#and her faking she was trans
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im so glad that we never get a clear picture of sophie’s background in leverage & i hope we never do. however i also really like making up various, often conflicting backstories for her in my head. perhaps they’re all backstories for an alias of hers, ones she laid to rest back in season two.
#leverageposting#leverage#sophie devereaux#particularly that one of or both her parents had to move around a lot for work & so she would change herself to fit in at every new school#or new town etc etc. and that whatever original identity she had was dropped due to some kind of really awful event and her bio family think#she’s dead. eg she got into some kind of extreme legal trouble for the first time & she faked her death & everyone she knew as a kid thinks#she’s dead too. like. astrid wasn’t the first person she left to miss/mourn her.#but also that she was a teen runaway at like age ~16 and pretended to be an adult (like. 18/19) cause theres not much you can do by yourself#as a minor like booking flights or renting an apartment. and so began her first proper alias. and she was a pickpocket until she could fund#her life fully through grifting & cons.#or alternatively her parents died when she was a teen & she was old enough to become an emancipated minor (everyone in lev is an orphan)#and she kind of just fell into crime from there bc she had no one#or perhaps she got married at 17 and realised how fucked it all was and stashed money until she could run away & leave it all behind. that’s#bc of a single vague sentence on john rogers’ blog saying she was married at 17 and in context it was quite possibly a joke or random#hypothetical example but i was like what if???? What If???????#i also like the hc that she’s trans which i’ve seen a few times#in some versions in my mind her parents were okay and in some versions they were awful and in some versions it was so complicated.#i think tara has heard one story and parker or hardison have heard another and nate has never heard any story. he’s never asked.#she is here now and that’s all that needs knowing. and sophie devereaux is her real name in any way it matters.#eliot has also never asked and she asked if he was curious once and he just asked if she was curious about What He Did and that was answer#enough for the both of them. just a mutual agreement not to ask and it actually solidified their bond.#i think she struggled for a long time about whether to tell her new family The Real Story but in much the same way we never hear her birth#name bc it’s not Her anymore… she never gives The Real Story. bc it no longer defines who she is. she’s so much more than whatever happened.#lvg
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wanna come over and put a gun to my head? sorry, typo, i meant do you wanna come over and put a gun to my head? i mean a gun to my head? shit sorry idk what's wrong with my phone. i'm trying to ask if you wanna come over and put a gun to my head? i mean
#anyone remember that HTHR post about how gunplay causes the same feeling in the sub no matter what the gun looks like?#how the gun can be the cheapest most tacky plastic toy and you will still feel fucked up about it being pressed to your forehead?#because i remember. i remember#and in fact i think gunplay would be sexier to me if the gun was obviously fake. that could even be part of the scene#once my dom has coerced me into doing something by threatening me with the gun she can point out how the gun obviously wouldn't have hurt m#i must have just wanted to play along anyway. i must have wanted her to force herself on me. does this make any sense#thoughts inc#trans nsft#gun tw
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Y’all ever heard of Noisette Pizza Tower from Pizza Tower ?
#pizza tower#noisette#the noise#fake peppino#give her tips !!#add her shop back in the game#dark's arts#she’s doing her best#trans rights
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fucking thank you for mentioning that black and brown and indigenous bloggers (esp trans women) on this website have been nuked since 2016 and nobody gave a shit. this website has been racist and transmisogynistic for years and 99% of the ""community"" on here didn't give a fuck until now.
an indigenous child is dead. transfem bloggers are harassed. nobody cares about that. the white trans community on this site cares about funny jokes and infighting instead of protecting us. avery deserves better. nex deserved better. children are being murdered and people have decided to strip every ounce of racial and transmisogynistic intent from the current wave of violence in favor of jokes.
when do we get to be a part of our own communities? when do we get the support and protection and righteous anger from other trans people? im so fucking tired.
honestly? ive been talking about this stuff for years, and the only reason it got attention is because of what happened to rita being so public, those posts never got the attention they should've and that doesnt surprise me in the slightest.
we arent a part of this "community", we wouldnt be trampled on and forgotten if we were actually important. and whenever we make our own spaces they take that over too. it doesnt matter what happens to us in the process. i hate the performative bullshit i hate the jokes i hate the ignorance i hate that theres nothing left for us.
