#and her faking she was trans
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im so glad that we never get a clear picture of sophie’s background in leverage & i hope we never do. however i also really like making up various, often conflicting backstories for her in my head. perhaps they’re all backstories for an alias of hers, ones she laid to rest back in season two.
#leverageposting#leverage#sophie devereaux#particularly that one of or both her parents had to move around a lot for work & so she would change herself to fit in at every new school#or new town etc etc. and that whatever original identity she had was dropped due to some kind of really awful event and her bio family think#she’s dead. eg she got into some kind of extreme legal trouble for the first time & she faked her death & everyone she knew as a kid thinks#she’s dead too. like. astrid wasn’t the first person she left to miss/mourn her.#but also that she was a teen runaway at like age ~16 and pretended to be an adult (like. 18/19) cause theres not much you can do by yourself#as a minor like booking flights or renting an apartment. and so began her first proper alias. and she was a pickpocket until she could fund#her life fully through grifting & cons.#or alternatively her parents died when she was a teen & she was old enough to become an emancipated minor (everyone in lev is an orphan)#and she kind of just fell into crime from there bc she had no one#or perhaps she got married at 17 and realised how fucked it all was and stashed money until she could run away & leave it all behind. that’s#bc of a single vague sentence on john rogers’ blog saying she was married at 17 and in context it was quite possibly a joke or random#hypothetical example but i was like what if???? What If???????#i also like the hc that she’s trans which i’ve seen a few times#in some versions in my mind her parents were okay and in some versions they were awful and in some versions it was so complicated.#i think tara has heard one story and parker or hardison have heard another and nate has never heard any story. he’s never asked.#she is here now and that’s all that needs knowing. and sophie devereaux is her real name in any way it matters.#eliot has also never asked and she asked if he was curious once and he just asked if she was curious about What He Did and that was answer#enough for the both of them. just a mutual agreement not to ask and it actually solidified their bond.#i think she struggled for a long time about whether to tell her new family The Real Story but in much the same way we never hear her birth#name bc it’s not Her anymore… she never gives The Real Story. bc it no longer defines who she is. she’s so much more than whatever happened.#lvg
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Y’all ever heard of Noisette Pizza Tower from Pizza Tower ?
#pizza tower#noisette#the noise#fake peppino#give her tips !!#add her shop back in the game#dark's arts#she’s doing her best#trans rights
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fucking thank you for mentioning that black and brown and indigenous bloggers (esp trans women) on this website have been nuked since 2016 and nobody gave a shit. this website has been racist and transmisogynistic for years and 99% of the ""community"" on here didn't give a fuck until now.
an indigenous child is dead. transfem bloggers are harassed. nobody cares about that. the white trans community on this site cares about funny jokes and infighting instead of protecting us. avery deserves better. nex deserved better. children are being murdered and people have decided to strip every ounce of racial and transmisogynistic intent from the current wave of violence in favor of jokes.
when do we get to be a part of our own communities? when do we get the support and protection and righteous anger from other trans people? im so fucking tired.
honestly? ive been talking about this stuff for years, and the only reason it got attention is because of what happened to rita being so public, those posts never got the attention they should've and that doesnt surprise me in the slightest.
we arent a part of this "community", we wouldnt be trampled on and forgotten if we were actually important. and whenever we make our own spaces they take that over too. it doesnt matter what happens to us in the process. i hate the performative bullshit i hate the jokes i hate the ignorance i hate that theres nothing left for us.
the only times we're fucking noticed is when somebody murders us and EVEN THEN thats giving too much credit. white people get to joke about this shit while we have to live every day accepting that we'll be left behind. with no way of finding others like us to even feel just a smidgen of comfort. you look at the tag for black trans women before this photomatt bs and theres nothing but our murders. you cant even find shit about all the poc getting banned from this site because nobody cared to document anything let alone Help us.
im really fucking tired of seeing the 'support black trans women!' posts around here. you dont support us when we look you in the eye and Beg. when i got kicked out last year and made a post about it NOBODY batted an eye until rita and afew other popular white transfems reblogged it. and im the lucky one. people would rather be upset at the hammer car than us dying in the streets. i dont even know how to type this all out, just thinking about this makes me furious. i spent the early years of my transition hearing nothing but black trans girls getting murdered in their cars for $100. thats how worth our lives are in this "community". we cant even get that much in donations.
im tired too hun, im really fucking tired
#transgender#predstrogen#transmisogyny#transmisogynoir#trans#i feel like im gonna fucking puke lol i hate how fake you people are#for the people that actually care. that story about a black trans woman being murdered in her car is Real.#she was 17yrs old. i saw that story when i was 16. ive seen more like it before that and since#i cant even find her name because trying to look it up only pulls up more murders. one 2hrs away from me too! awesome!
