#and i woke up at 5 am randomly and could go back to sleep

[skatinginfinitelywithyourmom]

staff meetings at 8.30 am should be a crime btw

[homestylehughes]

i wanna taste

pairings: jack hughes x fem!reader

summary: after one sight of y/n, jack has to get a taste.

warnings: smut 18+. oral- fem receiving, dirty talk, cussing, use of pet names. fluff, soft jack.

wc: 1.8k

au: hi loves! im on a writing streak (thank you spring break). im back with some jack smut woooohooooo, i realllllyyyy enjoyed writing this, i hope you guys enjoy. like and reblog if you enjoy<3.

happy reading <3

Rain softly hits the window, the soft light from the lamp in the corner of the living room illuminates the room with a soft glow. 

I've been awake for a few hours, my body waking me up at 5 am, turning over to see that Jack was sound asleep beside me, I decided to get out of bed and start my day.

Settling on the couch with a cup of coffee in my hands along with my book, this is where I've been for the last 3 hours. The book captivated me so much I didn't even check the time until I had finished it. 

The clock read 8:15, I was genuinely surprised Jack wasn't awake yet. His crazy hockey schedule kept him awake and up at odd hours, his body probably needed all of the sleep it could get. 

Getting up to get another cup of coffee, and the second book of the series I’m reading, I settle back into the couch and enter an alternate universe. 

I'm so into my book, that I don't even realize Jack creeping up behind me, wrapping his arms around my neck, nessling his face in my neck, feeling  his warm breath fan my neck. 

“Good morning pretty girl” I hear him say, as his face is still muffled in my neck. 

“Good morning” I say back as I crane my neck up to meet his face, getting a good look at his face for the first time today. 

Taking in his sleepy doe like state, hair a mess, eyes full of sleep, leaving evidence that he just woke up. Sweatpants riding scarily low on his hips, his chest bare, allowing me to rake my eyes over it. 

“Done checking me out pretty girl” he smiles down on me, catching me in the act. “Maybe, i'm not sure yet” i muttered back, my face heating with a slight embarrassment. “How'd you sleep?” I ask him, still looking up at him. “Good, really good. Would have been better if I woke up with you beside me” he says, looking down at me. 

“Sorry baby, I randomly woke up at like 5am. I didn't want to wake you up "I say feeling bad, for leaving him in the bed alone. 

“It's okay, you can make up for it now” he says as he begins to lean down, his lips meeting mine in a soft kiss. The angle makes it a little hard for me to fully kiss him, but I deal with it and push my body up further to meet his kiss. 

Our lips moved in sync for a few more seconds before Jack pulls away, resting his arms on the arm rest behind me, giving me a few seconds to catch my breath. 

“That's a better good morning greeting” Jack says as he's smiling, making his way to the other end of the couch, picking up the blanket that covers my feet and slides under it as he sits down. 

The simple movement probably means nothing to him, but it does to me, seeing him so at peace, and calm makes my heart warm. I'm quickly pulled out of my daydream when I hear Jack's voice.

“Has it been raining all morning?” he asks as he's looking out the window, the rain still hitting the window. 

“Yeah it's been raining since i've been out here” i say “it's very peaceful” he replies back softly. Turning his body back to face mine, “what time is it?” he asks, snuggling himself deeper into the blanket like a child, “9:30” i reply back. 

“Dang i slept in” Jack says with an airy laugh. I laugh softly in response, as I go to pick up my coffee mug to take a drink, to only find that its empty. 

“I'm going to go get more coffee, do you want a cup?” I asked him, raising my back from the couch to get up. 

“Yes please that sounds amazing, thank you pretty girl” he says, moving himself back to a sitting position on the couch. 

“Okay baby, I'll be back” I say as I fling the blanket off my body, not seeing Jack's widened eyes as I turn my back to him as I make my way to the kitchen. 

Making both of our cups of coffee I make my way back to the living room, I feel Jack's eyes on me instantly. 

“Here you go baby” I say, holding the hot cup out to him, “can you place it on the table for me?” he rasps out, as I go to place the mug on the table in front of us, I hear Jack speak again “set yours down too”. I look up at him confusingly as I set both cups down on the table. 

“Are you okay Jack?” I ask him, my eyes locked on his face. “Yeah i'm fine, can you come here please” 

I make my way closer to him, standing in front of the couch where he lays, Jack deciding that isn't close enough for him. He puts his hands on my hips pulling me into his lap. His hands moving to rest on my bare thigh. 

“What are you wearing?” he asks me, looking down at my body, i see nothing wrong with what i'm wearing. “Clothes?” i reply back timidly, still confused on why he's acting like this.

“Your not wearing pants” he says, tracing his hands under my shirt, circling his hands on my practically bare hips, causing my breath to hitch slightly. 

“You're walking around the house in a tiny thong, and a shirt that doesn't even cover your ass completely, and you expect me not to do anything” bringing his face to mine, close enough that I can feel his breath fanning on my face. I swallow before saying “what are you going to do about it?”

Before I know it, Jack smashes his lips to mine. The kiss is hot and wet, his tongue quickly entering my mouth fighting and winning for dominance. My hands in his hair pulling him closer to me, wishing that there wasn’t a blanket separating us. 

I began to rock my hips into his to gain some type of friction, I can feel the dampness between my thighs beginning to grow. 

I pull my lips from his and begin to trail them down his neck, kissing and sucking little love bites in my wake, softly biting his ear as I make my way down. I hear Jack's breathing beginning to pick up, moaning lowly in my ear. 

Just as I'm about to trail my way back to his lips, he pushes me off of him. My back is now hitting the couch. I look up at him breathless, waiting for his next move. 

“I have to taste you pretty girl, I've been dying to do it all morning” Jack says, eyes locked with mine as he pushes the blanket of his body. Making his way between my legs spreading them apart as he rests in between them now. 

Tracing his hands up my bare thighs, his hands sliding under the waistband of my underwear, pulling them down slowly, while keeping his eye contact with me. Once my underwear are completely off me, he throws them somewhere behind him.

Jack begins to kiss up my thighs, alternating between each of my legs. My chest is rising quickly now, I need him to do something soon, the tension is starting to kill me. 

“Pretty pussy is so wet for me” he sighs as he slides his middle finger between my folds before pulling it back out, his finger glistening in front of him before sliding it into his mouth. 

Moaning at the taste, his eyes are on mine. This action alone causes me to moan down at him, shifting my hips closer to his face. 

“Tastes so sweet, pretty girl” he says as he guides his face back down to my pussy. “ I think I wanna have a taste now, is that alright with you, pretty girl?” his eyes searching mine for an answer. “Yes jack, please” I breathlessly say to him. 

Not even a second later, jack is diving into my pussy, his tongue finding my clit instantly. My hands fly into his hair grabbing something to hold on to while jack fucks me with his tongue. 

My moans are beginning to fill up the room, along with the sounds of jack slurping up my pussy, like a man who hasn't had a drink of water in days. 

Taking me by surprise Jack pushes 2 fingers into me, continuing to lap up my clit with his tongue. “Jack fuck” I moan out, pulling his hair even tighter between my fingers, the action causing jack to groan into me, sending chills up my body.

I began to push my hips to meet his tongue and fingers, beginning to feel the coil in my stomach heating up. 

Jack senses that i'm almost there, he thrusts his fingers into me, but curves them just enough so that he hits my g-spot. 

Causing my eyes to roll in the back of my head my body arching off the couch, my hips pushing themselves further into his grasp. 

“Right there fuck jack, please dont stop” I groan out. I reach under my shirt grabbing my right nipple between my hands squeezing it in between my fingers, as my other hand starts needing my left boob. 

“Fuck pretty girl, you look so hot from up there” my breath labors at the sound of jacks rough voice “does it feel good pretty girl?” “fuck, you feel so tight against my fingers, taking me so fucking good like a good girl” he says as he brings his thumb to my clit, rubbing and pinching it hard and fast. 

Incoherent things are falling from my lips at this point, the only thing I'm focused on is jack and the dam in my body that's about to break. 

Before I know it I'm cumming, hard and fast. My orgasm gives me no warning as it begins to wash over my body, hitting me like a tidal wave. 

My moans and “don’t stops” fill the living room, my grip on Jack's hair never loosening. Finally coming down from my high, I try to catch my breath, I open my eyes that make their way down to Jack who's looking at me with wide eyes, and a parted swollen mouth catching his breath. 

Making his way up to me, so that he's now directly on top of me, pushing himself up by his arms. “That was the hottest thing ive ever fucking seen.'' Jack says before capturing his lips with mine. 

