a parental/guardian role for them. partially because the cliche mold of what a mom/dad is doesn't exactly#fit any of them (unlike Toriel) & also because they don't wanna draw the comparison between their friends and what they've#picked up as their idea of a mom/dad.#in a similar vein Clover isn't their kid exactly but they're also not NOT their kid if you catch my drift. they still love Clover a lot tho#[rusty door hinge noises]#uty analysis#char: clover
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Ok I know I'm heavily biased here but like I kinda love that Astarion's romance is one of the few in this type of video game where you basically end up canonically unmarried and childfree in his "good" ending? Just travelling the world??
Like it's honestly the millennial dream lmfaoo cannot believe i chose what would undoubtedly be my favorite option, first try
#also love that he's basically atheist like ok thanks you made the man exactly coded to be my type#and the humor and beautiful curly hair is very much something my IRL partner has too so like... how can i resist#anyways not sure a lot of people relate cause i think a lot of people want that fairytale romance#even tho wyll is right there yall#but i love me an unconventional or nontraditional one!!#i'm TIRED of being married with children as the endgame pls let's not do it#also a lot of people seem into him being a dad and im like... how? why? where in canon did he ever lmfao#more power to ya if you dig it but i just dont see it being in character#like in DAI i loved cullen and my inquisitor getting married and having a dog#and they seem the type to wants kids one day. but Tav & Astarion? lol no#i just think it's neat#is this a hot take? i have no idea but i don't see it mentioned a lot as a new fan tbh#pls do not come at me you can enjoy whatever you like#i haven't seen the ascended stuff so idk if being his 'consort' is like being his bride#but i feel like overall it's not and the vibe isn't all that different in this sense#except that you're hosting evil parties instead of travelling :/#Astarion#bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate 3 spoilers#bg3#also YEA he's nice to Arabella but you can tolerate certain kids without wanting one or being 'good parent' material#case in point: me lmfao#OKAY update i saw the AA stuff and yeah you're kind of implied vamp married and he does mention spawn as children 😫#but he also says in banter he won't make any other spawn??? so what is it dude#anyway that's also clearly the “bad” route and he doesn't seem as happy as unascended#who feels “truly free”#and if you're durge I'm pretty sure its even worse to consider having kids?? lol#but i digress#pk plays bg3
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Hey. Why does Lucanis's storyline end like that. Why would you start a storyline with a conversation like this:
Lucanis: I've always thought that to live truly is to live fully. But even before I was captured, my life was not really my own. So much had been determined for me. Rook: Being grandson to the First Talon must come with a lot of baggage. Lucanis: And when I proved I could carry it, the expectations only grew.
And after he has repeatedly stated in Tevinter Nights that, though he certainly doesn't want to quit the Crows, he does not want to be First Talon and would not be suited to it:
"All that effort training and grooming us, and the old woman still won't step aside." Beneath the bitterness in Illario's tone was something rotten. "Your time will come," Lucanis assured him. "Will it?" Illario's piercing gaze met Lucanis's in the mirror. "People talk. You've always been her favorite." He'd heard the rumors. For all their secrets and intrigue, the Antivan Crows were a chatty bunch. "My talents lie elsewhere," Lucanis said, gesturing toward the arsenal around him. "You're the one with the silver tongue."
Tevinter Nights again:
Illario's gaze grew hard. "How long are you going to keep doing this?" "Doing what?" "Caterina's bidding." The wine turned in Lucanis's mouth. "Illario. Stop." "If I was in charge, you wouldn't have to do this anymore," he cajoled. "You could quit." Lucanis stared at his cousin. "I don't want to quit." Illario sat back. The distance between them suddenly felt much wider than a table. "Even if it kills you," Illario whispered. "Death is my calling," Lucanis stated, matter-of-fact. "Just as yours is to become First Talon." He smiled, hoping to ease the tension, but Illario's posture remained taut. "And if Caterina disagrees? If she thinks you're the better man for the job--" "I don't want it, Illario," Lucanis insisted. "But you wouldn't refuse." "It's impossible to refuse Caterina," Lucanis admitted reluctantly. "Only prolong her, until she sees reason." He knew it wasn't the answer Illario wanted, but it was the truth. And in their line of work, honesty was hard to come by.