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[ my favorite headcanons I have are that killer is the most fem presenting of the murder time trio despite being agender/nonbinary (I haven’t decided yet), and that dust is trans fem but still looks masc, and horror is a trans man ]
[ it just makes be so happy oh my stars:3 ]
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my favorite headcanons I have are that killer is the most fem presenting of the murder time trio despite being agender/nonbinary (I haven’t decided yet), and that dust is trans fem but still looks masc, and horror is a trans man
it just makes be so happy oh my stars:3
#wish rambles#headcanons#horror sans#dust sans#killer sans#idk why but I’ve never been big on trans fem dust being super fem presenting#she’d wear a skirt and maybe some fake lashes if she’s feeling like it#but most of the time she doesn’t appear to be trans fem#which I absolutely adore her for<333#slay you absolute queen
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nothing like watching a show, thinking it's so cool but not really understanding why, then rewatching it years later and finding it even cooler because you understand why it's amazing now
#brand new animals#BNA#this show might be the transest not-actually-trans thing I ever watched#What do you mean the mc goes from happy normal girl to shut-in terrified to go out because she'll be hunted for sports#finds out way later how to fake being normal again but compare it to being in high heel all the time (point often used by trans peeps)#find out new things about her body she couldn't even imagine before having this new form#literally becoming able to fly#then telling an evil medicalist conglomerate that people should be able to choose what they do with their own body#before punching him in the face#absolutely amazing show
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Trying not to be annoyed by twitter discourse right now
#basically an indigenous trans woman chose the name saeko and it caused a site wide dogpile onto her#amd discourse about white trans people choosing japanese names because people assumed she was white#like idk what to tell you but there are plenty of white cis ppl who have japanese names#because their parents are real into anime or something#there's no need to act like this is a trans thing in particular#feels espec fake when twitter was celebrating kurt cobain's daughter and tony hawk's son having a kid called ronin#just two weeks ago#anyway#yapping#📨
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Me when I'm about to play Mama by MCR on repeat for an hour and cry
#that momebt when#that momebt when the trans panic#she hates me#she hates me so much#ahe wouldn't care if I died.#she would sacrifice my soul for five mins with Constantine wnd Jericho#she hates me so fucking much#YOU SHOULD'VE RAISED A BABY GIRL I SHOULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SON#IF YIU CODDLE THE INFECTION THEY CAN AMPUTATE AT ONCE#I SHOULD'VE BEEN#I COULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SOM#she doesn't consider me her son unfortunately#mcr#mama mcr#WHEN YOU GO DON'T RETURN TO ME MY LOVE#im gonna stab something#HAVOC AYE MY FUCKING RAT#I HAVE ONE LESS RAT#AND MY OTHER RST DOESN'T WANT TO BE LONLEY#FUCK YOU CALLUM#if you're wondering I will continue to go insane due to the lack of Master Joseph#need my fake father figure back fuck you Aaron#WE'RE DAMNED AFTER ALL#THROUGH FORTUNE AND FLAME WE FALL AND IF YOU CAN STAY THEN I'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY TO RETURN FROM THE ASHES WE FALL#WE ALL CARRU ON THOUGH OUR BROTHERS IN ARMS ARE GONE#SO RAISE YOUR GLASS HIGH#FOR TOMORROW WE DIE AND RETURN FROM THE ASHES YOU CALL#alex strike rp
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I started yapping but it turned into a vent - here's the short(er) version
just saw another genderfluid tiktok that really resonated, about how you'll constantly think you're faking it, thinking 'oh im just cis' 'oh im just binary trans' ... and the fear of other people thinking I'm cis and invalidating my gender is really big for me, so much so that like,, I am a girl right now, but I don't feel like that's allowed as a trans identifying person (because its my agab), and it's lowkey giving me gender dysphoria. But then I'm like wait gender dysphoria?? About my agab?? that doesn't sound like a thing. It's so confusing
#genderfluid#nonbinary#gender dysphoria#trans feelings#im a girl but like if u use she her i might cry#dont want ppl to think im cis but dont want to be misgendered either#am i just a faking attention seeker#wow i really dislike my own mind#not enjoying this#vent#oof#im a girl but in a cartoon character kinda way not a human being kinda way#like im a girl but also no#i dont want you to assume im a girl but you'd be correct on this occasion basically#im just venting in the tags now oops
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i want my friend's ex to die so bad holy shit ive never wanted anyone dead this badly in my life
#abuse tw#picture the most manipulative person you can imagine and then multiply it times 100#this girl has admitted to faking autism for attention WHILE being ableist and awful to my friend who is autistic#AND faked being trans for attention briefly WHILE being so transphobic to my friend that they actually went back in the closet#like changed their pronouns in bio from all pronouns back to she/her bc the ex was so disgusted to be dating a trans person#i need her to get run over by a truck YESTERDAY#oh yeah and she also hit my friend. while they were dating#AND tried to cheat on them and then would tell him about it#and would threaten suicide every time she didnt get her way even after they were broken up#my friend would literally be like please stop contacting me. and she would keep on pulling that shit and saying my friend made her suicidal#currently helping them research harassment prevention orders
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I’m so sorry..