Pulling back to look into his eyes, before something catches my attention. The cups of coffee on the table. “I think our coffee is cold,” I say, trying to hold back my laugh.

“I dont give a fuck about that coffee anymore” jack says as he laughs back at me, bringing his lips back to mine mumbling “how about we finish this in the bedroom?” before picking me up and dragging me to our bedroom. The coffee being long forgotten about. 

[yumizcorner]

All in~

Skz Ot8 x Reader

!!fem reader | gangbang | creampie | filthy smut | dirty talk | pet names (daddy etc.) | Oral (f and m rec.) | cum eating | degradation | squirting | everything else I forgot to mention!!

A/n: i tried my best to write this and I hope y‘all like it

„hey y/n…how are you?“ the guy on the phone asked. „I‘m good…how come you‘re calling so randomly?“ I asked him since it was 00:20am on a Sunday. „Oh well…I just wanted to check up on you“ he said and I could hear that he was nervous. „come on hyung you lost the bet so you gotta ask her.“ a voice in the back whispered wich made me chuckle. „Come on Chan whats wrong?“ he exhaled deeply and then talked again. „you know…it might sounds weird but me and the other guys thought about…well…you know…“ i sighed. „What Chan? You guys thought about what?“ I kinda lost patience on him since we already were in a call for 5 minutes now.

„Me and the members saw a video somewhere wich we found…interesting so we thought..“ He was getting nervous again so another one of the boys shouted from the back. „we wanna fuck you.“ I could hear 6 shocked inhales after he said that. „Please what?“ I said with a slight amused smile on my face since I found it funny. „Lee know is right.“ suddenly my face freezes. I thought they were joking. „Wait..all eight of you?“ i said in disbelief. „We know it’s much that we‘re asking for but we thought asking wouldn’t hurt anybody.“ I let out a small giggle. „Y‘all can stop playing now I was shocked already.“

for a few seconds,that felt like half an hour,nobody said anything. My mouth ran dry as I noticed. „You guys are playing aren’t you-?“ I asked with a blank face. I heard Chan clearing his throat before speaking up. „well we aren’t…b-but it’s okay if you don’t want to.“ he said in one breath. „I don’t really-“ before I could end my sentence I got interrupted by Chan. „You know what…just forget about it. We‘re sorry that we disturbed you. Sleep well.“

Before I could speak up again he ended the call. I just sat there in silence and tried to realise the situation.

After a few more minutes I came back to reality and decided to just go to sleep.

I woke up at 2pm the next day. I got ready and went to the city. I decided to visit the boys later on. Maybe but only maybe I also decided to accept the boys offer.

I told me best friend Yuna to come with me. I wanted to buy new lingerie for that day since I wanted to look as pretty as possible.

(just imagine any pretty lingerie you like. I couldn’t find any that I liked)

Once we were done with all the shopping we hang out a bit. „You really wanna get railed by eight man?“ she said while she drank her iced coffee. „Yuna- I-“ it’s not like she wasn’t right tho but I felt kinda weird when she said that. I mean it’s not that usual am I right? „Aren’t you afraid that they….yk…rip that wap apart?“ she said and took a sip of her coffee. I choked on mine and started to laugh. „Omg Yuna Stop.“ i said in disbelief and kept on laughing. „I trust them with all my life so I’m pretty sure they won’t do anything that I wouldn’t want.“ I said in a serious way. „I know I was just joking. And I also know that you know what you’re doing so I think you‘ll have a fun night tonight.“

Yuna went back home when it was about 8pm so I walked a few minutes with her until her way and my way were different. Nervousness started to take place in my whole body as I stood in front of the door wich belongs to the dorm of Chan and the others.

It felt like my heart stopped beating for a second as the door opened revealing Hyunjin. „Oh- hey y/n“ he said,sounding a little confused. „Hey Jinnie…could I come in?“ he nodded and stepped aside. I walked into the dorm and walked behind Hyunjin who took me where the other boys were. As soon as we arrived at the living room,everybody looked at me. „Hey“ I said blankly. They all greeted me and told me to sit down. We sat there in silence for a few minutes,only the voices on the tv making noise. God damn why is it that akward. „So why are you here?“ Jisung asked,desperate for an answer. „I bet she‘s here because she‘s accepting our offer.“ Lee know said giggling,with a smile on his face. „Minho!“ Chan said with a scolding tone. „h-he‘s right…“ I said looking down at my fingers while playing with them. „Really?“ Chan asked in disbelief. The other members just stared at me blankly. I nodded and could hear Lee know giggle again. Suddenly I could feel someone lifting up my chin. I looked up and looked into some brown eyes wich belonged to Lee know. „why would we waste more time hm? I think we should go to my bedroom and take the others with us. What do you think pretty girl?“ he asked while his lips were dangerously close to mine and his fingers still under my chin. I nodded in response since I was too stunned to speak up. „Use your words pretty girl. You should talk as long as you’re able to.“ he kissed me suddenly for a short moment then he left my lips again and looked into my eyes again. „I-I wanna go to your bedroom with the others.“ I managed to get out of my mouth. Lee know smirked and said „good girl.“ he backed up and picked me up from my seat. I squealed a little out of surprise. Minho took me to his bedroom while the others followed us. He placed me on the bed and kissed me again,this time way more passionately. After a few second I could feel someone’s hand resting on my inner thigh. I gasped a little as the hand went upper and made it to my clothed cunt. Minho started to kiss my neck,leaving marks wich also allowed me to look who’s hand was touching me.

Surprisingly it was the youngest who started to please me. „Can I?“ he asked softly with a smile on his face as he wanted to take off my clothes. „Of course.“ I said and helped him a little. Minho and Felix took off my upper clothes. Jeongin started to eat me out while Felix and Seungmin kissed my breasts. Minho was still marking up my neck. I moaned as Jeongin inserted one finger into me.

„we‘re gonna make you feel good tonight y/n.“ Lee know whispered into my ear. I looked around the room,searching for the others. They all stood closely,watching us.

„She tastes so good~“ Jeongin said. „And she feels so tight.“ Jisung hissed at his comment and unbuckled his belt. He wanted to touch himself but Minho stopped him. „Let y/n do that for you.“ he turned to me. „Will you help our little sungie out?“ he asked and I agreed. Lee know changed places with Jisung and sat down on a chair. Han didn’t really know what to do since he stood there like he‘s a lost child. „Sungie?“ he looked in my eyes as I continued to talk. „Don’t be shy. You can use me…I’m yours tonight.“ I started to lick around his tip since I wanted to help him a bit. He didn’t seem to be uncomfortable it just felt like he wasn’t really sure about if I wanted to do this. Jisung whimpered a bit as I took him fully into my mouth. Suddenly I could feel something big entering me wich caused me to moan around Han‘s dick. At this point he lost his sanity and started to fuck my throat while I tried to discover who fucked me. It didn’t take Han too long to cum since I kept on moaning. Once he came into my mouth I swallowed and showed him my empty mouth. „shit you’re so hot baby~“ he said and smiled. I turned my head and saw that it was Chan who slowly pushed into me. „Finally“ he said and bend down to face me. „now you‘re mine.“ he started to thrust roughly into me,making me moan. He laid his hands on my throat and started to choke me. He kept on thrusting roughly and fast. I felt like I was going to lose my mind any second. I felt like a moaning mess and I was one. „Fuck she‘s so tight.“ Chan groaned. „She looks so fucked out even tho you’re the first one that uses her.“ Changbin said. I don’t know why but I had to moan at his comment. It perhaps was because he said that Chan is the first one to use me. It did something to me. „God she clenched around me.“ Chan said.

„oh look at that…our little innocent girl is a cute precious slut.“ Lee know said. „Are you our slut? Come on say it for us. Tell us how slutty and dirty you are y/n“ I stuttered as I tried to focus on his words. My mind was foggy and I couldn’t seem to be able to think of words I could say. „awww is channie fucking you too good? You like how he‘s railing you?“ Hyunjin said while he sat down besides me. All those words that Lee know and Hyunjin said made me go insane. I felt how my first high build up and how amazing it made me feel. Chris fucked me harder with every single thrust wich send me over the edge. „Daddy~ fuck fuck fuck~“ I said as i came hard around Chan‘s cock. This also made him cum deep inside of me. I could feel how his seeds spilled into me. He thrusted a few more times and then pulled out. I could feel my pussy throb at the lost contact wich made me whimper.

While I tried to calm down from my high I felt someone teasing my clit. I opened my eyes,revealing Seungmin. He rubbed his dick against my entrance,spreading his pre cum on it. I whined as I wanted and needed more. „D-don‘t tease me Minnie please~“ Seungmin just laughed at my comment and pushed his tip into me. He hissed and then pushed in further. „gosh you feel so good.“ Seungmin said as he moved in and out. He started slowly but lost his control after a few thrusts.

