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sitstaystoned · 11 months ago

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am now

#pup #i thought this idea was really funny and then I spent hours planning executing filming and editing it #and i dont even know anymore

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carrickbender · 2 years ago

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Sunday 7:

1. Had a job interview with a company I'd really like to work for but I'm not optimistic. But I did get to wear a tie, so that was nice...

2. Thank you Amazon for helping me confuse my Dunning-Kruger effect neighbour once again. He's only sure of the 2 AR-15s he keeps by his door, the one in the garage, and the paranoia-induced security system that ate lots of cash... oh, and he's sure that the FedEx guy should go back to Tacoma(the FedEx guy is African-American). Charming, right?

3. Oh and if you really want to start a war with your neighbours without firing a shot, lower the deck on your lawnmower for a tighter cut on your shared front lawn. I mean, nothing says passive-aggressive middle aged white guy like that!

4. One nice thing about May, in the northern climates: soft butter season has returned! (If you know, you know!)

5. I have 2 gigs booked so far this summer, which is nice. And some dental work done locally, because I can't afford the trip down to have it done right elsewhere but I can charge a new bandage crown for the one that outlived its life expectations by a lot. Capitalism is great, isn't it?

6. To be honest, I'm not doing very well upstairs. Same shit: I feel miserable, added anxiety about money, and no relief in sight. Toss in really bad body dysmorphia, and I'm a fucking delight, for sure.

7. Seriously though: it's really awesome to see yall doing amazing things, glimmering like beautiful diamonds in a muddy river. It's inspiring to see those things, to see the love shining through. Thank you for them, and much love yall!

Just keep me where the light is...

#me #this is my life #dadlife #exhausted #washington state #but seriously #my stomach is killing me #and i dont even know anymore #thanks for listening #body dysmorphia

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doomedclockworkdotmp3 · 2 months ago

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his therapist woulda had a field day at their next appointment

#my art #doodle #fanart #resident evil 8 #ethan winters #i think its so funny that he has a journal in re8. not only does he have a journal but he illustrates it. i dont know if capcom intended to #imply that ethan stops every now and then to jot down the horrors and the hour that the horrors occur my guess is prolly not #but now its there and it makes me laugh. i shouldnt laugh at his mental health journey but i am anyways #shoutout to people who journal i wish i was you but instead i draw a guy feelin my emotions for me #but im so happy the sun goess away at 5pm. truly immaculate. i miss snow. but we stay chillin #i made more dear diary doodles but these were my favs n they went well together #i changed the entry in the 2nd one though cause i thought it was funnier to me this way #i cut my hair too short again im not even sad about it anymore like whatever man #at least its out of my way. and my shower was SO fast i got to stand there 5ever and it was still only like 15 minutes #fantastic. there are so many joys in life. theres twice as many horrors but the joys are definitely there and they are definitely joyful #anyways thats the post stay warm n cozy out there gang

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daisybell-on-a-carousel · 1 month ago

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Being someone who read Under The Red Hood and came out with the firm belief that, for Jason, it's not about killing Joker, it's about Jason wanting proof Batman would choose him over the Joker (bc shelia chose the joker). Makes seeing any other media where it's all about just wanting the Joker dead is a teeny bit frustrating. to be honest

Jason could've killed the Joker himself, really, really easily. Jason kidnaps the Joker before the confrontation. I can't open my comic for a reference right now, but it felt like he had the Joker for quite a bit before the confrontation. He had him. He beat him up with a crowbar. He had every single opportunity to kill the Joker himself, but he didn't because that wasn't his goal. Make no mistake, he did plan for the Joker to be dead by the end of it, but do you see what im trying to say here

Edit: If I knew this post was gonna get 1000+ notes I would've tried to word it better or something, this was a rant I made on the way to the grocery store 😭

It's not about making Batman kill either. When Batman says he won't kill, Jason adjusts and goes, 'Let ME kill the Joker or kill me to stop me' instead. The test is all about Batman choosing him. The whole final confrontation is Jason's first death again. The parent, The Joker, and the explosives. It even ends with Jason unable to move as a bomb goes off right next to him again because the parent didn't choose Jason. And instead tried finding an option that'd benefit them and (consequencely) letting the Joker walk, again, lol, lmao <-in agony

