#and i cried and got upset
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if the message that you are ugly and unworthy of romance was beaten into you from before you hit double digits to the point that you can't even imagine, as a harmless daydream, being loved and desired by your fictional favorites without cringing and berating yourself, you may be entitled to financial compensation
#random thoughts#i remember being in high school and my friend was writing real person fic about our friend group (it was beloved and we were all having fun#and she made up a guy to love me and i remember this made up guy telling fictional me that she was beautiful#and i cried and got upset#and this memory somehow stood the test of time. just that moment of crying over such an odd concept#you get so used to being the clown character in the play of life that any deviation from that is truly surreal#because they let you be a clown even if you're fat. to be loved and desired is something new entirely#don't worry i'm over it now it's my brain and i can do what i want lol
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Tell me your fave and why!!
#tag game#my fave is Staraptor#cause of a particular playthrough that stuck with me#I feel like that’ll be the biggest answer#but Diamond was the first game I played where I actually kinda knew what I was doing#still barely knew#but I beat the game with an overpowered Staraptor#named Stary#and every day I got Stary massages#and I cried when I traded him to a friend for a little bit so we could play with each others favorites#and when he was traded back to me his friendship was back to 0#I was so upset for so long and I pampered him after that to gain his trust back#poll#tumblr polls#pokemon polls#polls#pkmn smash or pass#pokemon smash or pass#smash or pass#pokemon#pkmn
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Me before watching today’s episode of Peaceful Property: This story’s not gonna make me cry. It’s gonna be sad but like whatever.
Me watching it on my lunch break:
#ON TODAY’S EPISODE OF KAREN CRIES IN HER CAR#they really got me with that story#I was spoiled for last week’s story so I didn’t cry#but today’s really hit me#also I’m upset that uncle Kid is looking like a bad guy#and I really hope Kan turns out to be some kind of triple agent secretly working for the bad guys but just to ruin their plans in the end#peaceful property#peaceful property the series#haunted house on sale#my post
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saturn by sleeping at last always makes me ugly sob as a destiel fan. wym "with shortness of breath you explain the infinite / how rare and beautiful it is to even exist" and "how the universe was made / to just be seen by my eyes" !!>?>?!>?!>?!!!!>?!>!?!?!?!?!??!.
#sleeping at last's songs are so spn coded sometimes#i just cried about that#and i havent even seen the 15 finale#i got it spoiled like when i started on s3#its quite tragic#idrc though#the true tragedy will be if i dont cry at 15x18.#if that happens i will be very upset#girlhood#hell is a teenage girl#i’m just a girl#lila rambles#supernatural#spn#destiel#destiel music#destiel horrors#castiel#dean winchester#deanstiel#deancas
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I've watched the reintegration scene SEVEN TIMES now and I still get full body chills from it..
The slight change in his voice when he says "you mean what quarter?" is INSANE!!! Ever so slightly more child-like and higher in pitch than all his previous answers ... Fucking 😭 And then the editing.. how was his posing so precise despite the costume changes ?? The precision angles and exact same expressions. The scene and episode ending with the phrase "who are you?" The same phrase that starts the show?? (And again when Mark first meets Reghabi)
SHOCK. AWE. WONDER.
