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thegeminisage · 1 year

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well

#personal #i didnt think id actually hit the limit but...#idk i used to like #hit like on posts and then queue them later once i was on my pc #but they got mixed in w/ everybodys personal posts i liked out of Friendship #and i couldnt ever keep up with it #i have 63.5k likes i'm never getting thru all those #so i started saving posts i wanted to queue later in my drafts...#and we see how that went #ive been cleaning them out but i finally hit the limit. smh i need to go outside and touch grass this is ridiculous

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hinamie · 5 months

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choke you back like fingers

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #sukuna #ryomen sukuna #fanart #jjk fanart #hides face in hands by talos this cant keep happening........#throws arms up IDK IM SORRY HE GETS AWAY FROM ME EVERY TIME #hina dress chars normally challenge failed once again gomen #i actually benched this piece for a while . came back to it. COMPLETELY retconned th vibe and now he looks like this #im sorry?? you're welcome???????? take ur pick #i kno that tf sukuna has the stomach mouth instead of the tattoos but i couldnt b bothered also i worked hard on those abs >:(#also i think this is the nicest hair ive ever given him but idk how on model it is fhdssgdjf OOPS #its part of the fit it goes with the crop top #also pls listen 2 burn the witch its such a vibe #chants theres blood on the walls theres spirits in the dolls theres blood on the walls theres spirits in the dolls

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nextstopparis · 9 months

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when I was drowning I thought about the light instead of the water, the accident instead of the ache.

— Yves Olade

#i found this quote from reading a httyd fic that wasnt even that long. maybe 5k words. and i cried FOUR FUCKING TIMES DURING IT #anyway. ive been stuck on this fucking quote for them ever since #I KNEW I COULDNT KEEP YOU FROM THE START. WHAT IF I THROW UP.#bbc merlin #merthur #merlinedit #‘happy’ 11 years I GUESS. fuck my life man

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ultimateyakazoo · 1 year

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chapter 1 trial

#i think my biggest achievements in making these was being able to condense the trials into a few basic panels #each trial ended up needing more n more dialogue but seeing how long the in game trials are im pretty proud of myself #i only did ever sketch out the first three trials tho my sketches have taken me just up to the chapt 4 trial which i ever started at all #oh also i made sure to always keep the order of the characters in the trials true to the game #everyone is placed in the exact same 'seats' as they are in the real game #that was tough at times bc sometimes i wanted dialogue between characters who were nowhere near each other #but it was also a good opportunity to make me use characters i normally wouldnt have thought to use #and i couldnt just give dialogue to my favourite characters lol #and sometimes it worked out really well where the characters i wanted interacting did happen to be next to each other #sdr2 #super danganronpa 2 #ok here we go #hajime hinata #teruteru hanamura #mikan tsumiki #chiaki namani #nagito komaeda #peko pekoyama #is that everyone #mahiru koizumi #there we go #my art

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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Perhaps even,,, pink LaughingStock,,,,? 👀👀👀

ough....yeab....

#in my mind they're barely even dancing theyre basically just Standing There #both cause every time they try to actually dance howdy trips the both of them #hes got too many legs for such close proximity action...#also they get too caught up in Talking methinks #theyre just standing in the middle of the dance floor chatting away. cracking jokes. being Soft.#or rather barnaby keeps being Funny bc howdy keeps laughing and its really cute and he cant stop bc then howdy would stop-#ohhhhhhghhhh im unwell Im Unwell #scribble garnish #laughingstock #welcome home #howdy x barnaby #barnaby x howdy #it took so many sketches and several hours to get to this #and its the simplest fucking slow dance pose ever lmfao #i couldnt make anything else work!!!#and i even cropped this bc the full was Not Great #i wanted them to be like.... visibly going in opposite directions?? like turning in a circle yk yk #i need to practice more #THIS GOT SO OUT OF HAND IMMEDIATELY THOUGH #i saw 'pink laughingstock' and blacked out #i instantly resigned myself to fully lining and coloring #didnt shade tho! held back on that thank fuck!!!#kept periodically making dying animal noises while sketching #the serotonin they bring me is too much. i cant handle it #who will win: my brain's chemical imbalance or Two Gay Puppets #hint: not the imbalance #anyway im gonna go stare at a wall and feel Choked Up from the emotions i have over them

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parentsbesluts · 4 months

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at the end of the day i think the main problem with the current era of sasi is that thomas just. isnt a writer. hes not practiced enough to write efficiently (which is a major reason why the finale script isnt done) and hes not well-versed enough to communicate subtle references, parallels, and nuance through words. he does all of that through his acting. hes an actor and singer above all else. and theres nothing wrong with that inherently except for the part where he overestimates his own abilities and goes well! im sure i can complete the script this 4 part season finale where multiple plot lines and character arcs converge in complicated and ugly ways in a year. whats the worst that could happen

