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i was going to put this in the replies but then it got long lmao. anyway: yes!!!!! this is part of why i recommend tgcf to people who enjoyed mdzs/mdzs to people who enjoyed tgcf (my recommendation of svsss to anyone is much, much more qualified, but i do recommend it to people who are interested in mxtx novels generally speaking, because of the interesting commonalities there and how you can see her first forays into writing about the same themes she will return to again & again)--i'm going to use this post to expound on svsss a bit because it's haunting me it's the one you're not reading--just look at this quote from svsss:
“That said, demons are naturally gifted with spiritual strength, far more so than humans,” he said. “If their strength could be used for good and was dedicated to the righteous path—to the common people—then how could that not be a good thing?”
this is not actually a central recurring thing in svsss but it stands out to me so starkly because it's--so clearly the groundwork for the themes of both mdzs and tgcf?
and then ofc there's the thing of like. all three of her protagonists get canceled on twitter* and mob mentality/the way a crowd idealizes and demonizes someone in turn is a central theme of all three books. another svsss quote:
He’d done nothing at all to warrant a fall from grace like unto a hundred-floor skyscraper toppling in a single night, nothing to warrant being chased down and beaten by the masses. But everything was different now. The problem was that all of the indistinct smears on his reputation had massed together. [...] As things that seem to be perfectly aligned by pure coincidence accumulate, people no longer take them to be coincidental.
which is! very much the same sort of thing you could say about wwx or jgy! and while #xielianisoverparty is a bit different in terms of vibes it's still clearly the same sort of thing. i mean, look at that metaphor: a fall from grace like unto a hundred-floor skyscraper toppling in a single night.
there's also more general things-- all three books are very concerned with homophobia, with toxic masculinity, with cycles of revenge and abuse, with the ultimate emptiness of revenge, with scapegoating, with abuse both on the micro/interpersonal level and on the macro level of societal structures that enable it, with suicidality and self-hatred, with gay love as a positive (even salvific) force, with the way that suffering and ~oppression makes people worse out of fear and desperation; svsss is imo somewhat less concerned with class and war than the other two but "less" is not "zero" and tgcf and mdzs are very much about classism and the horrors of war; etc!!
it's also interesting to look at the differences--they're all concerned with different types of abuse (mdzs is largely about familial abuse, svsss is largely about sexual abuse, tgcf is about a secret third thing), they all do some level of slash-typical feminizing of male characters but they have very different things to say about it, mdzs and tgcf are engaging with the specter of the sexually predatory gay man in a very different (and imo less ~problematic) way than svsss does--but the differences in how they look at and handle certain themes are particularly interesting to me bc they are so fundamentally concerned w the same themes. reading more than one of them is rly fun and interesting imo bc you really do get a sense for what things mxtx is broadly concerned with and keeps coming back to, what her opinions are, what she has to say through her fiction. it's really good i really like mxtx novels :D you handshake me (loves to juxtapose)
It is in fact really really interesting how many of the things TGCF is macerating on are the same things that MDZS is, and from what ik abt SVSSS things that's also interested in. MXTX is truly writing for herself her dick and the six specific thematic narratives that haunt her
#therapists dni#this is not . like. well thought out. i would normally say this on discord but Well op is currently liveblogging black water arc on discord#and i dont want to interrupt#and this post does not fit in tumblr reply word limit. unless i do like 20 replies. which seems rude.
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i was not born to have a full time employment, i'm angelic, and tortured, and was brought onto earth to be a muse
#sweet little nymph#female hysteria#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#girl interupted syndrome#sofia coppola#coquette dollete#dollette#lizzy grant#sylvia plath#im just a girl#just girly thoughts#tumblr girls#this is a girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#muse#artists muse#i dont want to work at a coffeeshop#girlblogger#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#hell is a teenage girl#girlblogging#girlhood#manic pixie dream girl#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#girl interrupted#girl rotting
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#this is a girlblog#girlblogging#just girly things#this is what makes us girls#girlhood#lana del rey#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#hell is a teenage girl#female manipulator#daddy's good girl#female rage#manipulate manifest masturbate#coquette angel#hold me#angelcore#angel dust#angelic#coquette dollete#dont leave me#block dont report#attachment issues#summertime sadness#sadgirl#girly stuff#girls just want to have fun#never let me go#girl interrupted#glitter#i need him#i need to lose so much weight
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Iida, bro, you Gotta remember to knock first ...