Suddenly Hyunjin forced my mouth to stay open and laid his fingers into my mouth. I instantly started to suck and lick them while looking in his eyes. „She looks so adorable like this.“ Jeongin said and the others agreed while they all watched the scenario. „Can I cum inside you princess?“ Seungmin asked while fucking me sloppily and chaotically. „y-yes“ I managed to get out of my mouth while Hyunjin‘s long and slim fingers we‘re still in me. He forced his fingers into my throat and watched me closely as Seungmin came in my cunt,being the second one to fill me up. Hyunjin pulled his fingers out of my mouth and messily smeared the spit that was left on his hand onto my breasts.

After that he stood up and looked down at me. „will you suck me off just as good as you sucked my fingers?“ I looked up at him and smiled before removing his clothes hungrily. I gulped a little when I saw his hard cock in front of me. He was very big wich made me worry but I was too horny and fucked out to think of anything. I kissed his tip and then started to take him into my mouth. He thrusted a bit into my mouth wich made me even more needy. I sucked him off fast and messy but it seemed like he liked it since he groaned a few times.

I gasped around his cock when I felt someone entering me again. The way how they just used me when they wanted to,without asking turned me on so much.

I looked to the side and saw Changbin who entered me slowly. His dick was way thicker then the others I had so far. He stretched me out so much i felt like he was gonna rip me apart. Before I could look back to Hyunjin myself,he took my face and forced me to look at him. „Don’t take your eyes off of me.“ he looked at me with a serious dominating gaze that made me even more wet. He started to deepthroat me at the same time that Changbin started to move inside of me. „oh my god guys look at that.“ Jisung said and pointed at my throat. „Ahw baby~ sad that you can’t see yourself right now because you look too pretty with my cock lining out in your throat.“ I moaned around him wich made him hiss again. „Fuck Baby~“ Hyunjin said and gripped my hair with one hand. He held my head with the other and started to fuck my throat. Tears started to run down my cheek but I enjoyed every single second of it. He came with a moan and I swallowed instantly. Hyunjin sat down on a chair and rested while I was now focusing on Changbin.

„I wanna ride you please~ can I?“ he smiled at my request and said „anything you want.“ he picked me up and sat down while placing me on top of him. I sat down on his dick and started to move up and down. It hurt a bit but I couldn’t care less. All I wanted was to please Changbin. Out of nowhere somebody pushed my upper body down onto Changbin‘s. A few seconds I felt something poking my ass. „Relax baby~“ I heard Jeongin’s voice. I tried to do as he told me and relaxed as good as I could since Changbin‘s cock was still inside of me. Jeongin prepared me with two fingers and then entered me with his dick. He moved a few times until I told him it was fine. After I said that,Changbin also started to move again. Jeongin thrusted into me from behind while Binnie thrusted into me from under me. At this point I became a moaning mess again. The only thing I felt and could focus on was how their cocks were basically destroying me and how I enjoyed it. „she‘s even taking two cocks at the same time well.“ Jeongin smirked and kept on moving. I screamed and came loudly while both we‘re fucking me through my orgasm. The overstimulation caused me to moan again and louder. After a few more thrusts Changbin came,followed by Jeongin. They pulled out and laid me down on the bed again. I breathed heavily as I was calming down. „You think you can handle one more time baby?“ Lee know asked softly. „Yes yes yes. Please Lee know I need you.“ even tho I wasn’t really sure if I could make it I still needed him. I was craving him. „Are you sure? I‘m not sure~“ he said teasingly and lined his fingers through my wet folds. „Please Minho. I‘m begging you please. Please fill me up with your cock please I need you. Use me please.“ Lee know scoffed and spitted out a "pathetic" before entering me completely without a warning and moving instantly. I started to scream out my moans and gripped onto the bedsheets besides me. Lee know thrusted into me roughly and hard at the same time. „How can you be so tight even tho you got fucked by someone guys? God you‘re such a good slut.“ he laid his hands onto my hips and laid my legs onto his shoulders,hitting me deeper. It caused me to come already since it was too much for me to hold in but Minho didn’t stop. He kept on trusting at the same pace wich made me start to cry in pleasure. „you like how I’m fucking their cum into you y/n?“ I just moaned loudly at his comment. He made me feel so good that I started to drool. „Feels so good so full so big~“ I mumbled since I was fully out of my mind. „oh yeah dirty slut.“ he slowed down his pace and thrusted harder. I let out a scream at every single thrust he did. I looked to the side and saw Felix who jerked himself off to the whole scenario. Lee know also noticed and told him to come closer to the bed. „Cum on her face.“ Minho said blankly. Felix nodded and kept on jerking himself off. As soon as he started to moan louder I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out wanting to taste him. He came with a groan and spilled his cum into my mouth and some onto my face. I closed my mouth and wanted to swallow but Lee know interrupted me. „don’t swallow got it?“ I nodded and kept it in my mouth while he kept on railing me. „You‘re such a pretty slutty fuckdoll it’s insane“ he praised. He hit my sweet spot one hard time wich made me cum again but this time way more intense then the other times. My mouth was open wide,showing off all the cum that was in my mouth mixed with some of my spit. „Holy shit she squirted.“ I heard Chan saying. I couldn’t even think wich was why I just laid there moaning with my mouth slightly opened only feeling Minhos hard thrusts. „You‘re so dirty fuck~ you look like a disgusting whore with that cum leaking from you’re mouth~“ he said and thrusted two last times. He came while gritting his teeth and closing his eyes. I could feel him spilling a lot of cum into me. „You filled me up so much~“ I muttered under my breath. „Oh my god she’s so fucked out Hyung.“ Jisung said. Minho pulled out and gave me a kiss on the forehead.

„Guys get something to clean her up and make sure that y‘all are free tomorrow we will take care of her…she‘ll need it“ Lee know said and gave me one last kiss on my cheek. „You did great y/n we‘re all so proud.“

[loudlooks]

Day 15 - Freshly baked bread

30 day challenge notes: quantity over quality, limited editing, stand-alone/unrelated stories unless specifically stated otherwise, not always tiva, chronologically randomly set in whatever pre-s11 season seems to fit

A/N: Ziva shows up at Tony's thinking he's sick, friendship, set in the earlier seasons

actual representation of my brain while writing this:

Tag for blocking/following: 30 days of spring

Prompt: Freshly baked bread

Word count: 615

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The knock on the door woke him at an ungodly hour. Blindly he grasped for his phone to check the time: 10 AM. He rolled onto his back and rubbed his eyes. Technically not ungodly, but it was a Saturday, there should be laws against this.

Another knock, followed by the unlocking of his front door a few seconds later. He sat up and listened closely, only one person he knew had this modus operandi. At the sound of Ziva’s barely perceptible footsteps, he threw on a shirt and padded out of his bedroom. He found her placing an overflowing wicker basket on his kitchen table.

Ziva didn’t bother to look up at him, as she removed a few jars from the basket. “You weren’t feeling well yesterday, I thought I would bring you something to eat.”

“I’m fine.” He yawned, and stretched his arms above his head.

Ziva frowned, and looked at him closely. “I overheard you cancel your date at work.”

“I didn’t feel like going on a date.”

“You showed us her photo in the morning, bragging about how gorgeous she was.” She raised her eyebrows, and handed him a cup of tea. “Should I call Ducky?”

“There’s nothing wrong with me.” He swatted her hand away before she could touch his forehead. “Why are you here, it’s 10 AM?”

“I’m Jewish, we show people we care about them with food.”

“Oh, Italians do that too.”

“Really, you must not like any of us, then,” Ziva deadpanned, shuffling the small jars around.

“What? I buy you guys takeout all the time.”

“Buying takeout is not the same as a home cooked meal.”

“If I cooked for you, you’d arrest me for attempted murder.”

“If you’re going to be like this, I can take my freshly baked bread to someone who appreciates it.”

“Hey, you just woke me up, I’m still processing the fact that it’s a new day, I need a few more minutes.”

“You just woke up? It’s 10 AM.”

“I was trying to sleep in, like a normal person.”

“I slept in,” Ziva said defensively.

“Ziva, postponing your 5 AM run to 6 AM is hardly sleeping in.”

She turned to leave. “I have better things to do.”

“Wait,” Tony said and grabbed her arm, turning her around. “Can’t you stay and have breakfast with me?” He put on his most charming smile. “You did go to all the trouble of baking this bread, it wouldn’t be right if you didn’t get to enjoy it.”

