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can't believe a show based on a videogame (usually games adaptations are notoriously bad, which isn't the case here tho) gave me the beauty and the beast/twisted mirrors/enemies to traveling companions/ruthless antihero+optmistic but still badass heroine who takes none of his shit/age gap but make it sexy dynamic of my dreams. as much as i love maximus and i think he deserves the best writing ever because 1. he's a clever deconstruction of the aspiring Knight bro who's actually a bit of a loser and, as much as lucy, sees the world in black&white at first and then doesn't get what he thought he wanted but what he needs (or at least i hope he'll eventually get it), and 2. he's a cutie and i want an epic love story for him too, it's very funny how they tried to give us a puppy kind of romance and the tumblr girlies still fixated on the "toxic ~she bites his finger off and he cuts hers off and sews it on his hand in what we'll pretend it's a symbolic marriage rings exchange or whatever~ asshole who used to be a nice guy/good girl™ with a lot of spunk and hidden anger but unshakeable morals" kind of relationship.
#mind you idt the writers will ever have the guts to go for this pair or anything and i'm perfectly okay with the maximus/lucy romance#but still. they tried to give us the wholesome love story between two cuties with a killer side#and the fandom went ~mmmh we kinda want for that girl and the noseless radioactive ghoul to fuck nasty actually#shhdhdhf i'm sorry but this was so predictable to me. conosco i miei polli#also. i don't fully understand those who see it as a father/daughter thing? just because it worked on tlos#doesn't mean we need the same kind of dynamic here#1. despite him being an actual father (or at least. he was 200+ years ago) i've never seen a less paternal character than the ghoul lmao#2. lucy is an adult woman. young but in her mid twenties i guess? cooper had (and maybe still has) a daughter but the kid was like. 6 or 7?#lucy doesn't need a daddy she's a grown up. stop infantilizing women all the freaking time#let them be fully equals!! let them be bickering road trip companions/a killer squad/tentative allies who eventually form a real bond#i SWEAR if the writers go full parent/child bs with them in s2 because they're more popular#(at least on ao3. i don't expect the same level of insanity from the general audience)#than the canon ship i'll riot. idt they will but still#..... maybe they should go for a hot max/lucy/coop polycule instead. that would be interesting lmao#vaultghoul#fallout#val rambles in the tags#val speaks#txt
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IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING KIND TODAY!!! IS ANYONE ELSE FEELING GENEROUS TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE!!! IS ANYBODY ELSE BEING KIND AND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND EVEN WHEN ITS HARD!!! IS ANYONE ELSE ASSUMING THE BEST OF OTHERS INTENTIONS AND RESPONDING IN KIND!!!! CAN ANYONE HEAR ME
#having a day ^_^#I love being kind I just wish other people loved being kind more#people on the internet are SO FUCKING MEAN TO EACH OTHER???? its a terrible phenomenon#I have never seen people in real life treat others badly with the horrifying proportion of hate I see online#please. try to be kinder try to be more patient even when its frustrating#I have changed minds and deescalated arguments SO many times by being kind.#if someone is spouting misinfo in a furious rage and they're saying hurtful things? try responding with patience and kindness#even when you don't feel they deserve it. because one of 2 things usually happens#EITHER. they immediately shift their tone because you're talking to them like an equal and not an idiot#OR they continue to be horrible and it makes them look really nasty. its not a good look!! most people won't do the second thing!!#hateful online arguments has turned my mental health into a disgusting stew in the past#since I started being kind out of sheer frustration my mental health has improved a thousandfold#listen. sometimes its okay to be mean. if someone tells you to kill yourself I dont think its appropriate to give them patience and kindnes#BUT. if you treat someone like they're stupid. even if you're right!!! they won't listen to you or consider your words!!#because admitting you're right means admitting that they're stupid like you think they are. that feels bad so people won't do it#my wisdom. today I am so tired
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I'm sure you get this a lot but because my cousin and I love that one Danny Trejo action comedy, I always have to snap my brain into the right position when I read Machete's name. Maybe I should draw them both chilling
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#I do get it a lot#people have been comparing him to that Danny Trejo character for 13 years#on monthly or these days weekly basis#sorry if I'm about to sound surprisingy pissy and bitchy and petty in the tags of your ask in particular#please don't think I'm not upset with you specifically#but I've been told this same thing three times this week alone and it's only wednesday#and it kind of stopped amusing me a long while ago I'm sorry#I know people mean well and find it funny#but having your longtime deeply personal oc continuously compared to some other unrelated fictional character#just because they happen to share a name#wears you down eventually#I never respond to them because I don't want to come across as needlessly nasty and overly sensitive#over something as utterly trivial as this#but if I never give even a slightest hint that I'm not particularly delighted by it anymore#I'm afraid it's going to just go on indefinitely#answered#rancidslime#I've thought about changing his name numerous times over the years just so I wouldn't have to hear about Danny Trejo anymore#but he's been called Machete for 16 years so it's not easy to let go of that name