...and then Caterina declares Lucanis First Talon and, that's, we're leaving it like that. That's where we're leaving it? We started this story with a statement that his life had never been his own and had been determined by Caterina, and we are ending the story with his life being determined by Caterina, that is what we are doing?
The final pivotal scene of this game is about a spirit being released from an unwanted role he had been twisted into! Solas was Wisdom before Mythal turned him into her weapon as the Dread Wolf, a role he had remained trapped in long after the person who imposed that duty upon him had died! Letting Solas persist in his perceived duty twists him into a monster who starts talking like Elgar'nan, the very thing he'd said he feared becoming! Finally releasing Solas from Mythal's service is the super happy best ending of this game! The obvious parallels are paralleling!
And yet this story ends with Lucanis in the role Caterina put on him as First Talon??
Bioware why would you write it like that, I just want to talk
#dragon age#veilguard#da4 spoilers#i mean hey when a storyline feels unfinished that's where there's room for fanfic right i can certainly work with this but BIOWARE WHY#BIOWARE YOU DIDN'T GET TO THE ENDING YET#WHY WOULD YOU LEAVE IT THERE#mourn watch rook is supposed to stand back and watch a man /with a spirit in his head/ get trapped in a role they don't want?#like. professionally. i am pretty sure there is something against that in the watcher oaths#i don't even dislike the writing here exactly - i like it a lot with its clear mirroring of the main plot. that's why i'm insane about it#clearly drawn arc! in which we're leaving off with him walking into the same trap we just got another character out of. where's the epilog
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Randomly came across one of the trailers for HTTYD: THW and watching it I realized; What you learn in the movie, is something you'd already know if you watched the trailers.
The Hidden World itself is supposed to be main mystery of the story and it's reveal is meant to take your breath away — yet it was already shown in the marketing material.
The reason why the dragons left is not really explored beyond " We reduced them to instictual animals Toothless gets a girlfriend and they have to fight another bad guy." You'd think there will be some big plot twist, something that'd change the formula a bit. Like doing something else with the antagonist(s), instead of pretty much what was already done with previous one (Drago)? Why not have it so every movie has an unique take on it's antagonist, instead of "evil man abuses dragons pt. 2: electric boogaloo"? (I'm getting a little off-track here sorry).
Then there's the characters — the same amount of depth given to them in the trailer, is the same amount they get in the final product. I mean, the side characters get more scenes, but that's about it.
The biggest surprise I can think of would be some scenes/lines being altered or removed.
#not exactly sure about what i'd do to have an antagonist different from previous two#but i have some ideas *pointing to the unused valka concept*#<- but i guess they were too focused on the “human evil” theme of the story to even consider that#httyd#httyd 3#httyd thw#how to train your dragon#how to train you dragon: the hidden world#how to train your dragon 3#speaking of watching trailers for thw. i got jumpscared when hearing grimmel talk#you see. i have only watched the movie twice in my life and refuse to do it again so i never got used to the new characters' voices#i imagine my own version of their voices so when i come accross how they actually sound it's like getting flashbanged#<- no hate to the voice actor ofc#which is why i'm always taken back at the fact some of light fury's sound effects sound like a man doing a cat impression
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DId the people complaining about Jungji in Bangkok not listen to the final part of the video where they said that everybody else just chilled in their rooms that night? I know some people feel entitled to all parts of an idol's life but they're also allowed to have downtime with no camera in their face??
