#and i’m so tired
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eddie munson is chronically insane. and i’m talking chronically insane enough to decide one day in his sophomore year, he was going to fuck steve harrington. no matter what it took.
and when eddie realizes he can’t just do that, he gets creative. he starts watching steve, following him home in his van, watching steve’s routine meticulously.
three years later, he would finally have enough information and a perfect opportunity. he would befriend mike first, pulling him in the direction of the dnd club, making this a win/win for eddie.
then sweet, sweet dustin. who loves steve. worships him.
and that’s it, that’s his in.
and after three years of fucking his hand sloppily, cumming with steve’s name on the tip of his tongue. he would finally be that close.
dustin would introduce them, and eddie would be dramatic. pulling out stop after stop, making sure to list all the heinous things steve did to him during his reign of crown prince.
he would spend time at the video store frequently. renting movies he knew steve would watch with him.
he’d bring steve snacks, telling him he knew how hard it must’ve been to work all day in such a small store.
he’d bribe steve with a joint, the catch being he’d have to smoke it at the trailer.
and through his perseverance, eddie would get his wish one night. after drunk kisses and sloppy confessions, a smug grin crossing his face.
eddie pulled out the sealed bottle of lube from his nightstand, drizzling it on his fingers. warming it up. he’d stretch steve so slowly, savoring every noise and movement he made.
he’d slide in so smoothly. and he’d last all of 60 seconds.
but he had done it. and he wouldn’t be able to stop. he’d keep doing it for months. and he’d would get so much better.
he’d keep steve there for hours in his bed, ungodly hours while he had the trailer to himself.
and once that settled, he would propose to have proper dates with steve. he’d bring him flowers, and sing him love songs.
because he had fucked him, but now he had to have him.
steve said yes every time of course, oblivious to the way eddie was eating him up.
tldr; stalker eddie and his oblivious boyfriend
#ryn’s guts#ryn’s a sl*t#steddie#steddie ficlet#cw stalking#cw smut#cw drugs#steve and eddie#i love a good stalker au#and i’m so tired#but i needed to say my thoughts
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the sheep and the rabbit
#the walten files#digital art#illustration#sha the sheep#the pumpkin rabbit#i’m spiraling#and I’m so tired
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Late night sketch with a different brush. I really like how it looks!
#Toshinori Yagi#All Might#My Hero Academia#MHA#MHA fanart#Boku No Hero Academia#BNHA#BNHA fanart#MHA Toshinori Yagi#rkgk#my art#i wanna put him in my pocket#he’s so soft#and i’m so tired
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Fic where Tim and Bernard go on vacation to Point Place West Virginia bc Bernard loves cryptids and the entire time Bernard keeps asking if Batman knows Mothman
#this could have been better but I’m stoned#and i’m so tired#tim drake#tim drake x bernard dowd#bernard dowd#batman
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i really need a nap. and for some of you to be my irl friends not just online but mostly i just need a nap
#shouting into the void#i’m so tired#not just physically but mentally and emotionally#i’m honestly not fussed dnd got canceled#i need that whole weekend to rest and not talk to people#don’t get me wrong i love my dnd party#they’re wonderful#but people are so exhausting#and i’m so tired#and also improv is a lot and anxiety is a lot
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Did not get to take the rest of the day off, did have frustrating coworker convos, so I am embarking on round 2 of trying to get my library book and then decaying on the couch for the rest of the evening
#my face hurts :((#idk what I’m eating tonight#I can’t even have rice :((((((((((((#and I’m so tired#personal
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Had a really bad breakdown in front of my parents. Basically, telling them how tired, sad and scared I am about my health.
Things are getting bad, and as much as I try to ignore it. Try to down play it, it’s really effecting me. I try my best to be strong, a lot of it for the sake of others around me but it’s hard.
I’m not in the best of spaces mentally. All week I’ve literally just log off work and lay in bed and just try and space out as. Much as I can.
Please forgive me if I’m slow as responding to dm’s and such. I’m planning on sleeping here soon because my head is killing me and my eye hurts and is sore from the injections.
