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popping in to say that y’all really do make me so happy!! as people and as writers, i’m so grateful to know y’all. i know i’m really scarce rn, and that might not change for a little while, but pls don’t forget that you make me smile!! on a day like today, when things are hard bc that’s just life, you make me smile. you with your creativity and lovable characters and unique writing styles — you make the days a little brighter, and i thank you from the bottom of my heart 💜
#this feels out of the blue but truly today was really hard for personal reasons i won’t talk about here#and getting little notifications for replies and reading them made my heart feel a little lighter#and i just don’t want anyone to forget that i care and truly appreciate all of you#it’s hard? scary? i dunno — but it’s hard to reach out individually sometimes bc of my personality so i just want to say this here for now#i might sound cheesy as heck but i’m happy that out of all the people on this silly planet on this silly site i get to know you#and i’m so happy i do 💜#get ready to ramble | ooc
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HBEBEBEBEBEB UR WILLIAM DESIGN IS SO SILLYYYYY THAT SKRUNKLY OLD MAN IS GETTING THE CHAIR <3333
The worst man ever 💜
#ask reply#again I’m always glad when yall like my designs#WILLIAM is so fun to draw too#you guys have left a lot of nice comments and asks about his look!! which I appreciate!!#I always do try my best to make these characters semi accurate#but also visually distinct from one another#so im happy its working out#SO YEAH TY 💜💜💜#I gotta draw William more#promise I will in some serious comics#I do find him to be a very interesting character#it would be fun to explore all of that#let me cook let me cook 🔥🔥
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25ji ship week 2024: free day 🎼❄️🎨🎀
let’s always be together, forever ♡
#project sekai#prsk#proseka#kanade yoisaki#mafuyu asahina#ena shinonome#mizuki akiyama#polyniigo#pjsk#prsk fa#sketchbook#AND WITH THAT . 25JI SHIP WEEK IS DONE#this was so much fun to do tbh and it helped me a lot with my art moving forward .#I love niigo so much they mean so much to me and I’m so happy I was able to participate this year#one day things will be okay#you’ll never be alone#💜
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stay warm everyone!!!!
#kuko harai#jyushi aimono#hitoya amaguni#bad ass temple#hypmic#hypnosis mic#lol this was for bat’s fourth anniversary but i’m a day late 💀#BUT HAPPY FOURTH ANNIVERSARY BAD ASS TEMPLE THE TRAJECTORY OF MY LIFE CHANGED THE MOMENT YOU CAME INTO IT#💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜#i listened to bat’s winter lines from early this year and kuukou absolutely HATES winter LOL#(me🤝kuukou: winter’s biggest haters lmao)#jyushi wasn’t doing too hot either but hitoya seemed to be okay????#so pretend that hitoya has low blood pressure or sumn idk bat’s huddling for warmth with each other bc i want them to lol#vee is arting
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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It’s been 84 years…They’re finally back 🥹
#I’M SO HAPPY I COULD CRY !!!!#BEST SURPRISE OF MY ENTIRE LIFE !!!!!!#It gives masterpiece theatre and ever after we’re fucking back 😭🥹#Their last album were less my taste if they do return to MP and EA era i’m going to cry omg#7 minutes of blessing I love Josh’s vocals so much 😭#i smiled so much watching the mv my cheeks hurt kcbskdns#ok to reblog#alex.txt#audio#marianas trench#loves of my life💜#Spotify
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at the risk of sounding like really entitled….
