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See, I am still proud, because I don't think that Trump or his goon squad represent who we are.
I don't care that he won the presidency in a race in a system that was rigged in his favor to begin with. I don't care that over half of the people that voted cast their ballot for him. I didn't. I didn't vote for him because I do believe in the values outlined in our Constitution. Nearly half the country who voted did not vote for him. That's 75 million people. Only 2/3rds of the country voted anyway.
Just because Trump is the president doesn't mean he gets to dictate what being an American is, and neither does the third of our country that voted for him. Whether they've been honored or not, we have founding principles.
My neighborhood had multiple drives to send donations of clothing and food and water to Asheville, NC. When the blizzards hit us, people offered to shovel sidewalks for free. Someone gave me a free baby bathtub for my sister who just found out she was pregnant and told me to let her know if my sister needed anything else. The church next to my house sets out free gloves, coats, and hats everyday for anyone that needs it. There's a bookshop downtown that provides free coffee and a warm place to sit for our homeless population. A group of volunteers in my city get together every spring to clean trash from our local water ways. My brother is taking my cousin on a 5 hour roundtrip to pick up his car from the shop so he can get back to work. I drove my roommate to work at 6am when their car wouldn't start. My grandma sends us boxes of food every couple months so we don't have to worry about groceries as much.
No country is just their leadership. For all the people who wanted this, there are people who didn't.
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Hi dear donors ! ❤️
I would like to extend my thank and gratitude for the support you have been offering over the last eleven months. ❤️☺️
My family and I have been suffering and going through the hardest days we have ever experienced in our life . Things are very hard to get and and sometimes unattainable.😭😓
Our sufferings and hardship started on the first days of the war when all our possessions were completely destroyed and burned. We have become displaced and homeless , finding ourselves in a small tent in streets with no means of life. We lack every single necessary thing of life; food, water, hygiene essentials, and other necessities have become scarce and rare.
A photo taken to show how incredibly harsh our life has become after the war. We are struggling and facing lots of barriers to obtain the simplest necessities for living. Everything single thing is a complete story.
You can't imagine what difficulties we have been going through all these days of war. No cooking gas , nor cooking tools exist . We struggle to prepare a small meal of food.
No bakeries are available. Everything seems a miracle and unbelievable.😭 The war has stolen our joy and smile, leaving us busy thinking only of staying safe and alive. Our future has gone with the wind and our kids lost their dreams and ambitions.
This is a part of burying the dead. We also face some problems in the process of buying our dead people as no place is there for the family. Tombs aren't enough for the number of people living on a small spot of land.
A photo taken for the morning queue of filling our gallons with drink water. We wait hours to get some water for drink. Our life is full of tragedy and sadness.
All what we need is to survive the war and be safe. We are trying to secure the daily basic living necessities and this can come true with your contribution and support. Please don't spare this moment of supporting the people in need in Gaza in this tough and dire time. You can help us by either donating however small it is or sharing my posts. Your support makes a big difference for families in need
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its so weird to like. miss the bad times. not really ‘miss’ but. theres an uncomfortableness about being better. healthy. full. safe. sometimes it feels like when i tell people there was a time when i wasnt, they dont believe me.
#i got. shot#and now i have a job. and a cat. and i make cold brew#you dont think about the fact that people just. keep living. regular lives#im eating mac n cheese with bacon bits#and i used to be homeless and i used to not have food#thats the one. that trips a lot of people up#bc my family isnt rlly in poverty anymore#there were a lot of Well Timed family deaths and now my moms like. low middle class#but for the first ten years of my life we had no House#we would couch surf and stay with relatives#there were a few instances where we had an apartment but it only ever lasted like. 2-6 months at a time#eating from the food bank#getting new clothes from the church parking lot#miserable terrifying way to live#txt#negative
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OK topical swerve but: punk is inherently about being countercultural, which is why Soviet punks were/post-Soviet punks are a bit obsessed with fascist imagery, and also why so many punks you might politically agree with are ginormous dicks personally.
I think this is an important point to introduce into discussions of the future of a hypothetical solarpunk society — when the fighting is done (and it is fighting), when the raw glory of it fades, how is a new society going to deal with the future it builds? How is it going to be sustainable? When this isn't countercultural anymore but you've built a mainstream society that still values nonconformism for its own sake, where is that going to lead?
