#and i want a binder😭😭😭😭😭
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yk tfw u want to be like them and u also want someone like them
#nura rambles#yes I'm finally understanding my gender and how i want to express it and aaaaaa#i want to buy a few necklaces and some cropped kinda shirts for proportions and more nail polish#and I'm even at peace with my hair definitely being wavy not curly at all#and i want a binder😭😭😭😭😭#and i need to buy comfy and neutral underwear and come to peace with the past years#and tbh at this point idek if i do want anyone or I'm just too scared to admit that i just want to be that person idk it doesn't make sense#parasocial relationship is becoming too much for me and daydreaming ain't helping with that ngl and I'm daydreaming about being friends 😭😭#but i do have good friends irl!!#I'm still struggling because there's smth about my reality that bothers me yet I'm too scared to even think of what it is??#and cause of that life still doesn't feel real and idk how to call it cause it's not dissociation etc#maybe I'm just lonely#it's definitely sad affecting me
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thinking about how in the background of the agency office, you can see a red suit jacket and its implied to be apollos he just never wears it
before and after aa4:
#(implied bc it appears after aa4)#im sorry for the bad picture quality i got it off the walkthroughs ive been watching on youtube 🙏#im so lazy rn i dont want to tag it all#im not tagging this as spoilers bc i dont really think it is?#apollo justice#apollo justice ace attorney#ace attorney apollo justice#i also like to think that the folder/binder on the table is phoenixs. blue for everything#hed also leave his shit around his own office like that. i mean look at the rest of the place.#him and trucy definitely arent the most organized people 😭#maybe ill do a silly drawing of apollo wearing his jacket
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Yeah, I did fill 4 sketchbooks in 4 months so far this year. Huh? Am I gonna post even an ounce of it? Well, you see, I am allergic to my phone, so you will have to come CATCH ME
#da#nooo but I am so saddd it's so much easier to show stuff off irl 😭#if it could look even halfway decent I've considered doing flip throughs of sketchbooks on video#except I draw in pencil and cameras hate that and want me to explode#idk it is truly just better to somehow gain access to my terrible trove of sketchbooks#no but man that sounds like such an ideal hang out. get all my oc lore by sitting on my floor with me as we go through the archives#gosh I should count how many I've filled up at this point#I love that the number increases exponentially as the years go on#like I think 2018 began the precedent of 4 a year minimum which was kinda wild#another ridiculous difficult project I have given a lot of thought to: combing through every sketchbook and either redrawing#or printing off important story related bits and compiling them all into a convenient binder. maybe binding them into a book.#anyway it's pretty much all a drag no matter how you slice it#come to my HOUSE and look at my CREATURES#u don't know this bc I've learned to be silly sneaky but I have stayed up wayyyy too late AGAIN#but I've scheduled this to post at a normal time so you'll never know. unless you read the tags. but that's its own punishment isn't it#hey bonus enticement to look at my boo stuff that doesn't get on the blog. there's smut. and you KNOW I'm a coward who shan't ever post that#actually we'll be lucky if I'm not the same coward in real life too#it's only Dick and Vinny. they get rights. i don't care if anyone else has sex. I don't care if I have sex.#the one song I hope I don't have sex. I hope we both don't have sex. that's actually Vinny though.#I'm more sex favorable and sex positive than he could ever be#y'know this is a very 4am convo to have and actually how prepared am I for this to live in a pm afternoon time#welp. maybe I should stop being addicted to tags and letting loose all my secrets#I shan't grow I shan't do better and I shan't ever change. this is the da promise <3
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Anyone else have this weird hitch in their mind where they think, "Oh, I can't work on that fic. I've got too much going on and I'd have to use ALL my brain power for that." Not in the perfectionist sense but in the "HOLY SHIT THAT FIC WOULD CONSUME MY LIFE AND I CAN'T GIVE INTO THAT" sense???
It's very frustrating. I have a hard time believing that's the only way to write the damn thing. Yet the resistance I feel is... strong, to say the least :/
#this is about my bileven trilogy :(#i care about that fic so much#there's something elemental about it. something that goes right to the heart of who i am#it got me through the pandemic bc i had all the time i wanted to obsess over it#and i srsly obsessed. i have three binders of notes from that time 😭#it's like my brain is convinced we can only work on it again if we're living in the same conditions#which is unfortunate because they will probably never happen again lol#personal
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Via @/theagcd on Instagram.