the only times we're fucking noticed is when somebody murders us and EVEN THEN thats giving too much credit. white people get to joke about this shit while we have to live every day accepting that we'll be left behind. with no way of finding others like us to even feel just a smidgen of comfort. you look at the tag for black trans women before this photomatt bs and theres nothing but our murders. you cant even find shit about all the poc getting banned from this site because nobody cared to document anything let alone Help us.
im really fucking tired of seeing the 'support black trans women!' posts around here. you dont support us when we look you in the eye and Beg. when i got kicked out last year and made a post about it NOBODY batted an eye until rita and afew other popular white transfems reblogged it. and im the lucky one. people would rather be upset at the hammer car than us dying in the streets. i dont even know how to type this all out, just thinking about this makes me furious. i spent the early years of my transition hearing nothing but black trans girls getting murdered in their cars for $100. thats how worth our lives are in this "community". we cant even get that much in donations.
im tired too hun, im really fucking tired
#transgender#predstrogen#transmisogyny#transmisogynoir#trans#i feel like im gonna fucking puke lol i hate how fake you people are#for the people that actually care. that story about a black trans woman being murdered in her car is Real.#she was 17yrs old. i saw that story when i was 16. ive seen more like it before that and since#i cant even find her name because trying to look it up only pulls up more murders. one 2hrs away from me too! awesome!
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[ my favorite headcanons I have are that killer is the most fem presenting of the murder time trio despite being agender/nonbinary (I haven’t decided yet), and that dust is trans fem but still looks masc, and horror is a trans man ]
[ it just makes be so happy oh my stars:3 ]
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my favorite headcanons I have are that killer is the most fem presenting of the murder time trio despite being agender/nonbinary (I haven’t decided yet), and that dust is trans fem but still looks masc, and horror is a trans man
it just makes be so happy oh my stars:3
#wish rambles#headcanons#horror sans#dust sans#killer sans#idk why but I’ve never been big on trans fem dust being super fem presenting#she’d wear a skirt and maybe some fake lashes if she’s feeling like it#but most of the time she doesn’t appear to be trans fem#which I absolutely adore her for<333#slay you absolute queen
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nothing like watching a show, thinking it's so cool but not really understanding why, then rewatching it years later and finding it even cooler because you understand why it's amazing now
#brand new animals#BNA#this show might be the transest not-actually-trans thing I ever watched#What do you mean the mc goes from happy normal girl to shut-in terrified to go out because she'll be hunted for sports#finds out way later how to fake being normal again but compare it to being in high heel all the time (point often used by trans peeps)#find out new things about her body she couldn't even imagine before having this new form#literally becoming able to fly#then telling an evil medicalist conglomerate that people should be able to choose what they do with their own body#before punching him in the face#absolutely amazing show
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new grumpsona, Journy Wolobitez [journey wall-o-bite-z]
he has the anklet because the blue on it was originally gonna be his nose color but i thought the dark blue/gray fit better lol. but for LORE reasons it's because Filbo and him were friends as kids before he moved to the city and transitioned and he gave it to him before he moved (and Filbo doesn't recognize Journy because of his transition + different appearance)
anyway yeah he ends up dating Filbo + Cromdo and becoming besties with Wambus, Triffany, Snorpy, Chandlo, and Beffica (kinda like a platonic auspistice for her and Cromdo), also sorta neutral/leaning towards friends with Floofty, Wiggle, Gramble and Shelda
he has a pet Bunger, Strabby, Bombino, and Instabug (Bubby, Starry, Bridget, and illy) and he is protective father #1 [and was given a Strabby hat from Gramble like his own]
#random ramblings#bugsnax#filbo fiddlepie#(mentioned)#bugsnax oc#grumpus oc#grumpsona#bugsnax grumpus#i didn't capitalize illy's name because the capital I and lowercase l look too similar for me personally#also he had a crush on clumby before he published his paper on grumpfoot#but afterwards he was a little more scared of her because he didn't wanna cover a fake story again#he never did find out she was a snakolyte but if he did he would've been interested in it simply because “ooo interesting!”#also yes he's trans aegosexual demiromantic and autistic like me obviously#yippee
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Trying not to be annoyed by twitter discourse right now
