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every now and again i get weirdly defensive about julian bashir or tom paris and thats my trekkie version of shooting rounds into the air to ward off racoons
#you'd think tom is my fave voyager character but nah#and i dont have a crush on him either#but i love him#and voyager is very dear to me
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doodles of my fav sillies
anton belongs to @poicyss
#my brain is a barbie dreamhouse and theyre all just living in it#im especially fond of the second one because my mom used to hold me like that all the time <3#im drawing them a lot lately because im being crushed by the horrors and have to compensate for it somehow#homemade comfort blorbos......#watch me draw anton inconsistently bc i can never decide if i wanna draw him close to how he actually looks#or yassify him and give him soft fluffy hair and kind eyes and defined features. head in my hands#i dont really have a lot of drawing ideas for them bc they dont have like. a canon storyline or anything methinks#its just stuff me and bow toss around and giggle abt thru messages lol. maybe ill draw infant vincent one of these days#i just come up with stuff and draw them doing it. it makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside#cuz like anton works for lobocorp as an abnormality BUT hes super duper chill and cute and does his funny little tasks so its fine#AND hes unkillable. auggie is an oc ive had since like 6th grade and i smushed them together. and vincent was for fun but i got attached#i dont have much of a read on anton either bc i think hes meant to be more of an insert character??? if im using that right#on one hand i dont think too hard abt anything being ooc since im not taking it seriously. on the other hand i just hold them in my hands#and stare into space until i can come up with something to draw since i dont have much to go off of. but its fun to build on small tidbits!#i think bow called it an au so i guess??? its an au????? im not really sure. bow if youre reading this im just willy nilly#the only thing i know for sure is that they boink like rabbits. im talking gomez and morticia levels of boinking#maybe ill go back and look at my old doodles for them and redraw em lol#myart#my art#my oc#oc#friend oc#augusta#anton#vincent#sillies family#doodles
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hello i’m back now after holidays and other family events, here’s some logan drawings i did after making my friend watch all the saw movies
#saw#sawposting#jigsaw#saw fanart#logan nelson#saw movies#saw franchise#logan nelson fanart#art#fanart#traditional art#sketch#sketches#traditional sketch#art by irregular#may have developed a slight crush on him whilst rewatching jigsaw...#<- irl people if you saw that tag no you didnt.#also got some posts (2) lined up to post either every day or every other day#also will be painting more now that i dont have exams and can access my pc
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re..sis..ting the urge to write a brothers best friend beom hard thought..ha..
#i get the appeal of writing them#its like a dump of ideas#but#i will not let anything distract me from the main deal#nope not happening#brothers best friend gyu for another month#✶ ━━ rana talks#but..also what ABOUT brothers best friend gyu who crowds u in the kitchen 🤔#huh?! what about beomgyu who leans down to whisper the most mundane things like if u could reach to get a cup for him#but its BEOMGYU!!!!#his low voice and his fingers ghosting over your waist ummmmmfmfjfjf#yup thats it i wont indulge further. i cant#or. hed have his hands on the counter#either side of you#basically entrapping you and hes behind you 😫!!!#‘u have a crush on me dont u?’#el oh el#kitchen sex with beomgyu is actually crazy shit
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Maybe it's because I love being a tall girl with a tiny boyfriend (loosely speaking), but I like to think Leela is a tall girl with a tiny boyfriend, too.