i'm gonna guess nope. or they just don't care and feel entitled to more like you said. i think doing almost daily content again has been a mistake considering the current xstate climate too but that's a whole other thing in itself i'll dive into in the tags. apologies in advance for it being A Lot
#chewy answers#what i mean by that would get me killed on twitter lmao#part of the problem is ship jealousy and oh boy did that get worse yesterday#yes we get a lot of jungji content. because they're jungji. i dare you to try to separate them#not even saying that from a ship perspective exactly. they're just permanently attached to each other so they're gonna be on camera together#and this is where diehard odehan shippers have been pissing me off even more than usual#(yes nuggetz shippers were a big problem with the bangkok video [and in general lol] too but that's more contained)#this problem started with junhan posting a photo of himself for sumi's birthday. and i do get it#i also think he could've posted the one shown in xtra files 65 but it was still funny#then they weren't really shown together in the bangkok video. so even though it was an entirely separate ship the jealousy was still there#i did see a couple of people like “odehan will never do this 😔” or whatever. bro they were resting shut up#then yesterday he posted the photos with jungsu. for his fucking birthday. i'm sure you can imagine the shit i saw about that#if nuggetz shippers are taekookers then odehan shippers are jikookers lol#except it's worse because odehan aren't even involved 💀#jungji are like vmin come to think of it. way more chill and make more sense overall yet somehow they're less popular#(going by my experience as an army until sometime in 2021 i think) (personally i was big on vminkook) (like why separate a good thing?)#anyway sumi and junhan doing separate vlogs while jungji were together in jungsu's has sparked more heat too#gives me a headache and makes it Really Hard to not get to “i fucking hate seeing these two people together because of their shippers”#which is not a good mindset to have lmao#anyway tldr strictly odehan shippers piss me the fuck off lol#anon
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this really was our the hundred line: last defense academy (actual thoughts in tags with implied but minimal spoilers)
#nobody has ever posted that line before i'm sure however i am tempted to post this every time i complete an ending#i will say though that the first route ending kind of gives me a similar feeling to the ending of v3 where i'm just left with#a sense of 'it feels like everything went wrong and nothing is solved' but this game is already better because the point is that#it's wrong rather than that it's good to keep the mystery alive#many people like that about v3 but i have always felt unease towards it bc there was more lost than what was satisfied at the end#this game seems like a perfect evolution of that theme because it's there to inspire you to keep going to discover what could have been#this is like the culmination of the progress of all of the themes from previous kodaka games#including the hope/despair from the first two dangan games but done in a very fun spin in my opinion where it makes you think about#your own opinions on whether humanity is good or bad or neither and makes you understand why the characters feel that way from both sides#i didn't really find any character to be that unrelatable in their motivations because i could easily see myself feeling that way#the characters seem like they both fall into existing kodaka tropes while also having unique updated aspects about them that make their#personalities feel more real than before and harder to predict exactly how you will feel about them by the end#i was very pleasantly surprised that even characters i thought would be annoying or boring i ended up changing my mind about#well for the most part but the thing is that there is still a ton for me to do with them all so that could also change at any point#i am very exited to keep playing and don't feel burned out at all yet#seth.txt#the hundred line
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GUUUYYUYSSSD !!!!!



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KIMONO MY HOUSE VINYL!!!!!!
Also funny story which is that when my brother took these to the cashier he said something like "oh... Sparks... they were here one year ago"
#YES THEM BEING THERE IS EXACTLY WHY I TOLD MY BROTHER TO GO THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE ('there' being tower records in japan)#but i find it so funny that the cashier actually remarked on that fact too#anyway. you need to know that i'm feeling so very AAAAHHHH right now. all of these are such a big deal to me#i didn't think i'd actually own KMH ON VINYL at any point#also utterly shocked about the guerilla toss CD. very exciting to have that one too#they're one of my fav bands and i implore everyone who likes unhinged and very experimental and cacophonic rock to check them out#this album (eraser stargazer) isn't the most accessible thing there is out there but i really love it#(i don't even know how to describe it properly. it's just really something to behold anyway)#the plushie is also a gift from my brother!! i'll gladly take any name suggestions for him#oh and also sparks debut album. first album that i own both on CD and vinyl as of today#it's not even that it's my fav sparks album or anything (i do really love it though and it's definitely somewhere in my top ten)#it's just that some albums feel more like they 'fit' with the vinyl format than CD in sound. to me at least#one other example of that besides this one being gratsax#ok i think that's all i have to say about this. one of the most epic hauls of my life that's for sure#OH WAIT one more thing. somewhat unfortunate actually#which is that my brother said he's pretty sure he saw a latte vinyl#but when he passed by that section again like 10 minutes later he already couldn't find it. oh latte.......#it's ok i'll have it one day. i'm really curious what went down there though. did someone really snag it in those 10 minutes???#and yes in case you're worried i did thank my brother profusely for getting me all this#and now i'm going to force him to listen to the TMBG vinyl with me so that he's PREPARED FOR THE CONCERT#that's in 3 months and that he's know about for a year and a half. ok i'm done now#goosepost
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