I think some of the most important work that can be done is the type of community building that looks forward to the point where life is liveable, and then beyond it, to the next generation. This is a point that people in activist circles often forget about because, for completely understandable reasons, most people with the time to do ecofuturist activism are childless or child free — but any society is going to contain children, you know? It has to.
Is it a sustainable world we're building if we aren't, now, thinking about being able to sustain it, in terms of cultural infrastructure for its maintenance and for the raising of healthy children? In terms of the values we want to instill? All of this is to say that it's natural for sustainable healthy communitybuilding in defiance of the state to be labeled as punk /now/, but think again about what happened to the counterculture in the Soviet Union.
That's not why it collapsed, but it devoted endless needless time to beating on its youth for wanting American jeans and shit, for wanting connection with the world, and, like, what are we doing about our equivalent of our kids wanting jeans? Not that, not like, fucking statist repression, but it often seems to me like people in these circles either are still teens, finger on the pulse of how to talk to teens because they're not in an unavoidable hierarchic position of authority over people afraid of authority yet, or have never met a teenager, ever.
I want to interject to say that mythbuilding and identity construction is integral to any society, and I worry sometimes that strongly identifying living a healthy, sustainable, governmentally unexploited life with punk, with the counterculture, might lead into a repeat of history. And then — your society crumbles, because your kids that the state knows how to get to over the internet are young and dumb and buy into ideologies that subvert you out of spite, because you encouraged them to believe that they have a right to do this.
This is why hippie communes usually last a couple generations at most. The government is not as dumb as people think, and this is why most serious activists in this vein focus on making existing, recognised communities better — but even there, there are limits to the usefulness of anger. Don't plant trees and cook meals for the homeless and elderly and agitate for rail because you hate the state — you'll run out of steam.
Do it because you love your city and you'll fight until your neighbours, in all their smallminded conservatism and traumatic relation with civics and sexism and racism and old pain, have clean water and clean air and clean food.
It takes a particular kind of person to be punk to begin with, and you actually very much don't want to cultivate this type of person in a new society, or even in an activist movement to improve an old one. When things get bad enough, and there is always a bad enough for every kind of such individual, this type of person trashes everything around them because fuck you (the new authority) and then does absolutely nothing to help. They came to the commune or the movement to make coffee with Sock and Moss and to grieve their grievances, ultimately, and to feel part of something. Eventually they either get bitter and useless or run out.
No one asked, but this is why personally I don't identify myself as solar or any punk. Punk identity is transitory and fundamentally relies on there being an enemy to rebel against. I'm not pretentious enough to call myself an activist and I don't count as white enough in the US to be taken seriously as such, but in order to be something approximating an activist, you have to think about what happens after.
We fight now, but the most a warrior generation can ultimately do for the health of the community is eventually to beat their swords mostly to ploughshares. How are we going to make sure the kids maintain what we've built, without threat of harm or coercion? What do we do for the children? Eventually angry defiance has to cool down to calm, assured disobedience that knows what it's doing, or else the movement attracts a critical mass of angry, defiant, compromising people, who can't be trusted and won't be directed and don't even know what they're fighting for. Anger makes you dumb, and we can't afford to be dumb about this now that the forces we're looking at know how to break down societies like we hope to have.
We have to work with the human nature we have, and again, I think that means minimizing adversarial framing. With adversarial framing you have sides instead of communities, and if you have sides...
All of this is to say, we have got to cultivate a hopeful, resilient, disobedient activism grounded in a mature, communitarian civics, where there are no wrong kinds of people, but there is a right civic ethic.
They're very good at this in Detroit, despite everything. I used to volunteer with a guerrilla gardening initiative run by the people who taught me this.
I keep seeing people asking ‘is solarpunk really punk?’ because it’s too happy and optimistic and stuff
and I’m picturing a perfect moment in a solarpunk community — the neighbourhood mayor standing with a shit-eating grin on her face when the cops come and cut them off from city power, and nothing turns off
#lest anyone misinterpret me im not for folded hands nonviolence#i think you gotta fuck em up sometimes#i just also think you have to do it mindfully#cogently and awarely#heal yourself first then heal the community you live in#or you will twist it into your image
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life update: we found an apartment and managed to get our hands on it, yippee :D
#i try not to babble on this blog but i am desperate for connection and also want people who buy from me to know they do Good Things#as in everyone who has commissioned me is helping my family through one of the hardest things we have been through#i no longer need to have nightmares about being homeless by the end of the summer :')#sister is pissed at the moment because ... i dont even know and in the grand scheme im just happy to have found a home#she will hopefully come around#anyway i might delete this later cause it feels vulnerable but i also want to share my joy#especially with people who have actively helped us put food on the table in the midst of this chaos
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Ripred is not above being a sugar baby but he'd be a really shitty one.