does anyone else have a fic that is their most popular, but you don’t want it to be, because you don’t think it deserves it, and you have better stuff, and while ofc you are grateful that people like something you wrote, it’s almost annoying that for some reason That one is the most popular. lmao
#for me it’s this like time travel shenanigans ml fic called Why Are You Like This#which I had a ton of fun writing and I like the fic#but I also tend to forget about it lol#and then I see that it’s my most popular one and I’m like ‘not but this isn’t even in my top 5 favorite fics I’ve written. why’ hdjsjs#it’s probably closer to the bottom of the top 10? and I do not have that many fics hahaha#I remember rooting so hard for tell me something I don’t know to surpass it in kudos#which it eventually DID and I was so happy#but then later WAYLS passed up tms again lol#and I was slightly annoyed to realize that WAYLS was my first to break 5k kudos#while tms still hasn’t#it’s very close tho I need like. 2 more#ok ok sorry this definitely sounds super entitled DHDKDK#I promise I am VERY grateful for every fic interaction!! every kudos or comment I’ve ever received!!#thank you thank you to anyone who has ever read my stuff💜#I just think this is kind of funny#cause I keep scratching my head wondering why that one is the top fic#I think ppl just rly enjoy time travel stuff?#also I did it as a gift for yunyin based on one of her comics so that probably boosted it haha#anyway
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hi ian i come bearing angst fuel for the yuusha as twsted elsa (maybe an idea for her possible overblot idk she kinda reads to me as someone whod preemptively isolate in the case she feels...blotty)
(also seeing that art of her playing violin totally didnt fuck me up im still nursing my bruised heart 🥴🥴💕💕)
https://youtu.be/NDldNaEZTt8?si=Wm71pgTltuJLjFvk
^^this is from the frozen musical where they gave a song to elsa to explore her emotional turmoil and it just fleshed out her character so much more than the orig movie (ok i havent seen frozen 2 oops) but just this section here:
Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive?
Was I a monster from the start?
How did I end up with this frozen heart?
Bringing destruction to the stage
Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage
anyways lmao i jus think the song is neat i think yuushas neat (i wanna see more of her ahehehe i love seeing infodumps abt ur yuus)
-diodellet
(throwback to this “what if yuu had magic” ask where i had a ✨realization✨ and this more recent yuusha lore drop that i gave zero elaboration on 🙃)
very rough ob yuu design??? idk i came up with it on the spot ;;; and it’s kinda based on disney’s concept art of elsa when she was supposed to be the villain.
evil ice queen vibes :3
also i know the ob monster is supposed to be based on the villain— which is elsa in this case— but lowkey. an ice monster is way cooler.
also also i just realized after i drew this i couldve done a grim/yuu tandem overblot ough 🤧🤧 (next time I'll do that instead if i ever go back to this concept)
(read more below because it got SO long)
AAH anyways hi hi dio!!! when i saw your ask i went —
— with this entire post
AAGH HOW MANY MORE UNINTENTIONAL CONNECTIONS ARE GOING TO BE BETWEEN FROZEN AND YUUSHA
i guess watching the movie everyday when it came out when you’re like 9 does something to your brain chemistry (and still haunts you at least a decade later) 💀
but anyways the angst ;;; overblot yuu ;;;;; my brain is rotting and the worms have taken over
also i didn’t even know that there was a frozen broadway musical so im gonna have to check it out later 🏃💨💨💨
(also dont worry frozen 2 is a nice watch for the most part but the way they concluded the characters did not feel 100% satisfying to me 😭 BUT i love some of the songs tho ;;; kristoff’s goofy 80s ballad song is one of them specifically, i need everyone to listen to it)
hfgnnfhfgv anyways thank you so much i’m chugging that angst fuel as i expand more on a possible ob yuusha with another infodump 💪💪💪
⚠️⚠️⚠️ ALSO IM SORRY BUT mentions of taking one’s own life so please proceed with caution ⚠️⚠️⚠️
i had to reread what my initial thoughts about it bc it was months ago??? and after rereading im just like, huh what was i on— (just that feeling when you just cringe at your old posts ;; but idk i think the insanity/cringe sometimes can loop back into being a genius and the cycle just continues)
anyways i’ve been on and off writing yuusha’s bio and overblot yuu was just at the back of my mind chilling but i didn’t really do anything with it.
but now that i have the opportunity,,,, im gonna go on the magicless route this time bc i feel like I've said all what i thought if it was an overblot due to her own magic.
