#and i can't make noise or i'll wake ppl up

[buckleydiazmp4]

ariana grande on violin still does not beat pitbull though. carriage scene remains on top

[lonelychicago]

i've seen a lot of ppl talking about buck and eddie both getting knocked out during the storm and eddie wakes up relatively quickly in the hospital and the firefam's there and he sees that buck is missing and is like "oh and buck is with chris right? where is he?" and the others just look at each other not knowing how to tell him that buck's in a coma and i just—

can you just imagine tho, eddie in that hospital bed and he can't get up and even when he tries bobby and chim and hen are there to stop him and no one would tell him really what the hell happened except that buck is in a fucking coma and all they can do is wait.

and eddie just wants to see him, make sure he's alive and that he still exists bc most days buck feels like a pipe dream, something too good to be true and eddie's losing his mind.

and then—

it's late at night and his hospital room is so quiet, hen is in a chair next to his bed and she's sleeping and eddie loves her but all he can think about is that usually is another person who sits next to eddie's bed when he's hurt, another person who holds his hand and reassures him he'll take care of chris while eddie can't.

the tv is a soft, barely there background noise as it casts a dim light over the room, but when he looks up it's the news are playing back what happened earlier and he sees the moment the lightning strikes, sees the moment eddie himself almost falls... sees buck falling from the ladder truck and hitting his head against the side—

"buck" he gasps without even realizing, the name falling from his lips like a plea, like a prayer begging to be heard.

"buck." eddie chokes out as his mind replays the fall in slow motion.

eddie was supposed to have buck's back. eddie was supposed to save him.

hen wakes up and eddie quickly realizes he's hyperventilating, struggling to take a deep breath and tears are streaming down his face with no way to stop them.

he's having a panic attack. he hasn't had one of those in a long time, eddie thinks almost absentmindedly.

"eddie hey, it's okay." hen redts a hand on his shoulder and tries to calm him down but it doesn't feel right— her hand is too heavy on eddie's shoulder, and it's not the right side. It's too soft, too—

It's no buck's.

"i need to see him." he manages to blurt out the in between gasps. "hen, let me see him. please." he begs and his voice is shaky and breaking by the last word. it sounds pathetic and desperate even to his own ears but eddie can't bring himself to care at that moment.

his heart is beating too fast, unforgiving against his ribcage, his hands are trembling and eddie—

he just needs to see him.

it takes a while and the nurses are definitely not happy with himself— once again, eddie doesn't have it in him to care.

especially when he's put in a wheelchair (he doesn't need it but he's picking his battles carefully right now) and taken to see buck.

his hospital room is a lot like eddie's but maddie is sprawled on the chair next to the bef, with red puffy eyes and hair a mess.

she looks exactly like how eddie feels inside, if he's being honest, and for a moment he feels a kind of weird keenship to her.

they both would do anything for buck. they both hate to see buck hurt.

"i'll give you some time with him." she smiles tiredly and then she's living the room along with hen and the nurse who wheeled him in.

eddie swallows hard and reaches out for buck, his hand immediately resting against buck's...

buck's hand is cold to the touch, when usually it would be warm.

it's still, when usually it would be squeezing eddie's right back.

it's pale and small against the sheets and eddie feels like he might throw up.

"please wake up." he whispers, but in the quiet of the room it sounds loud and oh so desperate. "please don't leave me."

and eddie— there's so many words he needs, wants to say. so many things he needs to get out, so many things he needs buck to hear...

but for now they stay lodge inside his chest.

for now, he keeps them to himself but he hopes he'll have the chance to say them out loud someday.

he hopes buck will want to hear them.

[kisses4tom]

PT 2 OF TOM AS A DAD PLSSS

ᡣ𐭩 DAD TOM part 2!

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HEYY OFCC 🤭 SO MANY PPL ARE REQUESTING THIS ACTUALLY!! 😭 here is part 1

To be quite honest with you guys, I don't really know what else to add 😭, but I'll figure it out and make something up along the way! 💕

I hope it lives up to your expectations because, I will not lie, I ran out of ideas for a few of them 😭 yet I hope you like it either way! 🫶🏻

I also mixed various topics and scenarios for a little more inclusivity! especially because I made a lot of these hcs for a teen daughter

Obviously Tom is gonna be a girl dad 'cause what else would he beeeee 🤭🥹

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he would keep almost every drawing she's made throughout the years

HE WOULD LEND HER HIS YELLOW DOG PLUSHIE‼️‼️

when she's older he would love to get matching tattoos if she wants, but he's definitely getting one dedicated to her (did y'all know Bill and Tom have a matching tattoo with Leni? 👀)

definitely making her a photo album

if anybody says that the baby looks more like him than her mother he would act so proud istg

"Yeah, Y/n's genes said BYE!"

