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im so glad that we never get a clear picture of sophie’s background in leverage & i hope we never do. however i also really like making up various, often conflicting backstories for her in my head. perhaps they’re all backstories for an alias of hers, ones she laid to rest back in season two.
#leverageposting#leverage#sophie devereaux#particularly that one of or both her parents had to move around a lot for work & so she would change herself to fit in at every new school#or new town etc etc. and that whatever original identity she had was dropped due to some kind of really awful event and her bio family think#she’s dead. eg she got into some kind of extreme legal trouble for the first time & she faked her death & everyone she knew as a kid thinks#she’s dead too. like. astrid wasn’t the first person she left to miss/mourn her.#but also that she was a teen runaway at like age ~16 and pretended to be an adult (like. 18/19) cause theres not much you can do by yourself#as a minor like booking flights or renting an apartment. and so began her first proper alias. and she was a pickpocket until she could fund#her life fully through grifting & cons.#or alternatively her parents died when she was a teen & she was old enough to become an emancipated minor (everyone in lev is an orphan)#and she kind of just fell into crime from there bc she had no one#or perhaps she got married at 17 and realised how fucked it all was and stashed money until she could run away & leave it all behind. that’s#bc of a single vague sentence on john rogers’ blog saying she was married at 17 and in context it was quite possibly a joke or random#hypothetical example but i was like what if???? What If???????#i also like the hc that she’s trans which i’ve seen a few times#in some versions in my mind her parents were okay and in some versions they were awful and in some versions it was so complicated.#i think tara has heard one story and parker or hardison have heard another and nate has never heard any story. he’s never asked.#she is here now and that’s all that needs knowing. and sophie devereaux is her real name in any way it matters.#eliot has also never asked and she asked if he was curious once and he just asked if she was curious about What He Did and that was answer#enough for the both of them. just a mutual agreement not to ask and it actually solidified their bond.#i think she struggled for a long time about whether to tell her new family The Real Story but in much the same way we never hear her birth#name bc it’s not Her anymore… she never gives The Real Story. bc it no longer defines who she is. she’s so much more than whatever happened.#lvg
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Y’all ever heard of Noisette Pizza Tower from Pizza Tower ?
#pizza tower#noisette#the noise#fake peppino#give her tips !!#add her shop back in the game#dark's arts#she’s doing her best#trans rights
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fucking thank you for mentioning that black and brown and indigenous bloggers (esp trans women) on this website have been nuked since 2016 and nobody gave a shit. this website has been racist and transmisogynistic for years and 99% of the ""community"" on here didn't give a fuck until now.
an indigenous child is dead. transfem bloggers are harassed. nobody cares about that. the white trans community on this site cares about funny jokes and infighting instead of protecting us. avery deserves better. nex deserved better. children are being murdered and people have decided to strip every ounce of racial and transmisogynistic intent from the current wave of violence in favor of jokes.
when do we get to be a part of our own communities? when do we get the support and protection and righteous anger from other trans people? im so fucking tired.
honestly? ive been talking about this stuff for years, and the only reason it got attention is because of what happened to rita being so public, those posts never got the attention they should've and that doesnt surprise me in the slightest.
we arent a part of this "community", we wouldnt be trampled on and forgotten if we were actually important. and whenever we make our own spaces they take that over too. it doesnt matter what happens to us in the process. i hate the performative bullshit i hate the jokes i hate the ignorance i hate that theres nothing left for us.
the only times we're fucking noticed is when somebody murders us and EVEN THEN thats giving too much credit. white people get to joke about this shit while we have to live every day accepting that we'll be left behind. with no way of finding others like us to even feel just a smidgen of comfort. you look at the tag for black trans women before this photomatt bs and theres nothing but our murders. you cant even find shit about all the poc getting banned from this site because nobody cared to document anything let alone Help us.
im really fucking tired of seeing the 'support black trans women!' posts around here. you dont support us when we look you in the eye and Beg. when i got kicked out last year and made a post about it NOBODY batted an eye until rita and afew other popular white transfems reblogged it. and im the lucky one. people would rather be upset at the hammer car than us dying in the streets. i dont even know how to type this all out, just thinking about this makes me furious. i spent the early years of my transition hearing nothing but black trans girls getting murdered in their cars for $100. thats how worth our lives are in this "community". we cant even get that much in donations.
im tired too hun, im really fucking tired
#transgender#predstrogen#transmisogyny#transmisogynoir#trans#i feel like im gonna fucking puke lol i hate how fake you people are#for the people that actually care. that story about a black trans woman being murdered in her car is Real.#she was 17yrs old. i saw that story when i was 16. ive seen more like it before that and since#i cant even find her name because trying to look it up only pulls up more murders. one 2hrs away from me too! awesome!