so uh from what i gather overblots are a mix of overuse of magic + intense negative emotion.
since it’s magicless yuu, i guess the one of the general headcanons around the fandom is that they’ve been too exposed to overblots and then intense negative emotions suddenly just triggered their overblot.
uh anyways onto the elsa parts
Is everyone in danger as long as I'm alive? Was I a monster from the start? How did I end up with this frozen heart? Bringing destruction to the stage Caught in a war that I was never meant to wage
THE LYRICS ARE SO GOOD ;;; i really love how some broadway interpretations expand on the source material
and yeah you're right 🤧🤧🤧— yuusha would try to hide and escape, especially as she overblots bc she would try to avoid hurting people (and like elsa, it'd only hurt others more trying to escape bc of probably how she leaves destruction in her wake trying to make others stay away from her 😔)
(this is a small tangent but i remember thinking about an overblot kalim and i imagine him to be similar, like he would not hurt anyone intentionally in his overblot.)
anyways so the way it would go is that i imagine her friends got fatally injured either because a) she feels that she’s too “useless” without magic to help and wasn’t able to do anything OR b) her attempts at helping to try and prove that she can help without magic made everything worse.
and then she just goes into a guilty spiral then boom — overblot.
ALSO in the song, the way elsa briefly contemplated taking her own life but then realizing there’s no guarantee that would solve anything hnghgh (<- another unintentional parallel to my yuusha lore because that’s actually how she ended up in twst except she did NOT have the latter realization)
there’s this “yuu is dead” theory i’m just using and that the black carriage actually just caught yuusha’s soul after she took her own life from all the burden.
also some bonus angst context for that violin post :3
yuusha back in her homeworld is raised and known to be a gifted musician. people can feel the life and soul in her music but when people interact with her, they are usually met with an ice-cold (heh) personality.
the dead family member was the one who taught her music and the only one who was kind to her.
there’s always an expectation from her family to perform well and to keep up appearances as to not be a humiliation since anything she does can reflect on her entire family. (also hi, slight yuusha/jamil parallels maybe???)
the way she presents herself also stemmed from an incident as a child when she went apeshit on another kid bc she was defending a friend.
so from then on she was taught taught to conceal don’t feel those emotions — which just unfortunately extended to any positive ones, not just negative ones like rage.
so when she is brought to twst, there’s no memory of her being forced to hold back her emotions so she’s just unapologetically affectionate and open with everyone bc that’s how she really is.
but every now and then, memories of her breaking down haunt her in her dreams or as subtle reminders in the waking world.
then yuusha just goes on her day like she just wasn't reminded of her past.
(unnecessarily tragic lore my beloved, but anyway—)
another extremely brief tangent and bonus -> the two songs i had on loop while drawing pre-twst yuusha
lindsey stirling my beloved i love her music
the songs are such a vibe
her instrumentals in “lose you now” especially makes me feel some sort of way 😖
#AHH THIS IS /SO/ LONG#THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN IM GIVEN THE CHANCE TO RAMBLE#but thank you for the ask dio!! 🤧🤧#it makes me so happy to hear you like yuusha 😭💕💕#this also took a bit because i needed to like#actually turn all these thoughts into actual coherent words#and for them to actually. make sense together.#idk im proofreading this myself during the gamer hours of midnight hfdjslkf#i sure /hope/ they do make sense for the most part because this is pure massive brain vomit#[—✦ chatting#-✧ my art#-✧ oc rambles#(💜) yuusha#pretwst💜#-✦—]#at this point too i’m sticking to the twst elsa concept#it just felt weird admitting it bc i have a history with this movie and its fandom in general#kids would ask you “whos your favorite disney princess it cant be elsa” bc everyone would pick her so i'd have to pick another </3#she was too famous and therefore too obvious and basic#not to mention “let it go” was EVERYWHERE and it did become annoying at one point 😭#the fandom around frozen back then was v questionable too ngl and i was also in that hole for a bit so it's just /ack/#but rewatching the movie i realize how elsa kinda speaks to me hgjkdsjfaljsd#i could lowkey highkey rant more about her but anyways#imma be an elsa defender and apologist for as long as i am able
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just got some of the best news and my heart is so full of love that i could burst!!