She contemplated his offer, and gave in when he waved the loaf of bread under her nose with a goofy look on his face. With a reluctant smile, she sat down as he went to get plates and cutlery.

“So what did you have planned that’s better than sharing breakfast with a friend?” Tony asked as he set the table.

Ziva opened and closed her mouth, then shrugged and took a piece of bread. “Things.”

Tony sat down, and looked at her expectantly, knowing she had nothing important planned.

Her gaze flicked upwards, and with a forced smile, she admitted, “Chores.”

“Good, seeing as I’m now up at the crack of dawn, we have the whole day ahead of us for better things than chores.”

“The crack of dawn was five hours ago, Tony.”

“It’s dawn somewhere on the planet, now eat your breakfast while I plan our day.”

Ziva frowned. “Wouldn’t you rather make plans with the blonde you cancelled on yesterday?”

“No,” he bit into a piece of buttered bread, and briefly closed his eyes as the flavors and textures hit just right. “She would’ve never woken me up with freshly baked bread.”

[sturnsvlg]

ALL MINE - M.S

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WARNING⚠️

Mention of virginity loss, profanity, and smut.

No use of y/n cause it looks weird idk.. also this is my first time writing a story I didn’t really proof read but I think it’s good.

Listen to the song!!

I just woke up checking my phone to see the time it was around 5:00am

I’m not sure what woke me up I just stood from my bed knowing I wasn’t going to be able to fall back asleep, I opened my door quietly but quickly trying to get down the stairs before just grabbing a water from the fridge and walking back up the stairs the same way I went down quietly but quickly.

I sat in my bed getting on my phone just scrolling through TikTok, time had passed and I got a text from Matt

hey press are you up?

yeah I just randomly woke up😭

oh okay sorry if I’m bothering you

no your not what’s up?

wanna chill in my room? I can’t sleep

bet I’m coming

read at 5:43 am

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Listen, Matt is just my friend nothing more I knowwww what your thinking and it’s not that. not “FWB” (friends with benefits) I’m still a virgin so.. do what you will with that information, I’m just staying here for the time being.

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I sat up slipping my curly hair into my pink silk scrunchie before walking to my bathroom to quickly brush my teeth.

I grabbed my charger and walked to Matt’s door and knocked “Matt” I whisper shouted “sorry” he said opening the door I just nodded before sitting at the end of his bed “sooo what do you wanna do” he asked standing infront of me “uh we can- uh watch a movie or something? or do you want to do something else?” I suggest “we can watch a movie” he starts “that’s cool” he adds sitting on his bed but at the top.

Time passed.

We’re watching “a teacher” some show about a student and a teacher fucking, it’s pretty crazy honestly. I looked over at Matt at this point we were both laying next to eachother “take your underwear off” the tv said causing me to look away from Matt immediately “WOAH” I choked “what the fuck this show is crazy” he giggled causing me to do the same.

“take your underwear off” Matt looked at me I laughed slapping his chest he smiled quickly but then sat up looking me dead in my eyes, I couldn’t look away it’s like I was frozen

“take. your underwear. off” Matt said I sat up as well locking eyes with him “are you kidding?” I awkwardly laugh “no” he blandly said causing me to stop laughing “oh” I stood up and walked around to where Matt was straddling his lap

“kiss me” I insisted.

And so he did

“fuck” he said separating and moving down to my neck “mm” our lips connected again this time his guided my lips before entering my mouth this went on until i looked down “Matt are you-“ “yeah” he nodded “can i take this off” he referred to my top “yes”

And so he did.

“I’ve wanted this for so long” he sighed before pushing his head against my chest.

did he really or was he just saying that?

he placed kisses on my breasts before licking one “I need you press so fucking bad” he sighed “then have me” I kissed him one last time before he layed me down on my back “you look good like that” Matt said rubbing my practically bare body “are you wet for me? hm?” he said getting in his knees.

This is all going so fast I’ve never done any of this before, “can I take these off?” Matt asked “please, if you don’t I will” I know I sounded needy but I’m 19 and never felt this. I needed it.

He pulled my panties off looking down at the dripping he had caused “you are wet for me” he ran circular motions over my clit “you like that” Matt asked “yes Matt” I groaned to his touch before I could say something else I felt two fingers go inside of me slowly, painfully slowly “you feel so good” he took his fingers out looking at me “what did I do something” i sat up worried “no I just cant wait any longer” Matt said licking his fingers.

Holy shit. This is really happening he took his pants and boxers off leaving him naked also “oh my” I sat up “are you sure you want this? I mean you know things will change between us press” he said with his dick literally in his hand, I cannot take him serious “I mean you already fingered me? just fuck me already” I rolled my eyes “right” he nodded “WAIT” I whisper shouted “I need to tell you something first” he backed away looking dead in my soul “I’m a virgin” I whispered “what? Why are you whispering I can’t hear you” “I’m a virgin Matt” my head was down I’m so embarrassed right now. He started pulling his shorts back up “you don’t have to do that Matt?” “Are you sure? Just tell me if you want me to stop okay?” He said causing me to just nod.

He dropped his shorts back down grabbing one of my hands and used his other to hold his dick he glazed my clit gently with his hard tip “are you ready” he asked “yes Matt go sl- OH MY GOD” I moaned as he stuck it in “sorry” he looked at me worried “it’s okay just keep going” I groaned “yes” oh my god it felt like I could feel him in my chest, he was being gental. A little to gental “Faster” I clawed at him as he hovered over me, and so he went faster moans and groans leaving both of our mouths “fuck press” his motions getting harder “say my name Matty” each word I spoke came out so vulnerable “P- Presley” Matt leaned down to kiss me “Matt say it again” my hand gripping his hand tighter my other sliding to feel his stomach.

“Nghhh Presley FUCK P-Presley” he could barley get his words out, I caused that “fuck Matt HARDER” I was basically shouting I didn’t care for the other people in the house to hear me or not. “Open your mouth” and so I did he spit in my mouth I felt so weak and that only made me weaker “mm you know this is mine now? all mine.” his hand pushing my stomach to feel himself his paste began slowing down “I’m gonna cum” Matt’s groans getting louder “want me to pull out? don’t forget I’m not wearing a condom” This made me think did I want to risk it? I bit my lip before just saying whatever “don’t pull out I wanna feel you” he looked at me unsure his paste slowing even more “please Matt” he nodded kissing my lips then quickly speeding up his paste.

“Fuck fuck fuck” I moaned feeling myself release all over him, him doing the same shortly after me “ah cream team I see” he laughed “shut up Matt” I wiped the tears out of my eyes after rolling them.

“Let’s get you cleaned up Presley, you wanna stay in here with me for a little bit” “yes” “so are we still gonna be friends or are things between us just like weird now” I seemed like I was playing but I was genuinely scared to ruin what we have, scratch that HAD. “Of course we’re still friends we will just be friends that have had sex with eachother” he shrugged “okay I guess” I shook my head.

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We were laying down now at this point it had hit almost 7:00am Matt had fallen asleep holding me but I just couldn’t stop thinking about what things would be like between us now.

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BYE this is my first time writing a story🌚. I think imma do a pt2 tho

[starnightlover]

Hi Starbursts777!!! Here's my succuess or partial manifestations from the past that I thought would motivate people especially myself. So as the pictures above make self evident I am going to writing about my experience and time having manifested becoming a Saiyan althought not fully as I will explain everything below. so if you don't know Saiyans are a warrior race like what you see above that are extremely powerful with supernatural physical abilities energy manipulation transformations that boost their physical abilities and they have a ruthless ferocious nature often known as being brutal warriors. at the time of manifesting this I knew of this but not to the full extent of having experienced some of this for myself. So my first experience was from a Saiyan subliminal it contained every transform and transformation up to super saiyan blue. So I noticed my strength was rapidly increasing along iwth my speed stamina agility all of that, around week one I could start to feel and sense energy more frequently my aura become stronger to the point It would act as a natural heater for myself. the more intense I feel the more powerful the aura becomes. my aura was Purple. after about a week my body started to develop ultra instinct which is the ability to move and react to things without needing to be consciously aware of things so I'd dodge things people and objects without even knowing about it. my friend thought I was possessed because he knew I was becoming a Saiyan at the time. now I do want to talk about the aspects I didn't expect the anger and aggression was different as a Saiyan for instance you'd find yourself getting angrier at the smaller things more aggrerssive overall, you become very serious overall and another aspect is you lose some human emotions like you become extremely confident even arrogant to a degree and you have little regard for others it's just that Saiyans treat everyone like Battle hardened warriors so sometimes it can seem like you are being treated harshly which I was completely unaware of until my sister said something and I thought I was treating everyone normal. Another aspect was I only cared about training and getting stronger nothing else mattered my life was Eat sleep train rest train some more rinse repeat and something about Saiyan dna makes you oddly content with that. anyways let's get back on track. as time went on my KI energy aka life force energy became stronger and stronger eventually even my sister could feel the energy she even said it had a misty static appearance to it. at this point I haven't tried using Kaioken which is a tecnhique that boost your strength speed senses and overall all your physical stats besides your durability the only downside is it is very damaging to the body like imagine going through several full body workouts instantly. After about 2 months I was so close to using Kaioken well my aura wasn't visible but It could be felt and I felt intense heat and pressure build as I used the technique which was crazy. Of course their were more things that happened like for instance at work I had at the time while mopping the floor I randomly slipped and was levitating for about 5 seconds before I fell to the ground. another instance of the power of a Saiyan was when I was getting a drink of water and my sister said she saw blue energy come out of my leg and speed across the room. Saiyans are so full of energy that sometimes it's hard to keep it in your body. also Saiyan willpower is way stronger than anything I ever experienced I could literally force myself awake from sleep if I was having a bad dream not even having to be lucid just like Fuck this shit I want to wake up then I forcefully woke myself up. So as for me I realized after this whole experience that if I want a more balanced out lifestyle being a Saiyan hybrid is better so that's what I am working on now for myself.

