#and i need to finish my fucking laundry

[fingertipsmp3]

Just when things can’t get any worse you end up in a meeting that could’ve been an email

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

hour 14 of taking a break from art for the sake of my tendons: i am Wailing and Keening and Scratching Forlornly At My Tablet

[dreadfutures]

fortunately, with friends getting married and buying houses, I now have places to crash with beloved people in beloved places. and I have PTO.

[arcaneyouth]

ohhh i get it now! the things that are happening to me are doing irreparable damage on my psyche!

[barkingangelbaby]

i was thinking that i haven't done anything today but bitch!! we literally went to three stores this morning, i knocked out most of the dishes (doing the dishes is my mortal enemy i hate having pruney hands/using gloves didn't work out well/we don't have a dishwasher/i've used them less than 10 times my entire life), did a few loads of laundry, made us coffee + lunch + snacks, made a few books.. like... bitch we have not done nothing today...

[solace-seekers]

dont procrastinate kids

[bibleofficial]

my stomach hurts so bad i’m literally dying

[redrobin-detective]

Normal People on their day off: I can’t wait to relax :)

Me on my day off: I cannot wait to clean the FUck out of my house. I am gonna scrub until the floorboards sing, everything sparkles and not one thing is out of place.

[abba-enthusiast]

How the fuck is it already 2pm, i literally haven’t gotten anything done 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[kohakhearts]

now that the insomnia fic is finished i can focus on the other fics i want to write but one of them is huge. giant. and here i am. writing it for a silly little rarepair

[hooved]

i know everyone's told me to rest because i'm sick but i just can't. it doesn't feel right. i need to do everything i can rn because i'm scared that any second we'll be told to get out NOW

[fooltofancy]

gonna curl up in a stupid little ball w fields of asphodel (beloved) and try to sleep, the piles of things looming can goddamn wait.

[mittenlady]

thinkin about klavquill

(the audience boos)

[nomaishuttle]

nurses stop being cunts challenge difficulty level fucking impossible apparently

[sweet-as-kiwis]

Desire to take an Nap vs the need to complete several trainings for school

[ihaveanunhelthyobsessionwithwump]

Truly, the wildest feeling is when you know that you're about to pass out.

(For me, at least) there is this moment of sudden realisation. Just a single moment when the fog clears and the only coherent thought formed is "Oh shit."

Sometimes, that feeling comes minutes before it happens; other times, it's only seconds.

Sometimes, it happens early enough that you can do something to try and stop it or attempt to make it safer when it inevitably happens. (sitting or laying down, standing still while your vision clears, and focusing on taking deep breaths)

And sometimes you turn to sit down, and suddenly you're laying on the floor, your wrist sore from hitting the counter on the way down, and unable to move as your body catches up.

Sometimes, you're conscious as you lay on the floor. Your body completely unresponsive as you wait for the lead weights to disappear from your limbs

Sometimes, you feel like you've evaded it only to realise that the water beating down on you is at the wrong angle and your music has skipped ahead, and when you notice your eyes are closed, you open them to see all the bottles are strewn across the shower floor, your legs folded beneath you as you slump against the wall. Your head sore where you must have hit the water control on the way down.

The one thing that never changes is the panic in your chest as you realise how badly the situation can become in just seconds if you're not careful.

And the sudden clarity that your mind is slowly shutting off and losing control of your own conciseness. That you're going to go down. You're going to lose seconds, and that thought terrifies you. Because seconds could mean life or death in the wrong situation.