#my friend lewis’s mum has been really sick and has been in hospital for months#it’s been really stressful for him and i’ve been so worried because at one point it really didn’t look good at all#BUT BUT BUT!!!#she got the go ahead to come home after slowly recovering!!!#and she’s coming home today!!!!!!#i’m so happy for him and for her 💜💜💜#ms karen is the nicest person and i am so happy she’s doing better
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My vacation was better than I could’ve dreamed like it wasn’t even the festival lineup so much (though I did meet another of my top 3 journalists) even as all the people I interacted with in D.C. and the museums I saw this time that I didn’t last time like I cannot tell you how free I felt during this trip..
Also DO meet your heroes. They will be fantastically excited to see you again and treat you like an old friend even when you’ve only met once before and they will find you just as intelligent, interesting, talented, and dope as you find them and give you a massive hug because they’re so speechless because they think you’re a brilliant artist and are that honoured by your gifts
#lost track of how many times he said ‘oh wow’ as he unwrapped all my pottery 😁😁😁😁#and like some of it I wasn’t proud of or happy with but he was so in love with and now I am too#and he introduced me to this philosophy that literally has already changed my life#it's so fucking funny this man is kind of just some white journalist and he knows it. to me he is a rockstar and a philosopher of our time.#and he will not stop giving me the time of day and telling me how smart and cool I am#he has insomnia as bad as me and I was going to ask him how he manages to do so much despite it#but I realized he would just ask me the same thing 💞#ppl ask me if I have a crush on this guy and I’m like. I just think he’s neat. I want our minds to kiss with hella tongue#AND THEY DO 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜#anyways if he was speechless at my letter and pottery I can only say the same to his response 💖#he asked me how I’ve been multiple times and I was like…tbh man there are real reasons to say bad#but my intuition is to say good#like somehow despite those reasons I’ve been feeling better than usual and now? even better#soliloquies
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I went to pride and one float was handing out various specific pride flag stickers at random and I got the toothpaste one and I offered it to the gay couple behind me (who were so sweet btw) and they were like “that’s sweet, I have no idea what that is?” lmao.
#anyway he took it and put it on his arm lol#I’m in the club of its very unnecessary lmao but I saw a couple kids wearing it so like 🤷♀️ ig if that makes them happy#but it just felt like peak ‘do you talk to any real gays’ bc I bet that’s 99% of their reactions#anyway I found it so funny that they were just having out stickers of the flags at random like that lmao. niece got given a lesbian one#I got gay man and my mum got pan…is that how u turn LGBT you get assigned a sexuality with a sticker alsnskdjeb#OBVIOUSLY it was an amazing day I felt like I was gonna die by the end and I’m sunburnt but 🩷❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜
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FNAF stickers are coming to the Patreon soon!!
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#Patreon#michael afton#vanessa fnaf#vanny fnaf#freddy fazbear#foxy the pirate#chica the chicken#bonnie the bunny#the puppet#balloon boy#fnaf 2#HUGE NEWS!!!#Sticker club starting next month!!#I wanted to give a little heads up before hand#So everyone who wants to get their hands on that months stickers can!#Can join anytime in that month#it’ll be sent by the end of the month and the start of the next 💜#I HOPE TO SEE yall there!!#I���m so happy with how these sheets turned out fr#I know a lot of you asked when I’ll do merch#well I was lowkey cooking this up 🔥🔥
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BEL YOU'RE BATSHIT INSANE !!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING LOOKS SO AMAZING IM LOSING MY MIND !!! BLOG MAKEOVER OF THE YEAR!!!!! RUNNING AT UR WAY WITH A PRIZE RN CUZ OMG!!!!!!