#sidebar I will never NEVER forgive Twitter for spoiling it for me#it was still the DAY the episode aired#opened Twitter and BAM the very first thing I see#no tags no spoiler warning#nothing#I shut the app so fast#but it was too late#I knew he would reintegrate at the end of E3 before getting to watch it for myself#maybe this is extreme idk I'm autistic for reference but I felt sick and cried and stayed up all night#because I was so upset it was spoiled#due to this experience I have a new rule lmao#no social media NOT EVEN A PEEK until I've seen all severance content as it comes out#not giving the internet another chance to do that to me again#I have fully learned my lesson holy shit that sucked#saw a comment earlier saying they're sad they can't watch the ep for the first time again#and got jealous#because they got to EXPERIENCE A FIRST TIME#I KNEW IT WAS COMING THE WHOLE EPISODE UGGHHHHHHHH#anyway just had to whine and cry about that for a bit#I know it's my fault :( I know better now#I've never been hyperfixated on an actively airing tv show before in my defense#it's always been on things that literally can't be spoiled#where everything I could possibly learn about the interest was sought out and welcomed#wow I am the yapper right now I'm done lmao#mine
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Basim and the dichotomy of a college student, circa 2024
#assassin’s creed#basim ibn ishaq#ac mirage#ac valhalla#ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS GOT ME THIS PLUSH FOR MY BIRTHDAY AND IT JUST CAME IN#HES SO CUTE#he’s kinda uhhh white but yknow#HES SILLLYYY#I also finished mirage for the third time yesterday and cried again#he’s my baby#MY ROOMMATES AND ONE OF THEIR BOYFRIENDS WATCHED THE ENDING LMFAO#MY ROOMMATE GOT A FIVE HOUR LECTURE ABT AC LORE LAST SEMESTER SO SHE WAS PREPARED#she was even more upset than me LMFAO#anyways omg Basim you silly goose!!#he stole my empty wine bottle LMFAO#tucked him in and kissed his head and gave him hot chocolate#the dichotomy of being a psychology major in these two images is insane#babblingbrook babbles
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Okay I don’t want this to be like an obnoxious millennial assumption because I’m positive that every generation has things like this, but the way autism and ADHD was treated for us in the 90’s and how it affects adult diagnoses is like, imo, so integral to our coming of age and the stories we tell and the way we’ve gotten to know ourselves, even the way it relates to our job market and economy and how we operate inside it, and especially the way a pandemic uncovered it for so many people and exposed the cracks and revealed that we were all just barely functioning and held together with popsicle sticks and anyway
I say that because maybe it’s the un-diagnosed 90’s child in me but I feel particularly emotional about Keith’s arc in learning that he’s part Galra, and the way even the creators said they made him sort of prickly because of his biology, and I just !! Think so much about Keith’s neurotype as a part Galra!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cause something about being diagnosed later in life is like, looking back at all the other ways you tried to handle yourself, all the missteps, maybe even misdiagnoses. Like, how many times did you try to treat ANXIETY without realizing you didn’t have an anxiety disorder, you just can’t deal with your family blaring the TV from the next room? How many times were you told you were lazy, or lying, when you didn’t know what executive dysfunction is?
Keith is such a lovely rich character because his prickliness is EARNED—we know what happened to him, we know he’s traumatized, we know he’s been treated poorly by many people in his life. We know that he grew up thinking that he’d been abandoned by one of the people who should’ve loved him the most, in the whole world. He even questions that in his vlog—he makes the connection that he has trouble with people because of his mom.
But I just wonder like, how much of it is just his biology. Not understanding the body he’s in, being completely ignorant of one whole half of his culture. Had he ever mutated before the TBP fight? Did it take him by surprise, did it frighten him? ((* This is head canon territory LMAO there’s no way to really know—like, is he able to do this because he just spent so much time with Krolia, or does Shiro going That’s the Keith I remember mean they used to have really primal sex that turned his eyes yellow? Lol))
Like when we talk about even the most broad generic terms of saying someone is neurodivergent, we don't even need to put a real life label on Keith. Like he's literally not human! Of course his brain looks different! Of course he functions differently! And I wonder how much is nature v nurture -- if he knew the truth about his mom, if his dad had lived, if he'd been allowed a normal childhood, would he still have been a weird kid?
Cause like, even seeing the way Shiro is able to get through to him, we see ways that he allowed for thrill seeking, and he didn't judge Keith for stealing his car. It reminds me of like, what we know now about asking children to sit still in school, and how perhaps some children would do better with standing desks. Shiro wants him to behave and succeed, and doesn't judge him for being a car thief, and gets through to him by bringing him cliff diving. And it just feels like this clue, you know, that nothing is wrong with Keith, he's just living in a weird place where people don't get him.