#Like he's nice enough to wheedle his way in. It's like adopting a tiger.#you pay him in food and enrichment activities and shit cause he can't use money. And he's such a bastard. he acts like a traumatized cat th#Everytime you get sick of his shit he snuggles and purrs until you go 'awwww sweetheart~" And then he steps on your ribs and walks away. An#And then he sleeps on the hood of your car cause the engine's warm and now you have to call in sick to work also your hood is crushed.#But aww he's just a little guy and yesterday he said 'I love you' because you bought him something#He's a janky homeless man but also he's smarter and more posh than you. He's read all of sherlock holmes#And swears up and down he'll 'treat' you if you sue Disney for making The Great Mouse Detective.#He pretends he hates Tangled.#He kins with Remy from Ratatouille but like he'd never say it.#the underland chronicles#gregor the overlander#ripred the rat#tuc#ripred the gnawer#ripred my beloved#ripred
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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honestly if you live in a blue state and can afford a decent home and all your meds/food/utilities i want to hear NOTHING in regards to us in red states
i live in greg abbott's red texas. you know, the largest state that borders the most vilified neighboring country and receives the majority of latino immigrants + has a huge black population + a lot of arab and asian immigrants
i will not tolerate blame put on the people in red states who are constantly harassed and belittled because of their race, origin, religion, gender, and economic status
you want someone to blame? blame your party who did nothing to get people out of poverty, did nothing in response to police violence and killings, did nothing for palestine/lebanon, did nothing in response to abbott and desantis' vitriolic anti-latino racism and policies
democrats did what they do best, follow the right-leaning trend and lose to republicans
#literally there are more and more homeless people everytime i go into the city#doesnt matter which city#we have homeless people here in my town which is a hell to travel on foot because we literally have a highway cutting through everything#there are no sidewalks and barely any places for camping that arent private property#majority of people i check out at work use ebt cards for food#and even then its mostly white people that have access to those government funds#most of the latinas that i check out are vigilant in their coupons just to make sure they can afford necessities for their homes#using money that their husbands are breaking their backs for because its the only job available to them#shits been getting worse and worse here no matter who was president#and it will continue to get worse#people are already dying it will be an epidemic#and im trying my best to better my family's situation so i can be quicker in helping my neighbors#but even then i fell like itll be too late by the time it comes down to that#just#do more#be a good person to everyone regardless of if they share your political views#cus ill tell you something when people are in survival mode and wanting to claw themselves out they will find any justification for bigotry#they will find someone to blame for their circumstance because its not normal to live like this#some blame the government and some blame immigrants#feed them and show them that people are not their enemy its the fucking rich assholes in government keeping them at the bottom#so that rich assholes stay on top no matter what happens to the world around them#the entire world could be burning and they still will be wasting money because its nothing to them
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#it's been months since I could give money to those who need it responsively rather than just donating what we have left after#paying for the bare survivals (heat water food medical)#and there is still more need than ever#i have never seen it this bad i'll be honest#and i have seen some difficult years#i see over and over even those who used to give having to beg themselves#i have barely stabilized from homelessness myself yet#i am very concerned about going into 2025
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How DARE you compare me to a N*zi?
I can barely pay my own bills. I am disabled, on low income, and have next to nothing by the time I take care of my own expenses. I also have crippling social anxiety so like hell am I gonna talk to anyone and try to find out how real they are. I'm not going to give what little funds I have left to a stranger on the internet, either, when I can't be sure that it will actually be used for what they say they need it for.
I bet you felt really big, harassing and name calling a disabled person!
That said, I DO care about other people. I DO give to people in need. I give to people in my community no matter what they look like. I make sure that unwanted but perfectly good food ends up in food banks and soup kitchens or I hand it to a homeless person. I put my old books and clothes in donation bins. I talk to mental health workers and give things to group homes in the mental health system. I help people who are in the same boat as I am, and I help my neighbors. I don't donate overseas because there are people nearby I can help, and I get to know firsthand that they are using the things I give them!
That's all I'm going to say on this matter. I've wasted enough time and I'm going to get back to having fun on my FANDOM blog that is NOT a space to share sad stories or for people to ask for money. I don't, and won't, post sad stories or fundraisers on a blog I run for fun.