#futurama#freela#i dont technically have a bf we are both arospec and just fwb#but either way me 🤝🏻 leela#loving to tower over our men#hugging short kings is just better#this is directly related to my current chapter im writing#they arent dating in this fic but they do hug and leela is just like ouagh i forgot how small his bones are#i could crush him
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just bc im a lesbian doesnt mean tht i wont at times become deeply entranced with the beauty of male actor or character. it just means i wld rather be locked in a room with a man with a knife than do anything romantic or sexual with one
#NO OFFENCE TO MEN AS PEOPLE THAT EXIST. but also i shldnt have to say tht after saying this yk#also b4 u say ooh ur aro tho why do u need to specifcy u wldnt do anything romantic w a man when i wldnt with a woman either#i am actually pretty romance favorable. like i would be in a romantic relationship with a woman if it wldnt ruin my life#with how it is rn . i think i like and want all the parts tht make up a romantic relationship i just dont experince romantic attraction#but anyway i was here to talk abt my sexuality not my romantic orientation#this post was originally like 'im remembering why there was such a huge overlap with my og major starkid hyperfixation#and me identifing as bisexual' but the thing is is the main main guy from starkid i remember being attracted too#was infact . rob. and thats aged badly bc of it being revealed that hes a fucking creep since then#but also just now not that we should ignore tht but regardless of that i just. dont see it at all#maybe it is that news subconsiously turning me off him but i really dont see that much what i liked abt his appearance#but who rly inspired this post to me is infact . jeff blim ? which is suprising just from the fact tht i dont ever remember#having tht big of a crush on him with that og starkid hyperfixation. but well he is a very beautiful man . giggling a little bit. sorry .#also becoming a bit obsessed with joey richter but thts just standard lesbian obssesion with a weird little man#not attractive to me im just obssesed with him. hi#also posting this now so when i finally watch the fnaf movie i can rb it abt josh hutcherson#anyway. does anyone read these tags do these long rants i go on like. turn ppl off of my posts. sometimes i wonder#flappy rambles
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the amount of men you can justifiably claim are in love with chung myung but cant do the same with any woman in the series is kind of hilarious
#i suppose rhis can be chalked up to the sheer lack of women but youd think tang soso and yu iseol would be panting at his heels#but instead ITS JUST MEN...soso and iseol cant STAND HIS ASS#my favourite hc of all time is that most of the ppl whove met chung myung ie lee songbaek baek cheon tang gunak etc idk whatever#have a crush/fallen in love w him but chung myung doesnt reciprocate..he either doesnt notice or just doesnt gaf#hes like the most irresistible yet untouchable guy in all of rotmhs but only to men...thats crazy.. the one that got away fr..#i dont ship cm with anyone but tb but the headcanon that chung myung has a thousand suitors he doesnt requite is too funny to pass up#even funnier to imagine how smug tang bo would be when he finally bags cm.. the most desired bachelor in all of the jianghu is HIS SUCKERS
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its the boyyyyyyy (and shoko)
brain fell out so i drawed my sonic ocs uwu
#oc#arting#rowdy mcmutt#ive never posted art of shoko before but shes rowdy's friend but they also kind of hate each other lmao#wlw + mlm animosity vibe#rowdy is gay about sonic and shoko razzes him mercilessly#and then shoko is gay about rouge and rowdy dunks on her back#its a perfect system#i dont know if ive ever even talked about like.. rowdy lore on here?#he's a year younger than cream and they're best friends#and rowdy has a big puppy crush on sonic#and he babysits for knuckles (i have a knuckles fankid that i never talk about either lmao hes knuckles clone (shenanigans) his names boots#shoko and cream have a kind of on again off again thing#cause shoko realllly likes her and is nice to her but then she's kind of a bitch to other people#and cream gets upset about that and they break up and get back together fucking constantly#i have had these ocs since middle school they've got lore#shoko used to be a fox though and her name was shauna she was the same character just a different name and species#they were my big dumb sonic the next generation dumb bullshit characters i made up when i was 13 idfk#i actually lost the notebook most of my dumb sonic oc stuff was in at some point which is super sad :c#it also had a bunch of danny phnatom oc stuff about too :ccc#i am rambling about my guys but whatever i dont careeeeee
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hiii i need advice so bad ty . basically ive been on 2 dates w this girl and both went amazing etc etc and like i genuinely like her so so much but ik her feelings r likely not as intensely reciprocated (again...2 dates) . rn there is a v cute boy in my DMs and i know i COULD have liked him had it not been for the fact that im already very interested in smn else but rn i just like him as a friend . anyway he clearly has romantic intentions towards me (he said so) and i want to turn him down but not in a way that's like....necessarily forever ? like ... "as it stands right now i just want to be friends w you bc i have the biggest crush on earth on this girl rn but if things dont work out...maybe" how do i say this what do i do
#like ik were not exclusively and i have the right to go on dates w other ppl etc erc#but . heres the thing. the thought of her doing that makes me feel rly weird actually . and i cant imagine myself dating smn else rn either#but ik i would be going on a lot of dates had it not been for The Crush . so idk what to do i dont want to like#discount the possibility entirely w him bc again...only 2 dates. however . i want him to know nothing will happen in the near future#bc she is soooo. i want to stare at her forever#.....#should i just go on yhe date w him. like shes probably going on dates w others so idk .#and its not like i have a right to ask her ive only met her twice#the feelings i have for her and the time weve spent tgth are entirely disproportionate i feel dizzy#crushposting
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lupita making fan videos of her cat to glass animals 🥹🥹🥹 the strides this woman is making in sexy cat lady representation. gone are the days when getting a cat after a breakup over the age of 40 was seen as tragic and life ending
#jrnlsht#i have been hyper aware of my age this weekend#just a lot of little reminders that guys my own age or even five years older see me as totally lacking in desirability#like im totally invisible at this point except to old men#not that I was desirable in my youth either but i was aware that i was young and that made me valuable as a romantic partner in some way#it feels as if now im forced into an asexual role where looking *hot* is basically impossible ever again#which is fine bc my career is in such jeopardy that i shouldn't be paying any attention at all to my sx life but#that part of me that is so desperate to be wanted also feels worse than ever#which just seems backward#why the fuck couldn't that feeling go away along with my youth instead of getting stronger -_-#i was complaining about this to ethan and telling him about some of the things i had happen here in LA#and his advice was basically just give up 🙃 accept the old lady lifestyle#and then he teased me mercilessly about my crush on geno and how creepy im being with my hat and my sculpture 😭#and i was like fantasy is all i fucking got dont take that away from me#i cant even have the companionship of a cat. pls my life is so sad
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People really never talk about katase like i genuinely feel bad for her😭 would love to see a katase centered fic abt her thoughts on minedai or smthing like that or just more of her would be so nice. I know you have some fan arts and thank you for that they’re wonderful!!!