#basically an indigenous trans woman chose the name saeko and it caused a site wide dogpile onto her#amd discourse about white trans people choosing japanese names because people assumed she was white#like idk what to tell you but there are plenty of white cis ppl who have japanese names#because their parents are real into anime or something#there's no need to act like this is a trans thing in particular#feels espec fake when twitter was celebrating kurt cobain's daughter and tony hawk's son having a kid called ronin#just two weeks ago#anyway#yapping#📨
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Me when I'm about to play Mama by MCR on repeat for an hour and cry
#that momebt when#that momebt when the trans panic#she hates me#she hates me so much#ahe wouldn't care if I died.#she would sacrifice my soul for five mins with Constantine wnd Jericho#she hates me so fucking much#YOU SHOULD'VE RAISED A BABY GIRL I SHOULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SON#IF YIU CODDLE THE INFECTION THEY CAN AMPUTATE AT ONCE#I SHOULD'VE BEEN#I COULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SOM#she doesn't consider me her son unfortunately#mcr#mama mcr#WHEN YOU GO DON'T RETURN TO ME MY LOVE#im gonna stab something#HAVOC AYE MY FUCKING RAT#I HAVE ONE LESS RAT#AND MY OTHER RST DOESN'T WANT TO BE LONLEY#FUCK YOU CALLUM#if you're wondering I will continue to go insane due to the lack of Master Joseph#need my fake father figure back fuck you Aaron#WE'RE DAMNED AFTER ALL#THROUGH FORTUNE AND FLAME WE FALL AND IF YOU CAN STAY THEN I'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY TO RETURN FROM THE ASHES WE FALL#WE ALL CARRU ON THOUGH OUR BROTHERS IN ARMS ARE GONE#SO RAISE YOUR GLASS HIGH#FOR TOMORROW WE DIE AND RETURN FROM THE ASHES YOU CALL#alex strike rp
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I started yapping but it turned into a vent - here's the short(er) version
just saw another genderfluid tiktok that really resonated, about how you'll constantly think you're faking it, thinking 'oh im just cis' 'oh im just binary trans' ... and the fear of other people thinking I'm cis and invalidating my gender is really big for me, so much so that like,, I am a girl right now, but I don't feel like that's allowed as a trans identifying person (because its my agab), and it's lowkey giving me gender dysphoria. But then I'm like wait gender dysphoria?? About my agab?? that doesn't sound like a thing. It's so confusing
#genderfluid#nonbinary#gender dysphoria#trans feelings#im a girl but like if u use she her i might cry#dont want ppl to think im cis but dont want to be misgendered either#am i just a faking attention seeker#wow i really dislike my own mind#not enjoying this#vent#oof#im a girl but in a cartoon character kinda way not a human being kinda way#like im a girl but also no#i dont want you to assume im a girl but you'd be correct on this occasion basically#im just venting in the tags now oops
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i want my friend's ex to die so bad holy shit ive never wanted anyone dead this badly in my life
#abuse tw#picture the most manipulative person you can imagine and then multiply it times 100#this girl has admitted to faking autism for attention WHILE being ableist and awful to my friend who is autistic#AND faked being trans for attention briefly WHILE being so transphobic to my friend that they actually went back in the closet#like changed their pronouns in bio from all pronouns back to she/her bc the ex was so disgusted to be dating a trans person#i need her to get run over by a truck YESTERDAY#oh yeah and she also hit my friend. while they were dating#AND tried to cheat on them and then would tell him about it#and would threaten suicide every time she didnt get her way even after they were broken up#my friend would literally be like please stop contacting me. and she would keep on pulling that shit and saying my friend made her suicidal#currently helping them research harassment prevention orders
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Need everyone to know right now that we tried some new stuff with her pussy last night and it's some of the hottest sex we've ever had. First she laid down and fingered herself for me and it was so fucking gorgeous and scorching hot that I swear I almost died. She made herself cum at least twice - muscles wound tight, hips raising into her fingers, pretty voice moaning for me, eyes burning a hole in my face, WHEW. She came so hard one of those times that she ejaculated a little bit with her dick, which is the 2nd time ever that we've made that happen with prostate play, the 1st time ever that it's happened specifically from external stim, and the 1st time ever that she's done it to herself. 🥵 God it was so fucking pretty and she came so hard every time and would just completely collapse down onto the couch afterward completely boneless and I had to press my face to her pussy and kiss her there and feel her internal muscles clenching and kiss her clit and listen to her breathing raggedly...
The second thing we tried was I wanted to see if we could get some pressure on both her pussy and my dick at the same time, so I had her go get her vibrator. We briefly had her straddle me facing away and from that angle I could get an okay pressure on my dick, but we abandoned that pretty quick because she wanted to turn around. Tucked the handle between my legs so she could ride the end and she rode it. Ground her pussy down on it over and over and made herself cum so fucking hard so many times and begged me over and over to put a baby in her. It was amazing!!!
