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za1ka · 27 days ago

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pov: u want to order a drink but this guy keeps sprawling across the entire bar and chatting up divorcées, wyd

+ bonus: just checking

#good omens #go fanart #crowley #anthony j crowley #cleaned up my first ever crowley from back in february tehee #i still dont know how i want to draw him but we're slowly getting there! ;w;#i actually dont like this drawing but WHATEVER lets just get him out of the system!!!#the process was fun and i want to get into the habit of just posting shit so *clenches teeth*#actually i think this blog is gonna be my gomens scrapbook and cringe therapy #set me free you saucy little devil #angelcake

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74rain · 3 months ago

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#underfell #undertale #sans #papyrus #frisk #flowey #WELCOME TO THE UNDERGROUND!!!#i dont know how the cape ended up green #my process always confuses me #epic tag

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sadwetcatmk · 1 year ago

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#i am aware of how mentally damaging this is #its funny for like at least four reasons in my head i promise #and the thought process was a bit more complicated than this looks #moon knight #batman #marc spector #jake lockley #steven grant #bruce wayne #moon knight comics #batman comics #i dont actually know like anything about batman

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the-mang0tree · 6 months ago

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oughhhhh i put them all together with duck tape and autism

#transformers #transformers one #tfone #orion pax #d16 #megatron #art #tw bright colors #tw eye strain #sorry about that #legend says there's still 4 other versions of this sitting on my computer... spooky...#i dont know how to ex´plain this but this is my brain thinking about tfone #part of it is processing the Epic New Clips and screaming about them. another is insane ab9out d16 and orion. another is imagining everyone #as kitties and puppies. and another one is throwing up about the colors #'i dont know how to explainthis' <- proceeds to explain it. ok then

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puppppppppy · 6 months ago

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horrible truth bomb dropped on my head 20 min ago

#I DIDNT KNOW I DIDNT KNOWWWWW #when i say damn thats crazy its bc i DO think its crazy i think a lot of things are crazy. like how birds have cloacas #or the way ppl draw a five pointed star in different ways and everyone assumes their way of doing it is how everyone does it #my brother is not letting me live this down btw he literally shouted at me like HOW DID YOU LIVE THIS LONG AND NOT PICK UP ON THAT #IDK!!! IDK I THOUGHT SOMETIMES IT COULD BE USED TO EXPRESS GENUINE SHOCK??????#he says its my delivery that makes it sound insincere bc i say it in a monotonous voice which when i think abt it YEAH....#THAT DOES MAKE IT LOOK KINDA BAD IN HINDSIGHT.....#and then i told him i keep a list of phrases that tickle my brain so i can remember to use them in conversation and apparently #most ppl dont do that bc he was like ???? stop doing that??? just let the conversation flow naturally it sounds fake>????#idk man i feel like if i did that and blurted out 'i forgot people find stuff like underwear arousing for some reason' instead of #smth like 'i wonder what kind of ppl find this kind of stuff the bees knees' like i normally do. it would. not go so well.#ALSO THE FLOW CHARTS ARENT NORMAL? i make flow charts before i call the bank or smth so i know what to say #its not just to blend in its also so i dont waste ppls time going uhhhhh as i think of how i put smth into words #its called stalling for time and i dont care if i have to say smth like thats just how the cookie crumbles if it gives me #5 more seconds to process whatever the fuck someone said without letting them think im not paying attention #doodles #diary #sona #puppysona #comics

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watzuu-lmk · 1 year ago

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Wukong then slips his hold on the cape and macaque is just sent flying at mach 20 speeds on his cape

#art-zu #shadowpeach #lmk fanart #You do not want to know how my process of this piece went #I dont even want to look at the speedpaint god JSHSJS #Head in hands 9 hours of working on this USHSJHS

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tea-cat-arts · 8 months ago

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Shen Yuan getting transported into pidw isn't "the system punishing him for being a lazy internet hater," but instead representative of "step 1 of the creative process: getting so mad at something you decide to go write your own fucking book" in this essay I will

#svsss #scum villian self saving system #shen qingqiu #shen yuan #the fact that people think scum villain #-a series that examines and criticizes common tropes in fiction-#is somehow against criticism or being a little hater is wild to me #especially since shen qingqiu never gets punished for being a hater #heck- he's still a little hater by the end of the series #he mostly gets punished for treating life like a play and like he and the people around him are characters #(or in other words- he suffers for denying his own wants and emotions and his own sense of empathy)#I think some of y'all underestimate how much writing/art is inspired by creaters being little haters #like example off the top of my head-#the author of Iron Widow has been pretty vocal about the book being inspired by their hatred of Darling in the Franxx #I think my interpretation of Shen Yuan's transmigration is also supported by the fact that this series is an examines writing processes #side note- though i understand why people say Shen Yuan is lazy and think its a valid take it still doesnt sit right with me #i am probably biased because my own experiences with chronic pain and depression and isolation #but ya- i dont think Shen Yuan is lazy so much as he is deeply lonely and feels purposeless after denying parts of himself for 20ish years #like yall remember the online fandom boom from covid right?#being stuck completely alone in bed while feeling like shit for 20 days straight does shit to your brain #the fact that no one came to check on him + he wasn't exactly upset about leaving anyone behind supports the isolation interpretation too #+in the skinner demon arc he describes his life of being a faker/inability to stop being a faker now that he's Shen Qingqiu #as “so bland he's tempted to throw salt on himself” and “all he could do is lay around and wait for death” (<-paraphrasing)#bro wants to be doing stuff but is stuck in paralysis from repeatedly following scrips made by other people #another point on “Shen Yuan isn’t lazy” is just the sheer amount of studying that man does #also he did graduate college- how lazy can he really be #he doesnt know what hes doing but he at least tries to actively train his students #and he actually works on improving his own cultivation + spends quite a bit of time preping the mushroom body thing #+he's experiencing bouts of debilitating chronic pain throughout all this #but ya tldr: Shen Yuan's transmigration is an encouragement to write and not a punishment and also i dont think its fair to call him lazy