#general #ts critical #so yes. it is just what everyone else has been saying #that isnt to say he couldnt learn. in fact he literally said thats what hes trying to do. but like #all of that means its gonna take even longer for the damn finale to come out and #seriously at this point just hire writers. please. please please please just hire writers #youll still be able to supervise them and make sure you like what theyre doing with the script #but theyre the ones that fucking know what theyre doing!!#i swear to god hes so close to acknowledging it but he keeps missing and its making me angry #anyways this is my official pitch #thomas sanders if youre reading this please hire me as a writer i could be your friend i could be the best thing thats ever happened to you #i have clinical anxiety and intrusive thoughts and chronic lying problems and personality disorders a #im an ex catholic too! i got fucked up from that shit! i have all 6 of your characters on the download

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karamazovanon · 11 months

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controversial opinion maybe but it BEWILDERS me when people (mostly americans ime) genuinely seriously with their whole chest complain about how impossibly hard russian names are. like. do a single google search. i don't see how you can comprehend that charles = chuck and margaret = peggy but can't fathom that rodion = rodya. how is this such a huge barrier of entry for people

#and this doesnt apply to ESL ppl or any other ppl who have actual reasons like dyslexia or something #im talking about other americans who go yeah i had to stop reading bc i couldnt understand the names #how are you seeing different cultural naming conventions as an unsurpassable barrier that forces you to quit and give up on ever reading it #instead of an opportunity to learn and expand your narrow worldview?????? and over something SO SIMPLE??????????#like i know damn well yall know a katherine that goes by katie or a john that goes by jack #and those make even less sense than something like aleksey -> alyosha!#there are general rules and patterns unlike english! like the progression from aleksey -> alyosha -> alyoshka -> alyoshechka is so easy to #comprehend i dont understand how its SUCH a common complaint #i definitely understand the struggle of keeping characters straight when they have the same first name #like katerina ivanovna and katerina ospovna in t/bk etc #and of course the names in general are something you have to adjust to if youve never encountered it before! it takes a bit of thought #but its NOT FUCKING ROCKET SCIENCE and its asinine to shrug your shoulders and say welp guess im incapable of ever reading any ruslit!#like ohhh my goddd it grinds my gears so bad #bare minimum effort #anontalks #sorry for rant but i keep fucking seeing this shit and it rubs me the wrong way every time #like yeah its funny that dunya = avdotya and grushenka = agrafena #but richard = dick and elizabeth = betty so who fucking cares read the damn book

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possamble · 3 months

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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way

#a little creature #sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like #is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink #anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much #the most important women in his life bar none #marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just #rose up and burst again #its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad #and she just doesnt know what to do with herself #the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen #but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV #the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be #edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated #marcille's denial of her feelings so far #bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out #in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now #bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin #so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story #it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where #she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part #and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story #and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle #so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it

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pac1fythehunger · 7 months

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i promise i promise i promise im still drawing ultrakill its just all very scribbly or stuck in WIP hell (some of it might never get out). awful meme warning (+ toxic yaoi scribble) under the cut

#the first two (and the swordsmachine at the bottom) were for ultratober but i couldnt make it very far unfortunately #the knightflayer is part of an.. au? idk. machines can scavenge the armor of angels and gain some divine power they were NOT! meant to have #did a knight swordsmachine as well a while back but only ever scribbles #knightmachine had fucky light wings while knightflayer would have one gauntlet hand that can do light spears #while keeping her other hand uncovered for harnessing hell energy #their laser would be some combined fucked up and beautiful intertwining ray #ultrakill #mindflayer #mindflayer ultrakill #swordsmachine #swordsmachine ultrakill #v1 #v1 ultrakill #v2 #v2 ultrakill #gutterman #gutterman ultrakill #swordsmachine get your bigass head out hte caption damnn #paci art

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faaun · 9 months

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

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egoarc4de · 2 years

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nachito house guest

#my art #lalo salamanca #nacho varga #eduardo salamanca #ignacio varga #lacho #it's lacho to ME!!!!!#born from a silly sketch. continued because i saw an opportunity to draw not ONE #not TWO #but THREE. three whole shirts.#spent a whole day steaming shirts at a shop and couldnt keep myself from checking all the patterns and just Thinking #ignacio... nachito... So crazy of lalo #lalito my girlfriend ...#posting this at the worst/best time bc i always finish art at like. 1030 pm #u know ive been kidnapped if i ever draw lalo in a very bland shirt #idc about canon i grab onto the gaudy shit and run with it #anyways #i love them i love shirts i love uncomfortably awkward and almost intimate interactions #nacho wearing rhe shirt out of polite fear #WAIT.... mayhaps have to draw a follow up ......#anyways goodnight im crazy #i swear i try to make my art colours besides pink but i literally love pink so much im sorry #better call saul #brbabcs #LOL FORGOT TO EVEN TAG THAT #fabric

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prachelley · 2 months

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Based on yugioh, can you draw Joey and Seto in a roleswap au please? I imagine Seto as a poor boy while Joey became wealthy and powerful. Like a teen idol or yakuza. What do you think?