he would become her personal Instagram photographer

whenever his daughter brings a boy home he would be so sus of him and maybe even tell them to keep the door open 💀

DAD REFLEXES 🤭🤭‼️ so hot istg

he would get dragged into tiktoks and learn some dances together 😭

when the baby was younger, her mama would surprise Tom with matching fits and he would be sooo gitty and happy

always keeping an eye out for her in public

if he's talking to some people and he hears the smallest noise coming from his daughter, he would immidiately put everything on pause and make sure she's okay (if that makes sense idk) or he would turn to look at her

he would try to attend as many school/dance recitals as possible, but with work it's a little hard for him to find time (at times)

is she plays a sport he would cheer the loudest for her

if she ever comes out as an lgbtq+ member, he would be very supportive and just act casual after her confession

when the baby was just born and he had skin-to-skin contact with her for the first time, he got emotional

he would wake up in the middle of the night and feed her himself so you could rest (currently in between tears)

the band is OBSESSED with that child and always play with her whenever they have a chance

Tom knows he can rely on them as babysitters

why do I feel like him and Bill would FIGHT to choose who holds her

"Tom you always have her come onnn let me have her this timeee"

he's so protective of that child

when she first started walking he’d kneel down and open his arms towards her

he would also scoot back so she could walk more and then let her fall in his arms (imagine him picking her up and kissing her cheek after 😭)

istg he would bring that child everywhere (especially when she's older)

he would make sure to dedicate her an episode/scene on Kaulitz & Kaulitz where he talks about fatherhood and his story

he's veeery supportive of everything she does

whenever he's live on Instagram or TikTok with the band he would call his daughter over and prank her with filters or something like that

he loves dressing her up, but hates changing her diaper

he usually doesn't enjoy shopping, but he would bring her everywhere and spend time together

he's such a quality time dad

when texting, he would send pictures of his honest reaction LMFAO😭

he would make sure his and Gustav's daughter are like little cousins (spoiler alert: they are)

his daughter will grow up with "do you need a stepmom by any chance?" questions 😻

if Tom and the baby's mom broke up, co-parenting would be pretty hard on him, as he loves that child so much it hurts him to know he can't see her for some time

he would probably bring her to some meet and greets with fans (both now and back in the day)

fans would give him so many gifts for her

sometimes he gets emotional knowing she won't stay a baby forever, but he's still very excited to know her character and mess with her more

when she was a baby, at the beach he would dip her feet in the water

when she's older he would splash the hell out of her and push her in the water

if you have more ideas leave them in the comments so I can add them! 🤭

[fruitydreamlandlight]

Midnight movies

(a/n) So this is my first fanfic and I'm a bit nervous cause I haven't wrote one in forever and I never posted one of my fanfics on here so if anyone has any advice on writing or something I could do to make it look better please tell me, I'm very open to constructive criticism.

This is a merther fanfic because it the only thing on my mind

(side note I have no Idea what in doing so bare with me on this (I'm also doing this on my phone))

Desc: future au! Where Arthur comes back and Merlin has to teach him about the future and stuff and this is Arthur first time watching a movie

Tags: oneshots, first kiss, movie night, discovering gay ppl? (I'm going of a limb for this fic) slight homophobia, one POV (I don't like changing povs), fluff, not proofread!

I hope you like it

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Merlin POV:

It's been better since Arthur came back, I'm super happy, but him being the prat he is he is the worst person to teach.

I try to reach him stuff about this world! But no! Im still his lowly servant who can't do anything but clean!

So tonight instead of a lesson, I'm going to take a break and show him a movie. He's still perplexed by today's technology and he has a lot to learn. But he'll be happier if I just relax with him and have some popcorn and act like we don't have years of otherworldly experiences that no one will ever understand...

Anyways I don't have to struggle to get him to understand tonight, easy peasy lemon squeezy. The movie I picked out was a newer one, I didn't want to go into the theater and embarrass myself by confusing him even more, and possibly disrupting other people. So we're just staying at my house to watch the movie

I get the popcorn started and Arthur is startled by the sudden noise

"what the bloody hell is that?!" He exclaims

"its a microwave" I say and he only looks at me even more confused

"it's used to cook stuff, I'll tell you another night, the food inside it is popcorn, which is popped corn" I speak, not even having to stop for him to ask more questions

"how do you pop corn?" He says, I let out a little sigh and think, 'whatever it's just a simple explanation'

"when corn kernels are heated to a point they pop" the microwave beeps and I open the door, wincing a little at the heat of the bag as I pull it out

He nods and I assume he's only pretending to know half what I'm saying.

"so what is this whole movie thing about?" He says sitting at one of the stools at my counter.