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[ my favorite headcanons I have are that killer is the most fem presenting of the murder time trio despite being agender/nonbinary (I haven’t decided yet), and that dust is trans fem but still looks masc, and horror is a trans man ]
[ it just makes be so happy oh my stars:3 ]
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my favorite headcanons I have are that killer is the most fem presenting of the murder time trio despite being agender/nonbinary (I haven’t decided yet), and that dust is trans fem but still looks masc, and horror is a trans man
it just makes be so happy oh my stars:3
#wish rambles#headcanons#horror sans#dust sans#killer sans#idk why but I’ve never been big on trans fem dust being super fem presenting#she’d wear a skirt and maybe some fake lashes if she’s feeling like it#but most of the time she doesn’t appear to be trans fem#which I absolutely adore her for<333#slay you absolute queen
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nothing like watching a show, thinking it's so cool but not really understanding why, then rewatching it years later and finding it even cooler because you understand why it's amazing now
#brand new animals#BNA#this show might be the transest not-actually-trans thing I ever watched#What do you mean the mc goes from happy normal girl to shut-in terrified to go out because she'll be hunted for sports#finds out way later how to fake being normal again but compare it to being in high heel all the time (point often used by trans peeps)#find out new things about her body she couldn't even imagine before having this new form#literally becoming able to fly#then telling an evil medicalist conglomerate that people should be able to choose what they do with their own body#before punching him in the face#absolutely amazing show
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it's all "trans men are men" and "trans women are women" until someone says they were never a girl as a kid, or they never got "male socialization"
saying that you had the experience of a cis person of the other gender as a kid is all well and good until you don't believe anyone when he says he was always male, or that she were never treated as a boy
#I'm not trying to discount the internal experience of people who feel they changed their gender when they transitioned‚ but it's a little#interesting and incredibly annoying to me that so many trans people & allies on here seem intent to think of trans men as girls who#''identify as men'' and trans women as men who ''identify as women''#it's that ''oh well of course you can be a woman bc gender is fake so you can be anything you want! :)''#like nah man‚ you effectively just told her that she's only a woman when ''woman'' doesn't mean anything. that's transphobic.#transphobia#trans#o.
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Trying not to be annoyed by twitter discourse right now
#basically an indigenous trans woman chose the name saeko and it caused a site wide dogpile onto her#amd discourse about white trans people choosing japanese names because people assumed she was white#like idk what to tell you but there are plenty of white cis ppl who have japanese names#because their parents are real into anime or something#there's no need to act like this is a trans thing in particular#feels espec fake when twitter was celebrating kurt cobain's daughter and tony hawk's son having a kid called ronin#just two weeks ago#anyway#yapping#📨
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Me when I'm about to play Mama by MCR on repeat for an hour and cry
#that momebt when#that momebt when the trans panic#she hates me#she hates me so much#ahe wouldn't care if I died.#she would sacrifice my soul for five mins with Constantine wnd Jericho#she hates me so fucking much#YOU SHOULD'VE RAISED A BABY GIRL I SHOULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SON#IF YIU CODDLE THE INFECTION THEY CAN AMPUTATE AT ONCE#I SHOULD'VE BEEN#I COULD'VE BEEN A BETTER SOM#she doesn't consider me her son unfortunately#mcr#mama mcr#WHEN YOU GO DON'T RETURN TO ME MY LOVE#im gonna stab something#HAVOC AYE MY FUCKING RAT#I HAVE ONE LESS RAT#AND MY OTHER RST DOESN'T WANT TO BE LONLEY#FUCK YOU CALLUM#if you're wondering I will continue to go insane due to the lack of Master Joseph#need my fake father figure back fuck you Aaron#WE'RE DAMNED AFTER ALL#THROUGH FORTUNE AND FLAME WE FALL AND IF YOU CAN STAY THEN I'LL SHOW YOU THE WAY TO RETURN FROM THE ASHES WE FALL#WE ALL CARRU ON THOUGH OUR BROTHERS IN ARMS ARE GONE#SO RAISE YOUR GLASS HIGH#FOR TOMORROW WE DIE AND RETURN FROM THE ASHES YOU CALL#alex strike rp
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I started yapping but it turned into a vent - here's the short(er) version