It’s just really special to me, because there’s so many pieces in the sequence of events of Keith’s character arc, and I know I’ve said this a handful of times now, but I really sincerely believe it’s the only thing the show really nailed. Accepting himself during the BOM Trial -> MOMENTS later learning something very important about his biology -> spending time with Krolia -> coming back to pilot Black when he’s READY and WANTS to (unlike the first time, when he resisted) -> becoming a pragmatic strong leader by the end.
Gosh idk.
I don’t really have anywhere to go with this, it’s just something I was thinking about today and it gets me real emotional. Like, Keith must have had these moments, re-evaluating who he’d been before he’d known, finally understanding why he was Like That, and it’s so healing to imagine him accepting his past self and forgiving it because he understands now.
#hes just a lil baby#keith kogane#sheith#SPACE MAN META#i watched the lion king this morning and cried my eyes out and it got me so upset about keith LMFAO
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I DECIDED TO DRAW A DOODLES ABOUT MY PULLS FOR EPEL!!🥰🥰🥰


#I couldn't get his 1 card!! I had less than 100 pulls but I spent everything I had at that moment😭😭😭#Then I was 15 years old and I cried a lot because I was upset XDD#2 card!! It seems like it was good! I don't remember that there was anything special there I was just glad I got him💞💞#3 card! It was a really terrible day last year💔 HE WAS THE VERY FIRST!!😭💖💖💖 Because of this I also cried but with joy~#And now!! I WAS REALLY LOOKING FORWARD TO IT AND I HAD FUN!🥰🥰🥰#TYSM EPEL!💗💖❤️💓💞#sketches#twst Epel#Epel Felmier#My Shuu OC🐿️#my persona#twst gacha#fanart#my art#oyaokayart
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Whenever i see that post about how American have the tendency not to include their country when ordering internationally from someone i'm always thrown by the defense of it. Do you not want your delivery? I get trying to explain why this habit exists but most people end up coming off arrogant and close minded.
Well America is soo big. So is Russia. Who fucking cares
We dont travel blah blah something Europe. Most people aren't globe trotters, even people in Europe. Broke people exist there too.
Some states are bigger than entire countries. That's arrogant and China exists. Who cares about how many countries you can fit in Texas. You're ordering internationally.
When we write addresses we don't include the country. So does everybody else when they send things internally. Do you not want your package?
How many places in the world are some american city OH. This isn't a quiz show. Lots of places in the world are the only one.
Pretending that not knowing internal information about a country like a state vs, not knowing about a country isn't on the same level. One is worse. I understand wanting to explain why this happens but many of the reasons applies to everybody else in the world. International shipping takes too long and can be too expensive to be so casual with spending money on something that might not get delivered because the country was missing.
Most are being thoughtless but the ones ordering internationally and banking on someone knowing a US state abbreviation is pure insanity. I refuse to think actual humans think this way. Not thinking about it, so not adding it makes more sense.
#blah#once i ordered internationally and missed the delivery and it got lost in a factory. i cried#I'm still upset about the £17 i never got refunded
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no one see all of us strangers unless you're ready to get bodied by the link between your childhood and your own fear of or desire for unconditional love and comfort. btw
#like no andrew haigh don't make me reflect on how part of becoming an adult has been having to comfort my own parents over their#fears and uncertainties#don't make me think about how the greatest safety security and warmth i feel with my loved ones is a fragile illusion that we agree to share#and also your mom cries when you come out!!!!!!!!#the coming out to your mom and she gets upset because she's afraid you'll be lonely is so like. okay they got my ass#personal nonsense
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the death of a father
#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#ragbros#gi diluc#gi kaeya#fan art#artists on tumblr#digital painting#digital art#Digital Illustration#my art#sorry i was in my feelings drawing this one#hmmm i hc when diluc is sad he clings and hugs for comfort#and kaeya kind of just goes slack and still#and only reacts to physical touch#people who think only diluc was emotionally distraught by their dad dying are so wrong#and ppl who think kaeya only got upset because of the guilt of lying are wrong too#like yeah crepus being dead kinda was a wake up call and had him face the whole spy thing#but he can be feel both guilt and grief#idk they probably just cried so much#and thought they were all they had left#then they both went and ruined it lmao#there are only like a handful of characters and stories i really chew on in this game#and the alberich ragnvindr fam occupies the brain
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To be honest, seeing the audience's live reaction for the last BostonNick scene tells me everything I need to know about why their story ended up like it did.