#it’s hard being strong#it’s exhausting really#I keep going because it’s what I have to do#I don’t have a choice#and I’m so tired#idk if I’d even call that strength#I just really want things to be better#ooc. // 𝐛𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐝𝐢𝐚 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬
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idk how much longer i can keep “its gonna be okay!”-ing my way through life, fellas
#like there’s always issues#always problems#and i’m so tired#i’m so so so fucking tired#literally it’s a blessing to even have one day without something fucking up#but even then it’s the anxiety of knowing the peace won’t last#vent#personal
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“I thought I could become okay by pretending. But it turned out time couldn’t heal everything if I kept running away. For time to heal my wounds, I needed to stay true to my emotions and ride out the pain and grief. I don’t think people have to be okay all the time. Nor can they be.”
I’m just gonna leave that there and go cry in a corner for a minute
#my demon#drama rant#demon rant#spoilers!!!#episode 15#i have actually had the worst week at work#nothing went right at all#and I’m so tired#and this just… really made me cry
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fandom needs to both calm the fuck down and also get as SILLY as humanly possible. if I wanted everything I interacted with to be “””””ACCURATE””””” I’d read/watch the source material. I just wanna have a fun silly time tbh?? I get it that it’s hard to read a fic where the character you like is acting a lil outside the canon bounds but you know what?? That shit HITS for someone, let them have it. Let them be a little silly, I say, a little fun, just as a treat! As long as no community or no person is being harmed in the creation and execution of the fan work, it has a place. Yes, even the shit you hate. IT HAS A PLACE!!!
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I think I might shave my head again for all the wrong reasons
#went to a new hairstylist#and the vibes were off#it’s a hack job#like one side definitely shorter than the other#I will say my undercut is great#love it#but the top half of my head? yeah not so much#AND THE BEST PART???#I HAVE A FUCKING FAMILY BABY SHOWER TO GO TO TOMORROW#LIKE REALLY?????#AND I THOUGHT THE HAIRCUT WAS GOOD UNTIL I GOT HOME#THEN IT WAS ALL WRONG#AND I JUST WANT TO CRY AND LAY DOWN#yes I know it’s hair#yes I know it grows that’s why I don’t care if it’s shorter than usual#but it’s clearly uneven#and I’m so tired#rant over#im fine#again it’s hair it grows it can be fixed#I’m just more upset about the party tomorrow#rogue rambles
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work was so shit today oh my god. the shift before mine didn’t finish their work so I had to do it which put me so far behind my own work that I had to stay for 40 fucking minutes after the end of shift to get it all done and I’m 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠
send me good vibes besties bc I need some positivity or I will explode into a thousand wooden splinters
#meg speaks#and this is my 9th consecutive day of work with no break#and I’m so tired#and I just want to go home and shower and eat and pass out
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anyone else been suffering cold and flu symptoms for about two months or is it just me?
#i swear#it’s just hitting me in stages#i had the ear nose and throat infection#then a persistent ear infection that made me deaf in one ear#now i’ve got a sore throat and bunged up nasal passages#it’s not left#and i’m SO tired#plus#my wisdom tooth is coming through and i’m so fed up#i’m just aching all over#personal shit
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I genuinely don’t understand the obsession with bringing back extinct species that don’t have a home anymore. the arctic can’t handle the animals in it right now (bc we’re killing it), WHERE are we putting a wooly mammoth?? where are we putting dinosaurs? where are we putting dodos? and WHY are we not putting that energy and funding into saving the species we still have while we have them?
#g talks#just saw a tiktok from a scientist talking about the dodo research#and i’m so tired#like what is even the purpose#what kind of life will they have#how can you garuntee we won’t just kill them again#mine#/mobile#/okay to reblog
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I know I said the next chapter would be out at the start of the week but I didn’t manage to post it before the concert and now I feel like I’ve been ran over🕺🏻 so idk maybe around the weekend it’ll be out
#literally my legs hate me#and I’m so tired#and I still need to travel back home from my mums today#literally ready to crawl into a hole rn#the chapter is literally written too lol I just need to proof read it#my writing
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thought of you tonight while I walked out to my car. there was a perfect breeze and a really pretty tree … all I could think was how much better that moment could have been with you on my arm
#this is all so fucked#and I’m so tired#I realize this doesn’t really reflect the moment well#I suppose it made me think back to when I had you in my life#instead of you haunting my thoughts and being a ghost
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