This is amazing!!!! I am so happy for you!!

I love hearing illogical manifestations!! Thank you for sharing!!! The blue energy coming out of your leg is so crazy!!! That's so cool!!!

[taxi-cab-to-slowtown]

Core Disaster Week-- Day 5

Mission Report: May 25, 20XX

Timothy Jackson Drake-Wayne, Robin

Mission Completed: Young Justice Mission XXX

Summary: Look, weird things happen in our line of work, but this was weird even for that. We got transported to a universe where there was no such things as superheroes or superpowers, and let me say, it was trippy as all fuck. 

Notes: I find it really interesting that in this universe Bart was Barry’s son and not his grandson, it lends credence to my developing theory that Bart might be from the future, but his true intended time is the present. It would explain why Kon and I are his soulmates despite being from what would seem to be his past. If in a universe where time-travel does not exist he ends up in this time period anyway, maybe this is the period he’d meant to be in. 

Tw: Dick, don’t read this. You don’t want to know some of the stuff that happened. For everyone else, TW for child abuse. 

Notes For B: This is going to be weirdly sentimental and you can completely ignore it if it’s out of line, but that you for being my dad. I just got a look at a world where I never ended up becoming Robin or a part of your family, and it sucked. Robin, and this family, is such an intrinsic part of who I am that I wouldn’t be the same person without it. So, thank you. 

Report: I woke up this morning in my old bed in Drake manor. At first I thought it was some kind of prank– Jason has been known to randomly move me when I sleep and put me in weird places to take pictures on my phone and then make fun of me for being such a deep sleeper– but then I noticed that there were things off about the room. 

A lot of my current hyper-fixations and special interests were laying around the room. Books about coding that I didn’t own before now,  and a few time-travel theorem books. Turns out I always end up researching that, even if my soulmate isn’t a time traveller. There were other things there too. There was a Deadpool poster on my wall, which was weird because I’ve always had trouble getting into comic books because of how different they are from reality. There were also multiple school awards on a shelf that I was never able to get because I was always so busy. There was also a photo of me kissing a blond kid that I faintly recognised from school. 

Anway, really, really trippy. 

I grabbed my phone to call Kon or Bart, but didn’t find their names in my contacts. That was okay because I had their numbers memorised anyway, so I called them. 

Bart, it turned out, was the son of Barry Allen and Iris West. Iris was still a reporter, but Barry was just a normal forensic scientist who never had a lab-accident involving lightning. He also told me that he didn’t have superspeed. His soulmark was still on his chest– as was mine– and everything else seemed the same, but neither he nor Barry had powers, and it seemed that he hadn’t travelled through time. 

Upon further searching, we discovered some more discrepancies, the worst of which being that Wally West had never gotten out of his abusive household and had been beaten to death when he was a teenager. I guess that without super-speed and realising that Barry was the Flash, Wally would never have survived. Bart cried for a while after that, demanding that we find a way to get back home. 

Then I called Kon. Who, in this universe, was still the son of Lex Luthor and Clark Kent, but Clark was trans and the two of them were together. His name was also Conner Luthor and he was the Lexcorp heir. He said that it was really tripping, and that when he’d first walked in and saw Clark and Lex being lovey-dovey in the kitchen he’d almost died of shock. He also didn’t have his powers at all. 

We got Kon to steal a jet from his father and pick us both up so we could find a way back into our universe. I broke into Wayne manor in hopes of finding the Batcave, but it wasn’t there. I did discover though that Dick Grayson suffered from severe depression and was labelled insane after he murdered a man in cold blood when he was eight. Apparently, he’d lost both his parents, killed Tony Zucco, was confined to the manor for the rest of his life, his little brother was murdered– not by the Joker, but by some guy trying to get to the Wayne fortune– and then figured out that either his soulmate didn’t want him or was dead. I couldn’t exactly tell him that I knew who his soulmate was and exactly what had happened to him. 

We got out of Wayne manor and managed to track down a device that Lex was making to try to travel through universes. We broke into Lexcorp in order to use it, but Lex caught us. He asked Kon what he was up to. Kon told him that his machine worked and we were from another universe, before flipping the switch. We got back to our bodies just fine, but I’m sort of worried that Lex Luthor from that world might be in the body of our Lex Luthor. 

Follow Up: Keep an eye out for any weird behaviour from Lex.

[tmgstudios]

Ok so i just saw a post about narcolepsy for you and i have a little question. I have no idea how to check when something was posted on tumblr (mobile) so sorry if that post was super long ago!

Anyways, I always push going to the doctor about anything away for as long as i can, especially with specialists. You know how it is, doctors suck, I don't wanna bother if they're just gonna ignore me and tell me to excercize.

But! I recently found out more about narcolepsy, and that it's more than just "randomly falls asleep" disorder, and i realosed that i relate a lot to the symptoms. I've found a really good way to leqrn about a disorder is to talk to people who have it because again, doctors suck and sometimes have no idea what they're talking about.

So today i woke up not feeling rested at all. I felt like a very vivid and stressful dream had been going on all night and I'm pretty sure i woke up a few times (might've been a dream too tho). I went back to sleep for 10 minutes (i actually checked the time so this is correct) and had at least 2 dreams, because i kept half way waking up. When I'm actually asleep i feel kind of awake, but I can't actually do anything. This happens every once in a while.

After getting home from school I'm always pretty tired and need some time to calm down, but that seems pretty normal. What isn't is that i do my stuff as always and then (usually while watching videos) randomly become SO tired. It feels like it's 5 am and I haven't slept yet, except its 2-3 pm. Sometimes i try to push through, sometimes i just give in, but i almost always end up falling asleep anyways and then sleep until 7-9 pm. I usually struggle to get my body to actually get up and not just keep sleeping, and apparently once had a whole conversation without any recollection that i even got up. I can still sleep all night after.

I just thought this was "normal" ADHD/fatigue/generally disabled stuff, but now I'm thinking it might not be.

Well i guess this isn't really a question, but it'd be cool if you could maybe give some insight on this? Maybe if you know anyone with narcolepsy who experiences this kinda stuff or it happens to you? (Of course you don't have to share anything you don't want to) Or maybe you know something else this could be?

Yeah, that's pretty much it, i guess. If you need more details on anything i don't mind telling you and i hope you have a great day/night! (Sorry this is kind of really long)

hello!!! so what you described is actually really similar to how i experience sleep attacks. i also def have full conversations without any recollection when i apparently woke up, according to my roommate. i cant Diagnose anything for you, but what youve described sounds really similar to my experiences with narcolepsy as well as others ive talked to. sorry i like Just woke up so my brain is (more then)a little scattered but yeah. def are things that i experience 👍

[ashxketchum]

~ Mimato Year - October Update ~

Chapter 14 of TMD, Golden Season is available to read on FFN/AO3.

A little snippet:

⎯⎯⎯⎯ Apple Scent ⎯⎯⎯⎯

Just a sliver of sunlight slipped through the drawn up curtains in their room, but it landed right on his eyes and Yamato unconsciously raised a hand to shield himself. It was way too early for him to get up, he knew that without opening his eyes to even check the time, so he turned on his side, putting his back to the window in order to avoid the light that was now steadily beginning to pour into their room. Although the sunlight had not surprised him, when he turned he got a whiff of an unfamiliar scent from where Mimi was supposed to be sleeping next to him which made his eyes shoot wide open in panic. He took a deep, relieved breath when he found that the person sleeping next to him was indeed his wife, even if she smelled different than usual.