#im almost sorry iida had to interrupt- but i just dont think it would happen until... much much later lol#was gonna wait to post but im sick of seein it in my drafts and then everypanelofizuku got to The Panels so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#tododeku#boku no hero academia#my hero academia#izuku midoriya#shoto todoroki#shouto todoroki#tenya iida#bnha fanart#mha fanart#bnha comic#mha comic#digital art#this takes place after the stain arc btw! i will always think of the shot in the anime where iida leaves and its just tddk alone..#like... todo Probably could have left then too- but i like to think he stayed bc he wanted to be alone with izuku /////#ah mutual pining my good friend mutual pining <3#the version of bnha that lives in my head#mha#bnha#olly art#tddk
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im feeling so sick guys im unwell fr R7 till vs luka is going to fucking kill me, ill be deader than ivan
IS MY BABY CRYING OR SWEATING I CANT IC ANNTNNN
theyre making luka listen to his own heartbeat (not to mention it looks ?? not normal????) - hes going to hear his own heart stop beating, isnt he
#i feel like its gonna be luka whos going to die if tthey dont get saved or interrupted otherwise but god#I LOVE THEM ALL I DONT WANT MORE TO DIE PLEASE#in all honesty i think i would actually fucking break down if till dies#i love them all sm but till would rlly end me hes my baby#pls ivan already hurt me#babbles#tbd#alnst tag
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it's just the two of us, or that's what we swore
anyone else feeling a little crazy abt them? no? just me? alright
#messy wip i will not finish most likely#dimension 20#d20#mine#fanart#evan kelmp#k tanaka#dream tanaka#tanakelmp#misfits and magic#mismag#mismag 2#misfits and magic 2#i actually havent watched s2e1 but i dont know that i could emotionally handle it after finding out they broke up . lol thats insane isnt i#im not personally mad about it im not the type who will talk shit on the cast's decisions when its their story after all but if i had a#nickel for every time a fan favorite ship that was perfectly stable and wasnt interrupting the story at all got unceremoniously broken up i#between seasons for absolutely no reason i would have three nickels. im looking at donospring trackerbees and tanakelmp of course . shame#but its ok i can just pretend theyre still together as long as i procrastinate on watching mismag 2#im watching the ravening war rn anyway . i just wanted to do this for fun and spite#i love them a normal amount :3#will someone pls notice that evan doesnt have a shadow . hehe
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thinking about the character again (cinderpelt) and it's likely unintentional and a result of either her shifting narrative role from young go getter to wise mentor or a shift in how the books display their own politics but i find something really tragic in-universe in how she develops from a character who will actively and willingly break the warrior code when it conflicts with her own morals (immediately lying to cover for graystripe and silverstream, acting in direct defiance of her leadership to nurse littlecloud and whitethroat back to health) but overtime through her role she gradually grows more god-fearing and pious and embodies somewhat of a "starclan is always right, even when they are cruel, and we need to accept that" position
#i dont want to get too into the deeper philosophy behind cinderpelt's arc in twilight bc there's a lot of messier factors there#namely what is potentially intended to be a story about faith and emotional strength in the context of terminal illness#but in warrior cats fate is tied to starclan and starclan is also the theocratic government and the law and the status quo#and i think cinderpelt's character is an interesting microchosm of the influence that proximity to it can have#im interrupting a rant thread on my priv twitter to bring this point here instead but that's not even getting into how like#cinderpelt grew up in the bluestar era where bluestar was rebelling against starclan in a way that directly affected her own life#traumatising her sister with a demeaning name. indirectly killing her cousin. leading to the little+white situation.#leaving her (a child/teen/young adult) in the awkward position of being the ambassador TO starclan#but then when bluestar dies she immediately BECOMES the face of starclan. likely who cinderpelt would often speak with#it's fucked up!!!! theres a lot of implications about her character's relationship to starclan that are really untouched#and it makes sense that they are bc it's all built on headcanon and subtext and entirely unintentional coincidence but STILLL
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this picture isnt real its all happening in twilights head and she's listening ta this as she's having her bi horse fantasies
un blurred below the cut as well as the lineart with flats cuz i want ta show it off sue me
edit: ignore that the images changed slightly i noticed a shading error i missed and it was bothering me 💀
#mlp#twishy#fluttertwi#mlp fim#my little pony#my little pony friendship is magic#fluttershy#twilight sparkle#spacie scribbles#twilight narration voice: ''i have to go...'' id say ''its getting late and i need to put spike to bed''#fluttershy would yawn. a gentle cute noise befitting for such a cute pony before she would turn her head sleepily towards me#she would look at me with her big beautiful eyes and study me for a moment before saying in her sweet soft voice#''are you sure you dont want to stay the night? i would hate for something to happen for you on your walk back home...''#oh fluttershy...always looking out for her friends. such a caring and gentle soul. my heart would swell at the thought although#id hesitate....and in response fluttershy would get closer and gently push her muzzle against mine...#''please twilight...stay the night...''#my heart would be galloping out of my chest as the moon would gently glow through the window#the pale light highlighing all of fluttershy's delicate features#its as if luna herself planted the moon in this specific way...on this specific night... just for us....#spike‚ interrupting the daydream: twilight are you...narrating a self insert you wrote abt you and one of your best friends???#twilight: ....NO. BUT. DONT TELL ANYONE ABOUT THIS OKAY#spike: oookay! you got it. i wont tell a soul.#*he then tells everyone except fluttershy*#im crazy guys i swear#i just wrote fanfic abt twilight sparkle writing fanfic#she has a fanfic section of the library its all just her x fluttershy#good lord these horses.