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persephoneflouwers · 3 months ago

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Payno, my boy, one of my best friends, my brother, I love you mate. Sleep well x

Oh my god

#somebody sedates me #please i dont know how to process this #im crying so much #lilo #louis 🫶#🌷 un bacio nel vento #liam payne

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excessive-moisture · 9 months ago

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#gonna be honest i barely remember drawing this #i sat down to work. blacked out. this was on my canvas #i can only assume i was possessed by some kind of a yuri deity #I don't know what my process is and I don't think i sketched this at all. i just. opened a canvas and drew it. i dont know how long it took #but it's got moon in a suit so i MUST post it #slivermoon #rw shipping #moon in a suit #looks to the moon #sliver of straw #rain world

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ratatatastic · 3 months ago

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vanha kauppahalli date but the dessert edition aka the more enjoyable edition if not because sasha has a sweet tooth so we can like these foods freely

sasha in the midst of eating merengue and almost choking to death because he thinks any comment out of maffhews mouth is funny maffhew sweetheart we have to think about the effect we have on the people around us for a single second here

#aleksander barkov #matthew tkachuk #florida panthers #2425 #[insert my cake vs tart vs pie translations into eng rant here yes my eye twitched lets move on.]#im sorry has maffhew never had merengue in his life girl you live in soflo with so many hispanic bakeries #wdym you dont know how to eat merengue yeah if you use that much force its gonna cave in on itself 😭😭😭😭#(man who grew up in america) “never afraid of that [powdered sugar]”#man with texture issues likes the spongy cake and not the one thats texture hell because its airy and dry #and if youre not used to it feels weird. shocker!#as someone w texture issues if its a really bad day i cant even eat it either despite how much i like it yeah i get its a chalky texture #but girl we do have to take you on like a pastry soflo tour im so serious #runebergin torttu reigning superior yeah #kills me the way maffhew just repeats everything wrong and im like oh his ears are POPPED popped after that flight huh #my guy hows your auditorial processing just asking #“keep the flag” sasha hes sentimental don't encourage his trinket collection #“runebergin torttu” “roodoboo stars?” its like talking to my grandmother at this point its beautiful #the 1619 date is intricate huh boys

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hballegro · 6 months ago

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"It's more than something. It's everything."

s8e11 "Life Time"

painted screenshot. cannot give a time estimate, i lost track long ago. still gouache brush, my beloved, with blur tools to fade edges and so on

i have to go to the zoo now and will be making the version with the clock later [i cannot express how long ive been battling with hawkeye's face, gamers]. background went very fast like i said it would lol

version 2 [as in, w/ clock] will probably be done later today, and i will edit this and add it when that happens [and prolly make a separate post too, for celebration purposes, and will link them]. i will also compile progress pics for that post. they are terrifying early on lmao

"A lot of very touching songs came outta that war" previous painting

"It was pink, and perfect, and I tossed it in the scrap bucket" previous painting

everyone say thank you to bj to being a perfect painting subject today he was very polite and he looks about how i wanted unlike SOME PEOPLE

that was me to my sibling last night, and i stayed up til 1:10ish and still didnt finish the final pass over hawkeye's eye. everything else took like 5ish minutes

also everyone say thank you to margaret and nurse kellye for also being perfect and lovely and pleasant to work with

photo used blatantly stolen from this post thank you again @remyfire i owe you my life

update edit;

clock back

#mash #mash 4077 #m*a*s*h #mash fanart #mash art #mashblr #hawkeye pierce #bj hunnicutt #margaret houlihan #nurse kellye #just so you know the working title for the last piece was 'detroit: become sleepy'#and the piece before that was just called 'teehee' because i couldnt think of anything clever when i saved the file #and the working title for THIS piece was 'heterosexual staring'#i also might post my layer names throughout the process just to show off how goofy it got #like i got one now just called 'crunch'. i dont even know what its for #not to mention 'hair shit debacle augh' and 'paint [real]' with its brother 'paint [imposter]'#anyway the parts im most proud of are hawkeye's clothes and his neck creases #and then bj's forehead and eyes and nose and hair #that lamp is also a banger that shit took like 40 minutes it was a great little treat #also shoutout to their ears wherein #once again. i put off the ears til the last minute and then nailed them immediately #i just hate doing them. i do well at it but i hate em #.update #.my art #not a screenshot #i used a screenshot to paint over it piece by backbreaking wristspraining piece but this IS a painting #anyway go check out my fic its somethin. i am a man of many talents. and they're all being used to give me the brain chemicals from MASH #.reasons my wrist is suing me

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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 4 months ago

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heeyyy gaaanggg

the pose and the background of the album version (left) are based on oingo boingos only a lad album art. not cause i think he has anything to do with it but just cause ive been wantin to draw that pose for like. weeks and i didnt know who to put there. so why not my latest bug man.