Absolutely doing both again, it was so unbelievably hot.
(This post is about trans + lesbian sex. DNI if you: are a cishet man, are under 18, do not have your age on your blog, or post ageplay, rape fantasies, dykebreaking, or detrans/misgendering kink content on your blog)
#i love her so fucking much it was so fucking sexy#god if we can figure out how to get me off while shes riding me like that ill DIE#text#baby 💖#lesbian nsft#sapphic nsft#wlw nsft#trans nsft#nblw nsft#t4t nsft#if youre like ''what is this post saying to me'' remember that words are fake and trans people can call their bits whatever they want#also consult my pinned#PS if your partner is transfemme and you havent tried taint stuff yet do it right now
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I’m so sorry..
SORRY FOR BEING FUCKING RIGHT ALL THE TIME LETS GO
#think it’s about time I shared my headcanons#phineas is aro cmon#queerplatonic phinabella til the day I die#non binary Ferb because Ferb#he’s Ferb that’s it#trans baljeet came to me in a dream but it makes sense I think#candace Flynn IS transfem for MANY reasons actually#her and Jeremy are t4t relationship#I also think Stacy is a genderfluid lesbian because it also came to me in a dream#her and Jenny are dating#she also had a crush on Vanessa at some point#BI VANESSA BI VANESSA BI VANESSA#also trans doof because cmon we all see it#ace perry is canon#for fireside girls I just guessed because we don’t really get to see them as individuals a lot#though I think Gretchen and Buford are wlw mlm solidarity and definitely fake dated in high school to hide each others gayness#phineas and ferb#headcanons
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JK Rowling go fuck yourself and crawl back under your rock
#STOP WATCHING HER SHIT. STOP SUPPORTING HER SHIT. SHE JUST DROPPED 70K TOWARDS FWS#COME ON. YOU CAN DROP THE WIZARD BOOKS. YOU CAN. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.#i hate this shit. yes this is an emotional response. but im fucking TIRED of seeing the little bit of trans acceptance and rights that we h#that we have. be slowly eroded. by people like rowling who use bullshit rhetoric and fake data to demonise trans folk ESPECIALLY TRANSWOMEN
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something very t4t happened to me
#i am ace. but.#she asked whether i wanted to make out and i figured why not#also got fake murdered in her burlesque show the night after/tonight#to living dead girl so that was fun#oh also i met one of her partners and he had a little like. face paint stamp thing#with the colors arranged in the trans flag and now i have the trans flag on my cheek#also saw several rats on the way back lmao#i didn't want to attempt to take the m train because the one marked correctly#still looked like it was going in the wrong direction. so i just walked.#good way to see rats as it turns out. if your into that kind of thing.#personally i feel like if i'm going to visit nyc i might as well. two of them were fighting#very few of the animals here give a single fuck if you get close to them though so that is slightly disconcerting#the squirrels constantly look like they want to launch themselves in my general direction#mypost
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#big gender rant ahead i just need to write down my thoughts#personal#so i think im a he/him trans lesbian??#i think ive been denying my feminine side for a long time now but middle school me was right. well. half right#idk why id built up some weird barrier in my mind about being trans and being a lesbian#but now im like more sure than ever#i still dont know if i could call myself a woman. and i thought i was so adamant about not using she/her again but it honestly?#doesn't bother me that much anymore. its not my preference but its not as soul crushing as it used to be#i have these weird subliminal gender rules for myself that ive been beating myself down with even though i#understand that theyre fake and dont hold anyone else to them. so why have a double standard? cant i have a fun gender?#ever since high school its been an uphill battle just letting myself live freely and having self confidence#i just turned 24. i dont have to be beholden to stupid hormonal teenage self loathing anymore#the world is a beautiful place and gender is just made up anyway. so why cant i be trans and butch? who cares??#i think i worded it well in my last personal post. ive been living a gender of convenience#but fuck that! i want the gender that makes sense to me! that makes me happy! its my life and i should live it how i want to!#...i still have some regrets about my top surgery. i wish i wasnt so weirdly flat chested now.#but hopefully the fat will redistribute eventually and itll look more natural as the years go on..#but i definitely dont regret going on T. i love my deep voice and my body hair#anyway if you've read this far thanks for listening to my mad ramblings#and dont forget you can have a fun gender too!
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