#and i have a degree 😭😭
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I would like to be done suffering
#personal#i know that life is suffering#but i would like for mine to stop being that#im so tired#pls i just want to stop struggling#like havent i had enough 😭#i literally work from 7am to 11pm today and i barely pay my bills :)#and i have a degree 😭😭#that im in debt from and wont pay off for another 10-15 years#i miss beimg able to go out to eat and being able to come home and not have work still#i miss my friends and family too#like damn shit just sucks so hard#and to top it all off im living in the devil's asshole#Phoenix is probably the shittiest place in all of the US straight up#like yehaw there’s pretty mountains but you cant hike them bc you will die#from scorpions snakes or the weather just stay inside and cry#and the sun is going to make me look 10 years older than i am if i stay here much longer#i already see it#someone save me 😭😭😭😭 im done playing adult shit is bad!!
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I'm sorry but the irony of Nico calling Max unprofessional is sending me so bad like sir there's an entire garage full of people, who were literally in the trenches trying to survive the Brocedes fallout while just doing their jobs, who might have a few things to say about your (& Lewis') level of professionalism at that time 😭✋️
#f1#formula 1#formula one#max verstappen#nico rosberg#lewis hamilton#brocedes#like niki lauda had to try multiple times to literally parent trap them to try and get them on speaking terms it never worked#because one would arrive they'd see the other and the other would leave#& if i remember correctly the garage crew would swap around from race to race as a like see we aren't favouring anybody gesture 😭#and thats no shade to nico because it was both of them contributing to that environment#his comment re max is just making me laugh#like if i was a part of the pr/media team - which is a part of the degree I'm working on irl - at merc that year i would've lost the plot#like its insane reflecting on it nearly a decade later but the poor souls just trying to do their job in the eye of that storm#truly gods strongest soldiers#ngl the professional comment irks me a bit because its not like max is engaging in inappropriate work place behaviour#he's engaging in another aspect of racing that his involvement raises awareness of & that makes racing more accessible#& we all know how inaccessible not only getting into racing is but also to continue to pursue the further along you go#theres so many stories of 1 sibling giving up racing so the other can keep going because the family can't afford for them both to race#its a huge financial strain & we only see a handful of drivers talk about that & try to do something to change it#and nicos fellow sky sports commentators are routinely unprofessional on so many levels#additionally max had a lot of valid reasons to be annoyed at his team today#but alas he's not english so he's ungrateful#i hate that drivers can't criticise their teams or car without immediately being branded as bratty & ungrateful#ESPECIALLY WHEN THEIR JOB IS TO GIVE FEEDBACK#you can see the double standards from sky when say Lando or George have complaints with their team/car v the likes of Max and Yuki#especially Yuki my god the things i would do to get the British media to leave him alone#this was a jokey post at one point and then became a rant whoops lmao#I'll leave it that before i write an actual essay here 😭✋️
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Pipher, M. (1995). Chapter 1: Saplings in the Storm. In Reviving Ophelia: Saving the Selves of Adolescent Girls (pp. 19–23). Ballantine Books.
