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An underrated benefit of love triangles is that they allow you to have a love story where the ending isn't immediately obvious. In your standard romance, the two leads meet, and then it's just a matter of time until they hit the plot beats that lead to the happily ever after. But the love triangle gives you two plotlines! Two different dynamics! Two valid directions for the plot to veer that will still lead to a romantic happy ending without that ending being a foregone conclusion.
The main character can grow and change in multiple different ways because there are two men on equal standing with her, who can have an influence on her in different ways, giving her multiple different lenses to help her understand who she is and who she really wants to be. When it's done right, the story will be satisfying no matter what the endgame is, because the point is going along on the journey and seeing who the characters become. And the great thing is that you don't know who they'll become because there are two valid options, so the entire story can be surprising, which is so refreshing when so many love stories are so predictable.
#random thought of the day#books#ignoring the multiple books i'm in the middle of should-be-reading#i dove into the only other una silberrad book available on ebook#('the good comrade' if you want to know)#and i'm a quarter of the way through#we've met two possible love interests#and i'm thrilled to find that i have no idea what endgame is going to be#there's one that i'm probably leaning toward that's a bit more standard enemies-to-lovers who enjoy intellectual sparring#but the other option is a *lot* like the love interest in her other book#i don't know if she'd be happy with him but he's going to have a huge effect on her character arc#and honestly she'd probably be a better person with him#both options would be satisfying endings so i can just settle back and go along for the ride#a theme i'm finding in her work (at least these two books) is what happens when people with different moral systems collide#people who are ruled by morality vs people ruled by convention vs people ruled by honor#and people who have different ideas of what they mean by all these things#different definitions of what they mean by right and wrong#and how their worlds are shaken when they interact with each other and find different ways of viewing things#and it makes for *really* satisfying romances because it's about how these people clash and collide and change each other#i'm not even sure she's doing it on purpose because these books are really rather slight#but the somewhat shallow style secretly offers a lot of ways to dive deeper#but it only really comes out later when you find yourself thinking about it after the book is shut#it's not necessarily obvious in the flow of the plot#i don't know how it works but it's fascinating
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Fuck It Saturday
I'm not sure if it's friday anywhere anymore so we're fucking it on a Saturday!! I've been super lax on writing this week because I've got a beefy 3k word report on care for transgender/gender diverse parents during pregnancy due on Monday and I am not even halfway done dfkjds. BUT I did get a small trickle of Frostpunk AU beans so I thought I'd share! Snippet below the line bc it's kinda long
Tagged for Friday & Saturday by @smilingbuckley @thekristen999 @dangerpronebuddie @spotsandsocks @bidisasterevankinard
@cal-daisies-and-briars @daffi-990 @theotherbuckley and @kitteneddiediaz, I will be getting to your snippets tonight!!
Buck’s reading to Christopher when it happens.
Ever since Christopher woke up, Buck has been keeping a near-constant vigil at his bedside, keeping the boy entertained and comfortable where he can. He’d even snuck into the Children’s Shelter to borrow some toys for Christopher - a set of cards, a rainbow puzzle, a small, plastic dinosaur toy, and a fluffy rabbit that Christopher had kept tucked under his arm ever since.
So, it’s not entirely surprising that Buck is there when Edmundo wakes up.
The first indication is the bleeping on Edmundo’s heart monitor begins to increase in speed. Buck stops midsentence and turns in his chair. The first thing he notices is that Edmundo’s eyes are open, wide and fearful as he looks around the room.
In a flash, Buck is on his feet, book clattering to the floor, and he rushes over to Edmundo’s bedside.
“Hen!” he yells, praying his friend is close enough to hear. “Chimney! Someone, come quick!!”
Edmundo’s chest begins to heave as a heavy panic sets in and he raises his arms to claw at the breathing tube down his throat. Buck grabs his wrists and pins them to his size, and is surprised at the strength of the man. It takes no small amount of effort to keep him from ripping the tube out, or scrabbing at the IV lines in his arms.
“Hey, hey it’s okay, Hen and Chimney are coming, just breathe for me,” Buck says hurriedly as he watches Edmundo gag around the tube. He knows the man will be getting oxygen, but that won’t be stopping the feeling of suffocation, the feeling of obstruction in his throat.
Edmundo’s eyes bug out as he looks at Buck, gaze boring into him in a silent plea. Help me. Make it stop.
There’s a clattering of feet on linoleum as Hen, Chimney, and another medic Buck doesn’t know the name of all sprint into the cramped med bay.
“What’s going on, what happened?” Hen asks as she comes screeching to a halt, but it doesn’t take a genius to figure out what’s going on. Before Buck can even open his mouth, Chimney is grabbing the extubation equipment and barking orders at Hen and the medic, all three swarming Edmundo’s bedside.
Buck’s in the way, he knows it but he cannot make himself move. Instead, he takes both of Edmundo’s hands and laces their fingers together, squeezing lightly to give Edmundo something to focus on.