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#primordial god! chronos x ananke! nico#chronos (pjo)#nico di angelo#percy jackson#jason grace#alabaster c torrington#alabaster torrington#hazel levesque#reyna avila ramirez arellano#erebus (pjo)#ananke (pjo)#luke castellan#ethan nakamura#nion#nicobaster#percico#jasico#the underworld siblings#reyna and nico#i have a special place in my heart for those who wanted my OCs <3#and for those who put nasties in the 2nd option portion... well i phoned hell and umm i made advance booking with satan for you people ^ u#you know who you are ^ u ^#pjo#also don't think your submitted forms will be valid ^ u ^#i said be kind in the posts. clearly some people either 1) can't read or 2) don't know what kind means
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#It makes me sad that no matter how many people think I'm hot I don't have the kind of body that will get thousands of notes#even with like the same amount of followers as my mutuals who get thousands of notes#no matter how hot I may be I'm still too fat too weirdly shaped to be like really hot#Also I swear to god if I get anon hate for this post I will literally not answer it yall are fucking nasty when you see me sad about#something that I know other people also get sad about and you're like damn maybe if I'm mean to them that will be a good move
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Sometimes I'm fine and sometimes I'm deep into imagining human Daniel high on Armand's blood while they dance together to Donna Summer's "I Feel Love" at some club during the late 70s.
#they were dancing disco at some point and im not gonna pretend different#book canon mainly but#i mean idk that they wouldn't have in show verse?#i don't have enough evidence either way#i want to imagine the tv ones did too and then they got nasty in the bathroom#devil's minion#the vampire armand#daniel molloy#i feel love is the kind of song that probably transports you to a different universe when high
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(why does the read more cut keep breaking)
thank you marcille for letting my indulge in one of my favourite scenes to write (white girl total breakdown: bitch edition)
#fic#wip#a little creature#she's soo hypocritical and can be such a nasty mean girl about it i love her#not that i don't love writing for pearlina but i do need my dose of mean girl nonsense every once in a while#shoutout to ryoko kui for teaching me that you can let your characters be messy and terrible#without anxiously trying to redeem them immediately#loving a character as a writer should mean that you can let their terrible awful behaviour kind of sit with the audience for a while#so you can paint a fuller picture of a complex person who is nevertheless trying their best#anyway. all the comments saying they genuinely cried are so sweet but im nervously like...#no no that wasn't the 'im going to do my damndest to make you cry' chapter please just hold on don't get desensitized to the drama#not yet!! hold your tears i have something better to cry about!!
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#my psych who prescribes my psych meds is a resident and is moving on in a couple of months#i don't even remember the names of them all at this point#this happens over and over and I cannot find a clinic that will put me with someone who intends to stay#thst will also prescribe my adhd meds#and my anxiety meds#and the real kicker is that twice now they have LIED about it and said they would#only to reveal after all the hoop-jumping that oops sorry they didn't really mean it#so it's a risk i have to take any time i leave#and rhen there's the issue of new people almost always wanting to DO something#but instead of talking to me about it they just decide that my meds need overhauling and pressure me to go off shit that works#but that they morally object to i guess#and my psych for some stupid reason has decided she wants bloodwork for my cholesterol and blood sugar stuff and im just like#what hell does THIS presage because if she harasses me about the results or tries to put me on drugs for that#I'll give her a nasty scrap about it#im not interested in those meds at all#and im certainly not messing with my diet since food is the only pleasure i get most days and even that is marginal at best#and removing that would just make me worse#but medpros for the most part really don't give a fuck about that#and so now im afraid - because i do not and cannot trust them - that if i disapprove of the meds they will retaliate somehow#which good luck proving that when management and oversight often don't even care if they course of treatment will HARM you#if it relates to being fat or having bad numbers#they just gotta pathologize!#so yeah im sick of everything and just kind of want to bury myself in a bog forever#i shouldn't have to deal with this
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okay, i'm just gonna say something? if you don't like a thing, maybe don't fuckin reblog a thing and talk about how you don't like it? grow some manners, you absolute bag of lackluster wanks. jesus fucking christ.