#They were fucking CHEERING when he got dumped by Nick#Full on screams of joy#If I were Neo I'd be a little offended ngl#But he's a good kid and took it as a joke most likely#Idk I'm so upset still and it's been hours from the finale#Whatever I'll get over it#Justice for Boston#and justice for me who loves Nick and saw his character assassination on screen and lost it#That was NOT the same character who cried his eyes out over a simple “I missed you”#and I will never stop believing that#bostonnick
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i need him/to be him so fucking bad
#rewatching marvel stuff and just got to#avengers endgame#avengers#marvel cinematic universe#mcu thor#marvel#thor odinson#god. fuck. ill make another post for tony maybe but its Bad. cried for like 10 min at least which is rare for me with media#HES SO HOT IN THIS LOOK GOD FUCK#i need him to be a bear so bad this is so.#DAMN COWARDS#the fatphobic jokes are so fucking upsetting regardless of aesthetic appeal obviously!#but like LOOK AT HIM HES SO HOT AND GORGEOUS!??! CANT YOU FUCKING SEE!??!?! AGH#UGH!!!!#anyways. thor4thor#i should... take up that offer...#bear.txt
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now im nosy, what do you mean by alien clone replacement????
DONT even worry about . dont even worry. dont even
#basically: last season i got assigned a soulmate. for the obligatory dl mechanic season#But This season they changed their skin and decided to do a character reset of sorts. so to them last season didnt happen#the idea behind it was that this would act as a spinoff season. but i was not on the same page about that#so what ended up happening was that i found out they didnt remember last season and got so upset about the implications of that#that when someone jokingly went “haha are we talking about the alien theory” during a discussion about it I Immediately Locked In#and created this whole narrative that my soulmate was replaced by aliens between seasons#and every session since then I have gotten worse about it. i forged evidence i tried to take my wife hostage for experiments etc etc#the other team had to ground them from visiting me andwhen they met up with me directly to say “please stop spreading conspiracies” i cried#it’s been really fun. things are going very poorly for cubito bree. tomorrow is session 5 and im so so excited#im taking a short detour from the alien theory to entertain other options. such as learning magic to commune with the Real versionof mywife#Its going great#bree barks so fucking loud#beastlife#asks
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My dad is dying from cancer and mom is freaking out about not being able to buy shit for Christmas. My siblings and I have said so many times in the last week that we don't care about Christmas. We just want dad to be with us. We want him to be home and be okay. She's the only one freaking out about not putting shit under the tree this year. We don't give a shit about Christmas gifts when this may be dad's last Christmas.
#the willow oak lady posts#i am so furious at her right now#she's been so angry and nasty to us#and her priorities are so fucked up#she picked a fight with my older brother and i because we put up the Christmas tree#which got dad upset#and my younger brothers just stood there cried while mom screamed at us#she's been off her cigarettes for more than a week and she's being more aggressive and nasty than normal#and everyone is just done with her shit
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If Escape the Ministry is going to be anything like the Gorillaz Plastic Beach flash game that is now semi lost, someone please PLEASE record every option and area of the map
I was so upset when I found out the Gorillaz game was shut down and not archived and don't want this to eventually happen to someone else down the line
#please i got back into Gorillaz and almost cried i was so upset the website was archived but the game wasnt#escape the ministry#ghost#ghost bc#the band ghost#ghost the band#gorillaz#i guess
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