"well people have movie nights where the sit in a theater or on their couch, like us, and eat popcorn" I lift up the bag as I say that "and sodas but I think you would go into a coma if you soda, so just water for you, but I have some Dr.pepper in the fridge, if you really want to try some" I grab my dr.pepper, a water, and the pop corn. I walk over to my living room and put the stuff on the coffee table and grab the remote. I fiddle with it before finally getting everything set up "Arthur!" It still feels weird to say that after so many years. "You can get in here, everything's ready!" seconds later he walks in and sits down on the couch.

"so these people are 'actors'?" He stretches out the word, we never had many performer's in Camelot because of Uther and his insanity. "Yes" I start the movie and oprn my Dr.pepper with a satisfying hiss and I take a sip.

I swing my arm over the couch and the movie gets past the long intro and reach over and grab one of my blankets and drape it over my legs and one arm, leaving my other arm for grabbing. My arm takes it place back to the back of the couch.

Arthurs eyes never leave the screen once for the first 40 minutes, I don't even think that he blinked once, so I put my arm around him to slightly wake him up, "you good, not gonna explode on me are ya?" I whisper, which sets him free, "yeah yeah, I'm fine" he sits up, he still acts like prince, I chuckle

"what's so funny?" My attention is brought back Arthur "this person is almost dead and you are laughing" I look to the screen and sure enough the main character is on the ground fighting the villain "their only characters it's fine" he sighs with a huff and crosses his arm

I look to the movie again and the main character defeats the villain, the protagonists friend walks up and grabs her hand, confessing her love, they share a kiss. I look over to Arthur who is baffled. His mouth hangs open a little bit

"b-but they are both girls." He looks up to me confused and I share the same look "and?" I say

He pause "but it's two girls, it's supposed to be a male and a female, not this" he motions to the screen. I roll my eyes "people really don't care about that anymore"

(a/n I don't really know what's the situation on homophobia in Britain or in Europe for that matter, I live in a America so I'm just going off of what goes on here)

"but that's wrong" he turns his whole body as he speaks "it's really not, people love who they live Arthur" he looks at the screen then me

"what is it called?" he whispers for whatever reason, i think he still wants to hide from his father's wrath

"it's called homosexuality, when to woman love each other it's more specifically called lesbian and when it's two men it's called gay" I turn my body to face him as well

"this world is ...so ... different" falls against the couch

"are you angry?" The dramatic music from the end credits start as I say that

"a little... I don't know what to expect anymore" he runs a hand over his face and let's out a small scream. I rub my hand up and down his side

"would you be angry if I..." I pause

"if you what?! Speak Merlin"he yells impatiently

"if I kissed you?" He stops and grabs my hand, he sits up and we just stare at each other.

"I-" before he says anything else I push my lips to his and he seems to freeze, I pull away and he's stuck

"i-i-"he mutters

"I'm so sorry, I should've let you speak" my hands cover my face, I want to curl up and die.

Suddenly I feel his hands peeling my hands away from my face

"that wasn't... terrible" he looks at me holding my hands and we don't say anything for a while, he starts to slowly lift my hands to my face and places a small kiss to them. I let my hands free and caress his cheek as he does mine and we start to lean closer

And closer...

And finally and lips collide again. It's more passionate and sweet. I let my hands fall to his waist. His arms wrapped around my neck. We pull away from each other and our foreheads lean against each other.

"i-i love you" he says sounding almost unsure

"I love you too" I smile and we both chuckle a little

He hugs me, which doesn't feel right so I lean back my head to kiss him again

I don't want to ever let go

Tonight he won't sleep on the couch, he slept right next to each other, we held each all through the night. I couldn't even fall asleep

I didn't want this moment to end, I didn't even realize the sun coming up

"are you still awake?" he whispers

"yeah I couldn't fall asleep" I whisper back

"me either" he whispers again

I peck his lips for what feels like the thousandths time

I don't think I'll ever get tired of this...

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So that's the end! Tell me your thoughts and give me some tips if you can

I dont really have a sign off so just bye for now!

[sleepybitchsyndrome]

(ugh, i still hate this text editor...)

starting a new blog for "sleep journal"/fatigue thoughts.

went to sleep around 7-8pm because i couldn't stay up any longer. interrupted several times so idk when i actually fell asleep. woke up around 2am. couldn't go back to sleep, so went to bathroom, had a slice of pizza, got some water, tried to sit in kitchen for a while, went up to office around 3am. again running into issue of "there isn't anywhere comfortable for me to sit outside of my bed. living room is occupied, & other sib doesn't like it when i'm in the office while she's trying to sleep." went up to office anyway, & have been up here til now (7:01am).

tried to make some jewelry, but got too tired. not sleepy tired, just body feels blah, can't really focus, back hurts & i don't wanna do anything.

sitting somewhere outside of my bed makes me tired faster��� which sounds like it would be a good thing for insomnia, but in reality has always meant i'm too tired & in too much pain to work on what i need to, & it's frustrating.

not sure what to do now, if trying to stay out of bed aside from sleep. i could try to sleep, but if i can't, i'll wake ppl up trying to find a comfortable place to be.

kind of wanna go to wawa & grab some coffee & a pretzel. because why not. but again, back hurts, would make noise, & i need to be functional & not smelling like coffee by 12:30 for alcohol study... also money. comfort problems could be fixed by money, which i do not have.