Now that he was a little bit awake, Yamato didn’t mind devoting his attention to what had changed about Mimi. He gently grabbed onto a lock of her rosy brown hair and leaned towards it, inhaling strongly to get a good scent of it.

He was accustomed to Mimi’s hair smelling intoxicatingly sweet, like berries or candies, but instead he was met with a crisp and woody scent, like that of freshly cut apples.

“What are you doing?”

In his attempt to familiarise himself with this new scent of Mimi’s, Yamato had failed to notice that he had managed to wake her up.

“You changed your shampoo?”

“Why, yes I did. Creep.” She smiled, snuggling closer to him.

“Hey, some people would consider the fact that I noticed very romantic.” Yamato put his arm above her head so she could rest it on his chest and snort at his statement.

“Some people might. I think it gives off very creepy, serial killer vibes.”

“It’s quiet unlike you to change brands so randomly, so I wonder which one of us is going down the serial killer path.” He shot back and she punched his chest playfully in retaliation.

“I got a free sample at the store yesterday, so I tried it. Do you not like it?”

“No, it’s not that. It’s just unexpected.”

“Well I didn’t expect to be up at-” Mimi leaned her head forward to look at the digital clock on their bedside table, “5 AM talking about my haircare choices either.”

“Yeah, yeah. Sorry I woke you.”

“It’s okay, sweetheart. Next time I’ll remember to give you a week’s notice before changing shampoo brands.”

“Ha ha. You know I’d actually appreciate that,” Yamato replied dryly, “just so I don’t wake up thinking I’m in someone else’s bed.”

x

[playingpreggobby]

It's 5 am I woke up randomly and can't go back to sleep. Imagine I was in labor and just woke you. Wanna tell me in my asks/inbox how you'll take care of me and how things could play out till I fall back asleep? 🥺

[inquisitorius-sin-bin]

Ah yes now that my Inquisitor Valentines are out I can tell you what a STRUGGLE they were to finish, mostly because my tablet, which is of course infamously wonky, was in its last dying throes.

Like I've had it since ~2017, and used it consistently for about 3 of those 6 years, so I feel pretty strongly it shouldn't be in this bad of shape. It started with some strange quirk of the USB C connection, where every time you turned the tablet back on or woke it up from sleep, you'd have to change which port it was connected to in the computer otherwise it would read "no signal". Okay, weird, but I could live with that, even if I had to try like 6 combinations of ports between the tablet and laptop to find one that worked each time.

It would sometimes register phantom touches that weren't there and randomly hit a different tool or window or leave a stray dot on my work and I'd have to go back and fix it. Again, quirky, but liveable.

Then lately it's been just abruptly not registering pen touches in the middle of a drawing, and no amount of unplugging, re-starting, etc., would get it to register again. Even though the cursor would move when you hovered the pen over it, Wacom's software couldn't detect that a tablet was connected to the computer. The only fix was to completely uninstall and reinstall the driver. Every time. Which was annoying, but I lived with it when it affected me every 3-4 drawing sessions.

By the time I got to my lineart/coloring of Trilla on Sunday, this problem was occuring once every 5-30 minutes. I had a 2.5 hour drawing session where I had to reinstall my driver TWELVE times. I couldn't even finish putting flat colors on her face before it would crap out again! Luckily for Inky it only happened twice during the session, but by then I had HAD ENOUGH.

Again, I reiterate that I bought my Wacom Cintiq Pro 13 ~6 years ago. It was an incredibly expensive tablet then. They don't even make them anymore, now the smallest Cintiq Pro available is a 16". And since I JUST had to buy a new car after my last one broke down, I definitely did not have $650 to spend on a tablet. Besides, my faith in Wacom is shaken now. Even though my first tablet ever was a Wacom Bamboo back in the early 2010's, and I've also had an Intuos. This was one failure too far.

So my lovely husband has ordered for me a Huion Kamvas 13. The technical specifications look really good, and the price was even better. Really excited about the display and color range, since that was my biggest complaint with my Cintiq. Anything in the range of yellow/pink/orange/brown had a really green tone to it on my display, and it made it difficult to percieve the colors well, especially when trying to make realistic skin tones. I am looking forward to trying it out!

Hopefully this means faster, better artwork for you! And less frustration for me! So cheers, this has been an impromptu tablet review brought to you by inquisitorius-sin-bin.

[rnaeborowski]

the other day was wild, i woke up at 5:50 am and couldn't go back to bed so i was slightly sleep deprived. then my wife found the money (3000 sek and 2 ikea gift cards worth around 1500sek) that we had just accepted were gone the last 8 months and we were like wowowowow yeeeee. but my phone had been acting up so we were gonna go see if it could be fixed. so we get to the phone store and the guy (very chill and nice guy) was like i'm so sorry but this company don't make phones or phone parts anymore (my phone is pretty old) so it's unfixable. he did manage to get it into a usable state but it's hanging on by a thread. so then i told my stepdad and he instantly said he'd help out with getting a new one (a mix of borrowing money and early xmas prezzie to get new phone) so at least i don't have to worry about not having a phone at all. THEN wife and i went to eat lunch and randomly stumbled into the best italian food i've had outside of italy!!!!! and it was cheap too!!! so like all in all the good outweighed the bad but maaaan that day was a rollercoaster for me emotionally

[newyorkchainsawmassacre]

The new faces of GeneCo: The discovery of LJ and Luci Largo

Chapter 5

Once Luci got into the house, she was greeted by the scratchy, chain-smoking voice of Lorrel. "Who the hell was that?". She asked skeptically. "No one you need to know about". Luci sassed as she tried to get back to her room. But, before she could Lorrel snatched her by the arm.

"Hey!, you don't get to disrespect me you little bitch. Now look, I don't need random people popping around my orphanage because you were too stupid to know not to accept rides from strangers". Lorrel complained. "Now get up stairs!". She commanded.

Luci snatched away from Lorrel and went upstairs. She came into the room filled with rage, as much rage as an 11 year old body could hold that is, as she ripped off her coat.

"Hey where's the fire?". LJ voice rang shocking her. She was getting really sick of being jump scared. "Please never do that again". Luci responded in annoyance. "Sorry, hey what were you and Lorrel arguing about this time?". He asked. "How could you hear us from all the way down stairs?". She questioned.

"Lorrel's screeching is audible from the moon, it's kinda hard not to hear her". LJ explained. Luci did laugh at that. "But seriously, what happened?". He asked. "You might not believe me when I tell you". Luci said. "Oh please, it can't be that extreme". LJ tried to reason.

"Rotti Largo gave me a ride home". Luci blerted out quickly. She watched LJ's expression change from calm to complete shock. "That is a little extreme". LJ responded.

Luci then proceeded to tell LJ the events of her night at a speed so fast he could barely understand her. "Ok so clarification, you had just finished cleaning a headstone when The Rotti Largo randomly appeared, then Lorrel messaged you and he offered to have his driver take you home, which you accepted". LJ explained.

Luci nodded as she finished putting rollers in her hair. "Yep". "I'm gonna need a few hours of sleep to process that, goodnight". LJ said as he buried himself in his covers. Luci moved to turn off the light. "Goodnight". She said quietly.

The next day came in the form of a GENtern screaming at the top of her lungs in fear. "I NEED A NEW FUCKING SHIRT". A male voice shouted. Luigi was not having a good morning, then again when did he ever have a good morning. He felt the need to get out of the GeneCo tower, which is what he did, after he got his shirt.

LJ woke up at around 10:45 AM. He had to get to the tattoo shop, he looked to his sister and noticed she was still asleep. He figured it was best not to wake her up, she would know where he was. As he walked onto the street he kept thinking about what Luci had told him last night.

He was in such a deep thought he didn't notice the man in a pinstripe suit walking in the opposite direction towards him.

Luigi collided with something and his anger spiked, he reach for his knife as he turned around. "Hey, sorry 'bout that Mr. Largo". A voice rang. Luigi looked back, it was just a kid. He calmed down a bit. "Just watch where your going next time, aren't you supposed to be in school?". He asked, not really knowing why he cared.

"I don't go to school, I work in the tattoo shop". LJ said quickly, not really understanding why the eldest Largo child was talking to him. The man looked at him confused but didn't question further. "Alright, pay more attention on the street next time, okay?". Luigi told him. "Okay". LJ nodded.

Luigi nodded and walked away. What kind of asshat parents let their kid 'work' in a tattoo shop instead of being in school?