#bein shady don't mind me#so it is decreed#on the one hand thanks for the reblog! that's nice of ya!#but literally fuck off <3#like by all means do it on a post that invites discussion#but calling a show kind of rubbish in your tags on a gifset about appreciating that show???#jump off something high xoxo#i try so hard not to be nasty but fuck me it's an effort
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Close to my grandma's age when she had my dad literally wtf
#*p#She gave him up for adoption good for her#Side note she is my favorite grandparent#Been thinking abt it a little more recently as I'm staying with her rn#Also rlly been thinking about how my grandma is losing her memory and whatnot but she is still just as kind and enjoyable as before#But when this happened to my (non biological) grandfather he was so fucking nasty. Hmm okay rant incoming once again just need somewhere to#Is been resting inside me for years and I think maybe I should just get it out finally so like don't read. I mean you can if you want but..#recently I realized that he hit my dad when he was a kid and so now I hate him hate him#My mom's always hated him too because of the way he treated my dad's sister versus him#She's so spoiled god#Once my mom told me how they both came to the airport and when my dad arrived he didn't even get up but when she arrived he got up#Before she even was there and greeted her with open arms like hmm okay#And the his computer screen savers was just a sideshow and ofc most if not all of them were her and not one was my dad#Back to the she's so spoiled comment she literally just took whatever she wanted when she came to my grandparents house#I'm not even kidding it was even their cars#Oh she took all of my dad's legos without a word to him. He wanted to give them to my sister so he went to find them and they just weren't#Like you couldnt have even asked ??Think she took his chess set too maybe. Yk lots of things like that#And this is kind of why I was born now that I think about it#My mom felt that my dad didn't have anything of his own so she wanted him to have a kid. Like she wouldn't have had a child if she didn't#Think that#Why did she tell me this anyway#I dint mind but I think lots of parents would not tell their kids that#But yk there are some things she could keep to herself. Like did I need to know where and after what meal I was conceived. No not really.#Wait no I'm literally in the exact room right now aren't I....#How did I get here in my rambling damn it I did not need to think about that
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can I be honest I think it's kind of crazy how much lestans go on and on about lestat's trauma because I honestly think louis, claudia AND armand all had it worse. sorry.
#not saying lestat didn't have it bad BUT COMPARATIVELY???#u can say not to compare traumas but especially considering they aren't even real anyway i don't rlly give a fuck#like if we're being honest. I think all of them had it worse than lestat#lestat INFLICTS worse on louis he abused that man physically emotionally and sexually for over 30 years#and it defines louis's life#not just because of the trauma but because lestat MADE him#like even if lestat wasn't fucking abusive he would have had that grip on louis that's impossible to shed#AND DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON CLAUDIA.#GOD TAKE ALL OF CLAUDIA'S SUFFERING AND GIVE IT TO LESTAT#lowkey even armand's reasoning for being such a fucked up little weirdo are more understandable than lestat's to me#NOT SAYING IT'S JUSTIFIED AND CRIMES AGAINST CLAUDIA CAN NEVER BE FORGIVEN#but it's more UNDERSTANDABLE to me after the shit armand was put through#as if lestat didn't try to kill claudia anyway...#tbh. loustaters less intellectual than myself will try to claim loumand break up because of what armand does to claudia#but is that really true?#after all louis stays with armand knowing...#unless he doesn't know in the show version. we'll see. but I suspect he does#and lestat tried to kill claudia so honestly what is the fucking difference#I mean ok. sure. fine. it's KIND OF different#but it's not as though lestat wouldn't have gone through with it if he could have#again less intellectual loustaters will disagree will say there was some kind of misunderstanding BUT I BELIEVE THAT MAN IS NASTY ENOUGH
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what's that quote from nbc hannibal like "extreme cruelty requires extreme empathy"? that's a constantine ass theme right there. he is as capable of being cruel as he is capable of caring for others, and he cares very, very deeply for others.