Debbie pt. 1
(click here for Mandy pt. 1)
#read this book like a decade ago. saw it on my shelf the other day and was like 'huh i bet that'd have some great insights into debbie'. 😶#debbie gallagher#shameless#my scribblings#i've legit only reread ONE chapter so far yall. SO many more takes i could post about this. like. debbie fiona mandy karen#finally putting my child psych degree to good use AYOOO#fr tho hit me up if you want more of this/ want to yell at me/with me#also please dont come at me for my undoubtedly fumbled apa citation i havent been in college for YEARS now i only remember so much 😭#reviving ophelia
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family visit 🏝️
(ghosts can be haunted too)
[Scala script translation in alt text]
#my art#khdr#xehanort#ephemer#khux player#the small eph and xeha art piece that somehow turned into a comic#I hope I’ve pulled on your heartstrings in at least 3 different ways :)#I have so many thoughts about eph being stuck in some kind of limbo#whether it was intentional or not he watches over everybody#all his descendants can sense him to some degree but they can only /see/ him when they’re very young#xehanort is like this. but since he’s more sensitive maybe he’d feel eph’s presence even if he can’t see him#like even as a teen and adult#and the way he wished to meet eph (and the others) even as an old man; endlessly chasing those dreams he had as a kid 😭#why’d they give us that mirror scene man. hurtful.#and on the other hand eph has been ‘alive’ for so long he loses track of time; it’s all one big circle to him#yearghh. that’s my tag ramble for the day#my posts#timeless familia#aeon oc#khx player
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Since I'm opening commissions for a bit, this is the last time you can get those prices as I'll be changing them after the summer holidays 👉👈
#i now have a master degree in character design and my artstyle evolved so I'm changing prices#i always feel so bad doing so but I've beeb advised by my artists friends 😭
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♠️
#me#mine#self#soooo#been in a shitty mood lately#thesis sucks ass#it's making me question my plans on getting a masters degree#other than that#i'm getting serious about my photog gig to get that brEAD#so yeh#this is a life update lol#haven't had the time to watch a few anime series#been dealing with a recent breakup as well lol#the typhoon was causing too much shit and there is water evERYWHERE#pls stay safe 🖤#i hope you're having a wonderful night/day#huehue#izza sinning sunday hoez#AND I'VE GOT NO HALLOWEEN COSTUME 😭😭😭
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ok yeah anyways LOOK AT MY LAPIS LAZULI REDESIGNS, BOY.
#daughters art#might as well do this while SU is still on the brain hehehehehhehe#its Mean Lapis and Nice Lapis if you cant tell 👍 (or Curly and Freckles cause their official names are just… blehhhhh…..)#fun fact i used to be *OBSESSED* with curly lapis (alongside jasper) idk something abt her just spoke to me…#<- if its not obvious already i have. a REALLY BAD case of ‘falling in love w minor side character(s)’ disease 😭😭#I LIKED FRECKLES TOO but to a lesser degree <\3 SIGGHH i just think theyre both really neat ok#i redesigned them for funsies but also cuz?? i didnt rlly like how they just had the default v-neck diamond outfit on them so i-#-tried to make them look a lil bit more like pre-crystal gem lapis :3c#su#steven universe#mean lapis#nice lapis#lapis lazuli
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Summer is only nice when you have air conditioning….
#many nights I have spent lying in agony#as if every pore on my skin was squeezed dry of liquid#I reminisce on better times when a cool breeze carried me to a land of peaceful slumber#when I was young and foolish#taking you for granted#OH MY FUCKING GOD ITS SO HOT IN HERE BRO HELP ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#ITS GONNA BE 90 FUCKING DEGREES TMR I HATE IT HERE#I SHOULDVE JUST MOVED TO MASSACHUSETTS#haliai rambles
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The bear creatüre has a bachelor degree now
Yea I graduated uni today 🐻❄️🎓🎉
Feels weird tbh 💥
My brain did not register this information yet
Diploma comic reveal when? 👀
#watch me ramble in the tags like a silly billy 🐻❄️👓#bachelors degree#graduation#degree#diploma#it’s actually called bachelor’s degree but literally everyone I know calls it diploma lmao#legit need to get used to the fact I’m a graduate#what do you mean I’m actually a graphic designer now *what do you mean*#I am a silly student forever#*picks up a pen* *it explodes*#🐻❄️✏️💥#I’m still yet to receive an actual document tho#but today was a final presentation and grading#I don’t have a cool photo with a silly paper yet 😔#also today was really stressful and cringe lmao💥#🐻❄️☝️clarification I was cringe#I dunno nervousness screws u over okay 💥💥#there were a moment where the professors had to ask you mandatory questions about the project#and the lady asked ‘’what inspired you to create this comic? 🌸’’#my goofy ass answered ‘’stress’’#I MEAN IT IS TRUE#BUT LIKE💥#I could’ve answered something more poetic or something 😭#yea but I’m really glad that it’s finally over#the preparation for the final presentation I mean#(the stress™️ is never over obviously#but at least the main event is)
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WIP Tag Game
Thank you for the tag @okeydokeylackey !!!! I LOVED YOUR SNIPPET & everyone should DEFINITELY check out your art/writing (I know I always love seeing it on my dash🥹🫶)
Rules: Share a snippet from whatever you’re currently working on, and then tag 5 people.
***DISCLAIMER THESE ARE ALL TYPED UP STREAM OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND UNEDITED BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAH***
Oneshot:
A beetle slowly makes its way across Sebastian Sallow’s desk.
