#and i am dying inside
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nothing hurts more than hyperfixating on a really niche piece of media from your own country that not even people from said country have heard of and therefore not being able to talk to anyone about it
#i have so much#repressed information#no one wants to talk to me about 'i am from austria'#and i am dying inside#hyperfixation#im hyperfixating again#autism#adhd#neurodivergent#i am from austria
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theres something so sick & twisted abt being in your late teens and still not experiencing any ounce romantic/sexual relationships
#i still havent kissed anyone#and i am dying inside#a smooch from a woman would heal me i think#lesbian
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i have such embarrassment about sharing my love of star wars with my loved ones because this series is not like. Good. but i am deeply and abidingly obsessed with it ya feel
#i’m trying to figure out how to get someone who has never watched a star war#to watch them with me#and i am dying inside
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Blood
#tw blo0d#tw blood#cw blood#bloody heart#tw violent imagery#tw murder#violent love#our violent ends#tw violent thoughts#darkness#i am slowly going insane#i am insane#im going insane#dying inside#666 satan#666#aesthetic#gothic#dark aesthetic#alternative#dark art#ave satanas#the devil in me#hail satan 666#satan loves you#crazy girl#going crazy#666 aesthetic#alt goth#evil women
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okay but... yeah Tommy is out and proud and confident and all that, but also... he is taking a chance on this person who is basically still sitting in the closet and is still in the process of wrapping his head around the idea of liking men in the first place and he just... sits there, patient and kind, clearly not expecting anything more than what he's already getting and is just there for support.
idk man, I just wish all queer people had someone like that as a first experience.
#tommy kinard the man that you are#i am swooning and dying on the inside a little#tommy kinard#bucktommy#911#911 abc#911 s7#ramblings
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Everything Is On Fire And We Are Dying*
#*it’s 39 degrees celsius inside my apartment and i am in fact actually dying#drawing#digital art#fire#entities#creatures#illustration#artists on tumblr#my art
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more scared of getting old than dying young
#venting#actually mentally ill#i hate it here#die#mentally fucked#i am scared#im dying#dying inside#dying young#feelings#alone with my thoughts#too fucking much#deppresing thoughts#kinda depressing#tw depressing thoughts#depressing shit
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Finally I can post the comic for Adventurer!Zenos that has taken hold of my brain for the past week.
AKA a man who is currently running off the fumes of the literal souls of the damned being very desperate to be out of the void he was stuck in (and for the first time actually being able to just enjoy something mundane), only to get absolutely overwhelmed but all the stimuli he had just... ignored until now.
#ffxiv#concept#sketch#comic#zenos yae galvus#adventurer!zenos#meteor survivor#I will admit I find a lot of enjoyment writing antagonists that show a capacity for change#its a part of the reason psaro and hendrick are some of my favorite dragon quest characters LOL#the fact alisaie lives in this man's head rent free pushed me to do this#so i wanted to do a bit of a character study exercise trying to work on this man's motivations#I am so sorry I have so much brainrot about this man#if any of you saw Tsukiko standing outside the forum for like 6+ hours over several days#it was because I was dying inside trying to draw the overlook of the ocean and the statue of thaliak#perfectionism kicks my ass when it comes to backgrounds lmfao
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Let's get lost in the forest, melt into the mud and never been seen again~
#raver girls#underground rave#scemo#rave scene#emo scene#scene hair#scene#scene kid#alternative#2000s emo#emo girl#emo#gothic#trees#forest#lets get lost#d3pression#d3ath#dying inside#blue hair#tattoos#cocaiinedays#cokegirls#coke lines#ketamene#kandi bracelet#kandi#i want to be pretty#am i pretty?#pretty
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him realising her tears stained his fingers when the fight ends by the way.
#immult speaking tag#liliana & ludinus#i am slowly dying inside.#fatestitchers tag#cr spoilers#critical role spoilers#c3e117#liliana temult#ludinus da'leth#critical role#abuse
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sometimes, i have a thought, and then i think "oh my god. i can't write that." and that's almost always a sign that i should write that
#this time though?#oh my god i'm dying a little inside but it's fine#it's ok#i am going to let my character say those words in that order it's fine
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currently watching emma's vlog (12 minutes in)
she mentions how danya said that soda's letter is a battle of the brothers: your blood family (soda and darry) versus your chosen family (dally and johnny)
i'm going to throw up and will need 2-5 business days to process this
#oh how i am tweaking!#what do you meaaaaan#his chosen family being the one there with him#and his blood family being so far but desperate for him to come home#the staging is despicable too#soda singing at pony as if he's there#but johnny and dally are the only ones physically there with him#and then darry comes on stage too#because despite his tough exterior he's dying inside#he just wants his baby brother to come home#this house aint a home#dont even get me started on the scenes before this#darry and dally fighting#yeah we greasers are just one big happy family aint it#oh im gonna be sick!#and there's also throwing in the towel#and then deaths at my door comes before all this too#and it's johnny and pony singing about their love for each other#because they've chosen each other as family#whether that's brothers or a qpr#qpr pbj#the outsiders musical#the outsiders#dallas winston#darry curtis#sodapop curtis#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#emma pittman#danya taymor
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After thinking about this comic again I decided I might as well have fun with a whole Frankenstein AU about the most divorced men in Yharnam.
The core idea is that Vicar Laurence died before fully turning into a beast and a funeral was held. Micolash thereafter robbed his grave and attempted to resurrect him. It worked, but he might regret it severely.
#bloodborne#micolash host of the nightmare#laurence the first vicar#micolaurence#frankenstein#my art#my comics#my tablet miraculously decided to work again so. quick comic be upon ye#i hope it's a good omen for tomorrow's interview (i am dying inside)
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Honestly, I don't know what to think now
I know I'm not the best to be around
Wanna die, put me in a coffin
Pop 20 pills, hope nobody stops it
When I die don't act like it's shocking
Gave you all the signs now I'm done talking
#alone#empty and broken#sad girl#sadness#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#i wanna die#i am unwell#trans women are women#trans women#trans woman#I’m losing this battle#I don’t know how much longer I can last#I can’t see the point anymore#sadboyProlific#dying inside#SoundCloud
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Did ya miss me?
#back from the dead#back from the grave#aesthetic#gothic#666#alternative#dark aesthetic#dark art#the devil in me#ave satanas#666 satan#darkness#dark romance#dark magic#dark urge#gravestone#graveyard#gravestones#horror#cw blood#vampire#zombie#monster#monsters#tw blood#i am slowly going insane#dying inside#dark humor#dark fantasy#evil girl
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I think the very worst thing about being this sick and in being this much pain is just the bone deep exhaustion I feel
I want to connect with the world and it's like trying to touch the sky when you're lying at the bottom of a well. I can reach my arm all the way up as long as it will go and I can't touch anything I'm too far down and I can barely even see it from where I am and there's no way I can reach it at all
#and I'm so tired I'm so so tired I can barely feel the anger and the terror I'm so angry and I'm so scared and I'm so tired of being#like this#I want it to be a different way I want to be a whole person#and I don't even have the wherewithal to feel that I can feel it but I can't feel it all the way because I can't feel anything#I can't feel anything all the way there's something wrong with me there's something inside me that's just wrong#sick#i feel like maybe i am dying.
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