You've been blocked for personally attacking me.
Next time, think before you assume.
I'm starting to feel callous for saying this:
Please, Please, Please, if you are in a situation where you need money or have a go-fund-me started, DO NOT send people asks about it.
Make a post with places to donate instead, spread awareness through reblogs, but don't go into strangers DMs or Ask Boxes soliciting donations. It makes you look like a bot, not a real person needing help.
The big scam one I'm seeing right now is individuals "in Gaza" asking for donations. Before Gaza they said the donations were because of an illness. Bots/scammers are using Gaza to pull at your heartstrings and scam you.
Donate to places you can trust. Like Amnesty International, Free The Children/WE Charities, UN Crisis Relief, Red Cross, etc. Places you know are credible.
I feel callous for deleting/blocking/reporting asks like that but just know it is a scam. It's using your empathy against you. Do not fall for those asks. Donate to causes, raise awareness, but delete and block those asks/dms because they are not real people. it's the same copy/pasted story on each one. Do your research before donating and be safe online.
#i can't stand people who label others with hate names#not directed at op#directed at the asshat below op#i am the side blog of beaut-ful-d-saster-1986
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growing up on a farm is so fucking funny. like i feel lonely even when surrounded by people and i dont think ill ever truly fit in anywhere and people are often disgusted by me but i know how to butcher a rabbit by heart and i can grow tomatoes so thats cool i guess.
#i will never truly feel like i belong anywhere and im a very unlikeable person but i can grow my own food so thats cool#prolly a lot of this is influenced by severe mental illness too tbh. whatever#lowkey i have given up on making new friends. the ppl i have right now will eventually leave n i think thatll be it#i think im just too fucked up to be likeable anymore#shrugs. oh well#i dont even feel like figuring out who specifically in our system typed this up to tag it properly. i dont caaare anymore#not a single one of us is worthy of love no reason to keep caring#im literally going to be homeless in a few months i dont care about ANYTHING anymore. im so fucking tired and lonely no matter what i do#i need to get rlly insane abt characters again i need to distract myself again. i need 1 billion distraction so i forget the loneliness
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How many things do you think need to be set on fire to disrupt capitalism enough to create a livable society? Asking for a friend
#mango rambles#capitalism#watcher#dystopian society#just watched a speech about how terrible the overturn of roe v wade is#keep hearing how companies are canning movies as tax right offs or strangling the life out of diverse content before it gets made#fucking governments fucking everything up#looking at uk and us#fucking joke on the tv tonight about how nhs staff shouldn't be bothering with making 'signs showing 23 genders' because cancer isn’t cured#was a sign with pride flags on#some of them genders some sexualities#i hate the british media#feel bad for not donating to causes because i could but where am i supposed to draw the line?#is this the right one to donate to?#i don't feel comfortable donating to multiple because I'm trying to cling desperately to my money and any little advantage or safety i have#but im not giving other people that same courtesy#because which one do i donate to?#the person who can't afford food?#the family getting out of a warzone?#the family trying to get their son or daughter or father or aunt or sibling out of a warzone#the person who needs their cancer stricken cat to get surgery#the homeless content creator#the homeless single parent trying to be a content creator to gain any money#the people trying to raise money for dying relatives they adore#its not even doomscrolling its because i watch one video of people suffering to hear them out#give them time to speak so their video gets views#read their post becuase there are capitals and red letters and begging and i don't want to reblog or repost something that spreads misinform#ion#nothjng is nice nothing is pleasant#everyone is mean
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I hate Doug ford so much.
#this is relation to recent news about safe injection sites#hmmmmmm MAYBE PEOPLE SHOULDNT DIE ON THE STREETS OF OVERDOSES WHEN WE CAN PREVENT THEM#maybe there would be less addicts/users if we dealt with the social circumstance that leads to drug use#MAYBE IF WE HAD A FUNCTIONAL HEALTH CARE SYSTEM people wouldn’t need to rely on non prescription drugs#MAYBE IF WE DEALT SITH OUR HOUSING CRISIS you nimbiys wouldn’t have to see all the drug use#I’m so fucking tired of them framing it like safety for children too#you know what’s not fucking safe for children under funded understaffed schools#homes on the brink of homelessness and food insecurity#this was never about fucking children ever. and that’s not even to start on if you cared about innocent children’s lives you’d be calling#for a ceasefire and arms embargo instead of arresting pro Palestine protesters or punishing students calling for divestment#everything is so fucking backwards and I’m just so heated lol#fuck Doug ford I hope he never wins another fucking election#they never should have let him in with what was it like 15% of the vote. if people didn’t vote in the election. they need to enact policy#that gets people participating or deals with the reason why people don’t vote#eliscisojwnso ike w#jxoskjdk ofkwmdc#I will have beef with ford till he or I die. and the way he’s making this province I seem to be closer to the chopping block than him
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Hi, if you're a millionaire (or more) I think you ethically owe it to society to show up at community sporting activities in full kit but be absolutely mid-at-best in everything.