LJ attempted to figure out what just happened but remembered he had to be at work. He wondered what Luci would think when he told her what happened.

When Luci woke up, she could tell something was wrong. Nothing seemed different around her, other than the fact that everything looked even more blurry, but still something didn't feel right.

She immediately went to check her and LJ's money stash. She moved the small bookshelf next to the window, moved a deliberately placed poster that revealed a large hole in the wall, and pulled out an empty jar.

She threw the jar onto the floor. She immediately stormed her way to Lorrel's room but found it locked.

She banged at the door, loud enough you could hear it across the house.

Lorrel could hear sound coming from her bedroom door from inside the passage way. "Looks like you have company". Graverobber said counting the money she had just handed him. "Fuck that, gimme my hit already!". Lorrel demanded. He rolled his eyes as he reached for his zydrate gun. He placed it against her neck and the gun went off.

She quickly retreated back into the room and closed the door the the passage way and attempted to place her mirror in front of it. Ironically that was the moment the zydrate started to take effect. The mirror was slanted enough you could tell the door was there but she wasn't able to care.

She staggered to the door as Luci continued to slam on it. "What do you want, brat?". Lorrel slurred as she opened the door. "Where the hell is my money!". Luci shouted. "What the fuck are you talking about?". Lorrel asked getting sick of this conversation.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about". Luci yelled, then she noticed Lorrel swaying a little, similarly to how she had seen Amber Sweet sway after her encounter with Graverobber. "Oh my god, your high! Your using our money on zydrate! Are you kidding me!". Luci exclaimed.

"Shut up, you don't know what your talking about and even if you did, you live in my house, anything in this house belongs to me, including whatever money you make. Now get out of my face". Lorrel commanded before slamming the door.

"URRRG!". Luci growled in frustration. She immediately got changed, and stormed out of the house not wanting to be in the same house as Lorrel. She had to message her brother.

LJ was in the middle of sweeping when his watch went off. "Hey Luci, what's up?". "She stole our money". Luci responded menacingly. "What?". LJ responded, internal alarms activated. "That bitch Lorrel stole our money and used it to buy street zydrate". Luci said voice starting to shake.

"I'll be there as soon as possible". LJ said, but Luci refused. "No, stay, we need the money anyway". She said before abruptly ending the call. "Luci?, you still there?". LJ asked before turning off his watch and going back to sweeping as he thought of a way to make this situation better.

Rotti watched the cemetery from his office through the security cameras. He noticed a familiar shape coming into view. He saw the little girl from the night before sit on the steps in front of Marni's grave. She appeared to be distressed as she buried her face in her hands. His heart broke for the little girl.

Rotti soon heard his youngest son come up from the elevator. "Hello-a papa". Pavi greeted. "What do you need now, Pavi". Rotti asked. "I come to show the the Pavi's new face, isn't it bellissimo". Pavi asked waiting for his father's approval. "Yes, Pavi it's very nice". Rotti responded. Luigi then also entered the office.

"Hey clear out shit brain, I need to talk to pops". Luigi said to his brother. "Papa is already-a busy with the Pavi. Brother can pester-a him some other-a time". Pavi said antagonizing his brother. "I told you to leave, asshole". Luigi said menacingly.

They continued to argue, seemingly forgetting their father was in the room, much to Rotti's irritation. He was sick of his offspring acting like toddlers. He was then reminded of an actual child who seemed to be having a bad day and decided to leave his office.

His sons didn't notice he was gone until his driver was already half way to the cemetery.

[short-black-diamond]

I 100% relate abt the school stuff bc I'm literally dying with all my uni assignments rn

WHY IS UNI SO HARD.

anyways, hope life gets better for you!

so unfortunately, about my problems, it is about the girl that comes unannounced. she's been making my life hell for the past week and it's Monday tomorrow so *sigh*, I gotta go back to my hostel and face that bitch again.

ok so I'mma try to make this as short as possible but really, I don't think it's possible.

so the girl right (we'll call her A to not make you confused), like I said, is my housemate's friend. she's been inviting A to stay in our house ever since last, last thursday like that even though A literally lives a floor above us.

at first I'm like, fine. whatever. not a big deal even though I'm not a fan of it but bro istfg-

these bitches started making noises in the middle of the night (and when I say middle of the NIGHT, I mean 1-5 am which is technically early morning but you get what I mean.) even my other housemate has started joining them and bc of this, ever since last week, I've been waking up randomly at early hours bc of their laughter or just the smell of them cooking in the kitchen (my room is quite literally next to the kitchen).

one time I was so fed up, I literally called my housemate from my room with my phone bc I'm too lazy to get out of the room and asked her in a tone that obviously SCREAMS I'm pissed off, "do you know what time it is?" AND SHE HAS THE AUDACITY TO ANSWER LIKE "it's 1.40" LIKE BRO THAT WAS OBVIOUSLY A RHETORICAL QUESTION💀. once I asked her to keep it down, the house went silent as if no one else was living there. but the damage was done. it took me a long time to sleep back.

even my other housemate (we'll call her P) is so fed up of these girls. she's literally my only ally rn. she's the only person I could talk to about all of this. I have another housemate but she mostly minds her own business and don't dare to take action. so me and P talked about this and she told me that when she was at campus, she saw one of our seniors who's in the student council. this senior and her friend mainly takes care of all hostel matters. so P told her everything- how my housemate brought A and let her stay in our house for more than a week, how A laughs like she's been possessed in the middle of night, how A would make a mess every single night in the hall and the kitchen and wouldn't bother to clean up- basically everything.

ofc our senior agreed and promised that she'll talk to them about it. so my housemate who's the cause of all this is in the volleyball club and so are the seniors. so according to P's friend, during the volleyball training, the seniors scolded my housemate regarding this matter until she CRIED. I have no idea what exactly happened- me and P just heard it from someone else but yeah, when my housemate came back, she wasn't cheerful as usual and when P asked her what happened, she just said that she was tired.

our seniors told us that if A STILL stayed the night in our house, immediately send them pictures and let them know so that they'll take actual serious action (like, telling the warden)

and guess what.

ding ding ding! A STAYED.

she stayed and made herself at home so much that I woke up at 5 in the fucking morning bc of her laughter. even after getting scolded to the point she cried, my housemate STILL invited her friend in! so I messaged P to get her camera ready.

around 7am like that, I got out of the room and the first person I bumped into was P. she showed me all the mess A did and told me that she has already sent all the pictures to our senior. she even took a picture of A sleeping in our house as proof.

so yeah, basically that's it so far. the warden could've come during the weekends and solve this but literally all of us went back home during the weekends so this matter will only be solved this week, hopefully. if this bitch A still lives in my house...girl, I'm moving out and will just take the LRT every day to class. it'll be a bother waking up early and stuff but anything's better than living with that hoe. I'm typing this during Sunday night and am dreading to go back tomorrow but oh well 🤷🏻‍♀️ less than a week and October's ending so.

reaaaaally sorry to dump this long ass ask on you btw but yea, hope you're doing well

can we call "a" asshole?

ALSO NO MY TULIP YOU NEED YOUR REST WTH

YOU NEED TO BLOSSOM

NO

I swear if I had a spare room I would give it to you no questions asked iofjeifjigjwjgijwif I hope you're okay now bby..

can you sleep better now?

AND WHY DOESNT YOUR HOUSEMATE JUST GO TO ASSHOLE LIKE IFJIFJWEJFIWJF HUH

instead of bothering you and p and the silent one, these two could literally just go downstairs like is that so hard?!?

I hope it gets settled then.

-your concerned diamond </3

[skiasurveys]

Where did you get the pants you are wearing from? not wearing pants Do you find smoking unattractive? no, but like sometimes seeing a man with a cigar or a cig just looks hot but the actual act..isnt lol Have your parents ever searched your personal belongings? Nope, i dont think so Could you go for the rest of your life without drinking alcohol? probably but I would def miss it Is there someone you’ll never forget?

yes

Do you miss someone right now?

Yes. Last time you were on the phone? like a few days ago (if u mean like phone call) Do you get distracted easily? yes i have adhd

Have your parents ever caught you drinking? im an adult so Do you think flirting is cheating? yeah

Do you hate the last girl, other than family, you had a conversation with? no

Who was the last person you sat next to in a car with? Mom Is your room messy or clean? pretty clean except for one pair of shorts on the floor that im too lazy to move rn to put away.

Do you drink tea? not really. 