The classroom is silent - save for the scratching of quills furiously calculating the Arithmatic probability of who will be the next Minister and the quiet murmur of his professor as she helps Hobhouse (how did he even get into the N.E.W.T. level?) - and Sebastian is going absolutely mad.
He counts how many seconds it takes for the beetle to reach his abandoned quill (fifteen). But, when it takes its seventh step after making it over the quill (an auspicious sign), Sebastian slams his hand down on top of it.
The loud noise echoes through the silent classroom and Sebastian hears her snickering coming from behind him as the whole class turns to see what has happened. His ears turn red, he wishes he could jinx her somehow, and yet he is terribly curious to see what she has sent him this time. Sebastian hopes that everyone has gone back to their equations and stops staring at him, because now that it’s in his hands, his fingers are itching to open it. His hands eagerly - shamefully eager, if you ask him - unravel the note he’s crumpled up in his hands - almost a shame that he destroyed the beetle, it was one of her better creations - and Sebastian soon curses his haste.
His ears would be an even deeper shade of red were his blood not currently draining to a different part of his body. Sebastian shifts uncomfortably in his seat as he continues reading the note, his eyes flying across the tiny note once, twice, three times before he crumples it up and adds it to the graveyard of the other notes she has been sending him all day. The words fuck my soaking cunt flash up at him and he adjusts his schoolbag so that if anyone walks past and looks into it, they won’t suspect a thing.
You see, this has been going on all day. Sebastian knew that when his seventh year started, it was going to the culmination of their academic rivalry, but he never expected this. That witch has made taunting him her personal vendetta, and it’s working.
Sebastian can’t get her out of his mind.
FIC - CHAPTER 25: (honestly I might delete this scene or save it for later)
She wanted him to hate her.
Hatred wasn’t what she saw in his eyes now, though.
Almost as if she were watching herself from afar, not in control of her body, Eloise came to a stop in front of Sebastian and looked down at him. The green light was highlighting his face and he looked ethereal, otherworldly. She watched her hand reach out and touch his cheek - hesitant, unsure - and when he didn’t jerk his head away as she expected - as she deserved - she moved to sit down next to him in the tiny space. Her knees bumped into his just like their noses bumped against each other as she moved her face towards his. Still, he didn’t move away.
She felt his warm breath fan across her lips. Maybe they stayed like that, lips not-quite-touching, for an eternity; maybe it was only a second. Eloise was only aware of Sebastian’s intoxicating presence, of the way his breath hitched when she finally bridged the gap between them, of the way her heart surrendered itself to him. This kiss was nothing like what they had shared before. It was hesitant, soft, sweet. His hands came up to her face, holding her in place as he deepened the kiss.
Eloise didn’t know what had gotten into her - she was supposed to be avoiding Sebastian, hating him, and yet she couldn’t pull herself out of his embrace. She was melting into his touch, his thumbs brushing themselves down her cheeks, her neck, fingers going through her hair, over and over as if to reassure himself of her presence, his lips moving languidly against hers. Eloise sighed into his mouth, almost-smiling but not-quite: she was nervous, as complicit as he was in this kiss, maybe even more, considering she had been the one to reach out first. But then -
Sebastian pulled away from her, puzzled, his hands moving back to cup Eloise’s face. He was saying something, rough thumbs gently brushing away the thick tears rolling down her cheeks. When had she started crying?
NO PRESSURE TAGS: @holdmymallowsweet @writing-intheundercroft @morelikeravenbore @sav-less @gothic-lottie @kay9leo @celestial--sapphic @libellule-ao3 @anomalyaly AND ANYONE ELSE WHO WANTS TO DO IT IM SERIOUS !!!!!!!!! I CAN NEVER THINK OF WHO TO TAG & I WOULD LOVE TO SEE LITTLE EXCERPTS OF YOUR WRITING🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
#I literally just zone out and blab and then later on I have to edit it and wrestle these words into making sense😭😭😭#but here a tiny bit of what I’ve been working on lately💓💓💓#maybe it’s interesting maybe not😆#& I don’t talk with many writers on here so if you want to do it seriously🥰🥰🥰 consider yourself tagged#i also want to make the oneshot kind of math themed bc a) I have a math degree and b) it’s arithmancy class duh#but I’ll just abandon that whole thought soon😆#hogwarts legacy fic#hogwarts legacy
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cw // tattoos, slight nudity
timeskip! whitney x eri (pc)
i need to make whitney a dad ;;w;;;
reference used for the art under the cut!