“Look at me, Edmundo,” he says as Hen peels off the tape keeping the tube in place. Edmundo’s eyes flick back towards Buck, his eyebrows scrunched together, and Buck’s stomach twists uncomfortably as he sees a tear slide down Edmundo’s cheek.
“That’s it, just keep your eyes on me.”
“Okay, extubating patient now. Hen, have suction at the ready. Jess, get the O2 mask,” Chimney orders, and there’s a fluffy of movement as everyone gets in position.
Buck looks away. He doesn’t want to watch the tube come out. He’s never been the best with medical things at the best of times and this.. well he’s not exactly sure why the thought of Edmundo in particular being in pain makes him so unhappy but it does. So he doesn’t watch, instead keeping his eyes trained firmly on his and Edmundo’s hands. It doesn’t escape his notice the way Edmundo’s knuckles go white as he clings to Buck for dear life.
There’s horrible wet noise followed by the sound of suction and a volley of wet coughs, before Buck hears a deep breath in. He chances a glance upwards and sees Edmundo, eyes open and sans tube for the first time he got to Sector 118. There’s an oxygen mask fitted over his face, fogging up with every breath Edmundo takes.
Instantly, relief flows through Buck like warm honey, filtering through his veins until he’s lighter and warmer than he’s been in days. Edmundo’s awake. Edmundo is breathing on his own. Edmundo’s alive.
Buck grins, unable to contain his joy. “Welcome back to the world of the living, Edmundo.”
“Eddie,” the guy croaks, and Buck blinks.
“Huh?”
“Name’s E-Eddie. Not Edmundo,” he rasps, before breaking out into a coughing fit. Buck rushes to help him upright, takes off the oxygen mask, and holds out a container as Edmundo – Eddie spits into it, his chest heaving from the force of his coughs. Buck rubs his back, murmuring reassuring words until Eddie takes a shaky breath and allows himself to rest back against his pillows.
No pressure tagging (for Friday or Saturday) @hippolotamus @watchyourbuck @neverevan @babybibuck @aroeddiediaz
@bibuckbuckgoose @alliaskisthepossibilityoflove @nmcggg @jesuisici33 @wikiangela
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@slightlyobsessedwitheverything @actuallyitsellie @idealuk @dangerpronebuddie @simpingforhotfictionalcharacters
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@steadfastsaturnsrings @thewolvesof1998 @jehdogg @ohlookitsthearkhamknight @revenge-of-the-assbutt (lmk if you want to be added/removed)
#james writes#buddie wip#frostpunk au#buddie#911 abc#eddie diaz#evan buckley#911 buddie#911#911verse#911 fanfic#eddie x buck#HE'S ALIIIIIVE#GOD i'm so glad I can finally write alive eddie#also the fact that I'm at 16k and not even a quarter of the way through...#help
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malevolent season 4 episode 11, part 38: the tear
john: arthur you're ugly arthur: john you're a baby
#personal#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent spoilers#we're a quarter of the way through and i'm sorry it's so funny#'arthur you're a disheveled mess and your hair looks bad'#'john you act like a little baby who doesn't know anything'#and they're not even saying them as insults!
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managed another 5k today what whaaaaaaat
#i'm like 40k in now and only a quarter of the way through#this thing is going to end up being a beast
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"What greater love is there than wanting to lay the world in your beloved's hands?"
- The Oleander Sword by Tasha Suri
#The Oleander Sword#Tasha Suri#I'm roughly a quarter of the way through#And am filled with such an uneasy anticipation#So many Chekov's phrases in this novel#I am not having a good time.
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I was in a major car accident yesterday (got t-boned) and was very luckily a) alone in the car, as the passenger side got walloped and b) not injured. However I took care of everything and then went home and proceeded to sleep for 19 out of the following 24 hours.
#I could feel all my muscles and all of them were in pain. every ounce of my energy was sapped#I needed to eat but the thought of eating made me want to puke#I had to be driven home and I was sat in the front seat like 😵💫🫥😱 why aren't you BRAKING you need to BRAKE every two seconds#After my 24 hour reset I am now up to eating a meal. I still hurt but only the top quarter of my body instead of all of it.#I can stand the thought of being driven now but idk how long it'll be before I'm OK with driving again 🙁#I have been thinking about it like. all the time which sucks. Unfortunately my tolerance for processing negative experiences is -1000#If something bad happens to me I want to just fix the situation and move on from it immediately#and that just doesn't happen in reality. But now I'm stuck sitting with this awful experience for who knows how long :(#I'm lucky our insurance is so good it'll cover everything (but deductible obvs) and I imagine the car is fixable#All in all I'm incredibly lucky and I know that and I'm so grateful to be healthy and home with my husband and cat#But also I've had my license for 8 years and never had an accident. I've been through so much this year. This car is 1.5 months old#It just feels so unnecessary and evil for this to happen now and I feel so guilty that apparently I'm at fault#and caused this huge financial and energetic drain for my lil family when we've already dealt with fuckin everything else the past 6 months#The ''why me why today why when I'm a responsible driver'' is real and my whole shit is rocked. I'm still shaken up#I've had a few times recently where shit felt... unreal? Like I should be able to reload my save because that couldn't have just happened#And this was so vividly that way#I'm strong but like. The Cursed™️ vibe is very present#May have to do a curse break and many protection spells soon#cause this is getting ridiculous#personal
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#i keep finding more things to add bro#i think I'm like a quarter of the way through editing jfc#10k challenge#can i do it#or will i shut the fuck up#the world may never know#sotlc
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Deadass, I would pay so much money for a spinoff about Lisanna's time in Edolas. Hell, or just a spinoff about Edolas in general
#fairy tail#or maybe something about her and juvia#idk i just like lisanna#little unrelated but i'm not really feeling the anime version of edolas?#idk something about it isn't clicking like the manga did#tbf i'm only a five episodes in#so maybe i oughta reserve judgement until i'm more than a literal quarter of the way through
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Sewing machine fucking bit me .