#the final confrontation was basically his first death again #and YES he Does want the Joker dead #and it would've been really really nice if Batman was the one who did it #but when batman made it clear he wouldn't kill the joker. Jason easily switched to saying “LET me kill the joker” to accommodate #because he Wanted batman to pass his test #he gave a test to dick too. and technically tim but it wasnt the family test it was a different one so it doesnt rly count #AFTER utrh and the reveal and the batarang you can go hog wild about it. i care less about it then #granted i do believe they make jason more scared of the joker after it at some point #i guess because hes a bit too willing to kill the joker and ive heard jason wasnt meant to live after utrh #my watsonian explain for that is he was so fixated on his plan he cpuld override his fear. or maybe the pit. either work #i prefer the fixation bc i dont like the explanation that the pit was the /only/ reason he could get all plan together and done #BUT THATS UNRELATED!!!#dc stop putting the joker in jason stories im begging you please please please. lock him in a vault for the next 20 years or something #it Cpuld be good and i understand. but also. after so long of people that dont know or go for jasons need for family and parents #that love him and he can trust #the joker starts to feel like?? hm. words. a cop out? oh haha its that guy that killed him woagh hes here #i bet you dont even know that jaybin got beat until unconsciousness by an angry mob #while asking batman to save him only for batman to have to walk away #anwya. where was i going with this #i think i got off topic #jason todd #dc comics #batman #ADDED AN EDIT. SORRY. this post has been haunting me it keeps me awake. what if people misunderstand #they cant read my tags where i ramble more depth. thisbis the only option #EDIT EDIT: hiii #removed the sentence abt jason having the joker for several days bc i misremembered some things #go read its-your-mind 's addition instead also #ok no more i wont edit this post anymore i promise

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k1tty5 · 6 days ago

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started the year by rewatching secret life 🎉

#my art #goodtimeswithscar #goodtimeswithscar fanart #gtws #gtws fanart #trafficblr #secret life fanart #I’ve been fiddling with these colors for way too long i dont know what looks good anymore #I want to do a lineup of secret life (and all the other seasons tbh) so bad but. I don’t even have the energy for one fullbody drawing.#and CERTAINLY not for SEVENTEEN of them #I dont know how people do it. where do you find the time. the energy. the motivation. the PATIENCE?#absolutely ludicrous to me

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ratsoupee · 10 months ago

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Accepting isolation, craving belonging

#art #digital art #comic #long post #this is kind of vent?#I don't want to be all I had a rough childhood wahh #I just find it bizarre to have so many little aspects of my childhood shape me #I crave isolation #I thrive in isolation #But I want to belong #I want to intimately know someone #and I want someone to intimately know me #This is to all the people who have loved me #even if we dont talk anymore #i love you and have loved you and i want nothing but for you to be happy #original post

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valeriannnn · 9 months ago

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weakest link

#ffxiv #valerianart #alphinaud leveilleur #thancred waters #underexplored relationship imho #nobody talks about it anymore but i dont think you can go through something like that-#spending weeks or more believing youve destroyed your movement #your family #knowing the slaughter and ruin befalling them is due to your own inadequacy #- without it living in you for the rest of your life #you are forgiven #absolved even #but some things cant be washed away

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saltedbiscuiit · 4 months ago

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game.

#bsd #bungou stray dogs #bungo stray dogs #bsd dazai #bsd art #bungo stray dogs dazai #bungou stray dogs dazai #pm dazai #bsd fanart #my art #artists on tumblr #I should ban myself from drawing pm dazai I draw him more than Ada dazai i dont even know why #i dont know what is going i dont #yk I am tired when my captions dont make sense. I dont know what to caption anything anymore

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kagoutiss · 8 months ago

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dreemurr family physician

#undertale #chara #asgore #gaster #im still figuring out how i wanna draw him ‘pre-fall’ or whatever……silly cartoon skeleton man it is…….#also i wonder if the position of royal scientist might also be packaged with the title of royal family doctor. because it’s funny #unless you think about what eventually happens to chara. then it’s not very funny anymore #then it’s just like…..oh #anyway how would he even use a stethoscope. i dont know LMAO

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haematicmagic · 5 months ago

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every Lude/Johnny interaction ever:

Lude: Johnny you stupid whore come to the club with me :D

Johnny, internally: Club. Thats exactly the right word, because the droning cacophany of music, drugs and girls, all beautiful and all terrible at the same time are hitting me like a club, a blunt instrument from the side of the head. Bludgeoning me to death. Fuck. fuck. I am falling apart, like a vase hit by a baseball bat, or maybe a club.

Johnny, externally: ok Lude: YAY

#house of leaves #johnny truant #lude house of leaves #johnny house of leaves #dude i dont even know anymore #i was dared to post this #I ship them

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smileyobrien · 1 month ago

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