#THEY.#sksksksksksksksksksjs help#fuck me i love them#alex is clearly having a whale of a time#and zahra is contemplating grabbing a bust to hit him with#HER FACE#she wants to slap him so badly#he is so annoying 😭😭😭😭😭#alex claremont diaz#zahra bankston#red white and royal blue#rwrb#casey mcquiston#instagram#After these photos were taken zahra hit him over the head with that binder i swear i saw it i was there
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Finally ordered a new binder!! Shoutout to Transguy Supply and Spectrum Outfitters for being two of the only fucking trans-centric stores that acknowledge and don’t actively exclude nonbinary people and/or anyone that’s not on T 🙃
If anyone remembers the debacle from a few months back wherein I ordered a new binder but it was a size small, I ordered one in my correct size from the same company; I’m trying not to get my hopes up like I did last time, but I do hope it at least helps. Wish me luck!!
#having been told to ‘stop invading trans spaces’ in a transmasc group for being nonbinary seeing those stores acknowledge our validity#(and sell nb flag merch to boot)#is reeeeeaaaaally refreshing 😭#I go to an online storefront wanting to browse binders or packers or cute merch and leave with the message of#‘you’re not even on testosterone and don’t plan on getting top surgery so you have no right to stand among the trans community’#never mind the fact that I WANT to be on T which just makes it even WORSE)#it’s… admittedly exhausting#peaches screams into the void
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Trying to exist as a trans guy during the holidays but my family has pointed out that I’m the shortest, have the highest pitched voice, am the only one wearing light colors, use feminine language for me, and my period started on Christmas morning
#they try to be supportive they’re just not aware enough of how things might be hurtful to a trans guy😭😭😭😭#completely avoid using he/him pronouns which-I do use they but I want them to be interchanged😭😭#it’s so hard to stand up for myself when even my transgender sibling doesn’t 🙃🙃#having a good time🙃#and I can’t bind cause I outgrew my binder yay <33333333
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silly little boy goes to pride
#personali posti#i wanted to stay and hang out more but im so farking tired im going home#😔😔😔#but i had fun!!!#signs that make people behind you yell “yippiee!!!”#also i think i gotta get a binder one size smaller uggffhhhhuuu#my measurements were in the middle and im a pussy so i got the larger one cause i didnt want to get one too tight cause yknow its dangerous#but this is way too lose my bra does a better job at flattening my chest 😭
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just thought about i’m setting off (but not without my muse) jegulus in the first time in it must be over than a year and i miss them so so much
#it’s such like i don’t wanna say deep cut but it’s such a deep cut 😭#if i wrote it now it would be so#!!!!!!#seventeen year old my just wasn’t good at writing#like the tthtd era was something but it wasn’t good#but i’m setting off jeg are my babies even if they’re badly written#like i hope james gets all the fruit trees he wants#and reg makes all the bound books he wants#LIKE THE POET AND THE BOOK BINDER#FUCKING HELL I MISS THEM!!!!#i need to write that trope again#<- it’s not even a trope i’ve never heard of it outside of them#anyway#fic: i’m setting off (but not without my muse)
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words cannot describe how happy and comfortable I am living in this apartment
#i can do anything and everything i ever want to at any time now#i can cook a meal without having to wear my binder#we have a living room 😭😭😭#my cats are also super super happy with it too#i was worried at first bc wakko doesnt adjust to new places very well but hes doing amazing now#almost like theyve been here their whole lives
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BINDER GIVEAWAY
heyo i have two binders i never use anymore cause I'm fatter than i was when I was 18. are you a young trans person who can't afford a binder well?? look no further it's me your new cool uncle roach. black GC2B SPORTS BINDER SIZE XL (closer to a SMALLISH SIZE L!!!) and a TAN GC2B HALF BINDER SIZE L. both lightly worn but I'll obviously clean them before sending them out. they are FREE and FIRST COME FIRST SERVE however i ask you only reach out if you DO NOT OWN OR HAVE ACCESS TO A BINDER as this is for anyone who's closeted/poor/etc, please don't message if you just want it for cosplay or something. additionally i have TWO CATS and even though I'm going to clean them i do ask you to exercise caution if you're allergic to cats as i do not want to cause any allergic reactions!!