#trying my hand at resizing some pants and like. changing out the bobbin was four quarters of the battle#wait that's. the entire battle.#three. but tbh i stand by it i fucking hate you you wretched machine.#HOPING. to maybe be able to wear the pants tomorrow even if they're shoddily done#they should hold up i'm just worried about them looking bad. because. to be so real i did it badly. i don't even care anymore.#i'm still going through like. INTENSE fucking lows it's insane. every little thing is gonna fucking kill me#but tomorrow. i got concert. wonder years concert. in my state too for fucking once like#it is a relief.... it will be so nice to not have to be so far from home...#gah i gotta paint my nails too.#i was gonna finish my touch ups tomorrow..... but if i have to paint my nails.....#it. shouldn't take too long.#any which way i'm just constantly fighting for my fucking life lately. please for the love of god help me.#what is WRONG WITH ME‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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decided to finally start on my pile of paperbacks that I've bought over the last 6 months and haven't touched in favor of rereading aftg and fanfic :)))
anyways, reading Carry On first because idk it seemed easy to read even though I haven't read anything in first person in over 15 years probably.
#my posts#simon snow#carry on#rainbow rowell#wait actually is pjo first person? technically my partner is reading that TO me and I didn't notice#EITHER WAY#uh... listen I sat down and started at like 9pm and it's now midnight and I'm a quarter of the way through#so it's safe to say I am enjoying it.#anyways I'm contemplating publicly posting my THOTS (that I jotted down via discord message to myself) but I haven't decided.#does anyone want to see my dumbass commentary chapter by chapter? no?
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prisoner
#your turn to die#yttd#alice yabusame#my art#me: i'm just gonna draw a quick alice. this will be easy :)#me a quarter of the way through drawing the stripes: this is hell actually#it turns out stripes are a cruel and merciless thing that forces you to actually consider things like perspective and fabric folds#i am never drawing alice again (this is a lie i definitely will. i love him too much not to. even if i hate drawing his outfit.)
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21-25 are up! As cute as ever
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#I'm three quarters of the way through Hackney Diamonds and I actively want to strangle whoever did the mixing#what the fuck did they do the cymbal sound?#they made it sound like a drum machine#all abbreviated and exactly the same#it's criminal#and the vocals are so auto-tuned and technology meddled with#it's like someone put bubble gum pop production standards over a Rolling Stones album#except that the lyrics also suck and the drumming is boring as hell#they've got some bizarre fascination with hitting the reverb and echo function#christ this is actually comically bad#they made an album of mall music#the rolling stones#keith richards#mick jagger#ronnie wood#old married band#steve jordan#hackney diamonds
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i've realized that sometimes writing is vomiting ideas onto the floor with absolutely garbage wording and sentence structure as fast as you can because you need to get the stupid action sequence done.
I hate action sequences. i respect a well done one and i enjoy reading them from time to time there really is an art to them. but i HATE writing them
#glider rambles#anyway i'm like...three quarters of the way through I think?#just hashing it out i'm going to need to heavily edit it later#because it's so bad
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on a fucking technicality!
#shrimp gifs#our flag means death#ofmd spoilers#ofmd s2 spoilers#i chose this little line because back in s1 he would've hissed this line through his teeth while Seething. now he's just saying it with#exasperation that borders on fond :-)#i'm just v happy about how relaxed and smiley izzy is in ep5 :'''''') this is a man who can say piracy is about belonging :'''')#i mean. it's not like it's a revelation because i bet before all that he also had a strong feeling of belonging but more in a like...#how to put it. 'belonging to a team of a brilliant leader' kinda way#but now people genuinely care for him? it's not just out of sense of duty or fear. these guys just... wanted to help him out#AND the way he just... is vibing all throughout ep5. vibing on the main deck vibing in stede's quarters#leaning against things! sitting! resting his leg on the table! i'm so happy for him
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working on my tlt holiday exchange gift.... this will end up much longer than 1000 words i fear
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