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Ride 774: Kiji, coming!!
Pag 1
1: Welcome, to the Emperor's throne!!
My aim is the double crown!!
Pag 2
4: Ahhh... you're fast, the two of you
I thought I could catch you for sure at 2km left
Pag 3
1: But it took me until “1km left”, yon!!
Pag 4
3: Ah!?
He
4: caught up!? Who....
Pag 5
1: who the hell are you!?
2: The two people in the lead are taking the curve and passing the sign that says that there's 1km left until the sprint line.....
Pag 6
1: No, it's three people!!
Three people passed the “1km left” sign!!
2: There's more people!? Since when!?
Wasn't it two people!?
What happened!? Who's that? That jersey-
At the last curve, suddenly-
3: It's not “who are you”....!!
Dammit!! I know!! This guy!!
Pag 7
1: There's one more person who we need to pay special attention to
2: Gunma Ryousei's third year, Kiji Kyuui
3: Ohh, Kiji? Who's that
Oi, I already told you about this in advance, Manami!! Come on, at the sea
Is that so?
4: What's your data about him?
5: There's basically no record of him in road racing
6: He's an..... “assassin” from the MTB world, huh
7: Is he aiming for the goal?
8: Yeah.... the goal...
That's right....
We should be glad
Pag 8
1: That he's only aiming for the goal
2: Hayaaaa!!
3: Dammit!! The first result.... so you're aiming for the sprint too!?
4: Since they said you were aiming for the goal I thought you were a climber like Manami!!
Pag 9
1: Let's speed up, Orange!! He'll catch up!!
2: I've seen it before!! This guy's jersey
3: That day.... he appeared suddenly on that bike with the thick tires
Pag 10
1: It's the guy who chased Onoda-san and the Hakogaku guy with the bouncy hair!!
2: Before that, Onoda-san said they were friends and that he's “strong”!!
3: He's coming to catch up to
4: mine and San-na's battle
Pag 11
1: He really is strong!!
Let's switch, I'll pull!!
Pag 12
1: Orange!!
3: They're in tune
You have amazing judgment and explosive power!!
4: When I caught up at the last curve
5: Even though they could have also accepted me and made me join them
Without making eye contact or calling out to each other, in an instant at the same time they made the decision
6: that they would “cooperate” to leave me behind!! Yon!!
You're really....
Pag 13
4: What's that
He's lowering his stance and pushing on the handles like he's about to dance....!!
5: Hayaaaa
Pag 14
1: You're really close friends!!
Pag 15
4: He lined up to us in one go!?
Pag 16
1: This guy!! Was it an optical illusion? Just now, I saw something like a cloud of dust behind me
2: Takadajou told us this
Be careful
3: I've been told that the power that a MTB rider can produce in a short time
4: is 1.5 times that of a road racing cyclist
5: This guy can match this top speed!?
8: Ah!?
9: Huh!?
Pag 17
2: In between!?
He came in between!?
Ah!?
3: You bastard, usually when one catches up he joins in the back
Pag 18
1: It's road racing theory!!
4: This guy doesn't know the theory?
5: 800m left until the sprint line!!
6: 1
Pag 19
1: 2
What's this- San-na, did this guy suddenly started counting
2: What's this
The sign for an attack?
3: 3
Pag 20
2: Alright, I recovered
5: Well then, I'll go
Pag 21
1: Ahead, yon
2: So it really was a sign for attacking!!
Who's that guy!!