everyone got that niche rgg npc they fixate on and katase is my best friend ever i love her so much idc if most of her character lives in my brain she's perfect to me
#snap chats#is it also cause i think shes the prettiest girl in the franchise I Refuse To Comment#NO BUT YEAH id love to see more art about katase too ....#i have a handful of fics that involve katase that i just. never post cause they all feel rough#either that or theyre incredibly niche (i.e. all my fics of her and aoki's secretary vajrljlarekg)#in any case i just think she's neat :)#being one of the only other people somewhat close to mine i just wanna know her perspective on him and Everything#she also seemed to genuinely care about him so to work under a guy like him i wonder what she's like#i dont think she was trying to brush his feelings aside in her last call to him she was just taking his word at face value#and i mean how could she not. thats her boss who's made it a habit not to tell people what's really going on#reasonable that she wouldnt press the issue .... and thats what makes me so curious abot her reaction after the fact#ouugh katase my beloved ..... i wanna know so much more about you i love you s much ..#katase my rgg crush tbh bye she makea me silly#i should draw her more ... when i get the time .....
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thinking abt gwen and hobie and what his community means and meant to her, how cool she thinks he is, how kind, how fucking smart. she ADORES hobie, dude. she thinks he's the coolest ever. he's her best friend, right alongside miles. she'd do just about anything he asked and considers him the best person she knows
#I JUST....I LOVE THEM#i know daniel kaluuya says that in his opinion he thinks 'something happened' between them#which is interesting 2 me and doesnt have 2 be romantic necessarrily#but i also think like#how could you not fall a little in love with the guy?#hobie brown is the coolest dude in the world at a base level#let alone if you've been made homeless due to ur dad rejecting you so wholly#and he gives you a place to be and calls you gwendy and compliments ur drumming and gets u shoes#lets u borrow his jackets cos you've got nothing but the suit on your back#i dont think she has an actual Romantic Crush but like. how could u not feel awe towards this person?#hobie vc dont feel awe towards me that makes me feel like a fuckin autocrat divine right bullshit#also i just cant imagine that even if feelings Did happen that either would do anything abt it#esp during the movies timeline#like gwen shows that she rly doesnt wanna be w a spiderman rn on the off chance she Dies#and hobie would never risk accidentally taking advantage of gwen while shes so dependent on him and emotionally fragile
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something about the way he grips just makes his grip bruises last so much longer?? unhinged thing to notice and also say but it is what it is
#its not like hes gripping super hard either some of the white belts really grab my shit#but in both cases ive had noticeable bruises from him gripping my arms theyve stayed for at least two weeks#he went for a kimura on me almost two weeks ago and the bruise is only now fading and took like a week to turn yellow#i swear i dont even talk about him that much but he came up and my dad was like ‘yes its obvious you have a crush on him’ i ought to be#drawn and quartered.
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assorted thoughts on ep 134, written as i listen. im so unwell about this show rn
martin having to correct himself from archival assistant :(((
ADELARD DEKKER???
wait wait wait WAIT! A FIFTEEENTH??????? A FIF TEENTH?
the extinction is TERRIFYING. nuclear winter.
so interested in what gertrude had to say about this considering jon was never taught about it. and then why is peter lukas so intent on teaching martin about it????
The Mother of Puppets is a SICK ASS name for a ritual holy shit?? Terminus too but the Web is so sketchy lmao
but WHY wouldn’t the eye want to stop the extinction??? or is peter lucas just so intent on it?? and how would the avatar of the eye be a participant in stopping it
and martin coming to peter lukas after the flesh attacked?????? WHY specifically
”Like a grubby jesus” show has comedic chops too i love it when they just bust out a hilarious line
MARTIN was stacking tape recorders on the coffin????? i thought they just appeared,, holy shit. okay.
”we’re you compel” peter not being able to comprend that martin did it of his own free will because he CARES. or he knows that martin cares and it’s his goal to STOP that.
he’s for SURE worried about jon, even though he says he isn’t, and knowing if jon could compel martin EVEN THROUGH the influence of the buried would be incredibly important to know. he’s working WITH the eye, but i don’t know if i trust The Lonely to work with anyone for any extended period of time.
