#and i knowwww i know its not linear like that its not REALLY like im 14 again but it feels like it
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god i am not doing well
#its hard for me to even type this shit out because it scares me to acknowledge it#ive written a lot and deleted it over and over because it makes it too real#but to be honest i cant imagine a future for myself#its not like i WANT to die im too scared for that but im also too scared to do any real living so whats the point#im not gonna do anything. of course im not gonna do anything#i just wish i could give shit about myself in a way other than just terror at the thought of dying#i know im capable of it ive had great times andmade great progress in the last few years. i know i have#i cant remember it exacly now but i know ive felt better#but ive lost a lot of progress i feel like#and i knowwww i know its not linear like that its not REALLY like im 14 again but it feels like it#my meds havent fully kicked in yet. once they do it will get easier#it has to
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BOYS // bts au // 13
episode thirteen: progress is not linear!! ↳ progress is not linear!!! 13.5
synopsis: honestly, minjae was hopelessly in love with his neighbors but he would rather die than do anything about it. bedsides, he was pretty sure the only reason they knew of him in the first place was because he accidentally threw his phone through their window. yeah, let’s not talk about that.
pairing: ot7!bts x male!oc
genre: CRACK, fluff, angst
warnings: crude/dark humor, ‘mature’ language, copious amounts of spelling errors bc im lowkey illiterate
a/n: guys i knowwww how long its been since the last update and i know i'm gonna sound like a broken record at this point but i really am sorry about it. but the good news is i am finally out of the mountain of work and exams!! i only have a few stray assignments to get in but other than that i’m in the clear!! i hope everyone is having a good day and handling their exams well (if you have them) and there will be a second part to this chapter so look out for it!! (5/21/20 4:00pm)
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taglist uwu: @best-space-boy // @et-ecce-mulier // @kamillmeme
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