Will be shipped in DISCREET PACKAGING, please US ONLY. please BIND SAFELY.
#self#okay to rb#trans#transgender#transmasc#binder#gc2b#boost#IM REALLY SORRY ABOUT THE DEODORANT ON THE BLACK ONE I PROMISE I ONLY WORE IT LIKE ONCE BEFORE I WAS LIKE THIS JS TOO SMALL#I'M VERY OBSESSIVE I PROMISE THEY'LL BE PRISTINE BEFORE I SHIP 😭😭😭😭😭#DM ME IF YOU WANT ONE I WILL EDIT THIS POST AS THEY GET PICKED
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i’m going to make a vtuber whose only gimmick is being into hypmic and buys all these rng based products in hopes she gets bad ass temple stuff and will be treating this like unboxing pkmn cards LOL /J
#this is vee speaking#make the character in hypmic’s style and just pretend i’m living in hypmic land stanning bat lmao#it’d be fun ngl if i wasn’t an anxious person lmao#i used to collect pokemon cards not for collectors purposes but just to have them#and this collab has been triggering that switch in my brain like fck lmao i RLY want all of bat’s cards lol#elementary school me didn’t know the treasures she had as a kid and let those pkmn cards get damaged from playing thru the years#but me now understands the value of a good photo card sleeve and binder LOL they would be cherished much better 😭😭😭#i want the trading cards………………………..#btw lol how did all of hitoya’s ew cards wind up up with 1000 power points or whatever that number is for lol
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I will not do the exercises given to me by my physio, whether that be because I forgot or I'm having executive dysfunction, and then be like "Man why am I in so much pain?"
#AUGH. Hate how I need to do exercises just so I can be in less pain + maybe reach an average level of strength#I have hypotonia so. Even my 16 year old sibling of whom I'm ~3 inches taller than is stronger than me#And I have noodle arms 😭 Which look especially silly compared to my stocky torso#I still need to try the other things the rheumatologist recommended#CBT therapy and a med she wants me to ask my psychiatrist abt to make sure it won't interfere with my ADHD meds#She also suggested hydrotherapy but. I'm a bit more nervous abt that considering I'm pre-top surgery.#My binders SAY that you can wear them swimming safely + are chlorine resistant but they say they're a lot harder to take off wet.#Which I worry means I'd need to get someone else to take it off of me. Which like. Augh. BUT YEAH anyway.#Iron text#Edit: Sorry a little bit more actually#My next psychiatrist appt isn't until late this month. And I am. Afraid to go through all the things I need to do to get to therapy.#With the public healthcare system you can get I think 8 psychologist appts for free per year if you get a mental health plan w your gp#But I think it also depends on the psychologist? Some might require you to pay regardless? I'm not sure#I've been to psychologists before but neither of them were that great and I'm worried it's gonna be similarly difficult now
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Anyone know where I can get a decent binder in Australia? (That is actually okay with fat people/slightly larger chests)
#I don’t think gc2b ships here but I hear they’re shit now anyway 😭#and I literally know next to nothing about binders and binder stores#also if anyone knows like a chest binder 101 post especially with finding the right one hmu 👀#i only want one for sometimes use (at least that’s the current plan- I may end up loving it too much and wear it most days who knows)#so I’m not too stressed about having it quickly or anything#but some days u just gotta u know?#genderqueer#queer#lgbt#not star trek#Australia
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im very happy with the binder inclusion in this update but one major gripe i have is how every time i see binder cc (and now base game ones) they’re always in the tops section… meaning you can’t put your sim in a binder and then layer clothing on top of it….. which means if you want your sim to wear one they have to wear it like a tank top or a sports bra….. ?!?!!?? hello
#like how is this an oversight idgi#if it functions and actually makes the chest flat why can’t they put it in the accessories ? 😭#ppl don’t just go walking around in binders and nothing else like u wear clothes. OVER the binder . 😭😭#not that big of a deal but it renders them useless to me bc i want my sims to wear other clothing in addition to it. ykwim#*personal
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this is my villain origin story
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