#fizz listens to tma#ep 134#these posts are jumping to analysis faster now#because i’m SO into it now and i care SO much about these characters atp#putting this in the tags because it isn’t really episode relevant but it IS#but i really like how the show’s exploring/using martin’s long-developed crush on jon#it really does feel so intentional not in conveying some sort of future romantic connection between them#but it’s using it as a vessel for horror which is TERRIFYING#like martin’s connection to jon (and his care for the archive to a lesser extent#feels like a source for manipulation#and it leans into the web i feel#this twisting of his care for another person#esp since we NOW as listeners are seeing jon change from actively avoiding interaction with martin#and describing him as a nuicance#to ACTUALLY saying TO HIS FACE that he misses him#i as an audience member feel kind of??? manipulated when listening to their dynamic#because it’s always one-sided in one way or another#or either party is so desperate for connection or safety#i LOVE their relationship but i don’t think i want it to continue as a romantic connection#if that makes sense#i dont know#i’m curious to hear how esp martin’s side of it is explored#and again#i just#i LOVE jon so so much#every time i think about it i feel a little ill but he cares SO MUCH for the archive staff#his FRIENDS that hes finally decided to TRUST#that are all pulling away from him in some way or another#even when he tried to help (daisy)#or when he didn’t have time to fix anything before it was too late (tim)
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Btw I’ve started playing the funny stars and time game. The the one about the loopty loop and the white diamond ass shit
#the klock keeps ticking#ive looped. 7 times now i believe 👍#i did die in battle once when i made a grave error#and honestly? im kinda feeling fed up with this shit lol its notttt clicking in my brain im stressed#and i havent really CLICKED with any characters yet either like theyre fine but im not really invested yet#at least the battle mechanics are very basic lol theyre easy enough for my small bad at fighting brain#yet despite all my frustrations. i dont wanna stop playing#i want this bastard to get more depressed i can already see they got issues#rn my favorite character is probably mira cuz what can i say i have a type for smart girls who are trying their fucking best#bonnie is nice i appreciate it greatly when they boost morale and give snacks#odile is my favorite to use in battle i cling to her like a dying man#and i like her vibes i like very tired grandma with a clear bias towards bonnie#isabeau…oh its complicated#i kinda hate his face i kinda cant stand him i think im in a bitchy mood this week and this poor guy is my outlet#i DO need to kiss him like he has a very obvious crush on siffrin and i WILL be fishing that out as much as possible#so basically im gonna talk a lot of shit about him while acting like i dont care about his feelings but actually i do care so much actually#and will probably come out of this game with an isa body pillow i kiss every night#fuck you isa fuck you and your stupid dying wife pose please kiss me now
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Every now and then I replay the first episode of VLD and I wonder why I thought it be a good show lol
#mostly just the part where Allura is assigning pilots to lions#why lol. the first five people who show up are just perfect fits?? hate it lol#i have no au plot ideas but itd have made more sense to draw out the forming of voltron. like for a longer time. like its the s1 finale#and to be traveling looking for appropriate pilots#or the s2 finale? like what if the original gang somehow stayed in contact despite not being Voltron paladins and they proved being the best#team despite not piloting immediately. i feel like a stronger plot of their forming teamwork outside of being Voltron would have also made#their friendships seem more real too lmao#like what if Lance IS Blue's pilot bit hes the only one for a long time. the other lions couldn't actually *just be* located#*but. not bit. and what if Pidge runs off in a stolen vessel to find her dad and brother. what if Shiro isnt.. so flat as a character and is#desperate to find his old team and runs off with them to help out and free others#Keith could somehow get involved with The Blades a lot sooner#and Hunk finds his footing as a leader in rebellion organization. i hate that he was just the funny guy allll the way thru#also (still not a plot bc my brain is unorganized lol) Allura doesnt die. Shiro actually gets to be gay with a husband. and we either need#to not make Lotor a villain or just go all out on making him the worst. i personally dont want him to be a villain bc it was stupid lol#also PULEEEAASE Lance is bi. Lance “I'm just getting a feel for the stick” *obsessed with his rival who doesnt even know he exists* McClain#i want to see him get over his crush on Allura within like 6 episodes and then see him making out with the mermaids then Keith when everyone#starts reuniting lol. my bicon Lance deserves to kiss mermaids like we all do and then get on when the otp lol#now im nostalgic for s1 VLD vibes. ya know. before hell lol#it really just gets worse after ... s3? everyone feels different. i usually tolerate up to about the end of s3 before i feel like its donezo#aunt posting#vld#voltron: legendary defender
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