just saw another genderfluid tiktok that really resonated, about how you'll constantly think you're faking it, thinking 'oh im just cis' 'oh im just binary trans' ... and the fear of other people thinking I'm cis and invalidating my gender is really big for me, so much so that like,, I am a girl right now, but I don't feel like that's allowed as a trans identifying person (because its my agab), and it's lowkey giving me gender dysphoria. But then I'm like wait gender dysphoria?? About my agab?? that doesn't sound like a thing. It's so confusing
#genderfluid#nonbinary#gender dysphoria#trans feelings#im a girl but like if u use she her i might cry#dont want ppl to think im cis but dont want to be misgendered either#am i just a faking attention seeker#wow i really dislike my own mind#not enjoying this#vent#oof#im a girl but in a cartoon character kinda way not a human being kinda way#like im a girl but also no#i dont want you to assume im a girl but you'd be correct on this occasion basically#im just venting in the tags now oops
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i want my friend's ex to die so bad holy shit ive never wanted anyone dead this badly in my life
#abuse tw#picture the most manipulative person you can imagine and then multiply it times 100#this girl has admitted to faking autism for attention WHILE being ableist and awful to my friend who is autistic#AND faked being trans for attention briefly WHILE being so transphobic to my friend that they actually went back in the closet#like changed their pronouns in bio from all pronouns back to she/her bc the ex was so disgusted to be dating a trans person#i need her to get run over by a truck YESTERDAY#oh yeah and she also hit my friend. while they were dating#AND tried to cheat on them and then would tell him about it#and would threaten suicide every time she didnt get her way even after they were broken up#my friend would literally be like please stop contacting me. and she would keep on pulling that shit and saying my friend made her suicidal#currently helping them research harassment prevention orders
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even though i really love what hrt is doing to me it has made me so self conscious because i know my body is changing more visibly now and i don't like the idea that people who know me very well will be able to see that. i just hate the idea of people looking at me. and i worry that the people i care about will like me less the more they look at me because i'm ugly
#some of my mum's family keep calling me fat now bc of the t weight gain as well which is irritating to me#1) i'm still clinically underweight according to the doctor 2) so fucking what if i was. why is it my problem that you're archaic#if you think being fat is bad that's like. fully your problem. that's on you. grow up and get a grip#and also i'm already hyper aware of the fact that my body has changed. i don't need you to keep drawing attention to it#it's frustrating because like. i WANT to gain weight. i feel way better abt how i look and i feel like i'm more attractive#but they keep making me feel guilty for it and like everyone is silently noticing and judging me for it#it's like. the whole time you've known me i've been miserable and consistently trying to off myself#i also spent my ENTIRE childhood and teen years taking care of my siblings + grandmother bc you guys couldn't be arsed#and now i'm finally doing something for myself that is making me way happier and you can't let me have that#i still have to see them regularly because they're living with my grandmother who i am obligated to visit#partly because she's ill and partly because i'm the one who does all her chores that she can't do anymore#because you guessed it. the family members living with her just sit around doing fuck all so i have to do it all instead#and last weekend i spent five hours raking leaves + moving bricks so when i came back in i was starving#and AS SOON as i started eating my (fake)auntie was like. girl you eat too much.#BROTHER ?????????? suck my fat cock ??? leave me alone ?????????#being so Out in the real world vs being so insanely Closeted in front of my family is so ew#it reminds me of being a closeted teenager living at home feeling like i was constantly harbouring this embarrassing evil secret#when really i'm just putting gel on my arm every day and eating five packets of ramen in one sitting#when i'm in queer spaces / on my own / having sex i feel so good abt myself i don't have an ounce of dysphoria#and then i go home and it's like oh. i'm actually the most disgusting evil creature on this planet and i deserve death#whatever. trans people and lesbians think i'm hot and i got mad head game so who gives a fuck
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yall: thought crimes arent real!! everyone is valid!! kill the cop in your head!!