#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#i truly don't think i write him mean enough tbh but to be fair most people have been!! really nice to him so far!!! few serious arguments!!#on surface level he's a perfectly sociable person. he's a con man. he has to be.#and on a deeper level he is Genuinely a very empathetic person who hands out casual acts of kindness to strangers like candy#but you put him in a scenario where his back is to the wall or someone he loves is at risk? he gets Fuuuucking Nasty#this is the guy who walked into a convention full of demons and did nothing more than introduce himself. and they SCATTERED#you push him hard enough and he will go off. not like dynamite; that's too sloppy. he goes off like a sniper rifle#anyway i loooove sharp-edged constantine with a dangerous reputation i loooove when he gets to draw some blood#( headcanons. ) I'M JUST LIKE THE BASTARDS I'VE HATED ALL ME LIFE.
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I love all of these goofy product photos where the water bottle is extremely obviously just photoshopped onto a stock image of someone pretending to hold something or whatever.. very convincing..
#the last one where the water bottle is like nearly the size of the woman's entire leg ghbjbjhh#ALSO I know.. gross.. nasty.. amazon.. I was only looking there because I was trying to find an exact replica of an old water bottle#I bought like 6 years ago in a store and I just wanted another one of those and it seemed like the only place the old manufacturer#still sold was through amazon but.. alas.. I think they just don't make them anymore. so I have abandoned my hunt#I didn't actually buy anything. but I did get distracted clicking through product images for a few of them#it's bizarre how like............... idk.. WHY is this done??? Isn't this offputting to basically ANY potential customer?? or do people#not look at every photo/read the entire page/all product information before buying??#all of these are from like front page ''top sellers'' or whatever like........... how does this not hurt the brand????#If the company can't even bother to take a single photo of a real life person using their real life product then... that to me#is kind of red flaggy..?? even if you're an indie start up small business with hardly any funds.. still#A real photo of the product you are selling in a real actual non-photo shopped environment does not seem that inacessible#Maybe it's because everyone does everything on phones now?? So it's harder to see the pictures when they're smaller?#Kind of the same thing with ai art and also hair color photoshops lol.. On my full comptuer screen it is SOOO easy to spot ai art#like IMMEDIATELy from the little tells and ways certain details morph into each other etc. I dont even mean obvious dalle mini stuff but#like the Fancy High Quality Photorealistic AI art is still pretty blatant 98% of the time if you know what to look for. But I still catch#people sharing it a lot like 'omg where can I buy this pair of shoes!! :O <3' .. erm you cannot.. that is the most balatantly fake looking#pair of shoes I have seen in my life hhjbj.. the heels are both different heights. there's a different number of straps on each one. etc.#AND that phase back before colored hair was Mainstream and people would post photos like 'omg going to bring this to the salon!! dream hair#and it's like.. you can LITERALLY see the parts where it's 'colored outside of the lines' and is so clearly just a person with blond hair#that someone drew over with a tint brush or something not even very neatly. etc. etc. ANYWAY.. Maybe with phones it's harder to tell these#things?? To me so much of it is instantly recognizable and it's suprising to me that people either don't notice or don't care and will#interact with it anyway by buying the product or acting like some ai art fake furniture is real or etc. etc. ..hewwoo#Aslo sidenote - I think I've become soo cynical and tired of constantly being advertised to that I literally cannot shop without getting#exhausted. I do not see how marketing is anything but obnoxious and transparent. Every item description having stuff like ''Our company is#commited to bringing you the highest quality water products! we set out with a mission to bring high quality products to people all over#the world and we believe in spreading health and happiness and'' just like SHUT THE HELL UP!! youre a fucking company#you don't ''beleive'' in anything you are here to sell a product. stop trying to talk like you're my bff who cares deeply about my health#or something just tell me the materials and product specifications of your stupid fucking water bottle and move on. Idont need to hear your#whole bullshit spiel about what ~your company stands for~ that is SO much MORE offputting. you make me want to buy the item LESS..#longing for the type of ads from my 1800s magazines that are just like 'this product is good. please buy it. okay thank you much. bye'
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I'm Not In Love by 10cc