Show up to the pick-up game in FULL (I mean full) Ronaldo/Messi/Jordan/LeBron/Mahomes/Ovechkin/whoever kit, top of the line everything, and be absolute trash. Or ride Tour de France level gear down the local bike path really poorly and get mad when the amateurs and hobbyists pass you. Float your yachted kayak down the river in peak gear but never catch a single fish... Try to lie about it.
Anyone can be goated at something and show up in an old man disguise, I want the old man to show up in the goated disguise and be a disappointment. This is what you can do for society. I mean, pay to fix nets, salt the winter trails, put up night play lights, fund a community garden, whatever, yeah, that's all great, get an article about it, but there is nothing more community bonding and personally satisfying than feeling your hard work and training outplay the money.
#did you know after wwii#german citizens were made to walk through the camps#so there would be no conspiracy or question#about what they let happen#theres footage#its horrible#they showed up with picnics#it was a mandatory holiday#none of them ate their food#for obvious reasons#i think the 1% should have to do that#and maybe public servants too#but on both ends#i grew up in the poorest square mile outside Detroit#and the rich people neighborhood down the road#had an annual garden show#where they opened their ho es and ahowed off theor gardens#we got dressed up to blend in#and made jokes about how easy it would be to... you know#it was definitely persoective building#then one time i was rollerblading with my sister#and i fell#it was a pincone and she'll never let me forget it#i was bleeding pretty bad but it was also fine#so we went to the lake and came back through the rich neighborhood#we passed dozens of people#no one offered help#we got back to our neighborhood and three ladies from the womens shelter came out with wet paper towels and a bandaid#an old man offered his hose#a homeless man we knew by name cus we always gave him our cans offered to walk us home
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Catholic guilt is when you feel bad for not giving away your food to a crow even after you fed it enough food that it was full enough to just carry what it couldn't eat back to its nest
#i have so much.....and this crow...hes living outside in this horrible winter weather....#i snapped apart a whole peperoni stick and a cheesestick for him#and im taken back to a horrible day in sunday school where they made us color this page#it was of a fat greedy rich man eating a feast in front of a absolutely starving and malnourished man holding a begging bowl#and i had nightmares of being homeless and begging at windows at families eating lavish dinners#like i think the message they were trying to send was you need to give to those in need more#but im pretty sure at least a chunk of us fixated more on the even if youre starving and need help desperately. people can just. not help.#like those who were blessed or whatever with food can decide to not help you even if they have it in excess. but its not a sin.#because its not greed if you keep a gift from god/a blessing all to yourself#my church wasnt great at teaching us tiny children. but when things did stick it was usually from guilt
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A rock was thrown through the window of our local trans resources office.
My trans and Disability Group was attacked by a dozen troll accounts last week talking about how trans people are into beastiality and child porn.
Troubleshooting, a coworker told me "if these are the worst things that happen this year we'll be getting off lucky"
I know he's right. And the fact that that's true terrifies me.
#disability#cripplepunk#trans#i saw a post recently talking about how you cant get real liberals to care about voting talking about trans issues bc theres too many#rich white trans people and essentially they dont give af#i dont know who youre spending time with but most of the people in my group are homeless or on the verge of it or in abusive households to#survive. we've been abandoned by the government weve been denied aid or told that bc we have some we cant also have food stamps#most of my friends are queer and disabled and people of color#suffering directly and deeply right now in our current politics w every change#one just got cut from health insurance and wiped out her small savings buying medicine she still had to be off of a whole week#there are rich white trans and queers and they dont deserve to die in a genocide either#but also the fact that youre erasing the rest of us the fucking majority of us bc they exist and using it to quantify your betrayal of#yourself and your community to vote ~third party~ up your own ass is fucking disgusting#its stuck in my head like a piece of jagged metal#im so sick of liberals saying my life my friend's lives are worthless for the sake of their idealism and strawmen in other countries
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