also yall: if you have any negative opinions or feelings after interacting with someone - even if you dont tell them - and you act on those feelings in any way, shape, or form you have "sociopathic tendencies" and you're a bad person and you're a bigot and i hate you and you should kys
#no rbs im just venting#this is not vague bc im making up a guy this is vague bc it happens at least once a day atp#literally saw someone say in the tag of a post (Which is also annoying me for other reasons) that people getting icked out is sociopathic#do you hear yourselves? liek seriously?? you guys are fucking tar pits jfc#no wonder ur fucking lonely!!! you drive everyone away with fake ass inclusivity and jump to be the most judgemental person in the room the#moment the target is acceptable enough!!#ive seen ppl recently say that being abused multiple times “makes [them] think you're the problem and you deserved what happened”#all of u showing ur asses after the US election blaming minorities for the structural oppressions we experience#the fucking “if you think this way then YOURE the bigot” behaviors to trans women#the fucking “if you find fat people attractive and dont self flaggelate you're a fat fetishist” mentality#my wife fucking made a post recently where she said smthn along the lines of "there is nuance to everything your scripts of what behaviors#make “Bad People” will always fail you“ (in more words) and ppl genuinely came to her saying ”i thnk you have an anxiety disorder“#and like we laughed about that but its like. you guys seriously try to flatten everything to Good and Bad with 0 nuance and its exhausting.#ths is exhausting. its exhausting!!!!!
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I’m so sorry..
SORRY FOR BEING FUCKING RIGHT ALL THE TIME LETS GO
#think it’s about time I shared my headcanons#phineas is aro cmon#queerplatonic phinabella til the day I die#non binary Ferb because Ferb#he’s Ferb that’s it#trans baljeet came to me in a dream but it makes sense I think#candace Flynn IS transfem for MANY reasons actually#her and Jeremy are t4t relationship#I also think Stacy is a genderfluid lesbian because it also came to me in a dream#her and Jenny are dating#she also had a crush on Vanessa at some point#BI VANESSA BI VANESSA BI VANESSA#also trans doof because cmon we all see it#ace perry is canon#for fireside girls I just guessed because we don’t really get to see them as individuals a lot#though I think Gretchen and Buford are wlw mlm solidarity and definitely fake dated in high school to hide each others gayness#phineas and ferb#headcanons
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JK Rowling go fuck yourself and crawl back under your rock
#STOP WATCHING HER SHIT. STOP SUPPORTING HER SHIT. SHE JUST DROPPED 70K TOWARDS FWS#COME ON. YOU CAN DROP THE WIZARD BOOKS. YOU CAN. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.#i hate this shit. yes this is an emotional response. but im fucking TIRED of seeing the little bit of trans acceptance and rights that we h#that we have. be slowly eroded. by people like rowling who use bullshit rhetoric and fake data to demonise trans folk ESPECIALLY TRANSWOMEN
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#big gender rant ahead i just need to write down my thoughts#personal#so i think im a he/him trans lesbian??#i think ive been denying my feminine side for a long time now but middle school me was right. well. half right#idk why id built up some weird barrier in my mind about being trans and being a lesbian#but now im like more sure than ever#i still dont know if i could call myself a woman. and i thought i was so adamant about not using she/her again but it honestly?#doesn't bother me that much anymore. its not my preference but its not as soul crushing as it used to be#i have these weird subliminal gender rules for myself that ive been beating myself down with even though i#understand that theyre fake and dont hold anyone else to them. so why have a double standard? cant i have a fun gender?#ever since high school its been an uphill battle just letting myself live freely and having self confidence#i just turned 24. i dont have to be beholden to stupid hormonal teenage self loathing anymore#the world is a beautiful place and gender is just made up anyway. so why cant i be trans and butch? who cares??#i think i worded it well in my last personal post. ive been living a gender of convenience#but fuck that! i want the gender that makes sense to me! that makes me happy! its my life and i should live it how i want to!#...i still have some regrets about my top surgery. i wish i wasnt so weirdly flat chested now.#but hopefully the fat will redistribute eventually and itll look more natural as the years go on..#but i definitely dont regret going on T. i love my deep voice and my body hair#anyway if you've read this far thanks for listening to my mad ramblings#and dont forget you can have a fun gender too!
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I wonder how many white people are pretending to be black pro-Trump supporters on twitter?
I saw quite a couple of losers doing that in 2019-2020 and it was so lame. It was as lame as the "Latina muslim" I argued with that turned out to be some 56 year old catholic woman of German descent. (Having friends with certain careers really helped expose these sad fucks)
Imagine being so fucking unpopular you have to make accounts to pretend being the minorities you hate.
Didn't win you the election then, and it won't win you the election now. Fucking losers.
#politics#us politics#pendejos#then there were the fake trans women accounts which were just dudes trying to act like trans people loved trump 🤣#like he kept midgendering himself and went off when i said she/her for him and that's when i knew#like i was trying to be nice and respect his pronouns in bio and he just went off admitting he wasnt trans#twitter was batshit crazy during elections
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