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#byler#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#mike wheeler#mike’s pov#this song is so denial ridden it's quite remarkable#the insistent denial of anything deeper than platonic#'it's just a silly phase i'm going through'#mike thinks his feelings for will are childish and that he'll grow out of them eventually if he just tries#'and just bc i call you up-- don't get me wrong-- dont think you've got it made'#this is kind of sad bc it fits perfectly with mike not telling will about how much he actually did call#bc here will compares mike's book of letters with el to mike's lack of calling him#mike has no choice but to keep the truth of the matter to himself#he's also so defensive like the lyrics here bc he's scared will can read him and his feelings plain as day#which is why he has to throw in the “WE'RE FRIENDS WE'RE FRIENDS” line#'i keep your picture on the wall. it hids a nasty stain that's lying there'#'--so dont you ask me to give it back-- i know you know it doesn't mean that much to me'#mike hanging up will’s art crumbs 😣#this is just SAD#this dude thinks he's caught and he's trying to pretend that the other person has it all wrong#even though we all know they're just making a fool of themself at this point#and then finally it ends with#'ohh you'll wait a long time for me'#aka it will have taken five seasons for mike to finally come to terms with his feelings for will and accept them by the end#4x02#gif
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I was trying to define how I'm feeling rn and I came up with 'horrible, but in a good way'
#i mean yes horrible nasty#but not like yesterday or other days sometimes#(God be thanked that I forgot at the time that there actually is a knife in my room in a box bc if I'd remembered I'd wager anything#that I would not in fact have come out of that unscathed. I have buried the knife further in the box#so that in case such a crisis comes again I cannot easily get at it and hopefully I'll get some sense or tell somebody in the meantime.)#anyway rn it's the sort of horrible which is wearing and nasty but definitely still this-too-shall-pass#i can survive it without danger to life or limb in the least it's not as bad#and i know definitely that this is connected with having friend and her family staying over since wednesday#thankfully they're going home tomorrow at least#yes i am a horrible friend#yes this is making it worse#but i just - yes i love her and i love them. but i need space. i need alone time. i am at the end of my tether.#and yes apparently anxiety and uptightness and general wound up ness can get to the point it did yesterday#i only clawed up my face a bit and nothing lasting#only a few nail marks remain on my hands so im fine#but i won't deny that the evening of yesterday was honestly terrifying#if i'm like this emotionally still in terms of fragility by the time i go back to uni i don't think i'll cope with uni#at least without resorting to something desperate of some kind#i'm hoping getting a job soon if i can will pull me out of this slump#i need to do something about pursuing an adhd diagnosis or at least going to an educational psych like my doctor suggested#i cannot deal with it without at least one or the other of those#i mean i also need a referral from doctor to scoliosis review surgeon so if i can get an appointment with the specific doctor to get that#maybe i'll be able to get a referral to another adhd or educational person as well at the same time. i hope so#i don't know. sorry for having a breakdown all over tumblr#if im having a serious breakdown all over tumblr at any point that's probably my way of keeping me somewhere safe tbh#im sorry y'all have to be dumped with this but idk#and im sorry i can't promise to trigger tag or anything eithr bc i know if im in a state of crisis or my definition of crisis i will forget#guhh anyway idk why i dumped this all over the place sorry#to my followers who followed me bc of shenanigans: sorry#to everybody: sorry
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It's kind of obnoxious how easy my job could have been if I didn't had severe dysphoria and the job didn't consisted in being reminded, multiple times a day, that the worst thing that happened to me ever is not only happening to a lot of other people, daily, and that it's only reasonable to be terrified for the rest of my life...whee
#like for real it must be kind of a dreamlike job for someone with low empathy and i don't mean it derogatively quite the opposite actually#because the only trick to make it without having it get to your head is to not relate and if you can't well it's going to be nasty lmao#but yea given the specific context it's a bit odd i lasted that long normally people drop off on their own after a few weeks#retention levels in call centers are quite low and there's plenty reasons why#and there's a lot of rotation so yea next time you speak to an agent and they seem a bit lost#please do understand it's probably their first (and maybe only) week for real#i have about give or take five years of experience and it's always either the people stay forever or they leave after a few shifts#in my case I've hardly ever been able to stand it for longer than a few months in a row
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