PEEEEEACH YOU’RE BEING TOO KIND I’M 😭😭😭💜💜💜 THAT REALLY MEANS SO MUCH TO ME!!!
#listen i never know what i’m really doing until i’ve done it#and there’s been plenty of times when edits haven’t worked out so it makes my heart so happy to hear that!!!#especially from you!!! even if you’re keeping an edit simple it always looks good peach!!!#i’m your admirer and i’m smooching you on both cheeks 💜💜💜#get ready to ramble | ooc#this is some good soup | saved
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nobody asked but these are probably my favourite live looks hayama-san gave us lol
#vee queued to fill the void#FOLLOWED VERY VERY V E R Y CLOSELY BY HIS 7TH LIVE DAY ONE LOOK (MAX CUTE AND I WISH HIS SUKAJAN SHIRT WAS ON SALE TO THIS DAY)#AND HIS 8TH LIVE DAY 2 LOOK (BIASED BUT ALSO HE LOOKS GOOD IN GOLD AND HE WAS IN A SKIRT THAT HAD THIS RLY CUTE BELT BUCKLE ON HIS HIP)#are they in order?????? idk lol but maybe#my hayama brainrot has been on 💯 lately as we get closer to the next hangout stream and his return to it lol#it’s!!!!!!!!!!!!! been too long since i’ve seen his face in content i haven’t been looping for ages lmao#(what????? i got three new videos with him in it in the past two weeks and a very entertaining radio ft sakakihara-san???? idkwym lol 😌😌😌)#abema removed their bonus 6th live content effectively making it lost media i think and i’ve really depressed about it#it was so charming to listen to hayama-san’s voice just perpetually stuck on his kuukou baritone#since that was the first time he’d performed as kuukou for as long as he did and as intensely too (bat’s first kaigen 🥹🥹🥹)#like even takeuchi-san’s voice was going out towards the end of their interviews that’s how hard they went on that live#and sakakihara-san’s post live excitement for kaigen the way he happy clapped getting to talk about kaigen ABEMA I RLY DO HATE THIS#so i’m trying to make myself feel better by tag rambling about them lol#anyway that haircut for the 6th live was so inspired i miss his long hair era everyday and 💜💜💜 to the first time he wowed the entire world#(if you feel there’s some type of energy going into the 5th live shot i posted instead a more uniform shot with the others eh heh⭐️)
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#I don’t know how intentional it is#but the way he’s encouraging me and pushing me to take better care of myself in what feels like subtle ways just has mt heart all warm#this man helped me figure out budget friendly options for my groceries and is giving me different ways to put them together#I’m eating real food. meals. at home. for the first time in like at least a year?#he answers all my dumb baby cooking questions#he encourages me when i feel like idk what I’m doing (like today when I was making a breakfast bowl and nothing was done at the same time)#like idk how to explain it totally#but basically I feel CARED for. looked after. loved?#even though he’s 4 hours away#and like this is just one aspect! there’s so much more he’s doing all the time that makes me feel safer and happy#idk man. I just have a full tummy (of REAL FOOD) and am feeling feelings.#idk if or when he will see this but I just needed to get it out. I hope he knows how much I appreciate him 💜#🤓 daddy#talking peach
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Yves First EP [LOOP] - May 29th 💘
#loona#Yves#ha sooyoung#kpop#Loona Yves#Loona ha sooyoung#Loona sooyoung#soloist#rhitag#awekslook#leksietag#userdahyun#userdoyeons#useroro#forvy#foraddy#usermairin#caprisee#userbexrex#happy birthday love ❤️ !!!#ON MY BIRTHDAY !#I know I’ve said it a million time you just don’t know how much it makes me happy 😭#I missed her so much 😭#it’s not great but I wanted to do a little something I’m excited 🥰#Scarlet love🌹❤️#loves of my life💜
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