SORRY FOR BEING FUCKING RIGHT ALL THE TIME LETS GO
#think it’s about time I shared my headcanons#phineas is aro cmon#queerplatonic phinabella til the day I die#non binary Ferb because Ferb#he’s Ferb that’s it#trans baljeet came to me in a dream but it makes sense I think#candace Flynn IS transfem for MANY reasons actually#her and Jeremy are t4t relationship#I also think Stacy is a genderfluid lesbian because it also came to me in a dream#her and Jenny are dating#she also had a crush on Vanessa at some point#BI VANESSA BI VANESSA BI VANESSA#also trans doof because cmon we all see it#ace perry is canon#for fireside girls I just guessed because we don’t really get to see them as individuals a lot#though I think Gretchen and Buford are wlw mlm solidarity and definitely fake dated in high school to hide each others gayness#phineas and ferb#headcanons
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JK Rowling go fuck yourself and crawl back under your rock
#STOP WATCHING HER SHIT. STOP SUPPORTING HER SHIT. SHE JUST DROPPED 70K TOWARDS FWS#COME ON. YOU CAN DROP THE WIZARD BOOKS. YOU CAN. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.#i hate this shit. yes this is an emotional response. but im fucking TIRED of seeing the little bit of trans acceptance and rights that we h#that we have. be slowly eroded. by people like rowling who use bullshit rhetoric and fake data to demonise trans folk ESPECIALLY TRANSWOMEN
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something very t4t happened to me
#i am ace. but.#she asked whether i wanted to make out and i figured why not#also got fake murdered in her burlesque show the night after/tonight#to living dead girl so that was fun#oh also i met one of her partners and he had a little like. face paint stamp thing#with the colors arranged in the trans flag and now i have the trans flag on my cheek#also saw several rats on the way back lmao#i didn't want to attempt to take the m train because the one marked correctly#still looked like it was going in the wrong direction. so i just walked.#good way to see rats as it turns out. if your into that kind of thing.#personally i feel like if i'm going to visit nyc i might as well. two of them were fighting#very few of the animals here give a single fuck if you get close to them though so that is slightly disconcerting#the squirrels constantly look like they want to launch themselves in my general direction#mypost
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#big gender rant ahead i just need to write down my thoughts#personal#so i think im a he/him trans lesbian??#i think ive been denying my feminine side for a long time now but middle school me was right. well. half right#idk why id built up some weird barrier in my mind about being trans and being a lesbian#but now im like more sure than ever#i still dont know if i could call myself a woman. and i thought i was so adamant about not using she/her again but it honestly?#doesn't bother me that much anymore. its not my preference but its not as soul crushing as it used to be#i have these weird subliminal gender rules for myself that ive been beating myself down with even though i#understand that theyre fake and dont hold anyone else to them. so why have a double standard? cant i have a fun gender?#ever since high school its been an uphill battle just letting myself live freely and having self confidence#i just turned 24. i dont have to be beholden to stupid hormonal teenage self loathing anymore#the world is a beautiful place and gender is just made up anyway. so why cant i be trans and butch? who cares??#i think i worded it well in my last personal post. ive been living a gender of convenience#but fuck that! i want the gender that makes sense to me! that makes me happy! its my life and i should live it how i want to!#...i still have some regrets about my top surgery. i wish i wasnt so weirdly flat chested now.#but hopefully the fat will redistribute eventually and itll look more natural as the years go on..#but i definitely dont regret going on T. i love my deep voice and my body hair#anyway if you've read this far thanks for listening to my mad ramblings#and dont forget you can have a fun gender too!
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I wonder how many white people are pretending to be black pro-Trump supporters on twitter?
I saw quite a couple of losers doing that in 2019-2020 and it was so lame. It was as lame as the "Latina muslim" I argued with that turned out to be some 56 year old catholic woman of German descent. (Having friends with certain careers really helped expose these sad fucks)
Imagine being so fucking unpopular you have to make accounts to pretend being the minorities you hate.
