#and i havent eaten yet today

[lilac-melody]

I'm never gonna get used to this huh

[effielovesapples]

does it look like i give a fart.

[khayalli]

SAY LESS @thejudiciousneurotic

putting this under a read more,,,,,,,, uhHHhhHH ANYWAY I DO THINK HE'D BE A BRAT

This is basically NSFW so proceed with caution

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sorry i cant stop putting them in silly little outfits

[charlieslowartsies]

I’m so tired I don’t even have a song or quote for this. So up it goes without ceremony lol

((Make Believe Series))

[p-st]

[mcybree]

Neighbour. Neighbour I'm losing my fucking mind. I'm doing a 3L rewatch and Jimmy's ep4 is bad enough with the way Scott doubles down on the belittling, but I hopped to Martyn's ep4 to cross-reference and it. It gets... I can't even say it. It gets WORSE.

So Scott and Martyn meet in hell (where they belong <3), right? They go on a whole road trip, chummy as anything. Martyn tells Scott he's his favourite person. He gives him diamonds. They keep each other safe. They won't stop Giggling. And once they come up to the Flower Valley, Martyn goes: "Do we leave a booby trap in [Jimmy's] base?"

And Scott, casual as ever, shoots back a "I don't want to kill him juuust yet."

Just yet. He doesn't want to kill Jimmy. Yet. Not just yet.

WHY DOES THIS KEEP FUCKING HAPPENING TO ME

The worst part is that this would register as “oh silly joke” to me if it wasn’t for the wider context (Scott’s reaction to Jimmy dying in dare to flare, Scott waiting for Jimmy to die). And tbf a lot of 3l!fh is like that, where in isolated instances it’s like oh whatever but then you step back and look at the whole picture and go “🤨🤨🤨🤨” and i dont. I DONT THINK SCOTT WANTS TO KILL JIMMY he wouldnt genuinely want to do that i just think making a joke like that when you’ve also got All That going on about jimmy and death is. funny. its um. well i uh ☝️illness taking me. hold on. the illness

This also pairs well with Scott’s reaction to Jimmy joking about killing him, where Scott takes it seriously and lays out exactly why Jimmy can’t kill him. This implies that Scott assumes Jimmy may want to kill him genuinely and I think this says more about how scott thinks of himself + how he prepares for bad outcomes than anything (he’s not at all upset about his husband possibly wanting to kill him. he just assumes that Might be a possibility, just in case, and then shrugs it off). So if Scott doesnt mind the thought of Jimmy possibly wanting to kill him, he might figure the comment here and there about not wanting him dead just yet is fair game. Because 3l!scott pre-jimmy death is very nonchalant about death in general actually… it’s likely more of a symptom of that. And tbf there is also the whole “i just came to watch jimmy die” comment he makes at Dare to Flare… AUGGGHHHH I hate thinking about Scott and his relationship to death as a concept and how this influences how he thinks/cares abt his clumsy husband sorry. Fuck i need to eat dinner so so bad so that i can focus and actually make a point

[princekirijo]

Imma be honest with you chief this week has not been fun. At all

[liefdesleven]

objective: survive

[guinevereslancelot]

most fucked up thing about the body's response to not eating is when you're so hungry you feel like you're gonna throw up. this does not make it easier to eat food actually

[itsalwaysdark]

*i last had one ummm 2 days ago i think. if this impacts anything. and additional context little man has a performance at school tomorrow so i willlll be going to watch that. in the afternoon. which doesnt rly impact much butnit does to me

[dragonsyot]

what if i fucking exploded

[zhuhongs]

the boba place next door to my apartment is going to start selling onigiri and kimbap soon . to say I'm excited is an Understatement

[finalexpenses]

i hurt sl bad rn

[125storejuice]

Big UGH

[critterofthenight]

nothing makes me fall asleep faster than podcasts