[chrisbangs]

😞 i'm gonna gif later after a nap

[moririki]

↷ 📦 ↶ MORI'S 100 FOLLOWERS EVENT!

heya!!! so recently i've hit the milestone of 100 followers, and i'd just like to say thank you so much! i'm so honoured that i've reached this so quick and i'm glad that you guys like the stuff i write :))

so uh. i have decided to celebrate it! with a prompt list. hopefully this doesn't flop (if it does let's just pretend i never posted this lmao) and yeah that's about it. there's a few rules n stuff, but other than that happy requesting! and once again, thank you guys so much i love you all <33333

UPDATE: tHank you so much to the ppl who requested!!! i had so much fun with this event and i'll be sure to do more in the future!

(THIS EVENT IS NOW CLOSED)

⊱┊RULES!

i. i intend to have a deadline for the event (though nothing's set in stone) so try to send a request before july 23rd if you want to participate in the event! please note that this prompt list can still be used after the event finishes, though requests will not be prioritised

ii. unfortunately, current series (kiss list) and outstanding requests will have to be put on hold, as the event will take priority

iii. the regular rules for the content that i write still apply to this event, and i will only write for characters that are found on my masterlist however, my understanding of the characters that i write for are of varying levels so i can't guarantee that everything i write will be of the same quality

iv. regular requests are still open while the event takes place if you want to stick to a more traditional format however, these will not be prioritised by me and will most likely not be written until i finish the requests from this event

v. you can request as many times as you want with as many characters as you want drabbles & preferences are welcome! please keep this character x reader, though

vi. if you want your request to be a specific genre (smut, angst, fluff etc) please make that clear when you request

vii. nsfw content is permitted in this event, so take care if you do not wish to see it and let me know in your request if you are against it being used as a smut prompt all nsfw content will be tagged as such, and will have a read more tag

viii. when making a requests, just send me a number and a character then i will do my thing >:) to make things easier for me please do fill out these criteria, and any other details that you may want included

⊱┊PROMPTS!

"i won't let you do this alone"

"let me bandage you up"

"come here, i'll carry you"

"is something wrong?"

"stay with me"

"hold me. please"

"you're the first person i think about when i wake up"

"i would go anywhere with you"

"no one has ever made me feel like this"

"i missed you... a lot"

"come back soon"

"i'll never forget you"

"you're overworking yourself... please take a break"

"i didn't make you uncomfortable, did i?"

"what happened to you?!"

"i'm sorry"

"i love waking up next to you"

"we can look out for each other"

"you don't have to pay me back"

"can i give you a hug? you look upset"

"i'm yours"

"how much did you drink?"

"i asked if you were having a party. i didn't tell you to have a party"

"this is the opposite of what i told you to do"

"how did you get in here?"

"you owe me a kiss"

"that's not even fair"

"why don't you take a picture? it'll last longer"

"detention? again?"

"why don't you just go?"

"it doesn't matter any more"

"don't lie to me"

"why do you keep bringing it up?"

"maybe in another world"

"i can't do anything right"

"nobody's seen you in days"

"why are you awake?"

"i told you not to fall in love with me"

"is there a reason you're blushing like that?"

"i think you might be my soulmate"

"sleep over? please?"

"are we on a date right now?"

"quit touching me, your feet are cold!"

"could you please.... oh, i don't know, maybe put a shirt on?"

"aren't we supposed to be working?"

"i'm telling you, i'm haunted"

"what do you mean they're my new partner? they tried to kill me last week!"

"i could punch you right now"

"i'll feel much better if you let me walk you home"

"apparently, all of our friends have a bet going that we'll end up together"

"i don't know how to exist in a world without you"

"i don't know who you are any more"

"we're not just friends and you fucking know it!"

"seeing you between my legs is so hot"

"the noises you make are incredible"

"bite your lips once more, i dare you"

"god i love your hands" "let's put them to good use, then"

"i know you can be louder than that"

"never trust a man whose smile steals the breath from your lungs"

"sorry, is that supposed to impress me?"

⊱┊THIS EVENT'S WORKS!

pushing the limits - tsukishima kei

a bloodstained confession - rengoku kyojuro

a moment of vulnerability - miyuki kazuya

beautiful boy - kawakami norifumi

more than you'd bargain for - denji

a devil, then a man - denji

a giver - denji

beyond words - inumaki toge

finish what you started - miyuki kazuya

observant, as always - miyuki kazuya

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