Teen idol Jounouchi, the star of the family, versus the somewhat familiar guy who hungers for victory

This was super fun to do! thank you!

#i initally said it was just going to be a simple sketch but when i got to the background i realized i couldnt leave it at “simple” anymore #it took me more time than what I anticipated but it was worth it in the end!#thank you for the request!#prachelley answers #prachelley draws #jounouchi katsuya #joey wheeler #seto kaiba #ygo #yugioh #ygo fanatt #yugioh fanart #yugioh duel monsters #ygo duel monsters #this actually caused me a severe brainrot. it sounds like such an interesting au. i have many thoughts that i may share sometime #y'know what. lemme elaborate a bit. because they make me have many thoughts #seto is not as traumatized as he was in the anime since he's poor and was never adopted and he has a brother to look after #and he feels like everyone looks down on him. he's the underdog who desperately tried to climb his way up. both for him and mokuba #while jounouchi has what his anime/manga version always wishes: the economical stability to be the pillar of the family and help his sister #and i see it as a way to keep in touch with his mom too. she never quite reached out to him in the original story #and i imagine that affected him a lot. made him feel worthless. not worth the effort or the care #but now he's a star! and his family is somewhat closer than ever. even if being an idol is tiring. or if it isn't all he wants for himself #ok ok. enough rambling.

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zoinkssc00b · 6 months

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To my knowledge, trans alpha-to-omega!Sonic is an untapped market and that is a shame. I like to imagine supportive boyfriendfriend omega!North being there for him. I also like the dynamic of “Am I attracted to him or is this gender envy 😑” You fool, Sonic! It’s both.

#pit babe the series #sonicnorth #me when I hyperfixate on a series RAWR NOMNOM #let me just throw takes out #this is mildly based on something from the next chapter that I couldnt in fully as i wanted but a convo goes like this #north: *jokes about bitching sonic*#alan: …i need to make sure you both know that isnt physically possible #sonic: Obviously but what alpha doesnt want to be fucked into an omega #alan: no alpha has ever wanted that #sonic: nuh uh #alan: uh huh how often do you think about wanting to be an omega #sonic: not that often 🙄 only when i have ruts or someone brings up my scent or when north nests or when north has heats or when #and he just keeps going

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year

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Hey you know that one convo where Barnaby and Howdy are talking and Howdy is talking about his family? Yeah apparently that took the voice actor 20 times to get it right bec of all the rhyming in it

GOD I KNOW i saw their post and just. ohhhh man they're an absolute Beast for nailing it like that at all! what a fucking script! what a talented individual!

#when i was listening to the audio i was just. so impressed #the cadance and pacing and yeah the rhyming and just #OOF that was a tongue twister if ive ever heard one!!!#and keeping up that accent/voice so immaculately the entire time... damn....#rambles from the bog #all of the VAs are just... wow #and the fact that howdy's also voices barnaby! i wouldnt have guessed!#i mean knowing beforehand i could pick out a couple moments where it was like Ohhhh Yeah Same Person #but those moments were rare and so subtle that if i didnt know i wouldnt have caught it #now THATS talent #same goes for Frank/Wally's!!!!#couldnt have imagined! never woulda crossed my mind!#so much talent on an amazing project. its what it deserves

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nomairuins · 25 days

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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is

#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And #make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not #saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was #going to say #like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so #bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the #winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000 #other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but #i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its #been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody #responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple #muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it #but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like #im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good #solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start #all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the #punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4 #im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but #even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think #avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is #like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they #hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be #the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO #difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15 #minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case #it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel #stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and #tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i #tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction #like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint

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gardenofdelete998 · 5 months

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if i could change one thing about myself it would be to not hate seafood. cant shake the feeling that somewhere in the future i will be stuck in a situation where this will be a huge detriment. like being stranded on the ocean

#also when i was a gradeschooler my parents did this thing where they didnt let me leave the table untill i finished the meal which often led #to me staying in the kitchen well into the afternoon propably crying and if i told them how i cant physically force it down it keeps coming #back my mom just said if i vomit into the meal she will make me eat the vomit back up too. i dont think this ever happened but i think ther #were a couple occasions where i vomited and got a new portion the size of what was left of the previous one #my mom denies it to this day that any of this ever happened luckily my sisters remember it too #my parents were pretty much allright parents but this is deffinitely a fucked up thing #then one time well into my teenager years she did this again and i was feeling too old for this kind of shit so i just packed the whole meal #into a couple of napkins and fling it out the window. i was aiming for the roof of the house across the street but couldnt throw that far so #it sploshed onto the building's wall and it was winter so it froze there and i could see the petrified remains for years

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