Didn't win you the election then, and it won't win you the election now. Fucking losers.
#politics#us politics#pendejos#then there were the fake trans women accounts which were just dudes trying to act like trans people loved trump 🤣#like he kept midgendering himself and went off when i said she/her for him and that's when i knew#like i was trying to be nice and respect his pronouns in bio and he just went off admitting he wasnt trans#twitter was batshit crazy during elections
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Having Nonbinary Sapphic Tuvok Brainrot Lately…
You're the realest motherfucker on planet Earth and I hope you know that.
Here's a bunch of bullshit I doodled on the topic of Nonbinary Sapphic Tuvok !!!! And I HOPE you will share YOUR personal brainrot with the class (my ask box, the masses, a text post....whatever gets the word out.) If you've been paying attention you KNOW I love a 'Tuvok discovers he's trans while in the delta quadrant' story Guy who likes girls and has always liked girls...but....not in the same way OTHER guys seem to like girls... Tuvok who never quite fit in with 'other' men even Vulcan men...always preferred spending time with women and girls but never felt precisely LIKE a woman or OVERLY uncomfortable with being identified as a man and Vulcan society doesn't seem like it would be heavily gendered so he never really questioned it seriously. Tuvok who found comfort in titles like Husband and Father...those fit, those are good. Then in the delta quadrant he isn't able to be a husband or a father any more and is just some guy surrounded by humans...hmmmmmm....
Still doesn't really seriously think it's worth questioning or exploring his gender identity (partially out of a desire to return home as he left...what will his wife and children think? He's experienced a LOT of sudden change in regards to his personal identity and life, he doesn't really want to undergo more.) until Seven of Nine comes along and also begins to go through a "Questioning Her Gender" arc. Tuvok thinks about it on his own time for a long time and then finally goes to Janeway for support and assistance and together they spend like SEVERAL months just the two of them seeing what this whole gender thing's about. Tuvok slowly exploring expressing himself in a more feminine manner because he's spent his whole life adhering rigidly to one sort of Look. Unexpectedly struggles with anxiety about this. Neelix: Don't be nervous Ms. Vulcan! Tuvok: [nervous] I am not nervous. Tuvok and Seven BOTH exploring masculinity/femininity and their own nonbinary gender identities...late night slumber par- experimentation. Painting each others nails is...very scientific. It's important. Talking with Janeway was good because she's his friend but talking with Seven, another person actively questioning their gender is....well, it's something else.
#Tom: Tuvok?#Tuvok: [towering over him in Seven's heels] Yes Mr. Paris?#Tom: I'm gonna kill you.#anon I hope you know I was in the middle of a completely different drawing and IMMEDIATELY stopped it to answer this#some people wait literally weeks for me to re ply to their things but sapphic nonbinary tuvok??? he gets top billing#Tuvok is SO gender he's EVERY gender and Ilove him for it#Tuvok is a trans man a trans woman nonbinary genderfluid a secret thing etc etc etc infinitely#T'Pel finally sees Tuvok again says 'you've changed' and he stiffens and goes 'yes...'#then she extends her hand out towards him and they kiss. 'yet this remains the same' she says/assures him#st voyager#Q&A#trans Tuvok#your commanding officer shows up out of nowhere one day with a beautiful bust and no comment on said bust wdyd#love thinking about nonbinary tuvok...not only nonbinary but also an alien who doesn't have the same concepts/ingrained markers of gender#Also sorry let's make this about something SO specific to me for a second but one of my personal little fantasies is#trans femme Tuvok/Neelix and man...I don't...even know if I can really explain it#something about Neelix makes me think he'd be like 'That's no way to speak around a lady!!' (scolding The Boyztm) and Tuvok would sigh#or whatever but internally she'd be charmed....she be faking like she don't have a crush but she does....she likeshiiim....#SORRY. AS IF IT'S MY FAULT?????#anyway....I hope this was.........any thing. I hope this was literally ANYTHING.#anon#bee doodles#oh another is trans femme Tuvok x Janeway but that's mostly onesided angst on Janeway's part (delicious)
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i very dislike when people go ‘no misgendering this one is okay bc they did it for x reason!’ bc like idk. shes not here. affirming her gender isnt going to do anything except make ME more comfortable around you…
#like ‘oh but this ones ACTUALLY faking it’ not really important to me ngl#calling her she weather or not shes faking it doesnt do anything. theres no situation where faking being trans actually gets you privileges#unless youre going way further than any cis person faker. and those ‘privileges’ are like. being around more women sometimes#you know trans women are beaten and killed#‘faking it’ is an incredibly dangerous action. nobody would do that. idk#simons spouting
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