#yowamushi pedal#yowapeda#yowamushi pedal translations#yowapeda manga#yowamushi pedal manga#yowamushi pedal spoilers#ride 774#and we're back finallyyyy#i hope watanabe is alright and last week's break wasnt because of health problems :/#anyway!! of i loved this chapter SO MUCH#Kiji Kyuui you cheeky bastard i love you#he arrives he crushes kabu and bashi's race-date he boasts and brags#and then he's like okay bye now you losers keep doing what you were doing imma go ahead#ANNOYING AF I LOVE HIM#hes annoying without even realizing it lmao i bet he doesnt realize it#'you must be so close!!" oh please they were having a moment and you interrupted them!!#btw it's so fckn funny to me that kabu and bashi simply decided to pair up against kiji lmao they got one look at him and were like#'nope we dont like this guy' afsgdasfd#im so sorry for them but also that was funny af#also i love bashi thinking 'this is basic road racing theory!! ah wait this guy probably doesnt know shit about theory ;A;'#kiji has no idea how road racing works and thats why hes so strong#he just does whatever he wants
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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#hod#hod lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form#lobcorp spoilers#and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic#other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her#i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally#she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en#up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression#tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on#her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees#she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health#sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work#but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager#yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the#way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does#yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what#is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and#not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing#its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good#sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where#her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling#as she is interrupting their free time in the company#which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there#but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end#EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough
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Today's Daily Degurechaff is… not to be interrupted.
#dailydegurechaff#can we politely ignore i spelled 'interruptions' with only one 'r'?ive already closed my art program and dont want to fix it
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"You can't help everyone,"
But, I have to try.
"Then, who helps you?"
#wow no need to punch me in the face this late#is it bad I dont want people to end up like me#ive ended up most of my years dealing things on my own and i wont deny it was peaceful till I realised ill regret it later#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#just girly things#cinnamon girl#girl blogger#girl interrupted#im just a girl#girlblogging#girlblogger#hell is a teenage girl#girlblog#gossip girl#mean girls#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl blog#girl hysteria#girl interupted syndrome#girl thoughts#girlblog aesthetic#girlcore#this is a girlblog#this is what makes us girls#female rage#sofia coppola#black swan#pearl#manic pixie dream girl#coquette
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#sofia coppola#female hysteria#divine feminine#girl blogger#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#girlblogging#girlhood#lana del ray aka lizzy grant#sylvia plath#hell is a teenage girl#im just a girl#black swan#nina sayers#im going insane#i just want to be perfect#girl interupted syndrome#girlblog#cinnamon girl#pls dont perceive me#fiona apple#girlrotting#coquette#this is a girlblog#female rage#girlblogger#dollette#gloomy coquette#lily rose depp
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I hardly talk about 2 of these cunts but this was really funny in my mind.
#artings#me#<- for the bfsona. who unfortunately also gets treated like an oc thats hwy hes here#wyd!BF#wyd!RGBau#transfem boyfriend#god i need to. flesh out joyfriend (fuck it im calling her that i like it) so bad. i dont talk abt bfsonas whole Deal but he at least#has his shit fleshed out LMAO#tho tbf. in my defense. joyfriend is the most like canon bf in that she doesnt rlly have much going on like. in her head#shes just chillin. i think the worst she would feel is mild frustration bc she wants to just like. go out on a date or something#but they get interrupted with another rap battle#im gonna go back to only talking abt wyd!BF now /silly
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every boy i talk to bores me. i'm sick of online connections!!! i want handwritten love confessions :(
#girlblog#girl blogger#girlblogging#girly things#this is a girlblog#just girly thoughts#girl problems#this is what makes us girls#girl interrupted#lana del rey#lana del rey aesthetic#coquette#feminine urge#feminine rage#female hysteria#female insanity#i want this#girls when#whisper girl#womanhood#dont mind this#the feminine urge#girl thoughts#girly thoughts#just girly things#the virgin suicides#the notebook#put me in a movie
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The rebound actually affected me more than the previous relationship. I might need a rebound for the rebound.
#the rebound#rebound#relationship advisor#relationship advice#relationship#mitski#heartbreak#heartbroken#whisper of the heart#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#girl interrupted#girl interupted syndrome#girlblog aesthetic#girlblogging#this is a girlblog#tumblr girls#blog#hell is a teenage girl#girl blog#this is what makes us girls#i dont like my mind#someone help#i want him back#i miss him#he was mine#i feel so unloveable#i love him#im just a girl#in love
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