Wish you could be somewhere else right now? yes, but im okay right What are you listening to right now? im watching a movie! Where did you get your last bruise from? i dont know, i always get them randomly. Are you looking forward to anything? the next episode of the last of us. When is the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face? im not sure

Whose house where you last at? Kyras

When someone says ‘we need to talk’, what do you think: i fucked up

Tell me what’s on your mind? school. im tired. Will you be in bed before 11 tonight? physically, yes  Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yeah, pretty good How much money did you spend today? None Can you see a cat from where you’re sitting? yes :3 hes right in my lap, under my macbook lol Who was your last text from? my sister What was the last bad thing that happened to your phone? nothing tbh What’s been upsetting you lately? schoooool. im tireddddd Is there anyone getting on your nerves at the moment? nah

Is there a member of the opposite sex on your mind? ummm..yes lmao

Last place you fell asleep other than a bed? couch

Does it take a lot to make you cry? nope, i cry easy

Do you have a dog? no i am allergic Do you like to wear pants? kinda, but i prefer shorts How many people do you trust fully? no one When you’re bored in class, what do you usually do? use my phone lol What’s your favorite color out of these five? Green, Yellow, Blue, Pink: yellow! What was the first thing you said when you woke up today? no idea Do you get 8 hours of sleep everyday? hardly. im lucky if i get 5 Ever like someone older than you? always What’s your favorite amusement park? disneyland

Are you cold at this very moment? nah. kinda warm. Do you prefer people who talk a lot or are quiet? it really depends, i rather people do the talking but it depends where i am Is there someone in your life you wish you never met? connor, alan, almost any man How many hours of sleep do you need to function? like 5

What do you think Avril Lavigne is doing at the moment? i dont know...lol What’s one fear are you most paranoid about? never being happy. always struggling. Have you ran into an old friend recently? nope Have you ever had a song stuck in your head for more than a day? always Could you go a whole year without cursing? nope.  Would you rather give up the computer or the TV? tv, i hardly watch tv, and besides now everything u can do on the computer so Have you ever liked someone who had a girl/boyfriend? yeah As of this minute, what is going through your mind? school is rly the only thing, and this movie Does anyone know your password besides you? no Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? i dont think so Have you ever ridden a horse? Yes. Are you a patient person? i can be, but sometimes im not... Could you go a day without eating? yeah, and i have (not tryna sound cool) but yk Honestly, are things going the way you planned? no..but theyre going better than i expect Are you a forgiving person? No, I wish I was but i just hold onto it. When you shut off your alarm clock, do you tend to fall back asleep? lol yes What is something you disliked about today? I felt sick for the 68588559th time. but that was it.

When’s the last time you had a headache? last week, they were bad. Is there anything that you are craving right now? no What was the first thing you thought of this morning? about how I had class this morning but it ended up getting canceled. What part of your body hurts right now? none, besides my skin feels a little itchy Is there anyone you would like to just appear at your front door right now? oh pedro pascal pls What is something that you realized today? i realized i did my assignment wrong, but I figured it out real fast Is there someone on your mind that shouldn’t be? not rly. Do you remember who your first crush was? I really dont. ive always liked someone but i remember one of them being this kid named Austin Ever walked into the guy’s bathroom? yup Have you ever cried from being so mad? always What’s a word that starts with the third letter of your first name? eagles Do you have a bad temper? i have bpd lol How many wives or husbands do you want? just one...please lmao What’s the closest pink object to you? my waterbottle  Do you consider yourself lucky? ..yeah i do actually. Whats on your bedroom floor right now? my bra, sleep shorts and my bag Do you trust anyone? no What’s your favorite color gummy bear? red i think What’s the last movie you saw in the theater? Puss in Boots If you could push one person off of a mountain, who would it be? connor Wish you could be somewhere else right now? kinda What color is your iPod? i dont use it anymore, but it was white What should you be doing right now? nothing Do you like roller coasters? yeah! One famous guy you would marry in an instance? pedro pascal

[livingwithlosingyou]

Living with Losing You - 10/22/2022

Mt. Sac, Runners Ups, NO SLEEP! 

Woke up before the alarm, got ready to go. I was a little frantic since I knew that I had a lot to do before I actually met up at SCHS at 9:30am. I had to grab breakfast, drop off Sadie, go to the store to grab some snacks and drinks, then meet up at campus and load the van up for the trip. I got there at about 9:25am, loaded up, and we were off! The bus ride was so much fun. These boys are hilarious. It has been great to coach them. 

We were able to make a few stops since we left so early, so the first stop was at Aaron’s favorite coffee shop. I thought the van had doors on both sides so I shut the door while one of the athletes was about to exit the van (he was taking a while so I thought he was going out the other side). They did not let me live that down. It was pretty funny though. I just got a chamomile tea since I went to PS and grabbed that before. The team enjoyed it. It was funny cause there was one point that I left my phone and wallet to run to use the restroom and one of the boys grabbed it and just starting taking selfies (lol). Typical. 

The ext stop we made was to get gas, which was also funny. We really couldn't go anywhere without someone making a joke, etc. Throughout the trip they did a pretty good job of entertaining themselves. When we got gas I grabbed another snack (you know how I am on road trips). Then we were off again. The only other stop we made before actually going to the race location was for lunch. The boy’s wanted to eat at BJ’s Brewhouse. 

When we parked and walked up to the restaurant, we noticed there was a pumpkin patch across the street. The boys commented on how it could be fun to go to one. More on that later. Lunch itself went well, we built table footballs and were flicking them around. Otherwise it was a pretty calm lunch. I will say I kind of lucked out because they messed up on my salad and put straight up glutens. That could have been really bad. So they comped my whole meal. (Yay). 

We finally got to the meet and unloaded our van. When we were walking up we were informed that the other coach (the girl’s coach) had grabbed our stuff and that the athletes could go in, but us coaches had to wait for our slips outside. After standing there awkwardly for about 5 minutes, they finally let us in anyway. We walked over to the team area and got set up / situated. We still had an hour or so before they boys had to warm up, so we walked them around the course and talked strategy. I was happy that I made the last minute split decision to grab your Burton down coat because I lived in that yesterday. It was SO cold. 

The boys and girls ended up doing great though! The boys got second overall and the ladies got 3rd overall! We had some PR’s too! I was super proud of them. I ended up being given the team plaque which meant a lot to me. I really love coaching, it was been so helpful considering everything that has happened. Running around the course with my megaphone was the best way I could have spent my Saturday. There was one situation where one of the girls was crying so I pulled her aside and talked to her, so I am hoping that I won't get in trouble for that. I was told that I was “not allowed to talk to the girls team during practice or races”. I think you can probably make an assumption as to why someone might feel the need to do that as a coach, but I will leave it at that. Anyway. She needed to talk to someone and I was there, so I was happy to help that athlete and support her.  

After the race we ended up going to one of the athlete’s family’s homes. They made some authentic Mexican food, and we all sat around and chatted. We were there for about an hour and a half, then decided to start to make our way back home. I did want to quickly add that while at the house I got pricked by a cactus and randomly saw a heart. Don’t have a picture of the cactus, but do have one of the heart. Since we had seen that pumpkin patch earlier, we decided to take them to one on the way home. Unfortunately since the weather was cold and rainy some of the attractions were taken down early. Plus it was already almost 9pm. 

We walked up to the patch, and saw that there were two options, the haunted house that was $15 per person, or the patch that was $5 per person. Well, the boys didn't want to spend their money on it, so we literally only walked up to the outside, they antagonized the clown from the outside of the fence, and then we walked back tp the van once they realized they had to pay to get in. I will say that it is pretty lame that you’d have to pay to just enter a pumpkin patch. 

Anyway. I had a hard time staying up at this point on the way home, to the point where some of the conversations I had were hazy. Aaron and I had some great talks about life, love, etc. It meant a lot, he actually said he had talked with the coaches who retired before we took over (so they coached us). They talked about how they were in awe of my ability to live my life and keep going with a positive attitude, despite all that I have had to endure. That my strength was admirable, and they really at times have a hard time understanding how I could show up everyday, and have a smile on my face. That meant a lot. I really am trying. It has been so hard. Some days, I want to die. But, I keep fighting and I keep on going. I know it is what you’d want for me. 

Finally we got back to campus and then I drove back home. While I was driving (since it was chilly) the footprints you left on my window were highlighted in the fog. It made me sad to see that. One moment you existed and the next you were a memory. I can't get myself to wash it off. My heart ached seeing it, and it aches again writing this. 

Once I was home I quickly brushed my teeth, showered now I and desperately need to get some sleep. I am exhausted!

Life. It’s strange. I would have called you in every moment today if I could have.

I love you endlessly, and forever.

Rest in Peace, James Burton Nichols. 

10/1/1993 - 7/16/2022