(unfortunately i've lost the source for the ref pic, so if anyone can be so kind as to link i'll add the link to the post!)
#imma say considering my tired state#im super proud of how this came out#im probably gonna have a diff opinion when i wake up tomorrow but hey#thats tomorrow me's problem#anyways ive been having rlly bad baby fever lately so im trying to quell it#also because ihave exams next week i can't keep procrastinating by drawing 😭#anyways whitney pregnancy content when -#(slides vrel a crisp 5 dollar bill)#tattoos cw#slight nudity cw#fan art#art#mine#my fan art#my art#eri the orphan#whitney the bully#whitney x pc#dol#dol pc#dol whitney#degrees of lewdity#dol related#whitney is 100% the kind of dad who'd immediately cover up all vulgar tattoos with something more acceptable#esp as soon as eri got pregnant jhbrebfbjherf#HNNGHHH I NEED WHITNEY PREGNANCY CONTENT BADLY#IM ABOUT TO BITE SOMEONE I SWEAR
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You cannot tell me this man is not down bad for Osha
Bro, your yearning is showing 👀👀👀
ALSO we're cooking up a Yord/Osha server with @victoriartdrawings so if you're interested raise your hands yorsha unit!!✨✨✨
Additional padawan stare cause even Tasi is like "Master, with all due respect, wHAT ARE THOSE PUPPY EYES-" 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
#yord fandar#yord horde#yord x osha#osha aniseya#HELLO THE STARES#Boy's got a degree in yearning#and is a professional yearnist#angst#The acolyte#the acolyte spoilers#yord the acolyte#master sol#jecki lon#THE SOFT SMILES ???#HIM NOT ABLE TO LOOK AT HER WHEN SHE ASKS HIM IF HE THINKS SHE WOULD HAVE KILLED INDARA ????#HELLO HELLO HELLO ????#“it doesn't matter what I think” HE SAYS WITH NEARLY TEARS IN HIS EYES AND VOICE SHAKY#sw the acolyte#YORD BABY 😭😭😭#Man is so touch starved he sticked up the entire jedi protocol up his a$$ and pretends he's not affected nor concerned by attachements#And Osha#MY BROTHER IN THE FORCE I SWEAR-#star wars
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#thai actors are all way too overpowered#yea sure finish your master degree while shooting 3 dramas and going on tour and promo events I guess 😭#meanwhile I crumble under one small task per week#also the sudden urge to get a ''good job my son'' from s vorarit#benz atthanin#pit babe the series#this love doesn't have long beans#pop pataraphol#ping orbnithi#s vorarit
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I really love how you give Avery the little cat mouth. The :3 expression. I also like when you draw him with the anime never opens their eyes cliche. He just looks so cute and tired. I like to imagine he opens his eyes when his rage gets too high. Like when his opens you know you fucked up and he can state at you with his cold cruel eyes that don't fit his uwu old skrunkly man face. :3c. That's what you did to Avery that made me love him even more. :3c
Please remember to feed your cat or he will cause financial damages
(i just realize how small this looks so please click it for better quality (; ω ; )
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sdjfs sorry for editing the post but i want to share this
#dol#degrees of lewdity#hirano draws#hirano answers#avery the businessman#his design is purely self indulgent tbh 😭 im so glad there are people who likes it#i actually have never played his rage route because i cant bring myself to#but thank you so so much for liking him!!! your words make my day!#his disappointed face is just ( ರ ヘರ )
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7 HOURS OF WALKING IN HEELS LATER I AM A GRADUATED GIRL 😭😭😭😭 (AND I FORGOT MY CAP AT SCHOOL BECAUSE OF COURSE I DID)
#😎👍❗❗❗🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉 AND ALL THAT#leave me dead in a ditch somewhere folks i am so tireddddd#anyway i was so glad to see familiar faces! and to talk to my beloved professors#I HAVE A DEGREE! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 THANK GOD
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maybe if you had a job or went to school or did anything with your life your mom wouldn’t treat you like an idiot
so true!
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